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t3kandson · 1 year

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Choices

Word count; 8,131

Fandom; A.C.E, KNK & a bit of Dreamcatchers

Pairing; Reader X Park Junhee, Reader X Lee Donghun, Reader X Kim Sehyoon, Reader X Kim Byeongkwan & Reader X Kang Yuchan.

Characters; Park Junhee, Lee Donghun, Kim Sehyoon, Kim Byeongkwan, Kang Yuchan, Park Seoham, Kim Sangwon & Kim Minji aka YiU

Warnings; Loads of Angst, Confusion, Jealousy, mild smut, heavy flirting, Body Marking and mentions of sex.

This chapter is very Emotional rather then Sexual.

Notes; Chapter 7/8 Next Chapter on 23/5

Rest of Release That Stress found here.

You woke to Byeongkwan peacefully sleeping, he looked so carefree. Normally when he slept he was full of tension, even in sleep his mind couldn’t let go. But right now he looked as if he had nothing to bring stress. While you could smile knowing that his date with you was possibly the reason. There was also a knot in your stomach, the pact was well and truly falling apart. You had tossed and turned all night struggling to find a way to continue the pact you and the others shared. But now you knew that they all had fallen for you, the only thing you saw in your path was destruction and trauma. Maybe you should be like Chan and end everything before too many hearts was broken in the fall out.

Junhee had told you he was falling for you, Donghun said he was jealous of you with anyone else. Sehyoon had pretty much told you that he wanted you and the pact was dead. Byeongkwan was so madly in love with you that he was planning to marry you if you remained single. Chan, your best friend had ended everything because he didn’t like the feeling he was experiencing because of the pact. You had no choice but to end it, maybe you should leave right that second.

You crept from your bed with running away in mind, when a strong grip pulled you back startling you. Warm lips attacked your neck as arms easily pulled you towards the topless skin of the body you was fleeing from. “Where you going?” Byeongkwan said deeply that you closed your eyes holding in the stir in your stomach. You flipped to face him, his warm bright brown eyes attacking your soul as your smile matched his. “To get you breakfast,” you lied as he smiled heavenly which hit you with a pain of guilt. “I’m only hungry for one thing,” he smirks rolling his body against yours that his hardened bulge hits your core. “Did I not feed you well last night?” You playfully pout as he bites his lower lip, lost in the memory. “That’s the thing I’m greedy, greedy for seconds,” Byeongkwan growls nipping your neck that caused a tickle as he’s hot breath fanned against your skin. “Greedy boy,” you chuckle nibbling the side of his face in retaliation. “I think We both can confirm I’m all man,” he says deeply as he flips you onto your back, hovering over you with lust in his eyes. “Plus I’m greedy for you not the sex,” he adds rolling his pelvis into you that has your walls clench around nothing.

The door to your room opens as Byeongkwan throws himself off you in a rush, earning blushes to fall upon both your faces. “Don’t mind me,” your mother smirks bringing in a tray of biscuits and hot drinks. “Mother do you know how to knock!” you scorn her as she grins amused. “Would you have preferred your father to find this little,” she wiggles her fingers between you. “There’s nothing little about this,” you snap as Byeongkwan sniggers behind you at the choice of your words. “That’s not what I meant and you know it,” you scorn swatting him. “We’re just friends having a sleepover,” you add more calmly. “Your not a child Y/N, if you was i wouldn’t have let you shared a bed here, infact your father thinks he slept on the sofa. So get changed and make it look like he’s helping you with a work assignment or something,” she adds with authority tone above her pleased expression on her face. “Breakfast will be in half an hour,” she says into the air as she leaves.

“Will you stop encouraging her,” you scold into Byeongkwan’s Chuckles as his lips brush your naked shoulder. “What, I can’t help that she wants to make me her son inlaw can I? It’s like you want me to stop being so perfect,” he teases. “How can you be a son inlaw when you can’t even commit, it’s not fair to her, it’s such a mean thing to feed her hope,” you snap with a little harsh in your tone that has Byeongkwan frown. “What does that mean?” Byeongkwan said sounding hurt. “Look sorry just,” you paused closing your eyes feeling out of your comfort zone and your emotions crashing. “I’m just tired that’s all,” you smiled brushing your elbow playfully into him in an attempt to change the subject. He looked at you with pain and confusion yet simply just nodded.

Breakfast was a lot more quieter then you expected. Byeongkwan seemed a little deflated and you knew he was mulling over your words. Guilt ripped through you as he tried to keep a mask of strength on for your family. Yet the way his body kept its distance and lack of sweet gestured jokes was clearly noticeably missing.

“You really need to snap him up,” you mother said with seriousness when she helped pack some kimchi she made up. “Mum he can’t, remember, he’s an idol, they can’t date,” you replied feeling the ache in your heart. “We both know those kind of rules do not stop people, especially those that are filled with as much love as you and Byeongkwan have,” she adds zipping the bag up. “Mum it’s complicated and a lot more then you think,” you said pouting her way. “Do you think I’m blind Y/N, you know better then anyone, my mind is as open as a Korean mum should avoid. But I see, hear and look at everything you’ve let me see, and those things you’ve tried to hide,” she paused with seriousness in her tone. “I know your with all of them, I don’t know how it started, why it’s still continuing, but I know enough to know you love all of those men,” she adds with her hands on your shoulder as you let your eyes water. “I also know that your in love with that man, you just haven’t realised that yet,”, “mum,” you whine cutting her off. “No don’t mum me, Y/N Byeongkwan’s crazy about you, don’t waste a good relationship. Because when you talk about him your face lights up different then when you talk about the others,” she adds with seriousness behind her eyes.

The car journey home was dead silent between the music on the radio, you was in deep thought at your mothers words. Did you really behave different around Byeongkwan as you did to the others? Was her thoughts biased? She loved attention and Byeonkwan fed into that, where the others didn’t.

You knew Byeongkwan’s own thoughts was mulling on your words earlier and guilt attacked once more.

Placing your hand on his thick muscular thighs you smiled at him warmly. He smiled looking your way briefly but his eyes return to the steering wheel with pain etched on his face remaining. “I’m sorry Byeongkwan if I upset you earlier,” you added sheepishly. “It’s ok your right we’re both just tired, you’ve had a very exhausting ten days,” he said above the music. “It’s been a good ten days though,” you smiled cherishing every great memory that the guys had gifted you with. “I think we’re all impatient to return to the flowerless part of the pact,” Byeongkwan adds with a smile not quite reaching his eyes. “Yeah, I suppose,” you say turning to look out the window. His words equally hurting you to hear.

“You staying for a coffee?” You asked almost pleadingly as he finished bringing in the last of your things that he packed in the car, before your trip to your family. “I’d love to but I’ve got a schedule,” he smiled briefly. “Oh, well,” you paused sounding awkward as he looked away from you. “Well work well, fighting,” you mustered, managing to say with enthusiasm, earning you his warm real smile. “Speak soon yeah,” you pout as he pulled you in for a hug letting his chin rest above your head. “You know we will,” he says kissing your crown before leaving.

‘Having a belated party tomorrow now all my friends are free, if your up for it.’

Was the message on your phone, like Chan had suddenly noticed that you was now home and dateless.

‘Sounds good.’

You added before you unpacked from your Christmas vacation.

You was just plucking your painted lips in the mirror when the door went. You smiled despite being puzzled when you saw Junhee stood there, his cheeks flushed red. “What you doing here?” You asked smiling as he struggled to contain his erection that was evidently against his pants. “I thought I’d drive you to mine, it’s not like this is healthy weather for you to walk in,” he smiled as he stood in the doorway as you walked to collect your items. “That’s really thoughtful thanks Junhee,” you said behind as you heard his footstep catch up. “Anytime, plus I thought it be nice to see you,” he added as you turned to him slightly amused. “But I’m going to see you tonight anyway,” you added putting your jacket on. “Yeah with everyone else, I always get left to last dibs,” he said frowning which hurt to hear. “What are you saying Park Junhee, you got first dibs on the dates,” you said throwing your arms behind his neck. “Pure luck,” he added gloomily as he’s warm fanned breath hit your face. “Junhee your not last dibs, not to me anyway,” you reassured him before you let your lips press to his.

You let the kisses get lost as you felt his hands fondle your ass. Deeply panting as he withdrew from you, you smiled his way. “I keep telling you all I don’t have favourites, your all special to me,” you added rubbing the red stain on his lips away. “But if the pact ended and you had to choose I wouldn’t be in the end run would I?” He asked tilting his head.

“That’s never going to happen, I know things are weird right now, but you would be in as much chance as the rest of them,” you reassured him. Your heart hurt thinking that he had believed that he was less important. He was the guy who tried to be sensible and that you had fun breaking the barriers with.

