#[chanting] kill me! kill me! kill me!

[toxooz]

Kari should be allowed a lil murder. . As a treat ❤️

SHE ABSOLUTLY SHOULD she'd be a bit nervous tho

#not in frame me and ollie chanting KILL KILLKILLKILLKILL #or would she 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨 #ALSO im eying the cowboy kari ask i DEF wanna draw for that one so itll probs be answered over the weekend

[ectonurites]

SUPER DARK TIMES (2017) DIR KEVIN PHILLIPS

#tragically had to skip the 'are you afraid of me' exchange i love at the start bc. this scene is Long #super dark times #josh templeton #zach taylor #sam edits #btw i'm firmly in the 'Josh didn't kill John' camp. bc to me THIS scene is the point that... makes the most sense as Josh's breaking point/ #'villain turn' if that's what you'd want to call it. because this is really when Josh... sort of 'officially' loses Zach. from early on in #the movie it becomes clear how much Zach is like... an anchor for him—the way Josh is just fucking *chanting* his name in distress during #the Daryl accident. The way Josh begs Zach to believe him that it was an accident. The way Josh turns to Zach for answers/clarity/direction #Like even if we want to take a cynical approach and think of it as Josh just latching onto Zach in the Daryl situation because he was There #rather than that being an established thing w/ them... in the aftermath of that same incident Josh is still looking to/depending on him! #Josh self isolates at first... but after they talk & Zach tells him they shouldn't act weird Josh goes back to school. (yes #he lashes out there because He's Dealing With The Crushing Guilt but *all* of 'em are acting off then—Charlie specifically calls attention #to the idea they all probably are) Josh goes to the party just like Zach said they should and is *visibly confused* when Zach seems mad to #see him there. He goes to Zach's house to talk and you can SEE how caught off guard he is by what Zach says. Even though the script version #of this scene is VERY different from the final version I do think this one bit of description from it is... insightful: 'Josh seems sincere #almost vulnerable. But Zach is too focused to see it.' LIKE in this scene Zach is already convinced Josh has lost it! He's trying to act #more neutral about it (claiming they could just 'draw a line') but we saw his phone call with Charlie. Because of his own guilt-fueled #paranoia—something shown pretty clearly through the assorted dream sequences and like tht scene of him walking in the hall hearing people #gossip about Daryl—it seems like everything lines up too well! that '*of course* it's Josh and what if it's *been* Josh all along and well #then the role *I* played in the situation really isn't *my* fault because it was all *Josh* and...' etc. even if that's more subconscious #But like... this scene is really when it hits Josh! from the moment he asks if Zach's afraid of him now like... there's a shift. although #Zach says he isn't... i mean he fucking stumbles on the word 'afraid' (like... he hangs on the 'f' sound a moment too long to sound natural #its very subtle but like Noticeable). But Josh sees right through him. Zach doesn't trust him anymore. Zach thinks he's the bad guy. the #monster. Josh feeling like he lost the last person he had in his corner feels like the most realistic thing to... push him over the #edge. like that's a compelling tragedy to me—the idea that these two poorly coping with the Daryl situation in these separated ways where #they *aren't* talking/communicating ends up CREATING the feedback loop that makes everything get worse and worse. #But for that to be the case... it wouldn't make sense for Josh to have just randomly killed John before this scene. I think it's a more #interesting story if certain things really ARE just coincidences but it's that Zach's paranoia won't let him see that 🤷

[diathadevil]

Took me years but I finally got around watching Hadestown.

I hate how I bawled my eyes out knowing full well the story already lmaooooo

#Chant III and Wait For Me (Reprise) killed me I am dead my tear ducts have dried out tonight #dia talks

[handweavers]

living literally in the jungle and hearing a hundred different strange animal noises a day that sound so close you can't tell if they're outside or inside the house but outside and inside are fluid spaces because no room is fully 100% enclosed and it's got my stupid canuck nervous system acting like a skittish cat but i'm learning to be fine it's fine it's all fine. i am in the jungle. i think there are bats living on my balcony. i'm on 8mg codeine. i saw a rat running on 2 legs with the husk of some kind of nut from a nearby 30 ft tall tree in his tiny hands through the middle of my kitchen earlier. i saw macaques having sex on a roof the other morning during breakfast. it's all fine

#chants this to myself until im lulled into a stupor #killing the city slicker canadian in me . need to see a rat and feel no fear

[ghost-of-you]

5sos: puts HBG on the dice

5sos: has to play HBG

5sos: surprised pikachu face

No because those men took a glorified beach ball the size of Luke, slapped a song they actively hate and they think we like because of the chanting (hbg), 2 songs a lot of people talk about in social media and we do actively like (wayf and iydk), a song they never played before that is somewhat popular on 5sostok for conspiracy theories about who it is about (ela) and 2 songs I have no idea how even ended up on the mix (voodoo doll and heartache) and decided that literally throwing that in the audience would be a great idea. A tour doesn't need a surprise song, they made a conscious decision of making the dice, then they pick the songs on said dice and go all when it lands on half of them.

