#ITS STILL ECHOING IN MY HEAD LIKE

[weirdhasanxiety]

@bone-evidence thank you for red-stained loveletters I love them

(They sent me into brainrot-induced drawing hell)

This is from ‘when the bough breaks’

shdjsjjd I’m sorry it’s not 100% accurate because of framing and compo issues BUT STILL I hope you like :D

your writings so pretty and I love Prussia’s voice and liet’s dissociation and the way he’s just trying to make sense of everything

Everyone else READ IT. (Note the trigger warnings though!)

Bonus sketches and funny mistakes:

Prussia initially looked like this(somehow???)(he looks like a kid)

The initial thing(with cooler colors and a wonkier face and Liet has wide-ass shoulders)

If you can’t tell it’s my first time drawing Lithuania and I still cannot do humans without references hhhhh

#aph prussia #hws prussia #my art #mein #aph lithuania #hws lithuania #gilbert beilschmidt #tolys laurinaitis #THE FIC IS VERY GOOD #ITS STILL ECHOING IN MY HEAD LIKE

[iaminatree]

michael mell gets bullied by an evil supercomputer.png this is not a michael gets squipped au btw lol i just wanted to draw smth silly. anyways i love this guy forreel <3

cropped ver.

#be more chill #bmc #bmc fanart #michael mell #bmc michael #hellooooo bmc fandom #(my voice echoes distantly along an empty hallway) #yeah idk be more chill pops up in my head every year or so and i go mentally ill #this time specifically i randomly thought of that sick as fuck bakunawa au #like dawg that one og fic was my first ever favorite fic on ao3 #(bmc is the first fandom i even looked up on ao3 too) #soooo yeah i reread it and its one of the few things in this world that nostalgia didnt rose tint #its still banger i still love that fic to itty bitty bits #anyways uh rant over. bmc will never let me leave. help.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i wanted to try my hand at slamming Home with the puppetification beam. i told myself i wasn't gonna get attached. im attached. not sure about the outfit tho

#hes in my head now. rent free. #BITES HIM BITES HIM BITES HIM ARGHASBDASKJNA #in my mind hes in the same height category as poppy/barnaby/howdy #that is to say: Tall. Big Guy. #hes also mute! i think he can still like... creak? bc hes still Home yk yk i want him to keep his main attributes #also bc his mouth cant really open. those teeth are Fixed #ITS 6 AM IM SUPPOSED TO BE WRITING A COVER LETTER NOT THINKING ABOUT PUPPET!HOME #now im like 'oh what are his dynamics with the neighbors whats his personality what does he do' #BRAIN PLEASE BE QUIET I NEED A JOB #neurons said no job only welcome home #emphasis on the Home #scribble salad #welcome home #hes a big ol friendly guy... #im fairly satisfied with how he looks #i think he resembles his canon form enough #and i hope hes noticeably similar to wally! i tried to have him echo the little man in little ways #also please bear with me im not used to drawing glasses. at all #i need to give more of characters glasses huh.... get that skillz in

[pleasantmsp]

I love Beauyasha so much. I miss them so much.

The reunion gave me so much joy and now I'm in this weird happy but melancholy state. I love the Nein so much and I want more of them. And I especially want more of Beau and Yasha. If we get a Fjorester wedding one shot, I will be stoked. But then also give me the Beauyasha wedding too!

I'm really just hoping they keep doing these little reunions cause I love the Mighty Nein so much and seeing them makes me so happy.

#critical role #cr spoilers #beauyasha #the mighty nein #echoes of the solstice #and the rest of the tags are a rant #got a bit carried away lol #my depression has been real bad for the past like 9 months and i dont have the money or resources to go to therapy #so i am in a real interesting head space lately #this one shot gave me so much joy #i haven't felt that engaged and excited and happy in a long time #but now that its over that feeling is being joined by (like i said) this weird melancholy that i've never felt in this way before #tm9 mean so much to me #beauyasha means so much to me #especially in these times with the strikes and all the cancelations of wlw inclusive media #i've been trying to get back into c3 but getting through those first arcs is proving difficult #bh just doesn't feel the same as the m9 to me which is fine but sad in a way #cause I feel like there's still so much the nein could do and participate in #i definitely understood what ashley meant when she said she didn't feel like she was done with yasha #i feel the same #so i hope they keep doing these one shots and i hope they release some news on the animated show soon #and here's hoping that as I catch up on bh i can come to love them even half as much as tm9 #cause that'd be enough to keep me coming back and then some

