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Angel - Paige bueckers

part 3

• summary {when an unsuspecting girl falls for the basketball star}

• warnings {drug use, angst}

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bella’s pov

“ok you can go now” she says, emotionless

“oh”

“i mean, no offence but i have a girl coming soon, so you cant be here” she says laying on her back, breaking our eye contact

i don’t respond and put my clothes back on. this is fucked

“have a nice night”

i haven’t cried this much in months, walking through the halls, ugly crying.

‘paige’ has been blocked by ‘bella’

“bella whats wrong” avery says, empathetically

“i hate her, i hate her so much” i cry, barley being able to choke the words out

i look at avery after my response and i have never seen her that angry, there could fully be steam coming from her ears.

“please dont talk to her, please dont hurt her, please avery, please” i cry out, begging the infuriated girl

“why not bella, she deserves it” she yells

my tears dont stop and i feel like they will never stop pouring.

“tell me what she did”

i begin the tell her the events of tonight and her anger only grows.

“that fucking bitch” is all she can say in response

“but i blocked her, and im literally never gonna speak to her again” i say, trying to make a positive point, to counteract this negative situation

“you are never gonna speak to her again”

“im gonna go off to bed”

i feel broken, i got used. i wanted my first time with a girl to be meaningful, i know i like girls and i wanted to prove to myself that having sex with girls wasn’t wrong, but i feel wrong, i feel gross. i cant believe i would let myself be that vulnerable with someone i barley know. ive never been the one to have one night stands and ive only ever had sex with someone ive been in a relationship with.

i take my valium, something i swore to never use again after getting addicted, but its the only thing that works.

“hey, how are you feeling” avery ask’s, genuinely. i’ve never seen her be this gentle before

“wheres my weed”

“bella no”

“shut up avery”

i walk to the kitchen and unlock one of the drawers, and i see the stash. thank god

i know i shouldn’t smoke as a coping mechanism, but its the only thing that works, every time something bad happens to me, i turn to smoking

after going through 3 joints, im barley able to talk or stand up. perfect

knock

ugh

knock

fuck off

knock

“who is it” i say, it barley even sounded like words

“its azzi, is avery here”

who the fuck is azzi

“avery theres a bitch here for you” i say taking another drag

“oh my god! hey azzi” avery says, excitedly, why the fuck is she acting like that

“why are you so fucking happy” i ask, knowing full well how rude i sound

“this is azzi, shes in my psychology class and we have gotten pretty close” avery says, grabbing azzi and sitting next to me on the couch

“yo dont sit on my shit” i say, mad

“your bella right?” azzi says, happily. i hate happy people

“yeah”

“yeah avery’s told me alot about you” she says

“cool” i reply, dryly

“azzis on the basketball team” avery says, my eyes widen

“of course she is” i say, sarcastically. i hate basketball

“yeah, have you been to any games” she questioned, attempting to continue this boring conversation

“nah, i dont watch basketball”

“oh well you should sometime, avery keeps saying how she wants to go to a game” azzi says, looking at avery who begins giggling. sus

“bella your probably friends with some people on the team” avery says

“you wanna hit” i offer to azzi

“nah, i dont smoke”

“boring” i say, bluntly

“do you guys mind if some of my friends come over” azzi says

“no, no, thats perfectly fine” avery says, looking at azzi. basically eye fucking her

“who” i ask

“ice, kk, aubrey, nika and ashlee” she lists

fuck my life. im to high to care

“yeah whatever” i say, lazily

“ok perfect, ill tell them to come” azzi says, excitedly

“are you sure” avery whispers to me, being nice. for once

“i dont give a fuck, its fine” i say taking a drag

im so high. god damn

10 minutes later all of azzis friends turn up, why are they all so tall. what the fuck

avery introduces herself to them and points them to our couch

“hey im kk, your bella right” kk asks

“yeah im bella”

“hey im ice”

“hey im nika”

“hey im ashlee”

“hey im aubrey”

to many people to remember

until

“oh paige came to, i hope you dont mind” azzi says to us, mostly avery

avery says nothing, myself included

“hi paige” avery says, extremely cold

“come sit guys” azzi says, breaking the silence. i wish i wasn’t so high cause i wanna go to my room

everyone sits on the couch, paige sitting the furthest away from me. funny. not funny. not laughing

conversation begins and everyone is involved. everyone but me, ugh i’m so uncomfortable

paige keeps looking at me, and yes i’m noticing because i’m looking at her to.

paige’s pov

fuck. why do i keep looking at her.

she blocked me last night so obviously shes mad about my actions last night, its just a hookup, nothing more.

its not that deep

“i’m going to bed” bella says, slurring and barely able to stand up. i didn’t know she smoked that much, i guess i don’t know anything about her. but i don’t care.

