#and 2021 we know what happened

[screwderia]

at least carlos beat the spa course

#carlos sainz jr #f1 #belgian gp 2022 #first time he raced there in 3 seasons basically #2019/2020 the mclaren died on him #and 2021 we know what happened

[crimeboys]

I’m so glad there’s someone like me out there who refuses to let go of DSMP /pos

thank u for feeding me

my claws are in and i am not retracting them i love this stupid story and the dynamics far too much 🫡🫡

#asks #anon #the closest i ever got to getting out was april 2021 i was getting bored and more interested in other things #and then at the end of april well. i think we all know what happened

[vilsoo]

i remember ppl joking years ago when the tokyo revengers manga ended saying “what if jjk suffers the same fate as tokyo revengers 😹😹”

well…

#𝐍°⦗ 𝑴𝑬𝑺𝑺𝒀 𝑻𝑨𝑳𝑲 .ᐟ ﹕ ̊ ̟𐦍 #yup #i believe this is the downfall of jjk #right after gojo died idk wtf was happening #its just a cycle of introducing and hyping up these characters and yet they get beat by sukuna #the potential this series had… omfg and yet theres so much about jjk and the settings and the characters we dont even know yet!! #like… #idek what happened to the art as well #im just losing my hyperfixation on this series and it’s killing me #ive loved jjk since 2021 #now im just feeling indifferent

[cosmojjong]

it is just beyond me how people have the audacity of claiming hongseok got himself discharged from the military by pretending to be suffering so he doesn't have to be there. there's even a scandal account making his discharge pass as a scandal and people qrting with nasty comments. are we serious right now? he was medically discharged. a professional assessed that he would need to end his service. changing units is common, but completely being discharged isn't. this is quite telling of how severe it got for him, to the point they decided he just couldn't keep receiving treatments and serving simultaneously. in addition, hongseok had not posted once through the eight months since he enlisted, although he could. everyone who knows how active hongseok is could definitely tell his silence wasn't like him. how can someone know the specifics of the disorders he is battling with and still make malicious and hateful assumptions about him? (and i hate that they had to go into details or else people would doubt it, it is not fair that such a delicate matter is public to everyone). i am so angry for him.

#the fact that something similar to this has happened to taemin too. i am raging #i don't like that he may feel even more pressured now #hongseok #i don't understand why people make assumptions about his mental condition to begin with #or like assume he was completely healthy #we don't know what someone goes through #hongseok cried a lot through 2020 and 2021 so we really don't know what he went through

[grogumaximus]

#they are humans after all #but max making mistakes from pressure? the same 23 y.o max fighting for his first title against literally the statistical goat? that max? #But honestly when did max make a mistake due to him being under pressure? #Maybe at jeddah 2021 quali n his lockup in singapore 2022 but what else? His last 4 races in 2021? They weren't mistakes #they were clearly deliberate verstaliban tactics he couldn't fight lewis with merc being much faster he would've risked a penalty/dsq #n not regretting losing the championship at the end it was just verstaliban verstalibaning fr n we saw it this year n we saw it last year #even against mick in Silverstone n this is what max said about it #“it was a good battle. I was like 'well he had to know to back off otherwise we are both out' Luckily he is smart enough to.” #lol he got cooked for this but it was verstaliban not pressure n that's my point #“carlos in singapore” old man bffr redbull fucked up their setup n everyone knows that they were the 4th fastest car that weekend #n no don't bring up his hungary n his spain mistakes in 2022 as pressure mistakes they were just mistakes due to gust of wind n wet weather #n guess what he won both of these races #This year he almost lost it at the front when he was like 15s+ from the rest n giggled about it was that from pressure? #no if it happened then it would've been just a mistake #I honestly don't remember anyone excuses max's mistakes are due to him pushing over the limit or he's driving an understeery car that #puts him under pressure as well if he made a mistake then he was a bozo n simply a mistake #(except for jeddah which was a rare mistake from being under pressure n we called it a bottle) #I dont wanna go there but he set up his team when his team n drivers make mistakes without even a title pressure #oof i had to let it out #max verstappen

[thewhizzyhead]

random sleep deprived 2 am thought: what if watt mini netflix series that features pma's other songs from his other musicals. what if watt mini netflix series that also explores what happened to the surviving girls after the sleepover aka how they further process their grief and how the relationships they share with each other develop. basically what if "alone now" in a post-sleepover kateva development context-

