#deadass gave me the motivation to actually study

[leemaht]

haikyuu! headcanons

bokuto, iwaizumi, kuroo and lev finding out their s/o is good at playing volleyball

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warnings: none? maybe mild swearing; haven't decided yet

sorry guys. this is my first hq post here. i hope you forgive minor mistakes, i am trying my best ^-^

requests are open!

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bokuto

this precious little owl

he loves you with all his heart, soul and the rest of him already

he treats you like a literal goddess and you can't convince me otherwise

to him you are someone who needs to be protected on all costs

akaashi and the rest of the team know everything about you because bokuto just cannot hold himself back. when you do something cute or literally anything he runs to the next best person to talk about how awesome you, his girlfriend, are

mostly it hits konoha poor baby

the whole team cannot comprehend how such a cute, innocent human being could end up with this ball of pure energy, they called their captain

you are best friends with akaashi, since the two of you are the only people on this earth who can deal with all shades of bokuto

akaashi sometimes asks you to stay back with him

he knows you can play, like damn you can, you played since you were a child though you are not at the school's team, because you wanted to focus on your studies

you stay with him sometimes to help him practice

he asks you especially since you are the only person would not make a fuss about it

he asked bokuto to train with him one time and he still hasn't recovered from it

so one day akaashi asks you to practice receives with him

you serve, he receives

you serve the ball with an enormous amount of power and akaashi receives 3 serves in a row

4th serve hits so hard, it rips akaashi's receive apart

right when you went to give him instructions on how to improve his posture, the whole gym started shaking

'OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH'

the two of you hadn't noticed that bokuto stood there the entire time and had watched you in awe

"Y/N! WHAT WAS THAT? THE BALL LIKE ... YOU ... HUUUUUHHH?" he practically screamed while approaching you

you stood there not knowing what to say

"you never told me you could play!" he continued

"....kou, i.... never hid it?" you countered

but he was too exited to sense the slight hint of sarcasm there

"YOU ARE AWESOME! AKAASHI, DID YOU SEE THAT? MY GIRLFRIEND IS AWESOME!"

"indeed, bokuto-san. i was training with her just now." he said in his rather emotionless manner

but bokuto didn't listen to him

he gave you the biggest hug you ever received

he lifted you from the ground and spun you around

"TRAIN WITH ME TOO, Y/N!"

you just couldn't help but smile at how cute he was and you agreed, earning a playful eye-roll from akaashi

he knew he wouldn't be able to train with you alone anymore

bokuto was so happy, his smile reached from one ear to the other

after you ageed he ran away with both his arms in the air

after he left the gym there was a moment of silence until you heard a

"KONOHA!! KONOHA!! MY Y/N SERVES BETTER THAN YOU!" in the distance

you bet the whole team knew about your secret talent 5 minutes later

both akaashi and you chuckled

you trained with him now from time to time

he praises you so much when you do

every serve you do earns compliments and cheers from your boyfriend

iwaizumi

this boy knows you are awesome but that awesome? nuh-uh

you sometimes watch his training sessions and walked him to the gym but he never saw you actually even touching a volleyball

so he just assumed it wasn't your thing

boy was he wrong

one day you waited for him after practice

makki and matsun (your meme-bros) were still training

iwaizumi was sitting on a bench, catching his breath after running some laps

you didn't notice him there

you thought he was dressing up

when makki called you over

"hey, y/n/n. can you come over here for a sec?"

"sure."

"matsun and me are trying to demonstrate sth to kindaichi. could you jump a block for us? like symbolically?"

iwaizumi observed the scene but let it happen

he saw no harm in you jumping a block

it was not like you would actually touch the ball, haha

hAhAHaHaha

so kindaichi stood on the sideline, matsun and makki on the one side and you on the other

makki tossed the ball to matsun, who slammed it with full power over the net and you jumped up and...

