#bye I'm gonna go brush my teeth comb my hair and go to bed I guess

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Well, you asked for spam and I'm available. I apologize in advance to all the messages you'll be receiving from me 😅 Taegi keeping their relationship a secret not just from the media, but the members too, but then it blows up in their face and suddenly everyone and their dog knows.

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neither of them can really pinpoint the moment they became each other’s. in the society of hypocrisy and phobias, its hard to be open about who you truly are in the public eye. especially if you’re an idol being watched twenty four hours of the damn day. it really all started about the end of 2015 for them.

their gazes became longer, their skinship became more intimate, and their love became stronger. they managed to keep their relationship as casual as possible in front of others and it was really hard in the beginning. to not just kiss the other whenever they felt the urge to. their maknae line was very touchy as it was, so when taehyung would backhug yoongi, he would try not to act on it. it was the hardest thing to do when the cutest boy ever was hugging your backside and you weren’t allowed to lean into the touch.

as their first year passed they had successfully managed to hide their relationship from not only the press and their family, but their members as well. there was some suspicion in the beginning as to why taehyung would somehow end up sleeping in yoongi’s bed, but then it was dropped as yoongi countered with the time jhope was ‘scared’ and ended up in everyone’s rooms for two weeks straight. taehyung eventually complained about namjoons snoring, saying he can’t sleep at all and seokjin offered to switch rooms. it was a win for them, taehyung honestly didn’t mind the snoring but he needed the touch of his boyfriend.

but everything was about to change severely in their present day. yoongi had woken up first before anyone without an alarm. taehyung’s arms was wrapped tightly around his small torso and his breathing was heavy on his neck. he tried slowly moving to the right side of the bed, without waking up his boyfriend. he raised up and slid over but arms pulled him back swiftly.

yoongi let out a “umph” as taehyung rolled yoongi over so he laid on top of him. yoongi held himself up with his palms on his bare chest and taehyung opened his left eye, then closed it, then opened his right eye, then repeated the same actions three times.

yoongi rolled his eyes playfully and pecked his nose at the point. hands flew to his waist to help balance him.

“hey!” taehyung said, both eyes open now as his kiss wasn’t directed to where it was wanted most.

“good morning sweetheart.” yoongi playfully said back.

“another one.” taehyung pouted and yoongi really couldn’t say no to that. yoongi leaned down to peck his cheek this time but hands squished his face, making him kiss taehyung’s lips this time.

“ugh tae. we haven’t brushed our teeth.” yoongi groaned in annoyance.

taehyung sat up as yoongi wrapped his legs around his waist and carried them to their bathroom down the hall. one arm was supporting yoongi’s ass and all yoongi’s limbs were holding onto taehyung. he turned on the light and shut the door behind them. they always had to shut and lock doors. he sat yoongi on the counter beside the sink, long sleeve t shirt that ended at the tops of his thighs and lavender colored boxers that fit a little too small but it didn’t matter because taehyung liked them. taehyung never hardly wore any clothes when he slept, calvin klein boxers was it last night. they brushed their teeth together and took a quick shower, they’ve pretty much mastered their routine together on how to not been seen. (or so they thought)

yoongi fixes them both a bowl of cereal,both of their favorites(cocoa puffs btw) and they sit at the table to eat, they can hear water running so everyone must be waking up by now. for the next four days they actually have no schedules at all, so taehyung had already announced that he was going back home for a bit as well as yoongi. perks of living in the same city is that no one questioned it, it was normal.

not a perfect getaway but it’s not too risky, yoongi thinks. their flight leaves at 1 so they’ll get there around 2, they quickly eat their food and rinse out their bowls. yoongi places them in the dishwasher as taehyung grabs their luggage to place it by the door.

“what should i wear?” taehyung asks as they stand in front of their own closets.

“whatever you want to wear.” yoongi shrugs, picking out a black top from saint laurent. he takes the shirt off his body to replace it with the new one and along with some ripped jeans. taehyung is throwing daggers at him with his eyes from the comment, yoongi forgets that taehyung has become quite the fashionista lately.

“it’s not gonna matter much really, they won’t be on you for very long anyways.” yoongi says smugly and taehyung shrieks from the innuendo.

