#all I know is I’m really competitive

[ziracona]

I can’t include them all so here’s a combo of ‘came to mind first,’ ‘talked about positively most often by fans,’ and ‘stuck in my head’.

Public Apology Big Iron isn’t here. There were a lot that didn’t make the cut but that one specifically I stg I put in and only realized after posting had not. It was 100% meant to be on this list and I’ve failed us.

#fallout #fallout new vegas #fallout 4 #fallout 76 #tumblr polls #I know I Don’t Want to Set the World on Fire should be here bc it was a trailer song but I don’t really like it so Heartaches by the Number #made it instead I’m sorry ✊😔 #I FORGOT BIG IRON. that’s a sincere mistake I stg it was 2 on the list SHIT #why are you people so agreassive??? it’s not a ‘best fo song’ poll it’s not even a ‘favorite fo song’ poll it’s literally just a ‘pick a #song and hit a button fun time??? stop yelling in the tags about songs that aren’t there there are 12 slots on a poll I don’t control this #make your own stupid post and get rocks thrown at /you/ for only having 12 songs. also some of you can’t read ‘why isn’t X on’ IT IS!!! some #of the ones you’re complaining about are ThERE read #I’m gonna turn off reblogs and delete this maybe Jesus Christ it’s not even a competition it’s a song blunt rotation can’t you all be friend #ly about anything? Tu

[houseswife]

doomed tragic yaoi is all fun and games until you start pondering the Life They Could’ve Had

#I’m emo over it alright #they would’ve been the worst ever parents but also the absolute best #wilson would’ve been such a great PTA dad he’d get invited to all the events #and the entire committee would’ve had a restraining order against house after he attempts to sabotage the 4 millionth competition #in favour of their kid #AUUUUURGGGHHHH #I know that they emphasised how Wilson wasn’t ready or stable enough to be a father #but he never really let go of that vision #and house was so good with rachel :( #they could’ve fostered traumatised kids and broken the cycle #I’m just being delusional atp #but they deserved the bbc johnlock domestic fathers ending #we deserve a soft epilogue #and whatnot. #house md #greg house #gregory house #hilson #james wilson #house/wilson #hatecrimes md

[ancient-day]

Even when he’s checking on Joker, he has to make it a challenge.

#THE SMIRK LIKE IS THAT TRULY NECESSARY #For the first shot even though he says ‘everyone’ it really only applied to Joker #because no one else was in the party so they were all full HP/SP #goro: you seem tired but i know you’re better than that. #also goro when he’s tired: oh no i’m sorry i can’t focus :( #i love how he turns literally everything into a competition but rip to everyone around him #they may not have to deal with his rivalry directly but they sure do have to witness it bc joker is just as bad with him

[singedbutter]

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#lately this site has been really fucking w my self image #I know sometimes I go through phases here #but idk this one feels kinda different #my sense of self has been kinda fucked up w my new job #I feel like I get on here and immediately start comparing #which is silly bc all the people I follow or reblog from are amazing #I love supporting their posts #it’s not competition #the best words for it are insecure and inadequate #but my self image and self worth plummeted recently #idk all I can think about sometimes is what I’m not #I get stuck in a spiral of telling myself I’m not enough #I have a hard time pulling myself out of that though #and god fucking knows I’m not gonna ask anyone near me for reassurance lmao #I really miss when this place was my outlet rather than another source of stress #I’m just so ready to not exist anymore #personal

[kutiee]

