#also people have def talked abt this

[astrobei]

greetings tumblr user astrobei. i present you with a question i humbly ask you answer posthaste as this is being asked by a crab shaped acquaintance of yours who wants to know.

what is one thing you want in s5 that you haven’t seen anyone else really talk about

AH ! thinking so hard. so deeply. idk about things i haven’t seen anyone talk about bc i do bounce a lot of ideas off of the people i talk to so i lose track of what’s talked about In General vs w my friends but hmm. HMMM. i know people have prob talked about this i just haven’t seen as much lately but smth that is so so personally important to me is a mike and jonathan talk bc !! jonathan was there for so many of mike’s moments regarding will and el in s2-4 and he saw the shed scene and he saw mike with will in s2 and he saw mike get distant and change in s3 and he saw mike with will alone in his room (interruption trope hello) and in the van vs how mike was when he was with el over the last two seasons and like. OH i just need them to talk so bad bc jonathan has literally seen him grow up and i think this fact should be talked about more like. jonathan has known him as long as will has known him! he knows mike! he knows this isn’t like him! so like. idk basically a very long winded way of saying that 1. jonathan byers’ un-amusement w mike wheeler stems from him knowing that this behavior is Not Like Mike and 2. not to byler-ify everything but. he knows. he totally knows. and also 3. even in a non-byler context i just need mike to not be having a great time n i think he’ll be dealing w some guilt and inadequacy etc and i think it would be so great if jonathan talked to him about it. that is all

#thank u mysterious crab shaped acquaintance #squints suspiciously at the screen #sorry this was so long #also people have def talked abt this #but i need them to talk about it MORE #MORE!!!!!!!!!!!! #MOOOOOOOOORE #thank u that is all. #/ask

[boxwinebaddie]

did kyle cry when he found out raven was stan

yes...A Lot.

which is kind of a big deal, because jersey kyle...

never cries.

ever.

so its a large part of the Why Can't Jersey Say I Love You ask meme, that, ik, is taking me forever -- i have so many asks rn haha -- but for the sake of context/lore, i will summarize part of it here. ( badly )

in essence, kyle, who is the least okay/mentally fortified person ever, is under the false pretense that everything in his life is fine...bc he refuses to process that it isn't. because to him, as long as everything is going to plan, w/ no detours or distractions...Everything Is Perfect.

see, kyle...likes to plan. kyle likes order. kyle does not like chaos.

he does not like to deal with messy, complex human emotions, fussy things, upsetting things, dramatic things, any kind of touchy feelings. its inefficient, makes you vulnerable, its embarrassing, its impractical. most of all...its unpleasant/upsetting. kyle doesn’t do unpleasant and upsetting...kyle Is unpleasant and upsetting.

and after stan died...kyle wept inconsolably. he cried rivers, lakes and oceans, day in and day out, only to realize that all the puffy eyed, red cheeked, blubbering and snot...were for naught, because kyle could cry until he died of dehydration, sob until his chest was swollen, scream until his throat was raw & bloody; it didn't matter.

because it wouldn't bring stan back.

...that no matter what he did, how hard he begged, bartered or pleaded...at the end of the day, his sweet, precious stanley marsh was still Dead and kyle was still the same sad little boy he always was, drowning in his sorrows & his dead super best friend's jacket, weak and whimpering, eyes warbling. a waste. a weakling. a worm.

so one day...he just...Stopped.

he just stopped feeling things.

completely.

as a coping mechanism ( aka not-coping ) he just decided to compartmentalize all those uncomfortable, intense feelings, anything that wasn't useful to him and ignored them all together. pretended like they didn't exist. will not humor them. which makes sense bc in addition to not crying, kyle also doesn't laugh.

this, i think, is interesting because, to keep himself 'safe' and in working order at all times, kyle doesn't think about unpleasant things, he also is outwardly abhorrent to prevent things from getting to close to him, anything he could get attached to or might get sentimental about because he doesn't like to be vulnerable at all.

conversely, stan feels things extremely deeply and all the time. so he is constantly in distress and disarray because at all times, he is aware of how Sad he is and can't compartmentalize things like kyle can.

( can we see why it might be super easy for ravenstan to tell someone he loves them and why it would be really hard for jerseykyle? fML )

but back to kyle who count on both hands...maybe one hand...the amount of times he's cried.

he cried the morning after the sadie hawkins dance in sixth grade when all the news crews and ambulances and firetrucks were at stans old house, watching them put shelley in a body bag, and telling him like, in stans jacket, that they couldn't find him and that the flames were so hot that he probably got incinerated in the blaze.

he cried when he found out raven was stan. it was...a lot.

he also cried...

