#clover.talks

[boydiisaster]

sobbing, throwing up, screaming and rolling around on the floor

#i didn't get any of mammon or levi's ur and ur+ cards from the newest nightmare thing and i'm distraught #okay i'm not that upset but i'm still disappointed and out of devil points [weep] #every time i save up 30 i instantly spend them in a feeble and desperate attempt at getting lucky and finally obtaining the cards i want #i got mostly skill ups from my two 10 pulls #and i got solomon's ur card #which i'm both grateful for and seething with rage at [sulk] #also i'm almost done with a new oneshot !! i hope yall enjoy <33 #not writing #rambles #ethan.talks #clover.talks #ethan plays obey me #obey me #obey me shall we date

[boydiisaster]

i apologize to all my followers and mutuals who are currently dealing with me blowing up their feeds because of the new animal crossing content

#anywho KATRINA'S BACK IM SO HAPPY I LOVE HER SM #AND FROGGY CHAIR #HSHSGSVSHJAJA I LOVE ANIMAL CROSSING [happy] #not writing #rambles #ethan.talks #clover.talks

[boydiisaster]

i only have 10 pulls saved up for kokomi and my pity is at 47 so i hope i get as lucky as when i pulled the aquila favonia on the standard banner at 25 pity on this banner

#i was gonna skip her and save for a thoma/potential xiao rerun/scaramouche banner- #but she's really pretty and i caved [cry] #hopefully tho if i lose the 50/50 i'll get a guaranteed xiao or scaramouche :3 #also i swear i'm writing for all the requests in my inbox i'm sorry it's taking me so long to post new content for yall- #not writing #rambles #genshin impact #ethan.talks #ethan plays genshin #clover.talks

[boydiisaster]

How would you react if i told you that i used to simp for Sans in middle school?😥

I wasn't a toxic/cringy fanboy tho, and i pride myself in that-

you used to WHAT

#everyone say thank you to my cat boba for always creating the perfect faces for reaction images #BUT I CANT SAY ANYTHING I USED TO SIMP FOR FREDDY FAZBEAR WHEN I WAS IN MIDDLE SCHOOLXBBSHSJSJ #i wasn't toxic about it but BOY was i cringey🧍‍♂️ #not writing #rambles #ethan.talks #clover.talks

[boydiisaster]

consider : boyflux

its like genderfluid but only male/masc aligned genders like demi boy, nb, agender, boy etc etc

oooh! that does sound like it fits me, thank you so much!! i'm gonna need to think about it more :D

#gender is so confusing [weep] #but thank you!! i've never heard of boy flux before #i appreciate you telling me what it means!! [happy] #not writing #rambles #ethan.talks #clover.talks

[boydiisaster]

I downloaded tumblr agaun I’m back bitch

YAY I MISSED YOU

#we talk outside of tumblr but like still- #not writing #rambles #ethan.talks #clover.talks

[boydiisaster]

my current favorite pass time is drawing sheep mc as a little fluffy blob of wool with just two horns and eyes which you can barely see cus of their wool

#drawing mc as an actual sheep ❌ #drawing mc as a tiny ball of pure fluff ✅ #i adore sheep mc they are in fact the best otome game mc i take no criticism on this #not writing #rambles #ethan.talks #clover.talks

[boydiisaster]

ur uwu, crying, and help me!!!

IM JUST REALLY EMOTIONAL HELP [weep]

#if i think too much about everything i start to get sad and cry #so i try to keep my head empty and that's why im so dumb and don't think about anything [proud] /hj #IM SO GLAD YOU THINK MY WRITING IS GOOD THO AND THAT IM NICEJSJSJANAN #not writing #rambles #ethan.talks #clover.talks

[boydiisaster]

UwU, too many thots and crying was crying one Uhh like top left corner I think idk just get in the care Ik your projecting with all your angst let’s go get some therapy

i just think it's neat if my favorite characters have the same trauma as me [flushed]

#ALSO HELP IM SO GLAD YOU THINK IM NICEJWJANAN #not writing #rambles #ethan.talks #clover.talks

[boydiisaster]

i get sad when there's no new content in the obey me x gn reader tag as if my lazy ass isn't an obey me x gn reader writer

#me: how upsetting that nobody has added any new content to this tag #also me: oh well- time to ignore all my drafts that are clearly catered toward gn readers #not writing #rambles #ethan.talks #clover.talks

[boydiisaster]

yoooooo had this dream ok so

so bennet, me, diluc and mammon were going on a trip to this super cool, popular prestigious(?) school right ? the students of said school were out for some reason so there was only our school and our tour guide

we went around and stole some snacks and were just having fun, but then bennet pulled me into the nurse's office, we walked there and found this nice old lady and when i was gonna ask why he dragged me here he were gone, like Evaporated or smthn

the old lady and i talked a bit, she told me stuff about the school, and then diluc walked in with mammob behind him telling me that it's already night time and we should go to sleep

