#dont missuse them

[treasure-goblin]

I'm gonna be serious for a moment and beg y'all to please please please be careful with the words you say. You may not realize it, but at some point, there's going to be a moment where you don't realize you've messed up, but someone has lost their trust in you because of it.

#words are important #spoken as someone who was pushed away unintentionally #just because something a friend said/did frightened me off #they didn't mean to and my heart aches that we cant have what we did before #but i can't force myself to trust them #tre talks #serious post #words have power #dont missuse them

[nthflower]

I believe that more badass women in canon should treated like pathetic losers in fanon like how people say how edgy badass man character is so pathetic meow meow actually.

I know also we are currently living in times that general fandom culture making this impossible without being subtly sexist unfortunately but it would be nice.

Majority of people are still giving men they talk like trash lovingly more value than women they praise to the heavens

#i like girlboss and feminism jokes #i am also dont believe in gender actually all of them roles in my eyes #anyways i just hate how every woman treated as queens best ever exist so much #it made me feel terrible when i was a kid i felt like i am extremely inferior to everybody #because girls are below of men naturally in eyes of society #and they can be only superior when they are extremely impossibly perfect and badass and queens #which i am not and never will be #women in fiction women in cartoons were mostly for me always so foreign to me #and i felt like they are the real correct respectable womens who deserve praise and better than boys #and i am the loser worse useless girl and this is justified actually #while we are all equal stupid 5 years old in there #i am doing my 5 year old selfs psychoanalysis in my tags amazing #n. #i want respect not praise but people in real life i know can't understand it #you still see women lesser than men misters and some missuses it doesn't matter you are praising women all the time

[ganondoodle]

sorry i keep coming back to totk rants, but something that utterly baffles me from a game design perspective especially is

who, in their right mind, would think to put similar objectives with the same characters in the EXACT same place as its previous game when already reusing the same exact map (no, single rocks springkled around isnt a meaningful change, fight me)

like from a purely logical point of view its just ... not logical?? and TWICE so when most players will have played the previous game, so now that the exploration, which was the main driving point of it, isnt as satisfying simply bc you know most locations and what is what, the thing you need to do is subvert it as in you go to that location and theres something else now or something that leads to a new reveal, but not NOTHING either, bc you likely cared about what youd find- the satori mountain was such a cool mysterious place, so now you head to it to see what is now and its nothing but maybe an obvious treasure chest? thats both lazy (i realy use that since its way overused by people missusing it) and just ... it might be meant as a lil nod so that there isnt nothing at all but to me it feels even more condescending as if there were literally nothing instead

satori isnt here anymore? thats weird if its always been there, so you go find a cause, maybe theres a fissure somewhere you can enter a large cave system, an hidden entrance to the underground that reveals there is something corrupting the place somwhere nearby but not exactly in the same spot- make it into a bossfight at which end satori gets cleansed- maybe it got captured and taken somewhere else, to a place that was kinda neat but didint serve a big fucntion in botw like maybe it was dragged somwhere into the big tabantha canyon, or to the forgotten temple

you try to visit rito village but the snow and cold there got so bad that you cant even reach it without special gear, and when you do reach it its utterly frozen in thick ice and not a single soul is there, the perch of vah medoh is knocked over building a bridge as a subtle hint as to in what direction perhaps, its intriguing bc clearly they have to be SOMEWHERE, maybe they tried to use vah medoh to evacuate but bc its losing power and doesnt have a skilled pilot they crash land it into the mountains, now trapped there and due to the storm not able to send anyone out to get help, maybe some did but they didnt make it and you can find them on your way and rescue them, and bc of the storm being so bad no one can get out and no one can get in (except for our special boi linky ofc) and even after the storm has weakened they dont immediately go back and act like everythings normal, maybe theres an extra mission afterwards helping them rebuild the village but not exactly the same as it was but fortified, different to account for things like this happening again, establishing the crashsite of vah medoh as a second outpost, or a temple, to thank it for bringing them out of immedaite danger but couldnt go all the way

theres so many places that are so clearly modeled around botw that are entirely unused now bc they had to remove all things shiekah for no reason, the holes they left jsut being holes where somethings clearly missing or some chest with a gem in it while the new shrine thing is within view distance a few meters away, might as well have put them in the exact same place bc it really doesnt make a difference