... deadass kill-blocked his spike, like it was nothing

the ball dropped on the opposite site of the net

iwaizumi had leaped from the bench and stood there with his mouth and eyes wide open, not knowing what to say

he wasn't able to comprehend what had happened just now

he was pretty turned on tho let me tell ya

both matsun and kindaichi remained in awe

just makki started laughing, came over to you and slammed his hand on your back like a proud uncle

only then you turned around and noticed your boyfriend's shocked state

you walked over to him

suddenly he gripped your arm hard and pulled you out of the gym

"hajime?"

he didn't react

"hajime... my arm... you are hurting me..."

he hadn't noticed how hard his grip actually was until you winced in pain and he immediately let go

"oh god, y/n i am so sorry." he said guiltily, inspecting your arm for any bruises

"it's fine. what was that about?"

"you never told me. "

"never told you what?"

"you could play. that just now... sometimes even i can't block him. "

you chuckled "yeah sorry about that. haha. i played in a club when i was in middle school."

just then you really started laughing

iwaizumi looked at you with the most confused look

"huh? what's so funny?"

"you really dragged me to the school gate.... and you are still wearing your uniform and you forgot your bag!"

iwaizumi looked down on himself, you were right

"did i really look that good?"

"watch it, shrimp. "

but he totally had a small grin on his lips as well as he walked back

he asked you to come to his training more often from now on for sure

kuroo

you are the manager of nekoma and also kuroo's girlfriend

obviously you are friends with the whole team

kuroo and you had been dating for almost a year now but he topic never came up

right now the team was up against nohebi to qualify for the nationals

it was time for the warm ups

nekoma was going first

kenma served to the team continuously, as kuroo have you a sneaky smirk whenever he hit the ball

after them it was nohebi's turn

you and lev stood on the side line

kuroo gave his speech and you gave lev some last pointers to what he should pay attention after

nohebi's ace spiked a toss which flew right across the field in your direction

kuroo saw what happened in the corner of his eye

he looked at you in pure terror, knowing what was about to happen

he mentally prepared himself to beat up whoever spiked that ball

BUT

you effortlessly took a step backwards and received the ball

the ace of nohebi came to retrieve the ball and apologised by bowing his head

you shook him off, telling him that nobody got hurt

he apologiesed again and took his leave

you casually continued talking to lev, who looked at you with stars in his eyes

"Y/N-CHAN that was amazing! could you teach me? i don't want to get beaten up by yaku-san anymore."

and you were just like "ok" before yaku, who definitely heard what the lamppost of a first year said, chased lev away

kuroo silently walked over to you

he slammed his hands on both sides of your shoulders

"babe." he said hiding his eyes behind his black hair

"hm?" you were rather confused

"that was so badass." a star appeared in his expression

but like i don't think he would question or ask why you can do that

for him you already are the baddest bitch there is

not to mention that he riled up the whole team, saying that that guy purposely shot that ball at their precious manager

yamamoto and lev literally caught fire

even kenma did his best there

they beat their asses

after the match kuroo put his arm around your shoulders, keeping you close when they walked past nohebi

he made sure to give you an extra passionate kiss when he walked past daishou

while making eyecontact with him

"look-at-my-badass,-beautiful-girlfriend. jealous?"-look

you helped with the practice more actively from now on

like bokuto, kuroo will praise the shit out of you and gets jealous pretty easily when you helped yamamoto or yaku jnstead of him

lev

you are nekoma's manager

you are like the second mom

you and yaku are best friends and both of you always try to get lev to receive

one day

your boyfriend lev and yaku have another one of their epic fights in which lev refuses practice and yaku screams assault

like i-will-stab-everybody-you-love-assault

kenma asks you to go over since he hates whenever it is too loud and wants you to mediate

"LEV YOU GODDAMN BEANPOLE, DO YOUR F****** (i feel like it belongs here but, hey) EXERCISES"

"WHY WOULD I DO THAT!? YOU GET EVERY BALL ANYWAYS!"

yaku snaps out of his silence pretty fast

"EVERYBODY NEEDS TO RECEIVE! WHAT IS YOUR DAMN PROBLEM?! RECEIVING IS SO EASY EVEN Y/N COULD DO IT!"