...when they broke up during the ravesey divorce. </3

like it was....Oooooof. it was so sad and fucked up. like when i tell you jersey kyle, like scary ass jerseykyle, who never bends to Anyone, was literally on his hands and knees begging ravenstan to stay I'MMM :(

he was clinging onto the hem of stan's shorts, absolutely devastated, lip quivering, fucking hyperventilating like nononono--stan, don't go! please, Please don't go! please, please, please don't go! :(( don't leave!! don't leave!! waitwaitwait!!! i do! please just--just Wait!!! :(( i do, baby! i Really do! so, so much and -- i! FUCK!!! i can--i can Say it! please just give me one second! i can--NO!!! NONONO sTAN, PLEA

sigh....*narrator vc* He Could Not Say It.

it was sooooo goddamn AWFUL!!! like literally the one thing that kyle fears the most in the world is losing stanley marsh which had already happened once and was now happening AGAIN??? oh my Godddd

his abandonment issues are so gnarly :'(

aStandonment more like

he also held it together while stan was there, however, the second that door closed, kyle wept BROKENLY into stans big shirt, full body shaking, knees to his chest, loud, open mouth sobbing, the knees of his pajama pants drenched, desperately trying to reach stan, to try and explain himself with words that wouldn't come, only to find that stan had blocked him...On Everything.

it was AAAaaAAa ;-;

uUuUuGh!!! plus it's sooooo sad and Scary when jerseykyle cries because it basically triggers a massive, full-blown Panic Attack!! because he's like oh god why am i suddenly feeling every bad thing ive ever repressed? why can't i breathe? why does my Chest Hurt??

:(( jErSey

hell is a PLACE, bitch!

anyways...tldr: yes, kyle did cry when he found out raven was stan. he cried when he lost stan, found stan...and then lost stan again.

fun! :)

-uncle nina, jojo posing at the gates of gay boy angst hell

#i gotta stop doing the ask memes at the top of my box #BUT I AM PASSIONATE ABT THIS #also please note that stan was packing a bag and jersey was like nonononono where are u going where are u going :( #and stan was like Out and kyle was like stan its -10 degrees you are in a shirt and shorts like u cannot go out like that!! #i cant let you go unless i know youre somewhere safe #and ravenstan was like Kenny Is Picking Me Up #WHIIIIIIIIIIIICH OUGH MY GOD WHEN I TELL U KYLE WAS TRIGGERED AS HELL OH MY GOD THE VIOLENCE #like kenny was dating marj but u know hes still a little insecure abt kenny being in love with stan even if it was unrequited #but more than stan was sober and kenny was not also this was def abt to cause a stan bipolar ep so kyle was worried abt him #relapsing it was OOOOOOF marj and kenny also broke up during this period of time bc kenny took stans side and marj took kyles #ommmfg i cant talk abt the ravesey divorce i hate it so Bad #but i am very passionate abt jersey kyle and how he just made himself into a machine and like doesnt know how to be human #but yeah so jers does not feel things as a coping mechanism so he does not know how to process anything that is important #and doesnt cry bc its gross and insufficient and not useful to him he doesnt love people bc it is not practical #and he did that for so long and it was so dehumanizing that like he does not know how to be vulnerable or soft so #yeah...kyle does not cry if hes crying its for a good reason its also super bad bc hes probably having a panic attack #and is rly scared/upset bc he suddenly gets hit w all the waves of unpleasant human emotion he repressed & freaks out bc he doesnt kno #what to do....i love u jerseykyle even if u cant say it back bb

[skitskatdacat63]

Watching the Brawn docu has me wanting to reach through the screen to choke out Christian and Montezemolo

