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#ed twt #ed

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Only brightened the picture because I had my curtains closed. My friends said I should model because of a certain photographer that I can't remember the name of.

#photography #photooftheday #alt model #transguy #schizophrenia #psychosis #ed #ocd #malnutrition #tw eating habits

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damn i wish i had #relatable intrusive thoughts like y’all so i could make jokes about them but all i get is things so horrible i can’t even put them into words ://

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Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

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I can't even be referred to eating disorders services because they class me as a substance abuser even though I have a medical card it's not prescribed.

#medical marijuana #ed #schizophrenia #transguy #anorexia #anorex1a #tw eating stuff #eating disoder recovery

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My ex said I love your ' fattie bits' and made me cry I hate him so much we've spoke about this before and how these weird compliments make me feel

#rexxie #psychosis #schizophrenia #anorexia #transguy

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AGGRESSIVE REMINDER

your ed is still valid even if:

× you havent been hospitalised

× youre considered over, or a healthy weight

× you didn't lose your period (to whom this applies to)

× it is not a restrictive one

× you suffer from relapse - recovery cycles

× you dont have a more "well known" ed (think PICA, orthorexia, ARFID)

× your main issue with food is not weight related (think sensory sensitivities)

× you eat typically unhealthily

× you don't think it is

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I'm sorry but I'm going to have to post here about my eating disorder this is no longer going to be a safe place for those in eating disorder recovery. My head's a mess I'm relapsing so bad and falling down the rabbit hole I wanna go back to posting about numbers and my goals and what I'm not eating and rebloging stuff. I'll be back I'm seeing a dietician. Maybe I'll recover one day but for now I'm just too unstable to be able to contain all these feeling by myself I'm going to explode.

#anorexia #anorex1a #psychosis #schizophrenia #ednos #ed #edsheeran #ed recovery

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The dietician is coming today and now I'm not sure I'm ready to recover. I wanna go back and take back my words of panic of losing so much weight I was scared but I wasn't it's what I wanted I wanted more.

#schizophrenia #edsheeran #edsheeranrecovery #transguy #dietician #ed #psychosis

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I'm asexual and aromantic. So definitely a safe space.

Reblog if you support asexuals and aren’t a COWARD

RB if your blog is a safe, accepting space for asexuals!

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The audacity of having this line in a show literally created by Gerard Way

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#transguy #schizophrenia #psychosis #stranger things #eddie munson #steve x eddie #eddie stranger things #cosplay

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