#i cqnt be normal

[junityy]

who else is literally deranged

#sir i want you so bad #WHO LOOKS LIKE THIS #face economy #i cqnt be normal #liz ted talks ✩彡

[pikslasrce]

#pierrot the clown comes on shuffle i go insane the song ends and then im normal again except im not now i cqnt stop thinking abt it #placebo

[beforeyougo-turnthebiglightoff]

i dont like how many pop culture references matty healy understands it genuinely scares me

#half the time its like just normal regular person typing #but im soo used to celebrities typing like really professional and all “Guys. Thank you so much for all the love 🥺 We love you guys so much #and we hope you love the new album just as much as I did when I was making it 😉 Lots of love 🥺🥰“ #BUT HIM. WHY DOES HE KNOW WHAT BRUH MEANS. WHY DOES HE KNOW HOW TO BE SARCASTIC. LIKE #no omfg its so NORMAL i cant do this i cqnt explain it #like why do you know how to use :) and ❤️ ironically STOP. IT. #fucking terrifies me im so srs #blah blah! #matty healy #the 1975

[alavenderhazeamysteriousway]

HELPPP I TOLD SOMEONE AT SCHOOL TODAY I WOULD BRING SOMETHING IN BUT THEN I FORGOT?? I SPENT 15 MINUTES IN THE CAR THINKING BACK TO OUR CONVO BUT I HAVE THE WORST MEMORY EVER WHAT THE HELL DID I SAY I WOULD BRING IN TOMORRKW WHAT DID I SAYYYYYYYYY

#IT WASNT EVEN ANYTHING NORMAL LIKE ILL BRING IN FOOD OR WORKSHEETS I THINK #I CQNT FIGURE IT OUT AND ITS BUGGING ME SOOO MUCH

[officialbillhader]

There is no childhood me without childhood you

#awesomepie3221 #i cqnt think abt my childhood best friend normally #i swore i was gonna marry him someday! then i realized my dad got a job across the country

[danrifics]

RETIRED PHANNIE FROM 2016 HERE AGAIN FROM THE PREVIOUS ASK. I THINK I MIGHTVE JUST HAD A HWART ATTACK. THE SECOND I SAW THE PINOF SCENE I COVERED THE SCREEN W MYBHAND BC I CQNT WATCH IT AND THEN. HI HELLO IS THIS THING WORKING AM I STILL ALIVE. IM 24 I SWEAR IM NORMAL

babe.... i think maybe its time to come out of retirement

[neims-skeleton-obsession]

oncne again i akm in a State but i skim read all of skug 1 ladt nights becuase i was looking fro one specific qyotr for. rwaosns. but like. mY GOD skug was awkatward with steph/val like he sorta "oh hwow llook at the time. gootaa go. enjoy the tae and near death experirence"

YOU CANY JUDT. S K U L D U G G E R Y P L E A S E i get he probably isnt greta eith kids onsidrring ehat hspprned to his but like. my boy my man you cqnt just,. you little shit. also?? like actual quote: val (steph): How was the torture? Was it bad? skug: It was fun. MY MMMAN. MNNO. pleasre osmeone comfort hthis man. like when does he ever get ac ahnce to procesd being ffuckinf tortured??? he. he ahss to just move on. normally for val's benisift. ow :[ but readinf that all in abotu 4 hours was. somehting. would recocmend. i am full of feelings and nostalgia

#skulduggery pleasant #rambles #valkyrie cain #i feelf so baf gor this man #gonna go fuckign #cry #im jopking #but like #:[ #readign this and actually paygni attentiifn to how skug acts #with all we kniw now #is so fuckifn painful #hhghghghtjghr #so many feelings #i am delirious #currenty #so enoyj these overly emotional thogyghts #whislt i sit here and dissociatr #i love him really #stupid skeleton #googd lorf this is a lot of tags #sorry lmao

[piereoglyphics]

HIHIHI okaybso. There are probably “normal” questions to ask about OCs but. I am not conforming to them (read as i cant think/find anything deemed normal) SO: todays victim is COR!!

Does he sink or float? (can they swim)

Cor cqnt take off the giant sock they have around their neck(Cor's scarf) so he doesnt do amazingly in water. Nearly drowned one time.