#like i feel like obv theyre probably being dramatic for the sake of the docu #but at the same point it rly feels like they still hold a grudge #and im not one of those people who decrys the rb19 as being illegal or whatever #but my god for someone's car who gets accused of being illegal a lot christian youre sure talking a load of shit #like ik hes talking abt his standpoint from back then but atp in his career after all hes been thru #should he not be admiring them????? #as i said in my other tags: #wah wah angry bcs another team found a loophole in the loophole sport??? #i love tho brundle is like talking abt how he loves how teams exploit and bypass the rulebook #like to be the rulebook is like...you read it in depth so you can see what you can get away with #and obv the other teams will be annoyed but at the same time i feel like id be lowkey congratulatory like wow nice loophole!! #and also the rb5 was pretty good imo and just needed time and got bludgeoned by the brawn #meanwhile the ferrari of this ssn is basically like the ferrari of well this season #like ferrari and mclaren in 2009 basically had thw same situation as this yr #start out shit and then developed enough along the season to get podiums and wins #like rbr somewhat has a point bcs imo theyd def be the top team if not for brawn's double diffuser #so i get that yknow. but ferrari was just straight up trash and cant put up w the fact that they made a shit car #also 2009 KERS is SOOOOOOO much more broken and unfair than the DD imo!!! #like ex. Fisi totally should have won Spa but Kimi got him literally just bcs of KERS #but god yeah anyways these fucking politics ny god....the one thing max moseley did right was to accept the Brawn hahaha #why am i getting pissed at 14 year old drama LMFAO #fuck i am so happy for Brawn i think it would truly be the most unfair thing in the entire sport if they had screwed them over #i reallt just think the other teams were eternally salty because they voted to get Brawn into the sport #and then get pissy when Brawn is actually fucking fantastic #like they just expected them to be trash and then got pissed when they werent backmarkers its so dumb #ANYWAYS THEYRE NOW TALKING ABOUT CHINA 2009 MY FUCKING BELOVED SEBMARKSON!!!!!!!! #^ but speaking of that. so funny that christian was a total whiny bitch at the FIA meeting btwn Malaysia and China #talking abt how unfsir the decision was and then WENT ON TO WIN THE VERY NEXT RACE LIKE BRUH STFFUUUUUU #catie.rambling.txt

[franeridan]

finally reached wano and the reverie in my reread yayyyy let's maybe talk about what the hell does it mean that twice shanks has met the world government on page and twice he's been told "this would be unacceptable but since it's you I'll let it go". what do they mean since it's you. why is it important that it's him.

#for the longest time i thought the evil shanks theory was right #like through the years as i read along i mean #i didn't even know it was a theory i just thought dude was sus #which he is!! #but after rereading I really can't believe he's got ill intentions or that he'll be an actual enemy for luffy in the end #so what's up with that #what is my man holding over the wg that he's allowed to do whatever the hell he wants #is it the fact that he could reach the op whenever he wanted and he's just not for who knows what reason #does he have information the wg doesn't want shared #is he actually the son of someone important #also who's the pirate he went to talk about to the five eders do we already know this i forgot #if we don't bets are actually on blackbeard shanks's been going around trying to warn people abt him for ages now #i mean it COULD be luffy but again i doubt shanks doesn't genuinely love him #dude I'm so interested in shanks's little silly brain my guy has been orchestrating for twenty years I wanna know what about #he def knows stuff about the void century I can't believe he stole the gomgom without knowing about it #??????????? anyway oda tell me already #tell me tell me tell me tell meeeeeeee

[sushisocks]

ohh wow i passed 1k followers on here while i wasnt looking, how very fun!! thank u all for hanging out ur all the very best <3<3<3

#teki talks #also gained a v recent mutual whom i am ECSTATIC to realize followed me back a few days ago!! hellooooo heehoo<3<3 #ive really been busy lately so ive not looked at my activity stuff in a while and i was like 'woah!!' #also ive been getting notifs abt my posts making the rounds like 'oh 4k reblogs 10k reblogs' etc etc #but NOTHING on 1k followers which def FEELS LIKE SMTH I SHOULDVE BEEN NOTIFIED ON?? #anyway yall are SO COOL and i love hanging out and whatnot #very grateful so many of u have joined me for the cowboy posting or magic boy posting or space boy posting or gay posting #there's a lot of different kinds of posting going on here but knowing people enjoy enough to follow is a LOT of fun!! #im sorry ive not been as active lately i got a job and im tryina write and all that good stuff!! but ur all always welc to reach out!! #tumblr is a platform where numbers mean fuckall but im thinking about having a thousand people in my house and that does make me feel smth #so thank you!!!!

