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#I am imaging Bella even let her hold her wand for part of the night
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“why do you want to dress up as your mom this year for halloween?“ (aimed at 5 yr old Delphi)
Delphini squinted at the stranger, glaring up with him with eyes so much like her Father's matching his arrogant expression too perfectly. It was almost frightening, seeing the Dark Lord's cold and condescending stare in miniature.
"Because.." Delphini drawled out, as though her answer was about to be the most obvious thing in the world. "Mum is the coolest, most powerful, most marvelous witch in the whole wizarding world.. Duh. I'm going to be just like her when I am older."
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whereisten · 4 years
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Forever Yours
A Xiao Jun fic that’s part of our Halloween Series!
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Summary: you’re a fallen angel that can’t find her way back to Heaven, and Xiao Jun, the one person that can help you, just can’t seem to remember things. This, however, doesn’t stop him from falling in love with you more and more each day.
Pairing: Angel!Reader X Café Owner!Xiao Jun (was an angel as well)
Genre: fluff, romance, angst
Warnings: brief mention of violence, Lucifer!Jaehyun, death mention, physical illness mention, religious themes (its not deep at ALL, just mentions of God and angels tbh, please do not take offense, this is just my personal perception).
Word Count: 6.1k
(A/N: thank you all again for taking the time to read and reblog our fics!! We appreciate all the support and are having a blast with these creations! I hope you like this one and come back tomorrow for the next one! Also, I am tired and did not proofread! Sorry🥺)
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You fell through the sky hard and fast with one image in your mind.
The face of Jaehyun, God’s most beautiful angel. He had turned on you, on all of you. 
“Jaehyun?! Why have you betrayed us?!” You cried as he fought you at the edge of Heaven. His eyes displayed a deep shade of red that you hadn’t seen before.
You were one of God’s most faithful warriors and so was he, yet he had turned on God and the rest of you, starting war with his own dark angels at his side.
“Because they killed her, y/n! I loved her!” He said as he grabbed your arm and swung you over the edge.
He held your arm as you dangled from the edge.
With tears in your eyes. “Jaehyun..please, stop this, think of the rest of us, we are suffering.”
Jaehyun cried as well, the two of you had grown together like siblings. You never expected this day to come. The day when you watch your family be torn to pieces and thrown from the kingdom.
Jaehyun still held your arm in a tight grip as he debated whether or not he should let you go. 
“Please..Jaehyun. I love you, we all love you. God will forgive you.”
Jaehyun’s look of uncertainty turns to one of anger, he burns you with fire from his hands. “I do not seek forgiveness..Goodbye, y/n.”
He releases you and watches you fall through the sky, before turning back to continue the fight.
Your wings could not save you as you fell too fast, like a meteor. You couldn’t see anything but his face, you couldn’t feel anything but sadness as your heart broke.
You threw your arms about for something to grab, but you only grasped the thin structures of clouds as your world transitioned from that of Heaven and then to Earth.
You couldn’t call on God or any of the other angels. All you could do was fly down through the sky and hope for a safe landing.
You should’ve died by now, the fire created by your pummeling body should have decimated you, but you weren’t shunned out by God. You were being protected by them, for being relieved by them was the only way for you to perish completely.
And then it happened. You finally collided into Earth.
But you felt no pain as the blanket provided by God offered a soft cushion to your backside.
You sighed and relaxed into the ground. You retracted your wings and turned over to your side, holding your face as you cried yourself to sleep.
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You squint your eyes as you feel slobber coat your face.
“Hello??” You slowly open them, only to see the long tongue of..a dog.
“Uhh..hi.” You hear a male voice say.
He was so stunned by your beauty, he didn’t tell his dog to stop kissing you. You laid there barefoot in a long white silk dress . Your skin glowed brightly as a strange aura rested around you. Gold specs decorated your skin as well, making it sparkle in the sunlight. Then he saw an imprint of a hand on your wrist.
You suddenly sat up straight, quickly wiped your face. “What is this?” A look of disgust crosses your face.
“Oh! Oh, um Bella! Stop that!” The male says to the dog and pats her behind.
You open your eyes finally. The sun is bright, not as bright as it was in Heaven but still too much for you sleepy eyes.
Then you see him and gasp.
“Xiao Jun?!” You blink rapidly.
“Wait..how do you know my name?”
