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#SORRY BOUT THAT KISS LOL BFFS?
jjungkookislife · 1 year
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I finally had the time to read Bad Decisions and I read it as soon as I woke up. This might look all over the place cause as I read the story, I wrote in My Notes the comments and reactions I had of the scenes so sorry ‘bout that 😅
i want to have MC and Jimin’s friendship where they are so close that she can just casually wax his junk when he asks. That’s real friendship right there. Love that lol 😂
Also, Spider 🥹 that sassy and bratty cutiepie but she loves Yoongi more which was sad yet hilarious but honetly, same 🤷‍♀️
The matching shirts 🥺 they’re like a whole-ass family 🥰 plus possible matching tattoos of their fur baby’s initials? 😩
Orange haired Yoongi 👀
These two were so adorable. They get along really well together, they were practically bf&gf by the time they became Spidey’s pur parents 🙄😂
AND MATCHING SWIMSUITS?!? So adorable 😩
Idk if I’m stupid or what but I’m having difficulty imagining this scene: “You turn to look at Yoongi but he’s engrossed in a conversation, his phone in a woman’s lap.” Is it like Yoongi holding his phone and that hand that is holding his phone, is on the woman’s lap? Cause idk why the phone would be on the woman’s lap. This isn’t really a big deal, I’m just curious 😂
Jikook flirting 🥴🤭🫣
Wait, forget my question above. I understood it now. He was showing them pics in his phone. Stupid me, this is why I should really shut up and finish reading first before having questions 🙄
Yoongi being so clueless when he practically was showing off pics of MC and their cat together with him looking like a happy family, like it’s completely normal for “just roommates” 😂 Both of them are ignorant fools, just date already 😤
Yoongi admitting he had feelings for her when he moved in or maybe even before that 🥺
I love how he is so casually just calling her princess. Cute 🥺
MC simping on how pretty Yoongi is and how soft and fluffy his hair looks. Same girl 😉 I also want to run my fingers through his hair 🫣
Spider ruining their moment 😂
Ah, I love this Jimin 🥰 he’s that type of chaotic bff that also loves to meddle especially since he knows that they both like each other but just won’t see it and that there won’t be any progress if he doesn’t do anything. He represents us readers who wants to just make them kiss already 😂
Long and Shaggy Black-haired Yoongi 🙃
Yoongi asking her on a date and being all shy and nervous about it 🥺
Yoongi’s visuals in this fic is just 🤤
Their date was so 😍 their interactions were so cute, can’t get enough of them ☺️
But then they went to the bar/club and things finally got more interesting 👀
The first kiss 🫣
FINALLY! The confessed 🥹😭
That “Always,” from Yoongi 🫠
And then there’s Spider, ruining the moment again cause she’s HUNGRY 😂
I love every moment when they finally did the deed. As always, it was both 🤤🥴😛 and 🫠🥺☺️ and I AM ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE WITH THEM 🥰 They just became part of my list of fav couples in your works too, man the list is getting long 😅
And the last part where Jimin walks in the apartment while they’re doing the nasty and takes her “cat niece” to get her away from there was so hilarious 😂 he was like, nope, this is not the kind of environment she should be in 🤣
All in all, this was an amazing read as always. I know I’ll never get disappointed with your writing. Good job in making me fall in love with your stories and its characters, AGAIN. And also, sorry if this is so chaotic cause I literally just woke up when I read this and honestly just wrote what I felt about the scenes 😂 I hope you didn’t overwork yourself with this one, take care always ☺️
Spoiler warnings for Bad Decisions!
I’m so glad you were able to read it so soon (ah as soon as you woke up!) 💜 ah Jimin and oc are something else lol I don’t think I could ever help someone wax 🤣
I love that you mentioned Spider being bratty bc she’s based off my cat lmao she’s a cutie but man she’s got an attitude and I love her for it but yes I am constantly fighting for her attention cause she loves my husband more 🥲
I think they’re next tattoos will be Spider’s paw print on their rib cage 😭 and orange haired Yoongi! I will never get over him 😭 and i totally brainstormed most of this at work and the matching swimsuits had to be included cause it gives couple vibes before they’re a couple and Yoongi was already so into her that he couldn’t say no and he didn’t want to say no bc everyone at the party would see they were matching like a COUPLE and know she was his 😭 (or assume at least and who’s he to correct them 👀)
No i totally get it! I reread it and I could have written that better lol but yeah he was showing everyone pictures of oc and spider when they’d stop to chat and they’d be like oh he’s taken 😅
Ah i live for the soft moments between them and of course jikook flirting at the party and Jimin being nosy. I think I project a lot onto Jimin just bc I’m nosy af and I like including myself that way 🤣
I’ve been working on this for months and every time Yoongi posted with his hair getting longer I just lost it and I HAD TO INCLUDE IT IN THE FIC plus cat!dad Yoongi dyeing his hair to match his kittys fur 😻
Yes! Him asking trying to be casual about it like ha it’s just dinner but if you say date I’m in lol im so bad at writing first dates or dates in general lmao but I tried to give them the best opportunity to kiss and get together and writing about the ride HOME and Yoongi’s hand on her thigh 😭😭😭😭
Lmao Spider ruining the moment is everything! She’s like hello, you’ve been gone for a few hours I require treats and attention and then she’ll sleep for twelve hours straight 🤣
I definitely think they’re one of my favorite couples know as well! They were fun to write for and I hope I can write a little drabble later on with Spider in it as well lol
Ah yes that was written before I even started the story. Another idea I had while at work lmao Jimin just coming over unannounced and lettting HIMSELF in bc what could they be doing lmao certainly not THAT lmao he was in shock! And he scooped his cat niece out of there 🏃🏻 I imagine Jimin would text oc and Yoongi once he gets home with a picture of Spider calling them nasty or maybe he sends a video of him baby talking to Spider saying “yeah your parents are nasty aren’t they, poor baby. You live here now” 🤣
Thank you so much! I always look forward to your reviews 💜 I’m so glad you enjoyed it and I hope you stay safe and get lots of rest 💜💜
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pinkjblobcats · 6 years
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Tag Me Game!
tagged by @papillonsgf thank youu ^~^ ♥♥♥ 
Rules: Answer 85(?) Questions and tag 20 (as many as you want) people
Last…
Drink: smoothie Malibu (raspberries , cherries and banana) ♥ Call: my dad 
Text message: A friend of mine
Song you listened to: Steve Aoki - Waste It On Me feat. BTS
Time you cried: umm... idk? 
