#I cant think so ill tag or delete this later

[whatthefuckisasweep]

cant sleep … plagued with thoughts.. overstimmed… also starving… time to scroll tumblr till i have to go to class :,((

#my thoughts #i slept like 3 hours but my roommate kept moving and it bothered me where every movement made me irrationally angry #and i keep waking up and having immediate brainrot lfjkfnfjnf so its fun but also not bc im literally SO drained pleasssseee shut up brain #like baby i have a presentation tomorrow at 8:30AM and i have to do a whole reflection paper #go to fucking sleeeeeeep #and the worst part is i FORGOT to eat . before bed . cuz i was too tired and said fuck it ill eat in the morn #which is horrible bc now im like. starving and gross bc i also didnt do anything i kinda just collapsed JFKDNDKDN #but i dont wanna get up. because. um. four am and i dont wannnnaaa eat.i waanaa eat in the morning #so ive just been holding stan bunny close and thinking thoughts while actively trying to sleep JFKDNFKDJD #anyways. Im a functioning human person! #: D ! #GggfrRRRAGGhggh #so annoying bc i usually can sleep on command like its nothing lmfao #but i have too many things on my frickin mind i cant shut it up pensive #anyways THIS IS A LONG TAG THING NSJFJDKFJD UHHHHH runs away #DELETE LATER????

[skitskatdacat63]

Boy King Seb :D

#thank you to Grace for the idea of making his chivarly collar red bull instead <33333 #he was gonna have both collars but then making that one made me suffer so no not today #this was a lot of fun but also made me suffer. but i keep looking at it and being like AAAHHHHH BABY!!! BABY BOY!!!!!!! #can you believe i tried to do this in one night? i cant #i stopped and came back to it and was like 'no way you could do this in one sitting at 1 am' #this is kinda the ascended form of that very first sketch i made for this au! concentrated boy king sebby!!! #i say to myself i need to take a break from drawing complicated things but youll prob see a nando version of this in less than a week ;;; #okay about the drawing(i wrote good tags and then tumblr deleted them so these are a bit inferior AGH): #this is typical pouty seb but is also referenced off a specific pic from AD 2009(beloved) #its very important to me how emotionally open Seb is. im not sure the specific context of this. maybe after a triumph? #but instead of being that typical stoic serious detached kind of ruler; i like him being openly emotional(think AD 2010) #its important as well for his dichotomy with nando and how they choose to portray themselves #seb is very assured in himself and his rule vs. nando who is more insecure and bitter about his #so nando takes strides to portray himself in that more stoic calculating way bcs he feels like it helps him legitimize himself better #whereas seb has absolutely no care for outward public image and shows how he feels and is loved for it(nando hates it but loves it) #not that nando cant be fun and whimsical!! but to me he always seems a bit more mysterious; like i can never tell his true thoughts tbh #anyways i feel like ill finish 10 more drawings before i end up posting the lore pt 2 LMAO #its just a lot harder to organize and layout compared to part 1 which was just an explanation #pt2 would be a mix of more world building/characterization/anecdotes ive talked about with mutuals(LOVE YOU GUYS!!!) #i have a *lot* of ideas (gotta whip out my notes app every once in a while to write down stuff abt it) just hard to put into a coherent pos #sebastian vettel #f1 #formula 1 #f1 art #formula 1 art #f1 fanart #formula 1 fanart #catie.art. #*ill prob make a process post later if anyone is curious!! its fun to write abt my process and influences and such #boy king au

[bonetrousledbones]

girl why am i seeing another influx in ppl randomly shitting on p/apyton i thought we were over this i thought we matured

#deleter later #look listen yes pap has not been confirmed mlm but u gotta remember he hasnt rlly been confirmes aspec either ok. ok #i have yet to see a single person get mad at someone for not hcing him as gay or bi or whatever but apparently thats a problem now ?? idk #ur allowed to not ship it but jesus there literally isnt anything wrong with it huuushh #normally i would just ignore it but it keeps showin up in the pap tag and it is mildly annoying so i must speak its mandatory i think #also i cant block ppl yet bc im on my phone in bed rn and i cant block ppl from my sideblogs on mobile bc that is simply fantastic design #so i’m complaining instead. ill delete this in the morning tho probably lol buhbye

[lambjock]

i can't believe i forgot it was the 2nd anniversary of little hope today ... absolutely one of my favorite games of all time and i haven't been able to stop thinking about it since !!

