#hope this reply is fine

[thepictoblr]

Woke up last night, barely remember writing this, went straight back to sleep

#edit: yes i am assuming 3am me wanted to sing this to the tune of the adams family #if u read it as such 3am me did their job right #edit 2: realising people simply do not check the replies or the tags #which is fine! but if u do check them thank u #hope u enjoy this humble millipede post as much as i do :)

[kan-be]

Man seeing your hetalia fanarts throw me to my years of 2017 phase of cringe hetalia phase that i am embrassing to remember on but hey at least it motivates me to well study the nations of the world right. It's a win win i guess...

i’m still standing by this and you should too dude

#im sorry for reminding you again after 3 years with this reply 😔🙏 #hope you’re doing fine

[fearmeeeee]

If you're familiar with either Grell Sutcliff or Integra Hellsing, I think they'd look FABULOUS in your style! But really I am sending this ask because I want you to know that you're like my fave Sebek artist on the internet 💞💞 your work is truly so beautiful, thank you for sharing it with us!

HRGGG GRELLL

Thank you so much, you are so nice ❤️

#im sorry for taking so long to reply #i love grell sm #and integra but i havent SEEN hellsing so #i drew her frm memory bcause thats how I roll I hope she looks fine #your fav sebek artist <:'((( on the internet <:'((((((((((((((((( what if i cry #such a sweet ask ty #asks #thislittlekumquat #grell sutcliff #kuroshitsuji

[spacedlexi]

Hi Lexi

What do you think of partially blinded Vi? You never seem to draw her that way, and I kind of just wanted to know what do you think of it as a certified Vi lover.

I personally think that while something like this can be "cool" (as in, being beneficial to the character design), it's handled quite poor for Vi and it just looks a bit... ungrateful. Simply doesn't look good, doesn't fit her personality or character (am I missing something?) and it doesn't seem to fit or suit her...unlike Kenny's iconic eyepatch. To me, it has become a pivotal thing in his design to a degree in which Kenny with both eyes seems a bit odd looking. I see it as a symbol which stands for Ken being a martyr and all he's lost and sacrificed. He is all about family and helping those he loved, his loved ones truly were the "apple of his eye". It all makes sense, doesn't it?

But for Vi, it's excatly the opposite. I'm just so sorry to see her like this. 😭😭😭 I don't think it makes sense in any way. Louis losing his tongue because he's so talkative and "won't shut up" does kind of make sense, but I cant help but see Violet losing sight as kind of lazy writing. "We need something bad happening to her!!! suffer the children!!!'- the writers exclaimed.

i think vi losing her eyesight is incredibly impactful on her character and i honestly dont understand why some people say its lazy writing. especially since it was foreshadowed multiple times. vi losing her eyesight i think is even more impactful on her character than louis losing his tongue because at least louis still has his music to express himself and uplift spirits through (and its not like he cant communicate At All. his note still makes clem laugh). the reason i dont draw blind vi very often is because of how sad it is to me. for multiple reasons

violets whole thing is wanting to be able to protect the people she cares about, and feels immense grief and guilt about the times she feels shes failed them (thinks if she had been there with the twins that day that she couldve done something to save them. feels she failed everyone taken by the raiders. is scared of failing clem too "if something happened to you because of me? i cant lose you too. i wont". its why she cant leave minnie after shooting her. and a kidnapped vi attacks clem because she doesnt want anyone else to get hurt. hell it even ties back to her grandma and feeling guilty about not doing anything for her)

so for her to lose her eyesight? she took pride in her ability to fight and now she cant do that anymore. cant protect the people she loves. and as someone who started the season as an isolated loner, it forces her to rely on those around her for help, stripping her of her independence (and her independence is what allowed her to stand up against the group for clem when it came to the marlon situation in ep2). a blinded vi is forced into accepting community, whereas a saved violet accepts it on her own. her and clem turn ericsons into the home violet could never see it as

the other reason blind vi makes me so sad is that it is Directly a result of clems actions. kidnapped vi had nothing and wanted nothing to do with the bomb, and yet shes the ONLY ONE who gets hurt by it. clem choosing to let vi be taken means clem both breaks her heart, and then burns out her eyes. louis and his tongue is between him and lilly and was a choice THEY each made outside of clems direct influence (even if it was clem who inspired him to speak up, it is ultimately his choice to keep talking, and lilly hurts him for it. its sad he gets punished for a character moment, but clem had no direct hand in him losing his tongue. its why hes not angry to see her in the cell. he doesnt blame clem for what happened), but the way vi is feeling in that cell is DIRECTLY due to clems actions. vi feels like clem abandoned her after she had put herself on the line for her multiple times. she always had clems back but clem didnt have hers. clem is the one who planted the bomb and vi gets caught in the blast. clem hurts her emotionally And physically. and vi apologizes for getting upset (she tries to apologize on the beach too before theyre forced out in the cart, so she felt wrong for those actions immediately even tho they were understandable. lilly and minnie used her moment of weakness to get in her head. she just wanted everyone to be safe)

