#i dont even have a computer right now

[user-name-h3re]

i'm posting these mediocre sketches before school kicks my ass again

#camp camp #camp camp fanart #cc preston #god im so pissed my computer never lasts long enoug for me to finish at least ONE drawing #and i dont even have time to go fix it because of exams #cc nikki #cc nurf #AAND i cant download episodes anymore so now i feel like a huge failure #cc gwen #save me cc episode 3 season 5 #cc neil #cc ered #my art #i think preston and nikki would bond over nikki's new found femininity #since they most likely didn't get along very well before because of their differences #nikki could teach him how to fight idk #this episode validated my trans ered headcanon and my camp counselor ered headcanon #tough being right all the time #i really like that ered and nurf are both trying to become better people #i know they wont treat nurf's quote on quote growth seriously but im so happy to see so much focus on ered #i genuinly never thought this would ever happen im over the moon #ered<3333

[ganondoodle]

serious question, are there ANY (wired) headsets made today anymore that have seperated plugs for audio and microphone??

usb ones always cause trouble and the only other ones i can find are those with combined audio+mic into one plug, which i dont have the ports on my PC for.............

i tried looking through adapters but the only ones i can find are those that combine seperate ones, id need the reverse (if thats even possible)

(visualization bc i feel like i am losing my sanity trying to explain what i mean, am i stupid? did i halluzinate the two jack/plug thing???? do only cheap garbage ones have this??? is that one of the gaming chair things??? like oh you want a GAMING headset- that means either combined or usb haHA???)

#ganondoodles talks #personal #issue being that the new headset i bought is usb only and- of course- has a background noise that probably only ppl like me hear #im super sensitive to sound #like i hear bats and dog whistles you arent meant to hear #old headset (not the broken one) has a slight static and trouble with very silent sound which it cuts out #hence i got the newer ones (the now broken one) which didnt have that problem but well .. it broke after little use #new one has a weird beeping chirping in the bg #im so tired #(new one is the razer kraken v3- its usb only and any other plugs they have for other models are the damned combined one) #my computer isnt even that old but i literally cant find a single headset with those plugs seperated when i dont have that port #will i ever find a headset that fucking works with no drawbacks???? #(wireless isnt an option bc i hate wireless anything that isnt a controller you can also use wired) #i know it may sound like its not working right but i am 100% certain its one only people like me can even hear #also i got no nerves to try and send anything back to amazon ... for once i bought it there.... #or am i just stupid or did i miss some shit that made it standard to just call it differently or sth #like my pc has an audio port at the front and a mic port- two ports #the plugs (jacks???????) i see are the ones that have it in ONE #and i dont have it

[myriadsystem]

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#personal #i have doctors appt today with a new doctor its literally not even a real appointment i just need some stupid forms signed #but guys im so stressed im so scared ive already cried once about it today i just. i fucking hate doctors so so much #theyre all so bad. im not in the mood to be dismissed again today and its 15 goddamn degrees so everything feels bigger and worse than it is #if they dont sign the form i dont get paid any more and if i dont get paid i cant continue to try and sort out my medical #which means i continue to not get paid and im just. so scared. so so fucking scared i dont even care if we find the start if the path #to vetter my health i dont care about gettinf better right now i just need this fucking form signed but #ive already been dismissised for it once and i have new doctor jitters. what do you mean i have to tell someone new that #i have ptsd and anxiety and depression and fibro and alleged bpd but its probably autism actually and hope #hope and prey they losten to me because its other doctors that have told me this and im definitely computer illiterate i couldntve come up #with all this on my own i promise ive done zero research into my own symptoms i live with every day im a simpleton im an idiot #please believe me dr refer me to ypur colleagues for further testing but in the mwan time sign the one form i need please #im so scared. i dont know what to do. my tarot says to tryst myself and find my own authority about the situation #but like literally legally i cant i have to rely on the hope this new doctor gives her signature or i dont get fucking paid as stated #i hate this i feel so shaky and nervous and nauseous and awful 😮‍💨 #and im supposed to do groceries today. im at the very end of my shopping like if i dont go get food today #then i dont eat tonight but its cold and rainy and im super stressed abt the appointment so idk if ill be able to go shopping after #i dont wanna die anymore but like rn i kinda do this is too much today feels like too much #help me im drowning