#look i know jrb said in the the watt reunion livestream (not the concert - the one last 2021 i think?) that alone now can be a checkate song #esp since both her and celeste performed that song #and tbh i am partial to checkate so i support that thinking #however within the constraints of canon we will be trying to fit the song to kateva #i dunno just the verse 'to all the ghosts that follow you around' in the chorus #got me thinking about how eva helped kate cope with chess' death #which tHEN GOT ME THINKING ABOUT A WATT NETFLIX MINI SERIES WITH ALL THE SONGS AND EVERYTHING #and also explores what happened after the sleepover #look i know that pma sold the watt movie rights to a streaming service and that whole thing didnt work sadly #so dont mind me and my potential loopholes ghdhfh #anyways to other watt fans i do suggest looking up preston's other works believe me they are GOOD #we are the tigers #kateva #preston max allen #also disclaimer alone now isnt a cut watt song - its a song from one of preston's other musical drafts

[pegasusdrawnchariots]

the eternal question: is scheduling w friends as an adult That Hard or am I just bad at it

#4 different people have left me on read today; 1 cancelled our plans 4 hours before we were due to meet #I've been sitting home alone for 2 days going insane. looking forward to One (1) coffee date & that fell through #idk why I'm taking it so hard this time I'm usually fine!! but I find myself wishing I didn't have the day off I wish I did have work :( #like it's tiring yeah but it beats sitting here not knowing what to do w myself #& I'm working all weekend & only leaving the house to see the doctor. oh joy #I've been productive ironing writing fixing the car. that's not the problem #I had 4 social plans this month. that's it #that's like seeing each friend once a month!! I can't keep this up!! #is this the norm for adulthood? :( #& on one level I don't want to bother people or be clingy #but on another level I'm baffled that they don't get lonely too #the news has not shut up abt the Loneliness Epidemic since 2021 #but if it's true why do so many people take so long to reply when I reach out? if they reply at all #I'm not going anywhere w this. idk #just one of those days #everything so fuck everybody suck :( #boomers got it right w the whole showing up unannounced at people's houses for a social call with a pound cake #now I have to go through 5 layers of bureaucratic bullshit to see a friend #assuming they don't cancel the day of ofc (((((: #I just wanna be like hello knock knock I am here. tell me abt yr life today & listen to mine & eat this cake #& the worst is when people are like 'I'm cancelling bc I'm tired xx' #OK A) u knew we had these plans for two weeks #but B) I'm tired too! I still love u ur still my friend! let us be tired together! #'I won't be social today I'm tired' my love we could watch movies in silence we could knit we could ball yr socks. idc #'I have to do the big shop today sorry' so do I!!! let us do the groceries together!!! #every time I've pushed someone to come out when they felt depressed or to let me accompany them when they were doing chores #they were like u know what I'm so glad u did this. thank u. this is way better than how I had planned this night to go #& I'm like any time!! I love u!! #& then it just happens all over again next time oh sorry I'm cancelling I'm busy I'm tired #like did u forget what a nice time we had last time? what changed? :(

[quaranmine]

the worst part of wearing glasses is that i cannot dramatically throw my head down on my desk when things get frustrating without either taking them off or being careful not to break them, which in itself defeats the purpose of dramatically throwing my head onto the desk

#anyway i think some of our records at work are wrong 🙃 #some of this is my coworker's fault--the 2020 ones are messed up and i didnt work here then #but girl??? some of the 2021 records are wonky too and i DID work on that #idk if it were me or my coworker who added that specific section (we worked on the spreadsheet at the same time) #but like. it dont matter because i was partly in charge and should have noticed the issue regardless of if i typed it or not #WHERE DID THESE NUMBERS COME FROM. AM I GOING INSANE #THESE RECORDS ARE A MESS #the only ones i can verify are 2022. because i did it yesterday. and it is actually organized properly #i....do not know what happened in 2021 #sigh. time to dig out paperwork from 3 years ago! good thing we're required to keep it lol

[ikyw-t]

y'know I think about this tweet often. I don't think truer words have ever been spoken....

#had a whole mini rant that i wrote and then deleted lol.......... #no one else may know his shitty he was but i will always know and i shall absolutely not forgive or forget #however i do still start seething on occasion when i remember that after we broke up for years i never thought of him at all #except when i pass his street on occasion bc he happens to live nearby which is very ughhh but it's mostly whatever #and then out of the blue in early 2021 he texted and CALLED me (i did not answer. what a fucking jumpscare jfc) #to tell me he had been stalking my spotify playlists and saving them and #even had the fuuuuucking audacity. to think they were a personal message in a bottle just for him. #we had not spoken in 3 years. can u imagine the absolute lack of fucking common sense or logic. the fucking audacity of men is unparalleled #and then i had nightmares and paranoia about him for the next like full year. like wtf. #also i think i said 2021 but actually that happened in 2022 so we actually hadn't spoken in four full years. #where on gods green earth woild he get the idea. that my public spotify playlist. #was dedicated to my terrible obsessive bully of a boyfriend from fucking high school. #i just can't even fucking fathom the mental gymnastics necessary. #anyway. i ended up ranting anyway #it just makes me so angry that i didnt think about him for years and then he so efficiently once again ruined my life #bc he had been incredibly obsessive and so I had reason to worry he might just show up at my house at some point. #i ended up ranting anyway. what can u do. #anyway. I hope he's having a terrible time. he deserves it.