[hearties-circus]

Guy that I am. So normal about

#al art #al ocs #imagine me in a locked echo chamber just wailing about denys #thats my head right now #im so fucked up sbout them. because. i had a little thiught #before my reasoning for ehy denys wouldnt kill axel was a mix of professionalism and contradictory feelings #now having given it more thought ive realised its specifically because axel is OK with it #denys WANTS axel to be scared for zir life denys NEEDS axel to be terrified #because thats how vos parents felt. they were scared. they didnt want to die. they didnt want to be Killed. #and little denys was so so so scared stumbling upon the scene that vo was gonna be next. who wouldnt be. wicks parents were Murdered #wick needs to get that revenge to have axel be so so scared like they all were back then #but zes just not. #its been 5 years since axel found out who denys was and almost immediately ze realised that whatever punishment denys wanted was justified #it would be the right thing. fae wouldn't fight it. #so now neither of them gets what they want. they cant. #denys still wants axel to think wick would and could kill fae at any moment but axel is ok with that #i am literally in my room seperate from my family on hogmanay and gripping my glass of blue wkd. i am SO normal right now #denys #axel

[oatbugs]

LOVELY DAUGHTER UNSOUND MIND!

#her name is the morning dews her name is light ! her brother has no excuse for his cruelty she can #change the world she has to change this country first if one day she resents me i hope i will care for her stil #his name is the lake his name is the singing bird he is going to to die soon its all neurodegenerative i miss him dearly #and ill miss him more still. a pool of wealth gathers on the shores of an island in the carribean holding ears #building domes and turning heads away in terror of the finite. a photo to the chat of a styrofoam cup full of himalayan salt #sent by the millionaire. answer echoes answer. would you like to be a guest speaker inside my lungs? #THROW THE ARROW INSIDE THE AUTOCLAVE PIERCE THE APPLE ON THEIR HEAD WITH GREAT STERILITY WITH GREAT CARE WITH SOUND MIND #somewhere over the ocean there is turkish coffee the dark wood of a berlin coffee shop the white sunlight of swiss alps #my friend sending me poetry in jest from tokyo her heart in rural china #my heart with the large sun of northern iran flowing through streetlight poles at dusk holding two trans girls hand in hand

[theambivalentagender]

Fellow writers/comic artists/people involved in the writing thing in some way:

Do you ever get this problem where you watch a bunch of media produced and set in another country, and then when you go to write all the dialogue starts coming into your head filtered in the accent(s) and manners of speech of that country that are distinctly different from where you've set your work?

I've watched all of Good Omens twice in the past week and now as I'm trying to plan out the next Valley Echoes comic everyone's suddenly got strong British/Scottish accents.

#Shane sounds like David Tennant when he goes into his deeper register #i do headcanon that Shane has a slight Scotts-Irish accent but its certainly not anywhere close to Tennant level #i recently had to go back and edit dialogue where someone said “ah yes well...” #i think things are still slipping by anyway #do other writers actually work like this anyway? #where you kinda hear the voice of each character in your head and write it down? #like you go to your brain “ok heres your conversation topic #lets see how these characters talk about it“ #and you mentally sit back and let it play out? #that's actually why i dont finalize dialogue until after the drawing is done #sometimes the act of sketching a scene gives my mind something to work with regarding what they're saying #anyway #valley echoes asides

[the-acid-pear]

The thing about the painter analog that people don't get and makes them hate it is that at heart this isn't a serious horror story. This is pure gore not only for the sake of gore but for the sake of camp. Once I was talking of to my dad laughing at the guy who had his face sanded off and he was like yeah not new they did that in Jason already 🙄 which was later reinforced by UrbanSpook admitting this is inspired by those old 80s slasher which should tell you everything.

I'm saying this bc i saw a video pairing it with Playground and the incest game and while I don't know the second I watched a video on playground once and the difference is that that book is trying to tell a story and say something on top of the gore but the later makes it hard to care. Which is kind of the issue another "gone too far" piece of media my beloved A Serbian Film runs into where you cannot take yourself too seriously if you also want to show over the top violence or you'll lose the audience.

OF COURSE there are exceptions like Hostel, Saw and 😏 the human centipede ☺️ (cocksucker for that movie and it's more serious points, though it barely counts bc the gore is very tame save for in 2) and I couldn't exactly tell you what's the difference between what makes them work and what doesn't but still.

