#finding people to tag was much harder

[golden-fairylights]

Okay my lovely darling @hrhgeorgerussell tagged me to pst my favourite ten pictures of last year and tag ten people (for now, I already apologize because I know some of them have already been tagged. But I just didn't know who I should tag instead.)

And now i'm no-pressure-tagging @jshadow01 @espithewarlock @duquesademiel @boxboxbrioche @wolfiemcwolferson @fenesacha @river-ocean @gaslybottoms @leclercenjoyer (and I know its only nine but I don't know people and I'm already so sorry I'm double tagging🥲)

#Ann you said finding the pictures was hard #finding people to tag was much harder #sorry again for double tagging #also most of the pictures are from situations I had lot's of fun in #it's not necessarily the pictures I love that much

[killjoy-prince]

House M.D. but it's when a character says the name of the episode

#house md #prince's talk tag #flashing #repitition #so as i was watching this show i noticed they'd say the episode title in the episode #so i wanted to see how many times they did it #the people on livejournal who made transcripts of the episodes are my saviors and without them this would of been so much harder to do #thank you all for your service and i hope wherever you all are you're having a great day #sometimes they would use a variation of the word like in the episode poison they would say 'poisoned' or 'poisoning' #i did not include those instances #there was an instance in 'merry little christmas' where they do play the song in the show #but since ella fitzgerald was not a character in the show i did not include it #where as in the episode 'joy to the world' the students are singing it in the concert so i did include that #i apologize for the tonal whiplash when you get to that part but it did make me laugh #one of the times kutner says 'locked in' is overshadowed by the POTW's voice over but i assure you he says it and thats why its in there #out of the main characters from the one who said the title the most to least are #House > Foreman > Wilson > Chase > Cuddy > Adams > Cameron and Taub > Kutner > Thirteen and Park #this took a bit to do lolol its probably been done already but i wanted my own #there is a chance im missing some on technicalities but idc. im fine with this #there are two more i wanna do but with a character saying another character's name but ill do that some other time #EDIT: When I was making this video I was unaware that the Pilot episode went by two names: 'Pilot' and 'Everybody Lies' #Basically everywhere I looked the first episode was only referred to by 'Pilot' #which I found weird bc i remember seeing somewhere that the last episode was paired with the first episode in terms of title #but i couldn't find hard proof so I decided to leave it out at the time #well i checked again last night and yea the pilot IS also called Everybody Lies so I updated the video #I also think it goes well with the fact that House does say 'Everybody Dies' in the finale so another reason to fix it #AND he says it without Wilson while he and Wilson say the title of the pilot sooooo yea hehehehehe

[ms-all-sunday]

i won that nami contest which meant that i was in control of what @fawnnbinary drew.

dog! zoro and post ts robin with body hair 🥰

#modposts #not my art #im not gonna tag this because i dont want to benefit from someones hard work but i do want to show it off on my blog #a good post ts robin means so much to me #i like other people dont like the post ts design in a more board sense #but i like the outfit #these two photos rearranged my brain chemistry i love them so much #im hyperfocusing on the robin here because honestly its so hard to find a good depiction of her with this outfit #god i love this dog zoro though its because i like the concept of dog boys but i also like to go harder than ears and a tail and #anyways i love you tumblr user fawnnbinary thank you

[frogs-in3-hills]

i’m playing 999 right now it’s very cool :]

#i really like the escape room style puzzles! i do hope they get a little more challenging though #the characters are hmmm they’re okay so far. it’s harder to get attached because we don’t spend as much time with them #but they still feel kinda like danganronpa characters so you’re just like ‘okay you’re a POS and you’re a POS and you’re a POS...’ #i desperately want to find out Why Lotus Is Like That #and i’m wondering if this is like a ‘and then there were none’ situation where one of the people who die early turn out to be the ringleader #thinking about the ‘futility’ reference and how one of them would have predicted the nonary game #interesting stuff >_> #sully is typing #i’ll start a liveblogging tag in case i feel like plopping some theories on here. don’t spoil me!! #zero escape liveblogging #ze

[kitether]

if yuuya and anghel went to a pride parade as a date, what would they do there

!!!!!!!! well of course they'd march!! I think Yuuya would be into it right away and Anghel would take a bit more time to warm up to it, but eventually have a great time! They'd show up early (Yuuya because he's a gentleman, Anghel because he's just an early riser), and march along with the parade. They'd spend the day holding hands and chanting and hollering and kissing, and would forget to reapply sunscreen so they'd be a little burnt at the end of the day ☀️🌈

Also, I think Anghel would LOVE leather queer fashions, given his wardrobe. Anghel would especially love harnesses - they're the next logical step to all his belts, no?

