#eat and I’m so annoyed

[deityofhearts]

welcome to my blog, I hate ‘children’s youtubers’ I hate them they’re loud and annoying and just put out the cheapest low effort content which mostly consists of yelling and using other peoples content in order to get kids attention

#deity dialogue #hi i fucking hate these people #irritating ass people #like I’m gonna be dreadfully mean: I have lankybox or whatever especially #friendless loser behavior like sure you’re making money but I would rather die than be friends with ppl as annoying as that #this is maybe the meanest post I’ve made here so far like my bad I’m just having to listen to a children’s youtuber scream while I’m trying #eat and I’m so annoyed #no one in this house uses earbuds or turns their shit down

[emeraldotter]

normal deer

#doodle #crappy art #emeraldotter's deer obsession continues #genuinely feel like i’m going on a bender rn #like it's not as painful as major surgery or chronic pain but it's so ANNOYING and i can't eat properly #i'm always freaked out by mouth stuff. i hate having a mouth.

[bishopony]

So um. The reminder replies were really helpful and I greatly appreciated them!! However I ended up having to go to a separate doctor entirely cause i ran out of a prescription that I have to go in person to get refilled. So I didn’t get to schedule a gastro appointment. Aaaaaand guess what I’m struggling with now 🥴🥴

#acid reflux is so annoying y’all like I just want to go to bed?? why now. at 10 pm #I’m guessing it was the vegan meal I had earlier?? for whatever reason my body has NOT been liking vegan food </3 #I can’t eat red meat either so it’s like. what do you want me to do lmaoooo

[koibish]

Im annoyed that this person’s name keeps popping up on my fyp cause it’s always some BS

#bullies annoy me to no end #especially ones that play victim after #biggest gaslighter in the simblr community #at it again #just waiting for the day they decide I’m problematic for some reason #they can eat my ass #just focus on yourself maybe and stop acting like your opinion is so important #newsflash: it’s not

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

went to go clothes shopping today and i got the cuntiest misa-esque dress for like $8 at the thrift store <3

#it’s covered in hearts and it’s strapless w a low lace-up back and the skirt is short and poofy but it’s sewn at the edges so that the #skirt is like a sphere-ish shape that holds fairly well and i should prob just draw it so what i’m saying makes sense but it is super cute #and i also got some jeans which is new for me i’ve not worn jeans since. um. i think the last time i wore jeans i was. idk. before #i started dressing myself? so under 5 maybe? idk pants feel really restricting to me and jeans esp that’s why i’m always wearing skirts #but i feel up to it rn bc i’ve always thought they were cute and also i think i’m comfortable enough in my skin to do so which i think it’s #usually the opposite for ppl they like pants and are afraid of dresses bc they’re uncomfortable/self conscious/whatever but for me #skirts have always been a safety blanket and they are so comfortable but sometimes skirts are just not practical so i need to like #get comfortable wearing pants and i tried doing it a couple years back but i was like in the midst of an eating disorder so that didn’t go #down well but i’m cool now i’m chill abt things and wearing skirts all the time makes ppl peg me as fem and i’m like ahhhhh stop she/her-in #me when i’m obvi in femboy mode or like when i’m being androgynous but i happen to be wearing a skirt w my outfit it’s annoying #anyway it took me two fucking hours to figure out what size i was bc skirts u don’t really have a size bc u just need it to fit ur waist #and ur golden but pants are so complicated and i have wide hips and thick thighs and it took me foreverrrr to find the right size #but i did and now i will never have to do all of that ever again <3 bc it was stressful every second that i wasn’t looking in the mirror #and making bedroom eyes at myself <3

[griddlebait]

uh. how. how has harrow not got scurvy yet?

who says she hasn’t

#asks #sckl #joking #the real answer is that gideon tries to annoy her into eating better #sometimes it works #there’s a higher than 50% chance of getting stabbed with a fork but she’s willing to run the risk #i’m autistic & have a lot of food aversions that im kinda projecting onto her and while i do have vitamin deficiencies ive yet to get scurvy #so i think we are ok probably?

[overtake]

content for a very small audience but i was experiencing major deja vu when daniel posted this

#i need my laptop back so badly i am going crazy without it #apple needs to get it back to me FAST #i could be gifing but instead i’m comparing ashton irwin and his brother to daniel and his nephew #something about the photos was just SO SIMILAR #but seriously i will die without my laptop #i use it for everything it is my best friend #i use it for tumblr and discord and twitter and reddit and obviously i am literally just always working on some kinda gifset or project #i have 80 million tabs open #i watch all my youtube and tv on my laptop #i miss her so much #i had to write a full essay on my ipad today #do u know how annoying it is to do mcgill guide footnotes on ipad microsoft word #my cat will suffer for what she did (be given endless love appreciation and kisses and experience zero consequeces) #i’m also very sick rn so i’m really just stream of consciousness-ing here #my grip on reality is quite loose #i need to eat some soup and go to bed

[katabay]

Do you have specific fiction authors that you like to read? What aspects of a story make you want to really dig your fingers in it? Is it horror?