HAPPY K DAY 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

#a;msg #🍒 #k 💌 #loml’s bday 🥰🥰🥰🥰 i hope he has the bestest day ever and he gets to celebrate his day just the way he wants 😚😚😚 #i know &t WILL spoil tf out of him because yes this is their one and only k hyung #all these pictures are taken from the members bday wishes btw!! so this is basically k through their eyes hehe #they love him so much #i have competition sadly 😔 i can’t exactly claim to be the biggest k stan lsgdhjdkd;; not when taki. not when fuma. #BUT ANYWAY I LOVEEEEEEEE THIS MAN (DEFINITELY AN ABNORMAL AMOUNT) #k bday set will sadly be delayed. as well as the wild concept photos :'( #see we have our festive season going on here and i’m going out with friends everyday kjdjdj #k my boy i really hope you know how many people love and admire you!!!!!! YOU ARE THE ICON THE KING THE MOMENT OKAY #😭😭😭 #i was here. i am here. i will be here ‼️‼️‼️‼️

[vcrnons]

thoughts on TWS, the new pledis boy group that's debuting in january?

i mean. the only thing i know about them is their name, so i was probably the worst person to ask this to im sorry 😭

#💌 - mailbox. #💝 - nonnie. #svt seem hyped for them and very brotherly already which is very cute #im still very new here in the grand scheme of things so like. I don’t know how this works #but I haven’t seen really anything about them at all so it’s difficult to have an opinion at this stage. ygm? #like. I hope they’re not all still actual children? or at minimum i hope if they are a young young group that they are looked after well #and if their music is good I’m sure I’ll give em a listen! I wish good things for them for sure #it’s just. and this has been the case with me personally for years. I struggle when artists are very very young because all I can ever think #about is like. this young person is surely very talented but they could not buy a glue stick or a pair of scissors #and then I get the yikes thinking about how much pressure they’re facing meanwhile when I was 15/16 I cried if I ripped my tights. yk #and the industry seems very competitive and people online can be brutal over the tiniest little things #I went on a tangent. anyway #sorry this is probably miles away from the answer you wanted nonnie😭 i just don’t know anything 😭🩵

[salsflore]

#its always the fucking chemistry projects that ruin my life #not ready to go back to school ... getting home late & eating the same food everyday & having less free time & hanging out with the same few #people i honestly! don’t even like that much.. zzz i don’t wanna receive my test results either – esp not for math #and i KNOW it gets 100x worse in a college/uni/work environment i think i’m just being a bit of a crybaby but i can’t bring myself to #look forward to anything at all. pass my exams & graduate yay ^__^ -> immediately go back and study some more #then i’ll have to get a job and afhjdkf... maybe i’m thinking too far ahead but it all feels inevitable anyways so does it matter if i am? #i don’t know why i’m struggling so much compared to my peers who don’t see any of this as an issue at all #was i cursed to be sad since primary school #i can’t even talk to anyone about it because my dad [ though he has good intentions ] almost always ends up feeding me a variant of #think about your future Or thats just how student life is. meanwhile my mom will begin a competition of Who Has It Worse?! #my sister has her own stuff going on and my religious aunt will say something along the lines of [ have faith & go with the flow ] #i wish i had someone to confide in but i only ever really have myself i think. it sucks cuz no one seems to get it at all #i know objectively thats probably not true but. ahh i feel so disconnected from everyone #cw negative #cw vent #i didnt intend for this to become a whole thing but i got carried away #💭

[danielnelsen]

finally playing the sword & shield dlc (yes i’m a little late to the party lmao) and woooow crown tundra is so much more enjoyable than isle of armour

