#Ryuusei-P

[utaitemusic]

I want you to embrace me closely and gauge my limit. Please make me believe that this is not a sin.

#magnet #Ryuusei-P #流星P #minato #みなと #めいちゃん #meychan #nqrse #naruse #なるせ #utaite #ケンカイヨシ #Loyly Lewis #マツバ ケンタ #Kenta Matsuba #たーなー #佐々木秀尚 #Hidenao Sasaki #森谷 優里 #Yuri Moriya #マグネット

[vocaloid-song-of-the-day]

Ambivalence by Ryuusei-P feat. Hatsune Miku

#vocaloid song of the day #vocaloid #hatsune miku #ryuusei-p #haleigh's playlist #Youtube

[vocaloidcurated]

“Hey, love me now.” Song title: Ambivalence Producer: Minato Vocaloid: Hatsune Miku Mood: toxic, hedonistic, volatile Why you should listen: a good old-fashioned conflicted love song, courtesy of the master himself. Content warning: abuse(?)

#minato #Ryuusei-P #hatsune miku #cw abuse #vocaloid song recommendation #Youtube

[violettranslations]

Ambivalence (アンビバレンツ)

夜明けに差し込む窓の色味 貴方の顔を染めて 目覚めるその時 きっと居ない オレンジの陽を眺めてた The dawn light pouring through the window dyes your face in its hue. By the time I wake up, I’m sure you’ll be gone. I gazed out at the orange sunshine. 抱きしめて 拒絶して どちらも本音だと知った 温もりは 辛いだけ だけどひとりじゃ 眠れない Whether you held me or rejected me, I knew that it was how you really felt. This warmth brings only pain, but I just can’t sleep when I’m alone. アンビバレンツ Ambivalence 身体と心がバラバラになる 表+裏で人間ね 「気持ちいいことだけしましょう」 刹那に満たされていく My body and mind both fall to pieces. It’s only human to be two+faced, right? “Let’s just do what feels good.” I’m fulfilled in an instant. 感覚なくなるまで虐めたい 優しく甘く蕩かせてみたい 矛盾と快楽の狭間で 佳いものと思える間に ねぇ いま愛して I want to bully you until you lose all sensation, I want to gently, sweetly break you down. C’mon, love me right now in this space between contradiction and pleasure while I can still think of this as something good. あの日のふたり夢に見ていた 儚く脆い瞬間(えいえん) 砕けたガラス胸に刺さって 今でもずっと疼いてる I saw the two people from that day in a dream, for one fleeting, fragile eternity (moment). That broken glass pierced my chest, and even now, it continues to ache. 泣きながら 甘えたい でも誰も要らない 本当 失って 忘れたい だからひとりにしないで I want someone to spoil me as I cry, but no one wants that from me, honestly. I want to leave it all behind and forget about it, so don’t leave me alone! アンビバレンツ Ambivalence 身体と心をバイバイして お金で買えないアレやコレを 集めて執着しましょう 生きるってそういうこと Let’s say bye-bye to our bodies and minds as we gather up and cling to all these and those things money can’t buy, because that’s what life’s all about. 愛情と貴方と煙草(けむり)だけ それだけあれば充分だった 誰かの許しを請わない 自分を見失いそう ねぇ 現在(いま)どうして? Just love, you, and cigarette smoke. That’s all I needed to get by. I’m not gonna beg anyone’s forgiveness. I feel like I’m about to lose sight of myself. C’mon, what now? ...大切なものを犠牲にしても ...枯れた日常を捨て去ってでも ...Even if I end up sacrificing what’s most important, ...Even if I have to abandon these rotten days... 甘くて切ない旬(とき)を越えて 腐り落ちた果実の祈りは 「この世に私たちの居場所-キボウ-を」 「愛なんて要らないから」 「カミサマ」 It bridges the moment, so sweet it’s heart-wrenching, this prayer for a rotten fruit, fallen to the ground: “We have no need for love,” “may there only be a place, a—hope—where we can belong in this world,” “Please, God!” アンビバレンツ Ambivalence 身体と心がバラバラになる 表+裏で人間ね 「気持ちいいことだけしましょう」 全力で紛らわせて My body and mind both fall to pieces. It’s only human to be two+faced, right? “Let’s just do what feels good.” We’ll distract ourselves with everything we have. 感覚なくなるまで虐めたい 優しく甘い夜に溺れたい 矛盾と快楽の狭間で 生きてると思えるなら ねぇ ほら 頬張れ スベテヲ I want to bully you until you lose all sensation, I want to drown in a gentle, sweet night. If you feel alive in this space between contradiction and pleasure, then c’mon, go on and gorge yourself on everything! ねぇ 愛して C’mon, love me!

