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would anyone be interested in seeing my OC stuff??? i am brainrotting about them so hard rn i literally have so much to say so thats why i’m asking LOL i need to info dump NEOW!!!

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*rubs hands together in a evil manner* i’ve got smth cookin y’all

#mud.txt #qftim:sitp #qftim

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disturbed by how little ppl acknowledge the secondary health risks of vampire bites. if your vampire lover is drinking your blood you MUST be up to date on your tetanus shot. puncture wounds are at especially high risk for tetanus infections. just because your partner was born in 1312 doesn’t mean you have to die like it.

moreover they should be prepping the bite point with an alcohol wipe.

and while I’m at it, I’ve noticed a blithe disregard for health & safety when it comes to blood pacts. can’t believe I have to say this but you should absolutely NOT be cutting your palm open with the pocket knife from your belt holster (??????)

if you’re expecting to be in a blood pact/oath situation please just pick up some sterile finger lancets from the pharmacy. cannot stress this all enough.

#ur love life should never risk ur mortal life y’all!! #take it from a Real Vampire Guy #and fellow vamps! #don’t be so slobbish! #your partner deserves better! #mud.rblg

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this is what the romance will be for sitp 😋

BTW IGNORE HOW I CLEARLY GAVE UP IN THE END ITS FOUR AM AND I HAVEN’T SLEPT I HAVE SCHOOL AT 6:30!!!

#mud.png #quest for the ink machine: shadows in the pages #quest for the ink machine shadows in the pages #shadows in the pages #qftimsitp #qftim:sitp #qftim cuphead #qftim au #arlecchino morningstar #arlo x cuphead #im so tired #sorry

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i’m still here AHHH i just havent been drawing qftim related things for a while— I MIGHT PICK UP MY SITP AU SINCE I NEVER STARTED IT!!!!! we shall see…. in the meantime, if u have doodle suggestions send them in my ask inbox i Might post them!!!!!!!

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i BEEN saying rouge drew bendy weird as fuck And For What !!!!!

I’m sorry but he was twinkified HARD…

#like #did yall see the stripper shit?????? #LITERALLY INSANE #WHY DID SHE DRAW THAT??? #this is a hilarious video btw #perfect representation of me #seeing that for the first time

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yalllll my gf just bought me bg3 today and i was so excited because its been on my wishlist for like ever and stuff so as soon as it allowed me to i started installing/downloading it—IT TOOK THREE FUCKING HOURS!!!!!! BECAUSE I’M POOR AND CAN’T GET SHIT TO OPTIMISE DOWNLOAD TIMES!!!!!!

but the worst part of it all….IT WON’T OPEN. it stopped responding every time i tried to open it up (i’m a mac user so i am already at a disadvantage) so i desperately look online as to what i have to do and according to steam i have to Verify File Integrity which i thought they were supposed to do after everything downloads, hence why it took 3 hours, because it took an extra hour to verify everything—but apparently there might be a file corruption or something idk i’m just a girl i know nothing about these things. BUT GET THIS: THE FILE VERIFICATION IS GOING TAKE OVER 24 HOURS TO COMPLETE. oh my god. why did i choose to quit my job and not save for a Real computer. why did i not ask for that for christmas. (no one had the money to buy one, that’s why—which is fine, i have never asked for anything expensive for christmas) WHY DID I HAVE TO GET ATTACHED TO BIG HUMONGOUS FUCKING GAMES THAT KILL MY LAPTOP!!!!!!!!!

i am usually a patient person yknow. i have willingly gone on 3 day nonstop car rides with my family of mentally unwell and untreated people. i have gone through almost 12 years of american public education without ever asking for accommodations to my crippling mental illnesses or deteriorating health. i have done hour long layovers while sick from anxiety and stress in airports full of stressful stimuli. i have gone thru a lot. but this was the straw that broke the camel’s back i think. as soon as i saw the number fluctuate between 22 to 1D 8hrs i just about cried. i felt defeated. i nearly threw a tantrum like a toddler because of this. i wanted to start pulling my hair out of my head and furiously scratch my skin until it bled out of pure and unbridled rage and frustration. (i am probably autistic and i think someone told me this could be a meltdown???) but i only merely grabbed my hair very harshly and started hyperventilating for a couple minutes before i sat down on my bed and started doing eye makeup. why??? idk.