#burritofish #thank you so much for asking??? #what a welcomed surprise in my inbox 🥺😭😭😭💘🌈 #i'm really mixing in a lot of my own pride experiences in here haha! #yuuyanghel #hatoful boyfriend #kitedraws #also i'm going to put my queer headcanons for yuuyanghel in the tags because...... i want to! #yuuya is trans bi ace and demiromantic! #in human form yuuya would have taken blockers before puberty and doesnt need to bind or need top surgery #in my mind yuuya doesn't really know that he's ace and demiro #since it's a lot harder to quantify a lack of a certain type of attraction and he does find people and birds attractive #just not in certain ways most of the time #plus work keeps him busy so its not like he ever felt like he had the time to experience romance #like most of the fandom i see anghel as trans too! #and he does bind properly the bandages are just for the Aesthetic #i also see him as pan and possibly polyamorous? #i think he has a lot of crushes on a bunch of birds for different reasons #he's got a lot of love to give! a small bird with a big heart who constantly gives 100%! #bare chest // #ask to tag

[donnie-and-their-backup-turtles]

i kinda think part of why people treat donnie as less caring than he is is like. sometimes not knowing when he's joking? like that time he threatens to be "semi-lethal" when splinter's in the truck with meat sweats. like i'm sure most of you knew he was joking but like. do some of you realise he like, would not have done that? like remember how he was sad? when splinter actually got hurt? same with leo in the movie? and all of them at every other time?

like he's self proclaimed funniest. and also a mad scientist aesthetic doesn't make a character a villain by itself it's what you actually do with that (yes he has done bad things within that area (haunted stare towards mind meld) but you have to admit he like. did fix those. and feel bad and hopefully learn his lesson but hey that's another analysis)

i have mixed feelings on villain donnie stuff, as an example, because like. ANY character put in a situation where they lose their way is really fun and if in character is really interesting as to what could cause that.

but when it's treated as like. inevitable. who he is, or phrasing his brothers are the only thing stopping him being evil. it's like hm. ugh. kind of hurts a bit actually but that's probably because i relate to him ghfdjk

like the seen in snow day with the tech bo chainsaw like. all he really DOES is cut a snowman there but he's just like. leaning into being "evil" with the chainsaw but like he's just being silly with it. acting like that's proof of anything is wild to me, without any other data points.

also kind of separate but i think there's a dissonance between what is like. seen as evil? between me and like most people lol. like the scene in the movie as well with like "finally, man and machine, entwixt in perfect bionic synergy" someone i watched it with was like "haha evil moment" or whatever where i was just like. yeah real that would be rad as hell. honestly gender also.

not saying he's never done anything wrong but i am saying he immediately tries to fix all of those things

anyway he does have a really interesting relationship with morals in my eyes but like, at his core he really cares about people, you know?

this isn't hate to anyone btw i just care about donnie a lot as a character and as really layered autistic representation

#rottmnt #rottmnt donnie #donnie analysis #making that a tag now because i know what i'm like #rottmnt analysis #i can write so much about donnie. idk if it's good. or accurate. but i can write it #unrelated but it's so funny when people say donnie's cishet or homophobic even (the latter as a joke but. not my type of humor personally) #and then say he's villain coded. like lol. i laugh. i know it's probably different sets of people for the most part but yeah #especially if they compare him to megamind specifically. like okay #megamind famous bisexual neurodivergent and you know. no longer even a villain at the end #like i'm not saying you're wrong i'm saying that it's actually more than just surface level theater kid stuff there (that too though) #like donnie has people who care about him from the start. they're not “keeping him in check” (yikes?) they're caring about him. nuance #but yeah like. genuinely i think it's interesting how he's seen as villain-coded #like i know villains and queer-coding is a known thing but i'm just wondering. is that also a thing with autistic-coding #or do people just naturally not get autistic people in real life and find them scary and that just carries across in responses to fiction #idk #donnie villain fic where he sees how he's perceived anyway by fanon and just gives up on being good #joke but i guess you can steal that just write it well if you do. for me. idk if it'd even be a villain concept really there #he'd probably just be like. sad. and try even harder to be good. #also what about mikey villain fics huh. there's literally a cut episode that would be so fun to play with #anyway feedback appreciated #this was so train of thought i'm sure some of it's unclear

