#guitar and i started crying

[dirt-str1der]

I think t is actually improving my ability to cry like crazy nonstop at the drop of a hat , i was promised different. Whats happening to me ?

#Listen to my problems #yeah this is about the guitar riff again i started crying when i thought about how awesome it was #who knows not me i never lost control. youre face to face with the man who sold the world 🔥🎸🔥🎸💥💥🎸🎸🔥🎸😧🤯🎸🎸🎸💫💥💥🔥 #sorry for listening to music i promise never to do it again #i was thinking about how david bowie makes music and everyone is falling over themselves to cover it #ive been listening to nirvanas version ever since i heard it on the radio ... this is crazy ..! #its so simple but it sounds sooo good

[matty-bear]

guys conan’s album found heaven drops in 10 mins im so scared. HE WENT LIVE THO !! i have so many ss :3

#i started crying when he played alley rose in his guitar . #IM SO EXCITED GUYS OMG #going thru my breathing exercises rn #im sane i swear #sigh i love my bf #yes ik there’s a black boarder around the pics im too lazy to crop it out #CONAN 😭😭 #azul talks ✮ #conan gray

[moonlite-sunshine]

So I’m rewatching and catching up on Doctor Who for the first time in like 6ish years so I can watch the new specials and like my favorite will always be Tennant, he was My Doctor blah blah but you know what, this rewatch reminded me how much I love 12, mainly his season with Bill.

Capaldi is such a great Doctor. He’s not always nice but he’s always kind and he loves so hard. He’s so funny and I love how he loves playing guitar and he has sonic sunglasses bc he’s just trying to have a good time, he may not be a kooky bow tie guy anymore but he’s still silly. Him and Bill are like best buds and I wish we’d had another season with them and even Nardole bc their relationship was just fun, there was no pre-destined or weird importance placed on her, she was just a normal person who loved learning and was kind and had good vibes. The best of humanity, the kind of person the Doctor takes along bc they remind him that people are important. Bill brought out the best in him and also GAY🦭 anyways his last words are so beautiful and I miss him

#also rip Clara I don’t have anything against her and but I truly think they brought out the ‘worst’ in each other #not like actually the worst but like it wasn’t great #that said I did cry at the last episode when we find out HE forgot her :( him and his guitar playing the song just gets me #and at the end of his run when he remembers who she is 🥺 #see actually the second 12&clara season wasn’t too bad but the first one was just 🫠 #like it just seemed so toxic?? and for what?? #I did like the season finale with the cybermen and Danny protecting Clara but like their actual relationship was also toxic?? so much lying #that 2nd season is better w their relationship but that hybrid shit? didn’t make any sense?? it was just made to seem important #but it literally wasn’t at all 😭 #I do wish 12 had gotten a few more episodes with river so it wouldn’t have been such a sudden return? #meh idk #anyway capaldi you’re literally a rockstar doctor <3 #this is my first time seeing 13’s run too #I had to skip arachnids cause phobia but I just started the demons episode #I’m still trying to decide how I feel ab her but I love Ryan he’s so funny #I feel like she’s missing that rage that’s literally just below the surface of all the doctors #but I’ll keep watching to see if we get that later

[t0bey]

​felt like scribbling some of the stuff i did in the past that i now go “oh. autism.”

#my art #i think id actually start crying if i had to listen to an entire song with guitar scratching it SUCKS #note for the third pic it was at that moment i realized not everyone calls their dogs ugly affectionately

[thedragonemperess]

I need the & Juliet soundtrack injected directly into my veins and if that doesn't work I need it lazered into the forefront of my brain

