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Getting to be your first time
Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
Pairing: Akutagawa X Fem!Reader
Request: "Jesus christ i loved your drabbles of chuuya and dazai with a fem virgin reader, could you maybe write one for akutagawa?" ◜By lovely anon!!◞
Genre: Smut
Format: Drabble
Warnings: NSFW! content, nipple play, vaginal penetration
Word Count: 0.5K
A/n: E-eh?? I thought it wasn't good enough- Thanks!! T^T
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For the first time in his life, Akutagawa has no idea what to do.
He's always following orders from higher ups, doing the job exactly as he's supposed to. He has done the trickiest missions in the port mafia, but not even once he has felt nervous, the way he feels now.
He avoids eye contact with you as his fingers slowly draw circles on your clit, pressing his naked body against yours unintentionally. This feels intimate; so scary yet so close and somehow he doesn't wanna pull away, not when you feel so warm, soft and kind.
Heavy breathes and low pitched moans scaping your lips are getting into him. He knows you can feel his throbbing member against your womanhood and the urge to get swallowed by the ground is kicking into him, but he can't separate from you now; not when he's this close to name you as his.
The gentle touch of your hand has him coming back to reality, turning his head toward you so he can meet your face.
Your pretty face, swollen lips and reddened cheeks.
He doesn't know what to say when you quietly ask him what's wrong, so he just slams his lips on yours, capturing them in a hungry kiss.
He's needy, you're just as needy as he is, you two really are a match.
Adjusting himself on your entrance, he reluctantly pulls away and looks you in the eye for approval, but all he can see is love, desire, and of course lust.
You whine a bit and pull him back so you can taste his lips again, feeling him smiling softly into the kiss. You don't let him break the kiss, not even when he slowly pushes inside, earning a slow gasp from you but not enough to break apart from him.
"O-oh!"
"Am I hurting you?"
"No..."
"You can tell me if you want to stop"
You don't want to stop.
When you wrap your arms around him, he lets out a heavy breath as he starts thrusting in and out of you, with a gentleness that seems familiar but is actually brand new. You don't hold back anymore. You moan everytime his length reaches a particular spot inside, and he feels honored as your voice gets louder and louder.
Akutagawa can't hold himself back anymore. You sound so nice and he has to hear more of you. He has to see you in your most vulnerable state, to hear you scream when you finally reach your orgasm. That's all on his mind when he tilts his head downward and starts sucking on your right nipple, using all the strength left in his body to speed his thrusts up, and boy he's pleased when you whimper loudly and throw your head back on the pillow.
For once in his life, Akutagawa doesn't want this intimate moment to be over. All he wants to do is doing all he can to pleasure you, and trap you in his arms, forever.
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foranpo · 8 months
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ੈ˚★ the shock of reality.
@pistoletrose asked: Hello love <3 I just discovered your blog and instantly fell in love with your BDS headcanons, they were written so beautifully my words don't do justice fr. if this is okay can i request something? Scenario: Akutagawa getting recruited by PM fem reader (instead of Dazai) She is not as harsh, genuinenly treats him with care, thus shaping him into someone not as bitter and also making him fall for her romantically. Really hope you'd accept my request and if not, totally fine <;3 much love
fandom: b.s.dogs.
character: akutagawa.
reader: gn!
genre: drabble.
content: alcohol, reverse comfort, fluff.
word count: 970.
cole’s note: i hope you like it! thank you for requesting &lt;3
 ੈ♡˳────── enjoy the reading ♡ ──────
On that hot summer night, none of you could guess what future was written in your stars.
“Hey, Aku…” your voice left your mouth in a hoarse whisper, soaked by the alcohol you held in the glass.
Akutagawa looked at you. Yearning for you to continue, Akutagawa placed his glass, still full, on the counter and waited; letting the sounds of the bar invade his ears, Akutagawa patiently waited for your voice to stand out among all the noise in the background, soothing his ears, calming his anxious heart.
You took another sip of the acidic drink you had in the glass, letting it burn your throat and set fire to the words that screamed to come out. When your stomach felt comforted by the false relieve of the alcohol, you placed the empty glass on the counter and faced Akutagawa.
“When you met me… Did you imagine we would get here?”
Of all the simulations that took place in Akutagawa's mind in that small space of seconds, the words that came out of you were not included in his calculations. You shocked him. Without any mercy.
“Here…?”
“Hm…” a pause, a request for a new drink, a nervousness growing in Akutagawa. “Our partnership. Do you think it would reach this level?”
“Level of…?”
You snorted, a little tired of all the slowness of Akutagawa, a little frustrated with the alcohol's difficulty in cheering you up.
It was a simple question, something extremely basic that could be answered in a matter of seconds –and Akutagawa simply lengthened it, taking the syllables of the question and dragging it out with intonations that were too interrogative to be declared answers.
Answers.
Answer.
What answer?
Yes, you managed to gain the courage to interrogate Akutagawa with that little question that had settled in the back of your head; but the confidence one gains from the alcoholic elixir is quickly stripped away by the reality of the answer. An answer that you didn't have yet. An answer that made you nervous.
“When I met you, I couldn’t imagine myself beyond that month.”
Akutagawa responded in a long whisper, finally rejecting the drink you had offered him at the beginning of the night, always looking down. Without looking at you. Without ever looking at you –that was Akutagawa.
“How so?”
You turned your body in the chair and looked at him, searching your partner's nervous posture for any hint that could decipher the enigma that was Akutagawa.
“I thought they wanted me dead.”
“Who…”
“The Mafia. That they wanted to get rid of me.”
“Why would you think that?”
And there it was, the shock of reality capable of lifting those who had luxuriated in a bed made of strong, cold drinks.
“Because I wasn’t good enough. Not at first, I mean” you looked at Akutagawa in confusion, the same expression as always on his face: indifference. There wasn't a single expression in Akutagawa, not since you met him, in those woods, alone, afraid, without any hope of existing. “Before we were partners.”