“Plus I’d rather just move away then be forced to choose,” you added as Junhee’s face dropped. “You’d do what?” He stuttered looking confused. “Do you know how much I love you all? Do you think I’d let myself come between your friendship?,” you said pursing your lips. “Y/N do you really think we would want to lose you in our life just because we get a little confused?” He threw at you as you breathed in deeply. “Do you think that after that first night us guys didn’t sit down and think of all the things that could or would happen if this went wrong? Because we did talk in detail all day long,” he added. “Do you think that we’re all blind to how each of us feel? Well your wrong I know who fell for you first, who loves you hard, who loves you silently, who wishes they didn’t love you, and who just try’s so hard to pretend that they don’t,” Junhee added as your eyes widened. “Which ones you?” You asked intrigued. “If you can’t tell me your favourite then I can’t tell you which ones me,” he smirks. “But you know that each one has,” , “I know, we all do, we’ve all spoken,” Junhee added sounding pained.

“So you have these meetings without me?” You question sounding a little annoyed. “We’re brothers and best friends of course we do, our survival, our groups survival depends on honesty,” Junhee explained as you bit your lips nervously. “But how can you explain if you don’t know how I feel,” you added as he smiled. “What that your scared of this ending badly, ending completely. That your hurt losing your best friend, hurt that you can’t get commitment so you dig your head into the sand,” he said almost a whisper. “I also know there is one of us you love so much your too scared to even acknowledge let alone admit to,” he added with his eyes widening. “Ridiculous,” you added taking your focus to your hand as you made the way to the door. “See you don’t want to push to think because your scared,” he added as your hand rested on the front door handle. “Junhee we’re be late, can we just drop this nonsense,” you added in almost a growl, knowing deep down he was right and not wanting to be pushed. “That’s what I thought,” Junhee added a little annoyed that you wanted to escape this confrontation of your emotions.

Like Byeongkwan the day prior the car journey was silent. It felt like the same then Byeongkwan’s situation that you had somehow done the same to Junhee. His hands refusing to hold you on your arrival made you hold back the tears that was threatening.

When you walked in to the apartment it was full with other visitors, some you recognised, some you didn’t. But your heart stopped when the view you was met with was Yuchan with someone you didn’t even know. His arms was wrapped around her neck, eyes totally devoured by the beauty he was holding. You recognised the look of his lust filled eyes, like he was hungry. His hands left her neck to find her hands tearing her towards his room. There was no mistake Chan had found someone else to meet those needs. “Y/N,” you heard the familiar sound of Seoham reach your ears, you smiled into his warmth glow. “I didn’t realise you was coming, your normally Donghun’s friend right?” You queried. “What am I not allowed to share friends with him,” Seoham sniggered. “Sorry that must have come across rude, I apologise,” you said softly. “As you know Chan’s one of Donghun’s adopted children so obviously we’ve met several times,” he added. You realised how stupid you was to forget the obvious. That Donghun’s friends would know those that was important to Donghun and Chan was important to him also.

“Sorry slow moment,” you criticised yourself as he laughed shaking his head. “So what’s the score with the situation?” he asked intrigued. “Three aren’t talking to me, two are god knows where,” you smiled. “Donghun needs a shake,” Seoham said smirking. “He’s not the one ignoring me, well not to my knowledge anyway,” you added smiling. “Oh well at least he’s behaving,” he said looking pleased his friend wasn’t pushing you away again. “Do you want a drink, you can tell me all your woes,” Seoham smirked as you nodded.

Your eyes raked the room when you found Junhee, Donghun, Sehyoon & Byeongkwan. The four was huddled beneath the crowd deep in conversation, from there expressions it seemed serious. Sehyoon’s eyes found yours as they filled with pain as he tilted his head, like he was trying to read your thoughts.

“So which one?” Seoham said startling you as your thoughts and attention broke from the guys. “Which what?” You asked looking confused as he handed you the beer he had brought over. “Which ones ignoring you, because I would say that there’s more then three,” he added as you looked to him confused. “What makes you think it’s all of them?” You ask. “Well it looks like a committee meeting there and the way there looking, it’s clearly over you,” Seoham scoffed drinking down his beer. “They’ve all declared there feelings for me,” you said as Seoham choked on his drink. “Even Donghun?” He asked with a cracked voice. “Even Donghun,” you replied letting your eyes fall to the guys who had left there location. Your eyes roamed the room with them at no sight.

“Which ones do you know are ignoring you?” Seoham asked. “Chan told me he didn’t want this pact because he didn’t want to lose my friendship,” you said taking a swig. “Well that’s protecting his heart not ignoring you,” Seoham said smiling with his eyes twinkling under the party lights. “And the other two?” He asked with a slight smirk. “Byeongkwan’s been off with me since we had to come home,” you said pursing your lips. “Why would he be upset and ignoring you then?” He quizzed. “Him and my mum has this banter about me and him having kids and getting married. I was a bit mean yesterday morning and told him it’s not fair to my mother as he can’t commit anyway,” you replied watching Seoham’s eyes fill with surprise. “What annoyed you more the future life he explained or the him not being able to give you those dreams,” Seoham asked. “Erm, I don’t know,” you replied feeling your heart thump with the sudden quizzing. He saw the panic in your face as he smiled softly. “And the third one,” he asked as you bit your lips slightly. “Junhee just earlier, I don’t even understand that one myself,” you added grimacing. “Or do you mean you don’t want to understand?” He added looking in his empty bottle. “So which one’s your favourite?” Seoham smirks pushing himself through the silence. “Myself,” you add hastily causing him to chuckle. “Your not an option are you,” he sniggers. “Well you have to love yourself first,” you hit back confidently. “Well can I argue Donghun’s case?” He asks smirking. “Who’s to say he needs his case addressing,” you smirk back with a wink on the hope to end his pursuing of the issue. “Really?” Seoham replies sounding excited at this revelation. “Well he is rather fun to play games with, what’s not to love,” you say playfully, despite actually meaning those words. Donghun’s ability to play games was what always brought excitement in the pact.

“So it’s Donghun?” You hear the broken voice behind you. You turn to find Sehyoon looking hurt, he’s normally so strong at holding his emotions, but he suddenly looks broken. “No, No that’s not what I,” you cry putting your hand in panic to his chest. “It’s ok Y/N, it’s ok,” Sehyoon smiles and you could believe him if it wasn’t for the gulp he had to quench before spilling those words. “Sehni,” you cried, “it’s fine I wanted to talk to you anyway, when I wrote that text I was just drunk that’s all,” he smiled. You blinked in his view. “And what I said at my sisters it was just, you know emotions got to me,” he explained.

Your blood was slowly beginning to boil at his confession. “I don’t understand?” You said holding your hands on to his collar that startled him slightly. “Y/N I don’t have any feelings for you. When I thought about it, I was just losing myself into something that actually wasn’t quite me,” he added, his eyes finding yours. “So you said it and realised you didn’t mean it?” You questioned confused. “Sehni,” jIU screamed out breaking his attention. “Look better go,” he smiled, “but wait Donghun,” , “it’s ok, secrets safe with me,” Sehyoon smiled as he made his way to jiU who looked too comfortable around his arms for your liking.

“Ok well that didn’t go that well did it,” Seoham scoffed. “No shit Sherlock,” you groaned closing your eyes with frustration. “So I guess Donghun doesn’t get your vote,” Seoham whispered. “Don’t be stupid,” you spat out with annoyance that made his eyes widen. “Sorry I hate this,” you moan as he opens his arms for you to fall into. “I think I should go home, I’m really not feeling it tonight,” you moan into Seoham’s arms. “Do you want me to drive you back?” he asked resting his chin on your head. “You’ve been drinking,” you replied closing your eyes enjoying the comfort of Seoham’s hold. “This is alcohol free,” he smiled holding the bottle to your eye sight. “I’ve got an important audition tomorrow,” he explained. “Ok, then yes please,” you said as he took your hand leaving the party with you.

On the journey home any mention of the guys was absent as you laughed and joked. You was surprised and then felt guilty to not know he was also an idol, but an inspiring actor too. He had even taken his jacket off for you to help keep you warm, blaming the crappy heating in the car. He made sure you got to the front door safely once arriving.

“Thanks Seoham I appreciate you being my escape supporter,” you chuckled. “Anytime Y/N, Im happy to rescue you when ever you need rescuing,” he smiled contently. “I haven’t got your number though,” you pouted playfully. “Phone,” he smirked with his open palm. You obliged watching him dial his number in to pass back to you. “Now you have no excuse,” he smiled. “Thanks,” you said leaning up on your toes towards him to press a kiss on his cheeks. “Anytime Y/N,” he said blushing. “Get in before you freeze to death,” Seoham chuckled as you obeyed.

It had taken seconds to realise what he had typed his name under.

‘Your rescuer,’

You smirked shaking your head as you made your way in to the living room. You went to take your jacket off realising you had his jacket as well.

‘Hi my sweet Rescuer you left your jacket behind,’

You typed smiling as you brushed your thumb over the material.

‘It’s ok I’ll pop over tomorrow for it, get some sleep,’

You once again obeyed, letting the events of that night fade away.

You was woken to the door banging heavily as you rush from your bed to answer. You found Donghun looking a little less pleased with you as he stormed his way in.

