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thestarfishinjootsoffice · 2 years

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Hi I'm not sure if you take requests but it's fine if you don't you can just ignore this but if you do can you please do slashers with a child reader they adopted and how they found them?

Sorry if this was not what you were expecting.

Slashers included are: Michael myers, Jason Voorhees, freddy krueger, candyman / Daniel robitaille , Thomas hewitt.

Slashers with adoptive child! Reader + how thye found them

Michael

You were probably just a little kid who was wondering around Halloween because your parents are quite neglectful. You of course didn't know about "the boogey man" Or such things as kidnapping and murders, let's say you are about 5.

You saw a tall man with a mechanical overall and a knife, he looked quite dirty and there was red liquid all over him. The man intrigued you so you decided to fall him. You tripped while stalking him since he walked so goddamn fast and it startled him.

Michael looks over his shoulder his grip tightening on his knife but all he sees is a little child on the floor looking at him with big eyes.

Oh, it's just a kid

Michael continued on his journey paying no mind to the little child who secretly admired him.

The stalking and tripping and sudden words of "ow" Went on and Michael was getting fed up.

Just what does this child want?

He was coming towards you, ready to scare the life out of you but then... You disappeared. Just like that Michael was confused asf. Then he brushed it off and he saw you again and starting walking towards you only for you to outrun him and disappear again. Now Michael was getting frustrated. A child of all people keeps outrunning him.

So he was deciding to take that anger out on some nearby neighbors he saw, and right when he was about to enter he heard a high pitched voice.

"Don't go inside, Mrs Jones's has many big angry dogs. And i saw a police man go inside her house!"

Just then did he notice a cop car parked outside of her house, not like that was going to stop him but the dogs may cause him some trouble.

And then you suddenly pointed at a house quite far away but also near.

"Mr and Mrs Lee. they don't have much pets or people around."

He went inside their home and heard quiet muffled screaming and shouting but then a few minutes later he came back with even more red liquid on him.

He expected you to run away in fear and scream but you just stood there, even smiling.

You suddenly pulled out a small bucket of candy from behind you. And walked towards him and offered him some.

Michael, extremely confused and not knowing what to do just took some and then you started following him again. You even found out where he lived and then he decided to take you as his own. Yay 🎉

Jason

You're 6 and you were probably dragged by your older sister to camp crystal blood so that she and her boyfriend can "make love" There.

And everything was soo boring, you didn't want to be near your sister at all since she kept making weird noises which freaked you out.

You decided to take a nap somewhere in the empty cabins and then suddenly you were woken up by loud screaming and crying, you were really started, what was happening? You decided to peep outside the door since you were too scared to fully go outside and you saw a big bloodied man chasing your sister and her friends!

Your heart was starting to beat so fast and it seemed he was getting closer to the cabin you were in! You quickly close the door too afraid to lock it in case he heard you and hid under a bed.

You got so scared when you saw your sister and her friend get butchered right in front of your eyes and fall on the bed you let out a loud yelp and of course Jason heard it and caught your leg and dragged you out, he was raising his machete at you until he realised it was a kid. He lowered his weapon and stared at your shaken crying form.

"Take them in Jason." "Make them your child. You've been so lonely for such a long time didn't you? You would like a little one to take care of, wouldn't you Jason?" Pamela said to Jason.

Jason nodded and carried you somewhere, you were really scared and didn't know what to do.

A day later, you found yourself in the woods following Jason everywhere he went even if he told you to stay put. You called him dad one time and he was sure he was gonna die a second time.

Freddy

You are 7 and you were sleeping when you awoke in a boiler room.

"Hello child." You turn back to see a burnt man with a raspy voice.

"Oh hello sir! Do you know where I am?"

Freddy was a bit confused by your reaction, why aren't you scared?

Instead of answering your question he tried scaring you by showing distorted faces or mutilated bodies or bad memories but none of them seemed to work.

"The hell are you smiling for."

"Nothing, you kinda remind me of my dad!"

The hell? Your dad?

Then you started giggling a bit.

"Let's go :D" You said as you tugged at his sweater and you were in a playground somewhere.

He was so confused. How the hell did you fucking do that???

He kept thinking about what you said to him earlier.

"Mister. Can you be my dad?"

Tf.

"Do i have to actually take care of you?"

"No, just be addressed as my dad."

He was thinking. He didn't have anything else to do anyways.

