#and im like. ya kno. i dont like that. i dont like that at all. pls stop that

[23meteorstreet]

charlie kelly - season 16

#iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #charlie kelly #charlie day #my gifs #s16 spoilers #sorry if this sucks photoshop keeps deleting all my settings :( #gonna be real... i know they were prob trying to balance things out bc s15 had a bunch of charlie stuff #but man there werent enough good charlie moments this season :( #(or at least not stuff i really enjoyed) #i have a dee one coming up tomorrow (not even gonna get into how much worse this season was for her) #& then i think after that im taking a sunny gifmaking break for a bit #i love making these (and im planning on coming to them eventually) but theyre a lot of work #and tbh ive been thinking i need to spend less time on tumblr/sunny stuff bc im just not having as much fun as i used to #& i know i'll enjoy it again eventually tho bc my brain likes to cycle thru the same 5 interests year after year (lol) #just have 2 get there again!!! which might take a bit of time #might still be on all the time. might not. #might be a little more multifandom might make gifs or fanart for other stuff (dont wanna scare everyone off tho) #idk at this point but i felt like i needed to get it out there ya kno #kinda gotta figure out some things. like how to have an actual social life & finding time to make art & not feel overwhelmed all the time. #speaking of art maybe i'll start updating my art blog lol #anyway... gonna be fun when i do come back to these to try to find them to add the links

[sketchy-tour]

Genuinely, I wonder if my fear of being seen as annoying by commissioning oc x canon is silly or not.

I always get so actually worried that the person I'm commissioning will think I'm weird or if it's an artist who's in the fandom with me I get all worried they probably already draw a lot of oc x canon of the character i like and maybe they're tired of it

How many times can one artist draw Wally Darling kissing a bunch of different ocs before they hate it? Dksjfjkskdjd

#text post #just rambling #IM JUST SCREAMING INTO THE VOID DONT MIND ME!!!!! #like please please i kno im cringe but i just want more art of them...holding hands #aaughfjfjsodidkbfkek #shaking myself for being a lil baby even though im always saying “Be cringe be free!!!!!” but i cant help it #like I already try and only comm people who are familiar with or in the fandom #but then i get all sorts of like “OH GOD THEY PROBABLY HATE DRAWING THIS”about it #im sure if they didnt wanna theyd just...tell me? i do ask. ya kno when i do try and buck up the courage. #“Hi sorry would you be alright with drawing my oc with this guy please its okay if not haha jk unless.” type shit gjdjfjkekdjfjeke #god im embaressing

[opens-up-4-nobody]

:-P

#ever feel like this sometimes? feel unhinged? just for a bit? filled with bad thoughts? #and then u cut to me irl and im sitting there. juggling my leg. looking totally normal. looking like i dont wanna start screaming #but like its all good. but also its giving maybe i should stay up all night. bc i got like 8hrs of sleep last night for the 1st time in #like a month. so like im good. but then 2 seconds later im like. no im normal #im so normal. i will go to sleep. i am normal. i am letting my problems blaze out of control bc i cant make my brain deal with thrm but #its ya kno. all good. in a week ill be on vacation #but we up bby! hormonally inflated mood YAYYYYYYYY. keep it up woooooooh #i dont kno how to describe it but its like being propelled from sinking to tilting up and walking on water #me

[whilomm]

liking the aesthetics of manly man stuff but trying not to buy from right wing MRA 4channers