“paige are you ready to go” kk and ice say to me

“yeah, aubrey, nika, azzi, u ready to go”

“yeah lets go”

“actually im gonna stay” azzi says. sus

“buy guys” is said in unison

azzis pov

“ugh finally” avery says, while smashing her lips onto mine

A/N: im being active rn lolll. how do we like avery and azzi

#paige bueckers x reader #paige bueckers headcannons #paige bueckers smut #paige bueckers fic #paige bueckers #uconn #uconn women’s basketball #uconn huskies #uconn wbb #azzi fudd #nika muhl #kk arnold

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huskingthatdust · 2 months

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"now which of version of angel dust will be the object of your affection?"

Porn version:

Husk: nah

Flirty version:

Husk: nope

Horny version:

Husk: absolutely not.

Covered in blood, holding multiple machine guns with a black eye, and so much confidence:

Husk: HELLO SAILOR

#huskerdust #hazbin hotel #hazbin angel dust #hazbin husk #i hope this makes sense 😂#i came up with this dumb bit at one in the morning #but you cant tell me thats not what happened #husk likes his men violent and honest #hes so real for that honestly

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daily-basil · 2 months

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hes one of the girls

#hii can you tell i dont. know how to draw clothes at all. giggles #but hes here nevertheless #daily basil #omori #omori basil #basil omori #basil #omori game #omori sunflower #its yaoi because theres a bunny and a cat in there. do you see them. do you . theyre inlove #mod vivisection #<- hii thats me. crazy #tthis #was an ask but i posted it early instead of queuing it and then i had to delete it and so the og ask went poof #(<has been using tumblr for over a year and still doesnt know how it works)#im like your lame dad who cant comprehend all this new-fashioned tech. what happened to good old “click that button and see if it works”??#anyways #request #art

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eeveekitti · 2 months

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day 9: filtration system

are you sure this is your fate, little survivor?

#rain world #rw art month #rw survivor #survivor rw #tyhough you can barely see them congrats to me for harsh lighting #and a barely visible scene you cant tell whats happening #anyway. in my au survivor does follow pebbles' directions to ascend and makes it all the way to the depths before realizing #thats not where theyre supposed to be. thats not where their family is.#they are lost in a world beyond their comprehension and they dont want to be there #they do eventually make it out and up to outer expanse [meeting up with monk and hunter along the way] but boy #i dont think theyve recovered #they were VERY concerned hearing hunter was on her way down there before monk found her #tldr my survivor almost ascended and they now fear the void more than anything #sorry for the hsc loredump lmao

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dungeons-and-dragon-age · 15 days

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oughh......

#laya plays dragon age #da2 #oc: liam hawke #this happened a bit ago already & i wanted to draw sth for it but idk if i will finish that #but i gotta yell abt them anyway because OGH.#i have a lot of emotions about this quest ok #bartrand was the perfect scapegoat he was perfect to direct all the rage and pain at all these years #years of imagining gleeful revenge while bartrand is gloating and laughing like an evil soulless bastard #and then you meet him and he is just. a pathetic husk of a man with barely any own will left #and whats worse. varric is so so torn up about it #varric. the guy who never makes anything about him and who will always handwave and joke when something hits too close to home #drops all efforts to be smart and is just. desperate. begs hawke to not kill his brother #and liam wants to want bartrand dead so bad. he wishes he could look him in the eye and enjoy taking his life #and he knows varric will listen to him if he insisted. he knows when it comes down it it varric will yield to his decision #but he sees this broken guy who is barely the villain he kept projecting onto him and he sees varric and he sees two doomed siblings #and knows what its like to lose your sibling to your own blade #and he cant do it #and he hates it so much. but he wont do it.#and its the reason why i cant decide who dealt the killing blow for bethany bc it makes this scene juicy in different ways #if varric kills bethy its equally wanting to spare each other their siblings blood on their hands #as it is taking some form of revenge (on liams part). we both killed each others siblings. now we are even #the revenge part would still be there if liam did the blow on bethany himself. you made me do that and now i will take bartrand for it #but its also much more i know what its like. i wont make go through that too #if varric killed bethy and then also bartrand it would be more #''its my fault she is dead. i will take the revenge she/you deserves if you tell me to even though it will hurt me #dunno. all good variations i will. have to rotate them in my head more #or maybe just never decide idk they can be in canon limbo forever #anyways thats it for shouting into the void about them for now it Will happen again

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butchviking · 7 months

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those women who are like "yeah i thought i was a lesbian for a long time but then i realised i was actually always attracted to males i just didnt really recognise what it was because there were so many different social issues and personal issues i had around the idea of being with men. but eventually i realised that what i was experiencing was definitely attraction and i'd actually been bisexual all along" well they're one thing. but the women who are like "yeah i just literally wasn't into dudes my whole life but then one day i realised i was attracted to this one specific guy, and since then it was like a door opened or something and i've been attracted to plenty of men." ? yeah they fuck me up

#like what do you MEAN. how did that happen!!#was there always something there but you just weren't aware? was it just potential that needed Activating somehow?#i literally believe on some level that one day this will just Happen to me. or i can somehow MAKE it happen if i just focus real hard #and you can say oh hal thats stupid u cant change your sexuality! BUT THESE WOMEN BASICALLY CLAIM THAT THEIRS JUST RANDOMLY CHANGED ONE DAY #or you can say their sexuality never changed they were always bisexual...#but the fact remains they say they were simply never attracted to a man until one day they Were #how can u tell who thats going to happen to? they never thought it would happen! anything can happen! the world is full of surprises!!#focuses all my mental power and stares furiously at ray toro in a tight tshirt. i can fall in love with him i can do it i just have 2 focus!

