#IDK WE’LL SEE WHERE THIS TAKES ME

[skillbattle]

woe! another wip be upon ye. I was thinking abt them and watching the cartoon so yknow gestures to this

#my hcs are an mix of every peice of media of them . #heavily inspired by the dkc cartoon and the movie with world building and characters deisgns and personalities #sprinkle in a little bit of game only characters ( tiny and kiddy. debateably chunky but he was in the movie ) #and I gotta figure out voice claims and shit . sorry seth rogan really works for me I’m sorry 💔💔 #did u know eric bauza voiced diddy in that one line he had. I was over the moon over an actual voice actor . #ANYWAYS I wanted to draw my marioverse interpretations and I have the wip princesses + toadette #I need to do mario and luigi and the warioware cast…. I want to include waluigi in the warioware cast I think…. #IDK WE’LL SEE WHERE THIS TAKES ME #wip

[saeshiraw]

tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one? #the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

[arthur-r]

as usual i am up late into the night planning my future when i should be: getting a good nights sleep so that i even have a future!!

#i have work in seven and a half hours. so i should really be getting to bed #BUT i officially made my final definitive degree plan!!!! i mean not the actual classes but all the requirements i have to meet and how!! #(in order to earn: history and information science double major. with certificates in material culture and classics) #and i’m genuinely excited for every single class i have to take except for human-computer interaction #just cause i know it’s gonna get overly technical in ways that won’t quite apply to my future #anyway every single other thing i’m gonna do is very cool and exciting. so everything is good really #but i should be sleeping. and i’m not. as usual 🤧 #idk wish me luck!!!! i’m so hyped about my degree plan though #i’ll go into more detail another time. i’m very excited #ANYWAY goodnight!!!! can’t be so busy planning my future in library science that i DONT GO TO MY SHELVING JOB #kind of important to actually go to work for the library that employs me…. #and then i might go see a first-printing roget’s thesaurus!!!! or i’ll sleep. we’ll see #followed by lunch with GUY WHO IS THE WORST KILL HIM WITH HAMMERS #(there is nothing really wrong with me he just keeps kind of being mean to me and also expecting me to fall in love with him. but like #extremely passively and not manipulatively it’s just like. hey buddy you’re doing this friendship wrong….) #anyway then i have a class and after that i have an hour to rest. and then a phone call and then a lot of homework #(ten page paper draft due in a week and a half!! so it’s time to start writing the actual body of it) #and then i sleep for a LONG time and then work again on saturday. and then sleepover with somebody i have a crush on?? #and then be normal all day on sunday and do a little more paper writing. and programming homework. and whatever else #and then keep up with the slog for three weeks!!!! and all of a sudden it’s summer!!!! #projects left this year: material culture paper (entirely unstarted. but may research the thesaurus and just win!!!!) #history project (draft due the monday after next and real paper due a week after classes end) #one more programming assignment where i adapt my recipe doubler project (probably. it’s getting stupid at this point but it’s what i got!!) #and a programming test in two weeks and then the final a week after that. then no more programming #and then i just have my weekly latin tests and a latin final on may 5th. and then EVERYTHING IS DONE #ok i got this. sorry for walking through my schedule in the tags it’s how i remember what’s real #can’t believe my fucking partner just kind of walked out on me there hello???? like. we should be powering through finals together #but i’m genuinely better off without him so i guess it’s just whatever. trash took itself out or something?? #anyway. i’m so regular. and i have work in the morning. and i’m going to sleep #thank you world. goodnight

[merevide]

i should stop making cringe posts tbh. but i can’t.

