#i didn’t know who to tag 😭

[daisychainsandbowties]

any avatrice recs :)))) have already read all your fics and now i am depression (genuinely daydream abt ur star wars au daily)

i could hype each of these fics individually but basically if it’s here i think it’s incredible and you have to read it 💖💖🥰

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the sweetest taboo// 1930s au &

i know now what no angel knows// fallen angel au by @dumpsterfireofsubtext

indy au part 1 & part 2// or, ava peels an orange & makes me feel insane 🫠🫠🫠 by @estherthenormal

lemon drop boy// t boy ava au

lazarus woke with a kiss// scp/ lab rat ava au &

how to stitch holes in the sky// dragon age au, all by @the-darkness-does-not-bargain

teach me to love (as you have loved me)// this is. yeah. this is beautiful. newbea au by @birgittesilverbae (💖💖 ily)

beyond our space and starlight// eldritch au by @thistleation

escape attempt number whatever thousand, some hundred and four, probably// hades au by @foulbearobservation

do a flip// aikido gfs au by @sunsafewriting

if saints and angels spoke of love// (bea is a math teacher & ava’s basically the guy from dead poets society) by @mermaidandthedrunks

choose the devil i know (over the heaven i don’t)// firefighter au by @sapphicstacks

leave the light on (i’ll find my way home)// lighthouse au by @snowandwolves

on the run from a losing game// chef au by @fiddleabout

this must be the place// lumberjack au by @littledata

love thy neighbour// my fav roommates au. pokemon strap-on fic 😌🙏

turning sun into sugar, spinning straw into gold// pnw au by @gohandinhand

the world is just an illusion (trying to change you)// roadtrip au, &

a lover, or something of mine// reincarnation au by @smokestarrules

who needs comfortable love// sentient halo au by @the-ominous-owl

this celestial glow is blinding// firewatch au

the thought of high windows// 60s au

pull back the curtains for venus// alien bea au &

of greater marvels yet to be// fleabag au, all by @seabiscuits-us

#warrior nun #avatrice #i probably missed some i love i just went through my ao3 bookmarks & sometimes i’m so gay about the fic i forget 😭😭 to press the button #others i might just have not read 🥺 i only recced ones i’ve actually read but i have a ton left to get to #but yeah 🥰🥰 enjoy i hope you find some new stuff in here #fic rec! #anon #uhhh if i didn’t tag someone blog it’s bc i don’t know who they are 🫠

[mxtxfanatic]

Fandom Gripe #23: I know that fandom is in some deep denial about its treatment of female characters that are canonically involved with fan favorite m/m ships, but do y’all realize that when you disappear female characters from the narrative wholesale to push the idea that your canonically straight fav was “secretly gay all along!” you’re making several bad implications? That 1) bi men don’t exist, 2) bi men do exist, but those who have genuinely loved a woman before cannot genuinely love a man after that (therefore bi men don’t exist in practice), 3) women cannot inspire genuine love and devotion in men, therefore any relationship with a woman is “lesser” than the one they later have a man (see previous parenthesis), or 4) to acknowledge the existence of a lovable woman who isn’t a terrible person, where if a relationship previously existed, it did not end because of “incompatibility,” is enough to destabilize the present relationship between two queer men?

Because why is the tgcf fandom allergic to acknowledging that He Xuan had a whole ass fiancée that he loved? Why does no one ever seem to remember that the kidnappings and murders of He Xuan’s sister and fiancée were the final straws that sent him on his rampage, and he still keeps a shrine to them in the present-day of the story? Why is her entire existence and significance to He Xuan as a man, character, and to his character arc disappeared in favor of pushing Shi Qingxuan—the brother of the man responsible for his fiancée’s death—into that same role, as if to say that her impact on He Xuan is significant... just not when it's from her? Why does He Xuan’s life in fandom essentially begin not just after her death but because of it?

