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Oneshot - Where your life changed when you met him Akutagawa x  reader Requests are open. Honestly, I wrote this for fun, I am just dumping oneshots :3
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"Don't kill me" that was the first thing you had told him. He was a runaway boy, who showed up blooded and beaten up at your lawn, still ready to fight despite the fact he would fall if you touched him.
You might have helped him heal back to health by stealing food from your own house, something you couldn't very call your own. You were sent to live with your relatives, the only people who were alive in your bloodline those people who never cared about your existence and had made living almost seem insignificant.
The boy you met, never told you his name, and yet you helped him.
"Just help me run away from everyone" You said, as you saw the boy turning his back to you, to the journey he never completed.
"And why would I help someone who I barely know?" He replied harshly, ready to move on before you held him back, holding his thin and fragile hands, "I need a place to stay" you whispered, as you didn't once look back and dragged him along, with a bag in your hand.
"I don't need your help" Was the first thing he said as you both joined Port Mafia under a man named Dazai Osamu, which later you learned was the mentor of your only friend, Akutagawa
You were under the wing of another Port mafia member, named Chuuya Nakahara, who was well, a way better mentor then Dazai.
"Y/N L/N what was the reason of joining port mafia?" The person beside you asked, his name was Oda Sakunosuke, a member of the port mafia with a kill count of 0, and a person Dazai respected.
"Where I can cover up my face" You replied with almost with a sighed, as your mind flashbacked to all memories you tried to depress.
"Don't cry" Akutagawa told, as you both were on a mission to demolish a gang who had interfaced with the work of Mafia. You were injured badly, and it hurt a lot. Your ability was not as matched as Akutagawa's.
I am just a freak!
I am just a freak!
I am just a freak!
I am just a freak!
Akutagawa had helped you in the past, you were forever in debt with him, your life, soul and body to protect him and only him.
And as if almost, through his emotionless and ruthless behavior, you felt an emotion... and it was
Love.
"My head is filled with parasites" You told Akutagawa, as you both sat down while you explained him your ability.
"Black holes cover up my eyes" You told, "And then everything just vanishes from the sight, I am blinded using it" You sighed.
He only nodded his head in your answer as he stood up to walk away. Slowly, you walked up to him, and engulfed in a hug, something you only did when you felt low.
He felt uneasy, because it was not everyday someone gave him affection. It was not like he deserved. Emotions were a waste of time and energy, something he dropped a long ago. But you, you made him revive emotions, and it was the emotions that made him regret sometimes, but he was nothing but a dog to the mafia, a killing machine designed perfectly by the man he hated the most.
"I dream of you almost every night" You wishpered, hoping he didnt hear your dreams, as you clinged onto him close, the distance between you being nothing but a mere contact of two bodies.
"Hopefully, I won't wake up this time" you said, this time louder, as your head rested on him, your hands around his body as you hugged him tight.
"I won't wake up this time!"
Akutagawa knew times were hard on you, and for the first time in very while he returned the hug. the phase was something he got to mean a lot ago, and it was the only thing that you would communicate with him.
"I won't wake up this time!" He replied back this time, almost a little softly, hugging you back.
'I won't wake up this time!' you said to yourself as you and Akutagawa hugged in middle of nowhere, just two runaway kids, in each other's arms and you wished you could stay like that forever.
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I don't know guys enjoy ig
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cookiekat-blogz · 1 month
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Why do Akutagawa and Atsushi fit Yin and Yang so well?
may or may not be inspired by some sskk rant I saw on tumblr a few months ago (I'll reference if I remember the creator) and a Pinterest post w this template:
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Has anyone else ever notice how yin-yang Akutagawa and Atsushi are? Yeah they are both orphans that were taken in by Dazai and "abused by their handler" ('handler' is wild ngl) but in the main series Atsushi is more Yang and Akutagwa is more Yin, character wise, and even design wise. Yet, in Beast (a spin-off where Akutagawa ends up in the ADA and Atsushi ends up in the PM) the roles are reversed and Aku is more Yang and Atsu is more Yin, further emphasizing that this difference between the two isn't accidental (not claiming simply speculating).