“Aku… I came to you because I believed in your potential.”
Your drink has somehow found the clean surface of the counter, your hands now resting gently on your companion's arms. “Do you really believe I would recruit you if you weren’t good enough?”
“But I failed. Several times.”
“In training,” you let out a small heartfelt laugh that was quickly caught by Akutagawa’s ears; it seemed like you were enticing him, instigating your partner's curiosity –after all, what was so funny?
And Akutagawa looked at you. Seduced by your laugh, totally fascinated by the faint melody you created in the middle of that conversation, Akutagawa looked at you. And you were smiling. Waiting for Akutagawa, waiting for his look, you were smiling.
“You never failed me on missions. That’s why I chose you to be my partner.”
Akutagawa was ready to refuse your speech, gently shaking his head before looking down again, feeling your hands slide down his arms and grabbing his hands.
A new pause, a request for serenity in his heart, a nervousness growing in you.
“I have always been proud of your work. Of you.”
And there it was, the shock of reality capable of accommodating those who never believed in themselves. The words that Akutagawa swore he would never hear in his life, much less from you, were pronounced with the sweetness of your voice, soaked in a strong acid that still remained on the tips of your lips –but, even manipulated by alcohol, the words never stopped being said, being felt, by his partner, by you.
“It’s not your mistakes that define you,” you caressed Akutagawa’s palm, him shrinking even more to divert all the attention from his eyes red with joy. “Your successes are saved in your record. And I couldn't be happier for you. You've come so far. You did so much…”
A hiccup.
Your speech was interrupted by a sob from Akutagawa. Something involuntary, in reality, but it was still audible to you, and your smile never left your face.
You stood up quickly, bringing your body closer to Akutagawa's, and, without any warning or permission, you held his face and laid it on your chest, stifling the waves of sobs that invaded Akutagawa, hiding his red face from everyone.
A safe haven. In the midst of all that reality, that chaos, a response to Akutagawa's insecurity.
And he grabbed your shirt. Squeezing it with all his strength, crushing the chaste fabric, Akutagawa used your shirt to muffle the screams that wanted to come out of him, the joy, the satisfaction, the delight of being seen, of being noticed, burning his throat, the sobs dying at your words, the crying intensifying with your confirmation.
“I’m proud of you and your entire journey.”
 ੈ♡˳───── feedback is appreciated ♡ ─────
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tender-rosiey · 2 years
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OMG UR BLOG >>> I LOVE UR WRITING😭😭😭🫶🫶🫶🫶 can i maybe request dazai, atsushi, chuuya, and akutagawa x reader where they’re hugging and they go to pull away and reader pulls them backs asking them “just a little longer”? feel free to ignore, and remember to hydrate!!! ( ◠‿◠ )
“JUST A LITTLE LONGER.”
— wanting to hug dazai, chuuya, atsushi and akutagawa longer
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a/n: AHHHH I AM HONORED PLS, hope you like this as well <3
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DAZAI OSAMU:
dazai perks up instantly when he notices your presence, “hey dear!” but you don’t respond and just walk towards him.
he laughs softly as he feels you wrap your arms around him and press your face into his chest, “this is a pleasant suprise,” he muses before engulfing you in a hug and pressing a kiss to the top of your head.
the both of you relish in each other’s warmth for a bit before he gently tries to pull away, but notices you are still holding on so he softly speaks up, “ belladonna? you okay, love?”
your grip on him tightens and you nod gently before murmuring, “can we stay like for a little longer?” you sigh, “just a little longer,” you feel him smile into your hair before sighing happily.
“you know, I am actually in quite the mood for cuddles,” he quips before picking you up and heading to the bedroom, “I don’t plan on letting you go for tonight so best be prepared,” he winks and his heart flutters at the laugh that erupts out of you.
NAKAHARA CHUUYA:
"what is it, dove?” he asks when he notices you at the door of his office, “is it urgent? I still have some stuff left to do,” chuuya says lookin at you. 
you decide to shake your head, “I just wanted a hug; I will just come later, don’t worry,” you assure but you see him throwing the papers on his desk and striding towards you, “chuu?--” you don’t get to continue as you’re pulled to his chest.
you stay like that for a while with chuuya occasionaly stroking your hair, “feeling better?” he asks in a voice barely above a whisper.
“just a little more,” you decide before closing your eyes, getting lost in his warmth, “sorry that I am disturbing your work.”
you feel a small pinch to your side which makes you yelp and glare at him, “hey!”
“shut up, you didn’t disturb me and I wanna hug you for a little longer so deal with it,” he grumbles pulling you in once again and patting your back slowly, “I love you,” he says, it’s soft, barely audible but you hear it and kiss his jaw to reciprocate it.
NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI:
“y/n, you’ve been staring for a while,” he chuckles, “did I do something wrong?” you do not reply. instead, you open your arms and stare intensely at him.
thankfully, your boyfriend is a smart cookie and quickly walks to you and pulls you in ahug and you happily wrap your arms around him.
you notice that the tip of ears turn red making you laugh lightly and he pulls back to see what you are laughing at but is pulled back into the embrace right away, “not now, please,” you mutter and he hums confused so you elaborate, “can we stay like this for a little longer?”
he purses his lip, nervous before nodding perhaps too eagerly and tightens his grip on you, “thank you,” he sighs and you quirk an eyebrow confused, weren’t you the one who’s supposed to say that?
but, in the end, the hug was for him as much as for you and you both wanted and needed it.
AKUTAGAWA RYUUNOSUKE:
akutagawa feels a little tug on his sleeve so he turns around and is faced with a pouting you who is looking at the ground.
he waits for you to say something but you don’t so he ushers you, “is something the matter?”
“a hug,” you mumble but he does’t hear and furrows his eyebrows so you repeat, “I would like a hug.”