You stumble to your feet. “You’re here! And your brows are still bushy as ever” you laughed out, but he stood there with a look of confusion on his face.
“I’m sorry I think you have mistaken me with someone else.”
“It’s not a coincidence that I would land here. God let me fall to you!” You were beyond happy to see him, someone that knew of the world you came from and this world as well.
“Listen, I have no clue what you’re talking about, but come with me, I’ll get you help.”
He turns to leave.
“Xiao Jun, it’s me! Y/n! We grew up together! We trained together, and then you..”
He turned back to you and gave you a frightening glare.
“Listen, somehow you’ve ended up in me and my roommates backyard..which is now..ruined like it’s been destroyed by a fire. I don’t know why you decided to set fire to our backyard then proceed to lay in it’s ashes, but I’m calling the cops.”
“What?” Your face fell. You turned to look behind you and saw that the yard had in fact been ruined by your landing.
But even more surprising was the fact that Xiao Jun didn’t remember you or have his angelic identity as he did when you knew him long ago.
And then, it all came back to you, the rumor of what happened to Angel Xiao Jun.
Xiao Jun was an angel like you, he was assigned to protect a human lady on Earth, but he couldn’t keep himself from falling in love with her. He fled Heaven just to be with her, leaving you and the other angels in shock.
God was anything but happy with Xiao Jun’s decision and decided to curse him by erasing his memory. Xiao Jun landed on Earth with his wings, but God took them away along with the vision God blessed all angels with. It was rumored that Xiao Jun essentially became a normal human. He didn’t remember his human love, his life as an angel, nor how to get back to heaven.
But if he couldn’t find his way back to Heaven, that meant you wouldn’t be able to either. 
If there was a way to get him to remember , he might be able to lead you back since he landed with his own free will.
“Hello? What are you staring at?” He waved a wand in your face to break you out of your daze.
“Xiao Jun..you have to remember.”
“That’s it..let’s go.” He shakes his head and takes you by the hand to lead you out of his yard.
“Hey! You can’t do this..I’m an—“
You hesitated, you were sworn to keep your identity as an angel hidden when dealing with humans. 
“A criminal that I’m going to press charges against? Yeah, I already knew that.”
“Xiao Jun! Please, let me explain..”
He still dragged you to what you believed was his car as you whined.
“I don’t want to hear it, you pyromaniac.”
His dog, Bella, followed behind the two of you, barking her head off as you were being dragged by him.
You can feel yourself start to lose energy, your health is failing because you are on Earth. God had ensured that all angels stayed angels by cursing them with multiple ways to breathe. Of course, you had the regular way of breathing through longs like the average human, then you had the premium way of breathing through your wings.
Your wings would start to lose their feathers and you would die a little more with each loss. 
You had to get back, you had to make him remember if you wanted to live.
“Xiao Jun!” You put your feet down, and made yourself as heavy as stone.
He nearly fell backwards as he stopped and turned to you. “What the-“
“You leave me no choice..go to sleep.”
Xiao Jun scoffed. “This lady..listen, I’m not gonna—“ his eyes close suddenly as he starts to fall to the floor.
You quickly dipped down and held him in your arms.
Bella wouldn’t stop barking at the sight of her owner helpless and in the arms of some strange woman.
“Bella..I’m sorry, but you must go to sleep too.” You snapped your finger and watched as she whimpered quietly then laid down on her side.
“Good dog.”
You turned back to Xiao Jun. He was gorgeous, even in his human form. He was still beautiful with high cheekbones and the nicest eyes you had ever seen, they were deep and commanding. He was one of God’s greatest warriors as well, but then love took over. 
You laid him down on the floor gently.
“Xiao Jun..please..think of your journey to Earth..how did you get here? At what point on Earth can I access the gate? Please remember..” you whispered quietly.
“He came out of his mom, so no, I don’t think you can access the gate.” Another male voice spoke.
You stood up quickly and turned to him. A tall gentleman stood at the front door and raised his bat.
“What the hell are you doing to him and our dog?”
You shook your head. “I don’t want to do this to you too..please just go.”
“I’m not going anywhere, the police are on their way.”
Your eyes widened. You didn’t have much time, you had to get him to remember.
You dropped back to your knees and raised your hands over his head while closing your eyes. 
The other man’s eyes grew as he watched strange blue and white lights apart from your fingertips as they hovered over his head.
