Anyways, before I go to bed, a reminder for anyone who might be feeling down, or going through something tough. To anyone who hasn't heard it recently enough: You're Doing Great
Even if you're going through something right now, even if you're feeling distressed, upset, angry, or hopeless about it. That's okay, and you're not failing somehow, or taking away from other people by feeling whatever you might be feeling. Just feel what you need to feel, cry if you want to, take a nap, whatever it is you need.
Then, once you're ready, once you start to feel better, then you can try to pick yourself up, brush yourself off and try and have fun, appreciate life and the world. Even if it's slow to get there. You're gonna do great, and it's okay if it's a bit messy and you keep falling down. Let downs and mistakes don't make you a bad person, they're just a part of existing. You'll get past this eventually, I believe in you
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ive been on my team for like 6 months now so i keep getting the task of explain things to people which 50% of the time i'm fine at and 50% of the time i'm completely incoherent at depending entirely on The Fog. i don't understand how i could even fix this i'm just either functional or i'm not
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I’ll try to get to all ims tomorrow! I’ve spent most of my day in bed xD
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briefly confided in my mother (mistake i never learn from) about how i am very sad that my ability to have a social life in the world is tied entirely to my sibling, who will be leaving here soon, and how i do not have any other way to get out of the house and how i do not feel i have anything besides work and despite everything that came after, including an apology for saying it, the first thing she said was “well i don’t have anything else either” which is exactly what prevented me from saying anything earlier because i knew that and i know that she is very good at going “it is what it is” about the most miserable of conditions and so would never admit to being unhappy about anything even though there is so much to be unhappy about including having to raise me to begin with, and that she also gets annoyed when others complain or are unhappy about anything because SHE does it and so why can’t everyone do it. and. well. i am pretty nervous about what this means for my life (nonexistent) going forward
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