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awwww man ☹️

#ed account #ed bllog #b0n3sp0 #pro ans #meanspp #ana trigger #ed jokes #anablr #anasp0 #ed relapse #ed journal #ed vent #ana tumblr #ana ed #ana rules #ana meal #pr0 ana diary #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #tw ana fast

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thanks tumblr for helping me celebrate my 4 year EDiversary

#ed account #ed bllog #b0n3sp0 #pro ans #meanspp #ana trigger #anablr #anasp0 #ed relapse #tw ana diary #pr0 ana diary #ed motivation #ana ed #ed diet #ed jokes #ana dairy #ana meal

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does anyone else just have that one specific relapse month that hits them hard every year or no,, bc personally mines july

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YALL IVE LOST EXACTLY 50lbs IM SCREAMING

#ed vent #ed account #ed bllog #b0n3sp0 #pro ans #meanspp #meanspø #ana trigger #ed fast #ed jokes #ana tumblr #ana ed #ana rules #anablr #ana goals #i wanna be sk1nny #i want to be th1n #weight loss journey

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you call it "an all time low", I call it "licking balsamic vinegar off a plate because it's low cal and hard to eat but I'm hungry"

we are not the same

#ed account #ed bllog #b0n3sp0 #pro ans #meanspp #meanspø #ana trigger #ed fast #ed jokes #ed vent

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whoever the fuck invented arm fat will be speaking to my lawyers

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they hate to see a girlboss winning!

this ana shit is hard man I want a god damn burrito

#ed account #ed bllog #b0n3sp0 #pro ans #meanspp #meanspø #ana trigger #ed jokes #ed vent #ed fast

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where

are my

GODDAMN

L A X I T I V E S

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do I love my best friend? yes

do I hate him becuase he's a better anorexic than me? yes

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I like to tell myself that my ED hasn't made me pick up any weird habits and then I remember that one of my safe foods is a literal spoon full of mustard.

zero cal amiright😎

#tw ed vent #ed account #ed bllog #tw ed relapse #not pr0 anything #b0n3sp0 #pro ans #meanspp #meanspø #ana trigger

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pov it actually doesn't get better

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here's a list of some of my safe foods

♡ the tuna that comes in a bag, like the jalapeño tuna creations one is my favorite. add chopped pickles, mustard, salt, pepper and chili flakes AND I KNOW IT SOUNDS DISGUSTING. IT LOOKS NASTY TOO BUT IT TASTES SO GOOD AND ITS SO FILLING AND ITS ONLY 70 CALS

♡ roma tomatoes dude just eat them like an apple or cut them up and eat with salt and pepper and im oretty sure its only 11 calories per tomato!? and they fill u up fast

♡ strawberry smoothie -> 1 cup frozen strawberries and 1 cup milk! (whole milk most calories, soy milk differs and CASHEW MILK IS ONLY 25 PER CUP) no matter what u do it's relatively low cal but you can up the amount for more fullness and it won't be too many cals

♡ N E C T A R I N E S AND P I N E A P P L E!!!

♡ low cal bread and jelly it's not very filling but its good

and thats it lol BUT PLEASE COMMENT UR SAFE FOODS!!<3<3<3 and be safe

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any tips on how to relapse hard?

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guys please I need tips to starve urself in secret without purging. my mom is hella onto me but i cant quit now I can't quit now it will kill me

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can't wait to live alone so I can cut myself open in peace

#s3lf harn #s3lfharmm #tw s3lf harm #s3lfh4rm #tw ed vent #not pr0 anything

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I think I've finally found the worst feeling, and that feeling is slowly watching yourself gain weight after going so long starving yourself. and not even because I'm recovering, just becuase I've made myself addicted to food and I dont have the willpower to start again lmao,, lease leave meanspø

#tw ed vent #ed account #ed bllog #tw ed relapse #i want to be th1n #not pr0 anything #pro ans #tw 4n4 #b0n3sp0 #an0r3x1c #meanspp #meanspø

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guys i can feel it this month is gonna be ours