Ever…
Dated someone twice: nope 
Kissed someone and regretted it: nope 
Been cheated on: nope
Lost someone special: thought so but they turned to be assholes and i can’t believe i’ve been fr with them ONCE haha
Gotten drunk and thrown up: uh yeah ,once ,that’s why i don’t like alcohol :D 
In the last year, have you…
Made new friends: lol yes o.o idk how :D i always wanna make new fr so if anyone wants to be fr ... uk ♥ 
Fallen out of love: nope
Laughed until you cried: last sunday ♥ 
Found out someone was talking about you: yeah :D  they were and they’re still STUPID but for them i was the stupid one ahahaha sad for them lol i don’t care hahahaha 
Met someone who changed you: hm... yeah maybe 
Found out who your friends are: through the years....  i have like... 5 - 6 real fr i can count on ♥ 
Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list: my best friend 
General…
How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: almost everyone... it’s not like i have 100000 fb friends tho :D 
Do you have any pets: cat ♥ 
Do you want to change your name: nope
What did you do for your last birthday: ughh we went to restaurant with my fr and i went bankrupt :D 
What time did you wake up today: 9 am 
What were you doing midnight last night: dreaming 
What is something you can’t wait for: idk ;- 
What are you listening to: RM 'moonchild' 
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope 
Something that gets on my nerves: Too many things to list
Most visited website: yt ,tumblr ,ig , fb ,archive of our own 
Hair color: well i think it’s brown but everyone is telling me it’s dark blonde?
Long or short hair: loooooooooong ♥ 
What do you like about yourself: eyes , hair *my hair is so straight they usually ask me if i’ve done something to make it this straight and my answer is that i washed it :D*
Want any piercings: not anymore 
Blood type: i don’t know
Nicknames: Bui and Bella 
Relationship status: single af c: 
Zodiac sign: Libra ♥
Pronouns: She/her
Favorite TV show: ;- idk 
Tattoos: nope
Right or left-handed: right
Ever had surgery: yup
Piercings: one ear piercing
Sports: i go to fitness :D 
Dream vacation: Italy ♥ 
Trainers: um...nope
Eating: uh rn? nothing :D 
Drinking: nothing 
I’m about to watch: nothing ;- *i sound like a really boring person uh.... but i think im not that boring pls ;- *
Waiting for: N O T H I N G aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah 
Want: a new jacket :D 
Get married for: jackson ,jaebum and yoongi pls c: 
Career: i’m on my last year of school but i hope one day i’ll work as a graphic designer ♥ 
Hugs or kisses: both (never been kissed but... ♥ lob kisses) (don’t count my bff pls :D it was nothing important)
Lips or eyes: booooooooth 
Shorter or taller: im 1,60 pls :D if we talk bout me cuz im not sure... if we talk bout my lob ... pls he have to be taller but not like 2 meters :D maybe 1,75 np 
Older or younger: uhh 2-3 years older but i’ll sacrifice myself for yoongi ,jackson and jaebum pls ♥ 
Nice arms or stomach: both? (abs pls i live for abs ♥ jackson and abs *O*) 
Hookup or relationship: Relationship
Troublemaker or hesitant: wut... can’t it be something in the middle? 
Have you ever…
Kissed a stranger: nope
Drank hard liquor: this summer we drank liquor with my mom.. i had to drink 3 glasses with water to get rid of the awful taste.. I DON’T LIKE ALCOHOL PLS ;- 
Lost glasses: mmm nope
Turned someone down: nope :D 
Sex on the first date: No
Broken someone’s heart: nah
Had your heart broken: everyday 
Been arrested: No
Cried when someone died: um... luckily no one important person for me have died so far haha 
Fallen for a friend: nope 
Do you believe in…
Yourself: i dooo ♥ i do know i can do everything i want but im to shy to make the first moooove ,but I DOOO I BELIEVE IN MYSELF ♥ 
Miracles: don’t know :D 
Love at first sight: YAS ♥ 
Kiss on the first date: nope
Angels: uh....?
Other…
Best friend’s name: AW YAS SO HER NAME IS VICTORIA BRO I LOB U TO THE MOON AND BACK AND AGAIN 1000000000000000 TIMES ♥♥♥ @tuans ,Nicole and Atanas :D slav name pls 
Eye color: Brown? 
Favorite movie: wuh idk... i cant remember anything ahahahah only twilight :D 
Favorite actor: i uh... i don’t have 
Favorite food: pizza , spaghetti bolognese ,raspberry ,banana ,TARATOR but yours wont be this good like ours cuz our yogurt is the best in the whole world sorry not sorry :D *ugh im such a nasty person no wonder why no one wants to be fr* Extrovert or introvert: me?? im in the middle :D 
Favorite flower: uh i ... don’t have ....
Favorite Hello Kitty characters: wut idk? never watched hello kitty idk ;-  okieee i tag @tuans @parkjinyoungnotjyp @xmoon-moon ♥♥♥ 
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liliumwallichianum · 4 years
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finna ask myself these cause nobody else will
ASK ME THINGS
*SO I started writing these a long time ago and never finished them so I’m gonna just add all my answers (06/04/2017) in bold enjoy neethz
***EDIT AGAIN this is so wild... 3 years later.... I was so depressed, hated my relationship clearly, and hated myself? Writing on 4/10/2020 and starting at #49 first pass so I can actually finish and publish lol.
1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say?
typical @richiericherson; good morning lol 
2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?
4months datin; wow! 6 months dating :) 
3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?
is this a joke? we’re both into them it’s coo; same answer as previous :) 
4. Is your last name longer than six letters?
yee; same
5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
sober; same
6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?
oh yeah HAHAHA; have i though? 
7. What does your last received text say?
“yes”; have fun studying
8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
a million and one; and a million more
9. Where was your last kiss at?
in ma bifs bed; my bed this time surprise surprise
10. When is the last time you saw your sister?
today morning her bitchass lives w me ; 40 min ago... still live w her bitchass
11. What do you drink in the morning?
water, a smoothie; coffee. ugh the deprogression 
12. Where did you sleep last night?
my bifs; my bed
13. Do you think relationships are hard?
hardest; shouldnt be but they are
14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?
yeah probably work a little harder at the end of last semester; idk a lot i feel but i cant look back specifically and pick things out. i would change almost everything if i could
15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?
no that would be perfect; yeah we’d just hella yell at each other
16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
both but sunny; both but rainy :/ 
17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
my sister; same
18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?
pajama shorts; joggers
19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?
probably; yeah 
20. Does anyone like you?
yee i hope so ; yeah
21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?
ummm lemme check.. yup 2 people!; still 2 hahah
22. Is the last person you kissed gay?
no hahaha; sometimes lol
23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?
not really there’s all love here; that dunt from hs lol
24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?
yeah just let sarah give me one; can’t believe it’s been 2 months
25. In the past week have you cried?
yeah im weirdly pmsing or im depressed cant tell which; LMFAOOOOOOOO IM SO PREDICTABLE. literally sitting here crying... still dont know if it’s pms or depression 
26. What breed was the last dog you saw?
golden :) great dane
27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?
out out out; out
28. Have you ever kissed a football player?
no i wish; still wish but tbh i probably have
29. Do you think you’re old?
not at all; TOO OLD BUT TOO YOUNG IDK
30. Do you like text messaging?
not at all; grown to like or tolerate ig
31. What type of day are you having?
stressful cause orgo quiz soon and i know nothing; a normal day. 
