#WHY ARE YOU AWAKE GO TO SLEEP

[raydioactivegeorg]

guess what show im rotating in my head today

malevolent

#/j #why are you awake go to sleep

[puppyeared]

ive made myself more wet and pathetic

#new icon because im SUFFERING. im in HELL #its so bad. i had to sign out of discord so now im both lonely and stressed #because i KNOW im still gonna get dstracted. i just did making this URGH #how good are brains at working around things. i once set a 7AM alarm on my phone with snooze cause i was so sure my brain would #be too lazy and keep snoozing instead of actually turning it off. but nay it either kept sleeping through the alarms and snoozing #or actually managed to turn off the alarm half awake that i barely remembered it and then waking up late #i actually have a track record of climbing out of bed and turning my alarm off without remembering. which is impressive bc i have a loftbed #the other thing is setting fake deadlines so make myself panic into doing things ahead of time. but unfortunately that doesnt work either #because if theres one thing my brain will put all its energy into remembering its self assurance. meaning i WILL be able to remember #the real deadline even if i try to trick myself. cant ask someone to give me a fake deadline either #the only things keeping me going rn is that i have deadlines due at least 1 day between each other and excitement being able to talk with #crow after break. but you can see how well thats going <- ignores long term rewards in favor of short term pleasure #BTW CROW IF YOURE READING THIS IM SO SORRY TURNING OFF MY DISCORD WITH BARELY ANY EXPLANATION #im a huge fucking dumbass and i had barely enough impulse control not to block everyone in my dms because i realized that would send a real #really bad msg. youre not distracting me im distracting myself and i promise youre not annoying me i just really like talking to you and #thats why im just barely stopping myself from signing in. I WANT TO TALK TO U LOTS BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM KICKING MYSELF FOR DOING IT #you can be a little mad at me btw cause i definitely could have done that better but i was all over the place abt how to do it without #making u think im ignoring you. IF THAT MAKES SENSE. SORRY #yapping #doodles #puppysona #edit but last week i tried to schedule and give myself work periods and break periods using my class schedule #and reminders on my phone to tell me when to start and stop. can you guess what happened

[absurdumsid]

when I sent this ask, don't check what time it is in America.

Its definitely not 3 am.

Me not sleeping? Yeah what are you talking about

hes trying to subtly imply you should be asleep

#sid answers #sid art #sid ocs #why are you AWAKE #WHY ARE TWO OF YOU AWAKE #DZASTER UR LITERALLY CHATTING W ME MY GUY WHY ARE YOU LOT AWAKE #horrorpills sans #underpills #sans au #i cant take this anymore stop it GO TO SLEEP. #<- EVEN DT WENT TO SLEEP !!

[papermonkeyism]

Having DnD in the brain now, got to thinking of my player character bucket list (things I'd love to play as someday. Doesn't necessarily have to be DnD, but something similar):

Goblin (just embracing myself here, let's be honest)

Minotaur (my first ever WoW character a lifetime ago was tauren, and it left me with a huge soft spot for cow people. Would be fun to draw too!)

Tiefling (with the cancellation of one of my IRL games removing my one tiefling from action, the next time I get offered a game limited to Player's Handbook races I'll know what to do!)

Tabaxi (I know I already have one, but what about a second tabaxi?)

Centaur (because)

Loxodon (heck yeah elephant people!)

#shut up paper #Paper plays DnD #There are few other races I think would be interesting to play too but those are my current top favourites #Go to bed Paper #Why are you still awake at this hour #Sleep. Now!

