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#chances 2 fix it r now done and they’ll never get another chance 2 hurt us or our children or loved ones again. God is good & God is great
fuzzyunicorn · 15 days
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To continue the tag: that is our blessing from Him for our endurance thru sufferment without a single complaint or a cry of pain, for obeying him without question, showing up and showing out every day, and especially for our actions of refusing to harm them in return. He commanded me twice to retaliate & bc I never did we passed our tests and will be blessed to the maximum so ask away for anything you🖤 want my love you🖤 deserve it and will receive it. He said the only thing we did to them was make their true colors bleed out in the wash, so expose them for who they truly are. Vengeance is His says the Lord and a-fucking-men 2 that. God bless you 2 all the law enforcement (not the crooks) and a massive thank you
#sweet man* sweet sweet honey bear 🍯 🐻#u🖤 my love r the only 1 who matters 2 me & I can’t wait 4 our new beginning can’t wait 2 show u🖤 the love n care#you deserve 2 experience devotion won’t ever make u🖤 jump thru flaming hoops like past people u🖤 have my complete and unconditional#love forever & always in each lifetime & I’d die 4 u🖤 like in our past lives#u🖤 deserve the world and I’m going 2 hand-deliver u🖤 my promise each & everyday#we’ve been put thru Hell n back without complaint n we’ll get our compensation bc what we’ve had 2 endure these past few months is insane#I don’t know any1 who has had to deal w what we’ve had 2 deal w but regardless it’s done nothing but sling-shot us together & together we#shall b no matter who wants 2 keep us apart or what they r willing 2 do 2 keep us apart (insane & illegal & immoral &#unethical methods of chaos) it’s over now the feds r closing in on the entire group now & protective/restraining orders r being issued 2 us#& our families agaisnt The Crazies. it’s over now & being more than handled 4 us#apparently the feds don’t want us in the courtroom w them & God has instructed me 2 never help them spiritually & the feds apparently agree#we’re leaving The Crazies in Crazy Town where they belong & God said he’s going 2 keep it that way (babe they apparently want 2 reach out 2#me so I’ll save them from the mess they created & they want me 2 tell every1 this has just been 1 little misunderstanding they want me 2#wipe their slates clean and proclaim they did nothing wrong… yeah stay the fuck away from us permanently) I’ve never met people who r#willing 2 go to such extreme lengths when they r in the wrong. moral of the story is God and the feds r keeping them away from us bc they r#completly unhinged so rest assured they r permanently blocked from accessing us physically mentally emotionally spiritually etc so let’s#heal from this together and one day this bs will just b a distant memory our soul ties 2 them have been#severed completely we were supposed to have another life w them present so they could atone 4 their wrongdoings & God said since it’s been#so severe & they won’t stop so he’s decreed this is both of ours last life w them present in any capacity & we will never have 2 c them or#their families or friends in heaven or any of our next infinite lifetimes I thank God 4 that they’ve hurt us thru many lifetimes & their#chances 2 fix it r now done and they’ll never get another chance 2 hurt us or our children or loved ones again. God is good & God is great#thank u & amen 2 that!#God & the feds r both saying they aren’t sorry 4 what they’ve done 2 us they have no remorse they r just sorry they got caught but more so#exposed & they blame me 4 quote making them do what they did it’s been noticed they take zero accountability 4 their own actions & words#so rest assured even tho they don’t want 2 be done harassing us the feds & the divine r working together 2 stopping them (they apparently#2 stress me out so bad when u🖤 get me pregnant it makes me lose our babies) so I’m thankful for the law enforcement & 2 God n his Divine#for putting an end to this saga#God wants me 2 conclude w all the things they’ve done 2 us & continue (she won’t stop trying 2 kill me or get me 2 kill myself) 2 do its al#being returned 2 sender & each misdeed against us is another blessing He will grant to u🖤 and I so this is genuinely and truly working out#in our favors in every way He wants u🖤 2 think of all the things u🖤 want 4 us & URSELF (ur🖤 so selfless!) He will grant it all asap that is
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purediamond101 · 3 years
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Redamancy Pt 2
Fandom: Mcyt/ dream smp
Pairings: Georgenotfound x Gn! Reader
Summary: PT 2 of Lacuna. Weeks go by without each other, but George can’t wait any longer. He loves you just as much as you love him, but is it enough? 
