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madwomansapologist · 11 months

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Chidi+ it's time to go

Taylor Swift Writing Challenge: it's time to go

synopsis: The only way to guarantee that people on The Good Place could live a meaninful afterlife was to make sure that they could die. You just didn't imagine Chidi would ever make that decision.

warnings: angst. pure angst. i'm so fucking mad someone else made the conection between that song and that character and it wasn't me. i'm not over his death, okay? it still hurts.

ps: i swear to god, you anon that made that decision it's a horrible horrible human being. how can you do that to me? that song. that character. after the finale. that was mean. fucking mean. an asshole move, to be honest. love ya.

You knew exactly what Chidi was going to say before he even opened his mouth. Still, hearing each word spoken with that constant care of his broke your heart. A thousand poisoned cuts in your soul. You drank the rest of your wine.

"How do you know?" You were trying not to cry, and not a single tear was spilled, but you couldn't control your lachrymose voice. "How can you be sure you won't regret it? You don't know what will happen. No one does. What if you prefer this life?"

Chidi took the cup from between your fingers and covered your hand with his. It was so warm, so domestic, how could Chidi be so affectionate after saying he was going to walk through the door? No. This must be a dream. An mean and bitter dream.

"When the dinner gets cold and the chatter gets old", Chidi spoke with his teacher's voice. "You ask for the tab."

"It's different." You hold his hand, like your grip would be enough for him to not walk away. "It's not the same."

"It's." Chidi smiled, and a tear almost fell. "Sometimes you just know. You know when it's time to go."

You could her the snaps from the same little breaks in your soul. "Please... Don't leave me alone. Don't make me live without you. Stay with me. Haunt me."

Chidi caressed your face, held it as if it were the most delicate thing in the world, and kissed you. You felt the taste of farewell. The iron of certainty. "Don't give up on me", you plead. You face was pure salt. "You don't even know what will happen to you."

"Imagine a wave in the ocean. You can see it, measure its height, the way the sunlight shines through it. You can see, you know what it is. It's a wave. And then it breaks down on the beach and disappears. But the water is still there. The wave was just a different way of being from water for a brief moment. This is the Buddhist conception of death: the wave returns to the ocean, where it came from and where it should be.

"But what about me?" You licked the salty lips of crying.

"One day you will go after me. I'll be waiting for you." Chidi spoke gently, but you saw his tears forming. "One day you'll when it's time to go and then... you just go."

"Don't leave me now." You asked him. "Go by the morning. When I'm still sleeping."

"Okay." Chidi kissed you again. "Okay."

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golden-barnes · 3 years

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Life isn't a puzzle: Masterlist

"It turns out life isn’t a puzzle that can be solved one time and it’s done. You wake up every day, and you solve it again."- Chidi Anagonye (The Good Place)

Pairing: Spencer Reid x F! reader

Category: Fluff (It's mostly gonna be crack with a smidge of angst but nothing major)

Series description: Spencer has always done things by the book. Thinking about the ethics and morales before himself . Then there's Y/N, a rookie who goes by her heart. Do now, think later. Ethics are a bit muddy with this one. When Emily Prentiss assigns them to work together, Spencer realizes that he will have to act as an ethics professor and Y/N the student. What a great mess this is?

A/N: Because my brand is now creating fics based on sitcoms I love with the men I love, here's my good place Spencer fic to accompany my New Girl Bucky fic. This is gonna be short story, but right now i'm just letting it flow. Thanks @buckycuddlebuddy for the help with the moodboard ily 💖

Chapter 1: Coming next week....

#spencer reid x reader #spencer reid x y/n #spencer reid x you #spencer reid x fem!reader #spencer reid fluff #spencer reid fanfiction #life isn't a puzzle masterlist

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madwomansapologist · 1 year

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Can I request “being TGP Michael’s soulmate would Include”? Tysm! :)

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being Michael Realman soulmate would include

synopsis: At The Good Place, the real truly Good Place, Michael thought that his life was finally perfect. When he meet you he realized that it couldn't be perfect because he didn't knew you yet.

warnings: a important theme on the last season is how there is not a soulmate, but just someone that you choose to love. i like to do those soulmate!au and will not stay totally loyal to the canon if that its not funny to me. if it was about a human i could totally make a "you are soulmates because of Michael's evil torture plan", like i did to Eleanor, but not to a immortal character because it wouldnt make sense to me.

ps: I love writing for that fandom! Thanks for your request dear reader, hope you like it!

• Michael spend his whole life, what means way more than the average, resolving problems. The afterlife is boring to demons? Okay, he found a solution. Wait. Those humans seens to always reazlize they are in The Bad Place? Calm down, calm down, he got a solution. Humans can actually evolve into greater beings? Michael know what to do. The Good Place is actually The Boring Place? You know who will solve it, just give him some time

• And then... no more problems. At least not big ones. It was just what he expect from paradise. A place where he could finally breath in. He could finally live, instead of just trying to survive. Michael thought he had everyhing he wanted

• The gentle bell announced a new resident.