“Donghun,” you squeal feeling self conscious with your rough bed hair and soft flannel pyjamas. “So I told you how I feel about me being insanely jealous, and you go home with Seoham,” he spits out. His jealousy sounding cute encouraged you to laugh which made him dead pan your way. “Go on count you know you want to,” you whisper as you make your way to the living room. “Don’t be Smart Y/N I’m hurting,” Donghun said sounding in pain which ripped through you. “I’m sorry but you guys ignored me all he did was drive me home. There was no reason to get jealous,” you said pulling your knees into you.

“That hug was very much reason to get jealous,” Donghun whined as he sat beside you. “Plus I wasn’t ignoring you, I went to talk to you and you pretty much ran out with one of my closest friends,” he added showing his vulnerability. “Donghun he just gave me a lift that’s all,” you said nudging him. “Did you want me to come home alone?” You asked as he shook his head. “Donghun there’s nothing going on with Seoham, I promise,” you smiled placing yourself in his lap. “I’m sorry I didn’t wait for you,” you said kissing his jawline. “Y/N I can barely cope with you sleeping with the guys, please don’t complicate the pact with an outsider,” Donghun said cupping your face. “Seoham’s your friend he’s hardly an outsider,” you said fluttering your eyes watching his smile return. “He’s an outsider to our pact,” Donghun said taking the opportunity for a quick peck against your lips. You brush your nose against his that makes him pull your hair back. His lips suckling against your skin as he bites in, making his claim.

You get lost in the moment of kissing and marking when your interrupted by your phone. Donghun breaks the kiss as you let it ring. “There leave a voice message,” you whisper letting your lips fall to his letting a few more seconds of kisses pass. “Who is it?” Donghun ask breaking the kiss again with annoyance. “Does it matter this is our time isn’t it,” you grin with your finger under his chin. But his eyes fall to the other side of the room before looking to you with furrowed brows.

His eyes fall to the phone as he brushes you off his lap. “I know we’re not together, but what hurts so badly is when you lie to me,” he growls standing up. “What?” You cry confused standing too as your phone rings off again. He grabs your phone flipping it to the caller as he listens silently. “Donghun what the fuck,” you growl. “You think you have the nerve to say that to me,” he said tossing the phone to the sofa. “Who was it then?” You questioned getting upset at his outbursts. “Don’t pretend you don’t know?” He growls shaking in what your sure is a mixture of fear and anger. “Well if I did I wouldn’t have asked?” You say with equal annoyance. “The same guy who’s jacket is sitting over there, the same guy who you was all over last night, the same guy that you said nothing was going on but down on your phone as Rescuer and trying to ring you,” he growls as his voice shakes.

You stand backwards thoroughly pissed off with his biting jealousy. “That’s what you think yes?” You ask him as he looks at you with his eyes widened in fear. “Do you think that we would both do that to you?” You question into his silence. “Then you clearly never thought that highly of me,” you said with tears threatening. “Looks like your right Donghun, this was all going to turn to tears,” you said holding them at bay as you chose to focus on anger. “Y/N,” he chokes with vulnerability on his face but you don’t care. “Please can you leave Donghun,” you ask standing out his way. “Take that jacket, pass it to your friend and thank him for lending me it. He can get it from you instead of me now,” you said letting a couple of tears fall down your eyes.

“Y/N I just want answers, I don’t want to be lied to,” Donghun said softly realising he pushed the line. “And I told you I didn’t, but guess you don’t think that much of me to think I would go off with your friends,” you said bitterly. “So please leave,” you asked as his eyes searched yours. “It’s ok I won’t bother any of you again,” you added regretting the words instantly. “Is that what you want? For the pact to end? he asked looking lost. “Yes,” you whispered feeling your heart squeeze in your chest. Tears dripping from Donghun’s eyes he nodded as he made his way passed you. The second the door shut, your heart broke. Was it really the end? Was your relationship, your friendship with them now non existent.

The weeks that followed you ignored if not all of your calls, especially the guys and Seoham’s. The texts unread and the door unanswered when they knocked. The volume of your tv being higher then there screams and pleads through your door.

Even the tv presenters voices muffling there cries couldn’t hide the sadness in there voice. Though you wanted to run to them, hold them tight, turn the clocks back. You knew that there own friendship, the very group you loved couldn’t survive the anguish of not being chosen. Sadly you knew making a choice was the only option left, the pact being very much dead.

The Calls, Texts and House visits slowly trickled down. Though you was sad that you successfully managed to destroy the friendship you shared, you took great comfort watching them on there lives, a combined unit. You knew right that second you had protected them and the group they cherished so much.

It had almost been a month since you had gone silent over them when your boss sent you to the cafe for a food run for there business meeting. You knew it was the same cafe that the guys used, you prayed that they had a long schedule and that your paths didn’t cross. When you left the building you signed a breath of relief despite your achy heart missing them so much.

When you bumped into the very person you was trying to avoid.

“Y/N,” he cried as pain engulfed his features. Your heart thundering under confusion and equal agony of seeing him again. “Please don’t ignore me,” Yuchan said with sorrowful eyes. “I’m really busy right now,” you said showing him your load of boxes of sandwiches. “I can see,” he smirked that had your breath hitch. “But if this is the only time I can get you to talk to me, then I’m going to be selfish and say I don’t care,” he said as you bite your lips. “Y/N I hate this, I miss you so very much,” he cried showing the pain on his features. “You didn’t miss me much when you jumped into your bed with that girl at your party,” you bite back filled with jealousy you didn’t deserve to have. “Is that what this is all over? I’m confused, we ended things, we was going to be friends and you get upset that I was with someone else?” He questioned with a puzzled expression. “No it’s not just because of that,” you said frowning at him from the top of the boxes that was heavy all of a sudden. “Then what because we’re all baffled, well minus Donghun, I think he’s worked out why your ignoring him,” Chan said grimacing. “I’m not ignoring you all Chan, I’m just very busy and now the pact is now dead I don’t have to prioritise you guys anymore,” you said rather bitterly. “We don’t want to be your priority, we want to be friends and especially me who’s been your friend like forever,” he said hurt. “Chan I’m really going to be late,” you said closing your eyes trying to avoid the tears that wanted to fall. “I’ll leave you be if you promise to set aside time to talk, just with me if that is the case. We’re still friends aren’t we?” He asked pleadingly. “Yes Yuchan we’re still friends,” you breathed out biting your lips. “Then please meet with me,” he cried. “Fine tonight,” you relented. His smile on his face lit up and you couldn’t help but smile at his expressions.

Your palms was sweaty when the door went, you answered feeling your heart thunder. Your cheeks so red you couldn’t even look him in the eyes as you open the door without a glance and walked hoping he would follow. However, you was filled with rage when you turned back around to find he was entering with the others. “What,” you cried, “you promised me,” you whined feeling the betrayal as you found Donghun’s pained expression. “We need to speak before this gets out of control,” Sehyoon said wincing slightly. “There isn’t much to talk about, the pacts come to an end, I’ve been busy so we’ve not had time to talk,” you added feeling vulnerable. “And that’s why your annoyed that we’ve come with Chan?” Junhee adds. You purse your lips and continue walking to the living room with the guys following.

You sat on the sofa hugging a pillow, wishing that the world would collapse so this conversation didn’t take place. Chan followed sitting by your side, his eyes refusing to take yours. “Why have you ignored us?” Byeongkwan said sitting down the other side, his eyes looking swollen that you could see he had been crying. “Please don’t lie, be honest,” he said pleading that hurt. “We can’t save our friendship if you can’t be honest at the very least,” Donghun said biting his lip.

“You all ignored me or did you forget the meeting at the party you invited me to,” you said looking at each one of them. “We wasn’t ignoring you Y/N, we was worried because our emotions had pushed you away,” Byeongkwan replied. “We all told you how we felt and we should have known that a relationship was something you was scared of,” Junhee added. “I’m scared of what?” You laughed feeling extra confused. “Commitment, it terrifies you,” Chan said his eyes widening. “Kang Yuchan may I remind you, you was the guy who ended the pact because he was scared of his emotions, and you say I’m scared of commitment,” you sniggered amused beneath the annoyance of there accusation. “Your scared to commit, we’re scared because we’re not allowed to commit, that’s not the same thing Y/N,” Chan replied. “Not allowed to commit but yet you’ve all asked for the opportunity to go further then the pact,” you snort as you struggle to hold the laughter building. “Since when was rules for not breaking,” Byeongkwan added with a little mischief in his eyes. “Right you guys are confusing me so much right now.” You scoff. “Your scared because your not allowed to commit, yet you pretty much proposed to me,” you added. The guys looking at him as he reddened. “Not quite a proposal, but a promise,” he replied.