MASTERLIST
Part 1
// The act of loving one who loves you; a love returned in full//
You stared out the window watching the rain drizzle down the window as it poured. It was as if your mood reflected off the skies. Like the sky was crying with you. The hate had died down completely, and you even got a few apologies for it, but it was too late for apologies.
You and George had already broken up. He streamed and seemed to have forgotten all about you while you sat at home, thinking of him 24/7. Unbeknownst to you, he missed you just as much. The only difference being is the ability to hide it better. Underneath all the laughs, jokes, fake laughs lay a heartbroken man, deteriorating from the inside out.
He didn't realize how much of an impact your breakup would have on his life. You used to do everything together; workouts, reading, eating, and everything in between. He knew he should let go, but he couldn't. He refused.
Nick and Clay had flown to his for the week to comfort him. "I miss them so much," George sniffles, sitting on the couch with the two.
"I bet they missed you too," Clay says, looking at George. "you can still fix this. Come on, you two love each other."
"Yeah, and the hate had cleared up, didn't it?" Sapnap tried to reason.
"Do you really think they’ll take me back?" George asks his two best friends.
"I can't guarantee it," Clay starts.
"But yes," Nick cuts in. "They loves you, you love her. What could go wrong?"
"You're right," George nods, getting up from the couch. Their eyes widened, seeing him rush around the house.
"Wait, are you going right now?" Clay asks.
"I can't wait any longer," George insists, making his way out of the house.
"But it's raini- and he's gone," Nick sighs, seeing George run in the cold.
"He's seriously running in the rain right now," Clay says in shock.
"Ah young love," Nick sighs.
"Nick, you're literally the youngest one here." Clay deadpans.
"Shut up, green boy," Nick retorts.
"I'm not even green," Clay groans.
It was cold, but George couldn't stop. He wouldn't. Swiftly running to yours, his muscle memory guiding him home. When he finally arrives, he knocks on your door, not even taking a second to catch his breath. The adrenaline that once was filling his veins was slowly fading when his eyes met yours.
"George?" Your voice cracks, laced with confusion and sadness. He looked a mess. But to be fair, so did you. "I love you," George says quickly, ignoring the way his body shivers with the uncomfortable feeling of his soaked clothes sticking to him. "I can't live without you. I confronted the haters, I spent all my time doing streams and working because I know if I stop I think of you. But even when I am working, all I thought of was you. Every laugh, every cry, everything. All I think of is you and I know you think of me too. So please," his voice breaks. "give me another chance."
"George..." It took everything you had not to give in. To fall back to his arms and pretend this whole thing never happened. To pretend you weren't ever hurt, but you can't.
"The hate cleared up didn't it? I promise I will forever try to make it up to you. To stand up for you. The way I should have earlier," By now, he was practically begging. "I'm sorry I wasn't there before. I'm sorry I didn't talk about the hate to the fandom earlier. But please, let me make it up to you." There was a pause. A silence dawned on the pair as you thought. For a moment, George had lost all hope. You were going to say no, he didn't do enough before, why would you care-
"Okay," Your voice small.
"What? R-really?" his eyes glimmering with hope.
"Yes," You breathed out, feeling the weight lift from both your shoulders.
You both stare, a smile etched on both your faces. You rush towards George, catching him off guard when you run to his arm, ignoring the wet clothes.
"Oh thank god," George let out a breath in relief. "I don't know what I would've done without you." Pulling away, you both stare, memorized by each other. You take in George's features, as he does with you. Only when the thunder boomed near did you two snap out of your gaze. The cold was suddenly seeping in when you both realize you've been in the rain this whole time.
"God we're so cliche," You both chuckle. "confessing in the rain and shit."
"But I wouldn't have it any other way," He grins.
"Do you want to come in?" You ask, gesturing to the house.
"I would love to," He nods eagerly.
"You left some of your clothes, it's in the closet," You tell him as he goes to change while you go make some hot chocolate in the kitchen.
After a few minutes, he comes back into the room in fresh clothes. He wraps his arms around your waist from behind, just as you finished the hot chocolate. "I missed you," He sighs, happily snuggling close to you.