“Hey! Hey stop that right now!”
“Lucas! Go to sleep!”
You called out.
“Wait, how do you know my-“ the tall figure fell to the floor in a loud clunk.
You tried to see Xiao Jun’s memories, but you got nothing, they only went back so far. You couldn’t find his childhood memories, you couldn’t find the moment he woke up here, nothing was clear other than the fact that God was making this incredibly difficult for you.
But you had to prove yourself worthy of your return anyway, you wouldn’t stop.
You released all three from their sleep spells right after fleeing the scene before police arrived.
Xiao Jun and Lucas were both confused when they woke up. And when asked about the woman by police, they said they didn’t know what happened or where you went.
The police got upset and left.
That night, you tried to influence Xiao Jun’s dreams by inputting your own memories of Heaven. You laid under his bed and made sure to make yourself invisible to his dog. You raised your hands and started to manipulate his dreams as he snored.
Beautiful, majestic images flooded his brain as he dreamt. He saw what you had seen. All of the angels roaming about, speaking and laughing with each other as you enjoyed your time together. You started to cry as you saw the wonderful images of your family. You wondered what had happened to them and if they were okay, you hoped that the demons led by Jaehyun didn’t win.
———
[The Next Day]
Xiao Jun arose and went to work. He owned a café not too far from his home. 
But as he drove he couldn't stop thinking about you. How beautiful and dangerous you were. He wondered where you had gone and what you had done to make him go to sleep.
And his dreams, why were they so vivid and pretty? What was this place he dreamt of because surely he had never been to it?
He shook his thoughts off and turned his car off.
His day went on as it usually did. He served up cupcakes and biscuits with a smile.
You watched from a cloud above as he smiled at his visitors. He truly enjoyed his job and you liked that, you liked that he was attentive to everyone’s needs. Even those of the old citizens that just wanted a little more sugar in their coffee or a napkin.
You winced in pain, holding your wrist as Jaehyun’s burn mark remained bright on your skin. It was ingrained into it, like you had been stamped with a hot iron.
That wasn't the only source of your pain. You were growing weaker and to even fly to this low cloud was a chore. Your wings weren’t as efficient, you found yourself using up too much of your power to raise your body onto the cloud.
Around lunchtime when he had a break, you came back down and entered. You floated through a department store before, grabbing a large brown coat and a hat to wear over your dress. You also slipped on a pair of loafers and begged for God’s forgiveness as you manipulated the camera footage as well as the vision of the cashiers to steal without detection.
You sat down at the table he sat at while he sipped a coffee from a mug and scrolled on his phone.
He furrowed his brows and looked up at you. 
“I’m taking a break, ma’am.” He said annoyingly.
“Do you remember anything?” You raise your head slowly.
Xiao Jun puts his mug down and stands up.
“What..what are you doing here? Why are you stalking me?”
You take your hat off, revealing your sad expression and wide eyes.
“I will not put you to sleep again if you just talk to me, Xiao Jun.”
He shakes his head. “I’m calling the police.” 
“No!” You stand up and the place shakes violently. Cups clink against each other and sway back and forth, threatening to fall from the high counter tops.
He looks around in terror. “Okay, fine, what do you want from me?!”
“I need you to remember.”
“Well, I don’t, okay? I don’t know where I can from, I was adopted. I was thrown away like a piece of crap by my mother and raised by someone else. That’s all I remember! Now, get out!”
He pointed to the door, causing the café visitors to gasp. They never saw the owner get like this.
He was telling the truth, he was confused and didn’t know what you were talking about and why you were pressuring him to remember things he tried to forget. 
You nodded and accepted defeat.
So you got up and left, but you still didn’t give up.
———
[A Few Days Later]
You tried to adopt human life until you could get back.
You felt sick on most days, but tried your best to power through your pain.
You slept on the clouds and showered in waterfalls. You continued to steal clothes and shoes. Luckily, you didn’t need to eat. Instead, you’d walk around and secretly help those that needed it. For instance, you guided an old couple crossing the street, or you’d sneak some candy to a child that cried because they’d drop their lollipop.
You also did your best to heal anyone with minor health issues like the flu that you passed by. With your vision, you could see weak hearts or pulses, and to those people, you’d touch them briefly to provide a helpful spark.
