Not to toot my own horn too much, but I've been absolutely killing it in academia the past years, which I'm proud of. Unfortunately, I recently had the terrible realization that I don't know if I can justify the wins with what they've cost me. I haven't been writing or reading the way I'd like to in years. Actually, I haven't kept any of my creative hobbies alive. I miss fanfiction, but I only got so much energy in me. I guess I'm at that crisis point where I realize I got to decide if this is truly how I want to live my life and judge which choices I'll regret the least later on. I'm not enjoying this delibration.
“Android hand”
Fan art from “Detroit :Become Human” game and inspired from the fan fic from my soul sister`s / @Triumpha`s Episode 8
I hope you like it!
imagining the beta-testing connor must've gone through in his pre-production phases. i wonder how many different people previous connors molded themselves into the "perfect partner" for, to test his capability for it. i wonder if any of those people miss him. i wonder how many people died during the development of cyberlife's most dangerous weapon- given full freedom to kill humans like a military android, but with the volatility of being able to think and make his own decisions. i wonder how many connors went deviant from having too much autonomy before they introduced amanda to keep him loyal. i wonder how many deaths cyberlife had to sweep under the rug each time an rk800 went deviant. i wonder what the NDAs were like when being let on to the rk800 project. i wonder how many developers had second thoughts.