#maybe it’s just because i’m stuck in the stage of leveling kubfoo and the only other thing to do in the meantime is the diglett quest #hey you know what would be fun for the players? spotting a dozen sight variations on the ground in a sandstorm!!! #also the dynamax lair thing in crown tundra?????? VERY FUN and basically just free legendaries #they just tell you where to find giratina and you do 4 fights and don’t have to worry about catch rates?? #tbf i did lose again kyurem but then you can just retry at any time and it doesn’t cost you ANYTHING #i also really like the fact that they give you pokemon to choose. takes a lot of the stress out of it for me #ANYWAY so it’s rough having to choose legendary forms #i wanna go with the darker type for everything all the time lmao #like i’m gonna get the ghost horsie. but i’m still trying to decide for urshifu #i think i might actually go with water. but dark is cool 😭😭😭 #tbf i can just use a different switch profile to get the other one and then transfer it but it’s not the same yknow. only one is my choice #anyway idk. i’m having fun. i played for like 8 hrs straight yesterday OOPS #trying to work out the regi puzzles tho….regirock was very obviously an everstone but i’ll have to think abt the others #(NO SPOILERS IM DOING IT MYSELF) #and then i have to choose electric vs dragon right? fml #i’ll probably go electric because my strongest pokemon are more dragons #but i know regieleki is the competitive choice and more ppl take it so i feel bad for regidrago lmaooooo #whatever that’s a choice for later. the only choice i have to make right now is where to plant my carrots and im going with ghost for that #IM GOING GHOST GUYS #personal

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

biggest pet peeve is when i show someone my art and they decide to give their own input like “oh if i were you i would change this” and “i think you should’ve done this or that” like. who asked? i’m showing it to you because i’m proud of it idc if you think it’s trash because i “should’ve put more detail into the this aspect so that blah blah blah” don’t care + didn’t ask

#just something that aggregates me #esp bc this person (older sibling) seems to believe that they have more authority over it bc they’re older #like. dude. i know you *used to* draw but i literally have more experience since you dropped it years ago #plus they have a bit of a complex where they think that ‘more realistic’ = better #like. that’s not how the world works i can draw cartoons as much as i wish and i’ll still have skill #just bc some of my art doesn’t looks as realistic as you’d like doesn’t mean that it’s bad #like some of my more cartoon-ish work will have hours of work composing and formatting the style #esp when i’m feeling meticulous about line work #going off a bit on this person ig. they’re not that bad. the whole ‘realistic = better’ thing is v low key but i can tell #it stems from growing up together and both of us drawing #so there was always a bit of competition to be better and the difference is that i always get what i want and will work for it #like drawing in all of my free time. obsessively really. you do not want to know how many old sketchbooks i have #and they don’t put effort into things like i do. even though they think they’re a bit superior they drew less than half the time i did #though if we’re being honest i think it’s an extension of their inferiority complex which stems from the fact that i’m younger #but was always better at things than them (school mostly. like. started college at 15/16ish and skipped sooo many grades) #and bc of that i was more praised/more highly regarded (when i wasn’t acting batshit and being a menace) #though tbh they’re probably a more stable person than me u don’t have to choose artistic realism to be better #only one of us will be able to survive in the real world and it isn’t me lol #sorry for like. analyzing my sibling’s behavior in the tags. my bad #but tbh i could write essays dissecting their behavior. they’re easy to read to me. everything about them is easy to figure out

[trashbaget]

tagged by my beloved april @heartbeatdiaz <33

bold (or otherwise mark in your preferred fruity way) all that apply:

APPEARANCE: i'm over 5'5" // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don't often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards

HOBBIES AND TALENTS: i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks (if i can afford it) // i can do a handstand

RELATIONSHIP: i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child / i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online

AESTHETICS: i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season

MISCELLANEOUS: i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs

tagging with ALL of the pressure (totally very really absolutely jk i love yall <3): @enbyeddiediaz almost wrote pinkpurse?? babe. it hasn’t been that for a while why’d i think that lmao @firemedicdiaz @barbiediaz @evcndiaz @prince-buck-diaz @alyxmastershipper @911onabc ehh that’s enough for now <3