"as if! come on y/n! let's show yaku just how hard receiving really is!"

and he places you on one side of the net and walks to the other

‘don’t worry babe, i’m not gonna hurt you.’ lev said and winking at you

then he served at you and you...

... received perfectly

the whole gym had gone silent for a moment until yaku broke it by laughing at lev who looked both defeated and proud at the same time

the rest of the team joined in on making fun of lev

yamamoto playfully hit his back

that’s when lev finally realized he had to work hard to learn as well

he walked over to you,hugged you like a bear and liftet you in the air spinning you around

he was never so in love before

he forced you to practice with him from now on and yaku agreed as long as you could keep him motivated

#haikyuu!! #haikyuu!! headcanons #haikyuu!! fanfiction #bokuto koutaro #bokuto x reader #kuroo testuro #kuroo x reader #lev haiba #lev x reader #iwaizumi x reader #iwaizumi hajime

[enchantedpendant]

internal medicine

nearly 2 weeks ago now i finished my IM rotation. sure, it was only the second rotation i fully got through (bcs covid and all that)... but tbh, it already seems like the best. i have a few reasons for that.

the first thing would be how i, at this point, am actually most interested in IM as a specialty, as in i actually do wanna become an internist. i even have a subspecialty in mind — endocrinology! and for this i think i’d have to give a shoutout, with utmost respect, to one professor, an endocrinologist who gave several classes back in preclinical. he was just... very smart, which of course not that im saying others aren’t as smart, but his teaching method is just very effective. his classes were among the few which i’d actively take notes for, thats how invested i get. he was probably the first one that got me thinking “huh... IM seems interesting” when for years before that i thought i wanted to be an OBGYN.

aside from that wonderful teacher, allow me to elaborate more on what i like from IM. all the complex cases with long lists of comorbidities that some would complain about? listen, i love them. not in the sense of “oh theyre easy”, obviously theyre complicated and difficult, but like thats the fun! everything connects and the discussions could become endless. it might sound pessimistic when i say that somehow it would feel like no matter how much i study there would always be something i dont know, something others would know better about... but i dont mind that — the things to learn about are endless. IM is vast, dare i say it’s a large portion of medicine. the patients we come across are extremely varying. i love how these complex cases could feel like giant puzzles. i love how you get to work with other specialties or maybe even subspecialties among the internists for each cases — i love how its like a team game. and the workload feels like it hits a perfect balance — as in, i get to ‘directly’ save lives (hopefully... i mean, dealing with possibly mortal cases could be scary but also very rewarding), but on the other hand the chances of being forcibly woken up at 3AM for an emergency are far less (than, lets say, the surgical specialties... im sorry OBGYN).

last but absolutely not the least, i would like to say thank you to my preceptor throughout this 9 weeks rotation. the coolest dude ive ever known. my senior in junior high and senior high (10 years my senior, to be exact), the dude who went through the same trajectory through school as i did (started school at 5, skipped 2 years, got into med school at age 15)... ive heard a LOT about him (“OH you started med school at age 15? youre just like Alex then!!” i get that from nearly everyone yes his name is also Alex) but this was the very first time i actually got to interact with him. dude’s so smart, he became an internist at age 27 bruh holy shit dude what the hell and he could really teach. dude treated us coffee on our first and last meeting, greeted us on Whatsapp with “gang”... believe me when i say that we were truly shocked bcs... nah mates attendings just dont do that😭 i could go on and on about him, ive bored my mom by talking endlessly about him lmao all on how cool he is, but i’ll spare yall on that. he told us a story on how he decided to become an internist (after initially wanting to become an OBGYN!) and his story made me go... hey.... yeah i could relate to that. i sent him a message earlier today, a nice lil thank you and that im really happy to have him as my preceptor and i hope i could be just like him within the next 10 years. he responded along the lines of “awww! i hope our discussions were helpful, i wish we couldve had more but too bad we dont have enough time😞 see you on top, doc! ideally you dont need 10 years, you have lots of potential👍” which deadass i sent my mom the screenshot of it and i said “look at him and these white lies hdjskdjsksks omg how do i respond” i havent even opened the messages bcs idk what to say🥺😭 tl;dr knowing him has been very inspiring and i feel like ive learned a lot, more than just in an academic sense. i dont get all inspired and motivated often... but he did that.