“you pervert!” taehyung says, finally deciding on just a dark blue t shirt and black jeans.

they leave for the airport as all of their members throw hand kisses towards them and taehyung is throwing back six as well. yoongi rolls his eyes fondly as taehyung nudges his shoulder, he throws one back and yells a bye to the rest of them. thank you seokjin for making it their “farewell” to all now.

the flight isn’t long at all and thankfully the press isn’t in their face as well as cameras from fans.

“hey at least we haven’t had someone take our picture yet.” taehyung says as they reach yoongi’s house. yoongi tells him to shut up, he’s the biggest jinx he’s ever known but taehyung kisses his hand and that makes them both shut up.

yoongi unlocks the door with his key, his parents are currently working and his older brother no longer lives with his family. they take their luggage back to yoongi’s room and yoongi flops onto the grey comforter.

“get up! we’re going out to eat!” taehyung says hitting him with a pillow.

“in a minute.” yoongi mumbles. it goes a minute without any words being said.

“min yoongi, i know you are NOT closing your eyes right now.” taehyung sternly says and hears a snore escape from his lips.

“yoongi. yoongi hyung. asshole. wake up!” yoongi jolts up out of bed to see an annoyed taehyung at the door with his arms crossed

“you’ve been sleeping for an hour now and your mom is home.” taehyung says.

“why didn’t you wake me up?” yoongi’s asks, sitting up to stretch.

taehyung turns around walking out of the room replying with, “i like holly better anyways.”

“wow.”

after yoongi’s dad came home from work as well, they met up with his older brother and they all went out to eat. no one in either of their families knew they had been dating for years, they just assumed they were really close friends. they thought it was odd at first, not expecting the two to be so closely together everywhere but it was a sight to see.

taehyung showed yoongi’s dad pictures of yoongi sleeping, comparing it to the pictures his mom had of his dad. saying they sleep exactly the same and they all laughed about it. no one questioned why yoongi was sleeping beside taehyung either in the pictures.

his parents parted ways to go home as yoongi, taehyung, and his older brother stayed out later. they walked down the streets and just talked.

“you all had a big success lately. i’m not sure i’m cool enough to hang around you guys anymore.” his brother teased the two.

“yah, knock it off. we’re here for a good time.” yoongi said smacking his arm.

taehyung laughed and threw an arm around yoongi’s shoulder. he ignored the look from yoongi’s brother as yoongi leaned into the touch and even put an arm around his lower back, he couldn’t pull away from it. that would be too obvious, way too obvious. he definitely knows something is going on between them.

if he didn’t know, he didn’t say a word about it the rest of the night. they called a cab back to their house as they said their goodbyes. later that night they locked the bedroom door and if someone asked, it was just an old habit. it wasn’t because yoongi was wrapped in taehyung’s arms once again, not that the two were completely bare on their upper halves. definitely wasn’t because taehyung was kissing yoongi’s neck and he was whining into the palm of his hand.

when they woke up the next morning it was because of holly scratching at the bottom of the door. yoongi let her in and she jumped up onto the bed into taehyung’s lap.

“aw holly! you’re such a good boy! yes mhm.” taehyung cooed, scratching his stomach.

they got ready and took showers separately this time for a change.

“don’t you boys look cute today.” yoongi’s mom smiled at them.

they look down at their attire and then at each other, both wearing a plain white t shirt with blue jean shorts and converse. “i’m changing.” yoongi said immediately with a hard look but taehyung grabbed his arm, preventing him from leaving.

“no! it’s fine hyung.” taehyung assured him, he gave yoongi a knowing glance and yoongi’s expression softened.

yoongi put holly’s leash on and they set off to a dog cafe near his house. yoongi hadn’t had coffee in two weeks and it was about to be the death of him. they entered the gate and closed it, taking the leash off and letting holly wander along with the other dogs around. they ordered their drinks and sat down outside, watching holly play with a dog three times his size.

“this is weird to say but i feel like holly is my son.” yoongi says, staring at the small dog.

“who knew you would be such a dog parent?” taehyung snorted as yoongi corrected him to add a “s” to make it plural.

“i’m so ready to see soonshim.” taehyung sighs, yoongi reaches over to comb out his messy hair.