Watching Earth from above and being on it were two completely different things. It wasn’t pretty and not many people were nice. There’s so much heartache and pain. It reminded you of why it is so important for you to get back and help the other angels. They must’ve been suffering right now as the humans were because of the war between good and evil.
You visited Xiao Jun once again.
He sighed as he walked over to the table you sat at while reading a book. 
And once again, you looked unbelievably beautiful. Your hair shined brightly in the sun and the aura around you never left. He somewhat believed you were otherworldly.
He raised his eyebrows. “You know, if you weren’t a weird stalker, I’d probably ask you out..”
He sat down across from you.
You smiled then put your book down.
“Who was your first love?”
Xiao Jun cackled. 
You thought maybe if he remembered WHO he fled heaven for, there’d be a chance he’d remember everything. 
“Uh..that’s a weird question, but once again, what can I expect from you..hmm..how about I ask the questions today..”
He tilts his head and points to himself.
You cough into your hands, when you look down into your palm, you see black blood. Your health was quickly deteriorating, you were giving too much of your power up by helping others while being away from heaven for so long.
You quickly grabbed your napkin and wiped it before he could see.
“Go ahead.” You nod.
He smiled and you felt your chest weaken. Why were you, an angel, feeling such childish things?
“Who are you? Where are you from?”
“My name is y/n..I’m from H—Hawaii.”
“What do you do for a living miss y/n?” He looks on you sternly.
“I save people..Um like a..like a nurse!” You grinned
“Okay, so you’ll be able to pay for the damages to my yard right?” 
Your smile fell.
Xiao Jun still smiled widely. “That’s what I thought.” He got up and walked back to the kitchen.
“Xiao Jun, we might as well be friends, I mean, I don’t have anyone..”
He stopped in his tracks and turned to you slowly, he glanced down at your wrist.
“What do you mean you don’t have anyone?” 
Quickly. You had to come up with a story, quickly.
“I-I came here to start over, I need help.”
He stepped closer to you. “Y/n..did someone hurt you?”
His eyes were sincere, you hoped once again that God would forgive you for lying.
You nodded slowly.
Xiao Jun sighed. He thought it was strange that you just popped up in his yard, but then he thought maybe you were fleeing from someone, maybe you really did need help. And he was just too kind. In an instant, he felt the urge to protect you. He didn’t know why he was like that, even though it had proven time and time again to only hurt him in the end. He was loyal and kind to the wrong people, people that took advantage of him.
“Luckily for you, Lucas is moving out this weekend so..I have an empty room in the house.”
Your eyes grew large. He swore he could see specks of silver in them, you were an anomaly in front of his eyes. There was something so indescribable yet familiar about you.
“Does that mean-?!”
“Yes...yes, strange woman, you can stay with me.. But only until you find a place of your own! I’ll give you three months to get it together.” He turned from you and headed to the back again, leaving you a jumping ball of excitement in the center of his cafe.
“Yes! Yes! Yes! I can work for you here too if you’d like!”
“No!” He quickly shouted out from the kitchen. 
You laughed and smiled to yourself.
You were happy to get closer to him, but you knew that you didn’t have three months. You’d be dead by then.
You had to get him to remember his one true love.
———
[1 Month Later]
You turned to look at yourself in the mirror of your bathroom, you released your wings. They weren’t as bright and full as they should’ve been, every day you lost feathers and every day Xiao Jun would curse as he found them on his floor.
“Where do they keep coming from?!” He said from the living room.
You stepped down the stairs in a large t shirt and shorts. “I’m sorry, I think I must’ve broken a pillow or something.”
Xiao Jun threw his head back and flailed his arms.
“How in the WORLD do you break a pillow?!”
You laughed as he made a big deal out of everything like he usually did. But you missed the last step on the stairs. You fell forward and was about to save yourself, but Xiao Jun quickly grabbed your arms and held you on him to stabilize you.
Time moved in slow motion as you gazed at each other. You had never been this close before and Xiao Jun smelled your hair. You smelled like peppermint. But your skin, it felt incredibly smooth and cool, like the finest silk in the world.
“Oh..thank you.”
You stood up straight and waited for him to remove his arms, but he didn’t. His fox-like eyes stared at your lips.
You stared at his as well and swallowed hard.. oh, how you wanted to feel his lips on yours.
But you needed to cough, you quickly brushed his hands off and ran to the downstairs bathroom.
You coughed loudly, uncontrollably.
Black blood splattered across the sink. 