So we all were walking to our dorms, just chatting and making dick jokes, and then the hallway and everything warped and then I was in my room ?!??!?!?!??!??!??? bennet and i were roommates and diluc was with mammon

it was in the middle of the night and i heard some really creepy sounds and couldn sleep so i jumped on bennet and kept kicking you awake, he dID woke up but looked a bit cranky HAHAHAHAHA JSHS then we got to diluc and mammon's room and dragged them with us

we went downstairs (the dorm was on the second floor) and investigated the creepy sounds. now liSten, i'm hella scared of the dark and it was really really dark out. like the electricity were off n stuff.

the electricity is off and it's night time so i was just kinda clinging on diluc and telling him where to go because im too scared to walk SKDKDJFFJAHAGGDHFHDJJGKFJGS

something in me told me that i should check the nurse's office, so i climbed down from diluc and just went there while he walk around the alleyway with flashlight

the old lady from before was laying down on the bed in the nurse's office, lookin dead af. there were those edgy black fluids flowing out of her mouth, nose, eyes and ears and after a bit or silence she snapped her eyes open and snapped her nECk towards me

i fucking ran dude, we went on this epic chase around the entire school and then i met mammon. i just shoved him towards the lady to boost myself and ran faster LMAOFOAOEOAODFOFJ ,  he turned into something like the lady (the fluids comin outta his face n stuff) and the og lady just evaporated

so mammon were just chasing me, screeching til morNING

 we got to this tower thing ??? and then there was a window, i could see the school bus, the tour guide, our school and then bennet and diluc

diluc was waving at me and bennet was yelling something. i looked behind me and leon was infront of my fucking face so i jumped down from the tower (ps. tower was like really fucking high like i could see the stars and touch the clouds high)

and i jumped right

diluc caught me in his arms and we got outta then place with our bus, leaving mammon behind

YOUR DREAMS SOUND LIKE A MIXTURE OF BOTH COOL AND TERRIFYING HELP- THAT WAS A WILD RIDE FROM START TO FINISH /pos

#one time i dreamt about losing the 50/50 in genshin #that's it #that's all i have to say HSHSHANA #i can't remember my dreams- #everyone dreams apparently but like if they do then i just can't remember almost anything i dream #i wish i had a cool story to tell you in return but like my dreams are either nonexistent or just borning SJHSHSBAJ #BUT HOW COULD YOU LEAVE MAMMON LIKE THAT [angry] /j #not writing #rambles #ethan.talks #clover.talks #long post

[boydiisaster]

AAAAAAAA I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT DRAWING SOME SHARED CONTROL AU DOODLES BDKABDKABDK

Don't think i don't see u interact with the deltarune posts👀

DHHSHSHSNSB IN ACTUALITY IVE YET TO PLAY DELTARUNE BECAUSE IVE BEEN KINDA BUSY W/ OTHER PROJECTS AND SCHOOLWORK AND STUFF BUT YOU KEEP REBLOGGING DELTARUNE POSTS AND IVE JUST BEEN HAPPILY ENJOYING THEM TO MY LIMITED UNDERSTANDING OF THE GAME-

#but to the point of your ask- YOU SHOULD !! #THAT AU IS SO COOL SHJSJWHS I'D LOVE TO SEE YOUR TAKE ON IT :D #not writing #rambles #ethan.talks #clover.talks

[boydiisaster]

Are requests open?

they are :D !! i'm just kinda preoccupied atm with school so i'm not able to produce works as quickly as i'd like. i'm still accepting them, tho!

#irrelevant but i found that raccoon picture earlier and i just wanted other ppl to see it #not writing #rambles #ethan.talks #clover.talks

[boydiisaster]

[ you got a 6 ! ]

you try to light up a fire with some stones and sticks. a spark turned into a small fire. not enough to warm you up alot, but at least you got a bit of light source.

where Are you anyway ? what happened ? how did you even get here ? will someone come save me ?? so many questions flew in and out of your mind that you almost didnt notice the kinda dying fire.

you cant stay here forever. you gotta start moving somewhere else soon probably.

[ you lit up a small fire ]

[ what will you do next ? ]

yay!! okay, um..... i think i'll stay by the fire a little longer then set off just before it dies

#(irrelevant but i really love the way you're writing this !! [happy]) #not writing #rambles #ethan.talks #clover.talks

[boydiisaster]

[ your options didnt matter because i ate your paper. and sword. ]

[ and i will now eat you ]

[ HUNGRY NPC Kayden is fast approaching ! ]

[ what will you do ? ]

cry and accept my fate because i'm no good at running [weep]

#this is fun HSHAJAJAKJAK :DD #not writing #rambles #ethan.talks #clover.talks

[boydiisaster]

bet

lets swordfight then mf

🤺

i can't come up with a funny response besides "okay bet [proud]" so take some minecraft frogs instead 👉👈

#i'm bad at talking (._. ) #BUT LETS SWORDFIGHT THEN [proud] /j #not writing #rambles #ethan.talks #clover.talks #also irrelevant but it's currently 7 in the morning and i haven't slept in so long i'm so sleepy but i gotta finish my work [cry]