#Ambivalence #Ryuusei-P #Hatsune Miku #VOCALOID

[definesanity]

Do you also take more than one request? Anyway, I've been thinking about pure fluff and comfort. Something with the reader being insecure about something and Pinocchio still loving them since it's the flaws that make us beautiful human afterall...

Thanks in advance :)

Oh, no problem, and sure; no promises on it being good though sorry :(

P, at his core (heart?), is similar to a child. Humanity is a foreign concept to him, and by extension are insecurities.

He knows that you, of all people, wasn't one he was expecting to have them. He doesn't fully comprehend them, or way you feel such a way, but he has been taught ways to make them feel better.

Such was the case when P walked up to you and, awkwardly, put his left arm (with Aegis equiped) around you and pat your head with his right, all the while his expression was with a smile.

You didn't respond; there was no need to. You merely put your head close to his own, the rhyming beat of his heart against his chest.

"Thanks, P," you said after a long while. Looking up, you gave him a grateful smile.

The real man gave a shaky one of his own, his heart beating out of rhythm.

'You feel whole.'

#ryuusei's replies #lies of p #lop pinocchio #p x reader

[echoexmachina]

か細い火が　心の端に灯る           いつの間にか燃え広がる熱情

私の蝶　不規則に飛び回り  あなたの手に鱗粉を付けた          

絡み合う指ほどいて          唇から舌へと          許されない事ならば         尚更燃え上がるの        

抱き寄せて欲しい　確かめて欲しい          間違いなど無いんだと　思わせて  キスをして　塗り替えて欲しい 魅惑の時に酔いしれ溺れていたいの 

夜明けが来ると不安で 泣いてしまう私に 「大丈夫」と囁いたあなたも 泣いていたの？      

抱き寄せて欲しい　確かめて欲しい 間違いなど無いんだと　思わせて キスをして　塗り替えて欲しい 魅惑の時に　酔いしれ溺れたい 抱き寄せて欲しい　確かめて欲しい 間違いなど無いんだと　思わせて キスをして　塗り替えて欲しい 魅惑の時に　酔いしれ溺れたい

絡み合う指ほどいて 唇から舌へと 許されない事ならば 尚更燃え上がるの     

抱き寄せて欲しい　確かめて欲しい 間違いなど無いんだと　思わせて キスをして　塗り替えて欲しい 魅惑の時に　酔いしれ溺れたい

引き寄せて　マグネットのように 例えいつか離れても巡り会う 触れていて　戻れなくていい　それでいいの 誰よりも大切なあなた

#vocaloid #obey me #ryuusei p #mashup

[vocaloid-as-gaeilge]

Gay Vocaloid Poll!

#happy pride 🌈 #sorry if your favs arent here #let me know what your favourite is if it's not here! #vocaloid #vocal synth #hatsune miku #miku #miku hatsune

[a-student-out-of-time]

Did you watched new heartless deceit interlude episodes?

//Dude, yes, and I have so much to say!

//I'll start in order:

MOMOKA'S DAY OFF

I have to say, my initial thoughts when Akira's secondary talent was revealed- Ultimate Hitman- were how that happened. I wondered what kind of people the Himura clan must be to recruit a teenage girl into becoming a hitman, and my mind went to cruelty, coercion, and a lot of uncomfortable thoughts about what they might've put her through. Especially given how disturbed Akira was about being given an award for it by EOS.

Then this episode came along and proved the situation is quite the opposite.

First of all, I adore Momoka and her chaos gremlin energy. She's hilariously unprofessional, especially on her day off, and yet she's supposed to be an advisor to the Himura clan. Her relationships with Hirotaka and Keisuke are the epitome of the No Energy, Calm, Too Much Energy meme.

Speaking of, I like that Keisuke has no preferred pronouns. They're definitely the serious, business-minded one, but still have that connection with Momoka and Hirotaka.

And poor Hirotaka is the straight man in all these antics : P

Then there's Ryuuji Himura, the younger brother of the former head of the clan, and who turns out is a pretty laid-back, chill dude. While he has a meeting planned with another clan, his mind is on fancy desserts. He doesn't seem like the type to lead a yakuza clan, and it turns out there's a good reason for it.

While Momoka, Keisuke and Hirotaka are having dinner, we get to learn a bit more about their history. The three of them have been friends for years, and reminisce about their old friend Ryuusei, Ryuuji's older brother and the former head of the clan, and his fiance Yukie.

As Timeline Anon reminded me, we've actually seen them once before:

Far from being threatened or coerced like this was Passione, the Himura Clan- and these two in particular- actually seem like they took Akira in and cared for her. Ryuusei and Yukie were like parents to her, and I have to wonder if that includes her siblings too.

What we can be sure of is Akira grew up under their care. But sadly, that didn't last. Just a week before wedding, around 6 years before HD takes place, they died. Something that still affects the trio to this day.

But ultimately, they still all manage to have a nice outing together, reminiscing about old friends.