But I'm getting off topic I'm not here to say which media is good or not I'm here to point out the painter is not a serious story that asks you to care for the characters it's a over the top schlocky gore that asks you to go GROOOOSS or laugh at the over the top brutality it presents. Which is very standard in horror.

#luly talks #urbanspook #the painter analog horror #also yes actually I'll mention THC again bc that movie is deemed to go ''too far'' which is joked about often in its sequels #in 3 after the inmates at the prison watch the movie they echo the opinions of the public (calling the director sick saying he'd be jailed #etc except for my best friend who GETS IT and is laughing ILY BESTIE) and 2 is a direct response to the reaction of 1 #while 1 is an extremely fucking tame horror movie BY ALL FUCKING MEANS (1 surgery scene and its so clean. after that just a tad bit of blood #and some minor infection) they made a movie that ACTUALLY went too far #and i ironically enough hate it despite appreciating this bc it just isn't fun for me. because it's trying a bit too hard. #but in case you don't know. one of the links of the centipede is a pregnant woman. she escapes and gives birth in the car. baby falls on the #brakes. she steps on its head. #pointing it out since children seem to be the point ppl go THIS IS TOO FAR #i personally found the baby squishing the highlight of the movie. second to that is. the barbed wire rape #which i didn't like because i don't enjoy seeing women be raped in my movies but its like #so funny man. literally bro put barbed wire on his cock. like that's just iconic #what shit like this and the painter are trying to achieve is simple shock. and that's FUN. #if you dont find it fun that's literally okay it simply isn't your piece of cake but that doesn't mean its bad or it shouldn't exist. #like i still see ppl insult it like GROW UP... THIS KIND OF HORROR HAS EXISTED FOREVER STOP BEING SUCH A BABY MAN

[bunnyb34r]

Having to explain to my mom that 5min crafts is a content farm/what that is. That sure they have some genuine hacks, but a lot are genuinely dangerous and bad

It's like I'm not trying to be the parent, but I've been on the internet daily since I was 9 years old and you respectively have only been on it for maybe 8 years? Consistently? And only on Facebook. Like man the shit I have seen has aged me a lot more mentally than I care to admit.

It's so hard too bc I know I should like a know it all/conspiracy freak when I tell her not to get a reddit bc she's gonna get sucked into a WS cult and get radicalized, or when I tell her Facebook reels is the same as tiktok. Which she has continuously forbade me to have since it came out (bc evil chinese company. It's okay when it's an evil American company though). That she needs to be careful and not just believe whatever she sees, but it's like for once I DO know more and I DO need to be the adult.

Like I remember having so many fucking talks to get her out of that SAVE THE CHILDREN shit and debunking the wayfair shit, and the Hillary Clinton shit, and all this shit. I constantly am telling her "nope that's antisemitism in disguise, heres why" ab stupid theories and shit and why they're harmful and it's like I want to fucking scream

Idk where I was going with this but like god I'm tired

#and she gets mad when im 'parenting' her and its like well then fucking use your brain!!! think before you share shit! ask questions!!!! #had to explain that the reason jfk had a diff coffin on air force one wasn't like a body swap but bc the first casket wasnt secured right #and the man was LEAKING in the fucking casket and they had to get a clean easier to transport one #that it was his family that didnt want it open not the gov like the man had half a fucking head at that point!! what did you expect?! #and then shes like well how do YOU know all this shit. how do you know YOURE right and Its like bc i check my sources?? bc i know how to?? #bc i actually use my brain and dont sit in a digital echo chamber validating what i want to hear #thankfully we dont actually get fox in our house somehow (god probably) and we dont have cable so she cant watch fox & friends #but Facebook is it's own fucking up hill battle and it's like go back to playing 1010! and shit on your phone instead #and she stays on Facebook for that dopamine hit and its like i know you have adhd and your dr doesnt believe you but for godsake #i stg she's the reason my body hair is still turning white. it initially stated bc my dad was causing us so much fucking stress and then #it lessened a bit but now im finding more and more like my body is eating the pigment sgdgdgdgd #im gonna go gray by 35 i stg i have ONE white hair on my head and have gotten several on every part of my body like eyebrows and armpits ect #the funniest is leg hair like oh okay go grandpa #ANYWAYS im tired and i guess i needed to get this out #marquilla