#like here at merevide hq we’re going through a little bit of a revamp and cringe text posts are on the chopping block i fear #but i always have smth to say not matter how unfunny how much it’s gonna flop or how much i’m gonna regret saying it #i can’t keep my big dumb mouth shut actually this has plagued me since forever #no it hasn’t there was/is a time where i’ll go completely silent but most of the time i like to talk i just don’t think other like #me talking 💀 like besides reblog it’s either music links or smth ridiculous #but it’s also like man i should reflect i should sit down. #bc it feels like every word i say is embarrassing NO MATTER WHAT like if i’ve ever said anything to you i’m genuinely sorry #sometimes i think i should stop talking forever but then i realize that’s just my anxiety taking over 😒 but she may have a point #i wanna talk to people sooo bad like i wanna reply i wanna ask questions. but i’m gonna say smth dumb eventually !!! im overthinking it but #idk we’ll see :P thank u all (no one) for coming to my ted talk ily #my text

[todayisafridaynight]

at this point i just dont know how dreaming works

#snap chats #this sounds depressing as hell no its not im just CONFUSED #i posted bout daigo and mine for like. months everyday 24/7 #and in that time ive had one Utterly Peculiar dream with daigo in it but like. on a technicality #and ive never had a dream with mine yeah. probably for the better #but i swear last night i had a dream where i was watching something with tsutsumi and nakai in it #make it make sense brain. do you know ill be mentally unwell if i see daigo or mine in my dreams. #trying so hard to remember what it was but its been lost to the subconscious #im gonna blame it partially on me having read those arasawa fics right before bed #i mean it was objectively not arakawa and jo in my dream but yk. same face #i just wanna remember what it was even about... mightve been a comedy of sorts... #OH YEAH SINCE I MENTIONED THOSE FICS im gonna throw up they were great #ooohhh i love sad/tragic fics oooh the guilt on both sides was so real and potent #im gonna think of jo helping masato walk until i die #the vision of jo in the rain with masato’s burned in my brain actually i might. draw it if you will #but im going to the mall in a hot hour so. hm. we’ll see #maybe i’ll do it before i leave for the mall... shouldnt take long... #not unless i also wanna include a shot of arakawa and turn this into a two-panel comic ig.... #IDK POINT IS everyone should read those fics. both sides theyre so good #there is no happy thought and if there is its incredibly fleeting and im injecting it right into my veins #these tags are damn everywhere but i treat tumblr like a Blog blog so im updatinng everyone on everything #plus its related ok. im valid. #alright im gonna snake to my computer and crank out that drawing then #mall wont open for another two hours anyway and i dont wanna be a mout breather standin at the door as it opens so

[allofuswantgwinam]

remember how i wanted avoid the gas station bc the guy who worked there that was obsessed with me? yeah well it’s flipped and he gone and now it’s the opposite 🤣🤣 there is a guy that works there and I’ve been goin every chance I get but he a man of very few words *he also doesn’t speak a lot of English and I don’t speak his language so 🤣* and i need him to be obsessed with me so I can be like “yes, a kiss? You can have all of them” 🤣🤣🤣

#im losing weight again #the pimp in me will return #she comin #jking but i wanna get laid #pimping is too much work #i barely even text my friends back idk how people just be havin a line up and flip flopping through out the day #sounds exhausting #in the past tense of my life where people said I had hoes I was exhausted 🤣🤣 and I only had like two hoes lmao #guess we’ll see where life takes me 🤣🤣🤣

[actualnymph]

has anyone gone to another country for college? lmk

#I need to figure out my logistics wkdnwkd #I’m hoping I can maybe use my student loans to pay for my flight and shipping my things but idk. i might have to set up a gofundme to help #get there bc the tuition is just boarding plus food I think? and some healthcare added too #I’m not sure if I’ll be allowed back home depending on how my parents take the news that IM GOING but uh we’ll see #I submitted my application so we’ll see if I even get in anywhere. but if I don’t it wasn’t meant to be that’s how I’m gonna think of it #I’m trying to look at colleges in the USA too but I’m just so uninterested I’ve already done that #also I wanna leave the US! and idk where in the US I’d even go if I went to college here #that’s what my parents want but…😵‍💫. suddenly it’s ‘don’t worry about the money’ when they don’t want me leaving the US 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ #I’m still gonna be paying for it all myself with loans anyway it’s insulting for them to talk to me about money #esp abt me saving money bc they charge me rent each month like how can I do that…anyway! #t

