#also anyone who tags queer as a slur I block on sight

[creatureheart]

Welcome!

To a simple blog for me to explore things about myself and my nonhuman identity, and to simply reblog relevant posts and things that I like.

You can call me Pandora. New nicknames are welcome. They/It

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BYF below — please read because the only one to blame if you see something you don't like is yourself.

BYF — if you don't like, just block/move on

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I am an Adult(Dec '93). If you are not ok with this, and I follow you, please soft block, or block me to keep yourself comfortable.

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I am Queer/Asexual and Indigenous(Australian).

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Most of this blog will be SFW, but there still might be possible adult content on this blog, which will be tagged. Keep this in mind if you are a minor or do not wish to see such!

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I try to tag everything that I reblog with general, wide tags when they are useful. Use the content filter options and/or xkit to stop from seeing what you don't want to see. I do not tolerate hateful comments towards anything "creepy crawlie"(bug, insect, snake, rats, etc) and will block on sight. I understand phobias and squicks, but they are animals that are just as worthy or respect as anything else is. This goes DOUBLE for anyone that makes comments on people's pets.

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I'm not here for drama and discourse, don't drag me into it or tell me about it.

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I use the word Queer. If you do not believe in reclaiming slurs or you tag things as "q slur" just block me. I am also kink positive, pro-sex education, pro-sex worker, etc. TERFS, SWERFS, Radfems, Gender-Criticals, Truscum/Transmed, Anti-Mogai, Exclusionists, Aphobes(Ace+Aro-phobic), LGBwithouttheTQ, etc are not welcome.

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I am of the old internet mindset of "if you don't like it, don't look" and "don't go looking for things you know you don't like/you know will upset you." I don't really have a set DNI (though some of the things I will never tolerate are mentioned in here) — I block, unfollow and filter liberally, because it is not on other people to cater my online space for me. If I see something I don't like, I remove it from my sight and move on. I take ZERO responsibility for other's online experience as this is my blog. If you see anything you don't like that I post or reblog, just unfollow and/or block. People just looking for an argument or who are rude will be blocked and possibly reported. Comments will be deleted. Neil Gaiman's Essay: Why defend freedom of icky speech? Video: "On the Ethics of Boinking Animal People"

I'm old and tired, and kids these days would probably label me a "proshipper" as I believe there is way more nuance to this entire thing than simply the black and white mindset that the internet & fandom communities have shifted to over time. I do not condone any taboo or problematic content IRL. But it is not my place, or my right to tell others what they can and cannot do in fiction/fantasy. It's unrealistic to believe that anything created that holds taboo or problematic content means the one who created it condones it IRL. This falls along the same kind of mindset mostly conservative parents spat that "violent video games make people violent", which we all know is not true. Censoring problematic content will not stop people from creating it. They will just create it where you cannot see it, which in turn could make it harder to find, and harder to stop when actual harm is dealt. Can fictional/fantasy content affect reality? Sure! I will never say otherwise. But to believe that it always does is, again, unrealistic, and assuming that most people cannot differentiate between the two. Fiction and fantasy were created for people to be able to entertain ourselves, and to explore topics that we never would, or were impossible, in the real world in the safety of our minds and spaces we created. The actions of those who use fictional content as a reason to do taboo and problematic things in real life is entirely on them, and they need to seek professional help for their paraphilias, or harmful actions. If something... - happens between two(or more) consenting ADULTS - makes someone happy - does not harm themselves or anyone/anything IRL ...then what other people do is none of my business.

Dividers by benkeibear

[beloved-txt]

Hand in Unlovable Hand

Last updated: December 4th, 2023 05:42

【 Ｗｈｏ　ａｒｅ　ｙｏｕ？】

Call me whatever inspires you. My name is Mercutio if you prefer that. He / It pronouns. But you can write to me in an ask or submission as if I’m your beloved. I won’t take it personally.