“oh,” he holds you by the arm and pulls you in awkwardly, one arm wrapped around your shoulder and the other one by his side. you tug at his free arm so he wraps it arounf you as well, “is this okay?”
you nod, “can we stay like this for a bit longer?” he hums quietly and his body slowly relaxes and the embrace is no longer awkward. just two lovers exploring the wonders of love and touch together.
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akutails · 2 years
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"GO TO SLEEP" - akutagawa ryuunosuke
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✁akutagawa, of all people, puts you to sleep. warning : slight mentions of death.
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"i told you to sleep hours ago."
your thumb freezes from the voice coming from behind you, preventing you from scrolling deeper through whatever social media platform you were occupying yourself with, it didn't really matter at the moment. you thought of pretending to sleep, but it's probably to late for that, and akutagawa is not stupid. he knows you've been awake for too long.
closing your phone, you shuffle around the futon and looked up to your boyfriend, who was already dressed and ready for work. he starts fairly early in the morning, before dawn, then arrives way past dusk. catching him before he left for work was a common occasion, but he didn't really like it. waking up to see you still awake, fiddling with your phone, irritates him endlessly and has given you reminders to get to sleep earlier, but to his unfortune, it's no use.
"i'll be fine, love. off you go." you tuck your hands under the pillow under your head, giving him a soft smile. akutagawa, however, was unfazed. his stare almost disintegrates your eyes from how harsh he was staring, but you got the message. sighing, you lift your phone towards his direction. "here, you can place it somewhere far. i won't touch it."
"how am i so sure that you won't just stand up and get it after i'm gone?" he takes your phone anyway, but makes no move to tuck it inside his pocket or place it on top of the wardrobe.
"do you not trust me? i'm hurt, love."
"no, i don't. unfortunately, i can't trust you with yourself." he walks over to your side of the futon and sits besides you, placing your phone somewhere on the floor. you shift your gaze towards him, his face still unreadable and blank. he knows that you've been staying up all night recently, with no particular reason. you weren't doing any work or anything of the sort, and you were beyond tired because of the events during the morning of, but somehow you force yourself to stay up until the sun rises and it's time for you to start the day again. akutagawa is aware of this, he's been seeing you wide awake at ungodly hours for too many times. you claim that you just woke up and were trying to lull yourself back to sleep, but he knows better than that.
"i'm okay, ryuu. seriously, you should go." you tuck your hands inside the covers, feeling the strain on your eyes, drowsiness following after. your half-lidded stare causes him to sigh and place his palm over your eyes to guide them to close, then moving his hand to your hair to gently scratch your scalp.
the feeling of his calloused fingers running through your hair brings a shiver down your spine, a tingling sensation running down your neck and over your shoulders. suddenly, all the clenched muscles in your body relaxes and you slump down on the futon. with a soft hum, you whisper, "that feels nice."
you can't see him, and you don't wanna open your eyes to strain them any further, but you're sure that he has this contented look on his face. the same face he always wears when he does something for you, a ghost of a smile on his lips and a slight blush on his cheeks. he loves doing things for you, knowing that he's the one who's helping you become comfortable and happy. usually, at his own hands, he brings the demise of hundreds of people, giving them hell and suffering, but with you, his hands bring you the upmost joy. his hands, which end the lives of many, delicately touches you just to bring you warmth, the absolute opposite of himself.
just after a few moments pass, he hears your breathing steady and soft snores leaving your lips. he brushes the hair off of your forehead and kisses the skin just below your hairline, careful not to wake you. with a swift motion, he's grabbing your phone off of the floor and stands up, turning off all your alarms set for only a few hours later. he figures that you needed the sleep more.
before leaving, he checks back in with you to see that you've moved towards his side of the futon, still in a peaceful slumber. contented, he quietly makes his way out of the apartment.
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╰─▸ ❝ @[akutails]'s work is not open to reposts, plagiarism, and the likes. (09/01/22). reposted from @[yatsugareboyf].
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Freaks
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Oneshot - Where your life changed when you met him Akutagawa x  reader Requests are open. Honestly, I wrote this for fun, I am just dumping oneshots :3
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"Don't kill me" that was the first thing you had told him. He was a runaway boy, who showed up blooded and beaten up at your lawn, still ready to fight despite the fact he would fall if you touched him.
You might have helped him heal back to health by stealing food from your own house, something you couldn't very call your own. You were sent to live with your relatives, the only people who were alive in your bloodline those people who never cared about your existence and had made living almost seem insignificant.
The boy you met, never told you his name, and yet you helped him.
"Just help me run away from everyone" You said, as you saw the boy turning his back to you, to the journey he never completed.
"And why would I help someone who I barely know?" He replied harshly, ready to move on before you held him back, holding his thin and fragile hands, "I need a place to stay" you whispered, as you didn't once look back and dragged him along, with a bag in your hand.
"I don't need your help" Was the first thing he said as you both joined Port Mafia under a man named Dazai Osamu, which later you learned was the mentor of your only friend, Akutagawa
You were under the wing of another Port mafia member, named Chuuya Nakahara, who was well, a way better mentor then Dazai.
"Y/N L/N what was the reason of joining port mafia?" The person beside you asked, his name was Oda Sakunosuke, a member of the port mafia with a kill count of 0, and a person Dazai respected.
"Where I can cover up my face" You replied with almost with a sighed, as your mind flashbacked to all memories you tried to depress.
"Don't cry" Akutagawa told, as you both were on a mission to demolish a gang who had interfaced with the work of Mafia. You were injured badly, and it hurt a lot. Your ability was not as matched as Akutagawa's.
I am just a freak!
I am just a freak!
I am just a freak!
I am just a freak!
Akutagawa had helped you in the past, you were forever in debt with him, your life, soul and body to protect him and only him.
And as if almost, through his emotionless and ruthless behavior, you felt an emotion... and it was
Love.