"I could use some company I guess."

"Yay!"

And then you two were in a mall somewhere.

Okay you've seriously got to stop doing that.

Candyman / Daniel

You were shoved into a room by your brother.

"Say it!"

"Say what??" You asked half sobbing

"Say candyman five times, or I won't let you out."

"Why!? Do you want me to die?" You asked fully sobbing

You were only 9 you didn't deserve this.

You heard multiple laughing outside the door.

"You finally caught on. Now do it."

You had to. You know he meant every word he said, and your parents aren't even gonna be here until next Friday so you had to.

"C-candyman.."

He has been summoned again. He sighed knowing what was to be done again.

Your brother yelled at you to hurry up.

"Candyman..!"

Daniel was quite surprised to see a child instead of a bunch of dumb teenagers or two couples making out. It wasn't anything new since he did see children doing it from time to time but what he did notice was that you were crying. And you were blindfolded and your hands seemed to be tired together.

"Candyman.."

Now he could hear around you. There was visible laughter and heard a chant of "say it, say it, say it" He was getting angry. Not at you but at those people behind the door.

"Candy man."

"Candyman!" You breath heavily, waiting for a sudden impact on you

But nothing. You heard the door knob aggressively shaking and some yelling behind the door and then you heard a soothing deep voice.

"Child.. Tell me, why are you here?"

You didn't know what to feel, happy that a mysterious man was not killing you or scared that a mysterious man was talking to you.

"T-they locked me inside.." Your lips were quivering and you sniffled a bit.

"I see..."

Then you heard the door swing open and multiple footsteps stomp inside.

"You brat, how the hell did you lock the door?"

"What..? I didn-"

You didn't even get to finish your sentence before you heard screeching and you felt warm liquid splatter on you.

"Guys..? What happened?"

"Come here child." You heard the voice again.

"No one will hurt you now." Your hands were untied and so did your blind fold, and you saw a tall elegant man in a brown coat with a hook for his right hand. He reached out his left hand and you took it. And just like that, you were his child now 👍.

Thomas

You were 1 and on a trip with your family to Texas. You were being carried by your sister and took a nap but then few moments later you were dropped carefully near a tree and she cried out, you were confused but then she ran away.

now you were scared you heard a very loud buzzing sound and a scream that sounded similar to your sisters and you were now crying.

You ran into the direction of the noise and you may have broken a twig or two and now a big man and that loud buzzing sound is coming towards you, panicking you were full on crying and screaming and the man seemed to stop on his tracks and look at you warily.

Why is there a baby here?

He put down his chainsaw and slowly and carefully picked you up and cradled you.

You stopped your crying a bit seeing that the man wasn't hurting you but you got hungry from all that napping earlier so you started crying again.

Thomas started panicking and quickly ran to his house and showed you to his mom, she knew exactly what to do and fed you some of the left over milk from the baby bottle

"Aren't they such a cute baby?"

"Well.. It doesn't hurt to have more children."

Thomas was supposed to be your big brother Or uncle but you instead called him dad and he couldn't be happier.

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Help i have no idea what I'm doing, HELP I JUST CAME BACK AND FREDDY ONE IS ABSOLUTE TRASH AND I MADE SO MANY GRAMMAR AND SPELLING MISTAKES.

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threspressodepresso · 2 years

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Okay okay so-

This is my first time writing this and I only know common slashers like Michael Myers, Jason Voorhees, Bubba Sawyer etc... I might even made them a little ooc but I would still try to do my best. This might be cringe and stupid so.. Ye-

Summary: Slashers and Gn!Reader but instead, they swapped places. Basically the Slashers are normal peeps and the Reader is some kind of sick mfker who kills or have some unhealthy shits

Tw: cannibalism, murders, possibly possessive behavior, unhealthy shets

Michael Myers -

• he's probably some college student or whatever but he'll be living normally in Haddonfield if his family wasn't shitty

• and you're basically in the role of being The Shape in Haddonfield

• you stalked Michael ofc

• you were supposed to kill him but you still let him go, and you somehow developed something obsessive with him

• he's a normal person now. Of course, he'll be anxious and scared with you sometimes. But then things go by he unconditionally falls in love with you

• and ye, you're stoic and emotionless, especially wearing the mask(you're a shorter person wearing og Michael Myer's mask while wearing a High School uniform with your jacket). But he still can see your love for him with your little body language

• of course, you do love him, it's just you're too inexpressive.