“Are you okay?!” He yelled as he ran after you.
You looked up at the mirror and saw a black stream escaping out of your nostril.
You quickly washed your face. He swung the door open right after.
“Are you alright? That doesn’t sound good, we should go to the doctor.”
‘We.’
Xiao Jun was so caring, he still retained some of his angelic qualities.
You pat your face dry and look away from him. “I’m fine, it’s just a..cough.”
He still looked worried. “How do you feel? Is there anything you want?”
I don’t know, I want so much, but more than anything right now, I want to kiss you.
That is what you wanted to say, but you couldn’t.
“Xiao Jun..I promise, I’m fine.” You left the restroom sadly. 
He stood there in the doorway and looked at the sink, noting how a singular drop of strange black liquid rested on the counter.
———
[1 Week Later]
You sat and watched movies on the couch while waiting for Xiao Jun to come back home from work.
When he got home, he plopped down on the couch and sat beside you. “Whatcha watching?”
He got comfortable as you pulled your legs up to your chest to make space for him.
He pat his thighs. “Put them here.”
“Ehhh it’s called Nightmare on Elm Street, it’s pretty boring though.”
You stretched your leg back out and placed your feet on him.
“Pretty boring? This is one of the greatest horror films of all time!”
“And what’s so great about it?” You turned to him with a smirk, waiting for him to make a dramatic argument.
When you finished watching him speak softly as he explained it to you, you fell asleep.
He watched you in your peaceful state. You still looked perfect and precious, your long lashes darting across your cheeks and your lips perfectly pursed.
He smiled to himself.
You coughed a few times, but still slept.
He always noticed your persistent cough, but whenever he asked you about it, you brushed him off and changed the subject.
———
As days went by, you did your best to help Xiao Jun remember her, but he couldn’t. You tapped into his memories once again, but couldn’t gain a clear picture of who he was. He was the only one that knew deep down.
Your hope started to fade as your health did. Why didn’t any of the angels come down to retrieve you? Why did you feel alone?
Bella came up to you as you sat at a desk in your room and thought about what to do.
She rested her head on your thigh and looked up at you with big brown eyes.
You put your hand on her head and out of curiosity, you got into her mind and saw her memories as well.
You closed your eyes and saw images of her dog food, Lucas petting her or throwing a toy to her, and then her memories with Xiao Jun.
He was laughing and smiling as he let her. He walked with her on the beach, or through the neighborhood, he’d cuddle her. He looked so happy. Then you saw a memory that troubled your heart.
It was of Xiao Jun sitting on the bathroom floor and holding his head in his hands, he was sobbing. Something had hurt him deeply and Bella was the only one to see it.
You wondered what it was that made him like that.
When you let go of Bella’s head, you got up and looked for Xiao Jun.
“Hmmm..where is he?”
Bella led you outside.
Xiao Jun laid on the grass, snacking on an apple as he hummed a tune to himself and watched the stars above.
You laid down beside him.
A moment of silence rested between the two of you.
“Xiao Jun..what is it that makes you hurt?”
He chuckles. “A ruined backyard.”
Your face grew into a smile. You turned over on your side. “No, seriously. Tell me.”
He looked down at you and blushed. He couldn’t help himself. Everything you did was cute to him, from the way your eyes grew when you got excited to the way you pouted when he didn’t answer your nagging questions.
He swallowed hard and thought of your question. 
His face grew more serious. “I don’t remember much..my memory..it’s so bad..”
You knew exactly why.
“But I remember the feeling of disparity, heartache, and just pure pain. It feels like I’ve lost something, but I don’t know what it is. Some days..the pain is so unbearable, all I can do is cry.” He looks back up to the sky.
“Thank you for being honest with me, Xiao Jun. you know, living with you isn't that bad.”
He turns over to look at you as you watch the night sky. The stars dazzle in your eyes.
“Well, it sounds like you’re getting too comfortable. What can I do to make it bad enough for you to leave?” He laughs.
You laugh as well and shake your head. “I don’t know, you can start off with not looking as good as you always do.”
“You think I look good?” He put his chin in his hand and raised his brows.
“Of course, you look wonderful..” you felt your face become warm.
He leaned over you as you laughed. You stared at his lips and waited for the moment. You knew it was coming and you wanted it more than ever. He kissed you.
You felt something new in your body. A spark of energy ran through you as he caressed your lips with his.