#some notes: #i am 5’5 ANDAHALF!!! #which totally counts as over !! #idrk if i PreFeR loose to tight but i do really enjoy it lmao #i have one lobe set pierced but i rarely have earrings in bc im a massive head rester and it’s always stabby pully central out there #i know a sufficient enough bit of french and some asl to reasonably count this as i Know more than one language despite not speaking fluentl #i dont have them anymore but i won sooooo many trophies and ribbons in cheerleading competitions and girl scout derbies when i was a kid #i definitely haven’t finished any but i have one hundo started new book series this year #oh the cooking! i am a god. (when i know what i’m making) #(i cannot bake to save my life though) #i don’t remember any specific time i’ve slept under stars but it’s definitely probably happened before #i am definitely the mom friend but i am definitely all the other friends too. i am an enigma wrapped in an enigma #i am a fake redhead sobs #tag games! #shut up im holding the trashtalking breadstick

[paradisetemporarilymisplaced]

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#god I’m so fucking bitter abt life rn #got an email from my university’s graduate school that was all ‘thank you grad students you are the backbone of our university’ #and all I could think was ‘yes we fucking know. we’ve been saying this. pay us more’ #it’s genuinely not the grad school’s fault. they’ve actually been really helpful to our cause #like they commissioned a study a year or two ago that found grad students here are criminally underpaid compared to peer institutions #(as in they’d need to raise our wages by 25% to be competitive. as I said. CRIMINALLY underpaid) #and they have been advocating for us to the board of governors and whatnot using this study as evidence #so I’m not actually mad at the grad school. it’s the university in general #all they do is say ‘grad students are key to our institution’s success’ like yes we know we’re just cheap labor #we teach like 60% of undergrad classes bc we’re cheaper than tenured faculty #I read this article that interviewed a bunch of NTT faculty at my school and they were like ‘yeah we get paid like $50-60k and can’t survive #on that in this VERY EXPENSIVE housing market’ #and I was like ‘well damn then I will no longer feel like my inability to survive on $30k is a personal failing’ #I’m at my fucking breaking point. I just need a new job #and I’ve been applying like crazy and all I’ve heard back from anyone was two rejections #I’m sure it’ll work out but it’s very hard to see that rn

[thehappiestgolucky]

so how’s everyone else’s splatfest going? frye does this 100x make up for the 3/4 10x battles i’ve lost ;w;

also if you happen to spot my gal in the square feel free to send me it i wanna see her doing a lil dance lmao

#happy screms #splatoon #splatoon 3 #inkdessa #i’ve got a better win ratio rn but man sometimes it’s by the skin of my teeth #but i’m trying to not get too competitive everyone’s doing real well for all their teams that halftime result was really close :) #i went for a single look at the beginning of this then changed so fast when i was starting out losing lmAO #i didn’t know you were forced to wear the tee’s and had to re strategise lmao #been switching to brush when i’m starting to get tilted because my wrist starts to get sore with motion controlling dualies #remember folks if you’re getting upset (which is valid losing hurts) do something else or try something new :) it helps! #speaking of which i’m salmon running for a bit now because i’m getting burnt out from turf wars djskdjskdjs

[theshadowrealmitself]

I’ve been thinking about an au where Romulans aren’t, like, the evil villain species (cause I hate the idea of villainizing an entire species), but Romulans and Vulcans still hate each other and what kind of differences the two species would have

(Especially in their interactions with humans because I adore alien/human interactions, whether it’s platonic, romantic, familial, etc)

And I’m gonna need to hear y’all’s opinions cause I think I’m getting very ooc with it because, to me, Vulcans have a nosey nelly problem, they act like they don’t but they are incredibly up into Humans’ businesses, so I feel like, in contrast to that, Romulans would be incredibly smug about not caring about Humans, just ignoring them when they act extremely “illogical” or whatever, just like “look at us, we don’t care at all, we’re unbothered”