"I missed you too," You smile, turning around to face him. He looks closely at you, taking in all your features. When he softly places a hand on your cheek, you instinctively lean closer.
"I love you," he whispers.
"I love you too," you both smile, basking in the presence of one another. After weeks of being apart, you were finally back together. Reunited once more.
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ain-t-bovvered · 5 years
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14x18 Commentary
Zeta and Giuls scream together, and then die.
@purpleskiesandcherrypies and @dean-winchesters-baconwon’t be joining us for this one.
Me & Zeta will watch together season 14′s episodes as they come out and we’ll do our commentary while watching.
+MASTERLIST of season 14 commentary *
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Giulia: Ugh I’m already tired
Zee: Hold on. The torture just began
Giulia: I don t wanna see cas treated like that by dean. I can t
Zee: Mary!?
Giulia: Pah
D&S: Yo Mom? Jack?
Giulia: I already hate this. Searching for mum in the bunker. Awful.
D: They probably just stopped for a bite on the way back. You know how Mom get
me: 
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Zee: Can I live there tho?
D: here's to another miraculous Sam Winchester’ survival. Got to say, man, if Jack hadn't have healed you...
D: You know, lately, it feels like we'd be up the creek without that kid.
me: 
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S: Yep
D: I mean, first, he takes care of Michael and then...Nick.
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-uh hu of course the cell is there
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D: looks like they left in a hurry.
Giulia: Yeah Sam was gonna be dead and satan was coming back so....
Zee: Oh crap. There’s def something wrong
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Oh my poor baby bean Jack
Giulia: it starting. Great AMAZING. Just what I needed at 8 am
Zee: Of course babe
Giulia: CAAAAAAS
C: Nick was trying to raise Lucifer?
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Zee: Epic eye roll
Giulia: my epic roll
Castiel is like : my god what a drama queen, my family is a disgrace.
C: [jack and Mary] They’re together?
D: yeah
C: .....A-Alone?
D: Y-Yeah. W-Why do you  Yes, Cass, they were together, alone.
C: *sweats*
Giulia: Alone.  Oh bother
Zee: Silence
Giulia: Great. GREAT
Castiel in short : Jack killed Felix because he thought it was the merciful thing to do.
Zee: The snake
C: I don’t think Jack’s well, Dean.
-well good fucking morning fucking Vietnam
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Zee: Sam’s eye squint 
Dean hangs up on Cass
Giulia: I HATE THIS
Zee: Focus babe
Giulia: no I’m already hating Dean, and I know what’s coming and I HATE IT.
Also...can I have Jack’s airline number
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AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA LOOK AT CASS SPELLED C-A-S-S . SUCK IT BITCHES.
I’m vibrating , I wanna hug Jack so much and tell him everything is gonna be alright, my baby...I’m so sorry no ONE IN THIS FUCKING SHOW FUCKING TALKS TO EACH OTHER.
A wilde Nick appears. 
Giulia: Fuck him
Zee: Careful with what comes out of your mouth
Red fucking eyes
Giulia: The fuck
J: that’s not possible, you’re-
N: Dead? Yeah alright you got me.I’m not Nick, I’m not Lucifer-
giulia: oh thank god
N: I’m you
Zee: What?
Giulia: That’s way worse thanks
Zee: Oh come the fuck on
Zee: Dying?
Giulia: STOP THIS RIGHT FUCKING NOW
Zee: Actual pain
N: Buddy, you killed Mary Winchester. You cannot come back from that, and you know it.
Giulia: oh. And fuck Nick too
Zee: In my chest
Giulia: Fuck lucifer too
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N: All right? You've been flapping your wings all around, trying to run away from what you did.
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Zee: You won’t. You can’t
Giulia: U really can t
Zee: Tell Sam and Dean that
N: I'm sure they'll understand. It's not like family isn't everything to them.
Giulia: Can’t he just bring her back the fuck. That’s what happened alright. Mary got turned in ash again.
- AND also....like...it really was an accident, and ok maybe they would have a fucking hard time to accept that and maybe be mad , rightly so...but....y’all need to speak to each other. But then again....there would be no supernatural without family not speaking to each other.
I love how Sam says that Cass will be there too and he looks at Dean like....your bf is gonna be there you better be nice.