You closed your eyes and kissed him back softly before raising yourself up on your elbows to get closer to him.
He holds your face in his hand and rubs his thumb over your cheek.
He turned his head as he deepened the kiss and enjoyed every moment. Your smell, your taste, your warmth. It was refreshing and made him feel like he was vacationing on the beach somewhere. You felt unreal, his mind went blank as he felt a strong breeze against his face. He saw sunshine and clouds, he felt silk on his thumb and joy in his veins.
And when he pulled away to breathe, he placed his forehead on yours. Both of you still close your eyes and breathe heavily.
Everything feels good and fuzzy, you feel love towards him and don’t want to stop.
Then you feel it again. You quickly turn to your side to avoid coughing up black stuff on him.
“I’m sorry.” You croak out. Your happy feeling fades as reality sets in. You’re dying. You can’t do this to him, you can’t fall in love and leave.
So you stand up and lick your lips. “I’m sorry Xiao Jun, but we can’t.”
He opens his mouth to protest but you turn away and walk into the house quickly.
———
[Two Weeks Later]
You take another look at your wings. There are almost no more feathers left. You break down in tears in the bathroom.
Your time with Xiao Jun had been wonderful, even since that night. He taught you how to roller skate, you went to the dog park on the weekends and you even got to try alcohol for the very first time with him.
There were many stolen glances and moments of admiration, but there was nothing official and you didn’t allow for another kiss even though he wanted it so badly.
Then one day, Xiao Jun is frozen in his tracks. She’s there, the woman of dreams. He feels a pull to her that is undeniable.
You walk into the cafe just as Xiao Jun begins to speak to her. You notice that change in his facial expression, the way that he is just so happy to be looking at this woman, and it clicks, for something changes in the air.
“That’s her..” you say to yourself quietly.
You feel jealousy, and it’s not good. How can an angel have any sense of that in their heart? Maybe you weren’t worthy of being an angel anymore.
Maybe you had lost your way. You should be excited, this meant that he could possibly remember everything.
Xiao Jun doesn’t notice you so you walk out of the caf�� and head home.
You flew through the sky, dipping into it as you struggled to hold yourself up. Why were you crying? He was happy, as he should be. 
Once Xiao Jun gets home, he has the biggest smile on his face. “I met the loveliest woman today!” He yells out to you.
“I know..I saw her.”
“She’s beautiful! She gave me her number and told me she’ll be back tomorrow!”
“That’s great to hear..because..”
“Because what?” Xiao Jun sits next to you at the table.
“I have something to tell you, Xiao Jun.”
“Go ahead.” 
“I am..an angel. That day when you found me..I had fallen, or well, been thrown from Heaven. I lost my way, I needed you to take me back.”
Xiao Jun can’t hold back his laughter. “Ahhh you’re funny.”
“I’m serious...the girl that you met today..she’s the one you were assigned to protect when you were an angel too.”
“Stop it, you sound crazy.”
“You were an angel,  Xiao Jun, that’s why you can’t remember anything. You left heaven for her and God cursed you by removing your memory of everything, including her.”
He stands up from the couch. “How dare you insult me for my memory loss by creating such ridiculous stories.”
“I wish it was just a story, but it’s not.”
He starts to walk away. “This is bullshit!”
You release your things wings, causing a swooshing sound to enter the house.
He turns and looks back at you. His eyes widen when he sees your nearly empty wings, bones expand from your body as feathers dangle loosely and in sparse areas.
“This is the only way for me to prove that I am telling you the truth..”
“I-what are you.?” He says with fear in his eyes.
“Xiao Jun, if you can remember how you got here, you can help me get back. Or I’ll die..please.” You step forward and hold your hand out.
“This is crazy!” He backs away, running out as you stand there with tears in your eyes.
———
[1 Month Later]
You lay alone and gasp for air, taking your final breaths.
Things never worked out with Xiao Jun, you terrified him with the truth and ran away shortly after. You no longer lived with him, you slept in an abandoned cabin and went back to showering in waterfalls.
You hoped that he would remember everything now that she sparked love in his heart, but you were wrong and now you were left to die a fallen angel, cold and alone.
“God..please forgive me for failing you..I call on you..in my most desperate time of need, oh God.”
Your eyes close and everything fades.