okay yeah this post is long enough, ive said plenty i think! lol but i think IM deserves this.

imma rate Internal Medicine 9/10... the only 1 its losing is bcs i wish i had spent less time napping etc etc and spent even more time studying😭 like i still couldve done more i think😕 and like holy shit this is wild yall you dont often get to see me retrospectively wishing i studied more and of course with covid and all, we had no night shifts, we were discouraged from doing certain invasive interventions to the patients, so we still werent getting the Full Experience™ you see... but oh well

thank you IM (and doctor Alex!) — i hope i’ll see yall again☺️

#dani's review of clinical rotations #internal medicine #dani tries to survive med school #bruh i swear i wanna work with him as colleagues one day #how cool would that be

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #306

i’m v talkative today so pardon my jabbering below.

What is the strangest type of candy you have eaten? I think I've had one of those lollipops with a bug in it before as a kid? I don't remember. What would be your most ideal profession? A freelance photographer. But I'm honestly starting to lose hope. Have you tried those coloring books for adults? Yeah; it's funny you mention 'em, 'cuz a family friend got me one for my birthday earlier this month. What is a topic you definitely don't want to talk about with anyone? I don't like talking about my sexual history, doesn't matter who you are. It's just uncomfortable. What was your first gaming console? An Atari. Is there something you're eagerly waiting for? What is it? *SLAMS FISTS ON TABLE* MAY NEEDS TO FUCKIN' HURRY. My tattoo appointment is set then. :''') Do you/have you ever belonged to an organization? If so, which one? I was a Girl Scout when I was young. What is something you're very passionate about? Nature conservation, gay rights (equal rights in general, really), the pro-choice movement, and then there are less "important" things like certain hobbies interests and such. I'm sure there are more big ones that are just slipping my mind right now, considering I feel passionately for a shitload of stuff. What are you studying or what was the last thing you studied? I majored in Art & Design with a focus on Photography in college. But guess who dropped out. What was the last present you gave someone? I don't know... I mention enough that I don't have a source of income where I can really buy anything. I think the last thing I did was a Christmas gift for Mom a year or two back of a drawing I did of our late dog Cali, whom she absolutely adored. Do you enjoy plays? If so, what was the latest one you saw? Not really, no. What was the last thing you achieved? PHP has helped me focus on little victories, so prepare for an underwhelming answer haha, but it's something. I Facebook messaged an old friend I really wanted to catch up with, and everyone in group cheered for me. :') It was really heartwarming. What a shocker that this program is really helping me once again. What is something you would like to achieve at some point in your life? I would love love love to take at least one "famous" or award-winning photograph. It'd be such amazing validation that I'm talented at something I love so much. What is one philosophy you have regarding life/living/purpose? That's... difficult to answer seeing as I'm trying desperately to find my purpose. I do try to live by this old quote a therapist said once: "Deal with life, or life deals with you." I think it holds an incredible amount of depth and meaning in such a short phrase. How would you design the inside of your own home? I don't know the details of it, really, besides that shit is gonna look like a Halloween house year-round. I can imagine wanting black furniture, too, and having loooots of decor expressive of what I love and find comfort in. Gotta make a house feel like a home just for me. What is a band you remember liking from your childhood? Backstreet Boys, duh. Do you ever get mad at people for not having the same opinion as you (i.e. abortion being wrong/right, meat-eating being wrong/right)? Two things: it depends on the topic, and "get mad" is the wrong term for what I feel. It's more disgust; ex., I'm repulsed by anti-gay rights people and want absolutely nothing to do with 'em, but I'm not like, mad at them. Do you edit any of your pictures? In what ways? Oh yeah, and it definitely depends on the raw photograph. I edit depending on the mood it emanates; like if you've seen my roadkill