S: And -- And Jack -- I mean... he must have thought he was helping, you know, being kind.
Giulia: Thanks Sam
Zee: Dean is kinda fed up
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Giulia: I’m not team Dean this time. Well he can stuff it i don t give a shit
Zee: Come on. Just wait.
Giulia: U ...snooped around didn’t ya?
Zee: No no. I’m also hoping he’s not an asshole I have faith
Giulia: That’s not your brain talking. Dean is an asshole, he’s my asshole, but he’s an asshole and that’s my heart talking, I don t even care.
Giulia: We ve been knew
Zee: Bold of you to assume I have one
Also...I’m kinda worried that Dean was already thinking about the box at this point.
D: We don't know that he doesn't have a soul!
I mean from this sentence alone....he thinks that he could have done that with or without his soul.
Zee: BBQ nick
Giulia: GREAT, DEAN....TOUCH THE ASH, AMAZING.
Zee: More than bbq Mary
Giulia: you mean “SMOKED MARY”
too soon?
Giulia: aw bb
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Giulia: oh wow gotta love that empty fucking stare on Castiel. that looks so good. amazing . 10/10
Zee: Yeah. Cas is ok
Giulia: AW
C: I could heal you. If you'll let me.
M: I’m okay
Zee: Let him bitch
C:Are you still afraid of me?
*gasps*
M: Maybe a little
*GASPS*
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Giulia: why, what’s your problem with instant healing?
Zee: The sad smile tho
Giulia: Listen-
Giulia: I’m hurting MY BABY, HOW IN THE HELL COULD YOU BE AFRAID OF THAT BUMBLEBEE OF AN ANGEL * sobs*
C: I know you know this, Mary, but, um.. Sam and Dean -- they're -- they're glad to have you back. Whatever you still have to deal with and however long it takes, you should know they're happy.
Giulia: MY
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Giulia: BABY
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Giulia: I CAN T
Giulia: YEAH THAT S RIGHT. THEY WERE NEVER ALONE
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Zee: Can she not?!
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Giulia: SOBS. MY CHEST HURTS
Castiel really doesn’t want to look the Winchesters in the eyes explaining things.I mean an angel of the freaking Lord, sorry tell me again that he doesn’t care about them.
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Giulia: Sam give him a kick
D: I mean, we don't know what Nick did. He probably deserved it.
He certainly did.
[enters Cass]
Dean :
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BOOOOOOOOOO
Giulia: I don t wanna watch. I don t wanna WATCH
Zee: Don’t you dare leave me
S: There's a, um, blast site behind the house It looks angelic, just...bigger.
Dean: 
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To me it’s like they already know, at least Dean. I can see his brain working. And Cas might be looking at him right now ( he also might not don’t get your panties twisted there)
Dean : Who cares what Jack said?
welp there it is
D: We don't know what happened!
Giulia: i can t. I don t wanna hate dean
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Giulia: But I’m gonna
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Zee: Fuck
I CAN’T LOOK AT CAS
Giulia: FUCK U. I DID.
S: Dean-
D: No, he knew. He knew something was wrong with the kid. He knew it, and he didn't tell us! He didn't even tell us!
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Giulia: i can t LOOK AT MY BABY . What the FUCK was that face Misha.
Giulia: No
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Giulia: Nsbsoabdjfondbdv
THE FUCK WAS THAT STARE DEAN?
C: I was scared. I believed in Jack for so long, I... I believed that he was -- he was good.
Giulia: OMG
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Giulia: CAS
Giulia: I CAN T
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Zee: Oh ffs.
C: I -- I knew that he would be good for the world. And he was good for us. My faith in him, it -- it never wavered, and then I-I saw what he did. It wasn't malice. It wasn't evil. It was like Jack saw a problem, and in his mind, he just solved it with that snake.
D: The snake?!
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C: What he did wasn't bad. It was the absence of good. And I saw that in him.
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Dean is all over the place right now
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C: But we were a family, and I didn't want to lose that, so I thought I could... fix it on my own. Felt like it was my responsibility. So I left. And I didn't tell you.
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Sam understands
C: If I could go back and just -- just talk to him right then and there, I would.But I can't, Dean. I failed you. And I failed Jack. And I failed --
D: No, no. Don't even say it. Don't even say her name.