[boomerang109]

spent my birthday money on replacing my loops cause somehow i lost them and this world is too loud

#i only just figured out i lost them yesterday and i wanted to wait a bit to see if i could find them #and then today every noise made me ANGERY #so I was like damn guess I need my loops #but I signed up for the one time student discount and got quiets and engage plus #and the ones I have from before are experience plus so even if I find them they’re technically different #one review of the engages said it’s better than the experiences cause it doesn’t make your chewing echo the way the experiences do and I’m #🙏🙏🙏really hoping that’s true cause by far that was my biggest complaint #like when you’re wearing both experience plus loops you want no noise no nothing and then you have to take ‘em out cause holy fuck it’s #making me own chewing echo in my head? those are the bad days lmao #but the engage plus doesn’t actually dampen as MUCH sound since it’s supposed to work better for being *engaged* so idk. could be good or #bad I’m not sure. we’ll find out #but that’s why I wanted to get the quiets too. Just in case #and hopefully my experiences will turn up and then I’ll just have ALL the earplugs #life of a boomerang #oh I just realized no where in this post did I use the word earplugs #if you’ve somehow made it this far and are still wondering what tf im talking about. loops are an earplug brand and my neurodiverse ass (and #many others. I’m not unique) swears by it

[ssreeder]

If you don't mind a slightly spoilery question, do you have intentions to have Jet work through his All Fire Benders = Bad, I was always kinda sad that the show took that option away for him though in the end I was still okay with it, but with so many things changing from canon I was wondering if this is one you had in mind -Suki Anon p.s. ehehehe came back a little sooner than the next chapter but wanted to say I love you too! /platonic

It is a spoilery question haha so I’ll dance around it :)

I think Jet could be capable of a redemption if the right people were involved and there was enough time for Jet to see things differently.

I don’t think Jet will ever be completely accepting of people of the Fire Nation like soldiers and politicians,,, but I do think he has the capability of growing as a character and forming bonds with people despite their nationality.

I can’t promise he will live long enough to see a redemption in LIAB but I will always have hope for Jet because I believe that he is more than just his trauma!

I hope to give him the option to achieve character growth but ehhhhh I might just kill him… keep it canon haha.

We’ll see ;)

:D

LOVE YOU SUKI ANON!!!!

#sorry it’s taking me so long to respond to asks #I am going to answer some of them tonight #I love Jet #& honestly if I wrote a Jet redemption fic where I focused on him #I’d probably have him accidentally adopt a fire nation child #maybe a little fire bender haha #Jet loves kids #& he wants to take care of orphans like himself #so I think the best way to get him to open up to the fire nation would be through its children #maybe after the war he gets stuck in the fire nation with the gaang #& he helps out at the orphanage #I mean a lot of kids probably lost their parents during the war #idk Jet is good with kids and they seem to like him #that’s my tag rant lol #we’ll see what happens to our LIAB Jet #fingers crossed for him #liab #ria #ask

[seilon]

still don’t really know if I’ll return to Art School after this gap semester but. guess im back in norcal for now. ah how ive missed Living Near Things

#kibumblabs #last year was the first and only year I have ever Not lived near a donut shop #and there were like #none #anywhere #other than dunkin/krispy kreme and even that kind of sucks because tberes no little family run places just. corporations and gentrification #fuck socal man that place generally Sucks #generally. there are some upsides but. yeah overall Sucks #and by Live Near Places I mean like. I can walk to the store or take the bus to a friends house or etc etc etc instead of in socal where if #you don’t have a car you’re just. fucked #I know it’s probably different in more urban locations but whatever you get it #it’s been a long ass past few days going up and down the state moving and all that #really long and I am so sore and so tired #but. glad I had friends helping me to say the least #and glad I actually have friends Around me like. 1-4 miles away mostly #oh yeah and what I mean by Not Sure if I’ll return to art school I mean I may transfer to a state college instead and finish my bachelors #there. there’s a lot of reasons I’m considering it but one is just that i really hate not having a range of classes to choose from #I miss my community college where I took a lot of interesting classes that had nothing to do with art (in addition to the art ones) #so. yeah anyway we’ll see idk why I’m talking to myself here