kidnapped blinded vi is just so incredibly sad to me, especially when you compare her to a fully realized violet. a violet who has come into herself, has confidence, has opened up, has stopped pushing people away out of fear and lets herself love again. shes a leader. a fighter. a protector. and those are all things a blinded violet loses

neither vi losing her eyes or louis losing his tongue is supposed to add anything to their characters. its about what theyve lost. both of them have important parts of their identity stripped away from them after being taken by the delta. its supposed to be sad. heartbreaking. regrettable. unfortunate. they have not gained anything by their time at the delta, only lost important parts of themselves to it

#twdg #like idk to me kennys eyepatch symbolizes his descent into madness. its the impact carver had on him #hes 'lost his sight' hes losing his way. becoming a danger to the people he says he cares about #kenny gets waaaay too much forgiveness in the fandom and i cant take it honestly. his motivations dont justify his actions #i dont hate him but god do i hate the way the fandom talks about him #esp when certain kenny stans ignore all the protagonists and hate all the women/anyone who opposes a protagonists views/actions #EXCEPT for kenny for some reason???? like when he opposes lee its fine but no one else can do it #you cannot deny hes a scary man by the end of s2 regardless of his motivations and people loooooove to handwave it away #i hate that 'family is family' crap #have none of you ever had a family member do something so horrible that you cut them out of your life completely? #HES NOT EVEN BLOOD FAMILY like that idea doesnt even apply here!! #the whole point of that phrase is that you cant choose who youre related to. twdg is LITERALLY about choosing your family #s3 is the one that makes a point to address blood relations and what worth they have #ok unexpected kenny rant over sorry but boy does the overwhelming kenny love get to me sometimes. there are other characters #sorry i hope this doesnt sound directed at you personally its just the overwhelming fan opinion i see and it drives me mad #where is the NUANCE?? #replies with lexi #plamglam

[bylertruther]

🚨 angst alert 🚨 i have a question for you. yes, you. put your au thinking cap on. got it? okay.

how do you think mike would've coped if they'd been in lucas and max's season four positions? as in, will dies a grotesque death in mike's arms after they agreed to go on a movie date this friday and mike admitted to feeling like he'd lost will not that long ago, mike almost gets shot and has to fight for both their lives to no avail and then pull them away from the rifts afterward to wait for help, and eleven manages to save will but he's in the hospital totally unresponsive and also whoops she can't actually find him in his mind btw. ...oof. thoughts? 🤨📝🎤

#redirecting my train of thought bc i was at risk of thinking abt canon lucas n max n tbh im in such a state rn tht it would kill me so. hi #byler #<- i want answers (aka free headcanons). pls reply or reblog if u choose to answer this 🫶 #i personally do Not think he would've coped nearly as well as lucas lol <3 #mike's anxious ass? mike's I'm Not Taking No For An Answer ass? mike's I'm Just A Random Nerd ass feeling like he'd proved himself right #after all in the worst of ways? that he wasn't the heart bc will fell apart anyway? #haha. This Is Fine This Is So *Unbelievably* (!!!!) Fine Actually 👍 #also if mike read to him in the hospital could u imagine if he like. recounted hellfire's campaigns to him or one that he'd been #working on and was hoping to get will's input on or surprise him with it after everything was over etc etc... AUGHHH

[swallowtail-ageha]

Almost... finished... watching... the og ff7 letsplay... on... youtube..m

#now you shall ask me. sara! but the gameplay is 21 hours long! how can you do that? #and i shall reply: the x2 and skipping button are wond'rous things #ofc i only skipped battles not. actual parts of the story #bit disappointed in how quickly they moved on from aerith's death tho like. yeah they buried her and then theyre all fine n dandy #ofc ill expect it to return later but? idk? too quick for my taste #i hope that in the remake they draw it more out #also what the hell is wrong with hojo (affectionate <33)

[twi-replies]

Any special somepony??