[no-1-rosalind-lang-apologist]

Red being Oliver coded will never not be funny to me

#my sense of humor is so dead #chloe gong #secret shanghai #foul lady fortune #foul heart huntsman #these violent delights #flf #tvd #fhh #oliver hong #LOSING HIM WAS BLUE LIKE ID NEVER KNOWN #MISSING HIM WAS DARK GRAY ALL ALONE #FORGETTING HIM WAS LIKE TRYIN TO KNOW SOMEBODY YOU NEVER MET #BUT LOVING HIM WAS RED #FIGHTING WITH HIM WAS LIKE TRIBG TO SOLVE A CROSSWORD AND REALIZING THERES NO RIGHT ANSWER #REMEMBERING HIM COMES IN FLASHBACKS AND ECHOES #TELL MYSELF ITS TIME NOW GOTTA LET GO #BUT MOVING ON FROM HIM IS IMPOSSIBLE #WHEN I STILL SEE IT ALL IN MY HEAD #IN BURNING RED

[kraniumet]

"cultural analysis" youtubers read something that isn't a medium/vouge/vox op-ed as research challange

#creating a new aesthetic called echo chamber core #edit. started thinking about it and actually i think my head died during the aesthetics vs subculture vid why did i watch that. #the bizzare way it ostensibly sets out to critique subcultures reduction to “fashion” or whatever while entirely reducing the concept of #subculture to fashion throughout the video. the seemingly willful misunderstanding of subculture studies origins to make a cheap crack #about 1920s cultural studies “not being interested in women” (also: not true). #the fact that its a 40 minute long video on aesthetics that never once mentions nazism but has a shout out to cottagecore being a positive #new subcultural group. #the annoyance at calling light blue nails “blueberry milk nails” as a “trendy signifier” when that type of naming is exactly like whats #on an actual nail polish bottle. just. the level of internet brain that is unble to fathom subcultures still existing outside the internet #or the idea that fashion isn't always the primary expression of subculture. #the circular fashion brained argument that “how you dress can no longer be counter cultural or revolutionary because everyone can buy a #shein dupe miu miu skirt now" #while acknowledging that working class brittish people's participation in subculture (for instance) #did not improve their financial or social situation #but at the same time not mentioning the arguably inherent fashion marketing origins of punk fashion. #the insistence on constantly citing one single person of origin for internet trends. #the reoccurring narrative of claimed “deeper capitalist critiquing“ fashion movements being ”co-opted“ and appropriated as #”less deep“ fashion marketing trends by big fashion inc. as if that kind of #posture of anticapitalist agenda and confusing pseudo intellectualism (health goth manifesto) isn't commonly occuring in fashion marketing. #like people dont walk down fashion week runways wearing tulle maxi dresses spelling “fuck capitalism”. #or žižek didn't write copy for an a&f mag #recuperation 101

[vaugarde]

as someone who doesnt really engage in the superhero genre and only saw one of the spiderman movies when i was like, in middle school, i also appreciate spiderverse because while obviously its a love letter to everything spiderman, it's something that can be appreciated by anyone.

#sure a lot of stuff flies over my head like the doc ock twist or the prowler #but it doesnt make the movie any less enjoyable like the doc ock thing is still effective bc its a twist that the lady who seems like she'l #be helpful is actually an unhinged divorce murder lady with tentacle arms #and the twist that uncle aaron was the prowler hit me so hard when i first saw it #theyre not just good spiderman movies but theyre good movies in general yknow? #echoed voice

[minarcana]