32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
already have it pierced!; sameee
33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
cold i think; cold ? ugh idk 
34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
yes my bf; my dad.
35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?
idk about this one tbh.... probably relationship; relationship 
36. Are you a simple or complicated person?
both; i try honestly i try
37. What song are you listening to?
none; redemption
38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?
mostly no... lol i say sorry to ease the situation; nah 39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?
not even close lol 40. What made you start liking the person you like now?
i was lonely.. peer pressure...  41. When did you last receive a text message?
like just now 42. What is wrong with you right now?
idk i want it to stop though. i want overall sadness to stop . 
43. How well do you know the last female you texted?
p well she’s one of my bffs at wayne 44. Does anyone disgust you?
yea fam almost everyone lol 45. Would you date someone right now if they asked?
no considering i have a bf 46. Are you in a good mood right now?
i wish  47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?
simran  48. What color shirt are you wearing?
black. did u even think differently ?  49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?
Probably something bout swap 50. Anyone you’re giving up on? Tryin to give up on swap, giving up on Frank
51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?
Yes.
52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?
Swap? Def DONT want him back but can’t let him go 53. Do you like rain?
Yes 54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
No unless they’re crazy on it aka swap 55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
Probably 56. Do you like to cuddle?
So much..... with Y only 57. Are you shy?
Nah 58. Do you get along with girls?
Yes! I think 59. Have you dated the person you texted last?
No... well kinda? I guess I’ve dated Alex 60. What do you carry with you at all times?
Chapstick, my animal print scrunchie 61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?
Yeah 62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?
Yes 63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?
Unfortunately 64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?
Yas 65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?
Yeah, all the boys I’m talking to supporting me lol
66. How old are the last three people you kissed?
23/22, 28, 24?
67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself?    
Pay 68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?    
Leopard 69. Do you have any stickers on your car?    
Hell no 70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?    
Weezy f baby 71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?    
Android ugh miss mine 72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?    
Wowwwwwww probably the last year 73. Do you like diet soda?    Nah 74. What color are the walls in your room?    Blue w stars 75. Are you 16 or older?    Yes 76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?    I used to 77. Do you have a job?    Yes being a Med Student   78. What are your initials?    NUS 79. Did you ever have braces?    Nope 80. Are you from the south?    Yup south INDIA
81. What does your last status on facebook say?   Supporting Michelle and sharing her article   82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed?    No lmfao Meiyan 83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?     Probs mom
84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?    No 85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?    Ugh idek something w swap? 86. Do you smoke?    Yes 87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?    Flip 88. Is your phone touch screen?    Yes 89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?   Wavey  90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?    Hell yeah 91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?    Lake 92. Have you ever made out in a car?    Yes 93. …Had sex in a car?    Yesssss best sex ever ugh 94. Are you single or in a relationship?    Single 95. What were you doing last night at midnight?    Sleeping 96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?    July 4? 97. Do you like the camera on your phone?    No 98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?    Yes 99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?    Yes 100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?    Yes 101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?    Yes 102. Name your favorite Kesha song:    Bro no 103. Do you have any tan lines right now?    Yes kinda 104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts? Yeah if I was going to faster horses lmaoo    
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pindaleng · 6 years
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All of the 70 asks thanks :-)
01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
It’s dece! 
02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?
With all three words? And not “lurv” or “luv”? And in person and not text? Yikes idk maybe my mum
03: Do you regret anything?
Regret is a strong word for all the little things that haunt my mind example responding to someone’s “nice to meet you” with “oh haha… um you too” with a slowly fading voice
04: Are you insecure?
aRe YOu INsEcurE¿ No what gave you that idea
05: What is your relationship status?
Single and ready to be alone forever
06: How do you want to die?
Preferably shot while shielding someone with my body and then bleeding out in their arms while they tearfully say wow ur heavier than u look.
07: What did you last eat?
Yummy Lindt truffle cappuccino flavored *heart eyes*
08: Played any sports?
Ooo dabbled in lots! Basketball, swimming, tennis, karate (is that a sport?), volleyball, and football
09: Do you bite your nails?
Nah but once I tried to before my piano lesson to trim them by biting right before my piano lesson so my teacher wouldn’t admonish me for my long nails
10: When was your last physical fight?
I punched a kid in the arm for beating me in Mario Kart once but she didn’t punch back so don’t think it counts as a fight but like literally my closest thing
11: Do you like someone?
Like a million celebrities
12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
Lmao no I can barely stay up like five before needing a nap
13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?
Stable genius
14: Do you miss someone?
My frandssssss
15: Have any pets?
No :
16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?
Shleepy and stressed
17: Ever made out in the bathroom?
Shucks no but all the fics make it sound amazing
18: Are you scared of spiders?
Irrationally yes but like calmly I can respect their space if they don’t crawl on me or touch my food
19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
I’d go back and tell past self to watch vine while it’s happening so you’re not left out of all the references in the future
20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?
Their house haha lmao lol
21: What are your plans for this weekend?
Move back to school and mebbe go to a sports game
22: Do you want to have kids? How many?
Idk cuz like it’d be cool to raise a tiny human but also RAISING A TINY HUMAN ASDJFKL; But if I do, at least two cuz sibs I think sibs r gr8
23: Do you have piercings? How many?
7 ;) jk only two, one on each ear
24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?
Math on my good days! Physics in high school but then college happened and that flew away like a sparrowhawk
25: Do you miss anyone from your past?
Many! Talking to the master of holding on to things here
26: What are you craving right now?
Affection. But will take pizza as consolation prize
27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Definitely
28: Have you ever been cheated on?
Don’t think so!
29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Um probably not but who rly knows
30: What’s irritating you right now?
@Michael what do you want from me
31: Does somebody love you?
What really is love
32: What is your favourite color?
Red. Like blood
33: Do you have trust issues?
Answered in previous ask but if you need a reminder the answer is woohoo yes! :)
34: Who/what was your last dream about?
Sophie Cookson don’t wanna talk bout it
35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?
@blackdowning Yikes that was embarrassing sorry
36: Do you give out second chances too easily?
Nope most of the time people deserve second chances and third and fourth and fifth and
37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Definitely forgive I can remember stuff for five centuries for every single transgression made towards me don’t wrong me I’ll bring it up on your deathbed 
38: Is this year the best year of your life?
It’s only been like eight days calm down don’t pressure me
39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?
Big ol two - oh
40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
Yikes nope
51: Favourite food?
Sushi! Could eat that ish foreverrrr
52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Maybe some things but not everything? Like was there a reason I dropped my phone trying to take something off the shelf? Yes and that reason was clumsiness.
53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Go on tumblr
54: Is cheating ever okay?
Idk I have a daydream/headcannon that there’s this one spy that has to for the sake of national security so good for the country but kinda messes up the family yikes
55: Are you mean?
I think I’m pretty average yeah
56: How many people have you fist fought?