After the merge Ive had hybrids have a chance to be more "hybrid" or have one of their sides grow (in this case, Cor's Oni side) And Cor gains more traits from said side. Including the ability to turn the scarf arms back into another set of arms, as they are originally supposed to be- so the issue of sinking wouldnt be a problem-

Cor just has to learn how to swim.

#glyphs silly asks #oc asks

[onlyjellyillputinmybelly]

I honestly do not appreciate sports bras with complicated straps

#like if i cqnt put it on with my eyes closed then were gonna have a problem #why do you think im not wearing a normal one anyway???? #bitch???

[batz]

oof ouch

#body hurts. coughed up gross old vlood this morning (probs from broken scar tissue since i have been coughing a lot) my #chest is hurting like hell AND my right ear is in searing pain and my hearing is wavering in an out from it. #im calling my doctor tomorrow and hopefully i can get in f a st. get an appointment that day preferably. altho most likely not #im panicking as well.not bc of that but its certainly adding to it. #is it normal to not recognize people youve known for years? not know their faces and notr trust thrm?? like i knkw that i know them. #i know that i knlw them. but some part of me doesnt recognize them. #im so scared that theyve been replaced by someone or something and im worried #i try telling myself that its Okay and Nothing Changed and thst im just Crazy but i feel like maybe things are different. #maybe peoples faces Are just clay. #and maybe things aren't linear and maybe there IS no outside #but there is in the sense that like.there is? #i cqnt explain this shit and im so worried. #and now my head hurts alongside my ear and chest #frank.txt #i domt know #blood m #ask to tag

[that-one-violist]

the permanence is just now kicking in

i literally will just be walking to class and its "oh fuck im never going to hear her laugh" or ill br playing my instrument and uts "yeah fix that C#... remember how permanent death is?? yeah... wow that sucks doesnt it??? guess youll never be able to see her face on google duo after a livestreamed performance of you ever again and how proud shed be.. what a shame" and all i can do is just cry ?

like im fine and dandy and then the next it just hits like a fucking train and it feels like i just got the news for the first timr all over again except theres no shock its only pure pain emptiness and darkness for like a minute and only to be left with the empty feeling of being lost for a long time after.

i swear to god im gonna end up just tearing up in lessons over literally nothing other than my own stupid thoughts and out of fucking no where because j cqnt control it it just hits sometimes and my professor is gonna be like "wtf"

i definitely started going back to classes too early but i also cannot stay in my house and walk past that bedroom or photo wall several times a day anymore i cant do it. i also cant fall behind because idk maybe im tryna not be aha treshTM

my mom would slap me upside the head for this shit and ik she wouldnt want me to think this way but but she isnt here to do that anymore and honestly i have no control over my emotions except managing to hold back tears so i dont have to be (that) person who isnt mature enough to just be normal in public so honestly yikes

#personal

[terminally-karkalicious]

WHY CQNT I GET OUT.OF SCHOOL AT A NORMAL TIME LIKE A NORMAL.PERSON!!!!!!!!!!

#I HATE UT HERE #ranboo my beloved im coming 4.u jist wait

[skythehooman-reblogs]

oh god

i made my jjba sona X"D

iT'S CRINGY OH GOD

=^>

idk how her stand is gonna be but i can't decide which one it's gonna be... there's The Doll and another stand idk how to call or how their appearance is but i have an idea on their powers TwT

The Doll (oH THE CRINGE-). The Doll is just like a normal doll / voodoo doll in appearance, only stand users can see it when she uses it (unlike the guy's mannequin stand in part 4)

The Doll (any name suggestions? XD) has a zipper on its chest where she has to put something that belongs to the person she is targeting. once she puts something in, The Doll will transform to the person the object belongs to (i hope my english didn't fail here) as a plushie.

then boom! =D every action that she does to The Doll will be repeated to the real person C:

when she gets in a fight and The Doll isn't tranformed to any person, obviously she's gonna be the one to be hurted :3

also, when in a fight and The Doll is transformed in someone, only she can use it to hurt the person, but if she happens to drop The Doll and another stand user uses it, the person that is going to be hurt is her and not the person The Doll is tranformed into.

yyyyeahhhhhhh-

uhhhh. any questions? XD

#jjba #jjba oc #sky #OH GOD I CQNT EXPLAIN LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN BEING WTH #=^>

[kyandice]