[ahauntedcowboy]

its wild how much chemistry me and my former neurologist have.

he’s not hot anymore because he cut his hair and let me down with my epilepsy treatment, but we do make each other laugh so fucking easily wtf

#eri's posts #eri's health struggles #but the appt went really well #and he was like...actually good at his job this time #and apologized about what happened at my nightmare appt he referred me to #actually he apologized several times #and he's married which YIKES #i was talking to him and he would smile #and i was like yeah bitch i know im endearing #and the whole thing was so wild #because hadn't seen him since end of 2021 in person #and we were interacting like we were old friends reuniting #sorry we're breaking up (medically) #seeing a new neurologist now #and while he's kinda stern looking #he's getting SHIT DONE

[espresso-cookie]

my bitchass thinking about cookie run multi animator projects again

#The last time i wanted to do one the thought fell through cause it was 2021 and that was like my horror year #and also it just wasnt planned at all i didnt even have a song picked #HOWEVER this time i DO have an idea AND a song #multiple problems though: its for an ultra specific AU nobody knows about and theres like. two cookie run animators out there #youll never guess what ultra specific au it is (linus we know its rbp) #ive literally been thinking about this for like a week now #the multi animator project scene is like dead i havent seen ANYTHING for it in the past few years #(i have to spell out the full name instead of the abbreviation so people know what im talking about) #if nobody knows what the FUCK im talking about just YouTube OC multi animator project #UPDATE multi animator projects are still alive the warriors fandom is still going absolutely batshit and i am HERE for it #Anyways rbp lives rent free in my brain #I think I could probably turn it into something more vague like a sort of cookiebots vs cookies type beat but #however lemon dj aloe and caramel are CRUCIAL #you'll never guess what i just thought of 2 minutes later #color palette usage #my brain is like overflowing with ideas it's NOT normal and its not gonna happen #unless? #<- /j

[aiden-png]

trying to work up the spoons to say hi to some old friends lmao. it's been so long tho :,)

#aiden screams #spamming them on tumblr is not enough lmao #I must also say hi. eventually. hopefully soon rip #so much has happened in LoZ since I left aaa #and ik we are all v busy adults but ack #I wanna know what they've been up to #irl is nuts rn haha. life was much simpler in 2020/2021

[brattybottomdyke]

im having a really weird mental day…everyone keeps posting about the new year and reflecting on the last year, which like obviously is gonna happen today. but i clicked on one of my old NYE posts from 2017 into 2018 and posted that 2017 had been a hard year and i was hoping 2018 was gonna be “my” year. i mean little did i know that 2018 was going to be a VERY hard year…and it just feels like every year since then has been hard. really really hard.

im really actually determined to make this next year my year because im so tired of being an NPC in my own life. im tired of being complacent and letting my own life pass me by in ways that are not making me happy and in fact, have contributed to one of the worst mental health years i can remember having. im so tired of it bro. in my bones, in my soul, tired of it.

#i spent so much of my life acquiescing to my big ex and what she wanted to do with and for our life together #we broke up in 2018 got back together for a bit in 2019 and then broke up again at the end of that year #and i was so ready to live my life and hang out with my friends in 2020…but we all know what happened there #and i’ve been back home with my mom since early 2021 and things just aren’t better #im financially stable which is the only difference #but i hate living here and i always have and im just stagnant #i don’t go anywhere #i literally go to work and that’s it #i took one vacation this year and i love her but it was with my mom #i owe it to myself to finally do right by myself #and god i just hope that i do it this year #bc i’ve said it every year since at least 2017… #bottom.spm

[funnyswaggy]

i'm back i can't really sleep....i feel like as time passes i'm realizing that i don't feel as different from jovie as much as i assumed i did and also as much as she assumed i did almost as if i'm her just stuck in time in just one place that's why i don't feel any older than i did when i went away for the first time. personhood is complicated :(