[transzilla]

Personally i've been obsessed with scary, female and feminine phallic energy actually. Like I transitioned to male thinking I could take some of that  male power for myself, and whew jesus christ some of the shit I saw... For me womanhood has been used against me as a bludgeoning weapon but Never could I have imagined how femaleness and femininity could be used for incredible power and dominance. Both by women and feminine men. So much for harmless soft feminine energy. That's ftm rapists and abusers trying to make themselves seem soft and like women so people can't believe they could ever hurt someone. That's people using femininity and softness to control me, make me wear dresses so I'd minimize my legs and stop moving, poison all joy i could have possibly gotten from being a woman so I can't even hear my own name without flinching. That's other fucking trans men trying to lie and mislead and make me seem transfem within the lgbt community to villainize me. That's multiple of my stepmothers coming into my home, literally in evil phallic man style like in all the pretentious lit analysis, and taking all refuge and safety of my family from me. And not only for evil, like that's "playing the woman card" to get out of speeding tickets. That's trans women pioneering drag and finding ways to learn and adapt and exist in a world that seems to betray you no matter where you go, taking psychedelics and smoking mad weed and becoming incredible musicians and programmers, finding ways to be comfortable and thrive and be beautiful as a woman, like that takes incredible fucking strength that I'd say a lot of cis people don't have in them. That's hiding behind the moronic brute force of men, that's sheer resourcefulness and ambition finding and reclaiming your own power in a world that fixed to take it from you. Like goddamn.

#no tags cause i can see a lot of ways people will take this the wrong way #but lately as a man ive been dysphoric and frankly seething cause i can see things women doing that i cant #technjcally i can do all that as a man except for one thing #other trans men will treat me like shit for women. cis women but regardless im mad cus wtf women have power over me #but i have the sense to know i dont need to transition i just need to work that much harder and find other ways to get what i want #and this woman inspired me to do that even tho she took something from me. very masculine role #thank u woman. god damn you to fucking hell though #and your fucking lame ass boyfriend and his fucking gauges #hope yall EAT SHIT AND DIE #see how angry i get thats thusly a sign of weakness and powerlessness

[callixton]

idr if i already posted abt this but i have been in a little phase of feeling sad abt being aro bc i’ll be reading things abt happy couples and go oh that sounds nice :’) but i am literally currently in a stable and good relationship and i fucking hate it so like. no it doesn’t ur deluding yourself :(

#i just don’t feel that ! and i’m bad in a romantic relationship ! it feels Wrong #but i still read like. idk fanfic and go oh man i wish i had that and its like no you don’t you wish you had something else that felt the #- same way. you wish you felt that not that you had it #idk. i don’t really feel like i’m missing out i love being aro but also i think it’s so much harder to communicate your desires & have them #- taken seriously. for so many people i think the idea of holding a romantic relationship is seen as a maturity thing #& so i feel like i will always be seen as less than in one way or another #even tho i have friends who love me deeply and i feel so lucky for that #but like. i hope that they don’t let me go once they find a partner. bc i get that’s wonderful but. in many ways they’re mine #this is SO all over the place i’m not even sure what i’m trying to say in the tags tbh #i’ve just been feeling a bit bad abt it but also sure of myself #ted talks

[unusualshrimp]

hmm gender thoughts

#the people who made pronouns page have another website right #and one of the options there is you can pin your gender on a gradient that goes hypermasculine -> androgynous -> hyperfeminine #and it's like a linear gradient and i hate that SO MUCH. this is hostile architecture for Me Specifically #[disclaimer that if you find that type of thing helpful that's completely fine] #but anyway my gender is like. im a guy but not in a trans guy way #and im a girl but NOT in a cis girl way and i call myself girl in my head a lot but i am a bit Sensitive about how other people use it? #and im always thinking too hard about ''are they acknowledging my 5D chess gender or subconsciously saying it because of my appearance'' #if someone called me androgynous or whatever im stabbing them though. idk that just feels so... gender neutral? and im not gender neutral #do ya feel me. #i feel a bit silly typing all this but ah this is the transgender website i think u all would understand me #im a guy like. you know the weird guy who shows up overdressed to casual events but he looks nice so its fine really #and also like. guy who always wears black and looks cool [the cool might just be in my head but thats fine] #and. i might have to think harder abt how i feel regarding Girl ™. i dont want to discard it because i do love doing my own thing with it #but also like being perceived as a cis girl (intentionally or unintentionally) makes me want to jump out of my body. lol. anyway #this is all so sucks honestly my favourite gender is just creature. #you see a thing so weird you just go '' oh god what is that'' and not gender. although i do like the flavour of it/its that is so niceys... #oh jesus uhh #long post #<- for the tags