“Y/N how are you feeling?” Sehyoon added changing the tactic of the conversation. “Annoyed right now if I’m honest,” you added as he smiled. “Why?” He asked as you raised an eyebrow. “Because you’ve come here telling me I’m ignoring you because I’m scared of commitments when your the one’s scared. Call it scared because your not allowed if you want but your the one’s scared not me,” you rant, watching his features not change. “What makes you think that your not scared too?” He asked like some sort of councillor. “Because I love all of you that didn’t scare me at all, I only got scared when you guys started looking like your friendship and the group could be affected,” you added. “So you are scared,” he smirked amused as your words got caught in your throat. Sehyoon smile rose deeper, “So your not scared of commitment, your scared of the fallout any commitment could have on us?” He asked as you nodded. “Is that why you pushed Byeongkwan away?” He asked as you looked his way, his eyes heavy focused on the conversation you and Sehyoon was having. “It’s why I said something in a heated moment which he got upset with, yes,” you replied. Byeongkwan went to talk but Sehyoon held his hand out to stop his words. “What about Junhee?” Sehyoon asked. “I honestly don’t know he was awkward with me in the car,” you added looking at him as he looked annoyed your way. Sehyoon repeated the same actions he did to Byeongkwan earlier.

“Me,” he asks with a raised brow. “What?” You questioned a little confused. “We know why you pushed Donghun and Chan away but Why you pushing me away?” He questions as you blink while your throat closes up. “You told me lies on our date,” you said as pain from his words attacked. “What if I told you I said that I took those words back, because I was saving my ego when I mistook you for choosing Donghun?” He questioned. “But how was I suppose to know that you was wrongly taking those words back, do you know how much you hurt me?” You cried tears threatening.

“Can me and Byeongkwan add our input?” Junhee asked as Sehyoon nodded. “I felt and wrongly presumed, Byeongkwan too that your outbursts towards us was because you didn’t want us,” Junhee said looking a little lost. “I would love nothing but to be able to choose one of you. Do you not think I didn’t think of what a relationship would feel like during our Christmas dates. But I can’t, I can’t choose, I won’t be responsible for the damage that will follow,” you add looking at each one of them.

“You push us each away because you was in fear of choosing?” Junhee asked as you shook your head. “Y/N lie to us all you like, but it’s yourself your lying to the most,” he added. “Y/N do you love any of us?“ Donghun asked as you looked at him. “I love every single one of you,” you added. “We love you, we’re willing to break rules with you,” Byeongkwan said almost pleadingly. “We’re even willing to step back and be happy if it’s not us chosen,” Chan added. “Without jealousy, well after a short while anyway,” Donghun added chuckling.

“Don’t pretend you wasn’t in here crying missing us because I heard the tears,” Sehyoon added with a smirk. “We’re willing to break the rules with you Y/N and we’re willing to take that risk, we’re even help hide you both if it isn’t us you choose,” Sehyoon says as you bite your lips. “But you need to be honest that there is a favourite,” Junhee said softly as you closed your eyes. “Even if you realise it and don’t tell us or go further with us, you need to at least acknowledge for yourself there is a special one in your heart,” he added. “But know your not losing us even as friends we won’t let it happen,” Chan said pressing his hand to yours. “So if you can’t get rid of us, and the pact is now dead, you might as well go further with at least one of us,” Byeongkwan adds smirking that makes you smile warmly at him.

“It’s Valentine’s Day next week,” Donghun says smiling. “A good day to tell someone your madly in love with them,” he adds looking lust filled in his eyes. “Remember you got plane tickets to Paris as well,” Byeongkwan adds smiling warmly. “We should leave her to challenge her thoughts,” Chan says standing up, the other’s following.

You watched as they nodded smiling as they left, each of them throwing a pleading smile your way.

Could you choose one of them? Could you trust that they wouldn’t fall out once you did choose.

Junhee was loving, kind and collective, but also very supporting of you with your own life goals. He also was very romantic and you enjoyed getting to know the romantic side of him.

Donghun was jealous beneath his strong stance and actually quite the cuddly sweetie. Yet beneath that he had a hard edge and you had to admit you had enjoyed his sexual games.

Sehyoon was very much the protecter but also the most reasonable member that he was able to listen to any issues. Yet he was very unreadable and subtly showing you how precious you was to him. You acknowledged he would be the easiest person to hide a relationship with.

Byeongkwan was the one you knew who loved hard, you was sure he loved you before the pact even happened, his passion and devotion was powerful.

Chan was your best friend, he had the highest sex drive of them all, he knew you inside and out. Yet you worried he would get lost beneath the sexual life of a relationship and not mature enough for the relationship side of things. Though as you had grown over the years, surely he could learn in a relationship with you.

Could you really choose one?

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It was Valentine’s Day and you woke late feeling really low. You, like the guys, had taken some leave in case Y/N chose you. You looked at the side of your room at your Suitcase all packed Incase it was you she chose. You had received a message the night before saying she was still weighing her options. Having seen her with the others you felt your own relationship couldn’t compare to them. Though Y/N had tried to reassure you, your insecurity wouldn’t let her words plunder through your fears. The way she pushed you away that day before the party. The tone when you pushed her, hurt more then anything. You knew you shouldn’t have sulked, you shouldn’t have presumed that she didn’t want any of you. Maybe if you hadn’t called them over to discuss the issue, then maybe she wouldn’t have left the party.

How did you let yourself become consumed with emotion for her? If you was honest you couldn’t even remember when it went from pact to emotional, but you knew it was before the romantic date. Hearing Chan feel that way too and had ran, you knew the pact was in trouble. You didn’t want your words to collapse it but you needed her to know, so if there was a chance of something it would be able to go somewhere.

Your phone blinged from the bedside table, your heart got stuck in your throat. It was Y/N, she had chosen.

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“Come on snap out of it,” Sangwon scoffed at you as you got lost in your little world of your own. “Look if she rings that’s great but if not there’s others out there,” he added trying to help you out from your moping. “We both know I won’t be getting that message,” you scoffed. “Says who? She knows your passive aggressive about the things you love, she wouldn’t have even sent that message yesterday if you wasn’t an option,” he said a little more supportive. “You should be more concerned with how your going to cope with the jealousy,” Sangwon added smirking slightly that irked you. “Either way jealousy if she picks someone else but the jealousy if she picks you,” he smirks to your frown which turns to confusion. “Donghun she was fucking and loving the others. When you find her joking with Chan for instance, you was sure you wouldn’t let that mind wander,” he said as your stomach churned. “Of course it’ll be hard for a while, but Y/N’s not that type of girl,” you bit out. Sangwon smirked which made your eyes roll as your phone pinged.

Sangwon dashing to it before you could. “Ooooh it’s Y/N,” he smiled passing it to you, but you couldn’t touch it. Your stomach swelling with pain from the burning anxiety, what if she didn’t choose you?

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The others had thought you was the calm and collective member, but inside you was dying. The amount of times you sped to the bathroom to stare in the mirror imagining the outcome from the day. You was slowly losing your mind as you was unraveling. If only you didn’t confuse her and Seoham’s conversation you could have pulled her into your arms. It should have been you that took her home, you wouldn’t have let her be confused.

Maybe when you told her how you felt, you should have been honest. You should have told her that you was willing to crash and burn the group just to have her in your arms. But you knew she would guiltily blame her self and you would rather have had those guilty thoughts then inflict that on her. Once you had heard that Chan had ended the pact your heart had sunk, you felt the end. Especially as Byeongkwan had confided in you that he wanted to marry her if you was both single when the stipulation was removed. When Junhee had admitted to expressing his emotions, you almost messaged her too. But when you overheard Donghun’s plea that was it, your last resolve snapping. You had loved her the very second your eyes had fallen on her, there was no way you was losing the chance to be with her.

Hearing Byeongkwan’s cry’s from the other side of the door brought your attention back as you looked down on the phone still in your hand. You was lost in thought so much you didn’t realise she text. You was too scared to open it.

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Normally you practice at work, but you was on leave and your heart was aching so much you needed to burn some energy. Nothing helped keep your mind busy then busting dance moves. Everyone was out, but Junhee who was moping in his room and Sehyoon who was hiding in the bathroom trying to pep talk himself. You hated how as friends you was all clinging to the call as if it was an audition. But Y/N was just as important, if not more, she was worth what ever the future threw, even if it wasn’t you she chose. Those beautiful eyes of hers capturing you the second you both met, you didn’t once think of her romantically or even sexually even though you heavily flirted. But the second she mentioned the pact, you felt your future widen with them. Her weary eyes as she tiredly let you finish yourself when she was beyond exhaustion. You imagined what it felt like to have a woman besotted with you. You realised in that second that the pact was a mistake, the promise you have was thrown out. You didn’t even care to hide it, ignoring Donghun’s warnings, letting your hands enjoy her in romantic clinches. Christmas was the best idea you had let become fruitful. You just felt guilty for allowing your insecurity that she couldn’t see you romantically when she bit out at your commitment issues. Wishing you didn’t jump to the conclusion that you was just unlovable.

You whimpered when your phone blinged, was you ready to see the answer?

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You was exhausted from the emotions that you let slip in as you walked the same route that you had gone with her just a couple weeks back. Your eyes falling to the green grass recovered from the snow as your eyes found the park toilets. Your dick responded for you as you rolled your eyes at its reaction. It was at this very spot when you realised you had fallen in love with your best friend. The way she looked at you, the way your body responded and it was more then your cock, it was your heart expanding. You had pushed your self away scared and terrified but in the lift not long after you realised it was too late, you had fallen. Between the excitement you was terrified, you knew your friendship was tainted after that. It didn’t matter who entertained you afterwards, they was Y/N every-time.