[spiritofjustice]

i was so determined to go to bed at a slightly more reasonable time and then got distracted and have spent literally an hour drafting more fanart of bobby fulbright. maybe tomorrow will be the day i go to bed at not 4-5 am boys

#psy's no punctuation posts #'what is slightly more reasonable for you' 3 am #didn't work but i tried KRKF #sorry. i have to admit part of why i spend so much time awake in the middle of the night is because i'm thinking about Ace Attorney #like no joke it keeps me up because i keep wanting to think about it or find art or whatever KRFJDHN #i just get so exciteds about it i dont knoww #it's kind of become a problem bcs i'm going to bed so late every fucking night ever since i got really into it #it's fiiine i'll fix my sleep schedule eventually KRKF

[goldenhypen]

uh so the sunghoon drabble is not so drabble-y anymore,,, uh perhaps this will be the longest sunghoon fic i’ve ever written ?? i say that as though i’ve written long sunghoon fics before sjsnsj nOPE NEVER it’s not done yet but it already easily passed my longest sunghoon fic you’ve never written any hoon fics close to long before em wdym 😭 sksjsj

#drabble writer things 😔💔 #k but i rlly love the storyline omg 😭 #exes to lovers is my new fav trope i think 🥹🫶🏻 #i’m actually obsessed #k i’m going to sleep now and i’ll try to get some more words in tomorrow and get this thing posted soon 🫶🏻 #will keep you updated 🫶🏻 #why am i still awake tho omg 😭 #the way i can only get inspiration at the times i should be sleeping 😭😭🤌🏻 #ok gn you guys talk to you tomorrow <3 #em speaks

[animalsandskyyy]

I went to sleep at midnight and am now so horrifically awake at 7am…. what is this sorcery???

#like this is technically what I wanted….but my quality of sleep definitely suffered and I want to go back to sleep but can’t?? #like I woke up at least 3 times last night and that never happens #aaahhh #this is why I stay awake until I physically cannot anymore lmao #because then you just crash and are asleep for 6 hours straight #anyways #grace is dramatic

[vipier]

I can either come up with gut wrenching emotional headcanons or the stupidest most pointless shit you’ve ever heard, no in between.

#I can give you a detailed study of tristan’s forms of self harm and why he’s most comfortable being used #or I can give you the roster of songs you might hear at karaoke if he’s drunk enough and you can talk him into it #or that he can line dance and absolutely loves a honky tonk for reasons nobody himself included understands #anyway I’m not awake I’m going back to sleep I’ve been waking up in bad sad moods

[elegyofthemoon]

can someone remind me to write up my thoughts about gallagher and the enigmata later or at least compile them somewhere i want to share it but also my Goodness i am sleepy as heck today and i have work tonight 😔

#and its a saturday so its gonna be busy asldfjkasdlkah #im just. im so sleepy man #and i have to wake up early too for work tomorrow so i just. Im going to Die between today and tomorrow count on it #but at least on monday-wednesday ill make myself catch up on sleep #love the work but on the downside MY SLEEP..... #i forgot if i said it here. idk where i was posting bro #but the other day i 100% the theme park and am close to 100% dewlight pavilion so i'll be nearly caught up with all information #that + still need to read #but im also nearly caught up with all the reading in penacony too so thats super fun and exciting !! #but because of that i have thoughts askjdfalh #most of it is towards gallagher and the past of penacony and the watchmaker but. you know alskdjfalskjh #avil plays hsr #hsr 2.1 spoilers #just in case o7 #i will say though #its wild i havent run into any information regarding the dreammaster at all really #the one who adopted sunday and robin #who is the dreammaster? why does the dreammaster and watchmaker have beef with each other? whats going on? #where did the shift come from between the watchmaker being the father of penacony to the family being in charge #since the family and the watchmaker are kinda against each other #(shakes the game) I WILL KNOW YOUR SECRETS SOON ENOUGH. AS SOON AS I AM MORE AWAKE ITS OVER FOR YOU. #i wish i had someone to ramble about ideas with and like bounce off of #WE CAN SOLVE THE MYSTERIES OF PENACONY! TOGETHER! #and then probably get our asses killed too by getting to close to the legacy 😔✌🏼 itd be the way of the truth

[lunaetis]

GO TO SLEEP

I'M ABOUT TO !!!!!!