CANDICE EDIT THIS UGLY SHIT WHEN U HAVE THE FUCKING TIME

this is an ugly unedited one it has been in my drafts for like 2 months already. so whatever i just posting it. ill edit it if i have the time. thins is is i actually edited half way and MY FUCKING COMPUTER FUCKING CRASHED SO I GAVE UP  and yeahhh ill just post this ugly unedited one and ill edit it again WITH PROPER ENGLISH WHEN I HAVE THE TIME. idk i just cqnt see stuff in my drafts i just havre to post it and yewah wtf.

this unedu=ited stuff is just me writing key poiunts about my day and not like urghhhhhhh i hate this commmmmm. normally i would describe more but i dont want it in my drafts anymore so ill edit it when im free OKAYYYY.

1/3 

Hahahahahah lmao this was the date when i got tgt with K 3 years ago.(omg i still rmb, but tbh its nth special i just rmb useless stuff pretty well)  Never wanted to date a guy again even i with crushes back in sec sch. but anyways, today i went to Sentosa w/ B and he seemed to really like the artificial fiels alot but it was like in the afternoon so it was still kinda hot and yeahhhh. Like it would be much nicer at night. There will be like alot of stars and fireworks too and it will be more windy and cooling idk but it will be nicer at night and i want to spend the night w/ B there again. Oh yeah anyways ystd B bought me the batgirl lego keychain and B told me that batgirl had sex with batman and im shoooked.

2/3 and like today we planned to go to his house anddd then go to parkway parade to some lego secret chambers shop. i went out early cuz my junior wanted to pass me her lego characs but she couldnt make it so i was alr at bishan so i just went to tpy and wait for bryan o wake and meet me so i called him at 11am but he woke up and shouted at me so i just like nvmmmm so i went to the library and went window shopping around tpy and i also went popular 1pm i didnt want to call him up but i was like ugh nvm and called him.. and yay he finaally woke up wna read tuesday with morrie, all the fifty shades of grey and in grey's pov n miss peregrine's home for peculiar children but we still went to parkway parade anyays and he asked me to watch letters from iwo jima so i watched it at night and bryan wanted to watch the breakup list on toggle but it kept playing ads and it just wouldnt play the video so b got alittle pissed 3/3 logan, training (our 8th movie)

4/3 finishing crocheting my first thinggg the bear thing shoud i give it to bryan would he want it so today b was vvvv kinda excited this video thing with ck and cez and im like vvv happy for him cuz he can do smthing he rlly likes with cool n funny ffriends. also he said that he didnt want us to go public at first cuz he was afraid that ppl might tease us he said he was afraid i might be ffrustrated but tbh i was hella frustaratred i dont see the point of hiding our rship but im glad werre like opene now and so at night i went to ikea and b messaged me but i was busyt walking and i didnt recieve his msg but i didnt like lock my phone so it was read. but like it was in my pockets and like my mom doesnt allow me to play my phine whenever im walking but yeah anyways b was angry hat i didnt reply him. we sorta quarreled awhile but we were kinda okay after that i guess. wtf sia today midnight i have to distribute stuff to the homeless ppl in bugis and i was wearing a short paanyts and my mom tied this weird looking scarf i swear i look like some carzy hobo youngster wtf.

5&6/3 sneaked out of house, slept over at his house and after that i went to tpy first while he showers, ate and went home early to pack for camp stuff wna stay over at his house again it was fun we tried to watch moanna but was kinda sleepy

7/3 day 1 of camp. slept with b outised tgt

8/3 day 2 of camp (-met javier and sihui -every camps i go i get very angry -shoulder, water balloon) larn cpr and aed the skit thing worst grp ever