"My head is filled with parasites" You told Akutagawa, as you both sat down while you explained him your ability.
"Black holes cover up my eyes" You told, "And then everything just vanishes from the sight, I am blinded using it" You sighed.
He only nodded his head in your answer as he stood up to walk away. Slowly, you walked up to him, and engulfed in a hug, something you only did when you felt low.
He felt uneasy, because it was not everyday someone gave him affection. It was not like he deserved. Emotions were a waste of time and energy, something he dropped a long ago. But you, you made him revive emotions, and it was the emotions that made him regret sometimes, but he was nothing but a dog to the mafia, a killing machine designed perfectly by the man he hated the most.
"I dream of you almost every night" You wishpered, hoping he didnt hear your dreams, as you clinged onto him close, the distance between you being nothing but a mere contact of two bodies.
"Hopefully, I won't wake up this time" you said, this time louder, as your head rested on him, your hands around his body as you hugged him tight.
"I won't wake up this time!"
Akutagawa knew times were hard on you, and for the first time in very while he returned the hug. the phase was something he got to mean a lot ago, and it was the only thing that you would communicate with him.
"I won't wake up this time!" He replied back this time, almost a little softly, hugging you back.
'I won't wake up this time!' you said to yourself as you and Akutagawa hugged in middle of nowhere, just two runaway kids, in each other's arms and you wished you could stay like that forever.
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I don't know guys enjoy ig
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nixnephili · 1 year
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In your Fyo! Atsushi AU, Dazai being unable to convince Atsushi to leave Fyodor is so interesting because as you mentioned, not only does Fyodor serve as the positive figure in his life, but I think if Akutagawa and Atsushi ever interact, Akutagawa would be all the proof Fyodor would need to prove that Dazai cannot be trusted, considering how the man mentally and emotionally pretty much destroyed his own subordinate (even if Dazai is trying to be better, and from what you said about their relationship, Akutagawa's independence doesn't help their case either.). It's such an interesting concept to see them in different positions on the battlefield, considering how many "different sides of the same coin" symbolisms they both have. Do you have any ideas as to what their interactions would be like? Does Akutagawa have a role in your AU Ii just love your character design of him so I would love to hear anything about him, especially with Gin)
Also, I have never fallen for a fictional character faster than I have fallen for your Fyo! Atsushi...he is so gorgeous I want to cry
Fyo!Atsushi A.U.
AKUTAGAWA
-by Nix
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Oh there is so much to look through when it comes to Atsushi and Akutagawa's meeting...
For instance, Fyodor would warn Atsushi against socializing with Akutagawa at all. Realistically, for Fyodor, any means to keeping Atsushi as far away from Dazai as possible are valid. So then he forbids that Atsushi approaches Akutagawa and advises that if he is the one approached he is to keep the conversations short and obviously, reveal nothing.
Atsushi respects these bounds to the best of his ability until Akutagawa proves to be much too similar to himself...
I feel like they'd actually get along and thus will be a more so forbidden freidship situation where they start working together in secret.
Of course, Nikolai quickly spies on Atsushi and learns of this- causing tension between the two partners. Nikolai has dirt on Atsushi. Thought...oddly enough keeping it to himself for now...
I'm pretty tired so ilk stop here for now-
-Nix🌙
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sanoluvs · 2 years
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.˚✩ - WHEN YOU'RE ON YOUR PERIOD !
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CHARACTERS ! : ranpo, dazai, akutagawa
CONTENT ! : period, fluff
A/N ! : i wrote this a bunch of times cus it didnt save..it was quite a hassle to keep recreating this, especially with my low motivation and writers block. thank you, and enjoy!
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RANPO is ironically confused with your unusual attitude. He isn't an expert in girly problems, especially periods. So of course he's beyond dumbfounded once you start snapping at him more. You'd only ever get annoyed with his childish demeanor when you're hard at work, not whatever this is. At first, he simply brushes it off as something wrong on his side. Maybe you're angry because of the mess he made this morning? Or maybe you were simply in a bad mood today, and if that's the case, then he knew what he had to do. And although it felt very wrong to share his snacks, he didn't mind sharing them with you, especially when you're having a bad day. "Y/n saan!! look at what I brought!!" he gleamed, hopping up and down while shoving a handful of chips into his mouth, quickly making sure to hand you some, "here you g-" but as he was about to finish, your hand suddenly came flying at his face, forcefully knocking him over, while your other hand furtively took the chip bag out of his grip. "Mine!!" you exclaimed in victory, shuffling yourself out the door while smirking maliciously. "Oww, now what was that for?" he yelled, rubbing his head while forcing a pout on his face. He soon figured out what was happening, once he'd finally decided to ask Yosano about this, only earning a loud chuckle from her as she explained to him.
DAZAI had already figured out what was happening as soon as he laid his eyes on you holding your stomach, dragging your feet through the ground in an attempt to move, while an ugly grimace tainted your scrunched-up face. Believe it or not, Dazai had become quite interested in the female body and how it functions. After all, how was he supposed to take care of you when he doesn't even understand periods? "Alright Belladonna, on a scale 1-10 how bad is it?" He questions, a worried sigh escaping his lips. His bandaged arms wrap themselves around your trembling form, his hand slowly caressing your cheek, seeking to ease your pain. ......Pfft, did you really think he didn't plan to have this moment with you? ..No you didn't. "Tadaa!!" He unwrapped your blindfold, revealing the large chocolate bar in his hand, and watching your eyes light up just from the sight of it. Calling him provocative is a large understatement. Expect above and beyond from him, of course, but don't you think for one second that your vulnerable feelings won't be played with. "Ooo~ you like it? Ya, ya I picked it out from the shelf just for you." A cocky grin appeared on his face, staring at your elated expression, as hishe dangled the chocolate in front of your face, mocking your vulnerable expression. Only turning away to continue his babbling. "Now, now. No need to thank me, I only did what I needed t-" but soon his big-mouthed babbling end once your hand hurriedly ripped the wrapper open, quickly shoving it in your mouth. "H-hey! Easy there- What are you, an animal?!" He yelled in utter horror, only to have his screams turn into realization. "..That was the last bar..wasn't it."