photography versus nature shots, there is an extremely distinct difference in editing style and vibe. I'd say in general though, I tend to like to brighten my photographs and add more vibrance. If you like to take pictures, what is your motivation? God, I could write an essay on this. I just love and am so thankful for the fact we can literally freeze time forever with the click of a button and look back on fantastic sights, beautiful moments, memories... It's just magical to me, and I adore contributing to that art. Would you ever consider living anywhere cold? Well yeah, that's my preference, actually. What is your absolute favorite food? The spicy shrimp fritas from Olive Garden, jfc. Would you ever wear snake-skin pants, or other animal clothing? Fuck to the absolute hell no. What foreign country would you like to go to for a shopping spree? Idk, considering I'm not well-versed in the artistic creations of other countries. Perhaps India? Japan? I dunno. If you met your favorite musician, what would you ask him/her? I'm asking for his fucking autograph and a hug while I smile my face in two AND cry lmao. What do you spend most of your day thinking about? I ain't gonna bullshit nobody, my PTSD. In some way or another, he's lurking in that head of mine through memories, flashbacks, wonders of what could have gone differently... but thank God it's no longer in the forefront of my mind after my first PHP. I've come very, very far, but especially when trying to blank out my mind to fall asleep, parts of PTSD strangle my brain until I'm just finally out. I really hope that changes someday. Where is a busy place you would like to go to? Yikes, nowhere, really. I like to avoid busy locations. Do you think video games cause people to become violent? Absolutely not. You are responsible for the decisions you make; music, games, movies, etc. have no deciding voice in stupid shit you do, and it's bullshit that people blame art and entertainment for such things. Vocabulary: What was the last word you learned? I'm unsure. Have you or could you build your own site? Absolutely not from scratch. The closest I've gotten to that is my photography website, but it was through the assistance of Wix. What's the best thing you can cook yourself? Scrambled eggs, haha. I do make some bomb eggs at least. Are there a lot of graffiti around your neighborhood? No. Do you have a hobby that forces you out of the house? If so, what is it? Nature photography. Would you stop eating meat, if you had to raise and slaughter it yourself? Absolutely. God, I want to go vegetarian again... Besides English, what other languages can you speak? I can speak a very little bit of German. Took four semesters of it in high school and became very good at it, but lack of practice has pretty much ruined that. Besides English, what other languages can you read? I can read German well; as in, I can pronounce most words I see, but that doesn't mean I understand what is written. Do you think you could make it as a chef? Gordon Ramsey would deadass kick me off his show on day one, lmao. What's your favorite kind of tea? It marvels me JUST how many tea and coffee questions are in surveys. Anyway, I don't like tea. I am an embarrassment to NC culture. What thing/person/happening has made you the happiest you've been? lask;dfjal;wekrjwe What's the most freeing thing you've ever done? Stealing my happiness back from someone who had no right to hold it all in its entirety. That shit's mine. Do you think today's kids are really impatient? Most, probably, but in some ways I can understand it - at least, in the sense that with the assistance of modern technology and advancements in satiating our wants so quickly, kids just expect it. I definitely believe that patience is something to try to be deeply instilled in everyone, though. I don't have an ounce of it (in most situations) and wish I did. Have you ever tasted birch sap? No. How about the young buds/shoots of spruce trees? No. Which edible flowers have you tasted? One of my favorite Southern experiences is finding a bunch of honeysuckles and tasting the honey (is it technically even honey??). Tastes amazing. My family's hairdresser lives down a beautiful path that sprouts a massive amount of them, and as kids, my sisters and her two boys would go tasting them while our parents talked for so long, or if we were waiting our turn. Good memories. What has been your worst restaurant experience? I'm not sure, really. What's the most immature, adolescent thing that still makes