#Middle aged neurospicy

[elaurianwellness]

#Confidence #Building confidence #Self worth #Self compassion #Compassion #Wellbeing #Mild swearing #Autistic woman #Adult autistics #Autistic adult #Middle aged autistic #Middle aged neurospicy #Neurospicy squad #Youtube

[emoboi20]

HE'S GONE WOOHOO

Keep it up ya'll! Stay strong as a community. He will not break us <3

When he inevitably makes a new account we will be on the lookout!

#middle regression #sfw middle space #agere blog #agere little #age regressor #thesylveonrosen #involuntary age regression #safe space #neurospicy

[clatterbane]

Now I am once again trying to figure out some reasonable way(s) that I might be able to monetize writing, shitty executive function and all. Because that is one of the things that I feel like I should be able to fall back on, on some sort of consistent basis and without necessary needing any official pieces of paper or consistent adult paid employment history that I just don't really have. Consistency has never really been my strong suit, as if that weren't obvious.

(Hell, I can't acceptably prove that I've been to school a day in my life at this point, which was a bit sobering when I was thinking about trying to obtain some further potentially useful official pieces of paper--or their virtual equivalent--after settling here.)

Just part of the fun of ending up as one flavor of middle-aged neurospicy and otherwise disabled jack of all trades. Mostly somewhat nerdy ones. I know that I must have accumulated some kind of marketable skills, but damned if I've ever been that able to tell exactly what I could somewhat consistently use for (hopefully) fun and at least minor profit.

Maybe I should just get back into making jewelry, and try to flog some of that. Never necessarily great at it, but somebody would probably be willing to pay me for it anyway. People like jewelry--the weirder and more obviously handmade the better, within some reasonable bounds.

#personal #midlife crisis #of a particular kind #more or less #ongoing for a while #being shorter on money since we moved hasn't helped

[kikikakapo]

You’ve never felt terror until you hear a middle aged woman say “blah blah neurospicy blah blah” and it’s coming from your mothers computer while she’s working

#The feelings I felt when I heard that were something #I think a part of my soul died actually #I know I don’t usually do text posts but I had to share this experience #Um #Textpost #Kikiposting #I guess

[e11n]

SUPER SUPER SUPER FUNNY to have my mom who is Diagnosed With Things and uses the term Neurospicy and LOOOVES the quirky middle age woman ADHD #Skits reposted from TikTok to Instagram Reels yell at me and call me the r slur whenever i dont understand or ask for clarification on a vague instruction to the point where I dread having to help her because I know I'm just going to be thrown through the verbal ringer for x amount of time but my DAD Who isn't diagnosed with anything (but DEFINITELY has something going on with the way he carries conversations and like generally just a lot of his traits) and doesn't think half of mental illnesses are real and thinks antidepressive pills are like fake and made to get people addicted to things they don't need just had to teach me age 20 how to open a baby gate and was incredibly patient and more specific when I didn't understand what he meant and ended it all with a "now you know!"

#Its very funny he'll tell me to do something (go to the ends) and let me do the wrong thing and then be like nope not there. #like he just trial and errors me in a funny way but he doesnt get MAD he'll just wait for mw to figure out what he means or #clarify it if i ask #not to be mistaken. he is not a Good Man but like its just EXTRA FUNNY that thisbitch of all people is like #the most patient . probably because he shares incredibly similar brainthings to me

[krissydoodle-art]

HI THERE!!!

Im Krissy and this is where i keep all my art i post to tumblr 👍

❗️PROSHIP DNI❗️16+, a little suggestive/might curse a bit but this is not a nsfw page so please keep that kind of interaction/follows to a minimum here thx :’)

if you decide you’d like to follow me here pls turn on post notifications as i am a slow artist and don’t post often :’) and pls don’t be shy to ask or comment, i love hearing from u! heres some stuff abt me:

🌙18 y/o, INTJ, aside from art i play piano and i’m slowly learning acoustic guitar

🌙very much multi-fandom!! heres a few (a lot) that i love the most: Hades game, The Legend of Zelda, MGS, Disco Elysium, Sonic, Leviathan trilogy by Scott Westerfeld, Lotr, Team Fortress 2, Dead by Daylight, the bands Ghost, Shinedown, Megadeth etc etc, ask me abt them!! (theres more <3) currently obsessed with: mgs, dbd, and death stranding lol

🌙other non-fandom related things i enjoy: animals, knights, history (ancient greece, egyptology, middle ages + renaissance, vikings), gothic architecture, vampires, my ocs, basically if you’re neurospicy we probably have smth in common bc i like too many things as u can see

ok thx for reading hope you enjoy my art here :)

#krissydoodle

[emoboi20]

Blue's Clues Agere Moodboard

One of my current regression shows that I'm OBSESSED with is Blue's Clues and I wanted to make a moodboard for anyone else who loves this show! (also I have a really cute Blue's Clues bag I'll post soon. The bag is from when I was three but I found it last summer and it is sooo cute!)