(like alot of those ideas im using for the rewrite which changes many things but you get the point right??)

and its even worse imo with the building stuff, bc now you dont even have to journey there you can fly glide and literally drive there instantly like a giant skip button so you cant even appreaciate the way to it, you skip to one important part to the next

and then points of interest are REPEATED AGAIN, like with shrines and lightroots and settlements and big mines- that is the opposite of satisfying gameplay, you dont have to explore shit bc its all in the same place which is probably why they only did tiny changes to those few spots and nothing else bc they knew most people would run right to those so it gives the illusion of changes (which are half reversable or barely a change at all) and even those are STILL meaningless

its right up there with having even MORE grind with less substance to it than in botw, the shrines and krogs got a lil old but at least the environment, its subtle storytelling etc were something- and totk just bloated everything with more little meaningless collectables while not changing anything meaningfully (and instead pretends that some things where never there and those new boring things were always there)

more shriens with shorter puzzles or none at all, more krogs with the same reward system, over a hundred tiny caves that all blend together bc they are all so similar and you really only do them for yet another colelctable for old gear and ONE cool new one with a bad effect after which the things collected become uselessreally, souls to collect to buy you a single armor set, rewards being largley reused old stuff from botw (imo you should have a chest in your house, yes YOUR house, that got most of the standard versions of botws armor in it so you dont have to buy it all again??? but you gotta think of going home first and dont have to use it- make new versions of them alternatively so you can choose if you want the old one or new one and also LEAVE ONE AT YOUR HOUSE WITHOUT HAVING TO SELL IT SO YOUT INVENTORY ISNT AS ENDLESSLY SCROLLING AS YOUR STUPID ARROW BAR)

theres new effects from food and armor thats largely useless (like the attack when hot?? why wouldnt you you jsut combine an armor and a potion- put on hot armor and drink an attack potion? its way more efficient no?? idk i found it to be yet another effect thing to bloat my inventory especially when NPCs keep giving you shitty effect food)

the whole sonanium (zonaite?) collecting with multiple ways to convert it into yet another currency??? huh???? AND have it be the thing for you to autobuild with?? when you need it upgrade your battery which takes an insane amount of those stones?? wells, while finally an actual well are NOW ALSO LIKE A COLLECTABLE and im gonna take a wild guess that the reward is utterly disappointing too

the fairies are all blocked by much more annoying means than in botw (like i wouldnt want to carry those NPCs three meters away in their little cart antoehr time please) and the amount of material AND MONEY NOW you need is so much higher for no reason (if its their attempt to make the game harder its the lamest way to do it)-

all while instead of expanding on the foundation of botw they ripped it out to build a new one while pretending they are both there (im so so slaty about this .... a sequel like this should expand upon the stuff of the first game, both in theme, narrative, mechanics and more and not ... replace it with slightly different versions of it while abandoning everything established before and really only using it as a way to skip having to make you care about some characters bc you might still care about them from the other game)

i could go on, as always lol, anyway, i really really dont get why this got into the final game ..

#ganondoodles talks #zelda #ganondoodles rants #totk critical #*cracks knuckles* time to rewrite and design #no but literally #putting the same objectives into the same places with the same characters ........ and then repeating important places AGAIN in the- #-undergound is just so ........... thats the opposite of what you should do wtf #like im only an aspiring gamedev but ............... right???? #like theres so many things #make the zora not be able totalk bc they are all poisoned by the goo so you have to understand them via weak fignerpointing #also have the champs be around the actual dungeon already so you can literally find the dugneon yourself AND do it right away #without having to go to the town- ask where is- get told where is- get little fight- get little puzzle- get dungeon that is often worse- #-defeat way to easy boss thats also found in depths- gets SAME CUTSCENE EVERY TIME- all problems go away- town normal again #there is quite literally no permanent change to anyone

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[zoyalannister]

hi! I have read some of your asks and answers and they raise very interesting points, I have another complaint of this saga that I think hasnt been addresed in those asks.