you laugh? "Inappropriate humor type jokes." <<<< They can get me sometimes, too. Have you ever had a life-threatening condition? If so, what was it? No, thankfully. Have you ever had a custom print done on a shirt? If so, what was it? I don't believe so, no. Besides making a tye-dye one in HS with our school colors. Wasn't my idea and never wore it, haha. Do you ever read other people's survey answers? It depends on the person. If it's a friend, absolutely, because I love learning usually obscure things about them I wouldn't have known otherwise. If it's a user I don't know from wherever I got the survey, sometimes, depending on how short the answer is and my eyes kinda just scroll over it. Do you like daytime or night time better? Why? Daytime, especially mornings. I'm generally happier when there's light around. What's your highest level of education so far? Some college. Describe your ordinary day: My average day is embarrassingly uneventful. It's sitting on the laptop doing shit on various sites, none of which are actually important, and playing WoW, which is also without true substance, save for social interactions with my friends on there. I spray Venus' terrarium everyday multiple times as well to keep the humidity up, and obviously eat and handle that kinda bodily needs stuff. Would you ever have a UV tattoo? Ugh, that'd be so dope. I've seen some awesome ones, but idk if I'd get one, considering when am I actually going to be under UV light?? Like I wanna be able to see my tat. What is the brand and color name of your favorite lipstick? I have one black lipstick, but it comes right off so I don't even like it. I only ever put it on to take pictures. What do you like on your tortilla? Just ham and cheese. How about inside your pita bread? I've never had pita bread, actually. What do you like in your burger? It depends on where I'm getting the burger. My basic is cheese, ketchup, mustard, a bit of mayo, pickles, and a light sprinkle of diced onion, but sometimes I add bacon and take away the onions. How about on your pizza? I have three I tend to pick from: pepperoni, jalapeno, or meat lovers. Do you work better alone or in a group? Alone, definitely. Which body part would you not mind losing? I'ma be extremely honest, with just how horribly weak my legs are, I could live without them, I guess. Not saying I want to by any means, it's just exhausting using them. Ideally, I'd take away something minor, like a finger or something. What common saying people use is absolute BS to you? “'Everything happens for a reason.'” <<<< Fuckin' colossal "same." I won't rag on people who believe it, especially if it gives you courage to keep moving forward, but I don't believe it in the slightest. If it were so, I'd like to talk to whoever is in control of those "reasons," please. What is the most interesting thing you’ve read or seen this week? I had no idea elephants were pregnant for two years, like holy shit, can you imagine. It was in an article I saw on Facebook about a mother and daughter elephant who are both expecting and doing well. Wonderful to hear. What’s the most useless talent you have? Ha, I'm a master in the arts of catastrophizing and jumping to conclusions involving people hating me in one way or another. What’s something everyone looks stupid doing? I'm one of those people who hate dabbing done by anybody, like you look like you're just smelling your armpit. Which kids’ movie scarred you for life? I wouldn't say "scarred me for life" by any means, but when I was little, I was terrified of the Wicked Witch from The Wizard of Oz and even had nightmares about her. It sucked because my little sister was obsessed with that movie, haha. In one sentence, how would you sum up the Internet? A source of incredible knowledge but also hate and misinformation. What would be the most ridiculous thing for the government to make illegal? I literally dread the idea of Roe vs. Wade being reversed. Banning abortion would kill so many people with operational uteruses and cause absolute pandemonium. How many friends do you have on social media and how many of them do you know for real? On Facebook, I have 124 friends, and I'd say I know most of them "in real life." However, having been on the Internet since I was so young and befriending loads of incredible people, a good chunk are "online friends." Hell, I'm more interested in their lives than most "real" ones. Long-distance friendships are so valid. What fact amazes you every time you think of it? Lots of things, generally