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and my foundations are decaying in this chili's tonight

#grungepo thoughts #g note me why don't you #mcr #my chemical romance #the foundations of decay #I CANNOT BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR MY ACTIONS TODAY #poetic chaos #award winning grungepo mess #ofmd #dracula daily #doctor who #you leave the brakes on

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Things I've realized & remembered over the past few weeks:

writing is ridiculously hard

starting a garden is ridiculously expensive

it's impossible to be perfect

good things happen when you put effort into them

I'm a decent writer

I need to get my own apartment

do not try carrying a bag of potting soil home by yourself, because you WILL fail

#just for laughs #grungepo thoughts #not writing #nanowrimo #camp nano reflections #also yes I put this on the writing sideblog intentionally #enjoy it lol

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fuck your company and the exploitation it rode in on

#this is about so many things #it's about the sag & wga strikes. it's about vfx workers unionizing. it's about unity fucking game developers over. #it's about colleges getting sued for gender-based pay discrimination. it's about rent prices. it's about twitter. it's about tumblr. #it's about fledgling unions i've never even heard of. it's about the us government treating the whole damn country like we're expendable. #you get the idea. #grungepo thoughts

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new favorite screenshot i've taken lmfao. this deserve to be on the main blog

#live reports from lurking on twitch #eret #they look so done i love it #grungepo faves #grungepo thoughts #the cube game rules my life #poetic chaos

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bonus points if you can guess which of these coping mechanisms happened the most recently lmao

(also, if/when the 'phobes find this poll, just block them)

#hope you enjoy my random poll that i made & queued weeks ago lmfao #i had to join the hyperspecific game train! it looked fun! ^_^ #grungepo thoughts #poll game #shitpost #just trans things #cw dysphoria

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so i just learned about the anti-software software club and Cohost

#grungepo thoughts #idk if i want to join cohost as grungepoetica juuuust yet #but it's definitely a good place for my irl self to do digital shit if i treat it like i would a (semi) professional twitter #cohost

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i woke up and my first thought was "kristen kish is basically the ken jennings of the cooking world" fml i'm too far gone

#grungepo thoughts #kristen kish #the worst part is that i know i'm right. even when i'm simping i'm smart.

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so my roommate loves to watch cooking shows, i've been watching them with her, and i just want to say that kristen kish... hgfgfdfj... woman... i am in love <3

#grungepo thoughts #seriously though she's so pretty #and as a vaguely butch dyke myself i felt the gaydar but didn't want to assume lol #you can bet that the moment my roommate told me that kish is in fact gay i was like YOWZA WE WIN THESE

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been listening to against me! a fuckton ever since my sister kicked me out, and i've got to say, two coffins might be my new favorite song. it hits different. the blend of hope and resignation is spot-on for where i am in life right now.

how did you do that laura. what kind of crack did you put in that song

#grungepo thoughts #grungepo listens #against me! #two coffins #transgender dysphoria blues #if i had a myspace i'd put two coffins on the front page fr

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guess who got to bring up goncharov in their philosophy class today

#we might have been talking about hito steyerl and her theory on rich vs poor images and got into meme culture #grungepo thoughts #college be like #goncharov #poetic chaos

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she top on my chef until i pack up my knives and go

#THIS POST IS ABOUT KRISTEN KISH. OBVIOUSLY #YES I AM SIMPING NO I DO NOT CARE YOU'RE STUCK WITH MY DYKE STUPIDITY #grungepo thoughts #shitpost #top chef

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my friend and her cat are both snoring and i'm gonna get to stay here for the next few months and i'm still on edge about everything but i could really, really get used to how nice this feels <3

#grungepo thoughts #i don't want to say my homeless arc is over *just* yet but we're officially out of crisis mode and that's a start #also my friend's cat is lovely. no thoughts head empty 24/7

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NEW ERB EPISODE WE ARE SO BACK

#big win for the me specifically community #also the fact that it's ford vs marx? *chef's kiss* #grungepo thoughts #epic rap battles of history

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hearing that sag-aftra got offered a deal WORSE than the pre-strike one makes me wonder what the hollywood execs' game plan is. probably offered the wga such a good deal so that they could hold it over sag's head and be like "oh but they accepted the deal we gave them, why are you being so difficult?"

#obviously this is me speculating but also. i have experience with manipulative-ass people. take it with as much salt as needed #grungepo thoughts #sag aftra strike #sag aftra

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in honor of game theory man announcing his retirement, have this meme i made after watching the fnaf movie

#grungepo thoughts #fnaf movie #this was my actual experience seeing his cameo btw. didn't realize he was on screen because i was telling my friend about sparky fhgfkfdh

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RAAAAAAAH JOB HUNTIIIIIIIIING

I CANNOT STAND INDEEEEEEED

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