#Rin Rants

[soldier--poet--queen]

i hate you diet culture i hate you body competitions i hate you extreme workout culture i hate you body shaming i hate you unhealthy expectations for how bodies should look i hate you culture that promotes starving i hate you unrealistic body images i h

#rin rants #rin rambles #tw eating disorder #tw diet #I AM SO FUCKING SICK. AND TIRED. OF THIS BULLSHIT #i am FINALLY at a healthy weight and body fat percentage after YEARS of being underweight to the point of my menstrual cycle being fucked #and WHAT AM I SEEING? DONT EAT CARBS DONT EAT SUGAR YOU WANT AN ITTY BUTTY WAIST SO THE GUYS WILL GRAB IT #WHAT IF I GRAB YOU BY THE NECK AND FUCKING THROTTLE YOU OKAY #WOMEN. LADIES. YOU NEED FAT. WE ALL NEED FAT ON OUR BODIES #I AM BITING AND KILLING AND MAIMING AND GNAWING AND TEARING THE DIET CULTURE FOR YOU

[youngbuckisms]

People on twt saying Edge/Adam “downgraded” is so frustrating. Look at the amazing talent in this company, the literal legends they sign, the matches they have, the storytelling in every feud, and tell me it’s a downgrade. Does AEW do as good as WWE in sales and ratings? No, but they put so much into every single show. Y’all so quick to jump on the hating AEW train, but never give the product a chance.

Anyway I’m happy for Adam and I hope he has the best fucking time in AEW.

#rin rants #rin things #aew

[vegafiction]

Trans healthcare in this country is a fucking joke.

You know. I had a meeting with a doctor to start GHAT back in October 18th.

It’s been about a month since then and I still haven’t started because

1.) my insurance company didn’t approve the first prescription

2.) After they didn’t approve of it, my doctor had to change it to the one that my insurance company did cover. (She did that no problem.)

3.) Once she did that, my insurance company gave the okay, and you’d think that would be enough but, no wait! There’s more.

Turns out the pharmacy has to preorder the medication, and when they tried to, it was on back order until January :D

And when I called to ask what the fuck was going on (because, mind you, their phone lines are shit and you can’t understand a god damn thing people are saying on the phone) they told me that the medication WASNT APPROVED. EVEN THOUGH SOMEONE ELSE SAID IT WAS AND IT WAS ON BACK ORDER?

I’m so confused.

The woman on the phone who left me the message said I had the option of going to a difference pharmacy to see if they have my medication in stock, and while I don’t fault her for the suggestion, the reason why I use them as my pharmacy is because I am agoraphobic.

If it were as simple as leaving my town to find a better pharmacy, i would do it in a heartbeat. But alas, that’s not how my brain works.

I just want to get my hormones man. God damn. Fuck people who made testosterone a schedule III drug. And fuck people who made it difficult for Medicaid users to get medication in the first place.

This country really hates the low-income disabled queer community and it fucking shows.

#Rin Rants #delete later #im lucky that im not in a desperate position for hormones rn #but it doesn't feel nice waiting this long #trans people just wanna live their lives #why does everything and everyone gotta make shit hard for us #whatever man

[neakco]

Imma go to sleep early I say.

I take the sleepy medicine at 8pm

I turn off my phone

I play the sleepy music

It is currently 12:30am

I have given into the delirium of being severely tired yet unable to sleep

The fact that I can type is a miracle

At least I think I am typing english

Could be gibberish

Or something made up

I did once dream in latin

I am not going to remember posting this

I am not even anxious or depressed today

I thought it was a good day

Why does my brain hate me

Words are jumping and dancing

Hopefully that means unconsciousness comes soon

I don't wanna wake up for obligations tomorrow....today.

#rin rants #sleep deprived thoughts #mental health is important

[rin-a-dingding]

Oughhh I want this fuckass job to be over with

I just want to be at home relax and draw my blorbos in peace

#rin rants #i have 3 days left and after that I need to head to storage to grab my things #it’s going to be a long ass week

[fukanouna]

First day of vacation and I’m called on Teams and on my personal # because of tech issues happening onsite.

I know I don’t have to answer but I also don’t want to return to a chaotic mess next week. This is why I believe everyone should have general knowledge in navigating both Windows and MacOS

#rin rants

[riririnnnn]

Random things in Blue Lock I find endearing:

-> Barou looking after Nagi

This was cute, you know. I mean, Barou was the one who first scolded Nagi for swimming in that bathtub, but he is also the one taking care of him—you getting me? It's a small thing, I know, but it's really cute!

-> Rin accepting Hiori's help

With the way Rin was shown till that point, I was actually scared for Hiori because I thought Rin was going to shook off Hiori by saying, "Fuck off!" Like, it just seems very plausible for his character, but then he surprised me!

Just look at him allowing Hiori to help him up by his arms! I understand that many will think that I've gone crazy, but this is one of those things where if you know, you know.