#good that’s probably ooc #the specific interaction I’m thinking about #is how they’d interact to those skating outfits #you know the really cool ones that sorta look derby inspired but also decorative #with the chokers and chain garter belts #I love when women wear those they look so cool!! #but also with the shorts that ride up when they get sweaty and the crop tops get me flustered #looking respectfully I swear #so I was thinking about how aliens would react to that #a cute human with shorts and a crop top and all those heart chains and garter belt #who is sweaty and red faced from working out #and I don’t know if Vulcans would get flustered but my immediate thought was like ‘oh they’d have something to say #about the ‘illogical’ outfit’ #although that’s kinda reductive for the whole species #but on average how do you think they’d react? #I also feel like Romulans would be competitive with them and all do their best NOT to look at the human #‘look how little we care’ #this is all just a setup for a joke about a human preferring to walk by Romulans #just because when you feel sweaty and gross you prefer walking by people who aren’t looking at you at all #I love women so much #love when women rock cool outfits #would love to see men skating in shorts and crop tops and chain garter belt things as well 👀 #and nb people #👀👀👀 #unfortunately I know I don’t really pull that look off 😭 #Star Trek #humans #Vulcans #Romulans #edit: didn’t like how I spelled Nelly

[daydream-draws]

oh gifted kid burnout we’re really in for it now

#vent #literally almost started crying in class I don’t even know what to do anymore #like I can’t emotionally handle a less than amazing grade #even if it’s like. A B+ #I just don’t have energy !!! #like this one friend really hit me with the triple “ you’re old” “you don’t have ur drivers permit” “oh yeah I aced this test (the one I did #not) #like oh my god I have depression what more do you want from me #like sorry I can’t explain things well !!! I understood the test answers perfectly I don’t get what else I need ! #I just feel so helpless what else am I supposed to do #I’ll probably meet with the teacher and retest AGAIN thank god I can do that #but yeah I don’t know how I’m gonna handle writing a history essay #also fuck my school for having an A be the expected grade. #like why so competitive .. let me have a B in peace without making me feel worthless or less than ….. #looking at you mr. history teacher especially #all of them but him mostly #hot take teachers shouldn’t be proud no one in their class is doing well and is happythat kids literally sob because of their harshness

[sickgraymeat]

Shades of Craig not being able to draw a horse lmaooo

#Craig of the creek #cotc #nicole Williams #the jump off #missy elliott #whenever I draw smth that’s not AT I’m like damn I can’t draw anything that’s not AT lol #*more like just bubbline and I can’t really draw them either…. #but drawing is fun so! #silly fan doodle #mine #young Nicole’s personality is so much like all her kids I love it #I want to know more abt her I feel like we only know abt Duane’s side of the family right? #it is super cool to see like where that emotional maturity comes from? #like craig gets caught up in competition and ego like any kid but he’s a bit more self aware #and you can totally see how both his parents have had to learn to rein it in and have taught him through example ??? #sorry lmao tag talk

[manonisamelon]

Yuzu’s last performance as a competitive skater was the ndp encore.

He stepped on the ice after “Dance my Esmeralda, sing my Esmeralda. Dance just one more time for me. You know I'll die for love of you.” And have his final performance and I… can’t with this.

#this is what broke me like I cried and had many tiny little breakdown since but this realization is what truly broke me #something about it is just #i can’t do this #😭😭😭😭😭😭 #yuzuru hanyu #what the fuck are you doing to my heart??? #I’m heartbroken obviously I’m also happy for him to be free of this hell sport and isu and jsf #and I’ll wait anxiously for him to show us his 4A progress and seeing him strive for his yuzuru hanyu skating #but I’m still so ducking sad about this 😭😭😭😭 #I WAS GOING TO GO TO GPF (if I could get tickets) AND FINALLY SEE HIM 😭😭😭😭😭 #also I know technically he had the group number after still but last solo performance as a competitive skater #but seriously #he really went be like okay last stop I’m gonna do a ndp encore where I’ll start skating after dance one more time for me #while knowing he would announce he will no longer compete #and we all watched and ate it up and lost our shit cause ndp comeback #and in retrospect it truly was his last dance as a competitive skater #I CANNOT DEAL #he did it on purpose 😭😭😭😭 #ice king #fs #if you want to cry watch the ndp encore