#I’m physically sick knowing it

[devilants]

It makes me physically sick knowing Cavendish and Dakota were considered to be in a relationship at some point, but the team decided against it💔

#milo murphy's law #balthazar cavendish #vinnie dakota #milo murphy #melissa chase #zack underwood #dakavendish #I saw this in a comment in one of my recent post #obviously I knew #but like #I’m physically sick knowing it #it’s still not directly stated though #so go nuts #get it? nuts? #ok I’ll stop

[ivanttakethis]

I think when Till gets rescued by the rebels, the video should cut to black with like 20 seconds left.

Then you slowly see a small red light fade in at the center of the screen just before the video actually ends…

But that’s just me idk

#i’m going to shoehorn ivan back into this god forsaken series with my bare hands #plus a scene like this would be sick as fuck #the red growing in ivan’s eyes could be symbolic or the result of further experimentation to bring him back from the brink of death #the physical embodiment of the dread of knowing alien stage isn’t over and you can’t win without losing something/someone #the girlies would be foaming at the mouth #it’s me i’m girlies #alien stage #alien stage ivan #alnst #alnst ivan #alien stage round 7 #alnst round 7 #ivanttakethis talks too much

[crossbackpoke-check]

the deweys photos are from this video: https://youtu.be/5xTwJho44ao?si=bPw8MZZ327lCogVZ aren’t they just everything

kissing you and the minnesota wild official media team (with consent) full on the mouth, THANK YOU THIS VIDEO IS EVERYTHING 🥰🥰 i have seen pieces of it before i think (connor petting a shark 🥹) but the entire video start to finish is such a delight, 10/10 would recommend

#i’m so glad i saw this now and not when i was deranged at 2AM last night (i say as if i am not currently deranged) #like i had to physically pause. stop watching the video. to take notes to tell you guys about it i hope you know #holyjost thank u i love u i appreciate u & how u always have the sources 😭 #i send out a prayer to the universe (put shit in the tags) & u provide #liv in the replies #holyjost #i love this reaction image btw it is one of my FAVORITES #anyway i was just chilling and then lost it at the ‘brandon just says shit’ part and had to start writing down notes (as follows) #there is SO much. the lore. the fact that brandon lasts two seconds before his shirt comes off everyone else is so bundled #dewey2 immediate “sharks” girl help the two of them on the bean bag together #the boat competition BOLDY’S CONTRACT??? yeah i AM thinking about that in a weird way what kind of contract brandon #also boldy motion sickness girlie he’s so real for that one 😭😭 #and brandon talking a big game and then like fuckin. curled into a ball on the beanbag passed out bro i cannot. #LD BONITA? LD BONITA FISH??? So excitedly???? my GOD. #LEAVE THAT POOR FISH ALONE!!!! #oh the shark lore 🥺 dewey baby let me take you to this fantastic thing called an aquarium. #you can pet sharks there!!! i can’t even. i know i’ve seen it and had a breakdown about it before but connor’s hand when he pets the shark #the absolute joy oh my god. connor PLEASE ik u want to touch all the fish… we have sturgeon & sting rays & jellies #brandon praising connor’s attitude 🫡 he is so goal oriented they said the goal is a vibe check and connor studied. #also. save me hot brothers save me #what the fuck is this yeti cup ritual give me a cult au NOW wkdndiwkdi they’re such freaks. i love it. also just drink it bro #VLADDY MENTION THAT’S MY BOY HI BEAUTIFULLLLL #OH THIS WAS THE MIDDSY FIGHT??? #awww Freddy (who i never think is a forward??) #connor dewar #brandon duhaime #minnesota wild #for reference!

[takenbythestarcatchers]

This is what your camera roll would look like if you were dating Tom <3

#I’m not gonna lie I made myself physically and mentally sick with this one lmfao #he’s so cute I really don’t know why I do this to myself #show: house of the dragon #tom glynn carney #aegon ii targaryen #king aegon #aegon targaryen #hotdcast #hotd hbo #hotdedit #house of the dragon #house of dragons

[blaithnne]

so I’m realising my intense anxiety for Hilda’s third season to come out is PROBABLY an autism thing