#tgcf #human gripes at fandom #anyways these are rhetorical questions because I already know the answer #i just absolutely hate it #why do y’all hate female characters so badly 😭 #especially when they ‘get in the way’ of m/m ships? #mxtx shows that woman more respect in the book than fandom does outside of it #and she didn’t even give that character a name! #simply embarrassing #i could have also talked about jgy here #but let’s be real: that man never loved qin su (or anyone) #so i did not want to include him when discussing people who are *actually* capable of unconditionally loving others #but anyways #mdzs fandom sure loves to either disappear qin su #or act as if she’s the one responsible for why their precious ‘meng yao’ can’t just hop into bed with his bros #you know? the one he killed and the one he used as an accomplice in his murder? those bros? that he so obviously loved with sincerity? #at least moreso than he could ever love a *woman* amiright? #(for legal purposes that last tag was a joke) #i also really hate the implication that he xuan had no life before shi wudu ruined it #that in fact shi wudu made his life 'better' by tying him to shi qingxuan #the romanticization of shi wudu's actions to make way for a ship is... a Choice

[drenched-in-sunlight]

i like ghostflower (hell I draw fanarts for them) but I’ve decided I like the version of them in my head more and will just stay away from the fandom in general cuz I’ve seen some discussion and they just make me go “what on earth are y’all on” 💀💀💀💀

#“miles will immediately forgive gwen when he sees she’s gathered a whole team to save him WHAT #he’ll save himself first then befriend Miles G. and Miles G. will start hissing like the cats when that team comes and Miles looks upset #like I firmly believe miles will only talk to Hobie and Margo after all that cuz they r the two that stand by his side thru whole that #like that take is so insane when Hobie is the reason Miles can run away in the first place and Margo risks everything to allow Miles leaving #AND HE KNOWS #u don’t even need a scale to see who Miles will associate with safety and protection more after atsv #also “miles keep getting up after he’s beaten down cuz that what Gwen told him to do in itsv is ALSO insane cuz WHAT #the thing she said when she and others were berating and crowding Miles for not knowing how to be Spider-Man just FEW DAYS after he’s bitten #?????? #THAT THING???? #not his mom’s words or his uncle’s or idk THAT’S HOW HE IS??? #*walk in the tag* *walk out immediately* #u don’t have to make them the only person in each other’s life to prop the ship up especially in this case cuz it makes no sense 😭 #actually the first point srl piss me off cuz that team was only possible in the first place cuz of Hobie and Margo and Miles laying #the groundwork by just being a sweetheart he is #charming and inspiring ppl so ofc these kids will rally behind him and team up to save him #ykno LIKE IN THE COMIC TOO??? #ppl just have to take the only thing I don’t like in the movie (miles suddenly obsessed over Gwen when they didn’t even interact that much #in itsv) and magnify it x100 in fandom #if she ain’t a gremlin girl that is trying her best to regain Miles’ trust but it’s a slow process and Miles needs space and time first then #I don’t want it

[spellbooking]

RULES: post 5 songs associated with your OCs and four outfits they’d wear or their style

tagged by @sunites ❤️ for Othello

- Ptolmaea by Ethel Cain

- Parting Glass by Emily Kinney and Lauren Cohan

- I Didn’t Ask For This by Beth Crowley

- Eyes Open by Taylor Swift

- Only Love Can Save Me Now by The Pretty Reckless

tagging @arduath @rosenfey @deimcs @vspin

#tag games #tay.txt #I just think Othello would have the most versatile style #this was fun! #I love my boy so much #I didn’t know who to tag #and I did this on mobile so I couldn’t look 😭

[ca-3]

that silly makoharu comic i made popping off here immediately too, is proof funny/relatable art is once again more likely to be more popular...