Anyways here's the board:

Have a good day my lovelies and may all your regression be safe and spent doing everything you love!

#middle regression #sfw middle space #agere little #sfw littlespace #age regressor #agere blog #involuntary age regression #neurospicy #sfw regression #safe space #voluntary regression #blues clues #inner child #trauma healing

[emoboi20]

Me and my Blue backpack!

Here's me and my Blue backpack! (blue's clues)

Have a good day lovelies!

#middle regression #sfw middle space #agere little #age regressor #agere blog #sfw littlespace #safe space #neurospicy #sfw regression #involuntary age regression

[emoboi20]

Happy Easter Everyone!

Here's an Easter (age regression) moodboard!(no religious symbols):

Featuring my stuffie named Daisy in the upper left corner!

Have a good Easter my lovelies!

#middle regression #sfw middle space #agere little #sfw littlespace #age regressor #agere blog #involuntary age regression #neurospicy #sfw regression #safe space #pastel

[emoboi20]

Genuine Question

So I thought my regression ages were 8-13 but I may be even younger sometimes (like 5 or 6).

I discovered this when I was regressed today and I was thinking about what sort of gear I might want to get and I realized I really want a sippy cup in my gear.

Is it normal to realize that your regression age is younger than you thought? For me it's kind of scary because what if I regress even younger to a toddler or baby?

#middle regression #sfw middle space #agere little #sfw littlespace #age regressor #agere blog #involuntary age regression #neurospicy #sfw regression #safe space

[emoboi20]

Little bit of Little Gear

I got a teether and 2 pacifiers today! Yes I realize how bad baby pacifiers are for adult teeth but I am just using them till I can get the adult ones.

Isn't the teether so cute?

Have a good day my lovelies!

#middle regression #sfw middle space #agere little #age regressor #agere blog #sfw littlespace #neurospicy #safe space #sfw regression #involuntary age regression

[emoboi20]

Easter Basket

my grandma sent me an Easter basket and here's what was inside!

#middle regression #sfw middle space #agere little #sfw littlespace #age regressor #agere blog #involuntary age regression #neurospicy #sfw regression #safe space

[emoboi20]

Voluntary Regression

Today was my first time voluntarily regressing!

I set up my favorite blankie, and my stuffed rabbit named hope, and I watched blues clues, and had interactive YouTube playdates, (here's the playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNBuwv6tFS8akltb9j62VbV15OItD6IAm) and I also colored!

I had a really good time today.

Maybe if I "practice" regressing on my own time, involuntary regression won't be so scary. IDK if that's gonna work or not but we'll see...

I am probably going to try to get myself some gear in the next couple days and put together a regression kit to have with me just in case I start regressing at school or in public. (just have to have discreet enough items in there especially for school)

I was thinking of putting my favorite essential oil, a blanket, a stuffie, a chew necklace(also gum for when a chew necklace is too obvious), obviously some snacks, a regular water bottle as well as a sippy cup, a brush, and my ear plugs.

Good luck lovelies! <3

#middle regression #sfw middle space #agere little #sfw littlespace #age regressor #agere blog #neurospicy #sfw regression #safe space

[emoboi20]

School is Almost OVER!!!!

I calculated how many days of school I have left and I only have 33 days left!

So excited! I'm going to try my best to do what my regressed self wants to do this summer without fear of people at school judging me!

#middle regression #sfw middle space #agere little #sfw littlespace #age regressor #agere blog #involuntary age regression #sfw regression #neurospicy #safe space #sfw

[emoboi20]

Sh*tty Regression

Today was one of my worst regression days.

I woke up after having an awful dream about my abuser and then I went into my anxiety/panic attack stage of my regression. My whole body was trembling and I usually use stimming to help me be less anxious but this time I hit myself because I was angry.

Angry at myself angry at him.

I'm doing quite a bit better now but I wanted to show you what regression starts with in my experience.

I always start anxious before entering the space and often my thoughts are about him or any other major stressor going on. Then I become partiallly verbal and numb and then the end of the cycle is me being partly in the regressed headspace.

I never have fully regressed fortunately but I've gotten close and losing that control is terrifying.

Usually I stay in the headspace for a couple hours and then it goes away and I'm usually exhausted. (I'm usually hyper when I'm in the headspace)

Here's a picture of me in the headspace.

I may eventually show the anxiety/panic attack phase to shed light but I'm a really ugly crier...

Good luck darlings!

#middle regression #impure agere #sfw littlespace #involuntary age regression #agere little #sfw middle space #panic attack #stimming #neurospicy #bad childhood #flashback

[emoboi20]

Board suggestions open!!!

Hey! anyone who has a agere moodboard suggestion (no matter how obscure) can ask away!

I have a lot of fun making boards and would be happy to make any of your suggestions into boards!

Good day lovelies. Sorry for all the more negative content lately...

#middle regression #sfw middle space #agere little #sfw littlespace #age regressor #agere blog #neurospicy #safe space #sfw regression