[darewolfcreates]

My digimon :]

#some of these are alot older than others. for example i made pekomon in middleschool. meanwhile i made kweemon and the unamed stress ball #like 2 years ago. #my art #artists on tumblr #digimon #aloemon and tikemon are my digimon partners but the others (apart from stress ball) just hang out. #i have alot of notes and ideas for a series around my digimon sona... #I also like the idea of putting me/my sona into the story of a soul journey. #they were sucked into the digiworld alone in a time of non termoil and now they have to survive and make friends along the way! #has all of the charm of the original digimon anime where its all alice in wonderland/ random stuff from our world out of context in the #digital world. and the only real conflict is man vs environment. they dont start with their digital partners and actsholly meet pekomon #first. pekomon just sort of follows dare around and shows up randomly. theres plenty of time for digital dare to travel with the bois so i #didnt want them to be handed to them right off the bat. humans have been to the digital world before and some of the digimon digital dare #mets remeber seeing humans. #story of learning that growing up dosent necessarily have to involve growing up. you can keep injoying the things you injoy as an adult tha #you did as a kid. its also mainly about found family and recovering from the shity times that came before. #in the end digital dare whoudlent want to leave the digital world but need to anyways... in the end credits it whould show digital dare #getting a messege on their computer from their digimon friends. #its implyed they get to keep in touch even when they are oh so far apart. #99% of digital dare's messeges to pekomon are just them sending pekomon cool pictures that they took.

[suburbanbonfire]

I love seeing the progress pics on your work!! I feel like I'm hovering over you and soaking up digital art knowledge

OHH yes!! I'm so glad!! I take so many screenshots because i bombard my friends with constant updates, so i will absolutely include more going forward! i love to share.....

i'm happy i'm an artist you feel you can learn from!! <3 <3

#this is so sweet and touching oh my god!!! #i also need to remember to turn on the screen recording feature in clip #especially now that im working from a computer that wont explode #i love watching sped up videos of art its always so cool #but mmmyes learning from other peoples art is one of my favorite methods #i cultivated a lot of my current style and workflow from artists i admire #paying it forward #now i have to kick my small cat off my bed so i can sleep #i have to remember he chewed my moving box to bits earlier this evening #so i dont look at his cute lil face right now and feel mercy #et tu bean #asked n answered

[mismess]

X-files game that is nearly as old as me I WILL figure out how to get you running

#sadly my computer is not running windows 98 so i may need to figure out some workarounds #alas i need to sleep now #i dont even wanna play it right now i have other games to focus on i just wanna get it to work #i did manage to get scully to speak to me. from a void. dont know what that was about

[tunglrsillyman]

0 days without yearning for tumblr live as a better service

#Dev Talks #i wanna do art streams so bad but its not even me talking as much as a radio and chill while i draw #why is it so fucking baddddddd #i know it would be illegal to ''stream'' music here too but for sure it wouldnt be as much as a problem as lets say. youtube or twitch #have not looked too far into owncast yet either but it appears more complicated than it looks. like. i dont want to pay for a computer yet #either to run the server (or at least right now) #i could do picarto but... idk .its been at least a few years since i last looked into it. idk if the copyright thing has gotten any stricte

[bluupxels]

borealis gen 3 officially starts tomorrow im-

#i cant believe its been almost 2 years #madonna was wrong time does not go by so slowly it goes by alarmingly fast actually #the queue is lasting for like a month as of right now #ive been SO brave while editing pictures photoshop has been my mortal enemy lately #its so fucking slow like i know i dont have a lot of space on my computer but why are we lagging with 5 pictures open #havent made gifs in 50 years i dont even want to think about it #court rambles

[lovestryke]

i think if you grew up in my household you would have put a gun to my mom and dad's heads already

