#i amd very very very emotional

[autisticlogankin]

im silly im silly im silly im silly im silly silly silly im

#i just finished the fanfic #and uhm #i amd very very very emotional #THEY FINALLY DID IT AGVDSUKGV #im so happyu and sad and anxious and just everything' #insane #im insane #lalalaalalalsklska; #help pkease i feel sick #this hyperfix bro #chainshipping #adam faulkner stanheight #lawrence gordon #patch.txt

[crispywizardtale]

#just an appreciation post #the acting is just amazing #this was so well done #i also love the small amd soft touches #Khun Yai loves Jom so much #you could feel so many emotions in this scene #Khun Yai having a romantic confession whole Jom is panicking #Khun Yai gently caressing Jom's hands and Jom panicking #Khun Yai looking up to Jom in such a loving and gentle way and Jom panicking #this was such a beautiful scene #and his confession was truly touching and very drama like #i feel you linger in the air the series #i feel you linger in the air #nonkul chanon #bright rapheephong #yai x jom #yaijom #ifylita

[askblueandviolet]

...was that your fault?

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#lego monkie kid #lego monkie kid fanart #monkie kid #monkie kid fanart #lmk #lmk fanart #lmk mayor #monkie kid mayor #blue and violet #this man is like... somehow at the very brink of breaking down and somehow has yet to reach that point #but I hope I hope it is clear that Mayor is on the brink of exploding #their passiveness is very very bery fragile amd strained #almost non-existent #only because their grasp of their emotions is just so weak #they do not understand themselves #funny how that works because Ling liked to wear their emotions on their sleeve #Ling is familiar with themselves... kind of #and Mayor is the opposite #anyways hahahaha anon why are you victim blaming Mayor #not that I don't like that #I actually find this hilarious #the spiral of self blaming... the bargaining aspect of grief... I really should have written more about that before we got up to this point #oh well it does not matter #because Mayor still has plenty of time after this to blame themselves for everything that happened in the series itself

[giulia-liddell]

And for this evening's relaxed family chat we have

- you better start doing something with your life

- if you don't pass all the exams in September you'll have to leave Uni

- no excuses anymore, when I am at work I can't say "sorry I'm tired" so neither can you in your personal life

This surely won't have lasting effects on my anxiety and stress levels

#I don't know you but if I say that I'm failing at something because of the pressure I sure expect my family to pressure me more! #that's exactly what I need right now! #plus rant full of very strong language on how my room sucks and my idea of tidying up is not good enough #amd other very nice and loving stuff #you can still go out with your friends :-) but no excuses :-) #random #personal #oh yeah I also need to stop my pity party #because gods forbid I feel down the day after I failed an exam that's clearly a sign I'm being childish and badly handling my emotions #maybe just maybe I'm feeling down because I'm being told my mom wanted to tell to leave Uni right after the exam I failed

[boyruggeroii]

And on the left you can see me screwing myself over

#literally until an hour ago #but mostly metaphorically #amd also feeling An Emotion #or maybe Two Emotions #personal #I think I know what they are but ugh #I've been wanting to cry for the past two months - which is very unusual for me - but I can't - which is usual for me but still sucks #tbd

[eve-nightengale]

It's such a strange and wonderful thing getting older. I didn't think I was gonna make it past 18 or 20 or 25. I'm 30 now and not only am I still here but I wanna be. I want to grow old with so many of you. I wanna have stories to tell and i want to hear others stories in return. I want to witness those careers and art and life. I want it so bad it hurts sometimes and every now then it just hits me and I'm in tears because I am so fucking lucky and so grateful for it all.

#katie august kirsten jolly creamy xev eli and more i love you all very much #pronanly more im weepy and emotional about this right nowband thats never been my best thikkijg state #amd my brain is full of holes on my best day

[nonaonann]

Is it or is it not a normal and common experience to be so overwhelmed with emotion over another person---another human's work---because you know the passion, the hours, the love, the effort that went in to create something so beautiful and profound, even if it is mundane or niche, that it draws other people---people who may not share their's passion as deeply or have only started to dip their toes into the topic someone is presenting with their work---and makes them feel their own emotions, or see their own passion reflected back, or see how another person can feel so much about a topic they create something someone else can love so much, and learn from, and then create something of their own because of how moved they are?

