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[shellshockedgay]

Hey guys! Long time to no post!

I'm very sorry I haven't posted anything in a very long time. My life got very chaotic. My grandmother passed away, my dad got super sick in the hospital (he's doing better now) and I started a new job.

But I kinda felt a pull back to this blog so I might start writing some stuff again soon. Again, I'm very sorry for the long wait. Love you guys!

#tmnt 2012 #tmnt leonardo #tmnt michelangelo #tmnt raphael #tmnt #tmnt x male reader #tmnt x non binary reader

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Don, Mikey and Raph, the judges

(my other tmnt edits)

#wow #i almost forgot i love them #tmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt 2003 #tmnt 2k3 #tmnt edit #tmnt video #tmnt leonardo #tmnt donatello #tmnt michelangelo #tmnt raphael

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HIII HOEP UR HAVING A NICE DAY ENJOY UR ABYSS WITH DIS THINGSSS BYEEE I LOVE UR FICSSSSS HOPE UR TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF

OH MY GOD THANK YOU

AND FREE MEMES OH IM SO LUCKY THANK YOU

#THE *DUCK* #OH MY GOD #OHMYGOD #THE FUCK #AAAA THANK YOU #I'M KINDA TAKING CARE OF MYSELF THANK YOU AA

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That one scene in The Riddle of the Ancient Aeons where Raph is yelling at Leo saying, “Maybe that’s because you were always Splinter’s favorite!” but replace “Splinter’s” with “The writer’s” and that statement becomes infinitely funnier.

Tell me this doesn’t fit, you can’t.

#crawls back into my abyss

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LISTEN, I KNOW I'VE BEEN GONE BUT

I just think he's neat 🥺💙

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Hi I just wanted to say— *turns on aggressive appreciation megaphone*

THANK YOU FOR WRITING STORIES WITH THE TURTLES AND MAKING THE READER MALE OR NB!! AS A HE/THEY I GREATLY APPRECIATE IT AND I APPRECIATE YOU SO YOU BETTER STAY AWESOME!!!!

That is all 💖

*SOBS*

THANK YOU!!!! I'LL TRY MY BESTEST TO STAY AWESOME-

#YOU #YOU GUYS ARE THE REAL AWESOME ONES #AAAAA #not a story

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My Friend: "So, uhh, whatcha thinking about?"

Me, currently creating three utter chaotic disaster mutant children that the turtles and April and Casey adopt as basically their own and act as parents/older siblings for these small little traumatized stupid kids: "The usual, found family as comfort."

I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING A BETTER DAY THAN YESTERDAY, DRINK WATER AND TAKE A SHOWER, WE ALL LOVE YOU AND I HOPE THAT THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING A LITTLE BIT EASIER FOR YOU IN THESE REALLY TOUGH TIMES, MWAH LOVE YOU <3333

I KNOW IT TOOK ME A WHILE TO LIKE BE LIKE

EXIST BUT AAAAAA I LOVE YOURE IDEA

AND IM DOING MY BEST TO TAKE CARE OF MY SELF, MY HIATUS IS ALMOST OVER MAYBE-

#not my idea #im sorta back #work has been hard and the passing was hard too #but hiiiiiiiiiiii #i'll post something maybe

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Me: "Ha, I'm gonna make a bird person cryptid as a joke and have them be like five feet taller than the turtles and have huge wings that they can wrap around literally three of them at once and they have huge jagged talons on their bird feet and they're covered in feathers and their hands are big enough to literally cover one the guy's face with one hand and can almost wrap their entire one hand around a human's waist and torso and one of the turtles is gonna get a gay awakening from them."

Me, getting super attached to my bird person hybrid and planning a complex slow burn with them and one of the turtles: "Yeah, so, umm, I don't think it's a joke anymore ha ha--"

I know everything's tough but sometimes a little joke, whether it be funny or not, can help so I hope me randomly sharing this piece of information makes you smile or laugh a bit because of how stupid it is! I hope you have a lovely day <333

IFUCKINGLOVETHEMILOVETHEBIRDJLOVNDMNDNXNJDDDDJDJND IT'S NOT STUPID I LOVE!!!