Xiao Jun was now dating his first love and one night, he dreamt of everything, with some strange and possibly Godly intervention, he saw his past. He remembered everything. 
He woke up and knew he had to find you, for he knew of the gate and where it was.
He searched in his backyard for you and found nothing. He looked all over town, nothing.
Then, one day, something drew him to a particular point in town.  He furrowed his brows as he drove and looked everywhere for you.
“Ahhhh..Xiao Jun, long time no see.”
Xiao Jun nearly drove off the road when a voice spoke out from his back seat. He hadn’t noticed that someone was there. He looked into the rear view mirror.
“What the?!..who are you?!”
“Come on, Xiao Jun, I know you remember me now. Who do you think gave you your memories back?”
“Winwin?” He quickly turned to him.
Winwin nodded.
“Yeah..it took you long enough.”
“Where is she?”
“Oh, I know where she is, but God has kept me from telling you where she is..” Winwin looks out the window.
Xiao Jun scoffs. “That’s ridiculous! Tell me where she is so she can live!”
He starts to drive faster.
“It is not God’s will for you to hear it from me.” Winwin says smoothly and shrugs his shoulders.
“Okay, first of all, why are you here then? And also, tell God they can f-“ 
Xiao Jun is interrupted by a random lightning strike just a few feet from his car.
He grasps the steering wheel as the car spins and becomes unbalanced.
Winwin only chuckles. “Oh, God did not like your tone.”
Xiao Jun finally straightens up on the road and turns back to Winwin with a frustrated look.
“A little birdy tells me her time is almost up.” Winwin nods his head slightly to the right then disappears.
Xiao Jun glances to his right and sees an advertisement for the local bird sanctuary.
“A little birdy...that bastard.”
———
Xiao Jun finally finds you in the center of the sanctuary. Your wings are out and completely featherless.
“Y/n..” he shakes you gently. 
Birds fly over his head as he tries to wake you up.
“Please...God..please save her.” Xiao Jun begins to cry. He wished he had believed you, he wished he could just see your smile one more time. “I am so sorry, y/n..please forgive me.” He cries harder and rocks your body back and forth in his arms.
“Oh, Xiao Jun, this is what happens when you leave the kingdom..God has given you two options.”
He is startled by the voice and looks around for the source of the cool, low voice.
And there he is. Winwin sits on a tree branch and watches him below.
“God said to tell you to choose between staying here and living with your lover but watch y/n die, or come back to the kingdom and bring y/n..you can never leave again.”
Xiao Jun scoffs, how could God be so cruel?
“Winwin, I messed up, please take her back with you.”
Winwin flies down the two of you and lifts your arm, but it’s as heavy as stone, you can’t be moved by him.
“As you can see..it is not God’s will for me to take her back.” Winwin steps back.
“What will you decide, Xiao Jun?”
———-
You peel your eyes open as someone delicately taps your forehead with a wet cloth. You expect to see the dull world you were just in, but instead you see beautiful skylines and specs of gold in the air. You hear the singing of angels, and smell peppermint mixed with rosemary.. You’re back home.
You sit up straight, you can feel that you’ve healed a little bit.
“What happened?”
“He brought you back, y/n.”
“Who did?” You furrow your brows.
“I forgot how beautiful it is here.” A voice from beside you speaks out. You didn’t notice there was a body beside you on the recovery bed. Then you saw Bella jumping around at the foot of the floating bed.
You look over to see Xiao Jun and without much more thought, you smile widely and pull him into a strong embrace.
“Xiao Jun?!”
You look at him with his full set of gold wings and wide smile.
“What happened?”
“I remembered everything, then God gave me two options.” He still smiled while he looked at your bright face.
Your smile fell as you searched his eyes.
“No..” you said quietly. You knew him being here meant that he couldn’t be with her, his first love.
So why did he choose to be with you?
Xiao Jun nodded.
“I liked her..don’t get me wrong..but I-“
He hesitated while he looked deep into your beautiful eyes.
“I love you.”
Your mouth rose again into the sweetest smile he had seen.
The two of you lived in the kingdom, protecting and healing others together. You’d watch more scary movies and roller skate on the clouds.
And when the sun set real low, you made magical love in the clouds.
Xiao Jun kissed your cheek as you cuddled and watched the sun rise for Earth below. His wings encapsulated around your body, keeping you warm.
“I’m forever yours.”
Come back tomorrow for the next spooky story...
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