#LISTEN I KNOW YALL MIGHT NOT WANAN HAVE A THING ON UR ABOUT PAGE EXPLICITLY DETAILING YOUR POLITICS #BUT COULD U PLEASE CONSIDER HAVING LIKE. ONE GAY SOAP TO SIGNAL. OR ST. #im just fucken. analyzing ur posts.....is this too patriotic? is this a subtle reference to 4chan soyboy conspiracy theories?? #come on it would even be fitting like #okay sudsy bear if ur chill consider putting out a rainbow soap called 'bear soap (the gay kind)' its a good name #just godddd this is always. a prolem. #oh i wanna buy knives. spend 20 mjnutes digging to find out oh yeah they also sell. nazi knives. confederate flags. #i wanna buy cosmetics. oh wow thank u for having NO ESTROGENICS #to be clear im not explicitly accussing all of these sites of being MRA 4chsnners magas #(well the knife sites i am they make it. somewhat obvious.) #but seeing them talk about ohhh soy is BAD FOR MEN makes me say. ah hm so like. howww deep are u..into that. #did u just hear the psudeoscience and accept it w/o question or liiike. are u Deep Into It. #do u think theyre putting chemcials in the water to make the freskin frogs gay #anyway i dont expect them to like go all out or anything but one lil hint 'oh btw im chill i just enjoy knives/soap/tacticool stuff' #like a funny morale patch w a communist meme or a gay soap #not that that Proves Anything just ya kno. if all i have to go on is them having a couple too many american flags that would be enough to #say ehhhhh sure #buzzy

[muselexum]

<3

#sending you all so much love #it's crazy how a year has zipped by #every so often i'll come by and check up on the dash and i love seeing all the familiar names <33 #I'll prolly write a more official post in the new year at some point #but im so eager for this work contract to end at the end of this year #im grateful for the job in many ways but in others it was really burnt me out and drained me #ready to turn a new leaf in the new year #and hopefully get some of my creative motivation back when my mind clears #ive put even art/painting on the sidelines as well this year which is something im sad about #but on the positives I think ive had a lot of personal and emotional growth this year that im really proud of!! #(still dont have a driver's license though.. LOL OOP) #and ive really worked on my anxiety and depression. like even if this job is burning out and depressing me// I don't feel DEPRESSED ya kno. #ive just been experiencing a lot of personal growth and change #and the people around me in my life have told me that they've seen changes in me this year too so :') #BUTTTTTT #I so so miss my creative outlets and I feel like I've neglected that this year #I went from escapism to fully avoiding the outlets so now I think it's time to transition into the healthy middle #anywaaaay #hope yall have been doing amazing #love u all and ill probably pop in here for the holidays <33 #blows u all kisses #ooc #tbd

[hwaitham]

aa . had a sad dream during my afternoon nap . . . 's not all That awful . . :c but thinking abt it makes m chest hurt so actually ! perhaps it is . . . me n haitham were rllie close pals in it but i had a big fat ginormous crush on him , so i confided in kaveh . . only to be told that al haitham was hopelessly in love with my best fren ! ! ! ໒꒰ྀི˃ ˂ഃ ꒱ྀི১ it was obvi she had feelings for him too . . da three of us would go to cafes often n i had to swallow my anguish watching both of em interact n chat about things dat would go over my head . . . it hurt so ridiculously bad ! mostly bcos i wub my friend sooo much ! n of course i alwys wnt her to be happie n dat takes precedence over anything else to mi , even if that means watching her n al haitham be in love . . she is so sweet n beautiful n talented n funny n intelligent n just . Perfect in everyone's eyes . ๐·°(৹˃̵﹏˂̵৹)°·๐ so it is like . of Course he would pick her over me ! ! ! arghhhh

#𓈒 ۫ 𝓹𝓾𝓹𝓹𝓲𝓮 𐂯 𝓹𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮𝓼 ₊⠀ೀ #i kno it is a mere dream but . . . aaaakk ; ; #perhaps i let things get to m head too easily :c bcos now i jus feel rllie inadequate #like m too dumb too ordinary for him . i am nothing special . ya know ! ! ! #m not very booksmart despite being a grad student . i am not d best with words and i am quiet and i don't stand out #im clumsy n not very prettie n clingy n annoying #i hav nothing to offer to da wrld except my love n kindness . but even then . would that be enough to catch his eye ?? #:c i dunnooo . aah pls dont feel like u need to cheer me up or anything i am just being silly ! ! ! #silly coco getting all sad over something so menial . . it will be okayyy ! ♡

[seithr]

rl chatterin in tags, dont worry about it just feel like talking about recent stuff. for those who dont care look at this birdthang i won on xiv then. my silly big bird..