• when you finally take off your mask for him. You're unbelievably beautiful and it just makes Michael fall more deeply in love with you.

• you know Michael can defend himself sometimes but still, if anyone dares to mess with him you just straight appeared standing behind those jerks and then *stab* *stab*

• you don't sleep, but there was one time you tried to cuddle with Michael and you did have a little nap in his arms. But soon when he wakes up you're out for a killing spree already

• bonus: you're abnormally stronger than him

Jason Voorhees -

• you're the one who's in the role of clearing some mfkers who dare to trespass into the Crystal Lake Camp

• there was another bunch of counselor steps into the Crystal Lake Camp. Boi as you thought it was another casual day of cleaning those bitches off your lake. There's a shy yet surprisingly buff boi who wears a bag over his head

• and your frustrations grew more when you sees the others treats the boy harshly, gossiping and make fun of him behind his back

• and you killed them all, expect the boy.

• he was more bigger and bigger than you. But of course a normal person would still get paralyzed by fear whenever they encountered someone killed someone in their eyes

• you spare the boy and you were trying to calm him down. But he ended up panicked more when you reaches your hand out to him

• you took the bag off his head, you saw his deformed figure and his teary fear-filled eyes. Instead of being disgusted, you fall in love with him instead so you decided to keep him a while

• He was a shy yet surprisingly gentle and soft boi. Which you grew protective with him more and you snapped someone's neck if they dare to touch him

• And of course you wears a mask too, and you were beautiful as always compared to Jason's deformed face. Which he would grew insecure sometimes and then there's you who gave him bunch of affectionate physical touches like hugs and cuddles as a form of telling and signing to him that he's beautiful in every way in your eyes

• and he's also someone who loves nature, you two would walk around the forest in the Crystal Lake Camp together while also have some adorable interactions with small animals like squirrel and rabbits. But you're more into bears

• Jason would mostly stays in your cabin a lot when you're hunting. And then when you're back despite you're bloody. Jason is still willing to relaxed your tired body with his cuddles after a killing spree at the Crystal Lake Camp with the trespassers.

Brahms Heelshire -

• if his parents was not shitty af and gives him an actually good and normal childhood then I think he'll be someone who's shy but also seeks for some time to spend with some people

• so he was hired by your older brother who's shitty like og Brahms' parents

• first he was kinda confused when he sees that he had to take care of a doll with 10 rules. But he still do all the chores and didn't do anything against the rules

• he was kinda lonely especially after his parents passed away and he has to depends on himself now. He treats the doll as a real person, and little do he know the real 'Y/n' was watching him all alone

• at first when he heard your child-like noises or seeing his things being gone, he thought it was a ghost

• and Greta had replaced Malcolm to be the one who gives groceries to Brahms. And you would grew jealousy towards Greta and you would make a small ruckus around the mansion

• and he discovered you when he heard noises in the middle of the night. He was tired already but still follows the noise to the kitchen and then he saw you, who's dirty af and you also wears a porcelain mask on your faces with your arms filled with the snacks you were trying to stole from the refrigerator

• Brahms panicked and almost run as if he thought you're an intruder. But you managed to stop him from running away. And soon he knew that you, 'Y/n' was alive all alone. And it kinda creeps him up when he know the fact you were watching him doing everything when you're in the wall

• but since he's very lonely, so did you. You two actually gets attached to each other for a while.

• when he bathed you while washing your hair with you playing on the squeaky duck toy. And since you're bathing, you have your mask off(and you actually throw a tantrum when Brahms tried to take your mask off) despite your burn mark, you're beautiful in his eyes. And he's also handsome too in your eyes.

• and of course you're in Brahms' roles now, you're kinda bratty sometimes and gets jealous easily. Even if he interacts with a little bird that flies around the window, he would ended up seeing a bird corpse in his room

• and you would always throw a huge tantrum whenever Greta comes to give Brahms the groceries. But after that Brahms will give you the cuddles and affections to calms you down, convincing you that he would never leaves you

• if an intruder broke into the mansion to steal some things and even HURT Brahms. Boi they crossed the line. You ended up beating the intruder to death as you punches their faces repeatedly until they're piles of meat.

• and yes, you're also have abnormal strength

• but you would also try to learn whenever you notices that you made Brahms uncomfortable. You tried to reduced your possessive behavior for him.