[souloftheintrovert]

mm i’d rather watch modern day south park than modern day family guy

#.souloftheintrovert #honestly #modern day family guy is so fucking violent.. and thats coming from a dark humor enthusiast #’its dark humor’ yes but wheres the humor? #hurting others for no reason isnt funny on its own #random ≠ funny #modern day south park isnt like the older days but #at least i dont have to see characters being mercilessly beaten every 5 seconds because 1. its funny and 2. its ‘unexpected’ #all i have to put up with is matt & trey trying to be hip n’ cool with the minecrafts & the tiktoks #plus canon gay couple. im happy. #like isnt quagmire’s mom trans? and they made fun of her for it? was that an actual episode or some fanmade thing i saw on youtube #either way i’ll take a canon gay couple than that shit any day #i feel like seth is purposely trying to get the ratings to drop so fox will finally drop the show but idk.. #cant blame him if that was true. in fact i’d be happier if it were. family guy has went on for long enough. south park too but according to #my sources.. south park will only have 30 seasons (5 left) another game and a movie or movies. there IS an end in sight unlike family guy #albeit that end being years away #but then again me and my sources have been known to be wrong so i guess we’ll have to see #oh and simpsons? nah i cant.

[ethyreal]

*squints* muses i wanna add versus muses i’ll actually write … yk ?

#ˊ › out of character ‚ #m. #hmph. #will be around later. #probably. #hopefully. #maybe. #idk we’ll see where the vibe takes me.

[metallicmarkers]

I accidentally posted all my art back to back on tumblr while forgetting to post on other stuff so now I’m waiting for everything else to catch up so I don’t confuse myself 😭😭😭

#whoops #give me a second #shouldn’t take too long maybe like two days or something idk I kinda forgot lmao #I keep forgetting to post on stuff then I realize it’s late and I don’t wanna post art too late to where no one sees it #we’ll be right back after these messages

[nunyverse-scribe]

On this day of “am I being dramatic or do I need medical attention” we have:

My limbs went limp, felt like dead weight, & I ended up on the floor for a couple minutes, twitching in an attempt to get up and take a shower. Managed fine for a little bit with some staggering. Managed well in the shower, assuming that the music was “making me better” until I collapsed to the floor, couldn’t feel my legs, couldn’t feel my arms, and forced myself to shower with limp arms on the floor, only to get up towards the end and stumble out of the shower to get dressed and sit in a chair.

I cried lots and lots and lots bc the feeling of being unable to move fucking SUCKED

#I still can barely move #I basically had a mental breakdown both on the floor and in the shower bc I couldn’t move ANYTHING #on top of that this is the second time this has happened #but the first time I wrote it off as me not eating enough bc it was during my 5 hour work shift & I forgot to eat #that also was a time where it happened multiple times #idk if it’s a thing where I continuously collapse bc I am stubborn in believing I need to take a break #or if it’s my body naturally going in and outta that phase of deadweight limbs #anyway but it’s not a food problem bc THIS just happened AFTER I ate #talking to a friend abt if and they’re obviously saying talk to a doctor #but also healthcare is expensive m #I might actually have to tho bc I don’t need whatever this is to fuck me over for life #we’ll see whatevs

[spiritofjustice]

I will say the one regretful thing about The Endless Ocean is I somehow once again managed to not include George at all in it. He haunts the narrative of it sure but he doesn’t even have a line in it KDNDN like he has more lines in ACOH (one)