#i dont owe explanation to anyone yeah i kno but i was going through something kinda rough the last little while and wanted to disappear #idk if it was at all noticeable but i feel like acknowledging it is healthier than feeling embarassed pretending i was Totally Fine. #alas im back and im... still just gona post on as normal. i can enjoy my Own Circle Of Enjoyment because im allowed to enjoy parts of life #even if i felt like utter death it doesnt mean i have to drag myself back to it once im finally crawling out. #it doesn't mean it didn't happen. doesn't mean it didn't hurt. but i dont have to reopen the wounds to prove something yknow. #i want to be alright and I will take these. when i feel i want to be happy i should not deny the pleasure of messaging friends #or little joys of any kind no matter how 'insignificant it is' next to my real stresses. you have to have something you smile about #and when you're ready to again why try and put it off? anyways. no idea if this makes sense. im tired but good i think. #i have to give myself little hype up shounen talks about joys and loves and life sometimes. its just gonna happen. #armour clanking #however i AM allowed to feel a little shy talking and being honest again so this is scheduled . hello. gootbye. ya boy hanging on 👍 #possibly employed boy at last even. probably contributed to getting better was that hope. ok no more sharing for real GOODNIGHT (MORNING)

[orcelito]

oh fuck it's may now

my birthday is in 12 days

#speculation nation #i have not been good about. doing things. #(no fuckin shit fanny! the crowd cries. as i sit here still not working on my program) #i paid rent n health insurance tho. woo for first of the month #i dont have much time b4 i gotta get ready for work #so i think im gonna work on some notes for Events To Change in my fanfic lol #or at least. the things vash wants to change. and what he's planning on doing about it. #relevant bc the next chapter will be him going thru and doing all the preparation he can prior to the start of the events of the manga #i know. two things for sure. the rest is malleable. #i have 4-5 years to pass still. not gonna go Too in depth but i wanna address it still ya kno #also i just sneezed and launched my sour patch kid out of my mouth like a fucking rocket. i am laughing so fucking hard #anywys im gonna pull an all nighter (or something close) tonight again. probably. #but THIS TIME i am not going to read trimax volume 10 prior to it. so it will hopefully be. easier.

[me-her-and-la-lune]

going to re-read maximum ride (cry for help)

#ive already re-read the twilight books. i just finished the hush hush series. the only book series left in my adolescence hyperfixation #stage is maximum ride. there is something deeply wrong with me where i cant focus on other things except these books #i blame my career situation rn. everything is changing again and im overwhelmed and emotional and its time to cling onto the books that #would help me when i was younger. #also. btw. i know no one cares but i havent read the full hush hush series probably since finale came out #and like. the second book fucking makes me miserable LOL #i used to just skip to the parts that i enjoyed but i wanted to read it all the way through and i hated it so much. it was good but it #sucks** **its good in the way that i cherish it from middle school. its YA fiction. i love them but thats about it #anyway. lots of stuff going on. ill be fine but like. if no one got me i know nora and patch got me u kno #ALSO i used to be able to read books SO MUCH FASTER it took me like seven hours to get through finale. i used to be able to read that book #like. within four and a half/five hours #anyway. i stayed up until like four am last night reading silence and woke up at nine this morning and my brain wouldnt let me sleep #like it demanded i read finale. like ok brain were almost 26 we really dont have to be doing this #anyway! may or may not start reading maximum ride tomorrow. at least that series goes on for like eight or nine books or something #i have not read this series since the final book came out. lets see what it does to my mental state LOL! #okay anyway. sry. im just going through it and i dont wanna bother my friends with it bc like. theyre going through worse things than i am #oh tags we're really in it now #i just have felt weird for months and its coming to a head now and manifesting itself in me reading my middle school books. its weird #like. can i finish killing eve pls? can i finish the multiple shows and games i have on my plate? can i read NEW BOOKS? #the answer??? NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! im stuck to re-read YA bc its familar and comforting and somehow the stories still make my heart squeeze #I'M CRING oh sorry for yelling im cringeposting sry