I'll save my thoughts and speculation for the end, so here's the other:

_______________________________________________

ABOVE THE YELLOW SPRING

So, this one is actually my favorite and it's entirely because this episode says exactly what I've been saying for years:

Being an Ultimate sucks.

Our unnamed protagonist, who's going to be awarded a very prestigious title, gets to enjoy an absolutely hellish nightmare on his way there. The first comes from his overbearing family, who have unrealistic expectations of him and can't stand him complaining about anything.

Stage mom and stage aunt at their absolute worst, even making jokes about throwing him on the streets if he isn't the best of the best. We also hear about how his cousin is facing similar pressures, and that the aunt doesn't want her "wasting time with a boy from some no-name family."

Our protag, who would much rather be at home playing guitar, then has to head to a televised interview, where he also gets to see himself all over town.

He never gets any time to himself, always going from one event to the next, with barely any time in-between to eat and sleep. We don't know what exactly his talent is, but it's something that's only ever been awarded once. He even directly says that people see him as a God over it. I'll come back to that.

But all the while, he has this flash through is mind:

Actually spooked me the first time I saw it.

The interview isn't much better. Protag is exhausted, but can't rest and constantly gets browbeaten by his interviewer. While his mother and aunt criticize him for being ungrateful, the guy calls him a pampered irresponsible brat and accuses him of buying the title.

When the interview finally happens, which EOS director Kumiko Arase herself is watching, he starts off trying to sound good...and then has a panic attack on air. And then decides he's had enough.

What follows is one of the most satisfying moments I've seen in any fangan ever.

He completely demolishes the idea of the Ultimates system and calls it elitist, how it puts ridiculous pressure and a social divide on impressionable teenagers. About how people behind it and the interview only care about profiting off of them. About how people like the interviewer put them up on a pedestal they never asked to be put on, and then tear into them out of jealousy.

Finally, he rejects the ultimate award, calls Kumiko an old hag and tells her she can kiss his ass. All in one fell swoop and I was so happy.

Sure, it means he's been kicked out of the family, but people will forget and he can finally live his own life. But it does mean his cousin will be put through the same wringer now. Still, he promises to come help her when he's settled.

Whoever this dude is, he's my goddamn hero.

_____________________________________________

THOUGHTS AND SPECULATION

So I'll start with the obvious: I was wrong about Akira's background. It's very clear the Himura clan has been more of a family to her than an antagonistic force pushing her into committing evil. Even so, why did she become a hitman?

The obvious answer after seeing this, at least to me? Retribution.

Take a look at what Denshi says about her during his side episode's intro:

Both of them were involved with the clan at a young age. He talks about how she must feel conflicted, yet he doesn't dissuade her from pursuing it or viewing herself as a killer. And she admits she worked hard to get to this point.

I think this is a sign it might've been Akira's decision to become one. Especially because she would've been a child at the time Ryuusei and Yukie were killed, and while we aren't given details, the context clues suggest why. Maybe they were actually assassinated by another clan and Akira became a hitman to get revenge?

Either way, she's still loved and valued by the rest of the clan, and it's clear to me that whomever's behind this killing game has no idea whose wrath they've incurred.

Now, as for our unnamed protagonist, I have no word on who he could be, as he's only been hinted at once by Tomoya. However, I have some info TA was also diligent enough to point out.

Remember his aunt? We saw her in Denshi's side episode too, talking with Isao about investigating on her own.

At the time, because of the hair color, we assumed she might've been Katsu's mom. Now I have a new idea:

Protag was going to be given a title we don't know the name of, but we know is so prestigious as to only have ever been given once before.

He said that EOS has been building him up and people look on him like a God before he rejects it.

We know he has a female cousin under similar pressure to be super talented and good at everything, and his aunt said she wouldn't let her daughter have any distractions.

Who do we know who's hyper-competent, has an unknown but prestigious talent, and would be there at the awards ceremony for her mother to attend?

To put it another way, who in this cast has also been called and named after a deity?

Yep. I'm suggesting this was actually Izanami's cousin, and her ascendance to our local Ultimate ??? was motivated by that. She's clearly extremely talented, beautiful and, as with protag, this:

It's not hard to imagine her family doubled down after her cousin peaced out, and it's given her a very questionable view of the world, especially people she views as "sinners." I can see her being a major rival against Akira, especially when the truth comes out.

So yeah, my thoughts on these interlude episodes, which have only made me more and more excited for HD Chapter 1. Great work from everyone involved!