• but it doesn't matter, you both still loves each other a lot

Bubba Sawyer -

• In his normal AU, his name was supposed to be a little nornal like Bob Sawyer. 'Bubba' will be most likely his nickname

• You are in between the roles of Drayton and Bubba. You're the bait and also the butcher of your victims

• You met Bubba when him, his family and some other strangers who has their wheel blew because of the heat in Texas. You killed the unimportant strangers expect the Sawyer family

• you had opened a Gas Station and you were the boss of it. So you had actually interacted with the Sawyers before and you get a little attached to the youngest, Bob Sawyer, but you prefer to call him with his nickname 'Bubba'.

• you spare the Sawyer family. Not only because for Bubba, you're someone who were alone since childhood so you actually desires for interacting with a family

• since you have abnormal strength and speed especially when you have your hands on chainsaw. Drayton, for the safety of his younger brothers he accepted to stay in your house.

• you're a cannibal of course. But you wouldn't force the Sawyer brothers to be cannibalism with you. You would also get some animals like rabbits or deers while hunting down some victims.

• Bubba was so TERRIFIED of you at first. He was almost at the urge of crying whenever you try to going near him. Which somehow caused you a lot of headaches whenever you tried to interact with him.

• they're normal peeps now, of course the Sawyer brothers would try to escape in the first place. But they ended up gets caught by you and then casually picks them up and walks back to your house despite them struggling to get out of your grip

• there was one time Bubba tried to escape and then he ended up stepping on a bear trap. Boi your heart almost sinks when you heard his terrified and pained squeaks and whimpers.

• you opens the bear trap off his ankles easily and then you carries him in a bridal style and takes him back to your house.

• his brothers were worried and almost close to attacking you when they sees Bubba hurts. But Bubba managed to explain to them that he just accidentally steps on a bear trap.

• you're surprisingly gentle and good when cleaning his wounds. Bubba could also take a closer look at your beautiful face

• so Bubba has finally decided to give you a chance. Even him and his family would still be anxious living in your house. But after a while they can see that you're no more harm to them

• Bubba actually felt bad when he finally knew that you just wanted to fit into a family. Even though the Sawyers was unsure, they still stay in your family. Plus they know that you might get frustrated and snapped one day if they keep trying to escape from you

• you would still try to change the habit of being cannibalism. But boi you can't, the animal fleshes feels weird when you're chewing them in your mouth. So you immediately give up and continues to being a cannibal

• but of course you would tell the Sawyers to stay in their room while you took care of the victims

• and sometimes you would drop yourself into Bubba's chubby form if you're very tired from all the work. Even though you're bloody, Bubba would still try to make you comfortable while he was horrified at the same time when the blood stained on him

• and don't worry you helped him to clean up after that.

This is actually stupid like wtf, what am I even writing I felt like writing shits now. This is stupid and cringe please criticizes me.

#Michael Myers x reader #jason voorhees x reader #brahms heelsire x reader #bubba sawyer x reader #x reader #roles swapped #this is stupid #end me now pls #slashers x reader #slashers imagine #alternative universe

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eldritch-spouse · 2 years

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Hey hey hey, time for Hoodie Anon's Bullshit power hour! 🎉 don't worry it's not super chaotic this time tho (I'll come up with some more hell for you later but it is 551 AM when I'm sending this and I need to SLEEP)

How would the clergymen react with an s/o who wants to be with them but sets like a few hard (reasonable but definitely deal breaker) boundaries for their own mental health? Like...

With Morrell? Well, you'd better not slaughter anybody in front of me, I will cry. And yes, while I will absolutely eat and be thankful for the stuff you make me to eat, please do not tell me if you use humans as ingredients, at least not until much later on so I don't immediately vomit.

With Santi? Bitch, it's fine you fuck people, it's your job and you need to eat, but if you do that in our bed I'm gonna sleep on the couch for the night or some shit (only not making YOU do it because you can overpower me and...y'know, you were here first). Don't be surprised if I still have sex with you after I learn about this, that does not mean you've been forgiven for that.

Patches? You wanna stalk me? Good, great, all about it, whatever makes you feel more secure. I will absolutely be sweet with you outside the bedroom and super kinky inside of it. But you ever get violent with me while you're in your more feral state and I WILL either yell at you or give you the silent treatment later on.