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Akutagawa is relatively bad but he has shown how he could be good, in the main series, Wan, and beast. he's undeniably a good brother (just look at how much he cares for his sister in beast, he even joined the ADA and made it his purpose to find her after he learned that she was in the mafia.) He keeps promises, hates meaningless torture-- which believe it or not shows a bit about his character-- (haha he does have emotions even if it may be stemmed from a deep psychological trauma). He also has a mainly dark but light accent wardrobe, from the ends of his hair to the very same accessory that he can't even name. help I ran out of good character traits I think I'm failing
Atsushi is relatively good, and even seems to be blind to it at times, but he has shown his not the best traits. He's kinda like Gon, but less merciless, even when it comes to fights with Akutagawa (sometimes). His good:bad ratio is pretty skewed though, no matter how much he may envy or hate his kindness kinda just... drowns it out. Evil headmaster dies? cry. Evil goth boyfriend partner dies? scream. Evil American enemy still lives? team up with him. Evil 14 year old serial assassin in the port mafia exist? save her.
Although, he's pretty rash/blunt (that Dazai diss was wild aku didn't do anything to deserve that) and its also shown in wan and other scenes in the main series that he would probably participate in a 2017-19 roast battle(hj) and holds some strong grudges. (help I ran out of bad character traits he's too good, its like he's so good and he doesn't even try.) Butttt apperence wise, his singular black hair streak in a head of light whatever-colored-hair (in contrast to Akutagawa's) and accents of black (suspenders, tail-belt-thing that moves as if he was Cat Noir, tie, gloves, pants, shoes) do what Akutagwa's 19th century ruffles do best. Be utterly useless and ugly and feed into the theory that he is a time traveler Contrast.
Now for beast. I'll make this one shorter:
Akutagawa takes Atsushi's role. in this he represents 'in light there is darkness' perfectly. he's on the 'good side' and has the noble goal of finding his sister and his color pallate is lighter but he is still pretty quick to judge and isn't open or super kind.
Atsushi is considered ruthless (because of how violently and mercelesly quick and cold he kills but its really the tiger) but he himself admits that he is scared, scared of it all, especially death (or something like that) so to over come his fear of death, he must become it. That's it. He became the 'god of death' because of his fear of it. His color pallate is much darker and the lightest parts of it is the tiger fur on his coat and his natural features like hair and eyes. He's on the side of 'bad' but he even betrayed dazai for kyouka because he cares about her too much and that part of him he cant change. he will always want to protect all the orphan kids that were suffering like he was because he cant bare to see it, so yeah, in darkness there is light.
Basically, Shin Soukoku canon because opposites attract.
(this is from #9 1/2 of my "why Akutagwa is the best bsd character ever" post)
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@oflegends​​ planted: Atsushi, (ofc) Shibusawa, Higuchi GIVE ME A CHARACTER | ACCEPTING
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How I feel about this character: BABY !! BABY BABY BABY !!
All the people I ship romantically with this character: lucy ,  akutagawa ( 0 braincells please fnejrgne ) ,  chuuya
My non-romantic OTP for this character: yOSANO AND ATSUSHI !! LET HER TEACH HIM HOW TO GROW A SPINE >:(
My unpopular opinion about this character: please stand up for yourself i’m begging you p l e a s e
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: LET ATSUSHI CUSS AT AKUTAGAWA AND DAZAI ! LET HIM SAY FUCK !!
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How I feel about this character: nasty man. i will kill you. n a s t y.
All the people I ship romantically with this character: i don’t really ship him with anyone ,  but kyu’s shibu got a wife and fucked so there's that-
My non-romantic OTP for this character: a good shibu and his son atsushi
My unpopular opinion about this character: canon did him so dirty omfg i can’t believe kyu’s shibu is canon
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: LET KYU’S SHIBU BE CANON FUCK-
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How I feel about this character: SHE’S TRYING HER BEST FUCK I LOVE HER HIGUCHI MORE LIKE HIGUCCI DAMN
All the people I ship romantically with this character: gorls ,,,  mainly gin ,,,
My non-romantic OTP for this character: surprisingly ,  higuchi and aku post canon would be good ngl
My unpopular opinion about this character: you deserve better than akutagawa please honey you don’t need that emo
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: let higuchi fuck shit up... please...
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