[drewsaturday]

paying more attention to how often flulu starts to yell at sol because they're being disrespectful and geranium butts in with his dizzyweed-based calmness like hey :) let's walk it back a little :) and cuts off flulu any time she starts to escalate the situation again for the sake of good parenting aj;lsdkljf

#iwatex tag #playing sol as rebellious which means being mean to flulu :( #but im aiming for the transcendence ending and im kinda thinking about it out-of-game #like damn how much harder would it hit if sol was a perfect soldier super respectful and loyal to authority #and then they just. disappear forever #but at the same time maybe flulu wishing she'd done things differently (ger too!) when no matter what they do #sol keeps being explosive and showing they don't fit in here #maybe they hope all that time sneaking outside the gates means they're alive out there somewhere #but if sol was perfectly obedient... #they'd think sol was just eaten by a faceless #i dont actually know what other people think during this ending and how much info they get #so maybe they do know idk #but ough #i cured the shimmer and im preventing the famine hopefully so they'll stay alive while im gone #but im now imagining shimmer-infected geranium outside the gates looking for their little gooseberry #who's nowhere to be seen #making himself sicker for someone he'll never see again #and flulu losing him too #i know there is an ending where you can run away without it being transcendence so there's a happier ending possible there maybe :( #if you like your parents anyway and want them to find you and visit u sometimes #but aaa

[prisonpodcast]

All my art on twitter flops unless it has Dream in it 😭

#I mean most of my followers are Dream stans so idk if I can complain about this #but at least on here it flops a little less bc the fans of the cc/c usually find the art anyways #through tags #on twitter I think it’s much harder to gain traction but idk #it’s just demotivating a little but also who cares it’s twitter amirite #I mean my art usually dosent do that well anwyas 200 is a lot for me there #but i think a lot of people consider 200 as a flop LOL #to me a flop is bellow 60 #anything above is successful #<- on here and twitter tbh lol #70 is the magic number that means I got a good grade in social media usage #and on IG idgaf I post on IG for me only #.___.

[adriles]

next time there is a stalemate for funeral proceedings itll be 3 days or something. i cant handle 12 whole days on top of realizing the gods dont care about us & coming to terms with dooming myself to die here

#book 24 #hector #patroclus #implied #update for april fools. 24 posts drafted now #8-10 more to come up with and then it is all ready to go!! #ask box will be open as always but if yall have smth u for sure want answered doing it in advance will be preferable so i have time to do it #if not understandable! but i may not get around to it lol im gonna be spending the day with my family #helen is harder to do i dont feel like theyre all as silly as usual cause i wanna be truthful to her #some definitely r funny but some r very much like very few achilles posts on here #where it is just like. oh. ok #hm actually maybe im gonna start tagging the more serious ones #so people can tag and avoid if they want #or find them more easily ig #it is just gonna be tagged as themes

[neverendingford]

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#contemplating the existence of loving yet uncommitted relationships. relationships of mutual convenience not romantic but still not platonic #tag talk #like. I want intimacy. I want to love and be loved. but the usual understanding of that is that you are committed. you are locked in. #taking a break from a relationship is code for “we're breaking up”. there's is no getting out without destroying the bond #I wonder if the classic Tom Cruise c love a woman but next movie she's dead“ trope could be seen as a version of that. #a socially acceptable way to love someone until you're done and then move on to the next thing. #a lot of my hookups have been a one time deal even though I would have liked to see them again. because they got too attached. #people see love and presume romance. people see openness and presume emotional connection and commitment. #if your friend is having a rough time and needs to disappear for a week. that's okay. but a partner suddenly can't. #there's less permissable distance in a romantic relationship. #why can't I do the classic spaghetti western thing? ride into town. help out and be appreciated for it. and then leave when I feel it's time #cue that magnificent seven quote that's like “cowboys are like the wind and farmers are like the land”. there are different ways to live #and social interaction is a numbers game. meeting people until you finally find someone you're compatible with. #and the more particular or non-standard you are. the more your success pool narrows. or at least that's how it feels #I know the reality is that there's more relationship diversity out there than it seems. because divergence is suppressed and hidden. #but that contributes to it being harder to find. more difficult to seek. more culturally shameful to pursue. #I don't think I've ever seen a fwb relationship in media that's not either played for laughs or turned into a romance eventually #the classic “men want fwbs and women want a committed relationship” ☠️ it's not a concept that gets taken seriously. #I just.. ugh. I feel like I'm pushing against the entire weight of my upbringing because what I innately desire is so far from acceptable #and I've unlearned so much self criticism and policing. but there's so much more to go and I just. ugh. it's so exhausting