+ apologies if things got awkward..

(ooc. i may or may not build up to a romance later (3 )

#mlp #mlp fim #mlp ask blog #twilight sparkle #mlp art #ask blog #twi-replies #ask-wizard-sunburst #mlp g4 #im so excited to flesh this out you have no idea #i feel like her insecurities and problems disappear later seasons when those dont hide away so easily #so hope this all is fine <3 #alicorns lament

[ghostlyheart]

POSSIBLY going on a date next week. I might actually explode

#girl ive been talking to didnt respond for a week so i was like well that's that then #but i sent one last message just in case and she replied #she's out of town for the weekend but said she definitely wants to do something so we'll seeeeee #im going to let her make the move of actually scheduling since she knows im still interested but. gahhhh #if it doesn't work out then that fine but i reallllly hope it does

[peppy-jester]

He stretches out his arms as he exhales from the couch as he then looks back to fizz next to him and grins “So what do you think? I told you It was a good movie..” he smirks being as cocky with a grin feeling great about the date they had and the movie they watched.

🐴🔥 @murderous-rodeo-imp666 🔥🐴

@murderous-rodeo-imp666

Fizz just watched an animated movie about horses. Not really the most ideal pic for a date, but since it made Blitz happy the jester wouldn't go and rant about how he would have much rather watch Titanic that is te most dullest romantic movie ever.

"Yeah sure, it had it's charm can't deny that and the plot was great" Fizz slapped a smile on his face. He wasn't lying tho. The story was good, but still he was not into horses like the other imp next to him. "Well anyways, you provided us a date like you promised-.." it was time for Fizz to keep his promise. A kiss for a date. Even if the movie choice wasn't the greatest he did enjoy to spend time with Blitz.

He scoots a bit closer, actually sitting on Blitz lap actually before wrapping arms around him with a playful smirk on his face. "Before anything you absolutely sure about this? Don't wanna things get weird between us or anything"

#IC;; #murderous-rodeo-imp666 #Sorry it took a moment to reply back #hope this is fine tho ;;

[whenthegoldrays]

🦢

#all of magpie's smallvilleposting has made me think that she'd really like my favorite show and would write beautiful analyses if she saw it #but I don't know if we're at the level of mutuals where I can just roll up and recommend a show to her like that #and who knows if she'd even want to watch a kdrama #and also what if she DOESN'T like it #that would be really sad #so anyway instead of tagging her or sending an ask like a normal person 'm making this post and hoping she sees it organically #yeah that's a perfectly sane thing to do #and magpie if you see this and reply i would be honored but if not it's fine I already feel shy making this post #elly's posts

[2xcursekissed]

caring prompts | not accepting @cvrseduser

it takes a moment to change someone's life; that's a truth yuuta knows too well. a string of these moments had gotten yuuta to where he was today: shadowing his mentor—his savior—at the temple to free people of their stressors—cursed spirits, as geto-sama had called them.

for the first few people who had come in, yuuta attentively watched as the older curse user had kindly heard them out, noting the spirits idly hanging from the people in different places, in different ways. yuuta made a mental note that none of the people were even remotely aware of the clinging creatures. non-sorcerers only knew the pressure and the negative emotions they felt.

when a young woman walks in and states her own issues, geto-sama's welcoming hand gestures to the woman as he encourages yuuta to try it now that he's seen him exorcise a few of the small curses plaguing the lives of these harmless people. the teen is hesitant at first, never having dealt with such small targets, never having worried about another person when it comes to eliminating cursed spirits. he'd usually just fight curses under the supervision of another member of the organization and weaken the spirits enough for rika to bring back to his mentor for his consumption. it was better geto-sama stored them rather than let them roam japan unattended and risking civilian lives.

yuuta relents after his mentor reminds him of his great progress during training, his nonstop practicing, his new ability to release rika at will—his beautiful connection to his lost companion. yuuta feels silly for doubting his own abilities, sheepishly scratching his head with a smile.

"i guess you're right, " he says as he steps up to the lady, who they have learned is a freshman in university and stressed from the ongoing exams. she is also experiencing intense back pain that doctors were unable to treat or diagnose, attributing it to the nonstop studying. yuuta's eyes don't miss the serpent-like spirit wrapped around her waist, possibly flirting with the idea of crushing her entirely one day.