#the way humans are so interconnected and everything #the way we feel passion and love and do stuff about it because we cant simply contain it #the way we have to create and love it or love the creations of others so deeply we discuss it decades later #the way the creations of humans effect other humans #the way humans exist flawed amd asymmetrical and unique yet similar #i love humans #i know its like bro ur a human too #but its just yeah #i love humans and their complexity and how we find meaning and symbolism in what could be the most mundane or intricate of things #i understand this may not be normal and or common #but theres no way this is an original experience right? #i know im a very emotional person and feel things to such a huge extent but yeah #how do i even tag this beyond giving extra commentary #writing #? #being human #humankind #the thing to make me finally make this post was because i reading a book about birds and birdwatching and #The Backyard Birdwatcher's Bible #first published in the United Kingdom in 2020 by William Collins #< an imprint of HarperCollinsPublishers #published in North America in 2020 by Abrams #<an imprint of ABRAMS #ive finnaly figured out the words to describe the things i talked about in this post and earlier tags #thus most recently feeling it rn caused this post #birds #fanfic #yes this applies to fanfic too

[love-laugh-daydreamarevolt]

Sit down you say

Keep quite you plead

You who have always told me my mind is beautiful

the soul of a fighter

And you know what the funny part is

I don't much care about the fight

than I care about you standing with me during it

They didn't let me down,You did.

#Im just feeling very emotional amd frus #i I don't even know if this can be tagged poetry #raw emotion i guess #poetry #Im so mad #what better way to channel sad rage than to post it on tumblr

[enygma]

riddler relates to batman in many ways: they're both obsessive, they both have a certain kind of loneliness, both are incredibly smart. batman truly is his intellectual equal, the only one who can understand him, but there's a part of eddie that wants to prove that he's the best and brightest while simultaneously wanting to impress him, to finally earn recognition from his peers and BE SEEN as the genius that he is.

to have that come from batman would mean a lot more than what some people believe, he's the one person who can challenge eddie and push him to be better at his craft.

crime has never been about the money or violence, it's about the art of it, the thrill of it, it's ultimately about the game between the two of them.

#This particularly isn't about riddlebat i swear!! #Eddie has a very complicated set of an emotions and says a lot of things he foesnt actually mean #at the end of the day he doesnt want bruce dead just defeated #？ ː / 𝐨𝐮𝐭 › simp me this . #dc put out a movie this year about how without batman there would be no riddler #which lonely city amd batman beyond proves that #if batman dies eddie will quietly retire crime isnt worth it without him

[parkinglothater]

Had an open and honest conversation with my boyfriend wow maybe I don't have to kill myself

#stfu renee #renee rambles in the tags #i still feel like im dying #in a way i am #but its easier to be hopeful when i dont think im dying and my relationship is ending #he has showed incredible like want and capacity for change #amd i want to change too #and i want to stop focusing on how different we are from each other #elliots tarot was right ive been way in my own head recently and it has decimated pretty much all of my ralationships #but i am capable of working thru it #without weed even! i stayed sober for this entire converstion #i cld probably stay sober and fall asleep !! but i am in so much pain like physically as well #but im very proud of myself for facing my emotions head on #and for communicating them in a mature way #well #it took 3 days #for it to be mature communication #next time i will take care of myself better so i treat the people around me better #journal about it much more first #anyways

[flowerwithdepression]

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#yes I am angry!!!! #Im always angry! #not at the same thing #and maybe not at you when Im taking to you #but there hasn't been a moment that I haven't felt extremely frustrated amd angry #In a very long time #I just don't know how to control these emotions #so I bottle them and push them down #'you should talk to someone about this!' I would. If there were any other comments other than 'well you're just emotional'. #I want to punch through a wall #What the fuck is going on #someone?

[ponderosapineneedles]

...

#ok realizing how deeply traumatized my father is #ive never known him when he was not an orphan #and emotionally withdrawn #that was just synonymous with fatherhood #i pity him deeply #but now thinking kf how many guns he owns #and how manipulative he was #at the beginning if covid when he qanted me to stay #and when he tried to keepme from leaving in conjunctiln with my brother #and my mom helped me get out #i can never trust him to act rationally when it comes to familt #he has not made any attempt to deal with his emotions in his life except maybe (?) religion #i am onlg now realizing how narrow of an escape i made #especially how i can be #kind of... #nlt very smart amd easy ro sway