None :(
57: Do you believe in true love?
Yessssss
58: Favourite weather?
Sweater weather! Or non-sweaty tshirt/shorts weather
59: Do you like the snow?
Fresh snow omg yes sign me up
60: Do you wanna get married?
I think so? Tax benefits pls
61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
Um dunno since it hasn’t happened. I do like pet names tho so idk.
62: What makes you happy?
Other people being happy!
63: Would you change your name?
Umm maybe if it’s super cool but I’m also v attached to my name
64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
Yikes yes
65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Stab them and yell what’s wrong with you. But actually probably just pretend I don’t know until I can’t and then get real stressed and maybe cry. Wait, do I like them back? Cuz that would change things. Also wait is this current bff of op sex cuz hahahahahhahahahahahahah refer to first statement.
66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Pretty close I’d say! But like what really is my complete self yk
67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
In person? My dad
68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Um my friend Alex!
69: Do you believe in soulmates?
Yep
70: Is there anyone you would die for?
Lotz of people! Not a huge selection barrier
Asky me thingys
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simgerale · 7 years
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BL:G2 HEIR POLL !
i never thought we’d get here…..mainly cause i’m slow with this sigh sorry but ALSO not sorry cause i like character development (even in a rinky dinky legacy)!! 
i hope their expressions show their personalities well (~: but if you still cannot decide (or if you’re willing to be swayed), i’m putting details about each kid under the cut! as well as the poll link! ha suckers you have to read it anyway! or skim over it but still!
R O M A (moodboard)
loves painting late at night
enjoys taking dumb photos of things she likes even though she’s not as good as she used to be
tells jokes……too much
like way too much
and sure they’re good jokes but ?? still roma geez
was bullied as a kid but learned to embrace her genes
she likes grape flavored everything now lol
then she got really sick and almost died BUT DIDNT
met this drunk guy named danny and became bffs even though she also sorta liked him
and of course he was her “almost” first kiss
dated a guy named atlas as sort of a fling to get her mind off danny until said guy had to go to college
things didn’t work out with danny cause he is a mistake maker™
she wants to travel the world, but will settle for the country
has ambitions to sell her art and photos as a career forever!!
J E R E M I A H (moodboard)
is a giant geek for anything related to music
big fan of ray charles
played the piano since he was a wee kid!!
had a hard time making friends, so he got a pen pal
he also got a crush on this pal
wrote a song about them
but then jeremiah found out why his pal wasn’t replying anymore
he always had issues with anxiety and school, including bullies, and eventually also got a bit of depression after the pen pal incident
his best friend was always his sister, no matter what age he was
likes his breakfast a little more than any other meal
his favorite time of day is the evening
wants to move to oasis springs one day cause he likes western movies and i guess thinks ? deserts relate to that
is getting good at singing!! his songs needed a voice and he thought “why not mine?”
still struggles with random bouts of sadness, but otherwise he’s been better (~’:
now, no matter who wins, i will share bits and pieces of the loser’s story (fahucjiduga LOSER wow i feel terrible) to sort of…connect dots and make it more cohesive? plus, i want to keep everyone informed! and i want to do both their stories so of course i’d do this!
but seriously i couldn’t pick. trust me when i say i love and wish to share both their stories, which should tell you they’re both interesting hmm? simply: if roma wins, we will continue sort of where we left off, and if jere wins, we will skip a couple years into the future (i’d probably do a loose recap queue on what happened with roma).
GOOD LUCK AND ALL THAT JAZZ!!!!!
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n0feelingsxx-blog · 7 years
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do you like getting hickeys? only on my nek.
oral, do you like oral? i love receiving it, giving isn’t too bad either, but only do it for the right peron.
if you could see any musician live, front row, who would you choose? Eminem
plan on getting drunk or high tonight? i’ve gotten drunk the past two nights, so not tonight tomorrow i will be tho
do you have any best friends that you only know online? i know ppl just online, they’re not bffs tho 
is it okay for people to cheat if it’s only online? its not okay to cheat in any snse
are you interested in anime? DBZ, KIND OF. if that counts?
do you have a favorite youtuber or do you not watch much youtube? i have few favs, but i still dont watch it too much
have you ever given a tattoo before and would you like to? i have given one actually
have you ever made out in a hot tub? dont think i’ve ever been in a hot tub
ever peed in your pants after the age of 10? when i was pregnant lmao
what was the name of the last video game you played? COD
what is your favorite elvis song? i dont listen to music that far back. don’t have anything against elvis tho lmao
what is the last tattoo you got? my sons feet on my back
what would you say is your guiltiest pleasure? food.
do you let your pets on your furniture? would if i had a pet and my own furniture as long as they didn’t shed a lot
do you enjoy your job? if unemployed, are you content being so? I’m pretty content with being unemployed, i hate working and i love being a stay at home mom
what is something you have given a lot of thought to lately? how bad i need to get this tax money, get the fuck outta this county, and get over some feelings. 
what is your favorite christmas movie? A Christmas Story.
what do you think of your best friend’s ex? uhm, i didn’t really know him. 
are you biracial? noo.
be honest, does the person you like actually deserve you? or are they actually not worthy of your affections? this is a hard question to answer for my situation
would you ever wear black lipstick? do you know anyone who does? hell nah.
if you wear eye shadow, do you put on a dark color or a light? and if you wear mascara, what color is it? no mascara. light collored eye shadow, brings out my green eyes.
what was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed? Skittles 
are you any good with kids? i got a one so yah.
have you seen the last person you kissed without a shirt on? Yup
do you like watching jerry springer? Not anymore
have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend? Nooooo
have you ever unbuttoned your ex’s pants? well yah
have you ever deleted your facebook, then brought it back? mhm
have you ever kissed someone who smokes weed? yes
what’s your favorite brand of peanut butter? Is there brands other than jiffy?
do you have a thing for shy/awkward hot guys? well yeah, im not picky tho. just be nice and sweet and not a fuckboy
what’s your favorite lunchables meal? double cheese pizza
have you ever eaten at golden corral? fav buffet
do you ever decide to just dance crazy to a favorite song? sometimes when i’m really happy
have you ever watched fireworks with someone you loved? mhm
are you good at memorizing phone numbers? i am.
do you like men who have a sensitive side? yeah
have you ever used glitter as one of your makeup items? only makeup i mostly use is eyeliner
do you keep a memo book/agenda? I need to
is there a song in a different language that you can sing? None.
what was the most expensive thing someone bought you? probably north face jacket and uggs. 
how do you feel about bands that use pyrotechnics in live concerts? It’s cool.
is there anyone on your facebook friends list that you dislike? why do you dislike them? some are annoying, but i dont dislike anyone 
have you ever tasted baby food? how about pet food? both. they’re nasty
have you ever thought about what you might call your children? or, if you already have children, what are their names? alexander. 
where is the person you would most like to see, or most like to be with? fuck guys 
find 5 people on your facebook friends list, whose name begins with K. who are these people, and how did you meet them? 