Krulu? Kinda the same thing as the Morrell bit, to be honest, at least the slaughtering part since he doesn't...make...y'know, people food. Also, unless I experience some sort of traumatic event, please don't alter my memories. That would be a really shitty thing of you to do, and I'll probably find out that you did it at some point or another, so then we'll BOTH be upset.

Grimbly? Be cute and adorable, snuggles are wonderful, and drink my blood if you must but if you ever do that shit without warning, I will swat at you like a fucking insect and....again, cry. Like full on sob and get very scared, and not in any sort of fun/kinky way.

Just as some examples lol

[551am? You're on the next level Hoodie, I don't even know how to access that hour!]

Oh boundaries boundaries- A word which most yanderes simply cannot grasp, right?

Morell is mostly fine with you not wanting to see the butchering process. As much as a part of him feels disappointed that you want no involvement, he can understand some peeps are just squeamish! He's very glad you're willing to eat on your own, even if you know the ingredients are... Different. Because otherwise, the mushroom monster would have to resort to underhanded tactics to get some good food down your hatch.

Oh honey, Santi would fuck you exclusively if he could. But chances are that he can't, because you won't handle that much sex, or Santi constantly fishing for "snacks" throughout the day. You need a break, naturally. But worry not, because Santi completely agrees with you. The moment you two share a living space, no meal of his is setting foot there. The Clergy is full of rentable rooms anyway, and even if it wasn't, most of his clients are down bad enough to lick the floor if they have to.

Patches is so very amused that you'd let him stalk you. Just like that? Huh. Then maybe next time he'll just follow you into your home without the cloaking device then. You said he could! Nonetheless, dullahan fit Patches is not likely to direct senseless aggression at you. That would only happen if you were to deny him too much, shun him, refuse to love this side of him as much as you love regular Patches. Then, then things would get ugly. He's a package deal and you're going to have to work with that.

Grimbly's not above nibbling. He really isn't, he's going to chew a little. You don't need to swat him to get him to stop, but you it's definitely acceptable. While the bat monster dreams of your blood and maasy occasionally get brave enough to try something at night, he will mostly respect your wishes when you're awake. Though denying him this too much will lead to the vampire sucking his other meals dry. And coming back to you a bit sick because, much like a fucking mosquito, he gorges himself almost hard enough to burst when he's distraught. You can always rely on blood bags, even if they're not as tasty.

With Krulu my friend, you're just fucked. Sorry to say, but your boundaries are second place to the siadar's will. You don't wish to see people die at his hands? What a pity, dear chosen, but you are not to shy from your lord. Ever. If Krulu feels he has to alter your memories, he will. No ifs or buts, they will either be locked from your conscious mind or erased altogether. He can even make filler memories. You're better off accepting these possibilities than trying to bicker with a god. Trust that he's doing what's best for you, lamb. You cannot be squeamish, that is not acceptable for a vessel. And if he rids you of memories, then trust that those only ever hindered your duties.

#Krulu oc #Grimbly oc #Santi oc #Morell oc #Patches oc

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fingerlessfoxgloves · 2 years

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TAGS

Peeble

Ann

BEN - BEN my friend BEM from BIDEO GAMES.

Brian

Clockwork - WOMAN MOMENT <3 <3 <3

EJ - guy who runs around in the wood lmao. I think he has a PhD??? NERD.

Fox - MY TAG XD this is where I put stuff that are mecore and super epic awesome smexxy (⊙ܫ⊙)

The Gardener

HABIT - TOp ten FREAKS I'm gonna HIT with my CAR!!!

Heart - that one rogue with the dogy!!

Jack - clowntime :3c

Jane

Jeff - hehe stinky. (⊙▽⊙)

Judge

Naomi - Da queen of Insanity!!

Nightshade - BESTIEEE

Nina - BESTIEEE x2combo

Rake - MY LIL MANNNN C'MERE AND LET ME PUT YOUR BALD ASS IN A SWEATER TEEHEE GONNA FEED HIM TREATSSS

Sally - BESTIEEE x3combo

Scarecrow

Seedeater

Silver - gamer boy!!! heehehe epic pwns <3

Sleepless - the Russian Sleep Experiment 0__0

Slender - my weird dad slendy. peepawcore!!

Smile - Dogy.jpg :3

Ted

Tim

Toby

User666

Virus - Toby's weird cousinfriend X-Virus :0 He's nice actually

Widemouth - my fwend :3c

Zalgo - >__<" LOSER!!