AKUTAGAWA is beyond broken. He already feels so terrible about himself that this just sends him off the edge. Being a perfectionist, he always tries his hardest to impress you, to make you notice him. And you do, you always give him the attention he craves, no words needed, just his usual puppy-dog stare toward you immediately melts the mood. So imagine his surprise when you suddenly started snapping at him, scrunching your pretty face up, yelling in his face, not even sparing him a breath. He blinked, a small gasp escaping his lips before his expression suddenly emptied. Blank. His mind completely blanked, only a single thought running in his emotionless mind. "What....went wrong?.." he asked himself, not even noticing your hands soon shake in the air from pure remorse and worry, obviously regretting your earlier meltdown. "H-hey!! N-no, Aku please don't be sad- I- I promise I didn't mean it, it just came out-" you babbled, continuously face slapping yourself. You hurriedly laced your hand with his, leaning your face into his while repeated apologies spill from your mouth, such cheeky words you thought you'd never use rolled off your tongue, with the only hopes of making him feel better.
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a/n: god damn. this isn't the first drabble i've done on here but..im lowkey kinda fond of this ?? probably gonna hate it later though. *dies*
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fyowhore · 2 years
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Akutagawa has absolutely no idea how to care for a partner and we need to remember that. He’s probably stoic, cold and monotone even when he IS expressing interest in you.
Kissing would also be an extremely foreign concept, I think his way of expressing affection would be to simply press your foreheads together. His eyes shut for just a moment, as he appreciates any warmth he feels from you.
He asks!! A lot of questions!! Lots of tiny little check ins on what you enjoy that may sound like he’s being too blunt but it’s appreciated since he’s not assuming anything about you. If he forgets, he asks immediately. (Though I believe he’d write it somewhere, or that he just wouldn’t allow himself to forget.)
Akutagawa is most likely on the ace spectrum, and can imagine him having nudity repulsion (whether it’s based on trauma or not is an entirely different ballpark, and I personally won’t be touching it despite similar traumas). But I think he’d just… want to be close to you.
Abandonment issues? Oh, plenty. He gets angry about it, Aku definitely keeps close track of where you’re going. (Most likely candidate for a yandere too imo if we’re going anywhere near that) I don’t think you can help too much, last gentle reassurance. Even then, sometimes it’s not enough.
He’s gentle, refusing too much intimacy but you must remember. He’s been raised to be dangerous. Unlike Atsushi, he’s explosive and angry. You can’t fix that.
But god loves a trier, huh?
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fyodorloveclub · 2 years
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THIS IS MY FIRST EVER REQUEST
okay so, akutagawa s/o who works at port mafia but while her missions she has to take care of her 5 year old sister SKSHSHSHSHSGS
i am so embarrassed to ask this lol
hello beautiful thank you for the request i had a lot of fun with this!! and do not be embarrassed this was an adorable prompt 。.:*♡ I hope you like the direction i went with this!! ♡ ♡ ♡ sorry if its too cheesy lol
requests are still open!!
cw: some cursing
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“This is incredibly dangerous, (y/n).” You rolled your eyes.
“I know, Ryu, I’m not dumb,” you said. “But I have to do this mission, and she has nowhere else to go.”
Akutagawa stepped closer to you, taking your hand in his. His eyes were filled with concern, and if you weren’t so pissed off right then you might’ve found it sweet.
“You don’t have to go on this mission, darling.”
You dropped his hand, crossing your arms over your chest.
“You wouldn’t be talking to any other woman in the Mafia like this, Ryu. Don’t treat me differently just because I’m your girlfriend,” you spat back.
“Of course I’m going to treat you differently. I care very deeply for you and your wellbeing, and I do not care if anyone else lives or dies. You know this.”
The way he said it so seriously made you laugh. You did in fact know that.
“Ryu. Mori asked me specifically to gather this intelligence. No one else.”
The two of you were arguing in the living room of your apartment, words hushed as your little sister was sound asleep in the next room. Since you were both incredibly stubborn, you had been going back and forth about this for at least an hour.
Your perfectly simple plan (which you thought was perfectly reasonable) was this: go on previously stated mission and bring your sister. It wasn’t likely to become a violent mission as you weren’t challenging anyone, just spying. If she would just stay quiet like you had trained her to do in the past, there would be no issues.
“She’s five. She’ll stay strapped in the harness on my back silently like she has before, and everything will be fine,” you huffed, doing your best to keep your temper in check.
You know that Akutagawa meant well, that he just wanted for both you and your little sister to stay safe, but he wasn’t being realistic. This was the life you two had to lead, and you had accepted that long ago. Why couldn’t he?
“Exactly, (y/n), she’s five. There is a very high chance something or someone will scare her, and she’ll cry. And then both of you are dead. I simply cannot allow for that to occur.”
“Okay then, what do you propose then? Leave her on her own for at least a full day or more, or turn down a major career growth opportunity? You’re well aware that normal babysitters aren’t an option for people in an industry like ours. That’s just begging for someone undercover to take her hostage as ransom.” You were pacing around the room at this point, one hand in your air. The stress of this dilemma made you feel like you were losing your shit.
Akutagawa pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed, eyes closed, before making his way over to you. He grabs you by your shoulders to still you.
“Darling. Please calm down.”
“How the hell am I-”
“I will stay with her,” he said. Your eyes went wide at that.
“But- but you have an important meeting that day too,” you responded, voice cracking.
“It can be rescheduled. You’re right, this mission is important for you, so please go. I will take care of her.” His voice almost had an air of resignation to it, like he would do anything for this to just be resolved. As much as he loved combat, he hated fighting.