#confluxium #.answered #.ooc #[ FINE I'M GOING RN !!!!! #RIGHT AT THIS SECOND !!! #SMH I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE THE ONE YELLING AT ME TO SLEEP #WHY ARE *YOU* AWAKE THEN !?!?! IT'S LATER ON YOUR END !!!! GO TO SLEEP !!!! ]

[russilton]

I was wondering why you draw Lewis’ hair as just squiggles coming out of his forehead and not in any defined pattern. Because typically IRL his hair is parted in places and you erase a lot of detail.

Honestly, part of it is a stylistic choice and part of it is cutting corners on detail to create a recognisable shape when too much detailing ended up making him look bald. Rather than it being a perfect copy of one of his haircuts it’s a blended slightly fictional version of several- which is an approach I took to most haircuts of real folk.

I also started drawing Lewis around Brazil/qatar 2021 when his partings were a lot closer, and I believe these are partially faux locs rather than the twists he usually has now- so you’re right that there’s absolutely lost detail there because I’m still working off an old style

Once you get past the recognisable hairline, the layers of parting became really hard to define without looking overly detailed, so I went for a shape of his hair rather than detail that layering

It’s sort of the same reason I don’t draw more realistic detail in georges hair either, it’s more of a cartoon shape than a real visual copy of his hair, because when too much focus is on mirroring the real look 1:1, it becomes more striking how the rest of his face isn’t exactly right. Instead, like with Lewis, the hairline and overall shape is priority, and layering lost to that shaping, it is admittedly hard to make a 3D shape fit a 2D style, and I won’t pretend I’m great at it.

That being said, I’ve never been super happy with how I draw lewis’ hair, and I’ve been making an effort with some recent unfinished art to experiment with new detail and some textured hair brushes I picked up from black artists on IG. I haven’t found something that works with my blocky blunt line art quite yet, which is why I’m still working on it, and as you can see below I still haven’t found something that helps with the layering

I’m in a very filtered corner of f1 where I don’t see much outside of real photos and gewis, so if anyone has favourite examples of how creators they like have stylised lewis’ hair, drop them in my inbox! I could use extra inspiration, and I would love to see any other examples of how people have cartoonised twists vs braids in a cell shady style to make it clear they are different patterns bc I’ve been struggling!

Tldr: it’s partially a style choice and partially a lack of skill, I’m working on it, would appreciate inspiration from other artists!

#‘mark why are you awake’ ‘ saw this ask while going to he bathroom and couldn’t sleep till it was answered’s #asks #anonymous #mark rambles #Lewis’ hair is the last part of any fan art I do bc it’s so- I know I’m not doing it right! #but the changes I make look wrong roo #you haven’t seen art from me in a while because I’m struggling with health and modifying this way of drawing hai #*hair #I don’t want to half ass it #full ass only

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

*crawls into your box with a pillow ready to smother you*

Miss it's 2 am, why are everybody simping now

because every simp i know is awake by now and they're all demanding the girlies so who am i not to provide food for the fellow inmates 😔 <33333/hj

#ask #nah it's just cause there's usually a lot more activity on my blog past midnight and i'm usually awake til three so why not answer some ask #that and each time i answer one another appears which is!!! so sweet and exciting and waa i adore them all sm >:'))) <33333 #i'm so glad you guys find my little doodles cute!! i would kiss you all on the forehead if i could<33333 #but i still have a bit of time before i go to sleep so dw granny blue >;)c <3333

[stupid-dyke]

stayed up til 3 when I have an 8am again. I do this because I hate myself so sos sososososososososo much. It's really funny because I don;t fall asleep in class thanks to my meds but I've noticed every time I go to class after 4 hrs sleep people act weird around me which is how I know im acting really weird. And I am so extremely angry at myself. I spent 4 hours. well 8 hours. Well all day. Pretending I'm going to do homework and distracting myself with various other things on my laptop or crying on the phone to my parents. Got zerooooo work done at all i stayed up most of the nihght for literally no gain whatsoever this is pure self harm. Which I do becauase again I hate myself. Because I didn't do my work. Which i won't do tomorrow either because i'll be so tired I wont be able to string a sentence together even though I'm supposed to give a presentation haha. My favorite activity is staring at the clock on my laptop getting later and later and later. new high score etc. Who's a hypersomniac now. Imagine how much easier this semester would have been if I'd gone to bed before 2am ever. I'm so fucking angry at myself I'm not sure I'll be able to sleep now even. If I fail my classes again my parents are gonna make me live at home forever and say im too crazy to live on my own. I know I was supposed to get a therapist but I hate them all so, so, so much. I think people get that job bc they feel powerful telling some pathetic person what to do knowing I literally cannot do it and will come back week after week admittingn failure and paying

