Day 5 -Looking at you
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Day 5 Highschool Au / Vacation / Swimming
This is going to be short and without dialogue practically. I'm sorry if it's badly written, badly written English is not my mother tongue.
The original story is in my wattpad and fanfiction account
Just bad luck, it was just that. A big streak of bad luck that seemed finally to end ... along with him. It was good as well.
The air became scarce, his body at first wanted to return to the surface, I struggle to survive for at least an instant. It was useless. The anguishing seconds became eternal. Dying was easy, but it was apparently his time or it was simply him who felt that the passage of time was different from his person. Whatever was in some way felt at peace.
At least he remained firm until the end. At least he had loved with all his soul to the end, even if his love never had a future or if he wanted a hope to be born, he could do nothing to change things.
Your vision becomes blurry. In fact, in a way, his sight was always like that. Unable to focus the world around him, always fixedly on Yuto. In his workouts in that same pool where the concierge would find him dead.
Yuto
We will always be together?
They were childlike words, innocent without a future like him.
Of course, Yuya, we will always be friends
One lie after another, the brightly colored world of his childhood was turning gray, like the eyes of yuto where he usually found relief.
I'm happy to be your friend
The world that children often see was too colorful, bright outside the dark tones, oblivious to the nature of people. As they grow, they notice the nuances, like thousands of colors they did not know before. His specific world was fading ... it was just bad luck.
I'm happy to meet you too Yuya
It started slowly, cracking until there was nothing left. The debts were made many, the fights more frequent and by the time he came out of shock ... his mother only placed two dishes on the table. In some ways he does not have anger to his father, only sadness. The house he loved and his friend grew smaller as his mother's car drove away. They could not live there anymore, the debts would not allow it.
We will continue to see each other
The new school, your new life and trying to survive. In his former school the teachers were good, his companions were pleasant and kind. Now it was different it did not fit the site or any other. He clung to Yuto because it was the only thing to maintain optimism.
He could spend hours talking on the phone with him, he could about carrying things while he could keep in contact however limited he was ... even if it was only 10 minutes of that way to pass high school was not so difficult
Bad times never last Yuya
A little bigger could even be seen more often ... there the end began. He was too innocent, he did not name that feeling until it was too late, there was nothing more to do but try to live like that. His fatal error was to want to put land in between, inventing friends that did not exist, avoiding calling, canceling exits. What he felt for yuto was not right.
Because people when they notice you different can only hurt you, because you were afraid of what you felt. Because he had seen it, that kind of love was frowned upon, and those unhappy people are always harassed, hated, and humiliated. I was too scared.
I'm sorry for loving you, I'm sorry.
In the middle of high school was that managed to be transferred to the same campus as Yuto. It was a better location, they even had a pool. It was because he was escaping from another guy who hit the pool, hiding and swimming team practice started.
His plan was to wait a moment there and then try to go home without being bothered but his plan was thwarted by the voice he missed so much. Yuto belonged to the swimming team. It was awesome, was it really the same guy he met once? The same child who had a bad physical condition? He was out of breath, hidden beneath the stands looking at him.
It was there that began his habit of looking at him, always covered not to be discovered, he was afraid. Because at one point Yuto had stopped struggling to answer a call ... because even though they had seen each other in the halls, he did not try anything, he did not chase after him ... nothing. He had tired of it ... because there was nothing joining them ... because one of those times that he was intimidated yuto turned his sight following his way
It's my fault, I caused this
If he had not tried to stop loving him, if only something had occurred to him, at least he would have his friendship, because he probably suffered from his apparent indifference, it was his punishment to make someone who loved him suffer. I accept it that way, it was his punishment for feeling things he should not for the boy who gave him his sincere friendship, it was his fault and he had to carry that.
-Why are you always looking at me? -I question the one who was once his friend in one of the lonely corridors
Kept his head to low, completely nervous, it was natural that at some point someone noticed that he was there. Because he liked to watch yuto swim, he went to the tournaments always hiding in that gray sweatshirt, with his hood on all the time ... I just managed to run.
-Wait! Come back! -He ignored it, for he ceased to fit into the world. He would never fit into Yuto's world or any other. I just wanted to limit myself to look so as not to cause more damage in his shattered life.
-¡Yuya!
-I'm sorry,- I cry, trying to run as fast as I could.- I'm sorry,- he said, not knowing that it was the last time he would hear her voice.
It was just bad luck, to hit the usual bully, making him angry at the hair, apparently a trophy. This time for his life, ending in the solitary pool, being pushed into the water.
I did not know how to swim, that guy just escaped when I noticed he was drowning ...
I am sorry
Everything darkened, his eyesight fading, a strange sense of relief from the drunkenness. Dying was easy but it takes time, like when the gas opened, also that time when I take all those pills when I try to cut off their wrists. He took his time but was finally finishing up.
The last thing that stands out is a blurry figure ... gray eyes, black hair ... maybe just hallucinating that he smiles at those eyes
Yuto ...
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