I'D DIE FOR YOU GUYS I SWEAR-

BIRDMANBIRDMANBIRDMAN

AAAAAAAAAAGIVETHEMGAYPANICAAAAAAAAAAAAANOWAYTHEMBOYZSTRAIGHT

#not a story #BUT IT WILL BE I- #I PROMISE #HDJDJCJ

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I wanted to come by and say that I love your fics. I don't see many for they/them and almost none for male readers. It's great to see and your writing just so *chefs kiss*. I hope things get better for you and don't worry about having to write while not feeling the best. Do what makes you feel better!

Stop it, you guys are too nice to me. Stop.

Please, my heart can't take any more-

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Hey dude, I am so sorry for your loss of your grandmother, losing family members close to you is always so fucking hard and I hope you have people in your life that are helping support you! Don’t worry about writing at all, your mental health is far more important than anything else. We all love you and want you to feel better! I love your writing, it’s so amazing and reading it as a non-binary person just makes my day! From what I’ve seen on your blog, you’re a super sweet person and your content makes others equally as happy! So I hope today is a little better for you <33 remember to try and keep up with small things like staying hydrated, brushing your teeth and showering at least every three days! It’s easy to forget to do those things when you’re going through so much! Mwah!! Hugs and kisses and all the love!!! 💕💕💕💕💕

I JUST WOKE UP TO THIS NICE MESSAGE??? GOD, I HOPE BOTH SIDES OF YOUR PILLOW ARE FOREVER COLD DUDE

#not a story #thank you!! #*sob*

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It's been years since I came back to tmnt and the fandom and your stories legit make me cry cause they're so good 😭😭😭😭😭 as a they/them person who loves Leo, your blog is literally PERFECTION. Love ya 💜

THANKSAAAAAAAAAAA

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Heya! I hope my rebloging doesn't come as creepy (there are some blog who do find it that way so my apologies if it does!) but ur fics have DRAGGED ME DOWN back to my tmnt phase i swear I LOVE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH U HAVE NO IDEA HOW BAD IM SMILING FOR THEM 😭😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕

Thank u for writting theses beautiful masterpieces!! 💕💕💕💖💕💗💖💖💖💗💖💖💗💖💓💓💓💘❤❤❤💓💘❤💓❤💓💕💖💗💖💖💖💓💓💘❤💓💓❤

Today was so shitty and this genuinely made me feel a bit better Jesus christ thank you so much thank you aaaAa

#not a story #but #👌😭 #seriously #thank you

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Hey everyone. So remember when I said I'd keep you guys updated?

Unfortunately, my grandma has passed away today. She had a stroke about a week or two back and ended up in ICU.

I'm not sure when I'll be able to open requests again. I was very close with my grandma.

I've never made a post like this, so I'm not sure how to end it.

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I’m a fanfic writer. All I know is “furrowed brow” and too many commas.

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Hey guys. I'm kinda having a lot of family stuff going on, so I don't know when I'll be up to posting.

I'll keep you guys updated tho.

#not a story #no one's dead #but they're scary close

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ALSO I NOTICED WE HIT 106 FOLLOWERS SO THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

I'm sorry updates have been incredibly slow.

I found out like Wednesday last week my grandma had a stroke, so my dad, bro and mom had to go four hours out to see her and help my grandpa take care of her, leaving my boyfriend and I to work.

So I've been working a lot. I'm sorry, guys.

#SERIOUSLY #WHY #NOT A STORY #BUT DAMN

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Have you explained how they would react if you where taller than the boys? If not it would be really cute to see how💖

(Love your other stuff!!)

I done did it! I hope you like it!! It's posted right here.

#not a story #ask answered #PLEASE I LOVED THIS