“Ryu-“
“Love, just go.”
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The next day, you waved goodbye to Akutagawa and your sister from the passenger seat of the car, fighting tears back as Chuuya drove away. You couldn’t remember the last time you were away from your sister; she was always strapped to you, metaphorically and literally. But watching her hold on to Akutagawa’s hand tight and wave back at you with a goofy smile on her face made you feel like everything would be okay.
The compromise the two of you arrived at was that you would go on the mission without her, but Akutagawa would stay home and watch her. The thought to ask him honestly never really occurred to you, despite your relationship status. He was as dedicated to his job as you were, and also didn’t try to mask his dislike for children. This felt like a huge step forward for the two of you, but that moment didn’t feel like the right time to think about it. You had to forget about them for now and focus entirely on your mission.
When you returned home two days later, feeling triumphant due to a successful mission, you were greeted with an interesting sight. Akutagawa fast asleep on the couch, with your sister sleeping on his chest, and the apartment was very much in disarray. Her toys and clothes were strewn all over the floor, clearly having played dress up. You laughed as you kicked your shoes off and dropped your bag on the ground.
Your amusement grew as you moved closer to wake them up. Akutagawa had makeup all over his face, his nails were painted, and he had bows in his hair. Your sister was still in a princess costume and also had makeup on – makeup that was clearly yours.
You should’ve been annoyed with the mess that had been made, but it was impossible to be mad as you watched your boyfriend cuddling your baby sister; your two favorite people in the world.
The both of them startled as you whispered their names, looking at you in confusion.
“(y/n)!” your sister screeched as she threw herself onto you, using Akutagawa as a launch pad. You oofed as she tackled you, and he groaned in pain at the tiny yet strong kick to his stomach. You held her in your arms as she pressed lipstick-y kisses all over your face, telling you over and over how much she missed you.
“I see you two had some fun,” you laughed, eyebrows raising at your boyfriend who was rubbing his temples like he was waking up from a bad hangover.
“We sure did,” he deadpanned, voice scratchy. “Welcome home, darling.”
You hoisted your sister up and on to your lap so you could sit next to Akutagawa on the couch, giving him a small kiss. He smiled meekly.
“So, what’d you guys get up to while I was gone?” you asked, to which your sister gladly responded.
"Well first Ryu ordered us a pizza and got the order exactly right and everything. Then got all my toys out and showed him each and every one of them. Then I put on a fashion show, and then I gave him a makeover. Isn’t that right, Ryu?” she cooed, jumping off your lap to wrap her arms around his neck.
He laughed as he hugged her back, and your heart swelled at the sight. Truly your two favorite people.
“That’s very right, my love,” he responded, smiling.
Your boyfriend, the so-called coldblooded murderer, held your sister and giggled with gold eyeshadow smeared all over his face. The relentless Port Mafia executive who rescheduled a vital meeting in order to take care of your five-year-old little sister. You didn’t know what you did to get so lucky.
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secretanimeart · 2 years
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this, but akutagawa
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Fellas grab your ladies if your lady fine!
Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
Pairings: Dazai, Kunikida, Chuuya, Atsushi, Akutagawa X Fem!Reader
Genre: Fluff, Humor
Format: Headcanons
Warnings: None
Word Count: 0.8K
A/n: God I love writing about tiktok trends!
Listen to Finesse By Cardi B & Bruno Mars
This tiktok compilation on Youtube
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So basically when you're scrolling through tiktok, you come across this video where the woman stands next to his partner as this part of the song starts, and waits to see whether his man would grab him or not.
Youre a bit unsure if you should try it out with your s/o too, but you made up your mind and go to them
"Babe? Can you come hear a second?"
So as you tell em that youre recording a tiktok video, and ask them to stand next to you, you play this part of the song.
"Fellas grab your ladies if your lady fine!"
⇝Dazai Osamu
Definitely didn't see it coming since he doesn't have tiktok (he just doesn't seem like a person who would be into social media and stuff...), but the way you behaved made him think that something was definitely going on.
So when the song starts playing, he carefully listens to it, and from the lyric and how youre waiting for his reaction he finds out what you want.
Instantly reaches for you and pulls you closer to himself, as he smirks and looks at your satisfied reaction.
"Hey there, fine lady!"
"Hey there, 'Samu" you chuckle while wrapping your arms around his neck, and gently kissing his lips.
Deep down, he's sighing to himself, thinking that you would have killed him if he hadn't acted on time lmao
⇝Kunikida Doppo
So what's tiktok? <3
He's not really willing to do it cause he's not into these kind of stuff, but he's also not one to refuse after you give him the puppy eyes <:
So he secretly looks at his watch while you play the song, and when you do, he's obliviously looking at you, waiting for you to tell him what to do.
He though that this was some sort of tiktok dance as usual😭
When he watches your disappointed reaction, he wonders "What's going on? Why is she staring at me like that?" And that's when he concentrates on the lyric and goes like "Ohhhh..."
He rises his hand to grab your waist, but you shake it away as you walk away from him "I Cant believe you!"
Curses the creator of tiktok while he follows you to make up for the mistake he had no idea he was making 🤧
⇝Nakajima Atsushi
You obviously don't expect him to get it right away, but you just wanna see his reaction so you decide to do the trend.
You both stand next to each as the song starts to play, and you notice him listen to the song carefully so you hope that he does it on time, but when the song stops after that single lyric, he turns at you, dumbfounded.
You laugh as you explain to him what was going on, and he gets gloomy, like "But I don't know English🥺"
Convinces you to give it a go one more time, and this time when the song has barely started playing, he grabs you as fast as he could and shoves you into his embrace.
"Is this ok?" "Yeah! It's perfect" You chuckle while planting a small kiss on his flushed cheeks, thinking how can he be this cute ಥ_ಥ
⇝Akutagawa Ryuunosuke
I think that all mafia members know English since the organization has so many deals with foreign companies, so he knows What the lyric means.