"rika," yuuta calls, his own curse appearing, ready to heed his orders as she always had. "let's help her out, alright?" he asks softly, nodding to the girl with a thumbs up. his smile from earlier finally reaching his eyes.

with this, rika slashes at the cursed spirit, ripping more than just the spirit from the girl. rika had stricken too strong; more than the curse is exorcised. a chunk of the young woman's midsection is gone; her body thuds as it hits the ground. however, with the threat eliminated, rika retires, leaving the scene in just a moment.

for a second, yuuta can't move. he watches as the blood begins to pool around his shoes, white sneakers sullied by red liquid. his breathing is even—silent almost—until it's not.

it dawns on him that the stains are a consequence of his own doing, another innocent life taken by him. the sight of red is his reminder of his crimes against his classmates—his reminder of rika, her lifeless body, her mangled corpse drowned in a puddle of blood. it's too much for him to bear.

silence is soon replaced with panic as his heart begins to pound against his ribcage, his eyes widening as he fixes his gaze beyond his shoes to the woman, now missing a chunk of her body. his arms raise to grip at his own hair, yanking a few strands out in his alarmed state as though bringing pain to him will pull him from some sort of dream—nightmare.

it doesn't.

oh god. this can't be happening—he'd been on such a roll with training. bringing out rika had gone so well over the past month. he'd been able to wield her without casualties among geto-sama and the other members of his organization.

geto-sama!—he'd spent much of his time trying to prove to him and the other curse users—jujutsu sorcerer, as geto called them—that he wasn't just some murderer, that he was someone whose gift would help change the world.

his eyes dart from the woman to his shoes, geto's feet visible in the corner of his eye, red soaking the fabric on his feet. his eyes briefly glance up to his mentor, before returning to the floor as guilt begins to consume him. he thinks he saw the remains of a smile on his teacher's face, but yuuta assumes it's from when he sweetly encouraged the teen to put what he'd learned in training into practice. that thought makes the 16-year-old all the more distraught. he was not making a good case for himself.

yuuta's knees hit the floor as he pushes his hands against the woman's open flesh, a futile attempt at stopping the outpour of blood from spilling any further.

"i—" yuuta begins, voice shakey, yet loud at the same time. tears begin to well in the corner of his eyes. "i didn't mean to—rika just—she missed. she didn't mean to—i didn't mean to kill her."

"i'm sorry; i'm sorry—"

his plead abruptly stops as he feels a gentle squeeze on his shoulder. he jerks up at the sudden contact, reflexively peering over his shoulder. his mentor's calm voice breaks through the turbulence.

❛  it's okay. i've got you. you're safe now.  ❜

this time, yuuta doesn't hesitate to look up at geto-sama. yuuta is not exactly calm, but he does feel relief that it seems as though his mentor understands that it was a mistake and isn't mad. although he is reassured, it doesn't stop yuuta from trembling as he presses against the open wound. "it's not. i just hurt her. she's bleeding—she's gone," he explains quickly, as though geto has the solution to this situation.

yet, at the back of yuuta's mind, he knows any advice doesn't change what happened at that moment.

#cvrseduser #ic; curse user verse #cw blood #cw gore #TAGGING JUST IN CASE #hehe verse name creativity where #anyways i hope this is fine lee #you wanted cult leader geto so i took inspo from that talk we had haha #under read more bc this is long #you don't have to reply this got ridiculous i'm sorry

[dionysus-complex]

diss supervisor is in fact not mad at me

#she had sent a 'checking in' email about a week before the winter break #to which i had replied 'thanks for checking in and i don't have anything presentable to send r/n but hope to have something by mid-january' #she did not respond to said email and so for ~3 weeks i have been concerned. but i sent her an email yesterday with 15 pages of bib #and she replied with a very warm email saying that the bibliography looks great and we can meet next week #this has happened multiple times that i've received no response from a faculty member and assumed that i did something very very wrong #and every time it's been completely fine. so perhaps there is a lesson here #but i did not get to the dissertation writing stage of academia by not being an anxious person lmao

[leakyleaky]

words fucking mean something and lesbian means someone who does not engage romantically of sexually with men and it's the only fucking label that means that. can you freaks fucking leave lesbians alone

#me :) #just got followed by someone whos last 15 posts are them arguing with proship people (fine in theory i guess) and a really nasty post of #them replying to a lesbian saying that the label lesbian only means being attracted to women it doesnt mean you cant also go fuck men. #anyway i hope they explode 👍 #and fucking leave me alone

[janiedean]

will get to all your lovely replies asap but for now let me get down the mood with my usual

fuck but i really do hate this month and everything it represents or better the fact that each single year it gets just more miserable