[music-class-quotes]

me: orchestra kids are much more likely to be narcissistic than band kids. i can say that because I'm an orchestra kid

pit captain: you are kinda narcissistic

Everyone: …

Me: okay, proof

pit captian: well you dye your hair

Me: i don’t do that because I’m narcissistic, i do that because I’m QUEER

snare player: YEAH

#in case it needs to be said: OBVIOUSLY NOT ALL ORCHESTRA KIDS ARE THAT WAY #and band kids can def be narcissistic too!! its not just the orchestra kids! #but just in my experience. the people i have worked with that I've disliked the most bc they are full of themselves #are orchestra kids. not band kids. but there are still PLENTY of orchestra kids that I'm super close with! #so anyway. thats my disclaimer #marching band #band #band meme #band quotes #music #music meme #music quotes #music class quotes #honestly most of the reason im posting this one was bc of how validated i felt #by my snare friends reaction to me saying 'im queer!" bc i like. haven't really done that before. #like i am Visibly queer. i have PURPLE HAIR. but i don't necessarily talk abt it a lot. honestly i just don't rlly talk a lot in general so #(also this pit captain. after marching season. SHE DYED HER HAIR TOO)

[waywardsalt]

now bc of that one post abt zelda getting fridged whenever that one guy directs a zelda game im thinking abt tetra just getting turned to stone in ph and like. what would it have been like if she were an actual character in ph. what would she have done how would this have changed the story

#not gonna do a whole lot of tagging im just musing. if you wanna rb or reply with ideas thats great #im not the person to figure this out bc i dont actually care much abt tetra #not like oh i hate her but like. i only played ph and what i see of her beyond that has not endeared me to her #shes fine i just dont get it. ig cuz i didnt play ww but eh #cuz like. ok. pretty much the majority of phs plot relies on tetra having been turned to stone and fixing that #and me being the autistic little freak i am the psrt that also makes it hard for me to wonder what could happen if #tetra werent stone and that making the game better is like. ok what about linebeck and his arc #listen his arc is so fucking good and hes great and i dont think his arc would have been so good if link wasnt the character he was put wit #cuz link is a great foil and despite having minimal characterization has just the right personality to nudge linebeck along #cuz hes def part of what inspires some of that change in linebeck so idk what might have happened #if tetra was an active player interacting with him in ph too. cuz like idk most of the time when i see people #do stuff where they interact its usually tetra one upping linebeck or whatever and thars like. ok thats whar ciela does #maybe im reading into it too much and focusing on linebeck. idk how you couldve done and changed #the plot of ph to include tetra without just straight up rewriting the whole thing or putting link away #bc look me in the eyes. i do not think linebeck would have developed the way he did without having met link specifically #salty talks #idk i feel like linebecks arc is the best bit of story in ph so i want that to remain more or less intact bc thats where a lot of #the emotional stuff comes in at the end. his dialogue in the ghost ship battle and the final boss. its important #i dont think about tetra much cant you tell. so id leave this to someone who actually cares abt her as a character

[recapitulation]

yowch 🧍‍♂️

#ok medical tmi in the tags -> #ok i think ive pinpointed what frustrates me abt telling people i dont feel well #like it almost feels like a lie or just something i shouldnt talk abt bc like. ive been in a place docs would call 'bad' for like. 5-6 yrs #but within that time what i have felt has been SO varied. like. week to week day to day i the types of symptoms are so different #like this week ive been in a lot more pain but its been like isolated 5-10mins of very distressing pain. w almost nothing at other times #accopanied w like a really concerning amt of bathroom trips including like 3x a night which sucks for my sleep #and also my commute to work 🧍‍♂️ #but like i remember in college there were periods where my number 1 distressing symptom was cramping throughout the day #or there have been periods where nausea and lack of appetite is the thing that worries me the most #idk now that ive typed that out it sounds so similar like its all gi symptoms. but it FEELS so different. its like a different illness #but to most other ppl its like. ive been sick with this one thing forever #idk idk i know most illnesses are kind of fluid like this and im not alone #but when ppl ask me how im doing and im like. well bad. its like i dont know how to express that its such a different bad than last tues #and like the degree of bad def changes but theyre all still bad. how do u communicate that esp to healthy ppl #oughghgghh im just. feeling so bad in such a diff way. its been a week but my pain has been real high #and like Dude. i am losing fluids 🧍‍♂️

[bocularteletheric]

Tier ranked all the new (to me) movies I watched this year!! All ENTIRELY subjective and all rows are also ordered best to worst because ✨organising✨ so The Fall (2006) was my Absolute Favourite film I watched this year 💕💕

