#and now my head hurty

[saltpepperbeard]

sorry to Sad Post on main BUT

not having our beloved show feels particularly crushing today. i believe i saw others spinning similar sentiments within the last couple of days, ie how it’s the anniversary of the season 2 renewal, how we would have probably had filming bts by now had season 3 continued on the expected trajectory, and how it would have been another thing to celebrate this pride month.

and like. yeah. Yeah.

idk, maybe it’s just that life is Particularly Hard right now anyway, and so subsequently this month feels emptier than usual, but this month REALLY feels emptier than usual.

i guess it’s just like…this month last year, we still had something tangible to look forward to. we were all still being delightfully horsey about it and wondering if we were going to get a tidbit/sneak peak all throughout pride.

and now it’s just…it’s crazy to think that a year ago, i never would have even CONSIDERED the idea of not having a third season the same time the following year. it was so wildly unrealistic for me at the time, something i couldn’t even begin to ponder.

and i guess that sort of highlights just how unfair the cancellation was, and still is. that it felt like we’d for sure get to see their ending, and now here we are the following pride month in the gravy basket. it’s so unfair.

to just think of the possibilities, to think about how we could have been sitting here with a renewal announcement, or even with little blurry tidbits of set pictures like we did for season 2. like, season 3’s version of the pixelated lighthouse and the party and the prince instagram captions…

it just really sucks.

WHICH, by the way, isn’t to say that i have given up every ounce of hope, because i haven’t. i’m in the camp of people who are stubbornly clinging to a whisper still, to whatever possibility of getting picked up in the future or freed from wb’s clutches or anything else there is.

but it just really sucks that we’re not getting to celebrate fully during such a celebratory month. it really sucks that we’re even HAVING to cling to little tidbits of hope like that, instead of being happily and fully cemented in our proper ending.

feel like shit just want them back :(

#OFMD #UNCHARACTERISTIC but I’m really feeling Big Sad lmao :) #I think having this show on the horizon was SUCH a shield against The Horrors #but now not having it in the future just makes everything feel that much more… #HEAVY??? #I GUESS?????? #like something something my ND needs a tangible thing to hold onto in the future #it needs an anchor #it needs something to head towards #and now that there’s Nothing my brain is like lol UHHHHHH #SHIT HURTY SHIT HURTY!!!

[shmorp-mcdurgen]

Going insane, perhaps wacky, one might even say crazy

#the mandela catalogue #mandela catalogue #tmc #tmc alternate au #alt mark #blood tw #blood #body horror #shmorps art #the alternate title is. head hurty #I’m like. 99% au content right now and that wasn’t my intention but I’m not saying I’m not fine with it #fun fact: alt mark may have super cool telekinesis abilities but also has chronic headaches with it

[pestilentbrood]

dshitposts

#clamart #i am so tired. my head hurty #bu t i wanted to draw Guys soooo bad #now i get to tag them all. here we go #actually screw tagging the breeds I'm lazy!!!!!!!!!! you just get names!!!! #//dragon: calistrival #//dragon: flavros #//dragon: ryta #//dragon: vessel #//dragon: caeswyn #//dragon: vision #//dragon: leona #//dragon: telfion #//dragon: kohaku #//dragon: noroc #//dragon: patience #//dragon: estrella #//clan: Incompetence

[spursthatjinglejanglejingle]

Disco elysium is the only piece of media that has ever done my specific kind of spiteful suicidal thoughts properly btw. I think about that a lot there's a scene where you can find tickets to the aquarium that Harry was gonna take Dora to and you can pass a check that says basically "that would be so great 💕 you should kill yourself there, forever altering the lives of those around you" and it's soooo funny i do that too, it's not as bad as it used to be but i still sometimes go "wow look at this crowd of people. What if i shot myself in front of them lol that would be fucked up, would ruin their day i bet"

#ask to tag #ok i am going to sleep now my head hurty #🪼

[vriskabot]

2649 -> 2823 songs in the past two days hehehehe

#original post #most of them were from todayyyy but now my head hurty #so i think im done TEEVING for today #none of it was even off the mega playlist thats still at 2300 (and some change i threw in just today) #i ripped a bunch of Albums In Full and theres still SO MUCH

[mykocalico]

seeing mermay stuff made me wanna draw fishie. and i kept thinking about cetacean mermaids and uhhh yeah 👍

i was gonna draw more weird mermaids but i got tired and i’d like to post this while it’s still may so. you get dumb doodles bc i don’t like posting One (1) image

#art #drawing #hmm..... #mermay #i always feel so tired trying to post things. my brain sucks <3 #also if you read my tags you will not be surprised but my head hurts :) less now than yesterday but still lol !!!!! #earlier i looked up why head hurty and the results were like. maybe tension maybe eye strain maybe sinus bullshit. and i was like wow !! #could be literaly any of those things!!! head full many thoughts and i am staring at screens all the time and my nose SUCKS rn. seriously. #anyway who cares <3 i cant focus. take my stupid fish

[shirogane-oushirou]

ren vibes. just. all three iterations. :)

listening to my v!ren playlist and i REALLY want to work on the blog playlist next. i'm getting so eager to share some of these -- i want to set it up so you can easily find and buy music from the artists, bc they rule.

feels weird to rb this from some random drive45 fan with like 3 notes, though. so. yknow. just gonna make my own post ig. 👆🏻👆🏻👆🏻

#hi i've had a headache all day from following the nij.isan.ji fallout in real time <3 #i was so excited bc i FINALLY finished all of my tagging bullshit and now i'm laid up oughhhh head hurtie #but at least the cool music is here for me as i watch the most atrocious business practices in the vt.ubi.ng industry come to light...? #📌 [ my posts. ] #[ music. ] #[ videos. ] #[ aesthetic. ] #🍄 [ lying on the blade of an emotion. ] #🧃 [ who is in control. ] #flashing - #drdp - #🐸 [ look ahead. ]