Kristin: my cousin
Kim:my half sister 
Krysta:my main bitch
Kaitlyn: grade school/cheerleading
Kathy: my ex husbands friends wife.
is there a person that you can go to in sweats, and still feel comfy? Plenty.
do you think the last person you kissed is nice? fuck him.
how many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? trust no mf..
how far away is the last person you kissed? about 20 ft. 
have you ever had a teacher that was like a second mom to you? nope
have you ever been in a school talent show? what for? nope.
was the last book you read for fun, or was it for some type of assignment? som mystery novel ider.
would you prefer to go out on a fancy date or just chill in his house? It depends on my mood. I like doing both.
do you enjoy long car rides? Sometimes.
do you ever wish you could live on a farm? Nope.
do you know how to play poker? hell yeah used to kick ass 
have you ever had an ear infection? Not that i remember of 
what color is your favorite bra? #nobralife
what was the name of your first boyfriend? nathan.
have you ever dated someone more than three years older than you? Not yet.
have you ever dated someone a year younger than you? i think so.
have you ever dated someone of another race? nope 
do you enjoy eating veggies? ewh
are you attracted to the last person you exchanged numbers with? i dont have a number to exchange 
what do you think of country music? some of its good. 
do you think pigs are cute or ugly? Grown pigs aren’t the cutest animal out there… but as babies, they’re cute.
did any of your friends lose their virginity before they were 16? if so, did you feel pressured to do the same? lol. i think all my friends has sex at 16 or younger. and i lost mine at 14 so
what kind of home would you like? idc as long as i owned it 
did you ever build furniture forts as a child? yassss
what kind of dog is your favorite? teacup yorkies 
have you ever considered dropping acid? thought bout it 
describe your music style: rap/hiphop/alternative
are you close to any of your aunts/uncles? I write my uncle in jail every week. another uncle comes visits me and my grandma a couple times a week, so. bout it. 
have you ever had a seizure? No.
do you plan on losing weight any time soon? hopefully gain. 
what was your gpa in high school? 3.5
if you have a favorite television show, who’s your favorite character? shameless. uhhh, i love all the gallaghers 
what is your favorite book series, if you have one? I don’t have one.
have you ever had a parasite before? Nope.
do you enjoy listening to older music? Sure.
have you been to disney world before? i will someday
have you ever met someone who was really racist before? Unfortunately, yes.
if you could be a disney character for a day, who would you be? i dont like the disney characters 
would you ever want to swim with sharks? i cant swim so i’d either die instantly from being eaten or drown
what was the last thing that made you laugh? I have no idea.
ever used a bow and arrow? Yes.
occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? astronomer, veternarian…
tea or coffee? Coffee.
opinions on sex before marriage? do it. fuck arriage 
who was the hottest teacher you ever had? freshman year there was this math teacher who was super hot and i think he transferred cause i kept flirting lmao 
have you ever walked on a beach at night? nah.
when was the last time you baked something? did it turn out good? chicken pot pie homemade, it was amazing. couple weeks ago
do you think some of the stuff we’re taught in school is useless? almost all of it 
why do we put the clocks one hour forward or one hour back? daylight savings time. 
what song really gets to your heart and inspires you? I’m not sure.
do you have fireflies around where you live, or do you wish you did? I think there are fireflies around here…
what commercial do you wish they kept playing? hate commericals. 
what current commercial is your favorite?   I don’t watch enough TV to know of any good, current commercials.
if you could have played in any movie, what movie would it be? Magic mike 2, would’ve ayed the girl who got the lapdance at the end.
did you used to do easter egg hunts when you were a child?   Yes! i loved them
what would you rather live by: highway, train tracks or airport? ive lived by train tracks before, so them.
do you believe that ‘hate’ really is a strong word?   I guess. Maybe not anymore
if you have facebook, are you guilty of fanning countless things?   mhmm
as a kid, did you love playing on neopets? Not really. i was too poor for that shit 
do you often get bitten by mosquitoes, or rarely ever? hardly ever anymore 
what’s your opinion on plastic surgery? ever thought about getting it? i’m getting a boob job one day, i’ve said it since i was in grade school..
do you own any feathers? tf kinda question is this lmao no. 
do you have a skype?   nope
the last person you had a thing with comes up to you and says “i’m sorry”? he said sorry earlier but it dont mean shit so i just continuted crying.
where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? ive never really had a romantic dinner 
do you get mad when your current bf/gf talks about an ex?   when my ex did that i did. but im singleee now 
do you know anybody who was abused?   me, a couple ppl i know. 
do you start feeling really gross if you don’t shower after one day?   sometimes
do you pee a lot more after you’ve drank a caffeinated beverage?   i pee about 2-3 times a day. only pee more when i start drinking alcohol
waiting for something? my life to get itself together.
who is your last received call from? grandma.
how do you pronounce the name Sean when you come across it in text… “shawn” “sheen” or “shane”? ”Shawn.”
wouldn’t it be EXTREMELY weird if someone fell in love with you after reading your answers to this survey?   kinda.
who is the next person you’ll hold hands with? nofuckingbody.
have you ever pole danced before?   id like to. 
what is something you used to be afraid of, but aren’t anymore?   i dunno.
do you believe your dreams have any real meaning?   sometimes. i took a nap earlier and i dreamed of snake and bugs and i looked it up and it said that something in my life was bothering me, which is true so..
what do you think of guys who ask girls out over via text message or internet?   pathetic.
do you drink more apple or orange juice?   apple
do you recall the first time that you learned the truth about sex? i reaked out. then got curious 
do you find extreme body builders’ bodies to be attractive? ewh no 
does it bug you when people go ‘mhm’ all the time when you’re talking? kinda
are your parents religious? they were yeah. not super holy rollers but they believed in god yeah.
what is your favorite hostess/little debbie snack?   swiss rolls, honey buns
do you find it rude when you offer someone something and they decline? Nah
do you think benedict cumberbatch is hot?   who
favorite disney princess?   none
does your sibling have a significant other? dont have a sibiling 
do you have any american girl dolls in your house? fuck dolls 
have you ever gotten in trouble at school for wearing revealing clothes?   yup
are you borrowing books from anybody at the moment?   Nope.
have your parents ever questioned your virginity? i told my mom after it happened, she cried but after that didn’t care, my dad never asked
roleplaying is super lame, agreed?   It’s not my thing, but people can do what they want.
how’re you feeling right now? I’m done crying and i just feel empty, and kinda mad and just wanna get my money and go.
does/did either of your parents serve in the military? No
is there anybody you’re not ashamed to tell anything to? Yes.
are you prone to illness? used to be 
are you on birth control? bout to change it but yeah 
how bad are heartbreaks? unbearable sometimes 
has a song ever given you an orgasm?   uhm no. 
have you ever made out in your room? last time? i dont have a room. 
if the last person that you kissed said they wanted to marry you, what would you say? lolololol. we already are. 