I’ve got a couple! Keigo Higashino for sure. anything Naoki Urasawa does: I will be reading it. Priest (Guardian and Mo Du are all time favorites). also KJ Charles and Andrew A Smith!

ngl I don’t really have a concrete list of favorite fiction writers, I spent several days thinking about this one: like, I have favorite books for sure, but I don’t often find myself considering an author to be a favorite just because their book blew my mind. I’ve only read three of Andrew A Smith’s works, but he’s here because he gave an interview years that changed my entire approach to storytelling, and I still revisit it whenever I start editing a story.

honestly the big thing is that I like character!! I like compelling characters (extremely varied definition of compelling, it doesn’t have to be much, but it does have to have something) I like it when something goes full throttle into whatever it wants to be. I’ll watch a slow paced slice of life romance with the same amount of enthusiasm that I had for Devil Judge, and the 1vs10 beat down in Ipman takes up just as much space in my brain as the ‘let’s not see each other from now on,’ breakup in the Heirs (but for extremely different reasons lmao)

however. if I have to pick something more thematically specific: I like seeing people in power get what they have coming to them, I like explorations and confrontations of political and social injustices. kingdom is one of my favorite shows, and the horror is great, but it was the political-class-power aspect of it that solidified it as a memorable watch to me. kamen rider build did something fundamental to the circuitry of my brain. etc.

#honestly if you give me imperial Japanese soldiers getting brutally taken apart I’ll eat that shit up #but mostly I like seeing people rail against oppressors and people in power and so forth #I also love junk food romances lmao I had an alert on my phone for dinosaur love and I’m not kidding about that one #idk. I also watched all of spn and the horror was fun but secondary to the other stuff u know #unfortunately everyone who analyzes spn is textually illiterate in their ability to examine the white supremacist-post 9/11 cowboy #cop aspect of it and that’s annoying but honestly considering the demographic of the fan base. unsurprising. #horror is like my favorite spice flavor and I gravitate towards it a lot but romance has my number and so does political thriller type stuf #murder mysteries too. whatever the hell you’d call OCN’s life on mars adaption. lives in my head rent free #ANYWAY I have no idea if this made sense. honestly I like just really like stories. I like spooky stuff a lot but variety is what #makes the world turn #ask tag #it’s probably easier/faster to list what I hate: which is feeling like my time has been wasted. If I read something that feels like #it wasted my time just once I’ll avoid everything from that creator/studio for ever after

[hafwen]

Tw: eating disorder, anorexia, and abelism

Went to look up the therapist I’m talking to normally I don’t scroll to the bottom of the page and umm…. Are we using stock photos with mental health issues written on them for people to click on for more information? This place is such a clown show

#hope person with an Ed isn’t triggered by the very triggering picture they decided to attach to anorexia #wtf #each picture is just full of bad subtex #I’m offended by every picture and this isn’t even all of them #even the couples and adult therapy ones annoy me #just fuck this place so hard #I really wish i could find some place else #personal #tw eating disorder #tw anorexia #tw abelism

[yikes077]

I want to be a vampire so badly I hate sleeping and eating and going out during the day. It would be so fun and mysterious and spooky.

#if anyone knows how to stop it #guys i’m so tired #sleeping is so annoying #and I have to spend so much time eating #it’s exhausting #STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP #vampires #vampirecore #vampire girl #vampire

[muslimmmdiary]

hijabi: h-

everyone: MY SISTER U CANNOT— *heaps of misinfo and stuff that was never said by Allah* U ARE A DISGRACE TO ISLAM

#It’s so annoying like guys did you even bother learning anything about islam #No wonder these guys drink and cheat and judge and oppress but refuse to eat pork #Almost like they like the idea of Islam but don’t really care to embrace it at its core #I promise you eat a big juicy pork chop Allah will care very little but if you keep acting cruelly and selfishly then he will be disappoin #Get your Priorities in order is what I’m saying

[always-a-slut-4-ghouls]

Basil (the herb) is a whore and you should know that before your second year with it in the flower bed