I know I was supposed to take the new experimental FDA approved drug for IH but the list of side effects is fucking terrifying and I live and sleep alone so i really don't want to take a super powerful sedative that can make you stop breathing. So I'm gonna keep taking stimualnts and lying to myself that today is the last day I stay up extremely late for no reason.

#it's really sad I'll skip the meds sometimes to try to sleep and it doesn't even help. I just feel worse while awake. #The real reason i can't sleep is because im screwing myself over by doing no work and im terrified im going to fail my fucking classes #and theyre all going to say im crazy if I fail my classes. theyre going to say im crazy and I self sabotaged on purpose #bc i dont want to succeed. Dad says that every day #Dad loves telling me everytjhing wrong with me multiple times a day every day so i never ever forget #hes so helpful. He's trying so hard to help. If i dont answer the phone he starts worrying ive committed suicide #again i was suicidal one week in 2019. Get the fuck over it. You've literally threatened to kill yourself multiple times. Fucking hypocrite #a bunch of my friends are going to graduate this semester and best case scenario i graudate next semester and then I'll lose touch with eve #ybody #and then the good times are over and life is boring and hell forever and ill get more disabled every year until I can't work and then I'll #run out of money and die #you know when I talked to my genetics professor about the alzheimer's results he said somethign will kill you eventually and it #wont be that unless you live to old age which will be good! #so true bestie. so ture #Guys lets be real here. Why the fuck. Do we live. why. It is so goddamn hard. Maybe it;s easy when u get sleep . But that hasn't happened t #me for a while #all my classes end next week and i havent done most assignments since spring break #also over spring break my parents met w a lawyer to revise their will adn afterwards dad told me im executor and explained to me what will #happen after each person in my family dies. #the assumption is that I will outlive everyone. they don't think my sister will live to old age adn they are already old #the lawyer apparently has clients with the same disability as me and all of them had the same thing happen. Once they get another disabilit #and get older it becomes impossible to manage IH and they cant work til retirement age #i just spent an hour typing this shit instead of sleeping. 4am-730am sleep lets go. I should kill myself #i hate my parents fucking advicce bc they;; be like well when i was ur age I was married it sure must suck to be single!!!! fuck you guys f

[monty-glasses-roxy]

Oh yeah uh. No I didn't get the Chica design stuff done yesterday I got absorbed in the maths of horses on car parks. Uhhh sorry?

If things go well, I may start offering doodle requests for good reference pictures of Mazercise though so we have that to look forward to I guess lmao

#there's no good ones on image searches it's truly devastating :( #I really wanna draw horsies though #I'm. very tired right now though so imma eat and go sleeps as early as possible I think #might be able to be awake for more than uhh half of the time my meds are meant to be active? #also yes. i'm going back to sleep after taking my adhd meds. so sue me lmao #'theyre meant to keep you awake!' sounds like a skill issue. #lmao nah it's a new type of med so I'm on a really low dose and also I think it's ACTUALLY lasting the intended amount of time?? #wild... strange... crazy even... none of the others ones did that lmao #anyway yeah I'm gonna try that and see if it improves ability to create things #it should! I don't see why it wouldn't! I have SO MANY horsie drawings to make you've no idea #and a few cupcakes to finish up the chica design thing #and maybe more!! we shall see!!! #I'm gonna save everything for next Sunday and you're just gonna have the most PACKED Sewerhell Sunday ever lmao #pop rox talks #IF it works #it might not #so.... we shall see!!!