S: Dean [putting himself between them]
Giulia: THE STARE
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Giulia: WHAT THE FUCK
Ok ok, to me it looks like Dean’s already regretting what he said but at the same time he’s so angry and panicked and he’s just all over the place, they just got back from Sam risking his like yet again and then this...
[Rowena Calling...]
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Giulia: THE STARE AGAIN
I DON’T WANNA WATCH THE REEEEEEST
ugh...okay ....here we go.
S: And Mom?
D: Say it!
R: I don't know what happened or where she is...but I can tell you with certainty... Mary Winchester
is no longer on this Earth.
 montage of broken hearts :
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Zee: Jfc
Giulia: Saw that coming
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Giulia: Great
Giulia: Ready for dean
Giulia: Melt down in 3….2…..1
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Zee: I flinched
Giulia: There it is
They are all so broken. That chair is us tho.
D: What do we always do when we lose one of our own?
Zee: We fight
C: How? We don't even know where your mother is.
D:Then go to heaven and find her!
Giulia: Oh look….Cas has misty eyes
Dean’s lingering stare to Castiel like : you better fucking find her , I mean it.
and of course Castiel would do anything for the Winchester.
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Giulia: I can t, CAS LOOKING AT SAM LIKE THAT SEEMS SO LOST AND GUILTY AND I HATE IT
[montage of their dead eyes]
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Giulia: WELL I HATED IT
Zee: Well hello there
DON’T TOUCH ROWENA JACK DAMN IT.
Giulia: #scared
Giulia: He’s so scared
Zee: To bring Mary back
Giulia: Can’t he think her back again ?
Zee: He’s just a scared kid
Giulia: Come on. This is stupid
Zee: Maybe he doesn’t have that much power?
J: I killed Mary. I-It was an accident. I-I didn't mean to. I just -- I just wanted her to be quiet. I just wanted her gone, but only for a second. And I just.. I thought it. It all happened so fast. I need to undo it. You need to help me undo it.
Giulia: That room looks like bobby’s
Giulia: The soul is gone, the power isn’t
Giulia: Damn
Zee: Oh
Giulia: Of course
Zee: Oh Cas
Giulia: It’s so cold in Canada lol. I wanna go there
Zee: Of course you do
Giulia: Oh not Naomi
Giulia: These flashbacks tho
Giulia: Cute. Imma play with knife today
J: When we get Dean back, he's gonna kill me for this.
Giulia: Yes he is
Zee: Nice
Giulia: BEARD
Zee: Sam’s mourning beard
Giulia: God I love beards. Men just looks better with it
Zee: Parental guilt
Giulia: Well good fucking morning
M: You always feel like you're failing, but then you look at them, and somehow, they're amazing. And somehow, they're literally... ...the bravest...kindest......most heroic men on the planet.
Zee: Yes yes they do
Giulia: Looks like a struggle
Giulia: Great. Can’t wait for that
Zee: I don’t think she got the chance to be a mother tbh
D: Cass. Cass should have told us. As soon as he saw Jack go all Dahmer on his stupid freakin' snake, he should have told us.
S: Dean, it wasn't just Cass. It wasn't. We knew Jack was dangerous. We always knew.Long before he killed Michael. You more than anyone.I mean, from the very beginning, you knew.But, you know, we fell for him 'cause he had a good heart and a good soul.Then he didn't. And that's on me, too, by the way.I mean, I'm the one who made the call to bring him back.He didn't ask for that. I decided for him. And you warned me.No, you didn't know, okay? We didn't know
Giulia: AH. Thank you Sam
Zee: The voice of reason…..And there Sam with the guilt
D: We didn't know. 
S: Exactly. But -- He had become our family. You know, after Maggie and the other Hunters died... I just left. Just... dumped Jack on Cass and left. I knew. I mean, I knew something... was gonna... I just didn't know it'd be this.
Giulia: Babe
Zee: Is everybody on the verge of tears on this ep?
D: I did it, too. When I talked to Donatello about Jack, he said he was good as far as he could tell. But then he talked about how powerful Jack was and that he could never really be sure. And it was a warning.I just couldn't see it.