#like. it’s been 2 years of it being the same #the fandoms been in the same place and the show has too #and now it’s gonna change and it is giving me so much anxiety #when the special interest is so intense that you feel physically ill at the thought of new content because it’s just so overwhelming #<- that’s not my usual exaggerated ‘I’m so unwell’ thing either like I have layed awake at night feeling #sick LMAO #bc of s3 #which is so frustrating because I’m excited! I love this show! I want more! #but because it’s so important to me. new content is going to have a big effect on me #and I don’t want it too cries #does that make sense? no? sick #it’s either an autism thing or there’s just something wrong with me either way I’d like this feeling to go away please it isn’t fun #hilda #textpost #it’s like I just want it to come out already so I can watch it and know what’s happening cause I hate not knowing what’s going on #i need to have. my information organised #and rn I don’t #and that makes me rlly anxious lolz #like I’m anxious for season 3 in a good excited way #but also in a geniunley bad way #I wish my brain was. normal lo #l #this got more venty than I meant it to sorryblads #might delete later #I’m sad hilda is ending bc it’s over and I don’t want it to be but #also it’s weirdly comforting to know that I don’t have to go through this intense anxiety again #cause I don’t get like this with other fandoms! dr who for example I’m living new content #but for Hilda I geniunkey feel unwell #it’s the same with the idea of there ever being new ducktales content #I care so much that it’s. bad for me lol??

[identitty-dickruption]

my appointment to get my t prescription is literally tomorrow and I am still procrastinating telling my mum. hahahaha this is fine

#if I tell her after I already have the prescription she’ll be so upset #I feel physically sick #she already knows I’m trans but #literally earlier tonight she went #‘aren’t female friendships so magical!’ #I wouldn’t know I don’t have any #I’m TRANS and most of my friends are TRANS I have TRANS AND QUEER friendships #and she got offended that I didn’t agree with her or anything

[dollylex]

sorry i’m srsly lacking with my nsfw posts, i’m just so riddled with anxiety i can’t rly think about anything else :’)

#does anybody else with anxiety make themselves so sick they can’t eat or sleep or do anything #but at the same time you’re also nauseous and throwing up #so then the get migraines and i’m dizzy from not being able to eat but also from physically making myself sick #just me? #let me know :’)

[somaticmilk]

I’m like actually burning alive rn

Everlong yapping in the tags <:3

#soma says #I have so many ideas regarding TPoF and BTD and I’m slowly getting back into writing but like #idk?? #I’m like not?? not?? #idk see me in a week and I’ll snap out of it #promise^^ #insert shrug #also cause I low key don’t think people want to see my art and or know about what goes on in my head- #..yh- insecure soma we trust <3 #see y’all ig. #do people even like me on this app?? #the cow goes MOOO. #I think I’m like sick with something - not physically but mentally - #fuck this shit I’m going to bed #the rooster goes COCKADODDLEDOO-

[chiffonghost]

baeksoo 💫 realizing you are the light i’ve been searching for.

#baeksoo #baekdo #baekhyun #kyungsoo #exo fanart #exo #kpop fanart #digital art #if u saw this earlier no u didn’t 😭 #I’m reposting this bc i did the unforgivable (forget to draw ks’s moles!!! how could i) #anyways hello yes i am still sick in the head abt baeksoo #i am also physically sick w miss rona #but abt the draw: this was inspired by the let me in teaser images!! #the caption is from ks’s teaser image caption it was just TOO baeksoo i could Not ignore it #& so this happened #kinda looks wonky bc honestly i drew 2/3 of this lying down on my side in bed (i got tired) #also i draw hands like an AI image generator i know im trying my best 😭 #actually took a pic of myself holding my own face to get a close enough reference lmao #ANYWHOOOO i miss baeksoo & exo so much 🥹

[faeriefully]

I believe I am beginning to realize something about myself… I do not know what a healthy amount of work is for a person

#I’m always taking on more because I want to see it done and I like being busy and I genuinely want to do the things I sign up to do #I want the experience and to learn and work with all the people that I work with #I want to be the person who knows how to do it all #but every few months I realize that I’m becoming physically sick from the amount of stress I go through when deadlines like finals come #stress during finals is normal #but I don’t think getting as sick as I do every six months is normal #but I don’t know how to gauge what normal is #I’m so used to being on campus for 12-14hrs #working 6 days a week #I run on 6-7hrs of sleep on good weeks #I feel horrible if I haven’t completed at least two things by 11am #I don’t know when to stop or when it’s okay to stop for a day #I don’t know what normal is #i’m surrounded by honors students who all are pushing as hard as I am #I am the leader in so many things at school #I don’t know how to function when I’m not leading things #g.txt #faerie’s getting her degree #grad school

[lesbiansanemi]