【 Ｗｈａｔ　ｉｓ　ｔｈｉｓ？】

Whatever you need this to be. While I’ve made it into my own area to scream, cry, and yell about my Beloved, you can give me the love letters you can never send. Maybe your beloved won’t see it, but we will. Whatever you feel about them, you can send it here.

【 Ｗｈａｔ　ｉｓ　ａ　ｂｅｌｏｖｅｄ？】

There are lots of ways to answer this. But I’m primarily speaking as a person with BPD inspired by yanderes. The person of adoration for yanderes are typically referred to as beloveds. Having that these adorations are seen as toxic, morally corrupt, violent, and sometimes painful—this is what I’m trying to convey when speaking about my FP ( Favorite Person ).

The love that encompasses, eats you alive, that keeps you begging for more despite how much it hurts. Someone I know I love, but I don’t feel like I deserve them. That’s my Beloved.

【 Ｗｈｏ　ｉｓｎ’ｔ　ａｌｌｏｗｅｄ　ｏｎ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｂｌｏｇ？】

Racists, all the -phobes, those disrespectful of xenogenders and neopronouns, exclusionists ( including, not limited to: terfs / farts, other queer exclusionists, anti-endo, etc. ).

Also, due to the nature of the blog, I ask that those younger than 18 do not follow or interact with the content on this blog. It may be adult themed in nature.

【 Ｇｏｔ　ａ　ｓｏｕｎｄｔｒａｃｋ？】

Working on it 🂱

【Ｉｍｐｏｒｔａｎｔ　ｔａｇｓ？】

#Beloved.txt — my written posts about my Beloved

#.txt — general text posts

#.png — contains art

#.jpeg — contains image(s)

#.gif — contains gif(s)

#Dearly Beloved — Any submissions or asks that are essentially unsent letters / messages to you all’s beloveds.

#Hand in Unlovable Hand — general answered asks

#Secret Admirers — anonymous asks and submissions.

#Honey Don’t Feed Me I Will Come Back — general blog maintenance ( I know it’s long, bear with me )

【 Ｇｅｎｅｒａｌ　Ｇｕｉｄｅｌｉｎｅｓ？】

I don’t have many things I really ask for. My intention with this blog is to give people a place to safely expunge all that they cannot express. Violent, desperate, angry, depressed, anxious, however it may be I’ll listen. Of course, things will be tagged appropriately.

If, however, these topics are found in my inbox, they will be deleted immediately:

Intentional child harm

Knifeplay

Gunplay <- albeit, this one is on thin ice. Your submission or ask might be heard out or deleted on sight.

Any behavior / language that follows my DNI ( Who Isn’t Allowed On Your Blog? )

Slurs not directed towards yourself. I don’t know if you can reclaim them, but if you’re calling yourself that, it’s fine. If I have reason to believe you should not be uttering the word, it will be deleted.

If you are mentioning these topics in the notes ( comments, tags, reblogs ), I will be blocking you.

All in all, this is less for my safety and more for the following’s safety. Also—don’t say things to get anyone into legal trouble. That’s a given, though.

【Ａｓｋ　Ｇｕｉｄｅｌｉｎｅｓ？】

You are free to do what you want in there. Whether it be to get opinions, vent about your beloved, gush about your beloved, ask me questions, whatnot is fine. I don’t mind as long as you are following the General Guidelines.

🂡 Feel free to have a sort of indicator to identify yourself if you are on anon.

Asks will be tagged with askers’ usernames. Anonymous asks will be tagged as #Secret Admirers.

【Ｓｕｂｍｉｓｓｉｏｎ　Ｇｕｉｄｅｌｉｎｅｓ？】

Your more long-form gushing, venting, and letters, I’d imagine. Though this is free for you to make of it. Again, abide by the General Guidelines.

🂡 Feel free to have a sort of indicator to identify yourself if you are on anon.

Submissions will be tagged with submitters’ usernames. Anonymous asks will be tagged as #Secret Admirers.