[infernalfae]

while i really do enjoy sitting with myself and getting a deeper understanding of my gender and relationship to my body and how i present myself, theres times where it can be idk lonely? my experiences with gender are on the more binary male end of things but when it comes to my relationship with my body, dysphoria, and transition i often feel very alone amongst my trans men peers in my experiences and most times dont relate to the kinds of gender feelings that are more normally discussed. additionally with my appearance, transitioning has made me very hairy and masculine and ive gained weight but i still prefer to present myself in more androgynous/feminine/cute ways and it feels very rare that i see other men quite like me and how i want to be. idk there are just times that my various realities seem incompatible and like i know thats bs and i should do what i want but i cant help but feel alienated at times.

#theres a sense of like #i dont feel like im allowed to want to be pretty and cute and feminine ya kno #and i kno theres a lot to unpack abt a lot of things w that #and im trying #but its still like. #idk #the more ive come to understand the lack of connect between my body and gender #and what i like as far as like clothes and accessories lately #the more i feel like i dont belong anywhere ya kno #im kind of just shouting into the void bc these thoughts have been on my mind #like all summer and i havent talked to anyone so i need to let Some of it out #infernalpost

[videostak]

mom drunk again :/

#was gonna watch the oscars with them but instead was watching one of the dogs and doing tons of cleaning in the #kitchen and living room where they were watching cleaning up all their food and mess like a fkn maid lolol cause #the dog kept crying that he wanted to go over there with them but couldnt cause there was too much food layign around and #everyone was just sitting there ignoring him and i kno if he keeps crying they just shove him back outside #so i had to clean it all quick to let him be w/ them #anyways ya shes drunk and i dont wanna be there since shes being really loud and asking and repeating questions #and just making everyone uncomfortable #so im just in my room :P

[moonrevolutions]

this is already-known inspiration by ppl who read my lil faclets but part of the inspiration behind virote’s personality is… prince!!!

i saw this man in concert in like… 2004 ish. the musicology tour yes i sure did get to hear purple rain live even tho i dont even like that song at all. yes, i own all 40+ of his albums and im very critical of his most popular songs i have surpassed a normal tier in that sense. it was still great lkjgdlgjfd. i was pretty close to the stage too. prince was like. 5′0” lol. but he ran shit… he walked planet earth like he owned it…. and he kinda did considering he can play every instrument known to man while wearing assless chaps and a glittery vest… gflkdjgdflgdffdsl;.

anyway such a small man… unlimited power. kind of insecure ( if u kno princes beef w. other people then ya kno lol. ) but he clearly knew what he was doing. all the time. and u were gonna listen to him speak… id never been more intimidated by another person than when i saw him in person… wow…..

i kind of internalized that approach for vi. it def shows…. short king energy with the spine of a sword…..

#*･༓☾ about! a shimmer in the night. #sry to all the moldy white men in the 80s..... but hes the only one that exists.

[alukaforyou]

i hate this girl oh my god first time she came in, was a total weirdo, like i've had a ton of friendly chatty bubbly clients before but she was borderline inappropriate like literally i dont kno u pls act professional : | and sometimes ppl ask if they can walk around to view the space, we have figures and stuff so ya sure but she was up in my face the entire time i was setting up, wandering around the desk work area like what the hell and then she last min msgs me yesterday morning asking if i had an opening which i did, so i came EARLY for her : | and she doesnt show up cuz shes out w friends like ok dont msg me a pic of ur dinner first of all. if u had plans y even try to come in 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 and shes like can i come tomorrow 🥺🥺🥺🥺 so i come early AGAIN and shes like IM RUNNING AN HOUR LATE AHAHA SOWWY I'LL BRING U FOOD FROM BRUNCH literally get out. i hate u. should i even work with her today : |