do you like your eyes?   I do.
are you attracted to the last person that you fell in love with? Yah
do you have a big butt? Not anymore 
would you be a good salesperson?   helll no
do you like hot sauce? if yes, what do you usually put it on?   nope .
can you do the ‘emo hair flip’? used to be able to
do you know anyone that has dimples? alex.
would you ever make out in front of your best friend? i think i have 
anything physically wrong right now?   nope.
ever had sex under water?   No.
the last person you kissed on the lips said that you were the only one they wanted, would you believe them?   no
you’re having twins. what’s your first reaction? freak the fuck out 
did your first love love you back?   why hell no
do you have scars on your wrists?   mhm
do you like fedoras? Lmao, no.
have you ever wanted to get drunk and get your mind off everything? what ive been doing the last couple ights but hasnt helped 
is there a band you like with amazing music but a bad vocalist? idts
is there a band/artist who has strange lyrics but you love them anyway?   probably
does your optimism sometimes hurt you?   yah
have you ever painted a piece of furniture? mhm
do you believe the fortunes in fortune cookies?   Nah
what do you prefer more: waffles or pancakes?   Waffles!
did you love playing hide and seek as a kid? Yes my fav
got plans after you finish this?   sleep
did you ever dream that you had a baby?   Yes.
have you ever been in a beauty pageant? Not pretty enough for that shit 
did you sleep alone?   I slept alone in my bed last night, but Mahima and Adrika were sleeping in the same room.
does your best friend approve of the last person you kissed? probably dont care 
where is the last person you kissed at this moment?   In his bed.
describe your dream girl/guy? fuck guys 
been arrested? for what? I’ve never been arrested.
tell us the story of your first kiss? it kinda just happened in the middle of class,
do you sleep with stuffed animals?   I have one stuffed animal that I keep in my bed with me. 
how many stuffed animals do you think you have?   used to have a lot but one now 
favorite character from finding nemo? dory
how long does it typically take you to get over people?   depends
are you stressed out?   always
so tell me one interesting thing about yourself. im an emotional wreck
do you own a trenchcoat? Nope.
have you ever owned a tire swing?   no
do you have a nervous twitch?   Nope
are you currently listening to music? no
is it easy to get a job where you live? im in cc rn, and its not. but in indy it is. .
is your signature legible?   it is, and pretty too .
was the last time you cried because you were angry? inbetween angry, sad, empty, not feeling good enough. .
is there an animal that scares you?   snakes, spiders, anything big enough to hurt and eat me
are you any good at video games?   helll yahh.
has a jehovah’s witness ever showed up on your doorstep? mhm
do you have a step parent? I dont even have parents anymore.. 
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little-lazylily · 5 years
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This year hasn’t really been the easiest. Shit, I think it was one of the worst but thankfully there are people who stood by me throughout, some left halfway through, some I pushed away, some couldn’t last. Some decisions made might be regretful, but things happen for a reason whether you know it or not. Regardless, you can’t undo what happened. All you can do is to learn from it.
So, just a short snippet of what happened in 2018.
January
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I went to my first concert ever, and it was for Imagine Dragons (losing it) and honestly I did not regret my company for the day. And I freaking cried throughout when they entered till the end of the first song. Seriously. HAHAHAHA.
Also, it’s the first time I went JB with the clique or my friends tbh. It required more convincing than I thought, LOL, but yas, I’m so glad to have you guys around.
February
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I started talking to TW which was… HAHAHA. Oh well, everything is an experience aye?
It was a weird month where everything was so jumbled up together tbh.
It wasn’t that long since I got together with Da but it’s also when we ended. I’m so thankful that you showed me so much patience and understanding and took care of me throughout the semester and stayed by me relentlessly. I honestly don’t know how to tolerate me even after what happened.
March
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I started talking to Nic again because it felt right; that we could become friends again. We started hanging out and tried so many new firsts together, again. I wish I could feel the same again but it just wasn’t right anymore.
And my ex-girlf was dumbly back in Singapore for work, last I heard, she’s back in China again, smh. But I’m glad I got to meet you even if it’s for a while.
I met some friends in SMU and truthfully, we are kind of a shitty group in terms of classwork wise HAHAHA. Pulling stunts every time and doing work freaking last minute, it’s a surprise that we passed the module even.
April
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Sem 1.2 would not be survivable without Luq and I’m so thankful for you bro. He’s been there for me for whatever shitty reasons that makes me 24/7 upset, especially with all the exams and stuff. And he’s been filled with all my nonsense and bullshits, I don’t know how he’s still surviving being my friend HAHAHA. So glad I met ya.
And I met Jun, I liked him so fucking much guys. I can’t HAHAHA. Thanks for bringing me to my first clubbing session ft. Zedd. I can’t believe I was prioritizing guys again. Sigh.
May
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An important month of the year for my Chigga, THEAAAAAAAA. I’m sorry I kinda disappointed you with a simple plan to chill at the beach for your birthday, you had so many people to choose to spend it with but you spent it with me yas. I appreciate you so much. We’re just too damn ridiculous with our constant bullshits and I’m thankful that someone like you is around in my life.
Luq and I restrung a guitar for the first time while being scrub and doing it at a Coffee Bean outlet. Such horrible low ses lyf, just because we didn’t want to pay extra for services HAHAHA.
Also, Taiwan trip was a bomb. Sure I did not expect to go with MJ and it’s definitely weird but guys, platonic af. He’s always so understanding and tolerating of my tantrums and rage quits. Though he sucks at planning but HAHA at least he tried. Thanks for bringing me around and it was really enjoyable because I got to travel alone for a bit as well, it was one of the best fucking experience.
June
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I knew this guy through OkCupid and it was just that period of like, “oh I’m bored, let’s find some guys to talk to to pass time”. Damn, ever since we met at KOI and talked bout shits, I don’t know why it was so personal but I’m glad you opened up. And I couldn’t wait to see you, it was a weird feeling and I’m really not against it. You went Artbox with me, it was my first. Worse, you tricked me into hugging and kissing you okay. HAHAHA, you were just really this adorable guy and I wasn’t expecting much for us to happen and my friends weren’t really supportive either because I ain’t ready for this shit. But for me, I just wanted to see where this goes.
July
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I realized you were a camwhore by now HAHAHAHA, I hate taking photos and you know it. It caused some issues between us but whatev LOL. I can’t. Deal with you. At this point. You were still so adorable and YOU were the one who stole my heart you shit. Tbh, really proud of you and what you were doing, all those relentless trainings for NDP and drinking of BBTs for free HAHAHA, fattie. You look damn suave in uniform and TOTALLY WERTH THE WAIT.
It was also a milestone for Xi Mum and finally got proposed to. I’VE WAITED TOO LONG FOR THIS. I’m so glad it happened, it was so freaking beautiful okay guys.