Although I dont like Jesse in chot I feel like not only he was OOC all book and was basically an asshole for how he responded to Grace trauma, but he didnt have any personality or motives.

Like all his role was serve Lucie romantic interest, nothing more. When he is the son of one of the villains and has had a very "fucked up" childhood as he was killed by his mother. I think his character was missused, and I think that was because OG he had a very different plot, Im pretty sure the og endgame was LucieMatthew.

What do you think?

Totally agree, Jesse is not a character, he’s a plot device for other characters. He’s what moves Tatiana, Grace and Lucie to bring him back to life, but he never acts to do anything.

He's written in the blandest and laziest way possible, and it's wasted potential. He's Tatiana’s son and I don’t say he had to be evil, but at least manipulated. It would have been amazing seeing him hate the Herondales and Lightwoods at first, because of how Tatiana always talked about them, but coming to know them Jesse would realize that they're actually good people and Tatiana is the evil crazy one.

He could have been a great grey character, but he's a golden boy otherwise Lucie can't fall in love with him.

Matt/Lucie would have made much more sense, we would have avoided both the embarrassing love triangle with Cordelia and the relationship with Jesse.

Don't get me started with ChoT. If I was dead for seven years knowing that my little sister is with our abusive crazy mother, the exact moment when I come back to life I would ask immediately "Take me to my sister now". Jesse, instead, doesn’t bother to ask about Grace or see her until chapter 14, like 10 days after.

The scene in the cell flipped me over. I don’t say he had to forgive her immediately, because it would have been stupid, but I expected his reaction to be more "You did something horrible and I can't forgive you, but I understand why you did it" instead of insulting Grace.

Jesse could have given so much more, instead he's just Lucie's love interest. He's even a totally different character from Grace's flashbacks in ChoI, I think CC at some point got tired of writing him and just made him Lucie's trophy husband.

[scentedchildnacho]

Northwest metis......the white sick had such a passion for furs. ..so the area doesn't appear all that solar western....they had differential ways to use the grid without westernism....they really dont like pesticides around the children....so

Missuse of the underground or my battery in a county jail in brunswick Georgia was to threaten a north western territory.....i only for beads needed to be invited to a moccasin event for missing indigenous women and children.....because if i get cancer they keep getting to detain animals.....

Well the addictive gross shitty males keep going around a pre school like little girls can't shoot coney so

That's me about moccasins there are responsible simple ways to use animals so they dont go missing....they had to find the donkeys a practice item for all sorts of slaveries so it's not good for the animals to go missing.....

Scarecrow

The black birds have been trained on plastic items because Aztec is such a gross dog shitty company that steals their palm foods......so i scared them away and tried to give them the seed pods from the yellow flower trees but they get more indignent that a mustard pack is their storm olive branch

Anyway sacred kyle with mental mckinney Texas wanted to know what i wanted to do with Hollywood....so Jennifer Lopez about hispanics that appropriated native philosophies is actually pretty good at scarecrow the white wedding military wife in the cell.....

The cell for the serial killer I find pretty awfully done.....but thinking of positivity or the very naive loves people no matter what peace idea of scarecrow the white wedding wife I find some pretty good tejanos drugs in it

I met this Californian in Alaska who told me she did sex work because she was sure marriage was the worst thing for women so I think no children of God scarecrow there used multiple times without pay by multiple partners is a lot more tragic then a loved wife.....j...lo....and Jay z....the white wedding wife does just have to go through military hospital stuff because her husband is her companion....im sorry but those families are loved admirable stories

Anyway I'm tired of being called poor because scarecrow for me won't be a happy wedding so Jennifer at least shows it off as a feminist professional title and a.i. community....