Like dudes what the hell did you think was gonna happen? That you could cheat your way into not playing it the whole tour? If you don't want to play the song don't make it an option, is not like y'all are not pretending half your discography doesn't exist, put hbg in that box and tell the people chanting for it to get over themselves. It's your show, you make the rules. If you hate a song don't fucking make it an option.

#legit the hbg debacle is making me actively hate the song #my conspiracy theory is that the dice exists because they wanted to make it through all the talking breaks without the clueless people that #keep changing hbg interrupting them #and im not sorry if you think the chanting was funny last year after the amount of times they asked people to stop youre an asshole #it wasn't funny then and it's not funny for me now personally the way they hate the song kills the vibe #the videos all have the weirdest energy #and thats a whole 5 minutes of the show we could be getting literally any other song #tmh couldve still be there maybe something more high energy from 5sos5 like haze or something #its a whole 5 minutes of the show that exists to appease a bunch of people they shouldn't bend to in the first place #if youre actively mad if you go to a 5sos concert and they didn't play hbg (before the dice okay) youre 13 or not a 5sos fan #they're playing 27 songs with a whole production #last year it was also 27 with this amazing light show to go with it #like move on let them move on no one wants to be remembered by shit they wrote when the were 16 when they're 27 #sorry this is not what you asked I'm just pressed about the issue #i was asked #anon 😌

[boxwinebaddie]

not me on the brink of a manic ep staring at the bleach and 40 volume developer like it's a beautiful woman

#nina speaks #me chanting: blonde nina blonde nina blonde nina #call me stanley marsh the way the kill bill sirens of fucking destroying my hair texture sounds like pure siren's song to me #i promised i wouldn't do it until the summertime #but...Whew! #is it hot in here #or is my scalp #when i am burning it to a crisp #sahlkdhsakd #i'm not gonna do it guys i swear #Unless ;) #and i'm not saying i have cross earrings already do crazy eyeliner have the sp crimson dawn shirt in transit #but i am saying the blonde nina ravenstan cosplay would eat #hypothetically #jersey might have a bowl #and that's really saying something for him

[dbphantom]

#weird little girls should be given licenses to kill #[chanting] slime hell slime hell slime hell slime hell SLIME HELL SLIME HELL SLIME HELL SLIME HELL- #veneer #caleb oroitz #cruddy rambles #i feel like ive done or seen something with this same composition before #if so i sincerely apologize i have terrible memory i just think it looks cool #this is a video game cover art isn't it. I SWEAR IVE SEEN ONE THAT LOOKS LIKE IT #OH THIS IS GOING TO H A U N T ME

[barking]

lrt trying to get my fucking awful mother to understand this + not shit on me for not saving for retirement and a house and shit. MA'AM I WONT GET ANY OF THAT

#im trying so hard to practice good coping skills abd mood regulation and not immediately be like #all hope is futile and ill never even be able to finish school so i should just kill myself #because. there is so much good in my life and i want to live and not leave that all #but also! my dumb fuck brain and emotions are chanting at me to die!!!!

[locrianking]

am yisrael fucking chai.

#at this point im just gonna be real: if you see what happened yesterday as anything but a tragedy #you are fucking larping as a ‘freedom fighter’ from the safety of your home without using the brain god gave you #hamas took control of palestine via COUP they have not had a democratic election since then. #hamas is liberating jack shit. they are ALSO OPPRESSING PALESTINIANS. palastinian civillians are fucking meat shields to them use your head #the bodies of israeli women are being paraded around naked with their goddamn heads blown off right now #israeli and palestinian civilians are being killed by hamas right now. if you see this as liberation and not a tragedy or injustice #i do not know what to tell you other than to stop using civillian deaths to justify your political beliefs #and i say this as an anarchist #it’s easy to call this liberation on tumblr.com when your home isnt being used to store weapons or as a launching pad for rockets #or when your neighbors arent currently hostages or your daughters dead naked body isnt being paraded in the streets #i will not apologize for being more concerned about palestine’s civilians than the safety of the hamas. #i will not apologize for being worried when there is a grand total of ONE jewish state on earth and people are chanting to kill all israelis #i care about jews. i care about palestinians. i care about the civilians who are living in fear. #if you think that is controversial feel free to block me ✌️ #rosie speaks