Why had you walked into the pact so easily, why did you even let them meet her, jealousy biting you for a brief moment that brought guilt. How could you blame your hyungs.

You heard the phone bleep in your pockets, you didn’t even need to check it to know it was her. But you wasn’t ready, not yet as you walked into the very toilets. Beneath the stench, your cock hardened and in need of Y/N.

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Your heart was thundering as you looked at your suitcase. You had worked out who you had chosen just hours after they had left. It had been obvious as soon as you sat down and thought hard. Just you needed to be sure and dwell on it for the week. You almost messaged them last night to tell them but you couldn’t do it, the future terrifying you. How could you hide a relationship? Just because they wanted to risk it, could you? What if the guys couldn’t hold there jealousy? Would your future with the rest of them be tarnished like you feared. It was those fears that had your heart in your mouth as you pre wrote to each of them.

Your throat closing when you messaged each one in a hurried copy and paste, Incase they was together when they received it.

You left his message till the last and was shaking almost violently in fear when you pressed send.

Looking at the entrance less then an hour later after checking into the private lounge, You was nervously waiting for his appearance. But when you saw him it was like all your worry’s was taken away as your lips fell on his plump ones, wasting no time to fall into his arms.

“How soon do we tell your mum?” He teases as your kisses falls apart. “Shut up,” you whisper as you pull him back hungry for more, but he pulls himself back. “Hey we promised her a summer wedding,” He said wiggling his finger with the beer can ring on the tip of his wedding finger. You smiled so hard you felt your muscles ache, he was so sweet and goofy. “Kim Byeongkwan it’s going to be hard hiding a girlfriend let alone a wife,” you scoff. “I’m game if you are,” he teases as he holds your hands making you feel content.

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kunderdogs · 4 years

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KNK As Dads

Thank you to the anon who requested it! I know it’s kind of sloppy but I hope you like it! :)

I tried to keep them all the same length but it’s hard to tell lol

Jihun

When you tell him you’re pregnant, he will fall on the floor

SO DRAMATIC

“WE WERE SO CAREFUL? OMG MY MOM WILL BE SO HAPPY!”

Buys five yards of bubble wrap to “baby proof the house”

You have to explain to him that’s not how it goes

He’ll ready every parenting book like ever

“Did you know that babies have nails in the womb?!”

“Please...it’s three in the morning...Go to sleep, Jihun.”

So affectionate

Wants to cuddle with your belly all the time

“Sorry babe, you’re my number two now. She’s my number one love.”

As soon as his daughter is born, he’s bawling

Uncontrollably

The docs have to calm him down because they’re afraid he’ll start hyperventilating.

Will not let her leave his sight for the first few months

Will be soooo dramatic when she learns to walk though

Bouncing off the walls when she takes her first step

“BABE OH MY GOD DID YOU- DID YOU SEEEEEE HER?? SHE TOOK HER FIRST STEP. GET THE C A M E R A!”

Made her a college fund when she was 5 days old

“It’s never too soon to start saving for college.”

Hogs all the baby time

Wants to feed her

Refuses to let anyone except you and him hold her until she’s maybe four months

Calls the other members her “weird Uncles”

Proudly announces to everyone her first words were “Dada” even though you were pretty sure she burped

At nights, he’ll sleep in her nursery

He’ll grow out of that habit around when she enters school

As she gets older, he’s always supportive

Definitely wants her to try singing

Knows she’ll sound like an angel

Wants her to do whatever she wants in life

Wants a lot of kids because he loves to spend time with them

Literally she’s his princess

The type of dad to have tea parties just cause his daughter loved them

“Tea party? Only if I can wear the purple tiara this time.”

Glares at any little boy that shows an interest in her

“EXCUSE ME. Keep your hands to yourself, thankyouverymuch.”

“Dad, I’m twenty and this is my boyfriend.”

“boYFRIEND?! You’re grounded, young lady. No dating until you’re married.”

Seoham

Panic

“What- you’re-?! !!!!”

Faints when you tell him you’re pregnant

Once he comes to, he’ll start crying

Very emotional the entire pregnancy

Even more so than you are

Experiences pregnancy sympathy pains

Has morning sickness right with you

You’re spending the majority of the first trimester taking care of him

He’s always apologizing lmao

As you get bigger, he’s in awe

Cannot believe he’s going to be a dad

Will always look at you like you’re the most beautiful thing in the world

Tearfully tells you he loves you at random times

And then you cry too cause the damn hormones

The member to gush to his fans about your new baby

(on VLIVE) “If it’s a girl, what name should we give it? Tinkerbell always has good ideas and suggestions...Boy name suggestions too!”

Will try to get you to quit your job when you get to 7 months

Is so nervous for the delivery

Coaching and holding your hand the WHOLE TIME

He’ll be your voice to your doctors (we love a king)

Crying as soon as he sees your son’s full head of hair

“You did it, baby, oh wow. He’s so beautiful. You did so well, love. I love you so much.”

Is a mESS

“Mommmm~ He’s healthy T-T come as soon as you can.” Sobs

Glares at anyone who tries to take your son from your arms

Will 100% give the doctors a hard time if his son is crying for “too long”

As he gets older, Seoham is the perfect father.

Loving, caring, and stern when he needs to be

But he’s sooooo soft

Hates to discipline him but knows he needs the correction

The type of dad to watch with love in his eyes as his child is running around the yard.

Threatens the members not to show him any bad words/actions

Reads and sleeps with his son (even tho his long body cannot fit on the red car bed)

Cries at almost every milestone (walking, talking, eating solid food, first hair cut, first day of school)

“He’s just growing up so fast, babe. Soon, he’ll be married and having kids of his own. What am I going to do then?”

“Seoham, this is his third birthday party...Get it together, baby.”

Not going to push his child into anything but encourages him to find hobbies or sports his likes

If your son likes sports, he’s at every. single. event. Practice, games, any of it

Records all the games and when he goes to college, he’ll make a highlight reel

Inseong

When you tell him, you’re pregnant, he won’t believe you

Not to mean you’re a liar

But he just cannot grasp it rn

“Ha ha, very funny, babe. I know you’re on the pill.”

Once you hand him the pregnancy stick, he’s all

O_O “o-oh shit”

Needs to sit down cause he’s lightheaded

Doesn’t want to show you but he’s scared outta his mind rn

Smiles nervously

As time goes on and you start to show, it’ll finally become real to him

He’ll cry that night when you feel the baby moving and put his hand on your belly

Will hide all his worries and concerns from you and instead will ask the members

Eventually he’ll speak to you about how nervous he is but he reassures you he wants a baby with you

He’ll feel better after talking to you

Very gentle with you when you’re pregnant and will get you any cravings you need

Schedules regular massages for you so you’re comfortable

Literally has hearts in his eyes when he sees how big you get in the last trimester

Doesn’t care what gender your baby is, just wants it healthy

Soft smiles and kisses when the doctor hands you a chubby baby boy

He’s crying but trying to put on a strong front for you

Wants to be your strength but eventually breaks down when he takes a step back and sees how you look at your son in your arms

“The most beautiful view I’ve ever seen...”

Fully bawling when you ask him if he wants to hold his son

Won’t stop calling the child “my son”

Taking pictures and videos of everything

Soccer dad FOR SURE

Has snacks and juice ON DECK 24/7

Supports their kid no matter what though

Hates to be the one to discipline and will even leave when you’re scolding your son

Screaming at the top of his lungs when he learns anything new

“HE COUNTED TO 10 OH MY GOD HEEJUN DID YOU HEARRRR THAT”

Affectionate :))))

Will pout if his son doesn’t want to give him kisses when he leaves for work

Dongwon

So so so so happy

Smiling so wide when you surprise him with baby converse.

“You’re not joking? You’re really pregnant? We’re having a baby?”

“I’m going to be a dad?”

Literally so excited!!!!

He gets to have a family with the love of his life!!

Immediately tells all his family and friends once he gets the okay from your doctor

Plans a gender reveal party and is wearing a pink shirt because he wants a lil princess to spoil.

Wouldn’t mind a boy, but wants to experience the “daddy/daughter” bond

RUNNING UP AND DOWN YOUR STREET WHEN HE FINDS OUT YOU”RE HAVING TWIN GIRLS (like on maury)

!!!!!! You’re like 0-O “does this say TWINS?!”

Feels like he hit the jackpot

Kisses you all over, hugging you gently and when you pull back, you can see tears in his eyes.

“I love you. Thank you for giving me two babies.”

He’s very sappy the entire pregnancy

“How’s my girls doing? Need anything, mama? Come here, I’ll rub your feet, baby.”

Takes you on a baby moon to wherever you wanna go just to pamper you before you give birth

Anything you want, he will give you

You could tell him your phone speaker wasn’t working and he’ll go out and get you a whole new phone

Watches you with hearts in his eyes as you sleep

Unfortunately, you can’t give birth naturally due to labor taking too long so the doctors have to preform a c-section.