Zero

Places

The Academy - I hate school (ง◎‸◎)ง

Camp Creepy - Me n my FRENDS have set up an unofficial summercamp by the lake to feel a little normalcore!! we call it Camp Creepy <3

Cemetery

The Chapel - It kinda teleports around the Slender woodz :0 it looks like an old churh or watever, but there's no actual religious stuff in it besides like. pews.

Cityscapes

The Compound - Where Zalgo and his apostles live >__<

Fog

The Forest - THE SLENDER WOODS :D that's hwere I like to scurry. They surround the Slendermansion!

Gamescapes - Liek the virrutal worlds BEM and SIlver and Stuff hang out in :0 also a lot of us are EPIC GAMERZ and this kinda reminds me of dat 2 =w=

Hideaways

Home - The Slendermansion!! Most of us have our own room der, or live on cabins on the property :3 I get my onw room =w= YOU KNOW it's as big as Slendy needs it to be. Sometimes the layout shifts around a lot... I think iz like a part of him or something??

The Grounds - The places around Slendermansion and in the Slender Woods!! I LUV hanging out on the grounds x3

The Lab - sinister sperimentz happen here X3c

The Lake - Reminds me of Slender Lake (⓪ヘ⓪)

Missions - Pix that remind me of stakeouts and stalkings!! That pre-killing HI (✦‿‿✦)

Mountains

Outbacks

Overworld - Pix that remind me of me n my frenz outings to the humanworld!!

Portals

Suburbia

tedz cave

Travels - It actually takes bit of travles to get where we need to go in the overworld sometims :0 Slendy's portalz don't always drop us off just where we need to go =w= DAS OK THO Because I LUV <3 <3 roadtrips. Comemorating those feelz with this tags!!! Masky usually drives hehe

Underworld - Daz the Pastaverse/Pasta Dimension babeyyy. Pix that remind me of home (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

Other

Apostles - THE #LAAAAME followers of ZALGO (loser!!)

Candle Cove

Cherry Koolaid - Um... iz not Koolaid (⊙_⊙ ) iz blood. Mmmm yummy!! hehe (＾་།＾)

Creatures - The creaturepastas!! And images that remind me of them. I lov those guys!! they just like me fr fr!!

Creepy Love

Gamerboyz - and girlz!! But like. Silver, BEN, Sonic.exe, that kinda peeps!!

Hanging In There - Reminds me of us hanging out X3

The Net - OKAY so a lot of us kinda use the internet (like how I have dis blog) and these posts n stuff remind me of us and our screentime (⓪ヘ⓪)

The News - Newspaper clippings, etc!

Other Pastas - Pastas I don't know!

Playlist

Pokepasta

Ponypasta

Proxywork - Reminds me of the stuff I see the proxies do!! Super spooooky hehe

Rogues - Jane, Liu, and the like who aren't apostles or proxies =w=

Tapes - Reminds me of those cool videos people make :0 Like Marble Hornets n stuff. SO COOOLLL!!!

Training

.txt - Reminds me of our texts and groupchats XD

Yipping - me talking :0 personal posts an musings n moar!!

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diariesof-kg · 2 months

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No More Time.

2024_11_03

Let me tell you how quickly the universe will show you what you need to be showed. We started going to the gym, which I think is grand for both of us. I do enjoy spending a lot of time with my partner regardless. I don't think I really get bored with being with them, but also, I lived with my ex for years, maybe that's where the comfortability comes from.

Some dude decides to approach me about some damn paper towels, while I had headphones on, still don't know what was really said except some $20 for paper towels. We talked around and then we meet him again and this time he says something and I am like huh, while my headphones are still on. Now, most would say just take them off, but I am not interested in men nor care what they have to say. I point at my partner and say my name and he got confused, but it was my way of introducing myself and her, because that's what you do. Next, I say bye, play into it, but continue to mind mine. We are outside and per usual this dude pulls and says he's not stalking, I go up to his car and he's like if you don't mind putting my number in and then I look back at my parter, he goes, you need your friends permission. Ninjas be the dumbest I swear, I said no that's my girlfriend at which he apologized.

Here is the part where the universe loves to bring the same situation in a different scenario.