Phosphate company.....

Anils ghost my sister does whatever the family is and gets to be called first nations.....people prostituted there may be graves here and they mow it

Uhm the mother superior at saint Brigid's let's that creepy meth er lady assume privilege over the group though she is a gross rude sexually active person that does nothing relevant for public unions but claims er pay.....

She did this to me so that desperate to reach the happy beef from my wretched condition squeezed past that nasty lady in the doorway...she said hey because she kept putting her body directly in the doorway though caught for budging in line so

So now I have that vaginal wall to empathize with the unborn about

Anyway that lady should not be around homeless the street is not for sexually active people the street is for people who can cope with low resiliency situations...and people who show up for meal with their sex kept that unashamed are noticed that way....we all have to separate our underwear pads for research purposes and they go tell nuns their that consciously split ...

Anyway her baby dike friend later came up and threatened me for pushing past that creepy group that expects preferential

The group better be there for their frees....but they better be meth prioritized off group efforts

The baby dike was like if you ever do that to my friend ever again....so I was like you just threatened a homeless person attempted murder like suicidal duress of endangered detained people can be years in jail retard.....if you won't finally get away from me the company will come extract all you have here get away from me retard

Then I thought stupid bitch no one there cares that your a crotch states and you go places Catholics could select you out of being states and they leave you as a creepy lyndie england crotch Koch states....no one there cares at all about you

You have to be crotch and no one cares at all about you for threatening me or they would have come for you already you fucking nasty Koch street state

Barcelona I've already been told selection for catholicists doesn't favor my too passive copeing skills and I just don't want to develop my incisors that much so I don't appear to want to leave the states so they don't select me either....

I did tell her firmly segregative crime is decades in jail and complete retribution so don't ever come around me with a segregative ticket to batter ever again displacement to the mafia is wrong

My family was agrarian and I don't hunt animal when women Austrians bring me silage and herding ....it's not kind to my sex to expect it to hunt they were bohemian's

Anyway I explained to her when I pushed past her that she tried to open the door for males already glutonously served and women and children first if males constantly keep their pay that high....

At the time I just admitted if she expected the situation to be decriminalized for her outbursts then......it won't it will still be a little underground then if I have to be some detainee to be barked at with nothing smarter then shut the fuck up get the fuck away from me.....

Anyway As.....prey....gilcrest and Soamese....she was already selected as a good person to bring hygiene from britian back and catholicists will keep telling me to get a job so i can have things British philosophers and chicago medicals tell me too ...

You can tell by the hygiene table that she leaves all these clues about how methodically she was chosen....

Ozempic is larger then Starbucks and a lot combined and I won't get a job because I'm expected to be like what hurts me

The meal service girls are trained to not think because it hurts me and incriminates the men....

And people that robotic and unthoughtful are on a paraffin...

Black babies lives matter.....and I'm sorry but I won't take profit off spreading Parisian pharmaceuticals. ..

It's not that simple ..people can suggest me and stuff would come in illegally ...truth is everyone has had illegal stuff trafficked into their employment record and those people treat me like I have to serve everyone's sentencing till I don't care if I find out about secret cook talks and military quarantine inclusion

So im sorry but the United States government has to be held accountable to me ......and I will do things slowly. .....if they don't stop stalking me to leave the home they will be held accountable I have a disability and i really cant do things in that company....