A mess of nerves and tension as he holds your hand in the operating room

When he hears two cries, he nearly collapses next to you in relief. “You did amazing, love.”

Crying as he watches the doctors put both little girls on your chest

He strokes one of the twins tiny head, lips trembling as she softly cries out

“I never thought my heart could beat outside of my body.”

100% the overprotective dad

Down to play any girly games for them

Brings them to sporting events against their will

N O BOYS E V E R !!!!

NO EXCEPTIONS!!!!

ok maybe if they’re knk fans

MAYBE

Heejun

Terrified at first

Heejun is young (my age lol) so I feel like he wouldn’t particularly want kids until he’s in his late twenties-early thirties

He warms up to the idea of a child quickly because he LOVES kids

ESPECIALLY if it’s his with the love of his life

Not one to keep it a secret

He’ll call everyone in his life and give them the news

lowkey wants a boy because he doesn’t know if he can relate to a girl

But honestly as long as the baby is healthy, he’s over the moon

When he does find out it’s a boy, he’s buying matching clothes for him and his son

Tells everyone “I’m having a son T-T”

Is usually composed during the pregnancy - wide smiles and cheerful expressions

Will get you anything you want, no questions asks

(He’ll complain to the boys that your cravings are weird as hell tho. Who eats cheetos with peanut butter and power-aid? Disgusting)

Won’t ever say anything negative because he wants his child to grow up in a positive environment

Refuses any help in building or assembling any of the baby furniture or toys

“I have to do this. I’m a dad now. Dads build things.”

Only cries when he’s able to hold his son, wrapped up tightly like a burrito in the hospital.

You’d be passed out on the bed with the nurses busy by you, and he’d just sit with your son in his arms, tears flowing freely with a smile on his face.

“Hey little one, I’m your daddy.”

IN LOVEEEEE

YOUR SON CAN DO NO WRONG TO HIM

He’s a precious angel, even when he turns two and terrorizes literally everyone and everything in your house

Wants only the best for your son so he’ll make food and turn into a chef pretty quickly.

Eventually when your son shows how picky he really is, Heejun will give in and give him chicken nuggets

Play fights with him all the time

You still don’t know which one broke the bathroom window and they refuse to tell on the other

Very proud of his son’s accomplishments and will praise him for every little thing he can

Bribes him with popsicles and ice cream to get him potty trained

It worked so you couldn’t say much lol

His kid is his ride or die

Nothing will ever get between him and his son

Wants your son to be better than he is - and will push him to do well in school, all the way up to college

When you have a daughter, him and your son are full on body guard mode

“Hands off the models.” He says to Inseong as the older one plays with your daughter.

“PRECIOUS CARGO COMING THRU.”

“Ten feet distance at all times, thank you.”

#knk #keunakeun #kim jihun #park seoham #jeong inseong #lee dongwon #oh heejun #knk reaction #knk scenario #kpop #kpop reaction #kpop scenario

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jackiejacks923 · 4 years

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Sun and Moon

Pairing: Seoham x reader

Pre-reading A/N: Seoham was asking to be written and so I gave in. There will be a post-reading A/N on this because I feel like there needs to be an explanation of certain aspects of this story. For now, I hope you enjoy and I’ll see you at the end <3

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You were so engrossed with working on the document on your screen that you practically had a heart attack when your chair tilted all the way back out of the blue. After you collected your soul back in your body, your eyes focused on the handsome upside down face in front of you.

“You’re too serious,” Seoham told you.

“You know I have deadlines to meet,” you reminded him as you righted yourself back up and went back to your task. “What are you doing here anyway?”

Seoham walked into your cubicle and leaned against your desk. “Just making sure your computer is working alright. You haven’t called in with a problem in a few days.”

You were cursed when it came to all things computer related at work. From locking yourself out to accidentally deleting the file you’ve been working on for a week to programs just not running correctly for you. You name it, you’ve called IT for it. That’s how you and Seoham became friends. He took it upon himself to be your go to IT person. While he did his magic, he’d talk to you about random things and you ended up bonding over your mutual nerdiness.

“That usually means everything’s going just fine,” you said as you continued to type your edits. You clicked the save button and the usual icon popped up spinning, indicating for you to wait. Seoham was talking about the latest anime he started binging as you waited...and waited...and waited. You eventually looked up at Seoham who smirked.

"Lucky I stayed for a few, huh?" he teased. You both switched positions as he sat down at your keyboard and started retrieval steps so that all your hard work wouldn’t be lost forever. “We’re still meeting up after work, right?” he asked you as he clicked through folders in search of your lost document.

“Of course,” you confirmed. It was the day for your walk around the nearby park as you both played Pokemon Go! on your phones. The part of your week that you always looked forward to. You got to destress with a great guy that you’ve been crushing on since the moment he opened up his mouth and asked “what’s your favorite pokemon”. Since that day many, many months ago, you both met up on this unofficial weekly date where you would continue to nerd out after work hours until the sun set.

“All done!” he announced. He got up from your chair and had you take a seat to get back to work.

“My hero!” you exclaimed which made him smile proudly and also made his ears turn pink.

“I’ll see you later,” he said and then patted your head, “Don’t need me again too soon.”

You hummed your response as you got back to focusing on finishing that wretched document.

* * *

“Finally!” you yelled out as you stretched your limbs prepping for the laps around the park.

“Another stressful week down,” Seoham said as he stood beside you.

“They’re lucky I love what I do,” you stated as you both started your walk down the familiar park path.

You both fell into a comfortable pace, checking your phones when you heard the alert of a nearby pokemon to catch or a pokemon stop to hit up for supplies. Seoham continued to go on about the new anime he watched, but this time you were able to focus on what he was saying and actually hold the conversation. You loved having a friend you can relate to like this. His looks were just a bonus to his personality and the company he provided you and the feeling that you can be your nerdy self with him. Occasionally, your hands would brush each other’s, but this was the norm on these walks. And as per the norm, you would always have an urge to take hold of it, but you were never one to make such a bold move. Little did you know, Seoham was just as shy...but he was going to change that today.

“Hey,” he said to you, “I was here a few days ago by myself and I found this one secret place in the park. Want to check it out?” You nodded in answer and followed him down an off trail path.

You weren't walking for long until Seoham turned off the dirt path and led the way in between two thick bushes. He pushed branches out of your way and as you finally reached the clearing, you were greeted by a secluded koi pond. In the middle was a small, beautiful Asian style gazebo. Seoham was making his way to the bridge that connected it to the land surrounding it. You followed his footsteps and when you entered the gazebo, your breath was taken by the view it had of the surrounding greenery as the sun began to set in the background.

"Wow!" you said in awe, "This is amazing!"

"I thought you might like it," Seoham commented, "It's nice and peaceful here." You nodded, stunned to silence. "Hey, do you have an extra Eevee to spare?"

You checked your phone to see what was in your collection. "You're in luck!" you exclaimed as you clicked on his profile to do a trade. You leaned up against the gazebo railing as you touched the necessary parts of your screen to complete the transfer. A few seconds later the pokemon he gave you came through your phone. “An Espeon?!” you exclaimed, “Are you serious?!”

He smiled as he walked over to stand beside you. “I really don’t need the Eevee, but trading is the only way to transfer pokemons between friends.” He leaned closely over your shoulder and peered at your phone. “Make it your buddy,” he suggested. You did so and he placed his phone next to yours. His screen revealed an Umbreon as his buddy.

“Aw! It’s a matching pair,” you pointed out.

“Y/N,” he whispered in your ear, “Will you be the Espeon to my Umbreon?”

Surprised at the question, you turned your head to face him. You couldn’t believe this was happening. You smiled at him and asked, “Do Eevees have eight evolutions?”

Seoham smiled at your answer. He closed the distance between you two and gave you a sweet kiss as he closed his pokeball over your heart.

(picture courtesy of Google search; credit goes to the artist that has their watermark on the corner)

Post-reading A/N: Did ya like it? 😁 - it’s OK if you didn’t...not everybody will. But I’m going to provide a bit of an explanation here in case you’re not familiar with the Pokeverse. So in the Pokeverse, Umbreon and Espeon are like a yin and yang pair, a balance between light and dark. Umbreon is known as a moonlight pokemon (dark) and Espeon is a sun pokemon (light). This also pays a slight hommage to KNK’s “Sun, Moon, Star”...not to mention satisfies the Libra in me that thrives off of balance in all aspects of life. Oh! Also...in case you didn’t pick it up...Eevees do have eight evolutions (all pretty kick ass in their own right)...heheheh. OK...that’s the end of the inner workings of Jackie’s mind. Stay safe and stay healthy ‘til next time! 💕💕

#nerd couple goals #please excuse the pokemon nerd in me #it's what i love about seoham

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dougiewonderland · 5 years

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KNK // A Lazy Day With

Request: Hi~ I was wondering if you could write what a lazy day with each member of KNK would be like? (100% have Be Lazy by Day6 going through my head rn lmao)

A/N: I’m sorry this took so long hun! I included Youjin because you didn’t specify if you wanted him or not so all six members are included. Also I hope it’s ok that it’s in bullet format - if you’d like mini scenarios for each instead let me know!