We are looking for houses. One sign had her friend's name on it, so we decide to go see it, no issue there. We pull, give him a call and he magically appears. Now this the part that really makes you question so much. I think his name is JP something and so he's obvious siked he hasn't seen my partner in awhile, I get that, but guess what he did not acknowledge me at all. He walks in turns on the lights and proceeds to show the house. At this point I stood in the living area for a minute and when I realized I was not going to be introduced, I started walking around the house rather quickly, while he continued to play catch up with her. He's asking questions but I am responding to some, still no introduction. I walked outside while they stay inside still talking. Then she goes, "this is my girlfriend.." and he ask me for my name and we shake hands. As we leave I tell my partner exactly how I felt at which she turned and tells me that, how would you feel if someone you haven't seen in awhile, he was just so siked. Really?

I joked about it but really had to let it settle to have a moment to think about it. This is the umpteen time my own partner will defend everyone else and not me. The fact that, I said it was rude and disrespectful and it was shadowed with, he was just excited to see someone he hasn't seen in awhile is crazy. Okay, he's excited, we went through the whole house and he didn't know who I was. He asked were you still with your ex and you said no, but never mentioned you are in a relationship, kind of skipped over that. Maybe I am tripping or being extra, but I observe and peep things like this. These things matter, because they will create the future. It's making me think she's not comfortable telling people she's in a relationship and she's in a relationship with a woman. If the scenario was different, to me, as soon as he asked was she still with such and such, she would of said, no i'm not but this is my boyfriend craig. See lesbians really need to stick with straight lesbians, no offense. I mean most I've dated been either previously bi or been with women for years.

I have never experienced being with someone who wants to keep themselves a secret about their status, whether it's the world's business or not. I have never experienced being out and someone not introduce me. It's the most weird thing. Then on top of that when I say something feels disrespectful instead of just saying, I'm sorry you feel that way or something else, she always excuses their behaviors or makes up reasons for them. It's like but had I not said I was in a relationship to the dude at the gym, you'd feel some way. If I EVER meet her ex formally and I say, he seemed rude, I bet she'll defend and say, oh pay him no mind, he's having one of those days. Like why do we do shit like that. I don't defend nobody behaviors period. If my partner expresses they felt disrespected, I'ma be sure to take their side and hear them out. I am not about to make excuses for no one not even my friends. Like when she said my best friend girlfriend hugged her funny, I didn't make a excuse at all. I address people with respect. Had I said, oh Luckiii, is just like that, she'd say I am for her or some shit like that.

Only time will tell though, a Capricorn starts to evolve after they have been hurt and that's the most dangerous thing, that most don't understand. We get real cold and begin to not care until things end or we end it. At this point I am going to let things play out, I am not asking for anything to be fair. Life isn't fair, my mother is completely gone. But this not telling people you in a relationship is suspicious if you ask me. Some folks have told me, that it seems like I am into her more than she's into you. That kind of hurt my feelings, but what if it's true? Because the whole relationship I really held her down, telling people I am in a relationship no hesitation at all. Why do I even have to complain about something like that though. I honestly don't care to be acknowledged, because of how much confidence I posses. It was just embarrassing to be in a space like that. Literally walking through the whole entire house wanting it to be over, because it was very awkward.

Also, everything is always my fault. Because I didn't want to hear about Candy Cane, she texted her behind my back. Because I said, tell certain people you in a relationship, that's my fault. Why not just do what YOU feel, I could careless. Literally I live this lesbian life, I don't pick and choose majority of the time. The old security at my job, I didn't anything but if he ask again, I'ma tell him I bump coochie with women, I am not afraid nor care. I just don't care for anyone to know who I am at a job, because every time it comes out, the women start trying me and I hate that shit. If you telling people you in a relationship or have a girlfriend when I am not present, that's major kudos for yourself. I don't live in secret. I wish she would just own her shit like I had to, instead of finding loop holes to not take accountability.

But what do I expect she did tell me at the beginning, that she's not really putting her all into such relationship and she hasn't lied about that. Usually people that aren't looking for a relationship and they tell you what they will and will not do, will always show you with words and actions. The universe knows what's next. But I -- honestly can't be in a relationship (a year at that) and my partner refuses to tell folks she's in a relationship. If it's due to being uncomfortable, than in my mind we should just be friends. People would think, you'd leave over that and it's like yes. As a Capricorn, everything adds up and the smallest issue will boil over and end it all. I just can't be with someone who plays hides and seek. I allowed it for this long and I am not willing to continue. The year mark for me is like let me see what they give in this relationship, that I have given.

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