I swear I’ve thought about that guy a lot and really like him. I never planned on having him in this MUCH but I thought he’d have a brief scene. Bryce, George, and Barb are three of my favorite villager-adjacent OCs which is why they were there but Bryce was the only one who got a decent Amt of time to be shown off

Somehow I always do that, it’s so funny. I always intend to use them more than I do. I think the way the fic is written is completely fine, it’s just funny realizing I managed to sidestep including him as a major character AGAIN. You’re just never gonna see this kid at this rate

Barb was also supposed to be in ACOH and this more but wasn’t, though this time she had lines lol. I guess it’s tough when all these characters have been dead for like twenty years.

#psy's no punctuation posts #mother tag #I’ve also thought abt him a lot as a hypothetical adult #albeit mainly in a modern verse #idk what he’d be like as an actual villager #it’s a shame I never get to show off his dynamic w Paul cause I really like them together #they’re both so autistic but are complete opposites and that’s fun to play around with #it’s just a little quiet guy vs guy who is sensory hell to be around #George is so excitable and loud and physically affectionate #they love each other so much but Paul probably can only handle him in small doses sometimes #though George tries rly hard to work around Paul’s sensory issues n Paul tries to work around George’s problems in returns #they try very hard and take good care of each other despite being so different #in truth Paul has always done best with people who are nothing like him (Lin Abbot and George) #i also reallyyyy love Barb she’s so goofy silly but you just see her in her rock bottom state in Endless Ocean alas #Maybe one day I’ll find fics to include them more prominently in #again the problem is they’re all Dead #like I’ve thought about that modern verse where everyone is alive and how it’d change the dynamics #buuut that doesn’t rly do it for me in terms of stuff I’d actually write #it’s just a fun thing for me to think about rather than write so I do not know #perhaps we’ll see them all again eventually

[wintersoldeer]

everyone else gets: ...bells?

i get: my dashboard not working at all anymore (just an empty white page)

#i had to download the app this is horrible (why is everything in the middle? ads?? endless scrolling???) #at least im at my parents for chrisms so i can stea- uh borrow my moms laptop #i came here yesterday like ah i better leave early while it’s still light at least some of the way! wow the weather is really shit! #pick up my 90+ yo grandma! wow the weather is even more shit i literally cant see more than two meters in front of me am i even on the road! #i have to stop on this bus stop to clean the windshield wipers form the ice! yay done we can keep going now! ...oh no. the car wont start! #wait. try again! the car wont start! wait! start calling people like my parents an figuring out if we should take a taxi to the nearest town #and wait there for my dad to pick us up in 3+ hours itd take him to get us! call idk what u call them hinaaja! try the car again! it starts! #yay!! but oh shit! theres so much snow in that bus stop that we’re fucking stuck! try to kick some snow away from the tires! no use! #the road people say theyll be there in a half an hour or so! after half an hour or so they call and ask where are we ok we’ll be there in #a half an hour or so! after an half an hour or so someone comes and manages to easily unstuck the car! yay!! after like 2 hours we’re #finally on our way! and while we sat there in the snowbank the snowing and hailing has calmed down into a normal level! it’s ofc dark now #but i can actually see the road! yay!!! and then. we manage to drive like two kilometers before the road is blocked by an accident?? idek #theres just a queue of a hundred meters of cars now moving an inch we cant see whats happening on the road ahead! so we have to wait #another hour! i guess there were some trucks that had just... idk... frozen on the road and we had to wait for someone to clear the snow #from between the lanes so we could go past them idek?? but at least after that everything went smoothly for the rest of the way and at #that point it wasnt snowing at all anymore! but it did take us like 7 hours to drive that normally 3-4 hour trip! #anyways merry chrsimgs everyone! #im gonna go watch the snowman soon and maybe try to see it i can make 9 chrimsm cards in like two hours bc i did not put off doing that til #the last minute ha ha h a ... . . . . #i say