all this is to say i am not happy with BG3 right now, even though the issue is not all with the game, but the fact that i am attempting to play it on a heavily aged macbook air that definitely was not made for playing anything above coolmathgames.com. my spring break is nearly over. i have like three days left. i just want to enjoy my freedom a little longer by making my little OC in this game and then putting them through The Horrors. i will update you all later, it is now 4:08AM and i have not slept for almost 24 hours. i feel sick to my stomach and my head hurts, but i think it’s because i made the foolish mistake of drinking about 20oz of coffee (which didn’t even taste good btw, because i had to make the coffee with a creamer that Wasnt my beloved oat milk creamer—i cannot enjoy my coffee if it is not made with the oat milk creamer. nothing else will suffice.) and then proceeded to make four different rainbow loom bracelets (i just bought the monstertail loom after debating whether or not i should) in rapid succession without breaks. i also watched eight episodes (maybe more) of the watcher podcast, because the coffee gave me extreme anxiety to the point where i had to carry scissors with me every time i left my bedroom because i was convinced there was someone in my apartment (but what would scissors have done??? i am incredibly out of shape and have never even fought another human being physically since i was under the age of 10) and the scissors were the only thing that would make me feel safer. and my phone in case i could hide and call 911.

sorry for the brain dump i am just incredibly sleep deprived and am waiting for my wife’s return from work—which should be soon! which means i’ll be okay and no longer anxious or stressed. SEE YOU LATER GUYS MIGHT DELETE THIS BUT IDK !!!!! SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON MY DOWNWARD SPIRAL!!!!!!!

#mud.txt #these are the ramblings of a madman #a bit of a nutjob #a crazed lunatic

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this phrase usually holds transphobic sentiment, because it generally means that this person does not want to see anything related to trans people “too much” (which makes no sense), essentially displaying an intolerance for transgender people and wanting to avoid it

and it’s overall just a rude thing to say about trans people in regards to them coming out. of course someone newly come out will “make it their personality,” it’s a new development in their life, and a new addition to who they are as a person. it only makes sense that they would talk about it a lot for a while. if anything, it just shows that that person trusts you enough to tell you almost anything about their trans-ness.

i obviously don’t know entirely what the artist meant by that statement because i’m not her, but that is still an unacceptable thing to proclaim. especially publicly, where possible trans followers of her will see.

this is actually an insane thing to say btw

(this is a reblog chain post about being ok with ur friend coming out as trans)

#mud.rblg #mud.txt #this fandom can never rest #something always gotta happen

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and i liked their lil au too 😭😭😭 god bendystraw artists please be normal for once what the HAIL!!!!!!!!

this is actually an insane thing to say btw

(this is a reblog chain post about being ok with ur friend coming out as trans)

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this is actually an insane thing to say btw

(this is a reblog chain post about being ok with ur friend coming out as trans)

#mud.txt #blocking Immediately #lightning speed

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#palestine genocide #from the river to the sea palestine will be free #palestine #palestine news #mud.rblg

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The occupation has no humanity. Rest in peace Sidra. Remember her name, Sidra Hassouna.

#free palestine #gaza #palestine #free gaza #from the river to the sea palestine will be free #pray for palestine #war on children #genocide #ceasefire #permanent ceasefire #mud.rblg

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#gaza #palestine #free palestine #free gaza #jerusalem #yemen #lebanon #middle east #human rights #united nations

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RIP. Aaron Bushnell I hope I can help spread your message like wildfire

#aaron bushnell #free palestine #mud.rblg #palestine #free gaza #gaza

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[ID: a screenshot of a quote retweet, saying: "if you keep saying celebrities like taylor speaking up wouldn't do anything just feel free to read this and cope". the quoted tweet is from @/PopCrave, "Dan and Phil’s livestream celebrating Phil’s birthday was able to raise over $100,000 for the Palestine Children’s Relief Fund." end ID]

* correct me if i worded the ID wrong

#current events #palestine #free palestine #mud.rblg

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tw for self harm and self immolation

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had to share this bc I am in awe of this man.

#israel #palestine #free palestine #aaron bushnell #mud.rblg