#mod talks #a student out of time #danganronpa heartless deceit #DRHD #mod theorizes

[shinayashipper]

Long time no Atem~~

I tend to always give him a Flirty Look 😂

it's based on a... uh, NSFW Vocaloid song "SPICE" by Ryuusei-P using Kagamine Len and I always like Atem as Len so like... yeah 😂 (If you don't know, the song's lyrics is pretty NSFW so I put a warn there if you wanna get to know it)

#my arts #atem

[kqiscr]

WORKS IN PROGRESS

for people like me who are impatient asl; here i'll put everything i'm working on + possible release dates for ones i'm almost done with

unless stated otherwise, assume these are all smuts

CURRENTLY WRITING!

p*ssy so good had to save that shit for later - oliver aiku (1k words)

stretch me it out! - shidou ryuusei (3.3k words) (possible release date: 10/13)

untitled gojo ktober fic (1.1k words)

double trouble! - shidou + sae (1k words)

PLANNING!

choso ktober fic (IK I HAVE TO START THIS...)

chigiri hyoma fic

fem bllk fic

[utaitemusic]

【KAITO V3 & Gakupo V4】 Magnet (マグネット) 【VOCALOID Cover】

#マグネット #magnet #流星P #Ryuusei-P #みなと #minato #beemz #KAITO #神威がくぽ #kamui gakupo #vocaloid #カイト

[lord-shitbox]

song for every letter of ur URL tag game! ty @sweet-milky-tea705 for tag :)

L - love don't (adam lambert)

O - oh oh oh sexy vampire (disko warp)

R - ryuusei (mucc)

D - death of an executioner (pierce the veil)

S - sleep (mcr)

H - he's so good (trash boat)

I - icarus (bastille)

T - tonchinkan feast (pinocchio p)

B - baka mitai (taxi driver edition)

O - occam's razor (ferry)

X - cannot for the life of me think of a song that starts with x. so kizukeyo baby (oral cigarettes)

tagging @raeyginageorge @mysandwichranaway @deathbyworm @licookie & anyone else who wants to do it <3<3

#shitboxposting #tag game #mortifying ordeal of tagging mutuals #2nee alredy answrd this one in my dms but mma tag anyway hii <3

[mxescargot]

oh yeah maybe i should put these here?

making first proper UTAU thing, magnet (minato/ryuusei-p) wonkily covered by kasane teto and kikyuune aiko

#utau cover #utauloid #kasane teto #kikyuune aiko #vocaloid #as a genericized trademark shh #helix composes #not an original composition but uhh that sounds nicest as a tag

[asknarashikari]

KRC reacts to meeting Baymax :p

Gentaro: teaches Baymax the KRC handshake

Tomoko, Miu and Yuuki: cuddles with Baymax immediately

Kengo: exasperated wariness

Ryuusei and Shun: curious poking at Baymax's belly

JK: bangs out ten-page article about Baymax's exploits complete with conspiracy theorist board "I've connected the dots" meme style

#kamen rider fourze #big hero six #baymax #ask #cloudaintfair-archive

[definesanity]

I beat Champion Victor and the Green Monster of the Swamp :D

#ryuusei's thoughts #lies of p

[ivanaskye]

@vampiraptor psuedo-tagged me Rule: shuffle your playlist. list the first 10 songs then tag 10 people 

This is my car playlist that lives on a super old school ipod. It’s probably about 2-3 months of driving long? (Or, uh... 4 days, as in 96 hours long??? I gUESS???) Fairly curated compared to say, my “main rotation” playlist which is literally almost everything... Hey Alice - Rachel Rose Mitchell Possibly still her best known song? Not her best overall but it’s definitely enjoyable. Thank You For The Evil - Phideaux Huh, I did not realize man was on bandcamp. Cool. Anyway, definitely some kind of song. Title of all time, good for rotating baru cormorant blorbos to Tourniquet - Evanescence It is a known fact that it is psychologically healthy to keep your inner emo teen alive!!!! Endogenesis - Tristania This came on, found myself thinking, “eh, not the best song from the album”, then “well, it is pretty good”, then “ok, it doesn’t need two false endings tho” Dead! - My Chemical Romance - WHAT DID I SAY ABOUT INNER EMOS Permian: The Great Dying - The Ocean Speaking of dying-- what actually came on was the live version (mostly not as good? but with some cool different bits too) but I couldn’t find that online. extremely bleak but good The Watchmaker - Steven Wilson Fun fact about Steven Wilson: I was only able to unlock enjoying him after I got on antidepressants! I’m still in the process of getting to know some of his older stuff so this song was a journey. “It’s nice, melancholic as I’d expect--oh this is GOOD good, I see.”

The Space Between - Auri Oh so we’re just playing good stuff now, sweet.

Spookwave - toby fox Whomst among us does not have the undertale soundtrack on their driving playlist?

RIP=RELEASE - Ryuusei-P As this is a vocaloid song, it took a hot second to figure out who actually wrote it, but here appears to be the original posting. It uses Megurine Luka, who is better than Hatsune Miku. Actually IMO most vocaloids sound better than Miku ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Tagging @redshiftsinger @soulvomit @bamboocounting uhhh anyone else who wants to?