#not saying this to be ungrateful or anything im glad ppl like it #but once again seeing 'i dont go here but this is funny' tags/comments again so I know for a fact it just speaks to ppl outside the fandom #so I can't help but be slightly bitter something I didn’t put nearly as much effort into gets way more attention so easily 😭💔 #ca3 says #text #p5 makoharu W at least even if ppl dont know who they are #it got 33k on twitter so fast and there were some ppl saying they didnt know who they were #so i think im not exaggerating

[avatardoggo]

when you meet a Guy and he is 99.9% perfection but the Holy Spirit says no

#i don’t like like guys often (my last crush was high school) so when i do i just 😳 get a lil fluttered #soo when i met this guy the first time i was like o he’s cute and sweet and just easy to talk to and i was like if i allowed myself j could #let myself like him but then i didn’t see him for a while kinda forgot about him one of my friends is close with him so id see him on his i #story a lot this summer and it was like oh ya he’s cute whatever #but last saturday i saw his at this lil party and omgoodness he’s so cute in person #and GUYS!! MUTUALS MY BELOVED 😭🥹🫠🤭😫 HE TAUGHT ME HKW TO PLAY POOL AND HE WAS TOUCHING MY HAND AKSKDKJDKDKFKFJJFJFF #and there was a lot of casual touching and stuff omgoodness and he was buying everyone soda and stuff and he smelt sooo good #and tHEN AT THE END OF THE NIGHT I GAVE HIM MY SNAP #but then i was praying when i got home before bed and was talking to the Holy Spirit and He was like you could have a relationship w/ this #person and everything would be great physically and emotionally but you will suffer spirtiually and then i started thinking about the progr #ss i've made this summer w/ my relationship w/ God and ya it's definitely not worth it i wouldn't trade Jesus for anything or one #soo now i have to kill the streak i have with him on snap bc it's just not wise to be talking back and forth yk? and if God says so i gotta #do it #ig it's hard cause it's nice being liked liking someone who likes you but God knows better than me soooooo pay ya girl listens and has #and i was talking to my friend who knows him better than me and she was like ya he's such a sweet kind funny guy but he doesn't have a rela #ionship w/ God as far as she knows sooo #the strength to withstand 😭 #vk overshares in the tags

[httpiastri]

this is so unrelated to racing but i’ve been having chest pains when deadlifting (and in some other exercises too) recently, so ofc i went to google it and…..

please???? why

(medical side of tumblr, if there even is a such thing, please help me find why i’m having this because it sucks 😭)

#i hate google #not that i think i’m having mini heart attacks but #didn’t need to know that that was a possibility 😭 #idk what to tag this to make it reach someone who knows anything?? #hoping i have followers who know medical stuff #medical tumblr #weightlifting #doctors #help me doctors of tumblr #it’s not my usual anxiety chest pains…. it’s more like throbbing #idk the English terms but it hits hard and then stays for a lil while and eventually kinda disappears #physiotherapy #rehab #help

[promiscuousasexual]

lord, lola lovinfosse liking islamophobic comments while in dubai and wearing our cultural clothing💀 f1 academy is going to be interesting

#she’s a zionist so obviously she’s racist and islamophobic #but i just didn’t think she would be so obvious with it😭 #like at least PRETEND you’re a decent person #i hope amna and hamda wipe the floor with you you vile piece of shit #f1 academy #lola lovinfosse #tagging her because anyone who likes her should know how awful she is #charlotte tilbury #rodin motorsport #rodin carlin

[scionshtola]

man h*rmes really just. did not have the tools to help m*teion properly process all that despair. and how could he! no one else had them (the flowers were always white!). but he cared about her. and he wanted her to go out and learn how to deal with despair and more (in the course of your long journey you will learn from those you meet. learn to walk and run and so much more). and it’s just so sad to me. if he knew how to handle his own despair, if he knew that everyone had to find their own reason for living, he wouldn’t have needed to send her out in the first place.