Giulia: YEAH YA DID
Giulia: YES THEY ARE. Finally mirroring us
Zee: About time
Giulia: Great if Dean doesn’t fucking apologize to Cas I swear
Zee: Not again
Giulia: Ew I mean. Love ya Mark But.  Stop it. Anyway
Giulia: Fucking jack is going in that box 99,99%
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Zee: +0.01
Giulia: Jack is us
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Giulia: Lucy is spn feelings
N: You want gratitude for bringing Mommy back? Why? So you can call this dump home again?
Zee: Poor child
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N: And you know what, Jack? It's not gonna work. You know it's not gonna work.
Giulia: GREAT
C: I'm still here, and I'm not going anywhere, not until I have a word with you.
Zee: Well good luck with that
Giulia: ugh naomi
Giulia: Misha’s hair are goooooood
Giulia: … Wasn’t she dead? Also LOVE HER
Dumah: She is at peace. You know, she died painlessly. Instantly. Completely.
She's in Heaven, a special Heaven.
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Mary Winchester is complete.
You and the Winchesters may not be.
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But she is.
Zee: Can I mention I love her voice?
Giulia: No i love her voice too
Can I mention that Cas face is fucking killing me, he’s so distraught 
Zee: Jack is losing it
Giulia: Damn it jack
Zee: He’s so desperate to fix it
Giulia: Wow
Giulia: Can I do that in real life too?
Zee: Thank you Rowena
Giulia: Ok but honestly
Zee: Is all that ash Mary ?
Giulia: I would be fucking terrified to tell the Winchester I killed their mother by mistake tho. I would first tell Sam, then hide behind him as I tell Dean.
Zee: Oh oh
Giulia: So I get Jack a bit. Oh oh He fucked with baby too
Jack with a fucking broken face : It didn't work.
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Zee: He’s done everything wrong so far
Giulia: I’m scared and feel for him
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Giulia: GREAT DON T WANNA WATCH THIS
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Zee: Can the music stop?
Zee: Oh HELL NO
Giulia: OH NO AAAAND IM CRYING
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Giulia: GREAT
Giulia: GREEEEAT
Giulia: WHAT A GREAT FUCKING MORNING
Giulia: WHAT A GREAT FUCKING DAY
Giulia: i should stop watching spn in the morning It ruins my whole day
Giulia: SHUT UP STOP
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N: There's no going back. You realize that now. Cass, Sam, Dean.. They're never gonna trust you again.
nick...nick shut the fuck up
N: You can never trust them.
Giulia: NO T THE PICS
Zee: Oh noooo
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D: So, what? Are you just gonna take her word for it?
C: NO. I saw your mother's Heaven, and she is happy. She's with John, and there's no sorrow. There's no guilt. Just joy.
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Sam is me
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Zee: And Cas
Giulia: i hate that Sam doesn’t really have a pic with mom tho
S: So, what are we supposed to do now?
D: What we always do.
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Zee: Oh shit
Giulia: HATE THIIIIIS I DON’T WANNA SEE IT
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Giulia: Ok so Bye Mary I guess. We can t have nice things on spn
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Giulia: OH
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Zee: Fucking hell
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Giulia: THAT HURT ME. OH FUCK
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Zee: Damn
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Giulia: YEP
Giulia: I THINK ITs bye bye mary
                   [after episode]
Giulia: Hate the promo
Giulia: Fuck the angels And not in the fun way
Zee: I hated it. Too many feels
Giulia: Spn really did trained me to feels
Zee: My coffee is cold and salty
Giulia: Like...Is this thing happening in my life that important that I must suffer like this?