【 Ｄｉｓｃｌａｉｍｅｒｓ？】

This is a side blog. I cannot follow, comment, or like from this account. I’m sorry in advance for any feelings of neglect. I will reblog all I can. You can message, though, that’s fine.

I’m just one person. Be patient. No, I’m not looking for anyone else to help with the blog.

I will tag everything as appropriately as I can. The blacklist function exists for a reason. You can ask me to tag things, do not ask me to not post things. However, you are free to message or send an ask regarding potentially morally skewed takes of mine or anything I reblog. I’m open to being called in, but know that moral ambiguity is. Kind of what we’re going for here.

This overarching post is subject to change, and will always be dated at the top with the timestamp of its most recent change.

【 ˜”*°•.˜”*°• Su Amor, Mercutio. •°*”˜.•°*”˜ 】

#.txt #.gif #Honey Don’t Feed Me I Will Come Back #DNI #FAQ #actually bpd #yandere

[eveningrelics]

Sometimes you just peek into a fandom, see all the drama, and then turn right around and leave.

#why do good series have trash fanbases? #Even if I don't stay in the fanbase I just block people with certain shityy behavior #death threats? immediate blocking. anti shipping? blocked #as someone who rarely ships most things anti rhetoric tends to be pro-censorship #and also anti queer #and I don't have the patience for that #also can we not compare platonic fan art to abuse??? #I am too old for this and too tired #I don't even go here #also anyone who tags queer as a slur I block on sight #that's terf rhetoric

[cypric-rat-hyperfixation]

Pinned post? Pinned post.

This is a rat blog. Follow for rat.

*If you’re here because you’re upset about seeing a rat in the #kittens tag, first know that baby rats are called that and then block rat tags if you want to avoid seeing rats in the future*

Yes, you absolutely may DM me to share or talk about rats (and no, it is not bothering me). Feel free to submit photos of your own rats at any time!

Call me Zenith, they/them, after my ratsona (see header). Perhaps consider supporting me on Redbubble? 👉👈

Generally don't be a dick and we'll all have a good time here swooning over rats! That being said....

Do not tag my posts as "q slur" or imply that "queer" is a dirty word. I will block you if you see "queer" as a slur or a bad word. I am UNAPOLOGETICALLY QUEER and I am not comfortable with people "slurring" at me on my fucking posts. Should you interact anyway, you will be screenshotted and posted about you so that other queers can block you too.

You will be BLOCKED ON SIGHT if you knowingly interact with: r_dfems, aspec/mspec/nby/MOGAI/nondysphoric/queerhet excl_s, mspec gay/lesbian excl_s, anti-maskers, anti-vaxxers, anti-PNC, anti-NPD/ASPD/etc, pro-A$, proship/anti-antis, pro-sui-baiting, etc

And of course: pro-p_do/CGL, pro-zoophile, pro-incest, centrists/right-wingers/fascists/eugenicists, capitalists, and anyone who knowingly interacts with them will also be blocked.

Don't know the meaning of something in my blocklist or banners? Go to this page and CTRL + F to find the term quickly

#pinned post

[sapphicscholar]

Pride Month Prompts Day 9: Closet (Alex-Centric Sanvers)

From this Pride Month Prompts post! I’m taking the opportunity to write some short fics for a variety of pairings that I haven’t written for as much, maybe at all. They won’t be going on AO3, so I’ll be sure to tag them all with #pride month prompts so you can find them later if you want. 

Day 9: Closet

Pairing: Sanvers (non-canon version), though really it’s a character study of an already out Alex

“How’s it feel being out of the closet?” a rather drunk Winn asked Alex, his words slurring together slightly. Apparently he was a four-drink-limit kind of guy.