[notfullyfunctional]

god i used to be so stoic this is so humiliating what happened

#some little bullshit conflict w my coworker that i knew i was in the right abt and was fucking pissed in my head #and he brings it to the boss #amd shes standing there talking to me telling me all the stuff that i knew #basically taht i wasnt doing jack shit wrong #and im like visibly having a mental breakdown for no reason #and she very clearly notices #and its just sooo fucking embarrassing why am i so incapable of keeping my shit together #at least if i git fired or smth i wouldve had smth to be upset abt but she was just like #nah this is stupid and you're doing your job exactly how you were told to and im on the verge of tears for no goddamn reason #i wasnt even upset at that point #ig ik why tho its not exactly the mystery im portraying it as #i cannot handle not being Perfect let alone having anyone have a genuine issue w me #i cannot handle being yelled at #and i have. no fucking emotional regulation. #its just all truly revolting i hate it #i can be upset all i want but why does it have to be on display for everyone in the room all the time #what happened to the massive wall i used to have where no one had any clue what i was feeling #no but it occurs to me that any complaint abt me immediately makes me think i have no worth as a human being and thats probably bad #i probably should not think that whether i deserve to exist hinges on shit like this #but it does actually and my failure to be pure perfection at all times means that i deserve the worst life has to offer <3 #now if youll excuse me ill be shooting myself now

[barrymccaulkinem]

yall should read about rational emotive behavioral therapy thats what worked on me

#i know i have exactly no shit together but i handle my emotions very well #i would be great if i could have a place to live and a way to manage adhd amd a world that wasnt on fire

[mydemonsdrivealimo]

What is your character's trigger point? What makes them angry, sad or makes them go off?

— for my darling Jensen! ✨

ah hello and ty!! it's always nice to see you in my inbox <3

9. What is your character's trigger point? What makes them angry, sad or makes them go off?

jensen has a pretty tight hold over his emotions, but people questioning him always gets to him faster than anything else. he's never really been trusted to have any responsibility, and has always been questioned or doubted whenever he had anything significant to add. his track record through school (and socially) was never the greatest even though he was always a smart, independent kid. when he becomes a doctor, and a damn good one at that, he was finally was seen as a real person with real, valuable insights. people like ethan and mr platt, that one pita patient, who constantly assume he's incompetent get under his skin very quickly, and though it takes a bit of pushing, eventually he will get upset and go off on them

also, people who can't pull their own weight. jensen has worked his ass off to get where he is, has done everything on his own for as long as he can remember, and if others aren't willing to do the same thing they need to get tf out of his way. he has no tolerance for people who can't put in the work, and, though he will go off and call them out for their bs, he always gives them a chance to prove that they're trying (because he was never given the same courtesy). for example, when ethan was throwing a fit about the whole bloom issue, jensen gave him one nice chance to reconsider before he pretty much tore into him and made him walk his ass back in there and get to work

#ty i love this one!!! #especially for jensen because he doesn't get upset or angry often #he never really was in an environment where he mattered #amd showing emotion was just a bother rather than being taken seriously #so he's very very particular about when and where he chooses to express any strong emotions #even good ones #he is slowly working through that in therapy and bryce is a big help too #but especially with work i don't think he'll ever approach it 'normally' #(he was very much so rasied as in a 'boys don't cry' environment so take that how you will) #jensen valentine #asks answers #open heart mc

[timeisacephalopod]

People who say shit like "positive vibes only" are such a red flag to me because they expect you to be happy all the time regardless of circumstance or subject and like breh I'm not 'negative' for discussing sociopolitical issues that do in fact have roots in systemic violence that's just how the world works and your positive vibes ass prefers toxic positivity to reality. The mentality that you're either happy all the time about everything or you have 'negative' vibes is not just utterly braindead, it also often seems to serve the purpose of protecting the person who has that mentality from basically any negative reaction to their privilege, or even if it's not an ism thing that 'positive vibes only' attitude seems to be a way to avoid any discussion at all of the consequences of that person's actions. Can't do that, it's ~negative~ rather than like. A normal function of being alive, experiencing and sometimes causing negative emotions.

#winters ramblings #seriously every positive vibes only person is put off by my passion for social justice amd like ??? #how the fuck do you think I have the worse vibes when you cant even admit something besides deliriously happy exists??!? #im living in reality and reality means negative emotions exist and theyre not BAD to experience either #nor is my passion for social justive 'negativity' OR anger like these people seem to think #like sorry youre too up your positice vibes ass to know passion when you see it that sounds like a really sad life tbh #like i know im VERY passionate andthat can freak people out but like positive vibes people are the worst #talk about anything but shitting rainbows and sunshine and theyre there to remind you CultThink isnt on #so tirn up the positive vibes by ignoring any and all realities and also pretending negative emotions dont exist #im sure this will have no psychological consequences for you at all