#can i block her #shes entitled to a free touchup in the future as per our policy but #i legit never wanna see u again u r nuts bro #.txt

[foosybit]

Mayoi in PriPara Outfits Part 1

this is a suuuuuper long post cuz i did 2 drawings for about 20 outfits????? so here's the best ones so u dont miss anything by not actually going thru them all o7

but woooo !!! basically i've been on a long journey rewatching pripara very slowly so it's kinda seeping into my brain so i wanted to mess around with what outfits mayoi would go for if he went 2 pripara !! if u want a teal eyed version that also isnt split into parts, heres my pixiv post

last few things to say b4 i start, hello 3 pripara fans on my account, no boypara outfits cuz i didnt grow up with that (the last op i remember is the 6th one and i dont think im anywhere near that yet in my rewatch), honestly i have no clue if there's even proper boypara outfits??? i just know it exists idk anything about it, and if u see placeholders thats cuz i wanna keep the 3 image layout, thats the only reason why lol. and outfit descriptions will go below the art of the outfit. ok time 2 start !!!!!!

Petit Devi from Holic Trick Classic !! this was the first one I did back on.... Janurary 2nd lol. I have yet to see Mayoi in a bright pink but u know what, my executive decision says he deserves it. hi 3 pripara fans on my account again, i should also say most of these (like this one) will be from the arcade stuff cuz i just picked stuff i liked from the wiki's coord list

Sexy Girl from Holic Trick cuz Mayoi's the sexiest girl i know !! from now on all the coords will be from Holic Trick (an in-show brand) cuz 2bh w y'all i mostly just browsed Holic Trick for this whole series of drawings cuz im not going thru all those dam coords. although i've done 2 short skirts so far i do think mayoi'd like longer skirts more, but pripara likes short skirts more so so be it o7

Gothic Check !! the grey shirt and black jacket is kinda giving fs2 4star vibes so this would be the fs2 4star if enstars were cool (wore pripara outfits)

Modern Coffee Maid !! I was thinking of maybe changing the color but i liked the way the orange contrasts with the purple making it look kinda halloweeny :] I also have a personal bias towards brown i luv that color !! but ya if i had 2 say, he'd probably be a 3star if this were a set, kinda vaguely fits him but not enough to be under the spotlight imo

Classic Trump !! Sophy actually wears this in the show and i think it's so cute i wonder how the other alka members would style the vest in their own way (im 2 lazy 2 do that myself yawwnnn) in fact mayoi himself would probably prefer longer sleeves but u kno, stayed tru 2 the original n stuff, anyway say hello to bright pink again mayochan

Sparkling Jellyfish Sophy !! hi kanata hi fish wife hi nata hello nata hi nata whats up nata i love u nata

Nin'Nin Among the Water from Baby Monster !! when i saw this outfit i was chained to my tablet the demons were holding me hostage i had to make the ninja association wear it or i'd suffer a public execution

My Design Holic Trick !! back to holic trick for the rest again :] this is the one i posted on its own hehehehe it's still the one i put THE most effort into (which is why it's the only one i bothered to sign, still dont repost the rest tho please and thank u im just lazy) cuz man its a vibe its so good its one of my favs still i love stupid shorts and the puffy sleeves with the cropped vest and black and purple and the heart and bows and keys which are kinda all reasons i also like mayoi (heart in mayois vibe comes from his big heart muah) bless u mayoi i luv u

Night Navy !! mayoi loves to kill artists in cold blood with random intricate patterns (or maybe thats just an enstars thing in general) so i knew i had to give him this dress. gave him an undershirt cuz what if he gets cold :[

And that's it for this post !! I've now reached the image limit, so see ya in the next post !! (sorry foosybit followers for triple posting i didnt realize i drew so much)

#mayoi ayase #enstars #foosys art tag

[kachimera]

@saratrantoul ok i was going to make this a proper post but all i can get out of my head are these rambles, so apologies for the mess 👉👈