She took a deep breath in through her nose, letting it slowly filter out through her mouth. It was Winn. Winn who had his own share of coming out stories. Winn who’d lost one of his foster homes over a coming out. Winn who’d finally met the new “partner” a couple of days ago and nearly spat his beer all over the table at the sight of Maggie, later wrapping Alex up in his arms and welcoming her to the “family” as if she hadn’t been there all along. But, as far as he knew, this was all new. First time meeting a girlfriend. First time hearing Alex confirm the whole “ladies lovin’ ladies” deal. Why wouldn’t it be the first time it had ever happened? The first time Alex herself had realized it could happen?

“Fine,” Alex answered after a too long pause. “I’m gonna grab another drink. You want something? Water? Wings?”

Winn paused, brow furrowed. “Water.”

“Good choice, Schott.”

Making her way over to the bar, Alex’s mind wandered back to middle school, to watching Willow and Tara kiss on her television screen and feeling that tug in her chest, that sense that she was watching something that made sense to her.

Then it was high school—making out with a guy or two to see what the fuss was about before deciding that long nights spent with Vicki that felt an awful lot like the dates she saw on TV were definitely better.

College brought campus pride groups and LGBTQ centers, but Kara had always been the joiner, not her. Instead, Alex had watched from afar, wondering how the hell people had time for clubs, while she blew through her classes and labs fast enough to graduate in five semesters, fast enough to make her mom proud, fast enough to get herself one step closer to the life she kept telling herself she wanted to live, the kind of life that would honor her father’s memory.

Grad school had been the first moment she gave herself freedom, and everyone saw how well that had worked for her—long nights lost to tequila and gorgeous women with soft hair and soft curves and soft lips who she claimed with a hard intensity that was meant to say: one night only, nothing more. By the time the dean sent her a letter warning that she’d been placed on academic probation, Alex swore off those kind of nights. She’d given up on the idea of time-consuming romance back in college, but it was grad school that taught her the danger of even giving herself those fleeting moments of fun; they all took her away from where she was supposed to be, what she was supposed to be doing.

Then Hank Henshaw was showing up beside her in a jail cell because she’d gone and done it again, wanted too much, wanted too hard, wanted one more night to lose herself in loud beats and strong drinks and beautiful women just one last time before throwing herself back into her studies. And Hank was stern in a way that rankled, but he also gave her purpose, kept telling her he believed in her too much to let her throw her life away. From that point on, life was split between research and intensive training. She watched her body change in the mirror week after week. Said goodbye to the skinny girl who’d spent a few too many mornings on her bathroom floor, counting the pale blue tiles that decorated the walls. Met instead a new version of herself—one with sharp angles and short hair and visible muscles. Every so often, she’d catch a glimpse of her reflection and think back to Meg, the president of Pride her freshman year. Meg, who had seemed too fucking cool for anyone with the short, tousled hair and the arm muscles that rivaled the gym jocks’ and the slightly baggy jeans that sometimes revealed a glimpse of underwear she most definitely had not purchased from Victoria’s Secret during their 7 for $25 deal days like Alex had. On those days, Alex would catch herself spending a little more time at the weights station at the DEO gym, catch herself flexing a little after her shower as she dried off in front of the mirror, catch a hint of a cocky smirk pulling up the corner of her mouth and wonder what it might be like to let herself go back to those bars these days.

“What can I get for you?” The same bartender who had served her earlier called over the din of the crowd.

“Uh, another whiskey and a glass of water.”

“Coming right up.”

A minute or two later, two glasses landed in front of her, and Alex handed over cash, shaking her head as he reached to get her change. “Keep it.” A small part of her kept hoping that leaving generous tips these days would make up for those grad school nights before she’d caught on to bar etiquette (or had, at the very least, been too far gone to honor it).

As Alex jostled her way back from the bar, a sharp elbow caught her side, and she let out a grunt—more of annoyance at the splash of water that had soaked through a patch of her jeans than of genuine pain.

A woman with short-cropped hair and a fitted black t-shirt with BUTCH emblazoned across the front in bold block lettering paused at the sound. “Shit, I’m sorry.” When she spun back around to assess the damage, she paused, giving Alex a quick once over before nodding her head in acknowledgement.