Like Kunikida, hes definitely a hater of not into these stuff, but since you begged him so much he agreed.
Lowkey curious in what trick youre about to pull this time.
So when the song starts playing, he gets Dejavu, like "Haven't I heard this song before?"
That's when it hits him that "Oh! It's from the video Gin was watching- "
Suddenly, everything made sense to him, and exactly a second before the song is over, he places his hand on your waist.
You're surprised as heck cause you didn't expect him todo it😭
He tells you to get to work instead of wasting your time in this nonsense, while he's secretly satisfies with the result😏
⇝Nakahara Chuuya
He has tiktok.
And he's not dumb either.
was actually watching you when you saw this trend for the first time.
LOL I didn't mean in a scary way.
So when you ask him to participate in your video for tiktok, he tries to cover up his smile as he stands next to you.
The second the song starts playing, he suddenly raises you up and holds you princess way, while giving you a cocky smile :D
"Hmph! Testing me like that..."
You would have been on your knees if you were on the ground at that moment cause bruh! The dude looked so fucking hot holding you like you were a peace of paper
(Lets forget about the fact that it's because of his ability🚶🏻‍♀️)
You weren't sure whether to post the video or not but Chuuya made it clear that you have to by giving you a threatening gaze.
He wants other people to know how strong he is and that youre officially taken (:
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yatsugareboyf · 2 years
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i'll wait until you're mine, beloved
﹙ 「university au」 akutagawa ryuunosuke x gn! reader ﹚
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✒ unpredictable or not, akutagawa ryuunosuke has always been an old soul. he prefers the more aged things in life such as old literature or history. when he meets someone he wants to pursue, he'll do it the old fashion way, by courting you, which he'd most likely want to end in an engagement. unbeknownst to him, although obvious for everyone, you're not in the past anymore, and offering such a traditional way of pursuing has you (and many others) stumped.
✑ will include … headcannons + (not sure yet about the chapter count...) content / trigger warnings will be given per chapter. not-so slow burn. includes most of the bsd characters. reader uses they / them pronouns, no definitive gender traits will be described.
⌨ masterlist
‣ introduction of university student! akutagawa (headcannons)
‣ chapter 1: "initial meeting."
‣ chapter 2: "???" (08/15/22)
‣ other chapters tba ...
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justanimeandmarvel · 2 years
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Akutagawa BFBXBXNZNS
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akutails · 2 years
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0X1=LOVESONG (I know I love you) - akutagawa ryuunosuke
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✁akutagawa thinks he’s a loser after almost losing the love of his life. warning: mentions of death, nightmares, dazai’s abusive past. repost from @[yatsugareboyf].
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“Yokohama didn’t do anything good for me, anyway,” he bargains to no one in particular.
Would Yokohama even be worth living in if it cost your life? Would Yokohama feel complete for him without you? Would Yokohama even be thankful for the sacrifice that cost him his drug? The answer is no, of course, he concludes. Because why would Yokohama, the city he vowed to protect despite his terrible upbringing and trauma, be grateful for a sacrifice from someone like him? After all, he is a mass murderer with whom no one wants to be associated. It was okay for him to die, rot in secret and not have anyone mourn him. He said it himself; there won’t be much time until he passes away.
And even if all the odds were against him, he was the one who was fated to live in this world that lacks the only thing he deems necessary to live: you.
But why you?
You, who did nothing but great things to make Yokohama a warmer place even for people like him. You, who never put Yokohama in harm even if it harms yourself. You, who didn’t need to vow to become someone who would protect Yokohama even in its darkest days. Why did you have to be sent to die? Did the people ask too much of you?
He never understood, and he never will dare to understand.
Indeed, he was a loser. He had lost his childhood to pursue a life of crime and danger without a choice. He had lost his long-time mentor, an abuser, to someone who he thought didn’t even match his own capability, and now he’s about to lose you.
The one who one day appeared to him like an angel, sweeping him off his feet and showing him a new hometown he can truly be free and happy. The one who accepted him even if heaven itself wouldn’t let him in, the one who could mend the wound in his soul and thaw his stone-cold heart, his one and only.
Akutagawa Ryuunosuke is a loser, and he despises the fact that he’s about to live up to it again. He won’t allow it.
Come what may to Yokohama and anyone who seeks refuge in it, he doesn’t care. They will pay the price of endangering the one warm thing this cold, ruthless world could ever give; they will see the consequences of their actions that resulted in the harm of his beloved. The only thing that mattered to him was to make sure that you were safe, and Yokohama would suffer the result if that were to be bent.
And yet somehow, Yokohama never did. They never saw the wrath of a monster who lost the one thing they could have. He would’ve destroyed Yokohama, hell, even the whole world, only to have you by his side, smiling without a care, but you didn’t let him. Yokohama didn’t deserve someone like you, nor did Akutagawa Ryuunosuke.
Fallen to his knees, he cries for you. He sobs for the life that was once yours, the life that you were to have, and the life that you were to have with him. He mourns the sunny days where you make it impossibly brighter, wishing that when the sun comes up again, you’re there to melt him out of his cold nightmare. He longs for the moment that you’ll return with the sweetest grin with your hand out to him, once again rescuing him from his chains. With bloody hands and a sore throat, he screams.
Once again, he wakes up into a nightmare, the hellish world where you no longer exist. Except you do still very much exist, and he just doesn’t realize it yet.
“Ryuu? Hey, I’m here. Look around. You’re not there anymore. You’re here with me, alright?”
There it was, the soft illumination of your gentle voice and the warmth that it brings.
He felt you scrambling around him, kind of unsure in your movements, until he heard your footsteps walk away from him, but not that far. He opens his eyes to a blurry vision, looking up into the dark ceiling. Tilting his head in your direction, he sees you filling up a tall glass with the pitcher of water on your dresser. You always left some water in your room if Akutagawa needed them (or when you think he needs them, he never asks for it himself).