#marankton speaks because why not #& juliet #specifically i want it that way when the guitar kicks in and every single song lance is in #THE WAY ANNE SAYS 'drink that koolaid' IN THE BROADWAY VERSION LIVES IN MY HEAD RENT FREE FOREVER #'tonight were taking names cuz we dont mess around' SLAY GIRLIEPOP #and juliet #&j #the amount of pure serotonin and giddiness that comes with listening to teenage dream/break free is unmatched #and the POWER that is both larger than life and its my life????? #immaculate #AND THAT'S ONLY THE FIRST ACT #DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE ABSOLUTE BLAST IT IS TO BE LIKE 'its gonna be MAY' AND THEN IT WAS M A Y #THE STRAIGHT CHILLS I GET LISTENING TO THE I CANT FEEL MY FACE/PROBLEM MASH UP???? #EVERY DAMN TIME BBG #THE I WANT IT THAT WAY REPRISE???? GIMME A MAN LIKE WILLIAM RIGHT NOW #AND DU BOI BAND'S BACK ALRIGHT 🗣️🗣️🗣️ #anyway #sorry im having a decently good time right now its weird that doesnt usually happen #edit: im not done #i always forget they threw a fucking adam lambert song in there and its always such a nice surprise #one more try????? BEAUTIFUL NO COMPLAINTS #and im not a girl not yet a woman is like so ???. i wanted to cry while watching it and almost cried when listening to it on the soundtrack #and youre right juliet i am feeling sexy and free youre so right lets get out of here #AND ONCE AGAIN THE FUCKING FULL BODY CONSISTENT CHILLS I GET LISTENING TO BLOW???? I WANT TO LIVE IN THAT FEELING

[akkivee]

still just like!!!!!!! bummed they didn’t get to play in a band together lol!!!!!!!

#this is vee speaking #humanity can’t keep taking Ls like this lmao!!!!! let bat be a band together but Forreal!!!!!!!!!!! #i’ve been trying to decide if kuukou can actually play the guitar tho lol #like did he pick that up somewhere along the way or was he about to wing it and hope for the best lol #kuukou is very smart despite not particularly doing anything with his brains lol so if you told me he learned to play the guitar 🔵🦔fast #i’d believe you lol but i also think it’s fitting he’d also put in the time to learn music like the rest of his team #def not as extensively as jyushi and hitoya but maybe the reason bat don’t miss is because their creative jams are insane #since they all have music training of some sort lol #i’m about to start crying at a baby kuukou learning guitar 😭😭😭 #i wonder if he picked it up from shakku or unnamed important woman figure in his life lol #since shakku’s a rock n roll fan in arb i wouldn’t be surprised if shakku showed off once and decided he wanted to beat his dad at it lol

[lapeaudelamemoire]

Dying over some music atm

#personal #g-damn. i remain utterly weak to a soft synthpop shoegaze/dreampop type of guitar plucking surround ambient sound #plucking strings??? you mean my heartstrings??? #ok it just devolved into vvvvvv poor crappy quality angsty sound but like. lol v authentic teenage cry bedroom vibes #the synthy guitar of the start still rocks tho #this is like chinese somewhat lower quality brand new jesus christ/degausser sounds #yeah. this is a string of words that make sense.

[xo8ball]

bro im literally The Age where most musicians i love like. did something about music and their identity as artists. i swear to god if i dont have my musical awakening... the pressure is real but my dreams will too fuck this

#what am i cooking #personal #bro if i don't start ukulele on august im straight up maiming someone #(not true + would cry bc ive been waiting 2 years to learn with a prof) #like. i need to use the only instrument i have 😭 i love it but idk how to Play!!!!! #wish i knew. AND I WILL #its too greedy of me to ask for an elec guitar or a bass. i am indeed kind of poor and live in third world 👍

[opiumvampire]

ive been unsuccessfully chasing the high of the shrine show curtain drop for almost three years now 🚬🚬🚬

#nothing comes close to the way i felt in that moment #like all the recent stuff has been awesome but the sheer I Cant Believe This Is Really Happening of that show is just. insane #to this day if i hear: 1. the whining sound in the beginning of the light behind your eyes #2. the guitar at the beginning of romance #3. the national anthem from goodnight dr death #4. look alive sunshine #5. the im not okay dialogue #I DO START CRYING #light behind your eyes came on in the car while i was picking my parents up fron the airport today and i had to change it bc it was uh #Impairing My Vision #if you were physically there for that how does it feel to be on at least your second life

[maranull]

i should not had gotten into lyres

they are so fucking pretty, i wanna buy all of them

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAA #don't mind me #i got a cheap one and now i'm obsessed #and the sound is just what i like from solo instruments #maaaaaaan #i wasted so much money on my old guitar #that thing wasn't for me #these tiny ass lyres are #personal #also i'm weirdly feeling confident that this is gonna be something that i won't drop #like so many other things i start #this time it's gonna work and imma play music and that little voice in my head can go cry about it #hmm hmm

[demadogs]

just saw paramore…,,, i am a changed woman. yes i did cry.