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todayisafridaynight · 30 days

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>just put aoki in jail instead of killing him so true and make him share a jail cell with his dad that would've been perfect i think. they can have an awkward family reunion when ichiban decides to visit them

no genuinely one of my favorite concepts that i fail miserably to explore is what would it have been like if aoki and sawashiro had to sit in jail together liiike the potential ..........

#snap chats #thinking of it makes me want to eat fiberglass like ouugh ....... what wouldve happened ......#would aoki finally appreciate sawashiro for what he's done over the years after ichiban screams that fact to him I Dont Know #its definitely something i keep revisiting but i never come up with anything satisfactory #on that note ive been thinking of aoki and sawashiro Excessively again- mostly in reference to their time in america #cause after looking into lung transplants and life afterwards it's hard to imagine sawashiro would just leave aoki alone #granted the timeline cant be SUPER realistic but. at the very least i think sawshiro wouldve stuck around for a while #if not all four years #but thats for another post POINT IS //screams and cries// i just think. you know ?#like i dont think aoki would start pouring his heart out to sawashiro but yk.#maybe at least acknowledge sawashiro as family- i dont think sawashiro would ever really tell aoki the truth with that in mind #//loud shrug// aoki and sawashiro in jail can be something so personal and make me wanna throw up

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pacifymebby · 5 months

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#went to a houseparty this evening and one of my pals started talking about being pro palestine but in a genocide the jews way #and its just made me really sad because what happened to just valuing human lives #what happened to being pro not genociding people at all #why have i got to listen to friends say they think my bfs family should be killed just bc they fall on the wrong side of the tiktok argumwnt #like im not pro killing anyone on either side i think its a really complicated issue #just sucks to have friends look you in the eye and tell you ur family should be murdered when at the end of the day #everyone that isnt the israeli government specifically is just a person looking for a home in a world that doesnt believe they deserve one #and thats true of Israelis and Palestinians respectively bc theres people on both sides of that argument #since when did saying i dont think murdering the jews is the answer become wrong? why cant i be anti israels government #and anti palestinian genocide #and anti jewish genocide #maybe im just a fucking hippie but i just dont believe in any genocide sorry???

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oatbugs · 11 months

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anyway this upcoming trip w my gf. will decide a lot i think

#travelling tgth can tell u a lot abt a person #my gf has quite strong anxiety #but nevertheless for me. i know i cant be rly in a relationship w someone who becomes like #irritable and panicked and clueless under pressure instead of looking at it like a fun challenge or an adventure #like genuinely the attitude of becoming snappy when travel stress hits is smth ive seen in my parents and i Cannot deal w it personally #ive been held up a lot at the border and ive been trapped in foreign countries cities w a dead phone at 4 AM etc #and somehow its always been an adventure esp when im w a friend w a similar outlook of like. omg this will be a good story to tell later #lets make the most of it let's sit on the beach or find a bar thats still open lets discuss smth we love until sunrise!!#anyway i know shes an anxious person but regardless of that being . not pessimistic and enjoying adventure and stuff #is so important to me in a person. it reflects not just on travel but abt how they will handle life later yk. what happens if our car #stops in the middle of the road? will you start freaking out about it? will you be calm through it?#so #well see #i hope it goes well i love her sm

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corvidcall · 10 months

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everyone talks a lot of shit about hamilton, and especially how cringe hamilton fandom was, but for ME who was THERE the most harrowing thing was realizing that other people are significantly less knowledgeable and interested in history than i am

"wow, in 'Wait For It', aaron burr says that his grandfather was a fire and brimstone preacher, and that was a reference to the fact that his grandfather was actually the 'sinners in the hands of an angry God' guy!" was a sentence that meant absolutely nothing to anyone i tried to tell it to. and it interested them not at all.

#anime life #grim. a grim day for me.#what do you MEAN no one knows what im referencing when i mention the 'sinners in the hands of an angry god' sermon #what do you MEAN anyone i tried to tell that to either didnt know the sermon or didnt know aaron burr or both #thats ridiculous. that cant possibly be true #next you'll try to tell me that people dont actually know the differences between any Christian denominations #or why the splits between denominations happened

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colesstar · 6 months

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NEW OC NO WAY‼️‼️