#sorry about the asterisks but once i made a half joking post about v*nat and a few days later someone was talking about it in the tags like #i was serious. and if that happens to me again i’ll implode so #anyway i think about this alllll the time 😭 like how could he help her!! he didn’t know! and no one else gets it! #after ktisis they just wear him down saying over and over ‘you can just remake those creatures that died’ as if that were the point #until he just conformed to what everyone else did #the first time he ever saw the flowers change color for someone else was meeting the wol 😭 #anyway this is why i’m firm in my belief that if the ancients knew about m*teion and found a way to reach her they would not have treated #her the way we do. they were already being unkind to her before any of this happened bc they don’t see her as a real person #btw speaking of not seeing someone as a real person you know who didn’t see cori as real— #[i am forcibly yanked offstage] #i need a text post tag #while i was trying to remember an exact quote i saw someone call him a hypocrite which is a whole other post i’ll leave it at this for now

[dollsuguru]

I just read black is the color of my true loves hair and I am SCREAMING AND FROTHING

I HAVE TO KNOW HOW HE AND MC MET. IT SOUNDS SO CUTE AND WHOLESOME.

Especially how u preluded it......... turning someone who sleeps around into a soft devoted boy is my favorite meal ♡♡♡

THIS IS LITERALLY THE MOST SWEETEST ASK TO WAKE UP TO I’M CRYING THANK YOU FOR READING that fic is my absolute beloved <333

AND AHHHHH DID YOU KNOW THAT I WAS THINKING ABT WRITING THE PREQUEL FIC (HOW THEY MET) YESTERDAY??? are you in my brain anon omfg…

JUST BC OF YOU I’LL BE STARTING ON OUTLINING IT SOON! (hopefully i get inspo on actual writing but i have some of the storyline down!) <333

as a lil treat for You my beloved… i’ll give you a smooch <3 also suguru’s tattoo parlor is called uzumaki 🤭 i may show parts of his time sleeping around but i think by the time they met he had his own tattoo parlor? I’M NOT EVEN SURE ANYMORE I HAVE TO REREAD MY OWN FIC NOW TO MAKE SURE NFNFNFNFNFNF 😭 but yes they ARE both so devoted and soft <333 wholesome sometimes but feral little demons in love the other <333

i love you so much thank you for sending me this <3 what a wonderful thing to wake up to :’) ILYSM :D i’ll get started on it soon just for you! <3

(also dear anon idk if you’ll see this but lmk what stuff you want me to put in the fic as a treat for you! if it works well w the story i’ll see what i can do :D)

(a treat for you anon these texts killed me) ^^^ the way their relationship in “black is the color of my true love’s hair” works btw reader is in grey and suguru is in blue 🤭

#asks #anon #lmk if you want it to just be the meetcute or show when they get into a relationship/maybe even smut? idk yet LOL #this goes for anyone who sees this ask/read the fic 😭 #i’ve been in such a writing rut!!!!! hopefully if i outline this fic today/tomorrow it’ll help 😭😭😭 #the first one is also how fashion designer reader flirts w curator geto #second one is just all my readers to suguru #both are black is the color!reader JDJDJDJDJDJDJ #anyways. love you anon SMOOCHES!!!!! that fic is my fav thing i have wrote (probs cuz it’s the most fleshed out/first official fic hehe) #i’ll get to outlining today if i can :D i didn’t know if anyone would really want the prequel (i was gonna make it anyways but not yet) #BUT NOW :D SOMEONE WANTS IT!!!!! WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #ilysm i’m so giddy this fic and all the tags/comments on that fic really blossomed my heart :’) ilysm again hehe 🩷

[castielmacleod]

Crowley / “Saturn” by Sufjan Stevens

#Spn #Crowstiel #Drowley #Crowley spn #Anyone else want to curl in a ball and cry. No? Just me. Ok #My posts #I make this as a mythology conscious person. I know the “consume the child that trails me” is very literal in this sense 😭 #But for Crowley it’s that he is haunted by the 8 year old boy abandoned by his mother centuries ago #The ghost of his former self. And deep down who he still is #Man I haven’t touched the Drowley tag in forever but it didn’t feel right not tagging it #It is in an unrequited sense though