[chronicroc]

Does anyone else who's been in a cult feel like the really, really smart people seem almost harder to get out?? I have some friends, one in particular, that were raised in it, and I can't even imagine how I would go about convincing them that it's all lies.

It feels like they're so smart that they've kind of trapped themselves. Anything that the religion didn't cover within their teachings or anything that was iffy about it, they would be able to rationalize and expand upon to the extent that those things DID make sense.

I don't know. Obviously, very smart people can get out of cults, but the conversations I've had with those people were always the most "faith strengthening" when I was still in it because they did the thinking that the cult itself didn't.

I really hope that one day the cognitive dissonance that causes these rationalizations lets up, but for now it feels like we're all kind of trapped.

#ex cult #ex jw #ex mormon #just tagging this way to get people's opinions #but yeah #there were and are some extremely smart people that I've met within this religion #pretty much all born-ins #that come up with the most beautiful and thought provoking ideas about spirituality #and because they're so reasonable and capable of thinking outside of what's explicitly said #I think it becomes harder for them #they may have already explained away or accepted the harm of the organization #so they're unfazed and find other explanations for their beliefs kind of stupid

[welcometoteyvat]

every day screaming crying because of twitter's tag/search functionality (aka nonexistent functionality)

#me when the only way to find stuff ive retweeted is by literally scrolling through my tweets manually. no tag filter no search nothing #I NEED ALL THESE ARTISTS TO COME TO TUMBLR SO I CAN FIND THEM. AND THEN RB THEIR STUFF 100X OVER. #it is. it is so painful. trying to find art of this one character but then having to scroll so many retweets down to not even find them #terrifying and horrible. i love tags i love filtering i love sorting and searching . i greatly dislike twt's useless search bar. #ALSO. i also hate that twitter's algorithm or whatever pushes people to not tag their stuff with like character tags and whatever #idk if it's the 140 char limit or something but by god it makes searching so much harder on that site it's not that hard to add #the char name to your post T-T #ramblings!

[twpsyn-who]

[SPOILERS FROM 'THE ORDER' - especially in the tags sorry]

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May someone explain to me why there's no fanfiction on AO3 with werewolf!Kyle killing the other two and being forced to join the Knights of Saint Christopher???? Of him finding out about Jack and the two of them being lowkey forced to work together so Kyle doesn't get fucking KILLED by the Order????? You literally have the perfect plot for an enemy to lovers fanfiction RIGHT HERE and you're sleeping on it why exactly?

#I don't understand you guys #the show literally force feeded you with a way to make this ship happen and you're all sleeping on it like wtf #and don't get me started on the knights of saint christopher like- SO MUCH POTENTIAL FOR POLY RELATIONSHIP HERE #and you guys what? ignore it????? I have watched only season 1 but still. you guys could have played around with the memory thingy SO MUCH #yet barely a few people did????? guys?!?!?!? #i'm judging you #and I'm very disappointed #It could have been the slowest slow burn in history too #like they start to slowly get along but Kyle finds out he actually cares Jake and is falling for him when the other is literally DYING #also no fuck you Jake didn't really need to be a werewolf after coming back IF there was someone from the Order with them to heal that #fucking cut. someone with a little more experience (no hate on you Killith) #I wanna look on wattpad too but idk how to find shit on that app #the tags are chaotic and somehow makes finding things for a fandom HARDER #the order netflix #the order #the order season 1 #the order spoilers #Too late for saying 'SPOILERS IN THE TAGS'? probably #the order kyle #the Knights of Saint Christopher #the order jack