#my posts. #little hope #will probably delete this later but for now its a placeholder! just to say i said happy anniversary to such a brillaint game #saw some people in the tags defending it today and man is it nice to see that after the constant slander it's recieved #like. one day i'll go into harsh detail about how people's negative views of lh is steeped in ableism but! today is not that day #people beg for mental illness to be presented in media then hate a game who's main character IS mentally ill #and dont even get me started on 'it's all a dream trope is bad always!' like ??? #wait until people learn that tropes can be overused and still be written incredibly well ... can't wait for that day #anyway lh is a game EMBEDDED in nuanced topics and mental illness and grief #if you hate it just because the 'monsters aren't real' and 'the ending doesnt matter' you missed the point of the game congrats! #like on one hand valid! but on the other hand if you think lh should've been your basic teenage horror game then ... no #also the demons designs were some of the most CREATIVE monster designs the studio has ever made ??? #why are we sleeping on this ?? i just ... phew #this is inspiring me to make my essay on why this game is so great from a writing standpoint but for now im gonna nap #just had to give my props to a game thats genuinely changed my brain chemistry <3 cant believe its two years old now

[gracetoldmeto]

Happy (fuck) Monday(s)

This is what I googled this morning...

#gonna rant in the tags for a sec... #im just so upset every goddamn day that i hate my job #because i genuinely thought my career path was exactly what i wanted #except due to circumstances out of my control i cannot physically handle the same pace of life anymore #so here i am with a degree in a job that i cant fucking stand (at the moment) because i need to pay the bills #can i just be a full time writer? #like... pipe dream yeah but the idea is there #god fucking damnit i did EVERYTHING right and i still ended up like this #its not even my fault people keep dying and i need to pick up the pieces #can i please be happy again thatd be nice #FUCK #im just... a little dramatic #but also... what am i even doing with my life #quarter life crisis hitting REAL HARD i quite dislike it here #alright i think i got my point across ill shut up now #delete later #happy monday #...ugh...

[nicodaws]

having a lil crisis at 1:30 in the am. as is tradition.

#this is such a long tag rant lmao sorry #tonight highlights r oh god i have no idea when im going to be able to medically transition #coz like ! fuck the uk system is designed to make us wait til we're 30 and i could go private but im not fucking loaded and im saving for #a year abroad in a few years and ffs im going fucking abroad for a year if all goes to plan and how does that even work and #idk how im supposed to do anything with no money and a transphobic family #and most the trans ppl ik irl have either been on the waiting list since they were 16 and r abt to get on T which i couldnt get coz my mum #would never #or they have fucking surgery dates scheduled coz their family can fucking afford to go private #and jealousy is an ugly emotion but man im feeling it so much rn #its just . i do not see the path that allows me to get what i need within the next like . 5 years . #its a stupid thing to be upset abt coz i cant change it but man im so upset abt it rn #my degree involves being on camera and podcasts and talking to strangers and i am not going to pass for any of it #anyway . its fine ill just have to save more and see abt private and get things moving ig #just. i want 2 talk to my mum abt it but i cant and it sucks. :] #. #idk i think i had this idea when i was like 12 and first coming out to friends that by the time i was 19 i would be on T getting surgery yk #but :] reality strikes again #delete later

[oofuri2003]

[wip]

jaceni cringe comp jaceni cringe comp jaceni cr

#dxd #ill make a tag for it. since im insane. #havent drawn in a week doing this 3 am on my birthday. as god intended #not sold on the bottom right but i cant think of a better scene from zuzu aside from The Hallway #i already drew them just playing pokemon in full color. so. doomed myself. #anyway its jaceni cringe comp and then tomorrow im just going ham on whatever. new shit. #since i have til THURSDAY to find out if theyre DOOMED or not #sorry for being crazy. field work for a week dnd session recording no service changes you and makes you insane <3 #naoni #the caption for the final of this or my shit tmrw will b: #if you or a loved one have been impacted by jaceni you may be entitled to financial compensation #maybe ill delete this later. idfk or care. i travelled for 12 hours today. goodnight!!!!!!!!!