[birdmenanime]

Can you believe that the 2nd most important person to the story BARELY had ANY screen time of his blackout. WE SAW HIS BLACKOUT 3 WHOLE TIMES. NOT ENOUGH FOR ME TO DISSECT HIS GAY TRAUMATIZED BRAIN!

#pacing around the room crawling on all fours admiring the yellow wallpaper #we know it’s a bug we know his parents were entemologists we KNOW #that his parents jobs uprooted him from a young age and never had him learn social skills we KNOW that the job in south america #cost them their lives and caused Takayama to become what he is and we KNOW that certain bugs can fly and #that bugs are misunderstood. most people see bugs and freak out and you have to be patient and learn to like them #Takayamas blackouts always take up space and are ‘unsightly’ or mutated in some way #they’re impulsive and headstrong and lean with force and logic not heart #one of the bugs chanted ‘kill’ like it was the only word it knew. all Takayama ever did was fight and kill the trauma inside of him #and NEVER addressed it. kill the emotions kill the trauma kill the guilt #the second blackout was a mosquito a creature that takes blood and can cause malaria #the eyes VERY IMPORTANT were the same eye rings as to which seraphs get #tosses everything on the floor and madly trying to scramble up a connection #anyways. Takayama has done everything he could intentionally or not to kill anything human within him. he doesn’t know what hes doing or #who or what he is and it’s scary. he fails to save people over and over and he thinks he’s unsalvagable. #the real reason he reached out to the bird club was because he was lonely. so crushingly lonely. he can fight and kick the trauma #all he wants but at the end of the day hes the same kid he was the day his parents died and he became a seraphim #and maybe that’s why the third blackout is when he was about to finally meet eva. she is the only proof that he is real #eva is the only proof that takayama was once a kid. the only reminder #eva and Takayama’s relationship is weird but to me it I would say to Takayama Eva is like a mother to him #and eva used him from the start. #idk Takayama makes me lose my mind. have u ever considered how takayama #views himself as a bug. and the fact that bugs have never bothered karasuma #karasuma knows what Takayama is like but Karasuma has seen all of Takayama and still loves him #anyways how are YOU guys I wrote this while in horrible stomach pain. #birdmen #takayama sou

[asexual-squidward]

Posts about LOST making me revisit my thoughts / headcanons about what happens with Ben and Hurley on the now-peaceful island.

I love the idea of the dynamic between Ben knowing everything about how the island works, but not much about popular culture or actually having a life outside of following orders and doing things for the sake of the island. And Hurley wanting Ben to loosen up and also deal with some of that trauma that he’s got going on, but also being very ‘???’ about how the island works.

And Hurley has an uphill battle because the remaining people on the island:

Don’t know who he is just emerging from the forest and proclaiming him to be the new protector

Ben is here and has a history of being the Cause Of Problems and now he’s claiming to be good now and this new guy is vouching for him but how can we trust him when he’s a known liar

So trying to get Ben used to living a more settled and less traumatic life is challenging because the guy has been essentially running on fumes for years and now his conscience and trauma is catching up with him and isolating himself doing paperwork isn’t going to help that.

Headcanons for Ben & Hurley’s Adventures On The Island™️

Ben is sometimes very exasperated at Hurley continuously questioning stuff that he understood (or learned not to question) when he was barely a teenager. But also Hurley keeps trying to get Ben to sit down and eat some goddamn popcorn because what do you mean you haven’t watched [movie]?!

Ben has to to unlearn lying automatically as a form of putting up walls. Hurley becomes very adept at telling when Ben is lying (he doesn’t know if that’s part of being the Protector or if his friendship with Ben has granted him that).

Hurley introduces Ben to ‘his culture’ (ie movies and video games. He uses his powers as Protector to ransack an out-of-business Blockbusters at least once) - while also reading books Ben recommends even though he’s not much of a book guy but he wants to meet him halfway.