#emma posts #so is cilantro #my mom was like ‘oh you can have a few plants I want to use in the kitchen. right?’ #and I was a teenager and my raised beds are on family property so I didn’t really have a choice #but. while the kale was pretty normal. THE CILANTRO AND ARUGULA WERE WHORES #whores I did NOT sign up for #I wanted the basil myself so dealing with that is annoying but whatever #but the worst part is that my mom didn’t even eat the plants she had me grow!!! #she ate ones I decided to grow because the family likes strawberries and raspberries #I need to get mint again #and sage #but ANYWAY #I did know that all of these plants were whores #i just wasn’t there when they first started sprouting #I’m going to be going home more often this month and my mom wants the yard looking good for my brothers graduation party #so today was my first garden day of the year #it was nice but my back hates me and I really should have worn gloves (I didn’t know where my mom put mine) #but I hope the plants do well while I’m gone #the basil should be fine. I’d be genuinely surprised if that hoard all died #but the new plants i added for it to look better. those I’ve never had myself #although I’ve wanted to #don’t think I have a green thumb. it’s maybe greenish but half the work is done by the dirt here #it’s just like ‘on it boss 👍’ #I should move some catnip into my garden #the stuff in front of my parents house could use some seperating #my strawberries were little bitches last year though so I have to be extra careful this year #I like the variety I have and I don’t know what it’s called so if it dies I’m out of luck #it’s a really cool variety. it actually blooms twice a summer #I can’t keep plants alive inside very long though:( #except my current African violet that takes anything I throw at it

[caffeiiine]

Wah

unsick me pls

#I hate feeling lightheadedddd #I don’t wanna pass out :( #Hungry with no appetite this sucks #Eating to feel better bc my stomach hurts from being hungry🎉 #sodaramblestoomuch #hoping praying I don’t pass out at school Tommorow #Bc I’m not like sick-sick #Just sick enough for it be mildly uncomfortable and annoying #So I’m still making myself go

[gojoest]

i am annoyed and i think i am allowed to be no matter how petty the reason or even without a reason just bc i am in pain and i can’t even sleep bc i am in pain so i feel entitled to be annoyed and that’s that

#— ai rambles #😔 #also i am hungry #but i can’t eat i can only drink #which happens to be a bit tricky rn too #so yes i’m so annoyed at everything

[seagull-scribbles]

A day after valentine's, but here's a simp

#TMNT #TMNT 2012 #donatello #it’s technically been a year since I drew Donnie #and while I preface rise 2012 holds a special place in my heart #also rob paulsen my beloved #anyway I’ve been listening to 2012 since I finished rise and I’m nearly finished s2 #I’m a bit annoyed Donnie’s main characteristic is lovesick puppy #but like I guess my aro/ace ass was just really spoiled with the sonic franchise #anyway as much as I adore the different species concept #I do like how different they are in 2012 #with raph being small and dark and Donnie is so lanky looking and toll #he is a little sweetheart but rise Donnie would eat him alive he’s a maniac #but yeah as always I’ve left mikey till last I’ll have to do a quick 2012 mikey to complete the set #I spent like a week on Leo and raph this was only super quick so apologies for the drop in quality #I did play around with some human characters but boy do I suck at them #I did 6 exams today it was terrible so if you want to know how I’m doing that’s where I am at #and I was going to doodle yakko cause Friday but yeah rob paulsen it all still counts

[dreamerlynx]

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#sigh. puts up the barricades please I do not want to see d.nf on my dash #and again I do have it super filtered #I’m just soooo tired every little thing being HARD LAUNCH HARD LAUNCH until the next thing bc of course that didn’t happen #and life went on as usual #look I get it I’m the minority I’m aroace and easily exhausted by shipping esp real ppl shipping #but it’s times like this I miss the lore fandom bc man the complete focus on platonic dynamics and relationships was so nice #look if they ever actually say they’re dating I guess I’ll eat my words but so far I am not getting the sense that that will ever happen #and so it is extremely annoying to want to follow drm fans and get 90% of One Single Ship #and no sap except as third wheel for said ship #sorry I’m the only one who seems to not care abt George 😭😭 not in a bad way just. he’s fine and funny sometimes I guess but #I Just Don’t Care. and also another thing I need to get off my chest #why do ppl act like George is really shady and passive aggressive and ‘oh he should interact w X person who wronged drm he’d ROAST THEM!’ #like huh #George is one of the most Don’t talk about anything be vague be private ppl ever #I’m not saying he hasn’t had his moments of public support for drm but I just don’t get it #(it’s probably because he’s so vague and noncommittal that fans can just project their own feelings onto him) #sigh anyway I’m done that makes me feel better a bit #no tags just venting #<- it’s funny that became my venting tag now that I only vent in tags #bc some things such as this I am afraid to even put under read more lol