[thedeadthree]

lila thoughts under the read more <3 🥀✨🌹🎸

lila getting with griffin / g reign and having their little thing in “secret” not only bc it’s what her parents did to each other to get back at the other for slights and arguments but also bc she wanted to not only get back at seven but also to be like “oo look at me i can pull griffin freaking reign i won teehee.” and then the clown catches real feelings for griffin and calls jazz near in tears bc she’s just like her mom 🥀✨🎸🤡 and using someone she loves to get back at someone who she loved may or may not have even loved (i think she did but loved more the idea ? it’s complicated!) but loved the IDEA of seven loving her? dear you know it everyone knows it you want to be loved so bad!!!!!! the sooner you admit that lila the sooner you’ll be much happier my love! so excited to see where things go for her ! and things for her and her beloved g!!!!!

(x) for the divider <3

#oc: lilia laurent #long tags bc lila brainrot I APOLOGIZE 🥀✨😭 (i need to rb that ask game i need to yell about these dears🌹❣️!!!) #baby girl you literally wrote to live and die in la / aka gibson girl by ethel bc you wanted griffin to HEAR IT and pique his interest like #AND YOU DIDNT THINK YOU WOULD FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM???? and it’s the song you auditioned with too? #and jazz was likely like UHH I SAW THIS COMING ! she’s literally lilas voice of reason soizjxxh #caroline catch lila calling halle too at like 3 am sosjjzhx in the bathroom of griffins trailer akzjjzjx she’s a hot mess !!!!!! truly! #she has a panic moment because she’s just like her mother and now has to face to consequences of her actions! yikes! #i think she owns up to it you know? god i want to write a fic of that so bad too AHH #i am still going to be gaming HARD for vic and her to be friends at the end of it all u know? #and some more lore that’s a tad unrelated but maybe has some insight into why she does what she does to cope with things? #her parents spent more time socializing with their friends and playing mind games traveling and the etc then being parents to her? #so she spent a lot of time in beautiful homes alone throwing parties as they did because she was bored and that’s what they did too? #for someone who didn’t want to be her aristocratic messy parents she’s scared she’s turned into them 🥀✨😖 #she’s like a nepo baby u wouldn’t think was a nepo baby bc her parents almost never are seen with her outside of a fashion campaign or too #or a tabloid RUMORING they had a daughter (those hurt her more than she admits) it bites to have famous supermodels for parents 🥀😵‍💫 #she wants friends and parental figures more badly than she cares to admit (she won’t akzjzjjz but! she does! really bad!) #this baby girl can fit SO many parental issues 🥀✨😌 #(also aj she might yank griffin along to visit Flor and her grandma bc of that 🥀✨😖) #leg.txt #your not as much of a manipulative snake as you think you are lila ! you want to be loved !!!!! really bad! #ofc this all could change as the story develops and her arc unfolds but oh my god i love lila so much thats my hot mess express! #jazz being like ‘you aren’t going to like this you’ll block me for a months for this but u need to hear this.. ur a mess my dear’ SHES RIGH #(me hoping this isn’t too ooc GAHH 🥀✨😭)

[goldensunset]

personally i thought it was really cool and bold when josh killed neku. i do think he should have killed more people. i think it would have been funny and i'm not joking this isn't a joke to me.

#uwee hee #as he would say #the world ends with you #subaseka tag #asks #iturmom #edit: guys i NEED you to know i’m not the one who made this image. as much as i’d love to take credit for it #i didn’t think anyone would reblog this but now i’m guilty of theft 😭

[water-fan-art]

I’ve had covid for the last week and I’ve gotta go back to work tomorrow. At the start I joked that I would get so much drawing done, and all I’ve done is this Jasper doing an incorrectly drawn navy salute