#movies #2023 #i can feel the cinephiles vibrating w rage over where i put mad god but PLEASE i respect that film sm and i am so glad people like it #but dear god it was not for me at all in the slightest #'worthless garbage' is YES too harsh and i generally do not like to describe any art as worthless but. this is all preference based #so to ME it is worthless but i think to the world in general all four have SOME worth at least. though rebel moon is fucking debatable #anyway i am def overexplaining nobody is even going to care LMAO #but !!!!! if anyone ever wants to talk abt movies pls jump into my dms i would love to chat !!!!! #also i watched exactly 100 movies this year which was so satisfying on letterboxd

[ectonurites]

I don't have fully formed thoughts on the matter but my brain has just been rotating these two images around next to each other for days. interpret that as you will

(Crisis on Infinite Earths #12, published December 1985/cover date March 1986)

(Stranger Things S4E9, takes place in March 1986)

#something something the anti-matter universe=the upside down. #im not suuuuper up to date on/aware of the numerous -gates and theories people have about the show BUT #ive def seen talk abt alternate timelines/universes and well. tht could line up with the positive matter multiverse #things from one earth bleeding into another as the earths start to overlap... #its also the fact that this comic would still be on shelves at the time of S4. it was a very current thing. tht timing stands out to me #our characters are nerds who talk abt comics in the actual show more than once! Crisis on Infinite Earths was a big deal! #it is very likely at least *some* of them read this. and i'd find it hard to believe showrunners are unaware of it #If you're researching 'comics stuff from the 80's' which. when writing nerds in the 80s feels likely... COIE would ABSOLUTELY come up #+ the multiple references to the idea of a 'superhero' this season + specifically Superman & Supergirl—both relevant to this event... #idk. idk where im going with this but i guess my tldr is i would NOT be surprised if a character namedropped this event in s5 #stranger things #grandpa max is god? i go to church now

[haxxydraws]

Wasn't expecting that many asks, but i'm flattered and pleased that people were so interested in my ocs. I always worry about bogging down this blog with too much text, but it was super fun to write a bit about them, esp since i stuck to the story that my friends and I are currently working on.

ty all for attending the haxxy character crash course i suppose, sjdklfsf

#NOTE this is not me saying i wont accept anymore asks sjdlfks I def have more characters to talk about and would be happy to #I'm just done for tonight prob #haxxy stop #not art #to delete #i also encourage you to ask the people who i @'ed in those posts about their ocs if you're curious! #i know james has talked abt some of his characters before + he has an entire angelverse tag if you're interested

[harrykim]

need to calm down immediately or i will end up yelling and saying mean things and i really dont wanna do that. but oh fucking god am i pissed off.

#had a feeling i shouldnt have come in today. my foot has been hurting since last night n ive had a headache all morning #so thats def making me feel madder than i probs would be otherwise but fucking hell. geuinely what the actual fuck. #lmao theres also this like. i dont wanna be mean but girlie maybe this isnt the work for u. she cant do half the work bc she fucks it up #and like fine some people are bad with some things and just dont get them #but now you're fucking with our entire document control and my ability to audit the system in one afternoon? #like girl. become a minecraft youtuber or something this isnt good for any of us #blaming my boss of this too tho bc he wouldve told her to do something like it and not just. waited until today when i was in 2 talk abt it #he does this sometimes its really annoying but in the past no one outright deleted my work to do it

[hua-fei-hua]

*lying in the dirt staring at the starry night sky* i think the secret to maintaining a good name online is to simply not share personal information, block the haters n libelers, and have a social life outside the internet

#and also to not make 'discourse' your personality bc god knows we have enough bitches in fandom milk-fed on internet discourse #in other words i'm having thoughts on big name fan...hood? -ishness? i'm not sure but anyway That and how it's dehumanizing #there's an essay from 2006 i'm rereading (i will clarify that i did not read it in 2006. i did not have access to the internet in 2006) #about why no one ever wants to admit they're a big name fan; as written by someone who has come to terms w/their bnf status #and it's got this kind of tongue-in-cheek vibe to it and the advice it gives; like it was written by someone completely exhausted by it #or who has seen what it does to a person firsthand and needs to vent about it while also making sure people take it seriously #i want to say it's almost like that kind of dire gallows humor where you know no matter what you say you Will have haters on your ass #it sounds vain to say that i was ever a bnf anywhere. but i can't say i never had a name at all anywhere #and watching that buildup towards what seemed like an inevitable fate as a bnf someday in some fandom soon #it's part of the complex cocktail that motivates my anonymity in gnshn #bc i've had my ideas treated as untouchable; my writing treated as The Way to present a premise (both accounts towards orchid) #i'm glad i've never had like. a parasocial experience or anything where in trying to compliment my writing they compliment my person instead #the uncertainty of my person that comes w/anonymity is such a reprieve tho. to draw attn when i deliberately play down anything #that i feel might bring it makes what i receive more earned n more focused on what i want to talk abt (the writing) #there are def some things that can only be understood through time and watching your own history grow n build n connect w/others #until you are suddenly made acutely aware that you do not exist in a vacuum is one of them #and i understand the urge to cut most if not all of it away and start anew bc that *is* terrifying in all honesty #花話

