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I love my friends

#webweaving #friendship #hopecore #lovecore #positivity

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Sigh tell me why someone reblogged my detailed vent about me going to kms saying ‘me when i was 11’ Like erm okay

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me when i remember i will not live to ever have a real love and currently finishing the last easter egg i’ll ever have🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️😀😀

#tw sui ideation #vent

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_ornl <- orange cat drinking water from his bowl

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how r u gonna call them love handles and then try to convince ppl thats a bad thing. insane to me

#hopecore #lovecore

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reblog for something t4t to happen to you this summer.

#t4t

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feeling incredibly upset for something i can’t blame on anyone but myself my very close friend accidentally called me she then stopped because they realised :’( feeling like hell

#vent #transgender #lawl and it’s not fair i can’t be mad i look like a girl and i felt so dysphoric in my outfit today too and this made me feel worse #Lawl

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saw some good trees yesterday

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my hair is so soft why is nobody running their fingers through it rn >://////

#i volunteer as tribute #mlm yearning #wish i had a pretty boy to love

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ever since I was a little girl I’ve wanted to reclaim the slur faggot

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lowkey feeling so intensely relieved knowing i will just k1ll myself as soon as i turn 18 so i wont have to worry about how i can move out or student finance loans and booking uni accom …. also means i can smoke as much as i want cuz i wont have to deal with the repercussions :] yasss

#tw sui ideation #vent #Ignore this please #like lowk im only trying hard in my a levels so that i get good grades and my parents will feel bad that they won’t let me move out #Suicidalness should not feel so comforting but anything is better than the thought of existing past october :)

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having to look like a girl because it’s no longer winter and acceptable to wear a beanie to cover the fact i can’t cut my hair short

#transgender #transmasc #vent #LAWLLLL actually vomiting

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ough think my friend who i accidentally told my sues slide plans in detail to when i was rlly drunk is ignoring me😀 (overthinking bc i have barely seen him recently but it wouldn’t be improbable)

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all my parents do is piss me off go k*s

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im gonna be pissed if my friends don’t post my spotify wrapped after i kms like i need to flex even in death

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he looked so pretty today… may or may not be feeling slightly less confident in how much i got over him (He looked SO good)

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a trans guys best friend after a lesbian is a beanie

#transgender #Beanie = dysphoria alleviator #saluting my beanie rn #mlm wlw solidarity