[jesterwaves]

I did say that I would play hived swap act 2 only if act 3 came out ...so maybe I will

#if i can justify spending money on it #i dont know that ill like it as much as act 1. my expectations are really low but i cant judge until i experience it one way or another #ive been back on a hs kick recently.... it was fun.... trollsona redesign 500 maybe #hiveswap is the only post hs (as in act 7) media i care about. im not too pleased with what ive heard but i think i could still enjoy it #even if its not exactly what i wanted it to be #still upset about what ive heard about a certain characters whole thing... and certain connections back 2 homestuck #however. genuinely kind of hilarious that i got covid like. as the game was announced LMAO #(but one thing i am excited about for act three is FINALLY violetbloods maybe this one wont be a bad person (doubt)) #(i was a fan of eri back in the day but. i now acknowledge that he was like. terrible! like literally wanted to do a genocide #i literally just saw violet and the ocean and was like 'hmm i will not think critically about this guy' #did not help that i heard a lot about the trolls b4 reading so i had fanon characterizations in mind. #anyways #when i recover. be prepared. im going to post hs art in 2022. or later even. who knows. but it will happen. #hmm these tags look long. if u actually r reading this sorry #to be deleted maybe....

[one-way-dream]

augh

#sh mention #(sorta) #permanently existing in a state of anxiety that makes me want to claw my throat out with my nails #just constnwtly feel uneasy and distressed and i cannot even do anything to stop it #everything takes so damn long and i cannot do Anything bc my brain doesnt fucking work so im a burden to the people around me #and i cant even be normal around people anymore bc im in this heightened state of stress and i cant tell anyone bc THEYLL get stressed #bitches be on the verge of an anxiety attack constnwtly just Thinking and thats maybe not good #i want to cry but i cannot and i cannot do anything to stop this and my irl friends are far so im just ? no support system outside my family #i dont even feel comfortable around my mom anymore esp after that day we had a talk #in fact i actively feel kinda wary and sick and i hate that bc im closest to her #its a lot. i cant afford therapy i have a 700 dollar credit card debt thats about to be 850 lol #and this is supposed to be the time i help my parents esp with dad starting his business n mom being the sole earner #which fucking sucks bc shes not in good shape and its a physical job #idk man im losing it and this is jsut skimming the surface #i hope i explode actually GFGSGDJSHS #anyway soryr for vent-y rocking #tee.xt #personal / #also yes ill delete later sorry #vent in tags

[coridallasmultipass]

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#ughhhh i started writing a quick bro / dave for todays date but im def not gonna finish in 45 minutes nooooo #its my ki.nk and i wanted to savour what i was writing by dragging it out hffffffff #wish i thought to start it before last night ughhhhh #but ughhhhhhhh dudeeeee its hapeninggggggggggg #god im so fucking thorsty for it #no one writes it the way i want it #and now ive gone and made it silly by trying to do it for today #but i cant just take those parts out bc they're so... baked... into the plotline #hfffffffff why didnt i just make this its own thing ughhhhhh (bc dave would never wanna do that sober thats why) #hffffffffffff screams #writing sm. ut is so time consuming for me #(tbh writing is on its own lol) #but to write. my fave thing. for the first time. its a lot of pressure for a fic that was supposed to be a quick joke #bro ended up being fucking smitten as hell too bc thats how i feel abt this ki. nk lmao #i dont think im even gonna get hi tonight lmao its okay a holiday doesnt mean shit when its something i do on the reg #im so tired hhhhh im just wasting more time typing out more tags bc im too tired to write fic words lol ugh #delete later / / #maybe i will so i can just go the fuck to sleep rn and write more when im more awake. date be damned. im not finishing in 30 mins lol #and even if i did finish in 30 mins i sure as hell aint proofreading and posting within 30 mins #ok yeah gonna get ready for bed and set the writing down for when im not gonna write something rushed ill regret and have to undo later

[chainreh]

oh man jiyoon is leaving weeekly ☹️☹️☹️☹️i hope she recovers well but i'll definitely miss her

#btw i deleted twitter so im gonna make posts like this is twitter to fill the void. yk #should i make a tag for this. i literally dont tag anything on my blog other than spoilers occasionally ☹️ #i cant think rn if i come up with something later ill add it retroactively

[keiipopped]