Seoham:

Cinnamon roll just wants to wake up with you next to him

He’ll just watch you sleep peacefully for a bit

If you wake up he’ll cuddle you until you guys get hungry enough to get up

Otherwise he’ll get up and make you breakfast in bed

Either way baby boy is making you breakfast (though at this point it’s basically lunch, you guys stayed in bed for a while)

You insist on joining him in the cooking but he makes you sit back and relax

A new movie you guys have been wanting to see is finally out to stream so you guys watch that after you eat

Which leads to you guys watching a bunch of cheesy movies

(Imagine just cuddling on the couch listening to his little squeak laugh I’m not Seoham biased and I’m sOFT)

You guys end up making dinner together

You prank him by putting a little sauce on his nose, but eventually kiss it off

Instead of pranking you back he puts it on your lips to kiss it off (smooth amirite)

And guess what!

A new episode of your favourite drama comes out so you guys watch that while eating dinner

Eventually he falls asleep on your shoulder and you just sit there and admire his adorable sleeping figure

You guys just enjoy the cutest homebody day in your pjs

Dongwon:

(Idk that much about Dongwon yet?? He’s kind of an enigma to me, like he looks so hard and tough on the exterior but he’s a giant cinnamon roll?? I wish I knew more about him)

You wake up before him and just appreciate his gorgeous features for a bit

Eventually he wakes up and sees you watching him

“What’re you looking at?” he blushes as he covers his face with the blanket

“You’d think you’d be used to this after us waking up together countless times”

“Not you looking at me every morning no”

(And imagine that deep voice but even deeper because he still has sleep in his voice uGH)

Even though he’s hiding you see his cheeks in a big smile peeking out from the covers so you know he’s flattered by it

You just cuddle into him and lay your head on his chest, enjoying his warmth and the comfortable silence

Eventually he asks you what you want to do today and when you say you don’t have anything in mind he mentions a small carnival that just started not too far away

Thinking it’d be a cute place to go you nod and give him a kiss, making him blush again

“You know you’re cute, right?” you say, making the blush in his cheeks deeper

You guys take your time getting ready

After you guys get ready you head off towards the carnival, taking your time and walking through parks and along the river on the way

You guys eventually make your way to the carnival, mostly just enjoying people-watching

(You do convince him to go on some rides with you though, like the ferris wheel)

You guys grab food and walk around some more with it, watching kids play games and run around with their stuffed animals

He doesn’t say anything because he knows you guys aren’t near that point yet, but he hopes that one day that can be you guys and your kids

Inseong:

This happy virus

Gotta love him but

Lazy day doesn’t mean quiet day

(Don’t get me wrong I love this man, somehow this dork is my bias)

He’ll just quietly lie next to you playing with your hair as you sleep

Until he thinks of something funny then he’s just laying there trying to stifle his laugh

And you wake up to his stifled laugh shaking the bed and him snorting through his hand, just glaring at him

“Sorry~~” he mumbles into your shoulder as he envelopes you in a hug, still trying to contain his laughter, now from your face when you woke up

You’re just too cute, he can’t help it

“Ya, what’re you laughing at now?!” you say when you see him laughing again

“I know you’re annoyed but you’re just so cute~ I can’t help it. Now love meeeee” he says as he plasters any part of you he can reach with kisses

You guys eventually get up and change out of your pajamas into...more pajamas

At least it’s a clean pair

Inseong suggests a movie marathon which honestly sounds great to you

Y’all binge movies and popcorn all day until you decide it’s time for real food, so you guys get dressed and head to a nearby cafe/bistro place that sells salads and sandwiches you guys love

He just stares at you lovingly during your little date, blushing and smiling every time you catch him

But it’s ok, you keep stealing your own glances

He may be a butt that wakes you up, but he’s your butt and you love him

Jihun:

I feel like even on a lazy day off Jihun wouldn’t want to stay home all day

It’s one of his rare days off with you, he wants to enjoy it and take you out

He wakes up a little before you, and watches you sleep peacefully for a little

He likes chatting with you in bed before getting ready for the day

Once you wake up you cuddle into him while you chat a little

“Good morning jagi, how’d you sleep?”

After chatting a little, you guys get up and get ready to head out to breakfast together at a local place you both love

As you guys get ready next to each other he gives you little pecks and smiles at you in the mirror

He holds your hand as you guys walk to breakfast

He giggles and plays with your fingers as you guys wait for your food

Boy just loves the subtle affection of holding your hand

You guys just have a really fluffy soft breakfast time together

You guys just wander around and do some window shopping

He gets you a sweater he thinks you’d be really cute in that you liked

You guys pick up some ingredients to make dinner together on your way home

You enjoy feeding each other parts of the dinner as you make it to taste test (and because you guys are getting hungry as you prep the food)

When it gets dark you guys sit on your balcony together and watch the city lights

Jihun sings to you and runs his fingers through his hair as you cuddle in bed because he knows it calms you and puts you to sleep

Heejun:

Wakes you up with a tickle fight

“Ya, sleepyhead! I miss you, now wake up and spend time with me!”

You try to resist to no avail, there’s no resisting the tickle master

You may lose at all the tickle fights, but you could have the upper hand in, let’s say

A pillow fight?

Pillow discreetly in hand, you take the first chance to take a swing at him

“Ya! Ok, you win! So mean~” he says as he cuddles into you

“That’s what you get for not letting me sleep in”

“You had all night to sleep, now it’s time to spend the day with me~”

“And what is it you want to do on your day off?”

Instead of answering you he just clicks on the TV with a movie queued up to play

He clings to you like a koala bear as you guys watch the movie, occasionally grazing your sides to let you know you didn’t really win before

You guys pause the movie to order takeout

As it’s his day off you let him pick what to eat and he picks chicken

At least it got you guys out of bed, even if it is in the afternoon

Eventually you guys are just chilling in the living room with a show on in the background

You’re reading a book as he starts strumming on his guitar, humming along to something

You join in the humming and he flashes you his gummy smile because he rarely gets this side of you (you insist he’s the singer not you after all)

Youjin:

One of the things he’s most proud of in your relationship

Besides asking you out of course

Is that he got you into video games, especially ones he likes to play

Any day off you guys get, you guys play together

You might even be more into it than he is

Honestly it kinda scares him a little

When you get into stuff you get SERIOUS about it

But that’s something he loves about you at the same time

But everytime one of you wins a round, the other gives the winner a kiss

Eventually you guys get hungry and you’re both craving that new food truck down the street

So you guys head down and get some, as well as some snacks and drinks from the local convenience store

And that’s your big excursion for the day

You guys eat your food outside because it’s a beautiful day and you don’t want to lock yourselves up all day

After you eat you take your convenience store haul back home and settle back into playing games, this time opting for some cooperative gameplay

After several successful rounds, you guys decide to turn in for the night

Instead of going to bed you guys just lay there and talk about anything and everything for hours before finally drifting off to sleep

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kunderdogs · 4 years

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KNK As Brothers

First time doing something like this and I had a fun time writing it! My siblings are close but not by much lol

Jihun: The Best Friend

He’s your number one guy, no matter what

The type to be there, no questions asked

Always takes your side if you’re fighting with your parents

Will make sure you’re safe whenever you go out

Offering to pick you up and take you there

Waits up for your call so he can drive you to make sure you’re safe

Your very first friend

As children, you two rarely ever played with anyone else at the playground

You two rarely fight - you’re too similar

Doesn’t mind if you want to put make-up on him

Just don’t post it without his approval - needs you to have one with his good side at the least

Wants to screen everyone of your boyfriends/partners before he can approve of them

They have to meet certain criteria before they’re approved

If he sees you crying, he’ll comfort you immediately and want to know what’s wrong and how he can help

Will buy you a bunch of food to help you feel better

Cuddles like when you were children

No concept of personal space

Will barge into your room and flop on your bed when you’re laying down

Wants to have deep talks about anything

Confides in you the most

You’re first one he tells good news to

HUGS FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!!

The kind of hugs that lift you up and spin you around

Gives you his old clothes/things

Sneaks you some spending money when you need it, even if your parents tell him not to since you always use it on snacks

Joking around with you like your one of his friends

Includes you in most of his plans and includes himself in yours

Especially if you’re going to get a pedicure, he’s like “I’M DOWN!!!”

Wants to do face masks with you and watch rom-coms since his friends don’t like that

Tells every single one of his girlfriends that you come before them and they find it cute until he ditches them on a date when you call him crying about your boyfriend

When you move out, he makes sure to make him a copy of your key and interrogates the security at your apartment building about every little detail. “Are those cameras in the elevator operational? How many break-ins have you had in the last two years?”