• Your life was... You were kind to others. You did horrible things. You were truthful. You lied. You loved with your body and soul. You hated with all your heart. You experienced so much fun. Your life was so boring. Your legacy was warm and gentle. Your legacy was cold and rough. After all you lived, you were just like the very next person: someone that wronged and did hurtful things, but someone who also did the right thing and was lovely towards others. You were constantly trying, and that was enough

• After some time, you passed to The Good Place. You were someone who deserved to be there. In the first week you didn't even sleep. It wasn't great: it was amazing! A candy had the asnwer to what Twin Peaks really was. Magic doors took you to whatever place you wanted. Julius Cesar was such a nice guy. Princess Diana was so kind, as everyone expect. Robin Williams was brilliant. You met your great-grandfather! And his great-grandfather! And then you heard about the group that made everything possible, those people that saved the entire human population from a eternity of suffering

• When you discovered that Chidi Anagonye had a reading group, you knew that it was your chance. He was such a sweet guy, so gentle and caring. Eleanor Shellstrop helped you with your journey through philosophy. Didn't take much for you two to became friends

• Eleanor invited you to a party organized by Tahani Al-Jamil. She looked like what every celebrity want to be. Someone who would win a Tony, a Oscar, a Bafta, a Grammy and a Nobel in the same year. There you met Jason. Jacksonville! His heart was something you couldn't understand. Jason was so smart, but in a emotional way that opened your eyes. And the humanity of his lovely wife intrigued you. Janet was... perfect. In a way that no human or robot could ever be. She was simply perfect

• You wanted to met Michael, the demon that made everything possible. You had learn that 'demon' was a bad term, it was just difficult to stop using. It looks like he was doing something with Judge Gen. Although you don't really get who she is, it appeared important

• The group finished reading Anna Karênina. On paradise, an eight hundred pages book is something that everyone had the time to read. You tried it once when you were alive, but you didn't make it to the first hundred pages. Now, you did it in one week

• Chidi guided the discussion about the mishaps and turmoil of those two families. Someone, probably Freud, talked about how the very last scene of Anna and the birth of Kitty's child was a Tolstoy's attempt of punishing the female leads that wronged someone during the book. Jane Austen wouldn't stop talking about how Vronsky was a dipshit lover if Tolstoy didn't agree with her

• When it was your turn to give your opinion, you didn't even heard the door opening. Your view of how the motifs, mainly the candle, and how it repeats itself in different ways for Ana and Vronsky were your focous. For him it was a bad memory, for her it was her destiny. Submerged in your line of reasoning, you only notice him because of Chidi's voice

"Want to be part of the conversation?" Chidi asked when you finished your sentence. "I saw you reading it once, would you like to contribute?"

You turned your head to the place Chidi was looking at. The gray-haired man in a matching suit, shrugged his shoulders with a excited little smile on his face. "Do you have space for me here?"

"We always have, Mikey-boy", Eleanor tapped the sit next to her. "My new friend was talking about the candle motif, what do you think about it?"

"The candle motif, we all seen it", Michael turned his body in Eleanor's direction and followed her gaze to the new resident. And when he locked eyes with you, Michael wasn't able to talk anymore. Either were you.

Michael felt a storm inside him. His heart was jumping on his chest. His lungs didn't work anymore. His voice was nothing but a weak memory. His muscles turned into soft jellys.

You burned. Your eyes didn't work anymore, almost like some kind of smoke appeared in front of them. Your toes were shaking but you didn't even notice. You dropped the book on the floor, but the sound was muted.

While Michael eyes shine on emerald, yours turned into a lilac light.

"I am sorry", meanwhile looking at you, Michael were talking to everyone else on the room. He walked your way and grab your hand. You stand up, unable to do anything but to stay with him. "But that stupid book can wait."

You followed Michael, using one of the magic doors to get to a better place. You didn't droop his hand, you only hold it harder.

"God think my book is stupid?" Tolstoy asked when the door closed, tears glowing on his eyes. "What did I do wrong?"

"For the last time," said Marilyn Monroe. "He is not a god."

• Michael wouldn't care if the world end up right now. Either would you.

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THE GOOD PLACE TAGLIST: @suakemii @notanalienindisguiseblink

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madwomansapologist · 1 year

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- eleanor shellstrop!

★ being eleanor shellstrop soulmate would include (sfw, fluff, soulmate!au, light angst, developing relationship).

- michael realman!

★ a match made in hell (nsfw, smut, co-workers).

★ being michael realman soulmate would include (sfw, fluff, falling in love).

★ dreary mondays (sfw, fluff, established relationship).

★ hurts so good (nsfw, smut, virginity loss, gaslighting).

★ keep it quiet (nsfw, smut, sex toy, public).

★ sub!michael with a affectionate lover (sfw, fluff, established relationship, sugestive).

- chidi anagonye!

★ it's time to go (sfw, angst, hurt/comfort).

- tahani al-jamil!

★ dating tahani al-jamil would include (sfw, fluff, falling in love).

- jason mendoza!

★ raspberry (sfw, fluff, established relationship).

- shawn!

★ shawn falling in love with a human would include (sfw, fluff, falling in love, gaslight).

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