Bad day. Horrible awful terrible bad day

#there’s not even a reason. nothing bad has actually happened #it just FUCKING SUCKS #I want to walk into a lake and never come back #I want to take my brain out of my skull and throw it at a wall and watch it splatter #I know today sucks because I’m so tense and upset that my back HURTS so fucking bad #cuz when this happens I tense up and my back muscles decide to coil around my spine and squeeze like a starving snake #it’s spreading through my shoulders and even to my chest which is a first #I just 😭😭😭 I want to go home except home also sucks cuz roommate #and I know he’ll be out in a few days but that feels like forever #and I’m so tired and I’m so upset and I want to curl up in a ball and cry and hide from the world #but I’m working a 7 day stretch at my job #and I have to transfer the power and internet to my name sometime before Wednesday #and I’m so sick of takeout the idea of eating it makes me want to vomit but I can’t physically bring myself to cook while they’re there #and I just. ugh. UGH #I’m so sick of existing #why does my life only allow me small handfuls of months at a time #where I’m not living in some form of disaster and stressed to all hell and back and just wanting to lay down and die #what did I do so wrong. what have I done to deserve all this shit #in my short terrible miserable fucking life #whatever I’ll just go home and stare at the wall #and then go to bed and come to work and come to work and come to work there’s always going to work #I’m going to fucking scream I hate my brain #why can’t it just regulate itself in a normal way cuz that’s the thing I know I’m being insane and nothing is actually this bad #but man if it doesn’t fucking feel that way #and being aware I’m being batshit really doesn’t make it better actually I think it makes it worse #kaz rambles

[sorrowfulwill]

Istg one of these days I’m gonna become a cannibal just to get something different in my system

#I can’t eat or else I feel sick #it’s the same thing every day #I just want to DO Something #any you know it’s bad when someone chronically online and shut in like me actually wants to go outside #into the world #and do something #anything #but it hurts to eat #it hurts to move #i hate thinking #I hate eating #I hate laughing #I hate crying #it all hurts so bad #both physically and mentally #sometimes I just want to curl up and rot #I’m so sick and tired #and it’s not like anyone can help me #so I just have to wallow in my shame #my body has been betraying me since I was born with a female one #constantly going through hell is not fun

[torchickentacos]

#had a lot of vent posts lately so. dog to make up for it #vent in tags #medical cw #my ear infection has my entire body fucked up right now #my immune system is very sensitive to stuff and it’s got me with a constant fever and chills and headache #minus the excruciating ear pain that goes down into my jaw #I AM NOT THRIVING RIGHT NOW :( #I’ll be fine. I have meds #but they’re for otitis externa and I worry it’s a deeper infection #but if it’s still here in a few days I’ll push for oral antibiotics #I’ll give it time to work but I am. not thrilled #I hate that my body gets so sick so quickly #I need to get in with an immunologist #but I’ve got other doctors too and it’s just tiring to know it takes a village to keep me. like. barely functioning #again. I’m fine- hoping I’ll feel better in a couple days. just exhausted physically and emotionally right now

[viriporne]

Me and the dating sim characters that are unhealthily obsessed with the player (I have extreme self-worth issues)

#it’s like I KNOW it’s bad and I’ve been stalked irl because someone was obsessed with me once and ik it sucks mega balls #but also it’s so hard to truly feel like someone loves me when they don’t show it like that urghhh I’m sick #ughh I need a jealous partner who gets disgustingly physically clingy when they’re jealoussss so bad #I’ll be jealous too girl ok I have issues too we can be disgustingly jealous together 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 #anyways uh I wanna fuck the shit outta butch mammon ok I’m ill

[darlingfreddie]

I am once again complaining about the healthcare system ‼️📢 I’m so tired of doctors making me feel crazy when I have very real, very physical symptoms that are messing with my quality of life. I went to the doctor today and she downplayed my issues when I asked for a second opinion it’s just !!!!! So frustrating!!!!!!

#mental and physically drained but I’m doing alright now that I’m home #just feeling a bit sick but I’m apparently just supposed to live like this #then it makes ME feel crazy but it’s like I know something’s not right idk it’s a whole mess lol #and I actually feel so sick that I can’t eat anything rn but there’s ‘nothing wrong with me’ as they say 🤷🏽‍♀️

[godsperfectprincess]

i am tired of being sick actually….

#today is the last day i can take off sick this month before i run out of sick time #but i really think i’m going to talk to my manager + my doctors about trying to get my hours reduced if that’s even possible #i just wasn’t made to work 40 hours a week. like i know nobody is but i actually physically cannot manage it #and it’s really damaging my health