Nah that scene in spn was way worse, I got this
Zee: I guess u r right
Zee: But I have this sick idea that the writers snoop around on social media, read what would tick us and then write that exact thing
Giulia: Well I saw Samantha tribute to Mary on twitter so I guess yeah, Mary is gone
Giulia: Psh of course they do
Giulia: That’s why we write
Zee: Sick bastards
Giulia: So maybe we get lucky and they pick up our ideas
Giulia: No no I love it
Giulia: The thing is
Giulia: They keep changing writers and stuff and that I hate
Giulia: Because ya know....continuity
Giulia: And sometime they make characters behave in a way that it’s too alien , and you can tell
Zee: With each passing ep they make it worse. I don’t even wanna see how this season ends
Giulia: The actors can tell too and they can’t do much about that tho
Zee: Let alone the next
Giulia: With cas , the impala and a graveyard. We know that
Zee: In what context tho
Giulia: WE. ARE. SO. GONNA. HATE. THAT.  * maniac laughter*
Giulia: Idk but those words together are cursed
Zee: U ain’t wrong
Giulia: I wanted to see her heaven tho. They should have done that when JDM came back. Like Just a little snippets please. Ugh
Zee: Do you deliberately seek pain woman? Scratch that. I know you do
Giulia: How is that pain? I would have been happy seeing them happy But I guess we saw that. Whatevs
Zee: Well, she ded. And not with her children But again She never really knew her children
Giulia: A goodbye would have been nice tho
Giulia: Her children are grown ass men. She fine She s in heaven , with the love of her life. I mean. Would love to have that too
Zee: First of all we have established that neither of us is going to heaven
Giulia: Also dying painless and being in heaven?
Zee: Second, u would have to be dead
Giulia: I mean...in spn universe? That’s like goals
Zee: Custom made death
Giulia: I embrace it. Imma party with the angels
Zee: Yes. I think u will
Giulia: Unless I murder someone before I kick it. The bar is set so low ok
Zee: Maybe Jensen at Jib. If they don’t fix him and Cas
Giulia: Well J has no say in that. The fucking writers man.Imma kill them
Zee: Better
Giulia: Kill one , goes to hell, why not kill more since I’m there
[20 min later]
Giulia: So …..I coped with these feelings by doing online shopping
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Please for the fluff alphabet for Skylar and Alex please!!!
The otp of ALL otps!!! I love this family
A ctivities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?
They’ll do anything outdoorsy, especially if the kids are in the picture. Like hiking or going to a park for a little picnic, watching the children play with the dog (yes they have a dog too, along with 2 cats). If it’s winter they’ll take the kids sledding or ice skating or have a snowball fight at home. Anything that involves them being together, as a family. 
B eauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?
Alex admires Skylar’s strength. To go through the abuse she suffered from her ex to losing her whole squad and then still come out on the other side compassionate and very loving when it could have turned her cold and harsh with always be something he admires of her. Along with everything else tbh. 
Skylar admires how understanding he is. One of the other reasons she didn’t date after her abusive ex was because not a lot of people would understand that sometimes she doesn’t want to have sex or those nightmares come flooding back. Alex does, and he’ll give her her space and be there when she needs it. And along with everything else. 
C omfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?
Cuddle, it helps both of them relax when they’re feeling down. If Skylar is having a panic attack or had a bad nightmare Alex will hold her tight and let her sob into his chest. If Alex had one, she’ll hold him and let him calm down…it’s rare when he does cry. 
D reams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?
Married with a family of their own. They both want to have a happy, healthy and loving marriage and raise their children to be good human beings. 
E qual - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?
They are very much equal in the relationship. No one out-dominates the other. 
F ight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?
Absolutely. They don’t fight that often, when they do it’s because someone forgot to do or buy something. Can’t really blame them though, 8 kids is a lot, especially with two sets of twins. They’re bound to forget every now and then. 
G ratitude - How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?
They’re both internally grateful. Skylar met someone who not only loves her for who she is, but is willing to go above and beyond for her and the children and is always there for them. She’ll never take that for granted. Letting him in was a struggle, but she’s very happy she did and couldn’t picture her life without him. 
Alex is internally grateful because she gave him a chance when she didn’t need too. That one night stand could’ve been it, but she let down the walls she put up for him and he wasn’t going to do anything that would hurt or disrespect her in any way. She gave her heart to him as he did to her, and he’ll always be grateful for that. And she gave him the greatest thing of all, their children. 
H onesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?
In the beginning of the relationship they did, but it was stuff that was hard to talk about. Like Skylar being a victim of abuse. Now they tell each other everything and don’t hide anything from each other. 
I nspiration - Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helped them overcome personal problems?
Yes, on both ends. If it wasn’t for Alex she would have never been to Russia, shot a Degtyaryov and truly learn about his heritage. He also helped her come to terms with what happened to her was not her fault. She didn’t do anything to warrant her abuse, her ex was just a psychopath. 