And a million thanks to my BFF who made time to spend my birthday with me. I’m just so thankful that it was spent with someone whom I love. There was so much chilling and new shits. Thanks for putting it out to cheer me and showing so much love.
August
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Jiamin is finally back in Singapore and the weird poly clique could reunite again, at least for like… a few hours HAHA. You guys are still weird af. Though we are walking different paths, I wish y’all the very best in the next to come.
And I met this weirdo SMU girl, Amanda. HAHAHA, so our friendship literally started from, “Eh you want go club tonight with us?”, and I’m just like, “Ya sure ONS”. HAHAHA, WHY ARE WE SO FREAKING RIDICULOUS. I think it was just FOMO but HAHA, she’s one of the best out there guys.
September
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I finally went to Teepee Hut @ Mr Stork’s, it was freaking great though my company wasn’t what I expected but okay.
October
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As the date comes nearer, I get more nervous, I have no idea why but yeahs, it was our anniversary and it still kinda haunts me. We used to go every HHN together, except for the last and this year. And yeahs, it was just our thing, and now it’s changing.
Also, it’s my BFF, Denise, birthday as well. It was saddening that she didn’t join us for HHN, I think she would flip and it would be the joke of the next century HAHA. BUT WELL WELL WELL, that spot is taken by Lixuan and Thea and HAHAHA, GUYS, legit damn funny their reactions.
November
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Finally brought the bae to Teepee Hut because, yas, he was my supposed company and he’s still pissed that we didn’t go together first. He’s still such a cutie, I really don’t know how he still holds it together and tolerating me LOL.
And woohoo, shoutout to my SMU marketing chiongsters. You guys need to stop staying up and talking shits about what, getting fucked sideways by a carrot, PLEASE GUYS. HAHAHAHA, what a joke ass bunch, thanks for making this sem a fun one. Love y’all.
December
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Finally, a break to take a short travel, ALONE. Guys, I might be addicted to travelling alone. Tbh it was abit scary because of all the recent events and I don’t know, it just isn’t a safe country LOL, no where is.
Anyways, another milestone for my ex-colleague, congratulations on finally settling down.
And yas, I travelled to JB with the bae. It’s his first travelling with just two people, CAN MEH? Such a group-oriented person. It wasn’t what we expected and I think shits got abit bad at some point but I’m so glad to go through this with you, though it’s kinda boring af.
  Overview of 2018 This year hasn't really been the easiest. Shit, I think it was one of the worst but thankfully there are people who stood by me throughout, some left halfway through, some I pushed away, some couldn't last.
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dipdyedsilence-blog · 5 years
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Lolll why do i do this to myself
Hello im finna rant abt my night in an effort to get over it. So. Theres this dude lets call him alejandro. He is mighty. Fine. And one day he decided to put his phone number on my pizza box. I didnt recognize him at the time. This was in mid september. Its december 5 rn btw. Like when he put the number on the box, i hadnt seen his face but i was like. Ehhh lemme entertain the idea. Ok so i texted him right. He was funny and we small talked. Then he kept asking to meet up, and me being the weenie i was, i was hesitant nd would make excuses. So one day he just didnt respond anymore and i was like ok its chill. Bc i thought he just wanted a fuk and im not like that lol (hypocrite). Fast forward like at least 3 weeks later. (So me and my bff here would go get pizza at this place b4 our bio tests. So the first time i went nd got the # was before our 1st bio test. This fast forward is the day b4 the second bio test). So we go in nd get our pizza and we chillin. Btw i completely forgot abt this dude. Nd i didnt even know what he looked like so i didnt expect what came nxt. So i get up to get water and this low sexy ass voice comes up behind me and says my name. And me being dressed so gross look at him and am all confused and shi. He explains who he is and then im like oh fuk he actually hot lmfao lemme actually pay more attention (Shallow ik but it be like that). So im like fuk fuk he fine. He tells me that he lost his phone and so he lost my number or whatever. He is a fuk boy so i didnt trust anything he said to me and i still dont. But he asked for my number again. And i was like sure i got nothing else to do. So we talk and end up meeting up after his shift the next week on a tuesday i think. Its like 11 at night too and we go out. I looked good tbh and he just came from work. He was "nervous" or whatever lol and i still didnt believe him bc i know his type, aka saying anything to get in ur pants. But again, i was just being entertained by him and the idea of him. Bc have i mentioned that he is hot yet? Well yeah. Reason enough to entertain haha. Ok so anywayyy. He is like "i had a few drinks to loosen up a bit bc i am nervous and u r so beautiful" and i was like lol ok ma dood is rlly tryna get somewhere. I met him with no intention of having sex. So like i was just laughing everytime he would be like that. He was like i have a dog and that hooked me in. He was like "we can go to my apartment so you can meet him" and i was like uhh ok hahahhaha just cuz i wanted to see the dog. (Yes im big dumb ik but he seemed chill and i didnt think he would take advantage of me and anyway i know how to fight and wanted to see his dog). we went to the bar he works near cuz he said he wanted more drinks and he had to give some dude something. We were sitting at the bar and all of a sudden he gets a call from someone named "lola" with heart emojis and kissy faces. So im like uhhh tf lols. I make my friend call me and i change her name in my phone to "antonio" with the same emojis. And tell her to call me in 5 min. So when his chick called him he grabbed that hoe and silenced it and put it in his pocket. I ignored it bc i didnt want him to think i was looking. Then she kept calling until he said he needed to take it and he went outside. So when he got back i got my friend to call me. When the "antonio" pulled up on my phoen i turned it around real fast and put my phone away. I didnt know if he saw it but i felt content. (Petty i know). We kept talking like normal, no mention of two names. So we finally got in his car to go see the doggo after an hourish. Side note. So he wanted to fuk me. I could tell very clearly. But i still said no. He asked to kiss me in the car and lemme tell you. This man KNOWS how to fuking kiss. Dam. He asked me and i was like ok then do it. And ugh worst choice of my life bc i literally dream of his kisses. Ok so we drove to his appt. He was tugging on me, pulling me by my jeans belt loops to his actual door step when we got there. Fuking hot af. Dam. And he was just being so sexy the entire night it took so much to be controlled. On the way to drop me off i asked him if he had a gf. And he was like no. And he asked me the same thing and i said no too. Then i said dontchu lie to me. And he was like u either. Then i wAs like im not lying. THEN HE ASKS "WHO IS ANTONIO THEN" and im laughing inside bc im like this bich rlly saw after less than a second of it pulling up on my screen. So i ask "who is lola" then we both just sit there. I couldnt say antonio was a lie bc technically i was talking to a guy named antonio we just werent official. But ok so that was the intro to that whole issue. Later when he was dropping me off...