Will drag you to the gym with him when you stay too long on the couch

Complains about your driving even though you’re a better driver than he is

Buys you random things that remind him of you - like a stuffed lizard because it’s your favorite color

Seoham: The Gentle Protector

You can do no wrong to him

You’re perfect - it’s that simple

Almost fatherly in a sense

Wants only the best for you

Encourages you to do your best in school/work and pursue your dreams

Supports you 110% all the time

Will correct you if you need guidance but he does it lovingly

Takes you out on “sibling dates” when you were younger so you have high expectations of your future s/o

Probably won’t approve of anyone you bring home because no one can be good enough for their little sib

Looks intimidating but will pout and whine if you don’t want to talk about your problems with him

Doesn’t have good advice but he’s a great listener

Tells you men are terrible and encourages you not to date forever

Tries to have the birds and bees talk with you when you’re nine

Will panic when you get your period because he has no idea how to handle this new development so your parents are like “She’s the same person...just don’t be weird about it.”

Helps you play pranks on your other family members

Eventually you two have a prank war between you two

You thought you won until he replaced the sugar with salt one day when you were planning to make a cake for your friend

You were PISSED but had to acknowledge defeat at that point

He has a paper crown that says ‘KING OF PRANKS’

Gets you the oddest Christmas presents - like tire caps that are pink and sparkly

And a cereal dispenser - which you love but why the fuck would he get you that

Takes you to award shows so you get the chance to dress up

Whines that you’re too pretty and now he’ll have to shoo away all the guys from trying to hit on you

Glares at anyone who looks at you for too long

If you don’t do good in school, he’ll be very disappointed and blame himself

Tells you stop wearing his clothes if you’re gonna get make-up on the collars

Buys matching sibling shirts for you guys

Always smiling when you call/text/face time him

Wants to do holiday cards with you in those stupid onesies, even though you’re 28 years old

“You’re never too old for family pictures!!” “You’re 30 and wearing a Snoopy onesie...”

On your birthday, he’ll send you gifts at your school/work like big balloons or a flower arrangement

Brags about you to his friends even if they’ve known you for years

VERY affectionate

Will probably cry if you deny him a hug

Crying at your graduations

Cries when you get engaged

Crying the loudest when you get married like even more so than your parents

“You’ll always be my little sister.”

Dongwon: Overprotective

As your older brother, he feels the weight of the responsibility

You guys weren’t that close growing up since you’re girl

Didn’t know how to relate to you tbh

Asks your oldest brother for advice to be closer to you

Tries to be there for you but he gets distracted by his own life

Doesn’t let anyone bad mouth you EVER

Will stand up to anyone for you, even your own family

Has gotten into fights over some guy at school making an inappropriate comment about your skirt

Is so overprotective because he doesn’t want you to end up going down the wrong path

Goes about it the wrong way, let’s be real lol

If you try to sneak out, he’s on yo ass & will drag you back home

Will embarrass you in front of your friends and “your lil boyfriend”

“Who is this guy?” “Your BOYFRIEND? Hell no. Wait for me in the car.”

Lectures you about being responsible and focusing on school in order to be successful in life

You guys argue all the time when you’re teenagers/college age honestly

He’s so hardheaded and he doesn’t understand why you don’t see he’s doing this out of love

It takes your older brother to break it up and separate you two before you hurt each other feelings

Even though you do argue, he’s the first to make up. He can’t stay upset with you and it breaks his heart to see you crying because of something he said

He’ll buy your favorite food and apologize, wrapping you in his arms and kissing your head

You two get closer as you get older and you mature under both your brothers guidance

Thinks there’s no one in this world that deserves you so he won’t approve of anyone. You could bring home the nicest, kindest, sweetest guy and Dongwon would be like “Hm...I don’t like his vibe.”

HATES when you go out with your friends and will force his friends to come with him so he can keep an eye on you

Glares at anyone who tries to make a move on you, effectively keeping all potential suitors away from you

Is satisfied with himself when he grabs the drink some guy bought for you and downs it

Yep, he’s the one that will follow you on your first date and sit in the back of the restaurant with a hoodie and sunglasses on but you immediately spot him and sigh

Why is he like this

When he gets older, he will shower you in gifts to “make up” for him being an ass when you were younger

It makes you feel a little guilty but he got you a new macbook so you keep your mouth shut for the most part

Your relationship improves as you get older because he is more mature

Inseong: The “Twin”

Since you two are the youngest in the family, you guys are dotted on

But since you’re the baby, you get everything

He’s jealous of you when you two are children

He wants all the attention on him but then you were born

Asks your mom to return you when you were 3

Your oldest sister is the mediator but she goes thru puberty and you’re kind of on your own

Since you and Inseong are so close in age, you go to school together

He doesn’t speak to you much in school, you revolve in two different circles but he keeps an eye out for you

Instead of him protecting you, you protect him and stand up for him since he’s too shy to say anything

He appreciates it a lot even if he doesn’t say much about it

One day a girl in his grade was making fun of how he laughs and she didn’t see you near by

So when you confronted her, it turned physical very fast and you were pulled off of her and sent to the principal’s office since you punched her first

Inseong heard about what happened and was worried about you but you were sent home before he could get to the office

When he gets home, he’s relieved that you’re not hurt but he’s upset that you got into a fight for him. “You shouldn’t fight for me.”

“You’re my brother. I’d fight the whole school if they said something bad about you.”

He’s so touched, he’s crying in your arms now

You’re like wtf dude get a grip but just smile and tell him to be with you when you have to tell your parents what happened

After that you guys are inseparable - like twins

ALWAYS taking pictures of you and selfies with you two

Demands you take “candid” pictures of him. “Is it really a candid if you ask for it though?” “Just take it Y/N!”

He’s very cuddly with you and loves resting on you cause you’re tiny

Will buy you just about anything if you act cute to him

Complains when you steal his clothes & hoodies but doesn’t really care

He gives in to every suggestion you have

Mostly goes along with your bad ideas

Has to have you looking good in public because “you’re a reflection of me!”

Will be nervous if he brings a girl over to meet you and your older sister because he wants you two to approve of her and he knows how blunt you two are

Doesn’t want you to have a boyfriend because he doesn’t want you to “forget” about him

Pouts when you tell him you’re dating someone

HYPE man to the max

Will be bawling at your wedding then will sing “I Will Always Love You” by Whitney Houston but has to stop since he’s crying again

Asks to live with you after you get married because he misses you

You think he’s joking cause he laughed it off but he’s serious

He now lives 10 min walking distance from you

Heejun: The Bad Influence

Since y’all were so close in age, your parents made you do everything he did

If he played soccer, so did you

When he wanted to learn the guitar, you had to as well

You wanted to take dance classes? They signed him up too

Unfortunately for you, he was a boy wonder and excelled in literally everything, even the things you “forced” him to do

He’s always getting you in trouble though

In school or at home

Somehow manages to run and hide whenever someone is scolding you

One time, for a senior prank, he and his friends pulled the old ‘water bucket over the door’ trick on the dean and you somehow took the fall even though you were in class at the time

But it’s okay since you find him and beat him with whatever is in reach (backpack, math book, frying pan, your mother’s heels)

Always promises to make up for your suffering somehow

He’s still your favorite family member though

You two sneak out all the time

Some times to hang out with all your friends

Or he’ll drag you to a party

Heejun won’t let you drink underage though, HELL NO

Each time he sees you’ve some how managed to get another red solo cup, he’ll snatch it from you

Tries to set you up with his most responsible friend because he doesn’t trust none of the others honestly

Teasing the hell out of you for anything

“WooOOOOWW straight A’s? Your nerd is showing~”

Always screaming and making random noises that make you jump

Gets drunk one night when he’s in college and face times you at 3am to tell you that men are trash and don’t date anyone like him

Runs to you every time he has girl problems

He taught you how to hot wire a car and when you asked how he knew how to, he said “If I told you, I’d have to kill you.”

Play wrestles you when you least expect it

Like you’re just walking in your house and you’re tackled from the side and put in a headlock with him screaming “TAP OUT! TAP NOW!”

When he finds out you were crying over a boy, he’ll throw on a hoodie and call his boys, “We ride at dawn, bitches. We’ve got to hurt some people.”

Literally will beat your ex’s ass for cheating on you and will play innocent when you question him, even though his knuckles are red and bruised. “Hm? Oh, this? I...fell. Yeah, that’s what happened.”

Pouts when you won’t come to his band’s performance

Literally will whine and bitch about how you don’t love him if you don’t come and watch him play for the millionth time

Is always showing you physical affection of some kind - arm over your shoulders, ruffling your hair, nudging you, kicking you softly when he wants your attention

Will toss ice on you if you don’t wake up when he wants you to

Is basically a little shit

Demands you name your first kid after him if you wanted kids

Is very offended when you have a girl and don’t name it Heejun

But he’s the best uncle honestly - so sweet and loving.

Completely different than how he treated you

Your daughter is his princess and he’ll deadass fight you if you tried to take her home after he spent the day with her.

“So you think you can just come back into our lives after all this time?”

“Give me back my kid. I was at work.”

#knk #knk as #knk kpop #knk scenario #knk reaction #kim jihun #park seoham #lee dongwon #jeong inseong #oh heejun #kpop scenario

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