If it wasn’t for Skylar, he might not have ever made amends with his sister and she probably wouldn’t have been apart of the family he created with his kotyonok. She also made him want to be a better man, not just for her and their children, but for himself as well. He just wants to do right by her. 
J ealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?
Neither get jealous easily, they both know they’re in it for the long hall (forever). The only time they do get jealous is if the kids like the other more for a moment or two. Even then they think it’s cute.  
K iss - Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?
They both are good kissers. They’re first kiss was during the holiday party where they snuck outside, seeing the snow falling down, coating the ground. Skylar went out and made a snowball, throwing it at Alex. He threw one back, then they fooled around in the snow until he was on top of her. They locked eyes, and then Alex kissed her. 
L ove Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?
It was in bed…after having sex. You can read it here. 
M arriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?
They both want to get married. As for how does Alex propose, I still haven’t figured it out yet because I have two ideas. Their marriage is very similar to Skylar’s parents’. It’s happy and healthy, with a great sex life. If something comes up that cause a small rift between them, they’ll talk about it and see what can be done to fix it. Alex and Skylar just want the same thing, to stay married and in love and be good parents’. 
N icknames - What do they call their s/o?
Alex calls Skylar - Kotyonok (kitten), Sky, and lyubov moya (my love).
Skylar calls Alex - Moi Sladik (my sweetness), Alex and babe. 
O n Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?
Skylar wants to spend every minute with them, quite literally. And she’ll never stop talking about them, so it is very obvious to others. 
Alex is the same way, he too wants to spend every waking minute with them. And he’ll say a lot of terms of endearment to them. It usually not obvious to others. 
P DA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?
They are very upfront about the relationship, you will always see them kissing, hugging, etc in front of people. Life is short, who cares…definitely not Tachanka. 
Q uirk - Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.
That they’re both bilingual. Their children are half American and half Russian, their children speak the Russian language too, along with English. It would be a tad bit difficult if Skylar couldn’t understand what they said. It also helps when they’re living in Russia too. 
R omance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?
They are both very romantic, Alex maybe more so. It doesn’t take much to make Skylar happy, but he likes to be creative. Some dates they’ll go to a fancy restaurant, others they might stargaze or have a picnic in the park. Skylar just likes that they’re together, having fun. 
S upport - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?
Yes and yes. If these two aren’t supporting each other, than something is very wrong. It doesn’t matter how dumb the goal is either, they’ll cheer them on and believe they can accomplish it. 
T hrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?
They’ll spice things up here and there because it’s fun. Plus no harm ever came from trying something new. 
U nderstanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?
They know each other very well, but are still learning new things everyday. And yes they are very empathetic. 
V alue - How important is the relationship to them? What is it’s worth in comparison to other things in their life?
The relationship is very important to them, just as much as their kids are. It’s worth everything truthfully. 
W ild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.
When Skylar told Alex she was pregnant with the last set of twins, Grace was ecstatic, as were the older 4. Alex on the other hand, went pale in the face, mouth gaping, look Skylar dead in the eyes and said “Are you serious kotyonok?” He then walked over to her, hugged her and said he was happy and couldn’t wait to meet the newest addition. Little did they know, it was another set of twins. 
You know what? I’ll do two. 
Since each set of twins birthday’s are only 4 days apart, they tend to have joint birthday parties because it’s easier. Until Marianna and Konstantin became moody teenagers and wanted a birthday party for themselves. 
X OXO - Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?
When aren’t they kissing and hugging? Skylar might be a little bit more affectionate, it’s in her nature. But they do love to kiss and cuddle and do so a lot, especially in the comfort of their own home.  
Y earning - How will they cope when they’re missing their partner?
Skylar will focus on her kids, because they’ll take her mind away from Alex being gone. If the kids aren’t in the picture, she’ll probably spend time with Ash or Ela and get some training in. Anything to keep her busy. 
Alex will do the same and focus on the kids. And if they aren’t in the picture yet, than he’ll work on his LMG or find Kapkan for some sparring. Or he’ll sulk and look at pictures of her on his phone. 
Z eal - Are they willing to go to great lengths for the relationship? If so, what kind of?
Yes! That’s all I’ll say on that topic. 
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