#ok guess what fuckers youre going to be on another tag ramble adventure with me #ive been afflicted with the same images in my brain tumbling around and the only way to free my brain is to write them out #and anyways i have been contemplating wol au uri for a bit due to various reasons (he came up and then i got this image and couldnt be free #shb with uri as the wol is. after killing vauthry. he is SO fucked up that raha STILL wont just let him die #he was supposed to have raha send him to the rift with the light and let him die there but now that he cant stop him rahas taking it himsel #and theres the whole. 'no we really cannot have the wol die.' thing. #that makes it infinitely worse to uri. him just yelling through blood to let him die! let him have his turn! he WANTS to die! #the idea of bring told that the wol CANT die makes it so much more unfair to him #'you wouldnt know what to do if i died? i didnt know what to do for years after louisoux died! i still dont know what to do without moenbry #da! papalymo can sacrifice himself and everyone adapts! shtola has thrown herself to the lifestream twice! minfilia died! i had to stay sil #ent and let ryne choose her own path if she died or not! i cant tell people that i would be lost yet everyone gets to tell ME that? #do you think i am better than them do you think them worth less why do they have the right to die and i do not!' #he is SO SO SO much worse as a wol and it falls out in one outburst after hes quizzed as to why he thought he could sacrifice himself #but he also realizes that its really fucked up to say that aloud so yknow. yknow what. yknow. #hell bottle up all his feelings and then one day hell either die or start crying and it looks like he aint allowed to die! #he still takes the aid from ardbert at amaurot with the statement that #'if i dont try and save who i might then ill never be able to face moenbryda' #anyways cannot stop thinking about me giving uri the echo like 'this will be funny!' and hes just 'my life has become infinitely worse' #HEAD IN MY HANDS

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i am going to describe the state of being that i call: feeling unhinged #at least according to how i experienced it today. sometimes its a lil different #but i woke up at like 5am with racing thoughts. not racing in an anxious way but too much to think and trying to think all of it at the #same time. so much to think that it was hard to listen to anything because it was like my thoughts were a radio playing discordant sound #over everything else. so it was like i wasn't all the way in the present. most of me was in my head. and its like when i stop listening to #things my brain has echos. like someone's whispering in the peripherals of my mind. not in like a auditory hallucination way #just like in my head and ever so slightly out of control. its not bad. just kinda weird #and then energy. so so much energy. too much to hold in my chest. i could not be still so i ran and ran and ran and i still wasnt tired #and it was still hard to focus bc my brain was everywhere. around 1 i started to calm down and now im laying down #but i mean im not exhausted. for some reason i guess i was just possessed by a demon for a few hours. how am i supposed to get things done #bc like it would b nice if i could stop my brain from catching on fire 🔥 #like idk what to call that tho. bc it didnt feel good. it felt like im holding my head together so it doesn't explode so i dont burst into #flames. ive got so many ideas but im just sitting here with my head in my hands #just kinda unhinged #unrelated

[vogelmeister]

decided to reread merel’s monologue in wings of love and i noticed the best unintentional parallel

#im not sure if its a item of foreshadowing bc even though it’s written after goud takes place before wings of love #its kinda an echo ngl #basically merel says in her massive monologue at the end of wol ‘ #how she could run away from the netherlands but she will always be connected to it #and that even if she never spoke dutch again she would still in essence always be dutch born and raised #and in goud anne-fleur is basically like yea well ill run away from the netherlands and i’ll never speak dutch again #ill erase my old self completely #and i won’t feel bad about it #it should be known both mention america #so basically merel is saying ‘i can leave but i cant forget’ and anne fleur is like ‘i can leave and god can i forget’ #its also interesting bc anne fleur secretly knows she can’t just forget the place she grew up in #but she still wants to do it #this was better in my head but god!! really highlights the difference between the two girls and is an unintentional echo #to something that wasn’t written yet #ill update on this. actually #but yeah the fact this line specifically mentions america is interesting #and i think because it does mention america it highlights exactly the difference between merel and anne fleur #how anne fleur sees the love for the netherlands as holding merel back #how because she knows it’s unrealistic mirrors the fact she never truly fully despises merel #how it could almost be read as americanisation #the line almost reads as a very sad jab at anne fleur #or the notion that anne fleur tried to take her to america and forget the netherlands but merels not that girl #thoughts thunk #i am actually a genius #however there are some inconsistencies from wol to goud ill change #dutch language found dead

[nimagine]

mr. gets shredded for the bingo

i had trouble deciding whether things counted if they used to be true but arent anymore (i.e. i used to constantly rotate him in my mind but i do not at present). im leaning more towards only counting things in the present.

#even though this was the character i was most obsessed with i still wouldnt have said he's the best character #if i had to pick gun to my head honestly the best character in rise is splinter #the good changes feel like they ripple out from him #bc the best thing in the show is the nuanced dynamics between different characters and groups of characters #and their personalities echo splinter's #donnie's dynamics with each other character consistently rank as my fav but i dont think that means that donnie is the BEST character #i think it just means i liked his relationships with other characters best. does that make sense LOL #so i think when fans obsessively focus on him its a bit boring. its about the dynamics. its about the interplay #rtmnt #ask