#baby’s first covid #the rest of these tags are just gonna be me venting #y’all would not believe how much of a fuck around it was to get my 5 days of isolation #I’ve said this a lot over the last 6 days but you’d think they wouldn’t want someone with covid cleaning an eating area. which is my job #and guess who covered half my shifts? the other worker who tested positive the same day I did #I have such an issue with my new supervisor and how my workplace is run. I’m 🤏 close to quitting (alas #the plan is to get top surgery and then dip) #but yeah. anyway. wish me luck and let’s hope I’m not still contagious (I always wear a mask and sanitise anyway) #if any of the customers or workers ask where I’ve been or why I’m working slow. I’ll be 100% honest and say I’m recovering from covid #‘’​yeah I may still be infectious I don’t know‘’ #I tried to get Monday/tuesday off on Saturday and was ignored for 27 hours and the answer was ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ill give you a call at 8 #didn’t get the call so I called at 8:20 and was like ‘I’m not feeling great’ and the supervisor said she would cover my shift but didn’t #I never got told if I had Monday off. so I assumed I did. then today (Tuesday) got laughed at when I said if no one can cover I’ll go #so I got today off too. but I was asked if I could work Thursday which was the day after I tested positive. #I had Thursday off for my top surgery consultation. which had to get rescheduled. I didn’t even think I had covid 😭 I just wanted to be #responsible and test myself before an appointment. then I had a fever that afternoon. wild ride #anyways. I’m gonna try sleep.

[melotuzu]

tagged by @stickers-on-a-laptop!

rules: in a new post, show the last line you wrote (or drew) and tag as many people as there are words (or however many you like)

With someone so devoted to his theatrics, he’d expected some form of snoring and constant tossing. And while that’s certainly not absent, the arms wrapped around him were not part of that equation.

tagging: @ramenwithgyoza, @bluebellswood, @sleepyserapha, @himahimac, and anyone who wants to do it :’) just say i tagged you!

#uh hi guys…sorry i didn’t know who else to tag 😭 please save me #so yeah i’ll owe you one. please #show me your work you want to soooo bad

[pinespittinink]

📸 THREE PHOTOS TAG ✨

rules: find 3 photos/images (they can be anything at all, memes, vintage photographs, quotes, anything) that you feel describe your wip. If you want, you can tell a little bit your story, too.

{ the great glavenisean theater }

historical fantasy/speculative fiction, increasingly suspect morally grey pov, agender prima donna, something strange is in the theater 🎭🥂⏳(enormous supporting cast, envious mc)

{ in the deep of the trees }

secondary world high fantasy, sentient nature, romantic subplot, true neutral weirdo meets lawful/neutral evil straddler 🔪🖤🌿 (agoraphobic supporting character, mental illness rep)

and for my (currently) less talked about wips…

{ bloodlines }

secondary world high fantasy, prominent forbidden romance, original species, opposing cultures 💛🕊⚔️ (bisexuals everywhere, themes of being an outsider vs belonging)

{ star white }

science-fantasy/space fairytale retelling, spans a billion years, the ship is alive, the dog can read minds 💙🌌🌟 (loving bdsm dynamic, soft gays)

{ solene’s verse }

secondary world epic fantasy, genuine found family, disc-world, faustian deals with new gods 🪐🌊🔮 (trans rep, all sorts of queer characters)

thank you @muddshadow and @aninkwellofnectar! I’m taggingggg: @sentfromwolves @carrotblr @clockworkgalaxies @florraisons @bebewrites @ladywithalamp @awritingcaitlin @jess-p-edits @equusgirl-writes @adayforducks @circa-specturgia and anyone else who’s interested!

#Hope I didn’t double tag anyone fhdjdjdjkf #also I’m doing this all from mobile so who knows if the links will even work rip #it’s 2am I’m going to bed #thank you for the tag though I had fun with this! not satisfied with all of these aesthetics but I let myself stop fhdjdjdjjd no need to #get too worked up over something simple 💛🌿 #my edits #my wips #the great glavenisean theater #in the deep of the trees #bloodlines #Star white #Solene’s verse #tag memes #😭😭 so many tags