Francis Francis chanel my people yes chanel ...dark leader.....I'm for the home....I'm going for.....I am for the home yes

....it's actually these regulators and system controllers that are the barriers for variable renewables..... modi not dikshit

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[princeyadon]

can people stop saying it’s harder to learn a language as you age

How many years does it take a native speaker to learn how to speak properly, read, and write

Easily 10 years and UP, from birth

Jesus Christ people act as if you can’t learn a language when yer an adult because you can’t speak enough to have a full conversation in like 2 or 3 years

#like sure toddlers can have conversations but how much of it is just them missusing words and not pronouncing things properly #how many use w in place of like 5 other fucking letters because they dont hear the distinction clearly enough yet #almost all of them bitch #and usually conversations w toddlers dont make sense anyways because you can hardly understand them and vice versa #if you surround yourself w a language and study hard every day and INTERACT w the language then yes #you can learn much faster than somegrammar class in high school #children are surrounded by the language and interact w it they dont just attend some class abt grammar and basic nouns #text #semi comp

[sleepingcrisis]

i just feel like if the canon did "adam can get better" well it'd be shown in the fanon too? it's super rushed and we only see one scene, nothing important's shown so if adam was a character who isn't like that and can get better or have a healthy relationship, why isn't it something the fandom writes? fanon's not canon but what gets popular is an interesting way to look at the canon. ppl thinking a character would do something has to come from canon.

Well I feel like if the fandom was going to depict a character in fanon at least semi accurately then they wouldn't missuse labels that don't apply to him.

Fanon isn't accurate. That can definitely be what is fun about it. But I think I have made three posts about how popular fanon interpretations of Reki, Cherry, and Tadashi are just gross depictions of mental illness. I also added that the fandom has completely warped Miya's character.

So if fandom can take Miya's character and boil him down to three aspects and call it a day I'm sure they can do similar things with Adam.

Also I know you are stuck in your little bubble but it is something the fandom writes.

People do write Adam as a complex character who is more then just what the anti side of the fandom has boiled him down to.

If people can boil Cherry down to a character needing to be coddled, if they can boil Joe down to a "perfect" boyfriend who is merely a tool to prop Cherry up, if they can make Miya this whiny little shit who cries all the time, if they can make Langa into a character who only thinks about food or reki, if they can make Reki only be insecure, then why is it so hard to believe that the fandom can also grossly mischaracterize Adam and Tadashi? They have done it with the rest of the cast, just in more appealing ways.

Also fanon literally doesn't matter. I have just listed the mischaracterization of most of the cast of sk8. Every single one of them doesn't do the characters justice, but it literally doesn't matter because that is just what people have chosen to write. It isn’t how I write the characters, but it is how a lot of people do.

And this is only how a chunk of the western fandom views the characters. The eastern fandom? Largely, they adore Adam. I am obviously not able to consume that content outside of what gets translated, but I'm sure that side of the fandom has their own interpretations of the characters.

So despite all of this, despite fanon interpretation being just that: interpretation. Fandom does write him getting better. Like I could but I dont want to. I dont want to write the process of him getting better because it doesn't interest me that much, but others do and I have even included aspects of it in some of my one shots.

#sk8 discourse #not my snakeblossom content getting buried again 😤 #idc

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[harryfeatgaga]

i kinda need advice. so my friend said to me today something along the lines of being anorexic. but idk what to say or to even believe it? like that friend of mine has also said things like “oh i have anxiety” meanwhile they don’t actually understand the full extent and meaning of what anxiety is and i have been diagnosed with anxiety (and have had many therapists and my friend knows this) and when i explain “hey thats not exactly what that is/how that feels, youre missusing it pls dont say it again.” they’ll brush me off and invalid how i feel. i’ll even say directly how it makes me feel and they blame it on me “being too sensitive” and making a “big deal outta nothing”. they’ll also say stuff like “i have depression” meanwhile theyre just feeling depressed (which everyone feels depressed sometimes and its totally fine cuz its an emotion, but depression and depressed are very different and using the term depression is invalidating others and just incorrect im pretty sure) so idk whether to believe them or not, like if they genuinely are anorexic i’ll be there for them 100% but idk if they know exactly what anorexia is to a full extent? and i want to ask them about it but they brushed me off and idk if it was in a way of “i genuinely dont wanna talk abt it” (which is totally fine and understandable) or in rude way. and i dont wanna ask again becuz i know how it feels to be constantly asked abt something (like anxiety) and its not something that’s easy to talk abt. so i really dont know what to do or if im in the wrong somehow. im so lost over this because ive finally realized all of the shitty things they say and how much they (intentionally or unintentionally, idk at this point) invalidate me and make me feel shitty abt myself, and its rlly bothering me now. like i told them not to refer to my straight friend of ours as gay or referring to that person’s best friend as his boyfriend and making gay jokes because it bothers those ppl and its not funny and makes me rlly sad. like i dont even understand why it makes me so sad? like yeah im apart of the lgbtq+ community but it makes me way sadder then i feel it should. im sorry i just needed to vent because my other friend genuinely doesnt understand what im talking about when i try venting or asking for advice and i just needed to mention it somewhere and thats why its kinda all over the place since everything is bottled up.