In that moment, all the frustration with Winn and James and her mom and everyone who kept treating her like this was all some new thing she’d discovered, as if she’d been surprised by her own desires, slipped away. In that moment, she was seen. No recently nudged open closet doors lurking behind her. Just her. Alex. A visibly queer woman in a bar who would be joined by her girlfriend as soon as she finished at work.

Alex grinned, nodding back at her before they drifted back to their respective corners of the bar.

#pride month prompts #alex danvers #fanfic #ficlet #character study #background sanvers #winn schott #supergirl

[blue-likethebird]

Navigation/BYF/About

Hi! My name’s Bluebird, my pronouns are they/them, and I write fics, metas, reviews and whatever else strikes my fancy. This is my writing blog. If you wanna be mutuals, dm me for my main!

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About:

I’m an ace lesbian who sometimes uses queer to describe myself (I’ll tag it q word for anyone who asks) with adhd and a love for writing! I’m always up for fic requests unless I’ve closed them to work on other things so DM me if you want a fic! I don’t discourse very frequently unless I’m writing fandom metas or the like, but you should know that I don’t support unhealthy (read: pedophilic, incestous, or abusive) relationships and I’m uncomfortable with the “it’s just fiction!” crowd, but won’t condone or participate in the harassment of others for the discourse side they’re on.

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Fandoms/Hyperfixtations:

Anything highlighted in pink is something I post spoilers about semi-often

BNHA

Romellura (not Voltron, just them)

She Ra and the Princesses of Power

The Promised Neverland/Yakusoku no Neverland

Yuri on Ice (I rarely post about it, if I do it’s milasara)

The Princess and the Frog

Haikyuu!

Star Wars (primarily the prequel trilogy, clone wars, rebels and rogue one; also some of the OT. The sequels were squandered potential)

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For your navigating this soup of hyperfixations convenience!

All my original posts are tagged with bluebird.txt

My Writing: #Bluebird Writes

Metas: #Bluebird Thinks

Live-blogging: #Bluebird Liveblogs (fandom) {ie: bluebird liveblogs Spop}

Salt Posts: #Salty Wench

Miscellaneous thoughts and me talking to myself: #babbles

Related to Current Hyperfixations: #Hyperfixation Tag

Related to past hyperfixations: #Old Hyperfixations

Related to zines I’m involved in: #Blue’s Zine Archive

Fandom Tags/Bad Jokes:

Haikyuu!!: Volleyboys

BNHA: Quirky

SPOP: Sword Lesbian

Voltron: Vee El Dee

Star Wars: Space Battles

The Princess and the Frog: I Just Do Not. Kiss. Frogs.

Yuri!!! on Ice: Kiss Kiss Fall On Ice

The Promised Neverland: New Meat

Miraculous: CatBug

Fandoms I don’t post about enough to warrant a tag of their own: Random Fandom Hours

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BYF:

Please don’t interact if:

You meet standard dni criteria (terf, truscum, anti feminist, anti blm, the like)

You post proana, thinspo or anti recovery crap. (Note this is not a blanket ban on people who are mentally ill or have eating disorders. I’ve got those too I just don’t want to see harmful content)

You’re against trans headcanons, Autistic/ADHD headcanons, costume redesigns (especially of the bnha girls) or think blackwashing is a thing.

You post nsfw of characters who are canonically minors

You ship shaladin or bkdk (I’m sorry, it’s not an issue with you personally)

Other BYF Stuff:

Please don’t reblog vent posts of mine

Ask to follow if you’re cishet (as in cisgender, heterosexual, heteroromantic), or above the age of 30

Don’t reblog anything tagged with “do not arr bee” or else I’m gonna block ur ass

I know there’s a lot of ace discourse on this hellsite. Please don’t add negative things to any posts I make about being ace. 