My First Scandal🤭

Okay so i wasn’t gonna address this because frankly it’s irrelevant to me but since bitches wanna get on here and post shit and so called ‘call me out’ so fuck it, I’m bored and have time tonight. If youre on enha writing tumblr then you may have seen posts from or about @dramaticalerror who i cant tag cause the bitch blocked me anyway LMAOO. So let me start by saying that if there’s typos its cause i just did my nails and am trying to type fast lmao and haven’t had nails in a hot minute. Anyway. The whole situation is genuinely irrelevant to me but bc people that have never interacted w me a day in their lives have shit to say. Ill say this, First of all, yes i told the bitch to off herself and yes I said I’d whoop her ass if this was irl (CAUSE I WOULD💀) however, this was after so long of conversation and them being rude initially. People I’ve interacted with on multiple platforms including this one as well as in real life can testify to the fact that i am genuinely a sweet person, but i will fight if needed. Last night i was on tumblr and this person came up on the regular enhypen tag which i follow and they were posting to tell people what they were gonna be writing and i ignored it. Then i realized what kind of content they were actually writing and i wanted them to disappear. Anyway i messaged them politely asking that they blocked me so it would basically be like they never existed and they proceeded to respond rudely but this part was not showed in their responses. They later told me i didnt “deserve” it and then that the more i insulted them the more they’d write Niki smuts and tag me in them. Which i stupidly enough earlier deleted the whole chat thread cause i said i was done w the whole thing. but i do have those. Anyway they later posted the chats but only the parts where i got out of hand AND then blocked me ANYWAY like a fucking clown. They also told me I’d eventually write smut which.. i wont? Like. Y’all i swear it was literally like talking to a 8 year old wall.

It’s just funny cause its so easy to tell how immature this person is because of the tags they use like #controversy. Are you serious 💀

Anyways there was so much more that went down in the chat but this is the only important(not) part. Bottom line is the shit they write is disgusting and anyone that disagrees and plans on writing that shit in the future just go ahead and block me.

AND lastly miss me with that “Jungwon and Sunoo didnt get the same defense” because i was fighting bitches when someone literally wrote smut for him the day after his 18th birthday and i wasn’t here when sunoo turned 18. and if you think people waited for Jungwon to turn 19 youre wrong too.

I would tag the mf also but they like i said blocked me anyway. So 🤷🏽‍♀️

#enhypen #enhypen smut #niki smut #enhypen writer #enhypen hard hours #enhypen thoughts #uNfAiR

[rubberduckyrye]

Im not in the genshin fandom but yeah, its deskusting beyond words. Imagine telling the family of that child they deserve to die because of esentialy a bunch of pixels.

The disregard for human life is fucking revolting.

My empathy rage has burned out into empathy depression now, cause I saw something ELSE that triggered it, so my head is all foggy and I kind of hate the world.

Anyway petition to remove Paimon's english VA from the GI team and get a replacement VA. One that doesn't victim blame people who died over pixels.

#I cant think so ill tag or delete this later #sorry

[bi-wheeler]

I've been making a list of my kleinsen/Jared hcs in my drafts and the post is so long now I have no idea what to do with it

#it started out as me just being bored at night while listening to the same 5 songs on repeat #so i decided to start making a list of my face hcs and now i cant stop #i keep going back to it and at this point they arent all entirely original so idk what to do like ill see someone with and hc and #i love it so much that i add bits of it and expand entirely bc my brain wont stop thinking about it #the list is way too long now but i cant stop #maybe i should start writing some of them but i havent written a fanfic in years and i dont have too much experience with it so idk #maybe ill start compiling similar ones into smaller lists to post but idk abt that either #ill just delete this post later #nikki speaks #well i just realized that i accidentally wrote face instead of fave at the start of my tags but im too lazy to rewrite them all to fix it

[cokalee]

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#was reading fanfiction for the first time in years and i accidentally missed the tag of unrequited love #so i went into this 10k fic thinking it was gonna have a happy ending #and then it ends with how they were soulmates #but only one way #and so now ill be reading tags more carefully because i cant take this heartbreak anymore HAHA #kat.txt #delete later

[thegaywarden]

look okay I tried to be normal about the whole cod zombies becoming my new hyperfocus thing but like I'm fucked man so lemme know if you need anything tagged!

#i have a lot of feelings about edward richtofen and blood of the dead and i cant not scream about it #in the void that is tumblr #I can't believe it's come to this but like there is so much lore???? #which surprised me like it's cod how much lore could there be?? #but I wake up and think about it so this is just where i am in life rn #anyway ill delete this later #but im using the tag #cod zombies #for anything related! #scratch that im using #call of duty zombies #instead