[facesblind]

idk what is happening honestly so tired so eepy let boys run the errands with teddybeardog and i have some regrets ( tm )

#apparently she almost bit a child (but it was because said child carried bread or a sandwich so i bet she wanted. said sandwich) #(her favorite snack of all time is bread) #and also had her nails clipped and it was. very unpleasant #she had lots of stress today due to storms and her anxiety pills didn't do a great job :/ #then a different person had to clip her nails #not usual doctors #she had to have a muzzle she was tryna bite :<< #maybe because it was hurty because there's this thing inside pet nails #called “proper claw” or something #and she has it and it's very long and it has nerves and all #she has it long due to being neglected in the past by previous owners so it grew and grew inside the nail that can be clipped #so we can't clip the nails short - short so we don't damage the nerves #apparently the doctor did clip a bit too short #and the boys tried to say that they can't be clipped this short but the lady was ukrainian and didn't speak polish #and teddybeardog bled a little #though she's a big girl and it didn't hurt her much but she was STRESSED #she also tripped on stairs and hit her head :((( #she only calmed down when she got to lay down and sleep with me #and now she's better #i just think i would've handled it all better #if i had not slept 2h yesterday and then spent 4 hours running other errands that made me pass out on bed unable to get up #i let teddybeardog have forbidden snackos for being so brave today #(raisins in chocolate) #dont come @ me i know what i'm doing #for a dog this big the amount of chocolate she was given does nothing #she will also have some chicken and cheese off my pizza #but then again they know teddybeardog and whats good for her i just know i am her comfort person despite how she looks at my boys #like theyre bread #and at me #like im just some guy TM

[aroace-poly-show]

fuck it the song is ‘the world is fucked’ by ricky jamaraz

could be ruinene but it’s also got a lot of star references so tsukasa too? or maybe just all of them i have decided yet

HIH HI HI OH MY GOD THANK YOU I READ THE LYRICS AND HOLY SHIT AUGSJDHGFDJFJG

some lines in particular that make me want to scream

its so. its so hw ruinene. throws up and dies UAGHHH

hw overall. me thinks. aawawaseysdgfdojdsrhjdf head in hands

you were right about the tsukasa bit btw “i want to change the world but i’m just a kid and i will die and no one will remember what i did” FUCKING HELL DUDE. DUDE. AUGAUHDGFUDYGHJFK

and when i tell you this line killed me btw. when i tell you died. hw…………………

#asks #throwing up #THANK YOU MY FRIEND #hollow ☆ wonderland #i dont have the most coherent thoughst right now given i. just woke up. and head hurty. but augh im rotating it in my head so hard

[onconstellationstreetmp3]

just slept through the past day 🦾🦾🦾

#me.txt #📔 #was horribly sick & throwing up with a headache yesterday i took a lil nap at like 3? & woke up about 30 minutes ago #now i feel mmmmm not wonderful but my head no longer hurty & my stomach no longer wants me dead! #i am just very weak & shaky im going to take a shower

[wildflowercryptid]

i just bonked the shit out of my head while i was putting something away at work and now there's a welt on my forehead. 😭

#i was gonna work on writing an outline for some oc x canon shit on my side blog but now i'm just feeling 🧍 #head hurty...... #mj.txt

[e77y]

Okay feeling better now after making a to-do list even though its contents are just like

Wake up

Eat breakfast

Take vitamins

Get dressed

etc.

#highly recommend! #like jokes aside it helps you realize you really don’t have that much stuff to do #I love writing physical notes and putting them on my mirror so I don’t forget #and then I can very satisfyingly cross it out in red ink when I’m done #okay goodnight for real now #head hurty oww #ellyposting

[wiredsmile]

IM FINALLY HOME !!!

#( i got home ; tried to eat ; got sick & then had to go to the store for my mom but im home !!! ) #( car sickness took a while to catch up too me & then decided ' nuh uh. you cant eat that ramen actually ' ) #( im so eepers idk yet if i wanna nap or just power through till bed time & just play sims for a bit now . ) #( might grab my laptop too idk yet tho cause my head is still a lil hurty . ) #˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . abi speaks ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ . #˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . mobile post ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .

[seaofgoldensand]

i need this excedrin to kick in now pls

#head hurty #not fun #everything looks so bright now #not my computer and monitors #but the lightsssss #release me from this miseryyy

[kiseiakhun]

Mother gave me magical migraine Tylenol that she claims to work miracles and yet my head still hurts. Life is cruel etc. Ow.

#maybe i shouldn't have had the migraine revelation. sure i finally have words to describe the bad things i feel instead of having random #tantrums. but now i am abruptly aware of how often my head tries to stab me #my left eye was swimming for half of the day this is bullshit #i lose SO MUCH TIME. to head hurty. #>:( #t

[razzafrazzle]

good doodle of young moon n sadie i havent posted yet :o]

[image description: a sketch of two original characters, moon and sadie. moon is a shorter, fat girl with black braided hair pulled into a ponytail by a bow. she is wearing glasses, a short dress with a bow around the neck, poofy sleeves, and a moon symbol on the chest, knee-high socks, and black shoes. sadie is a taller, fit demon girl with horns, a tail, pointed ears with a notch in them, and buzzcut hair. she is wearing a tank top, ripped jeans, and flip flops. moon is looking up at sadie and talking, while sadie is listening with a shy, surprised expression and touching the tips of her fingers together. end id]

#ok now i rlly need to stop my head hurty So Bad #enjoy some gals (even though this is egg-era sadie but shhhhhhhh) #doc talks #my art #my characters