( we stayed in the appt for like 20 min btw, i saw the dog and we brought him with us and he changed bc he smelt like pizza from work) so he parked his car and basically we made out for hours in the trunk of his car. Again. Great . Kisser. And so am i hehe so it was fun. Ok so the next couple of days we hung out doing the same thing for hours and on that thursday we went out out. Aka. I got dressed up and we got drinks. He is older too so he bought me drinks and i got tipsy. He was smoking he hotboxed his car like a stupid when we were parked. The security guards showed up and asked if everything was good and they smelled the goods and i got so scared lol bc i was drunk and there were the goods on school property. But it was all ok thankfully they just asked us to move. So he moved and we didnt go to that spot again. But when he dropped me off he was lying to me. He told me he didnt have a gf but he was still doing gf things with lola. I told him i didnt care as long as he was honest. But he was lying so i got annoyed and left the car. He pulled me to come back in but i didnt let him. I went to austin that weekend so i didnt talk to him then. So i texted him bc i was in a mood and wanted to kiss him bc its addicting and we hang out that next week. Same thing. We park the car. Make out intensley in the back of his car. Get near sex but never there bc i dont trust the dude that much. THEN WEDNESDAY WHEN WE HUNG OUT. WHEN HE DROPPED ME OFF. HE HAD THE AUDACITY TO TELL ME NOT TO CATCH FEELINGS WHICH MADE ME MAD. SO I LEFT. By this time we had talked abt my view on relationships. He knew i didnt want one and that i just liked kissing him. Plus i knew that he had lola nd i am not in the buisness of competing for a relationship i dont even want. I just liked him for sex things, in no way did i want more. Which he knew bc everytime we hung out we would make out yeah, but also talk bout shit. He told me that lola apparently thought they were dating just cuz she assumed so but he nvr asked her out or to be gf Nd bf so he didnt consider them exclusive but he didnt want to tell her upfront bout me to spare her feelings. (Stupid logic. Ik) but imo. He digs his own grave, if he doesnt mind being in that complicated position, imma use him for his good kissing nd buying me things. :). Ok so that wednesday he said that shit to me was halloween btw. That thursday i textd him to hang bc. Well yanno. He told me he was busy but he would let me know.ME BEING A DUMB ASS WAITED FOR HIM. But to no avail. He didnt text me back and i felt like shit. So i made my friends go out with me and i drank nd danced my sadness away. Fast forward a week later. Since he didnt text me that night i was like fuck it im not texting him nd he obvi didnt text me like the lil shit he is. Then a week later i get a mf text. from LOLA. She is like. " hi im alejandros gf and incase u dont belive me here are pics, i just wanna know what u guys did" nd i was like lmfao dafuq. She sent me actual pics of them nd i was like uhhh ok sis this is so randome, i hadnt talked to him for a week by that time nd i thought i wouldnt talk to him again. I texted her back saying sorry nd tat i didnt kniw they were dating dating bc he nvr said that. Had i known they were exclusive i wouldnt have messed with him. I responded nd she blocked me? After she saud it was ok or whatever. I didnt say abything rude so idk y i got blocked but anyway. I figured she blocked me on his phone too just cuz thats what she seemed like she would do. Even tho i wasnt gunna text him lol i didnt feel comfy seeing him again anyway plus he told me he was going to europe soon anyway so i wasnt concerned with talking to him at all. Fast forward a lot more to yesterday. December 4. More than a month after i last talkedto him. I thought he was in europe. I was straight chillin. Got finals this week. I went to the coffee shop i always go to.( Which happens to b right by the pizza place but again i thouggt he was GONE GONE and didnt expect to see him ever again tbhh. He made it sound like he wouldnt come back from europe So i knew what we had was a fling which is what i had wanted. I just wanted it to last longer than 2 weeks which was why i was a lil upsetty when he hadnt answered me that thursday.) So im working with my friend carter and im talking bout our oral final then i see alejandro walk in nd talk to the coffee shops owner who i had known was his friend but alejabdro dont like coffee so i double nvr thought id see him in the coffee shop. I literally panicked bc i hate suprises like this. I literally knew he was there but didnt say shit to him. I kept working with carter and when he walked out ( since i was sitting by the door already) i looked up at my friend but didnt make eye contact with alejandro. But he saw me for sure and he slowed down a bit too but didnt say shit. I was meeting my girl squad at the coffee shop later anyway so to see what happened i suggested we all get pizza and split it before we started working. So we went in and i was nervous as fuking heck so idk why i even suggested going there. But anyway. Lemme give names to the two girls out of squad who are the most relevant for the story. We got amy (who i changed contacts name to antonio. She is my bff here) and claire who is one of my better friends too and had known abt my situation with alejandro but who has never seen him in person like any had. (Amy was with me the night he put the number on the pizza box and the other night i saw him for the first time). Ok soooooo he brought my friends our pizza when it was done but i completely ignored him and didnt make eye contact bc im a lil bich haha. And i was tryna avoid him. He literally was staring at my friends. At me. Bc i was facing away from him (thank god) and everytime id look to the side to claire to talk i saw him there just watching me. I needed to refill my water so i waited till he wasnt leaning against the wall staring until i made a run to the water machine. So i run there fill my water and all of a sudden i hear his deep sexy voice. (Fuk i had missed it lmfao). He is like "i get out at 9 can we talk i want to explain it to you. Me and lola had a big falling out and i want to talk to you abt it" i was like fuk fuk. Amy was there and amy dont like alejandro no more bc she thinks he a cheater so i was scared at what she would do to me if i went bc she is very agaisnt him now. But either way i said yes bc i wanted closure and im adumb bich. So i kinda nodded and walked back to my seat. I had drinken regular milk at the coffee shop earlier and im lactosentolerant lols and since i was already hella nervous i had an awful stomach ache so i decided to go to my room. He literally ran after me and was like "yo can we please hang today like i missed you" (lol right) and i was like yes we can whatever blah blah blah. Amy ran after me to see if i was ok and i was like ya im fine. So i met with him later. He picked me up and we went to the bar and drank some. And smoked some. Then went to his appt. I told him from the begining no sex again. And tbh i thought he stopped talking to me after halloween bc i didnt wanna have sex with him. Even tho that thursday i texted him, i was literally planning on doing it but he didnt text me back. So. Anywayyy we went to his appt he explained his fuk up. We had a freaking great time. And i literally hate it bc he knows what to do to me and its amazing. We were supposed to hang out today too but he never called me. And i would have texted him but my number is still blocked in his phone. Either he is stupid and didnt undo it on accident ( which i think is more likely bc he said he wanted to see me again and how amazing i am and blah blah blah) or maybe he just dont want me anymore lmfao. Either way. I wanted to see him today and im big upset that he is a lil shit bc i want my mf fling and to get attention in that way. So yeah. He is still a great kisser. And he leaves for europe on the 16th and my surgery is on the 18th and i cant kiss no one or have sex for a long ass time after that how so i wanna fuk around while i can yanno. Esp with him. So idk what imma do. Uhm yeah. Also he literally shows up again in my life when im just over it or when im super horny. And idk why tf this happens. It makes me so mad bc its awful timing and im just pulled right back in. At least on the 16th im saying bye forever and thats great. Ok story over if i remember more i will update. :)))))
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