okay so tbh im sorry if this isnt making sense im dead tired rn but I feel like if these people are supposed to be your friends and are constantly saying things to you to upset you and invalidate you and call others gay especially if you are apart of the lgbt community these are not good friends, your friend may very well have these things just not diagnosed everyone is different but these dont sound like good true friends to me so personally id either sit them down and talk to them about it or distance yourself from them tbh its hard to do ive done it but you need to do whats best for you I hope this helps some what :( sending you lots of love angel

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[notyetbutoneday]

Quarentine journal for the 12th of May

Again these are written the day after to fit everything in

It is annoying, that England have unlocked so early and we haven’t, but in the same breath I can see why and I support Nicolas descision to put lives above the economy of Scotland. Even through it’s hard to thing of it like that when I haven’t seen Luke in what quarter of a year? Same with Charlie.

It is hard and there’s no sense lying about it.

I ordered some T-shirt’s from awarewolf apparel and ive followed years so that was pretty cool

Also did some exercise

I actually like how some of my body looks which is a strange notion for a trans dude with body image issues from years of gymnastics

My arms are looking really broad and muscle my lately

My legs too and my abs are kinda toned (at certain points of the day)

I went into the woods to film martial arts videos with my dad to finish the day and then watched inbetweeners with dad. I really don’t get the appeal it just stresses me out like I have better luck with girls and I’m a mostly gay trans dude calm tf down will

Anyway I then called Luke for a bit and then fell asleep. Only I kept waking up because my brain decided I had to hold my teddy in a particular place all night or I wouldn’t see Luke again (yes I have issues it’s fine) ((also the place was his right ear perverts))

Also between calling Luke twice I watched Ru Paul but there was some hard core islamiphobia in it and I didn’t stan so I turned it off. Unpopular opinion maybe but non religious people don’t get to speak over LGBT+ religious people on the intersection of religion and sexuality most of us have severely struggled to find comfortability on the intersection. In the same breath religious people who aren’t LGBT+ don’t get to speak over either

Like different situation but I’ve been called a tree for deforestation because I’m religious and gay and if you actually let religious LGBT+ people explain themselves without shouting YOU CANT DO THAT DO YOU HATE YOUR OWN COMMUNITY over them and gave them space to explain it you’d understand that most religions are about love and also just giving people strength to survive. Like I dont wanna force anyone to believe in God but I do want people I to know about mistranslations and missuse of bible passages and I’m sure LGBT+ people of other religions feel similar

That’s all I’m gonna say because I don’t want to talk over the voices of people following the faith in question on this particular issue

Andy

[ganondoodle]

(this went on to be a longer ramble, talking about shrines and the abilities in totk i had more thoughts about the overworld repetition but im putting this into a separate post)

something i havent seen anyone mention before is also that it is a problem that you can skip nearly any puzzle in the totk "temples", some of which just by climbing walls ... and that wasnt possible in botw bc the titans were made of the same material as the shrines and prevented you from climbing on them, which feels like they knew making them climable would reduce the amount of puzzle you had to do and make it even less impactful, surely there are some glitches or movement tech that can make it easier, but at least you had to think about it a little?