Regarding Leon/Isaac, i dont have a manifesto but rather why i think it'd be fun to see them interact:

it's mostly the similarity of their situations despite their completely opposite beliefs- two guys who lost everything they loved at the hands of someone they considered a friend. They had disaster divorces and are vindictive over it they can bond over that. And also the fact that (mostly going with PtR's Isaac), both have a certain code of honor, and both have gone to war in the name of a higher being, as twisted as both of these things are on Isaac. (This also ties w my funny "Mathias creating friction between Leon n the church hc"). And, assuming they do end up having something instead of instantly killing eachother, Leon (knowing he has issues but dealing w them on his own bc oops friendship failed me) sees part of his own pain on this guy and is like "i can fix him" in a "im gonna give him the support i wish i had" way. Meanwhile Isaac doesn't wants any help nor affection at all and just wants to wallow in his misery but he still ends up feeling attachment. Something something his older brother mentality and just, picking on Leon while also being overprotective of him (he'd also piss him off just enough to get the pretty noble knight to fuck him raw lmao). It end up being a pretty unstable and toxic relationship, with both having incompatible values but also needing eachother bc they got nothing left.

And Celiakado. Ooooh boi Celiakado. This one comes with the context of interpreting Arikado's general shittyness in the sorrow games as legit part of his character instead of just him being ooc. His whole mission all this time was to oppose his father and now he's no more. He's someone who has been chewed up and spit out by the cycle so badly that he ends up trying to control it in return. And this is where Celia comes in. Her goals match with Arikado regarding the need of a new dark lord (except the killing/turning Soma part) and it's implied she knows him or has heard abt him in the beginning of DoS, spends a lot of time offscreen like him during the game, and manages to escape in the neutral ending despite Arikado's stated goal of stopping her. So, why can't they be cooperating behind the curtains, caught in manipulation games between this messed up gal who considers Arikado an extra powerful candidate in denial that she can manipulate, and this fucked up guy who considers Celia a useful tool for his goals, someone extremely amusing to fall into manipulation games with (overconfident girl who is completely out of her level and yet thinks she's winning, we stan), and a bloodbank to snack on, with the potential of funny feelings to sprout between the two which wont matter bc they're in for the grind and have no emotional inteligence. Then something happens w Celia making a move on Soma anyways and pretty much ruining Arikado's previous plans, Soma, Yoko n Julius get involved and welp. Neutral ending gives them the chance to continue being assholes, Worst ending has her mauled by Somacula and Best ending has her crucified (Like a certain someone important to Arikado ya kno ), both in front of him :) (and shoutout to @viralvava for being the smartest person alive ;D)

So yea two funny ships to be normal abt

#me answers #castlevania #Isaac Laforeze #Leon Belmont #Arikado Genya #Celia Fortner #fun fact im not answering directly bc i put everything in the wrong draft n im too lazy to do it again #at least i remembered to add alt text thing like i always say i should do lol

[orcelito]

Ykno there's such a fandom perception that Vash is such a sweet soft innocent cinnamon roll who knows Nothing about sex bc he is so sweet soft cinnamon roll. Or whatever.

I get the idea of like, him being all weird alien would make sex a bit less uh. Casually viable. But my man's 150 years old and there really is a lot you can do without having another person touch you.

And Thus. Me furthering my Vash Fucks agenda in my fanfictions. As is my right lmao

#speculation nation #i dont think it'd be a priority of his. but i think he'd enjoy the intimacy of it. #plus he likes making people feel good. 🤷 #the perception just kinda writes itself ya kno #i get if someone likes the idea of him being like. asexual & abstaining for that reason. that's a perfectly fair perception too #i just really dont like some ppl's insistence that he's all naive innocent child who knows nothing about sex #does he act childish? frequently Yes. but he's just silly ok and he enjoys goofing around with children #we see moments of maturity from him too. moments of intelligence. he's not just a child. so stop treating him like one. #mostly a pet peve i guess. im not gonna go to war over it or w/e. it just annoys me.