How thoughtful, one of the more reasons to love you. You know what Akutagawa needs, even when he doesn’t tell you. You know him like the back of your hand, offering things that he never knew he needed, providing something that he never thought he was worthy of receiving and giving things that he never gave himself.
He saw you walk over to his side of the futon, cooing at him to sit up properly so he could drink from the glass you just filled. You help him hold the cup when you notice his hands still shaking, you slowly rub his back when he starts to cough, and you move the stray hairs from sticking on his sweaty face.
“I’ll be right back, okay? I’ll get you a towel-”
He reaches out to grab your wrist, almost desperately, as he sees you start to step away. He loosens his grip after a while but still keeps his hand around your wrist. Tugging on it, he struggles to say, “Stay with me, please.” swallowing the lump forming in his throat. Somehow, you understand, taking his hand in yours, sitting down on the edge of the bed.
“Okay. I’ll stay here.”
You spend a few moments holding his hand gently, staring at them. Akutagawa is scared to close his eyes again, so he focuses on your face. It brings him comfort, although it is not enough to describe whatever feeling comes from his gut. It’s… reassuring. Being able to lay your entire self out without having anyone step on it, being able to lower your guard without a stealthy jab from behind. It gives him fortitude in the times when he can’t seem to stand on his own.
“Are you sure you don’t need anything? Do.. do you wanna talk about it?”
He shakes his head, and you’re not sure if he’s referring to the former or the latter part of your sentence, but you don’t pry more. Akutagawa moves his hand up and pats your side of the futon where you previously laid on, looking up at you with his red-rimmed eyes. Following his gesture, you move to sit beside him, tucking your legs under the covers beside him. He grabs your hand after you have to let go momentarily, quietly moving his head to rest on your shoulder.
It’s not always that Akutagawa would initiate acts of affection. He’s still wary of physical touch after all this time, but whenever he would, you never say anything. He didn’t explicitly say to not make a big deal about it, but he really appreciates it. You just let him be, nuzzling his head against your neck while he plays with your fingers. You make a move to rub his scalp but freeze halfway, hesitating to touch him. Still, ever the professional mafia man, he already knows your hand is hanging a few inches from his head.
“What are you doing?”
“I just..” you continue your movement, placing your hand on top of his head, rubbing it softly to not startle him. You feel him stiffen but not flinch, staying in his position, “Is this okay?”
He doesn’t respond, but you continue rubbing your fingers lightly against his scalp. After a while, you stop, checking if he’s uncomfortable, but before you can ask, he grunts quietly and tugs on the hand he’s holding. You hold back a fond giggle, moving back to begin scratching his scalp again.
It’s small moments like this where Akutagawa feels like you’re the only one who understands him. With only a simple nod or with a wave of a hand, you seem to know better than others who’ve known him his whole life. It’s you who he feels like himself with. Not the rabid dog that the mafia knows him to be or the menace that the agency perceives him to be. He’s simply and utterly yours, nothing more and nothing less.
Later on, you would whisper to him, laying him back down on the futon and covering his shoulders with the covers. You would kiss his forehead and hold his hand close to your chest, a reminder that you’re beside him. You would smile at his warm face, lightly poking the beauty mark under his eye before laughing at his scrunched-up face. You would whisper a soft “Goodnight, Ryuu. I’ll be here to protect you.”, despite your droopy eyes and continue to run your thumb over his knuckles.
Akutagawa is scared to close his eyes, worried that he’ll wake up into his world of nightmares again, but he feels safe under your soft gaze. He can’t help but quietly stare into your eyes, eyelids slowly drooping, settling into a half-closed look. You know that he’s close to drifting off (sometimes with his eyes open), so you start to hum a quiet tune. It fills his ears and reaches the realm of his dreams, lulling him into a peaceful, dreamless slumber.
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╰─▸ ❝ @[akutails]'s work is not open to reposts, plagiarism, and the likes. (09/04/22). taglist: @camdytherashoumon-selfships, @njisano
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sleepyy11037 · 2 years
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* ‧̍̊˙˚˙ᵕ꒳ᵕ˙˚˙  ˙˚˙ᵕ꒳ᵕ˙˚˙‧̍̊
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* ‧̍̊˙˚˙ᵕ꒳ᵕ˙˚˙  ˙˚˙ᵕ꒳ᵕ˙˚˙‧̍̊
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nixnephili · 1 year
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So I found this little piece of treasure:
Hell Screen by Akutagawa Ryūnosuke
I'm currently reading through it and I will say Akutagawa's writing is eerily blunt with it's descriptions.
Not quite like BSD Akutagawa's speech but close enough.
The real Akutagawa seems rather sensitive and upon meeting his wife, rather romantical.
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One of the short stories he wrote is titled "The Life of a Stupid Man" where he essentially compresses his own life into 51 separate little entries, some worth a paragraph, others, 3 to 4 sentences long.
He did not publish this short story, instead sending it over to his good friend Kume Masao, and handing that decisions over to him.
I have the letter he sent over I will post it if you guys wanna see what he wrote specifically.
There's so much to say...
However I wish to draw attention to one thing connected to BSD... black and white symbolism.
In his short story: "Spinning Gears"-he uses the same entry system as before, only now the stories are individual and longer. In the 6th and last one, "Airplane", for example we see a chain of symbols of black and white.
"the same dog passed by me four separate times. Half it's face was black."
"I recalled the Black and White whiskey, and it occurred to me that "Strindberg" had just been wearing a black and white necktie"
"several white leghorns were quietly moving arround. At my feet lay a black dog."
These are only three obvious ones, the rest are more subtle, such as a bathtub laying amongst the black ashes of what remained of a home he had passed that day- great stuff :)
Let me know if I shoukd do more like this ☆
-Nix🌙
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