but i guess that went against their newly adopted "more freedom equals better" way of thinking .. but then ..

the thing that i find confusing is that the shrines interior in totk are once again, NOT climable, but similar sonau buildings in the overworld ARE climable, they even restrict how you can use the tech in shrines, so ... they arent actually against restrictions? but then dont restrict anything else? not even in the main dungeons?? its kinda inconsistent and conflicting (like everything else lmao)

and that kinda extends to the abilities too, both the ceiling jump and ultrahand make alot of puzzles obsolete bc theres always a way easier way to skip everything; i know they kidna based it around people doing crazy thigns in botw, but there it felt like you were actually kinda missusing the mechanic of stasis for example in a smart way, YOU came up with that and it felt rewarding creating your own solution to shrine puzzles bc there were multiple ways to do it in this engine (like isntead of aligning blocks to lead electritiy to one end to the other you put out your weapons and place them there instead, and it WORKS) it felt more non intended, even if they had thoguht about it, it still FELT like you just came up with that, and sometimes it really was the only way your mind worked with and everyone had their own way of thinking

while in totk, they kinda tried to encourage that way of thinking, but it doesnt feel like your own idea anymore really, and, while its not every single one, in alot of totk shrines .. or even overworld puzzles you were just .. literally given the puzzle pieces for you to put together, but the pieces were like .. in parts of 6 at most so putting together the picture was both obvious and also kinda boring, like you were treated like you are a 4 year old and they were giving you 4 piece puzzles over and over- and fine you CAN just glue the two fans together and stand on them to fly high enough to just glide over to the end instead of building the flying thing they gave you the pieces for BUT its still .. expected, like you dont feel like you are working on it your way but seeing what the devs obviously planned for and then knowingly circumventing it i dont think its good either that in combination with the ceiling jump you really can just skip almost anything, take out a fly thing and fly near the end to spam the jump until it works, instead of using the building blocks they gave you for the obvious solution you build some platform and just ceiling jump to it, theres a rocket here? fuse it to your shield and fly high enough to glide to the end, its both too easy and obvious for the intented way and then you can even entirely skip that too, and you dont even feel smart about it bc it doesnt feel like you came up with it on your own and instead feel like a child that is way too old for the toys its given and the adults giving them to you stare at you while they wait for you to solve the puzzle- and alot of the solutions were either build something with these three pieces or fight something with these pieces-

i still remember that one (or more?) botw shrines were it lead you to a button to press and once you stand on it the wall slides open and reveals some fun and unexpected challenge, over and over- there was a hallway you had to glide through but there were big moving spiky metal balls hanging from the ceiling, maybe one has a normal rope on it and you can shoot it down if you notice it but the others dont so what do you do, stasis them so you can avoid it in time, grab it with magnesis to make it swing harder and then hope for the best as you fly there or dont do anything of that and just jump in- the one were a spiked wall was chasing you and as you run more obstables are put in your way right before you get to it, you stand on a button and the wall opens greeting you with an immediate guardian laser to the face? it felt more creative and fun to me, tho granted i havent done all shrines in totk bc i grew too tired of the everything to play more

(at least thats how i felt like, like i was treated like i was stupid for alot of totk, not just in the shrines sometimes .. which were one of the more enjoyable things in it, but also in the story .. like you dont have to think at all to get everything before its said to your face over and over)

and that thing with the abilities and the tech also makes the world less like a world and more like a playground bc you can just skip to every point of interest, you dont have to walk or climb or fight your way anywhere really bc you can just go up and fly to whereever you want, the new weird ass towers only make it worse bc .. of course youd make use of them to get everywhere even quicker, its also kinda in the combat, they might give you the tools to be creative (with arguably very simple things .. like a wheel, a rocket a fan and flamethrower arent realyl that interesting to begin with) why would you build a laser firing tank maschine to fight some bokblins you can just .. clobber like you usually do way quicker and easier