–> Barou throwing Nagi

I snorted at this panel. Like, before this panel, we can see that Isagi literally has his hand around Barou's nape, but no, Barou has to throw Nagi only, it got to be Nagi—if that doesn't sum up their relation, I don't know what will.

–> IGA-DA-GOAT-GURI and Goatmaru

When Isagi's name was suddenly called and he got startled which cracked them up. I just absolutely loved the above panel—so adorbs‼️

-> Sae being Sae

I really haven't seen anyone talk about what he said above—even I seemed to have overlooked his words. It seems so bittersweet that when Sae gave validation to Isagi, he mentioned Rin too like, "He saw through your instincts too." Almost as if it were some kind of necessary requirement for someone to shine in his eyes.

Like, in simple words, "You looked through my little brother's instinct too? Now that's some good shit!"

It's kinda a subtle way of Sae giving Rin validation too like, "He is a solid player! How I know? Oh because he saw through your gameplay."

Sweet.

-> Ubers

Lorenzo especially. Like, just look at him! I don't need to say anything more!

-> Silly Boy

I wanna squeeze his face!!!! AAAAAA!!

And he is supposed to be the ace of the national team???? Like, look at that face, I will never be intimidated by such a cutie patootie. He deserves so many smooches!

-> Little Brother

Aww. Just, awwwwwwww.

Head pats is my own love language too, so seeing this made me melt, and to be honest, Niko is Blue Lock's little brother! It just makes sense to think like that.

#blue lock #bllk #barou shouei #nagi seishiro #itoshi rin #hiori yo #igarashi gurimu #gagamaru gin #itoshi sae #don lorenzo #sendou shuto #mikage reo #niko ikki #雪 ranting

[soldier--poet--queen]

man i really wish i could enjoy things without my ocd making me insane

#rin rambles #rin rants #sorry for the negativity it's just i'm this close 👌 to losing it #wish i could enjoy something without my mind being like 'you're not feeling this emotion the ~right~ way. do it again' #and by the end of it i'm so memtally exhausted that i equate the feeling of being tired and struggling with the thing i like #and then THAT makes me stressed because of course i don't want to feel emotionally threatened by the thing i like #but i don't know how to combat it #wow!! sure do love ocd!!!

[merlucide]

NONONO YOU LISTEN TO ME.

…

SAE IS A GOLD GIRLIE.

RIN IS A SILVER GIRLIE.

PROOF (ft my amazing editing):

YOU KNOW IM RIGHT.

(Other bllk boys colorssss)

#Sae is the definition of a gold girlie #Just look at him #disagree with me I dare you. #blue lock #bllk #sae #sae itoshi #itoshi sae #rin #rin itoshi #itos #itoshi rin #itoshi #rin itoshi x reader #bllk x reader #blue lock x reader #blue lock x you #bllk x you #sae itoshi x reader #itoshi brothers #Bllk rambled #Bll #bllk manga #bllk sae #bllk rin #Rant #Gold #silver #Jew #jewelry

[luvingshidou]

Ik I'm bored when I start making coquette bllk pfp 😭😭😭 seriously wtaf am I doing liek oml I'm acc just so bored at this point ughhhhghhh

I love them though🫶🫶🫶

#rants!! #idk what im doing #bllk #blue lock #blue lock icons #bllk x reader #bllk shidou #bllk isagi #bllk kaiser #bllk oliver #bllk rin #bllk barou #shidou x reader #isagi x kaiser #kaiser x reader #aiku x reader #rin x reader #barou x reader #im bored out of my mind

[midnight-pluto]

BRO THIS CUTSCENE GOT ME

CUZ GODDAMN THAT MANS EYELINER IS ON FLEEK AND HIM JUS LEANING OVER STELL IS JUS SO—

AND STELLE’S LIL CONFUSION AND QUESTION WAS SO CUTEEEE

#rin’s rants 🥀 #i love them sm #dr ratio #dr ratio hsr #hsr dr ratio #dr ratio honkai star rail #dr. ratio #hsr stelle #stelle #stelle hsr #stelle honkai star rail #honkai star rail #hsr

[neakco]

Origami jumping spiders. I made them for Halloween to decorate my door at work. The plan being to hang them from strings.

Don't know if I want to anymore though since someone stole the one I have had on my door for 3-4 months. If they had asked I would have gladly given one of the other ones I made, but that was my first and it was on slightly more expensive paper. I still have some but it will turn out better than before if I remake it.

Cat tax under the line

#origami #origami spider #theft #rin rants

[annoyingrin]

I think im having food poisoning from the mushrooms in my noodles last night. they had a faint funny smell and i was abt to throw them out anyways. welp.

#i have shitted myself twice in the span of 2hrs and i feel another one brewing #hope its nothing bad #i have taken meds for it tho #rin rants