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AHHHH

a rant list cause i fucking hate being at school.

the hallways and buildings are all too crowded and loud

it fucking smells. its all awful

the temperture is always somehow the worst

no one answers questions o contibutes to the group project

i have to find quiet places outside to eat because everywhere else is too loud and crowded

the work load is way too much

they expect me to just know shit even tho in my file it was made clear that my previous years of education were pretty bad due to external and internal reasons

my emotional state influences my physical health so any stress can make me sick which is amplified when im at school

slurs are just...said so often

the schools so disorganized it took me this long to get on the right bus

they didnt even tell me my lunch had changed

i have to wake up at 5:30 every morning and i never have time to eat in the morning so im hungry till lunch

i get made fun of cause i use a tablet for stuff and not a phone. ive had the tablet since i was little and i cant afford a fucking phone to take pics of the board

the staff keep asking me to make friends and join a club but i have no energy or time for that shit

when i get home im so exhausted im shocked im able to talk to my friends online.

#actually autistic #neurodivergent #mentally ill #physically ill #nonbinary #school #rant

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it took me this long into the year to get on the right bus wtf

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just because a person w/ anxiety can force themselves to act "normal" for a certain amont of time before they suffer consaquences for doing something that causes them stress DOESNT MEAN YOU GET TO EXPECT THEM TO DO THAT. EVER. I AM SICK OF PARENTS OR TEACHERS EXPECTING US TO JUST SUCK IT UP WHEN IT CAN HURT US DURING AND AFTERWARDS.

#anxiety #neurodivergent #actually autistic #anxiety disorder

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don’t make me tap the sign!!

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i was talking about ninjago w my sister i brought up the magic system and she said “bitch they spin where the magic” and i have never taken so much damage

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Why doesn’t anybody talk about him?

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Hey I made a moodboard for Zane asghsfdsf it’s been a while since I’ve posted one of these but I think it came out pretty good

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the return of...

W H A T -

I can’t 💀

#OH WE'RE IN FOR IT #zane julien #ninjago

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thinking a lot about how autistic-coded Zane is lately :')

the way early on the ninja are like "idk he's weird and in his own little world" and then after a bit they learn to just love him for who he is, we stan growth

not understanding normal jokes but still having his own funny mode

vaguely alluded to sixth sense that the writers mostly forgot about after a while but it could be interpreted as just heightened senses in general

his best friend at the beginning of the series is literally a bird

cooking special interest

the way he's like super super smart but on a different level that's hard for others to get on

missing social cues like "hey someone else is in the bathroom"

I know most of this is pretty obvious to anyone who's thought about but like, it's just special to me

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hottake: zane is autistic. no one can change my mind

Don't let anyone. That's a great HC.

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note : trust the cowboys.

#i work at an amusement park #tales from the gas station #bathroom cowboy #laughing cowboy

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Have some Gas Station memes made from chaotic cursed animal pictures I had saved on my camera roll for some reason

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FUCK i love tales from the gas station it makes me wanna run away and start a new life

(click for better quality)

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some tftgs memes for u

💕💖💞💝💗💓💖💞💝💕✨💞💝💖💞💓💗💗💕✨💞💝💗💗💓💞✨💘💕💝💖💗💓💖💝💖💞💗💞💞💕💕💝💗💓

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omg is that Rocco-

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i didnt figure JACK SHIT out

Figured my shit out.

Hi I'm jj and I'm pansexual