I’m chronically ill and there will be times when I don’t have the spoons for writing requests and such. I’ll try to update people on that but I can’t guarantee that it’ll happen.

This blog isn’t one I want to clog with discourse. I’m a grade A dumbass so I guarantee that I’ll say something someone will disagree with, but please message me privately if you want to discourse with me.

Pls don’t tag my posts with “q slur” if they contain the word queer. I’m pretty uncomfortable with that phrase, but I understand that other people are equally uncomfortable with the word itself. I’ll have it tagged “q word” for filtering purposes!

One last thing: I won’t block anti-antis on sight (discussion can be good sometimes!) but if a debate gets too repetitive or you’re flat-out rude I will eventually block you if you continue interacting after I’ve asked you to stop

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[hiveswap-kin-edits]

Request Rules

1. No NSFW asks/requests. It’s against the site rules now.

2. Nothing bigoted/offensive in any way. Anybody who includes slurs or any other blatant bigotry in their messages will be blocked. (No, this doesn’t include queer. We can tag for the word’s use if anyone needs me to, but do not consider it a slur.)

3. If you use the word ‘/dgy’, ‘/dgelord’, or ‘edge’ as a verb form of ’/dgy’, We will delete your ask on sight. If you use it as an insult towards us, we will block you. Personal reasons. Messages with the word or references to the movie ‘T/tanic’ will also be deleted.

4. No Zebruh/Gamzee. Neither mod is comfortable making edits with either of them.

5. We won’t do OC or general noncanon edits. If you really want something of your OC, you can check Mod Tagora's commission prices over at @feignedarrogance.

6. One request per ask, please, but feel free to send in as many asks as you want. We’ll make exceptions for Kuprum & Folykl and Barzum and Baizli sets, or other requests that are related/a set.

7. Requests can be as vague or specific as you want. Just keep in mind, if you don’t specify, you may not get what you were thinking. If you do not want eye shapes/expressions fiddled with, I highly advise informing us, as Mod Tagora tends to mess with them, although he’ll usually include a version without any expression or face alterations.

8. We will not do sprite edits of homestuck characters that do not yet have Pesterquest sprites released, or Snowbound Blood characters whos sprites aren't released yet.

9. Mod Tagora is not very good at modifying Folykl and Kuprum’s sprites where they are together (specifically, modifying Folykl on them, or making edits to the battery pack), so any edits to those sprites will likely be less polished than others. Feel free to ask for things with them, just keep in mind it may take longer or come out poorly.

10. If you need us to tag something for you, feel free to ask. If you ask on anon, we won’t publicly answer it, but will add it to the list of things we tag for. If you ask off-anon, it’ll be answered privately to let you know we saw it. We will not judge what you ask us to tag for- it isn’t our place. The only things we will ignore are messages obviously intended to mock people with strange but legitimate triggers (ex. trying to blacklist the word ‘the’, trying to blacklist the letter ‘a’, and other things that are legitimately and literally impossible to avoid using, as opposed to simply difficult or inconvenient). If we get any asks calling anybody oversensitive or anything along those lines for something added to the blacklist, you will be blocked. Any inquiries as to why something is on the list will be deleted, both because we don’t consider it acceptable to ask about that sort of thing without invitation and because we likely don’t know the answer anyways.

We currently tag for: - any and all hiveswap or homestuck characters (their full name) - any and all hiveswap or homestuck ships (ship name if i know it, as well as “[first name 1] x [first name 2]” and then “[first name 2] x [first name 1]”) - alcohol mentions (“alcohol m”) - knives (“knives tw”) - violence mentions (“violence m”) - scratches/scars/other minor injuries or evidence of them (“minor injuries”)

(There is more we’ll tag for if it comes up (ex. abuse mentions and all that), but this is everything we think has an actual chance of showing itself on here, and we haven’t been explicitly asked to tag for anything else yet.)

#requestrules #not kin stuff