#but get this i didnt cry at last hope or only exception no i cried at THATS WHAT YOU GET!!!!! #AS SOON AS I HEARD THAT GUITAR RIFF I JUST STARTED CRYING #god it was so fun my voice is GONE #i screamed so loud i got dizzy #my head hurts

[shxrpest-lives]

Seeing the effort put into my brother’s birthday after getting nothing but a $20 gift card from my parents for my 18th and forgot to get a cake. It’s okay I didn’t want anything anyway

#my dad did pick up a shirt from a small guitar shop so I guess it’s a lie #$20 gift card and a t shirt #and everyone I hung out with that day hates me now #and when I started crying everyone ignored me #its okay I don’t want my birthday being a big deal anyway #I wanted an ice cream cake bc that’s what I always wanted as a kid and turning 18 is like the end of your childhood I didn’t even get that #but I’m in a constant state of arrested development so makes sense #first world complaints but it still hurts

[oetscop]

being hyperempathetic is so fucking embarrassing. i still cant see or hear balloons popping without crying. not bc its loud either. i just stumbled on some nano tape bubble thing on youtube shorts and im crying bc they popped it at the end 😭

#tongue #THIS ISNSO LAME JSJDHDJDE #I HATE IT !!!!!! #im the same with inflatables btw i got an inflatable guitar from the vt state fair as a little kid #and my cat poked a hole in it and if anyone brought it up for like two weeks after id start crying #like why. why am i like this

[lynksease]

nb asked but Im also a little bit ticked that my dad brought his guitar back upstairs In Front of Me because I’ve been having fun playing for the last two weeks. literally just to spite me for daring to defend my mom and like call him out. and its one of those things where I knew he was going to do it anyways and its so laughably childish that he WAITED until I woke up that morning to take it away. like I literally see right through your drama dude and I’m over it. I’m still bummed but its not even worth being genuinely upset about. I can buy my own damn guitar in time and fine I wont ask for any favours again

#its like yeah yeah I’ll teach you guitar kid I’ll even let you use mine. #for 19 years and when I finally take him up on it hes like. Oh you called me out for my extremely shitty and abusive actions?? how about #I take away this thing I know you like that I’ve provided. #I saw this hbo girls clip on tiktok last night of marnie and her dad on the swings #and she starts crying saying Im the child!!! I shouldn’t be responsible for you. Im the child. #sir why have I been managing your emotions for my whole life just to get through the day without you throwing a FIT

[sudokuplayer]

got my period again if anyone cares 😐🔫

#also unrelated but i found the guitar and shoes of my Barbie Beyond Pink 1998 and h started crying in an awful way #i loved that Barbie she was my only friend and also my only original Barbie cause i was poor lol #it was probably cheap cause i got her for Christmas in 2005 and it came out in 1998 so idk #i was born in 1997 btw so yea my only friend was technically just 1 year younger than me that's cool <3 #now if anyone wants my heart pls find a Barbie Beyond Pink 1998 and give me that instead of an engagement ring

[candydos]

i am genuinely so unmedicated (babygirl)

#vent #long one in the tags below #had a series of breakdowns over the past 4 days.. lowkey struggling with delusions and hearing things that aren't true/real #and straight up dissociating to the point where i dissociate when i drive (it gets dangerous when i can't See cars but i know they're There) #was freaking out the other week because i kept hearing a sweeping sound but no one is sweeping but it's so loud in my hear #and like someone's whispering while i practice guitar at night or i feel paranoid #i had to step out of class the other day for 1h+ because i was having some episode #i wake up and i cry but i don't know why or what for #i think everyone's lying to me.. i know we're all friends but everyone is lying to me #i feel like an imposter in someone else's life.. and i'm unable to live up to the standards required #i've been physically sick for the past month (cough and colds) #i'm perpetually tired.. i've started to have more violent thoughts and it scares me #oh sometimes my brain forgets how to read.. #it's all quite terrifying i don't know how to act normally when life is frightening to live #i'm losing touch with everything i once enjoyed.. drawing and making music are harder for me now and i miss that feeling #im sorry i'm quite out of it.. #i have a report due in an hour.. i will go finish that #I am not happy with who I am. i don’t know who that’s supposed to be anymore