#i’m sorry fuck i wish i liked christmas i do #but i haven’t felt anything close to enjoyment of the period since what was it right ten exact years #every single fucking one of them it just got MORE fucking depressing #we dont talk about covid times because god i wish i could delete them from my existence #two years ago it was just depressing af #last year for a miracle it was halfway okay and hey managed to spend one with the grandmother for once #except she died three months later and this one it will be….. meh but the rest of the month has been a total nervewreck already #but of course EVERYWHERE around you is like JOYOUS TIME EVERYONE IS HAPPY SEASON OF MAGIC #as it is i’mma have to do half of the presents in january ffs #ah right forgot today was the anniversary of the other grandmother dying #and the entire first week is anniversary of 2020 nervous wreck of doom so hey that’s all fine #yeah that happened no i had no plans to mention it good luck to me wanting to move over that specific instance ig #i just wanna stop feeling stuck in being miserable until december 26th arrives and i can hope to get my shit under control the year after #yeah sorry for the pity party i’m just not feeling great whatsoever add feeling totally useless to the list and here we are #i’mma just go catch up on replies now just god now i feel like crap bc the moment i opened the app i just vomited out negativity g r e a t #personal for ts #janie rants

[hoonclub]

i love yapping here. this blog feels like my room i just go to

#also ik ppl is free to follow and unfollow whoever and it’s like i hope it’s fine. 😭 #ik ppl indulge me with likes and very rarely replies but i hope i dont make u uncomfy. like feel free to unfollow if u dont like it

[unladielike]

UPDATES:

Updated Vivian's relationship tab to specifically include @more-than-a-princess and @xamassed (but if you would rather not have your muses featured there, feel free to tell me and I'll gladly remove them!). This, of course, is subjected to change as Vivian interacts with more muses.

The anonymous function is now temporarily off for asks because the anons I've been getting are random or have nothing to do with either Vivian/roleplaying in general (ie: 'What is [mun name I'm not familiar with]'s current blog?'/telling me about a personal blog that has reblogged one of my musings post with a screenshot of my tags, both of which while not hateful, were incredibly off-putting to me and stuff I would rather have answered privately.)

Added a 'The Caligula Effect 2' AU for Vivian's verse page and included this in the Interest Checker

Updated my rules page (but those who followed me on May 2 or after don't have to read it). Of course, they are pretty much worded the same as my rules on my multi, but the only difference is that the Personals and Shipping section is phrased differently with particular emphasis on the fact I'll be turned off from shipping with another mun if they timeskip ahead to a point where Vivian and their muse are already close friends instead of letting the slowburn develop naturally throughout the course of a few interactions, because it has happened before where a mun had jumpscared me with unexpected romance despite the fact the asks they sent were never continued into threads and our sole thread together only had two notes.

I'm also no longer gonna chase (aka follow first) muns that are blog hoppers/archivers, especially if they have issues with commitment (failing to write me a starter/answer asks I've sent them or dropping threads after only two notes).

I'm now putting my foot down and unfollowing blogs who follow me first but make no effort in interacting (whether it be through liking/replying to posts or writing with me)... but I'm not strictly mutuals only anymore, meaning I will happily refollow blogs I've unfollowed again if they actually make an effort in engaging with me.

Basically added a section for Memes, Threads, and OOC Conduct, so my partners would know what to expect from me as a partner.

#║▌ ⧼ ⸢ ʚɞ ⸣︳p̲u̲b̲l̲i̲c̲ ̲s̲e̲r̲v̲i̲c̲e̲ ̲a̲n̲n̲o̲u̲n̲c̲e̲m̲e̲n̲t̲. ⧽ ― THIS SHOULD COME WITH SUBTITLES IN REAL LIFE. #⸾ ❖︎ ⸾ ( OUT OF ) ⤹ •• 𝕗𝕒𝕟𝕗𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟. #⸾ ❖︎ ⸾ ( QUEUED ) ⤹ •• 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕓𝕣𝕒𝕣𝕪. #[ i'll be reblooping this a few times so more people see BUT IF YOU DON'T WANNA LIKE THIS POST ] #[ replying to this with a <3 to let me know you've read/skimmed through everything would be fine ] #[ but at the very least ] #[ i hope this all seems fairly reasonable cause past experiences have left me feeling very weary ] #[ ANYWAYS to those i followed recently... JUST KNOW I SEE YOU AND I INTEND ON MAKING THE FIRST MOVE EVENTUALLY ]