[zoekrystall]

Hello hello excuse me why the absolute fuck can you not mute words on bluesky I am going to combust that is such a basic thing?? What the fuck?? I might not use it until they implement that bc what is this. I just tried to mute bc I glanced at my timeline and read bg3 and remembered oh. Right. The thing that makes me avoid all streams rn. (good game, specific character brings bad thoughts up, don't ask, twt is already agony since but not anyone's fault the mute function there sucks). Also like me and a lot of other people got more standard bad stuff they don't wanna see and don't want to start muting whole accs we follow??? There is a free extension I need to figure out how to get on mobile (shouldn't be too hard for me) but I shouldn't need to do that for such a basic and no brainer function. Idc if it comes later stuff like that should be there from day 1. Like even if no-one would post abt the most standard triggering topics literally everything can be a potential trigger for someone even the most harmless stuff.

#Fuck it on main instead of private bc why the absolute fuck did I not hear complains abt it prior?? Wh??? #All this talk how bluesky is so good and then I find out I can only mute whole accs and not words #Friend if you're seeing this I love and support you and also your focus on exactly that character #I just wish the mute function over there would work like on here #Maybe someone else doesn't know abt it either and learns abt it through my complains. Please please say it's one of their top priorities to #implement bc otherwise what the fuck. Esp w more and more people on there. #That game is day to day dependent + headmate specific but like still?! I am so concerned abt the more heavy stuff that needs to get muted #Not to say that doesn't hit I mean how heavy the thing itself is. Not what it triggers bc there it's def heavy #Pain agony etc fucking hate it. The mutelists are a cool feature but yknow maybe give the option for smth less extreme too?? #I'm gen so fucking mad at this #New social media and bam looking at my feed made inaccessible. Amazing. Inaccessible unless I take risks which ain't it #Anyways another day where I purely prepped stuff closed w a post before passing out huh #Busy making a list of people I follow on twt to finally abandon it once paywall hits without losing anyone #Plus a new site thingy w all identity stuff and also new social equals new crd. Didn't even open any mobile games OTL #So much personal work ugh #And then I also got icon n moodboard ideas for later... free me #At least we now have a system name will share it later. Maybe when I wake up. #A wild lux appears

[angeltism]

oh EW he's having some not nice memories of smth that happened. literally a year ago. ew. I mean like the fact it was a year ago is good it's great but my vibe has been slightly thrown off nyeow,, nawt a vent, just a lil annoyedsies now @ my own brain >:T

#➳ the fool speaks #did gnocchi bring up these memories? no his dear question asker. #just some unpleasant thoughts abt his stalker/ex/abuser #althou he was funny in a pathetic way. but also caused much stress and hurt for everybeing he even said ''hi'' to. #the fool doesn't hate many people but he DOES have. certain people. who are def the exceptions :) #oh well anyways he doesn't talk to them anymore thank GOD and it's been like 9 months since they've spoken 2 eachother (GOOD!!) #but still gets upsetting memories occasionally so boo for that

[senqv]

Hiii I would like to ask for something where kaiser is quite clingy and feels needed by youu 😭😭😩💕

hey !! so it’s partly my fault that i didn’t specify this but i do not take requests :( it’s just really time consuming and tiring esp since im a slow writer ヽ(；▽；)ノ pls don’t go in my inbox to ask me to write stuff thanks !!

#i also have a v hard time rejecting people so i would prefer if y’all don’t ask at all #like def feel free to come in my inbox and talk abt how much u love a character / ask for my opinion on hcs etc #but i don’t do writing reqs :(( #— sen speaks <3