#jovie doesn't really like to admit it either but i think all of this takes a toll on the both of us #especially her since she's the core and all but i dunno i feel like she's stressing about it a lot #heck she might even be influencing me a little bit right now i don't know we just feel a little more inter connected than normal and it's- #-weird for her... kinda weird for me too #i guess our whole plurality is based around that one moment we had in 2021 where i became inactive i guess that's like the proof i'm real #but both of us we genuinely don't remember much of what happened before or after and who was there and who wasn't to really make more sense #-of everything

[yawn-emoji]

#who i was march 24 2022 and who i am now are completely different people. i remember crying in caffe reggio to zay sun and adiba because #my dad was in the hospital and we didnt know why and we werent even there to support him and my mom because we had travelled to nyc that #morning. and the whole trip was overshadowed by this sense of grief and fear and horror at what was unfolding back at home while i was #trying to pretend everything was okay and that i was fine. i never cry in public but i cried on the q train while visiting my coworker who #lives in manhattan and then i sobbed in a xi’an famous foods location in manhattan w my brothers because the cheapest and earliest train #home was that night and i had no idea what to do w myself #and when we got home finally we all knew what the diagnosis was but nobody wanted to say it not even the doctors. i dont think anyone used #the actual word cancer to us for months. they cloaked it in such technical terms so as to make it easier to swallow but it was still like. #an elephant in the room yk? nobody told us the stage either but it was a stage iv glioblastoma and i remember going on r/glioblastoma and #just crying reading all the posts abt how difficult this disease is. most projections were six months to a year and a half. a lot of people #even chose not to get treatment because of the high probability that it would make no difference to the prognosis. i have no idea whether we #made the right choice going w chemo or not honestly. only time will tell i guess. inshaAllah this will prove to have been the right choice #idk what im even trying to say now. i just dont reflect a lot on where i was when this started because it’s… almost too painful. i have #given up so much for my dad at this point and i still feel like it’s not enough but also i’ve been trapped by this sickness and i’ve given #up my life to it and idk how to rebuild myself from here. i need to move on w my life but what if these are the last moments w him and i #take those for granted by not staying home to take care of him and spend time w him. again idk what im trying to say here i just have no #idea how we got to this place. it still feels like some insane fever dream that i will suddenly awaken from #seeing pictures of my dad even from 2021 is the hardest thing. i have no idea what happened to that bright funny charismatic loving man. he #is literally a shell of himself at this point and i hate it. it actually turns my stomach sometimes because it all is so wrong #none of this was supposed to happen he was supposed to retire peacefully somewhere tropical in a couple years not get diagnosed w cancer #journal #illness tw

[calamitydaze]

New fan here! ("new" as in abt July-August of 2021 yet I still feel like a baby in the fandom lol)

I didn't know abt the special guest thing 😔 I knew abt George's pets back home but not Sapnap's and only found out abt it today.

Absolutely crazy how it works though. Like, there's stuff that I don't know that you and many others do (and this will always be the case no matter how much I learn abt the fandom before I joined). And there's stuff that I know that others won't. I mean, it's been abt 2 and a half months since the face reveal and around 3 months since the visa announcement—how many people have joined since then? Who never even experienced Florida truthing.

It's wild.

u totally hit the nail on the head with your last point, it’s a SUPER interesting aspect of this fandom! with most media like a tv show or book series, you can come into it as late as you want and still know everything you need to know by the end of it. but streaming fandoms (and real people in general, though i didn’t experience it nearly as much when i was into 1d) are kind of like… an ongoing learning process? there’s so much disorganized content, a large portion of which is just lost to time, that you’ll never be able to catch up on all of it. and the Lore is randomly sprinkled in different places and times so if you don’t happen to see something, you just won’t know unless someone else brings it up. and like you mentioned with florida truthing, you can never go back and have that experience if you missed it! it’s super super fascinating how the “in the moment” nature of livestreaming impacts how the fandom works and passes information

#and it’s different joining within the past few months compared to when you did compared to when i did #i joined at the end of 2020 not right at the beginning but they were still pretty new #so i’m still (fairly) familiar with stuff that happened before my time because that was what we had to talk about #whereas now or in 2021 i feel like people don’t do that as much #so new fans are exponentially less likely to know the deep lore #anyway it makes sense that you knew about george’s pets but not sapnap’s cause i think the last we heard of cat was memes with dreams #a little before your time but still around there #whereas the texas pets were pretty elusive even when i joined #although pandastwt LIVEDDD on the special guest clip #dog and luca are probably the least known about #and smokey if you wanna include dream pets #anyway thank you 📝📝📝 SRRY FOR RAMBLING.. i really liked what you brought up #bella answers #anon