i do like the abilities in botw more than in totk too, but its got multiple reasons, like the world felt built around it without putting it into your face all the time, and the shrines were more built around giving you fun challenges, or just .. a fun experience, with often more subtle puzzles and not always forcing you to make use of the shiekah stone runes, plus the totk abilities feel more like the same thing .. or less interesting? fuse and ultrahand really are one and the same thing but separated into two for .. some reason, the time reversal is like stasis but with less ways to apply and use it (and kinda clunky how everything freezes in place when you prime it), and both it and the ceiling jump are a skip button from one location to the next (even tho we already have the fast travel) so you dont even need to climb, like those weird towers in the underground i thoguht looked cool and interesting when i first saw them only to realize its just a way to get to the surface via ceiling jump and nothing more .. you could fast travel up with the same amount of loading time, and more often than not it wasnt even in an interesting spot or somewhere you couldnt get to otherwise; the autobuild too even lets you skip building!! the thing thats the supposedly focus! i know its annoying to build something for a long time with its clunky function but isnt it yet another skip button

... another random ramble, much more incoherent too, again i want to mention im not trying to hate on everything, jsut kinda communicate or ... spill out my thoughts and feelings; i do absolutely agree that ultrahand is a very impressive mechanic and i did have fun with all the abilities for a while ..... i still like botws more bc its more diverse and is more restricted (which i LIKE) while also having more ways to use them

#ganondoodles talks #zelda #totk #ganondoodles rants #sorry this got so long again #i DID have fun with totk shrines #but it was also less interesting in alot of them #like the dumb get crystal thing to shrine place where all so boring despite them being so similar to botws ball and pedestal shrines #there were alot more quests around them tho #like the one in kakariko or the guardian obsessed lady #the only crystal quest i remember from totk is the one in taburasa and the guy .. literally just sells it to you doesnt he #funnily enough i encountered that before i even saw one of the crystal shrines so i had no idea what it even was #also do NOT come at me with the argument that its a kids game #you know damn well most fans are adults #also kids arent stupid either #and the older games were arguably harder and more confusing #despite being made for kids too #so whats the hangup now #we can show entire bloody torture dungeons in oot(?) but you dont get a single drop of blood in totk were someone is murdered on screen #whats the use of weapons when people can just one punch the soul out of someone without even making them spit

[justxmexel]

180# no title by xxjustxmexelliexx

how am i the selfish one to wish my pain away though im tormented im expected to smile all day how am i the selfish one when all ive done is give my all running ragged day and night helping with each beck and call how am i the selfish one. the one who has given her best always putting herself aside and offenceses never being addressed how am i the selfish one. always loving kind and meek never affronting and barley confronting hardly a harsh word to speak. how am i the selfish one accepting of all abuse reminding myself i am deserving so its not truly a missuse tell me am i a selfish one when i help another with thier pain all the while i swallow my own deep inside where it might remain. tell me does it make me selfish to make a choice and face my problems to lift my voice for the ones ive helped dont return favor to uncaring to grab my razor or throw away my pills as it perces my skin as i swallow them all as my demons win

[asmaspeaks-archive]

they said it in a reaction and I think they are one of the younger fans so idk if they dont know that wig snatching is not a metaphor lmao someone should educate them and until then I will unfollow.

yeah man someone should send them an ask like hey u know saying thats aave and u shouldn’t if u arent black and then thats that like u could too if you’d like lmao but honestly ?? a lot of the younger ppl get influenced from other older people or more popular tumblr blogs so like if no one calls out Mr Big Shot Tumblr Blog for missusing aave then they’re gonna think it’s ok :/// anyway kpop stans use “wig snatched” or ‘lit/shook’ so much it’s like damn ya’ll use aave more than us blacks sometimes like what

#snail mail #anonie