“you’ll see your baby tomorrow.” yoongi reassures him.

the last two days were well spent together and they can both agree on that. they left yoongi’s house to go to taehyung’s later in the evening. they spent the entire day playing video games, watching movies, and playing with soonshim. the rain was off and on and it calmed the nerves and paranoia they still had.

the last day they spent with taehyung’s siblings as they went to Aspan Park, spending the entire day there enjoying the scenery. yoongi took his camera along and made them all pose in different areas throughout the park, and if they took cliche, cheesy couple pics it was a space completely isolated from everyone.

all was going so well during their well deserved break. neither of the two had checked any social media or been on their phones for that matter besides to answer phone calls or texts. so when taehyung checked naver, he felt all the blood drain from his face. he turned his phone away from yoongi as they sit on the plane, his headphones are in and eyes are closed anyways, but still.

“two bts members getting pretty comfortable during their small break in daegu” the headline read–the source was anonymous and taehyung’s thumb swiped up across the screen. twelve photos of them had been uploaded and seen by thousands of people by now within the last twenty minutes.

photo 1: yoongi unlocking the door into his home as taehyung stands behind him. photo 2: taehyung kissing yoongi’s hand. photo 3: taehyung and yoongi eating with family. photo 4: taehyung, yoongi, and yoongi’s brother walking. photo 5: taehyung laughing as he has an arm around yoongi. photo 6: yoongi wrapping his arm around taehyung. photo 7: yoongi reaching for taehyung’s hand as they walk to their cab. photo 8: taehyung pressing yoongi to his front door and kissing him. photo 9: yoongi getting a handful of taehyung’s ass as he kisses him. photo 10: them walking holly to the cafe as taehyung’s eyes are transfixed at yoongi. photo 11: yoongi fixing taehyung’s hair as they sit down. photo 12: leaving yoongi’s home, going to taehyung’s this time.

taehyung thought he was going to be sick and dropped the phone onto his lap. they still had twenty minutes until they arrived home and the airport is going to be packed. people know they are together now, they know they kiss, they know they aren’t just friends. taehyung feels his phone being snatched from his hands and tries grabbing it but yoongi’s arm is too out of reach. he watches as his face goes into complete horror and taehyung keeps repeating the words “no,no,no.” over and over again.

“taehyung.” yoongi says whispering, afraid of his voice going any higher and of anyone hearing their conversations.

“yoongi i’m so sorry. i didn’t want this to happen.” taehyung says, already broke down into tears. yoongi wants to kiss them away but everything has already blown up. they should’ve been more fucking careful, yoongi knew they shouldn’t have touched each other out in public. it wasn’t even safe to kiss inside or right outside his home, people were always watching.

“i’m going to get a cab set up for us and we’re going straight to the dorms.” yoongi says in hushed whispers, both their phone are vibrating like crazy but they can’t lift their fingers to look. the feeling in their bodies have turned to jello and mush.

taehyung nods as yoongi continues, wiping his own eyes with the back of his hand. “i want you to grab the masks and hats we have in the bag along with the sunglasses. put on your flannel too, i don’t want anyone touching you or hurting you.”

when they get to the airport, camera flashes are all that can be seen. yoongi and taehyung have their faces completely covered, hat pulled down low, sunglasses covering their puffy eyes and and masks covering their lower face. yoongi pulls taehyung through the crowd, holding onto his wrist as they both run for their cab. when they arrive home no one is there and they’re thankful for that. yoongi comforts taehyung as he throws up into the toilet, rubbing back. he’s always had bad nerves and the most paranoia between them, yoongi’s strong front is being put up to comfort his boy. he knows he’s going to break soon.

“this can’t be happening.” taehyung sobs, he’s a complete utter mess and yoongi wets a wash cloth to wipe his face off with. their entire relationship is plastered all over social media, for the whole fucking world to see. two members in one group, gay and dating each other. how is their success going to rise anymore now?

taehyung makes grabby hands to yoongi as they lay in bed, wrapped up into each other and hear the front door being opened and footsteps coming their way. yoongi closes his eyes and tightens his hold on taehyung, protecting him from what’s about to come. wishing it was all just a dream, a really bad vivid dream he wakes up from.

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