9/3 day 3 of camp water activities we won

10/3 tkd training

11/3

-wtf nxt week go msia (wanted to go work) -quarreled with bteh. cuz i cant go out but he wants me to go out -yyour suffering defines you without it yore a void -japan and korea with bryan -my parents -i want more lego charac -money - i cant wait for tmr for ilighhtsss i want to take like alooot pictures tgt with bryannnn styled hair -nicole choo idk why im still so insecure like i know pretty clearly that im decent looking. decent looking enough to make friends, have a job and not get ostracised in society. and well if you arent good looking enough you'll be made fun off/ostracised in society and thats how humans work. and now everywhere you see are pretty girls and how can any girls feel not insecure. Okay, i have a flat and fat nose. i want to have a sharper and thinner nose like michelle. i have pretty small boobs and i want boobs like naomi. my shoulders are too wide from playing softball, i want a smaller width shoulders like grace. my tummy isnt flat i want a flat tummy. and thing is those are pretty famous girls in like sg and im not even talking abt kim kard or emma wats or like jennifer lawr. omg i dont even know where im going with this im just literally typing all my thoughts down. okay and the boys here???? they all follow those people and im pretty sure they compare them over the normal girls in sch. omg what am i even talking abt. i feel silly even typing this out. but okay if your beauty standards doesnt reach like the norm in society you srsly wouldnt have friends. unless youre realllll rich or your sense of humor is rlly rlly great.

12/3 didnt quarrel but we  were obv upset with each other it was a fun day tho when to see i lights took alot pictures ate llaollao no money

20/3 best s ever went home after it bteh gg aunts house today

his flight will be tmr 21/22 job interview got the job bryaan in flight abt cosplay how i dont have frinds

25/03 bryan found my private twitter accnt                                    bteh tole me abt a girl he liked when he was in korea idk if anyone realised but ive got a really really really bad habit. its weird really. but its a thing ive been doing since young and i never talked to anyone about it before. so actually, when im nervous, or stressed out, or just couldnt take my mind off smthing, i would like start peeling or plucking my nails. okay many people do this but, i ahve a weirder one andddd omg i think i will regret saying this. So actually, i pluck i my hair when im nervous, stressed out or just thinking abt smthing i cant ignore. so back in primary 4 i was doing this math practice paper and i couldnt do any those 6marks big problem sums and i was fking stressed out. and well my habit of plucking my own hair started really really young. and at P4 my mom saw me crying

26 toc competition firdst fight win second fight lose how i dont wna fight nationals cuz my weight cat all got national player lose my chance to win gold cant even get silver r came today

29/ power rangers

30 wanted to go coney island with rapheal and jill and bryan but it rained so we went to lan and gamed without jill bryan pushed me and i banged into someone in the end see museums some forest thing the ligths vvv pretyy

28/hotel

31/ hotel went to work after that talk about work made bryan that key chain clp diner and dance

1/4 learn bst bts for club crawl played boomberang didnt workkk aot is out!!!!!!

2/4 today i need to go mountbatten cc to practice my poomsae my poomsae lousy i dont think i can pass at first try anyways president of stf is milan quey idk if i spelt his name properly but yeah. before that ate yellow sub with B will nvr eat there again portion is small yet expensive and food isint so nice at all but since i get to eat with b im vvvv gladdd

3/4 today i went early to B's house. after that met up with madeline and shirlyn to watch boss baby and the movie was quite nice i thought i wouldnt like it and then we ate pepper lunch and omg osaka is a vvv small place like shirlyn went evrywhere i visited like a a year ago

4/4 AND I WOKE UP WITH BTEH lose his doibok and he couldnt find it my maid threathened to take a mail for my mom cuz she lazy walk and she wants me to do it but i was late

5/4 there was demo training we played table tennis for awhile and bteh is good at it, ok maybe its just that i suck at it but yea theres was fmo so we slacked at tg until demo tng started so at night he said hes tired but idk that he wanted to sleep soon and he was like stop it and i was like stop wat but he ttly just shut me off and then i got pissed cuz i would nvr do that to him

6/4 i had to meet herman but like after meeting him timetable i realised i forget to bring my wallet somethimes im torn in beteen like just not gg out with bteh cuz i have no money to eat or spend his money again he keeps saying its okay but its really not okay im just not comfortable like someone spending so much on me i owe money so he told me his specs broke ttly

One of the things dreams do for us is prepare us for worse case scenario. The dream that is closest to reality about a loved one leaving us prepares the mind for the pain that can be inflicted upon us. It creates a probability. That means it could happen, it means it’s a fear you have, and being such your mind protects your psyche in a way to allow you to feel the emotions of the event, even though the event never occurred.

13 reasons why felt like  th main charac like back in sec sch all i wanted was just to finish my olevels and go to poly so i can be a whole new person. someone who i wanted to be withouht anyone laughing at me

1au away from sol 1au measurement unit like light or smthing sol is latin from sun porbbaly it