regarding the stupidity of humanity. What’s the most spontaneous thing you’ve ever done? Probably going to the beach w/ my old friend Colleen. We had zero plans of doing it, but she just called me one morning and asked if I wanted to go, and off we went. It was a fun day. What has taken up too much of your life? I'ma be real, WoW. I don't think I'm addicted to it like I once was seeing as I go through spans where I barely want to play it at all and don't, so I truly am capable of not playing it, but rather it's just the most entertaining way to kill time in my life. I just don't like how much time I've invested into a game over six or seven years regardless. Where do you not mind waiting? Uh, nowhere lmao. Is there an app you hate to use, but still use every day? No; why would I use it if that was the case? Who is the funniest person you know? My friend Girt is fucking hysterical. What three words describe you best? Complex, passionate, and creative. What makes you think you’re smart? Lol who says I think I'm smart? Who inspires you? Korean Jesus. Okay on a serious note, not just him, of course, but he's #1 in an entire universe of ways. Do you aspire to be like somebody else? If so, who? No; I want to be my own authentic self. How did you meet your best friend? YouTube, back when it had more social aspects. Which one of your accomplishments are you the most proud of? I want to say my recovery, but like... I wonder a lot if it's "enough" to be proud of with how scarred I still am? I still struggle with a lot and feel like I could be so much better by now if I tried harder. If I'm completely honest with myself, I think it's finishing high school in the top percentile of my graduating class. There was a ceremony for the handful of us and all, and I cherish my plaque probably too much. Reminds me of a time when I knew what the fuck I was doing. What's the strangest thing you ever did as a child? Thinking I had "animal powers" where I could invoke the traits of certain animals at will, like what the actual fuck, Brittany. What did your mother teach you? Christ, a lot. Dad didn't do a lot of the raising, honestly, so much of my core values and whatnot were instilled by my mother. She taught me to care for and be nice to others, respect myself, try my best in everything, and most importantly that she is always there for me and my sisters no matter what and can tell her absolutely anything. She was very serious about us going to college and saving sex for marriage when we were younger, but she diverged from those ideas as absolutely necessary with experience. I'm extremely lucky with who I call my mom, overall. What did your father teach you? Eek... Read above. Not a lot as a kid (save for riding a bike and playing softball); most he's taught me has come following reuniting with him after my parents' divorce. I remember we went to lunch once and talked about my breakup, and he talked to me about sometimes, you just have to let people go in order to be happy, like with him and Mom. He's very serious now about ensuring us girls know that he is always there for us and will help us in any way he's capable. What makes you feel powerful? "Powerful" isn't something I really feel, if I'm being real. What are you ready to let go? It would be inexplicably fantastic if I could let every speck of Jason go in both my head and heart. What is your most bizarre deal-breaker? I don't really find any of my expectations and limits as "bizarre?" They're all valid to me. Well wait, idk if you'd find it strange that I absofuckinglutely would not date someone who hunts, but it's not to me. That's a difference in a very serious value to me. Would you rather be hated or forgotten? Hated. God, I don't want to leave this earth having given just nothing. I can live with some people hating me for whatever reason. What’s the biggest personal change you’ve made? Accepting my bisexuality, probably. That's something that I consider pretty big for two reasons: 1.) I could end up with a woman forever, and especially 2.) I was originally homophobic. I still have difficulty in fathoming how I ever was. What are some of your short-term goals? PHP is finally starting to make me build these again. I want to get better at selfcare, draw, write, and read more, I want to drink a lot more water, exercise way more... Lots of things, really. What is the weirdest thing about you? Uh. I dunno. Probably that I RP meerkats, which is a very obscure RP niche for sure.

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