Both of them help each other process their grief, trauma, and PTSD from [gestures to the entirety of LOST]. Including flashbacks, nightmares and panic attacks. Both of them are good listeners, it’s getting the other to talk about their problems that’s the struggle (Hurley rambles about other things to change the subject while Ben will just keep working until he drops)

Following from that, Hurley keeps getting imposter syndrome and thinking he’s not good enough to be the Protector. And he doesn’t understand why Ben trusts him (Ben also has this exact fear too but hides it far better)

Ben is still unused to hugs, which is an issue as Hurley is a big hugger. He has picked ben up in a bear hug and spun him around at least once.

Basically Hurley has adopted the human equivalent of a rescued attack dog as his emotional support animal.

#Me looking at actual-murderer-and-chronic-liar Ben Linus #Chanting ‘wet cat wet cat wet cat’ #look Ben doesn’t even have the highest kill count (which is inherantly funny for a main villain) #I have a lot of feelings about Ben Linus and how he appears self-serving but also everything he does is for the island #and he gets blinded by his loyalty to the island and Jacob #the fact that his AU self was actually a genuinely good guy?? #The guy had an abusive father then got shot and fell in with essentially a cult and was conditioned to obey an unseen god for a young age #I’m so so happy Hugo decided to adopt him as an advisor at the end #the guy needs a rest and also a friend and he got one #Also yes Ben does continue to keep rabbits #LOST #LOST spoilers #Ben Linus #hugo reyes #hurley reyes #benjamin linus

[blessedshortcake]

Last episode to go before hes #dead

I am VIBRATING with excitement

#the mentalist #the mentalist spoilers #me chanting from behind the screen #KILL THAT BITCH KILL THAT B #I DONT KNOW WHO IT IS #ISNT IT SUPPOSED TO BE THE SHERIF?????? #ISNT HE DDDDDEEEAAAAD???? #i mean he couldve faked that. obviously. but like #girl i like to belive for a sec #its not the director is it??? #no #no way #ill be so upset if it is

[is-your-name-anronpa-cause-dang]

Absolute shuichi SLANDER

And no one denies this

He doesn’t deny this ??

He denies walking like a dog but he doesn’t deny being a masochist in itself

Kaito is silent ??? kaito your sidekick just got called a masochist this is where you throw punches!! I think kaito agrees actually, shuichi IS his sidekick and he gave in pretty quick

As far as I remember, the wording doesn’t specifically come up in a class trial (the bridge being something that does)

I think the game just really wanted us to know of our Emo boy being somewhat of a bottom

#shitpost #do not take me seriously I am but a little clown yelling obceneities from the hilltops #or maybe you should #who knows #I could be a liar after all #danganronpa #danganronpa v3 #shuichi saihara #ndrv3 #drv3 killing harmony #new danganronpa killing harmony #monokuma behind me chanting debate scrum with ‘masochist’ on some flashcards

[synthleeius]

not now sweetie, daddys watching the new ghostbusters

#my GOD the young sheldon cast killed me #guys this is the first ghostbusters movie i ever watched and im sitting in bed and im still like. woah. #the chanting when phebe got posessed was cool btw #syn speaks

[panmixia]

'dont trust how you feel after nine pm' can I trust how I feel at one pm

#🌌 #reminding myself my pf group LIKES ME AND HAD BEEN BUGGING ME TO PLAY W THEM #actually the thought of ppl liking me is rly weird #but i still sent a message and immediately muted the server chanting 'kill kill kill' in my head #(upgrade from going 'im gonna kms' over n over believe it or not)

[jbweld]

npr's coverage of the ongoing war in palestine is the most jaw dropping and gut wrenching examples of liberal journalism i've ever had the opportunity to experience in real time

#giving coverage to the israeli protesters that wouldn't allow aid into gaza #the palestinians need to use their voice to stop hamas and realize what they've done and take accountability!! WHAT??? #WHEN? HOW? WHERE? even if that were not the most batshit thing i've ever heard. how should they do this? you want them to all chant #from the rubble and destruction while holding hands with their dead family #who were killed by israeli air strikes #what do you want them to say? will the war end if they condemn hamas? will it bring their families back? their homes? their lives? #would you listen? have you been listening? they don't deserve food and water? healthcare? #this is the most barbaric shit i think i've ever seen and it being presented to me #by that fucking cool voiced woman who works at npr like it was something that you should take at face value #like it's not genuinely the most vile and despicable thing i've ever heard #their minds are so poisoned