#help i came home and they got so ballistic that i didnt say hi to them #after my 9 months of driving myself home and entering the house from work not once have they urged a greeting out of me #why the hell do they care now??? #like mom got so mad and i was like um ok * goes back to watching danny gonzalez * then i get shouted at to come to parents room #and im like siiiighhh let me put on my jacket i know this will be a while #and im just getting yelled at and standing there like. is the song and dance over yet. can i get back to my computer #and my dad is like your MOM and I DONT TREAT YOU GUYS LIKE THAT #and im just in my head like.....you give us greetings rather than treating us like human beings.....ok....i would prefer the respect rather #than the greetings.... #and my dads like whenever I come home I always greet everyone #and its like. yeah ? i can think of a few times where you havent but it doesnt matter when its you right #oh you can come home and greet everyone yeah but can you treat us with respect? are you capable of not having everyone groan when they hear #your car horn that indicates you're home? do you have the ability to not make everyone hide and vacate to their rooms when they hear your #key unlocking the door? no? then i dont care about the fact you can say hi to everyone #and mom is like lecturing me and my sister about not cleaning as well and its like hi what about your husband #hi maybe you should question why we cant clean our rooms #maybe its the fact you never taught us how to organize or how often to clean? did you know you've never taught us how to properly clean? #did you know i cant clean without a timer? are you aware that your eldest daughter that gives you attitude and promised to be mean when #she's taking care of you in your last years of life doesnt clean whatsoever? the 26 year old that acts just like your husband? the one whos #only chore is to wash dishes and doesnt even do that? she complains shes too tired because of work but even on her off days she doesnt do i #? do you remember that she only does the dishes when she's going out with a boy? do you remember the 3 months where i took it upon myself t #do everyones chores because i had the time? the way you dont acknowledge i helped out a lot during that time and helped keep peace through #the house by doing that? you dont because you love to focus on the negatives and as a result you make your own life miserable #and everyone else's?especially mine because im the one who actually feels guilt? but dont do it bc im tired of doing someone else's work?

[plushpyromoved]

man thinking I really need to start saving for a new computer my current laptop is just so bad like a year ago it completely blue screened and I had to take it in for repairz and ever since then it haz just been declining in performance.... I can't even play gamez co-op in the same room az other people without it crashing and dying :(((

#🔥.txt #it blue screenz all the time and crashez and strugglez with really basic taskz #i dont want to have to replace it but itz really getting bad #thing is if i wanna get a new computer it would have to be a proper desktop pc #im not replacing a cheap laptop with another cheap laptop ive gone through quite a few now and it just isnt worth it #but a proper pc even a starter/ beginner one itz still gonna be $1000+ and like i cant be spending that kinda money :( #idk gonna have to save but im already having to save for something really important and expensive #GWAH #i mean im in no major rush it can still do what i need it to do for right now it just strugglez

[discatded]

love my digital art class but god it is filling me with rage and hatred for adobe.

#my post #i hope im able to use my tablet in classes when i transfer #bc good lord. this shit is impossible #i would be done with this project already .. but im not even halfway through. #its due on friday too and i cant get adobe illustrator on my laptop and work on it outside class bc adobe wont fucking COOPERATE WITH ME. #its trying to make me pay. girl the school is already paying for it for me what the hell are you talking about. let me in #i should talk to the professor..oogh but theres so much other stuff i havent done for either of the classes i have with this professor #bc of that unnecessarily long quarantine i had to do right at the beginning of the semester putting me behind #and i would feel bad abt asking for an extension for whats basically the only assignment ive actually done for both of their classes #i would feel less bad i think if i had accommodations for this kinda stuff. but i never actually went to get any and now it wouldnt be worth #it bc im not gonna be at this school next semester. and i only have these two classes that i have anything to do for #oh right this post is abt adobe #.. i dont think id be able to fully finish this assignment on time even with an extension #bc adobe illustator. like i said. is filling me with rage #it is so tedious and finicky and unnecessarily complicated and doesnt have the tools i like and i cant find a fill tool or how to make the #eraser smaller and im using a fucking. mouse. a mouse that i cant right click with btw bc we're using apple computers and the mice are lite #rally just one button. #i love this professor and i enjoy the projects but good GOD. i hate the tools so much #maybe ill ask them for an extension and if i could do it. not on adobe

[mrpsychokiller]

i life is fucking falling apart out of nowhere and i dont know what to do sbout it

#im so so fucking tired and stressed and angry and upset and i cant do anything #my cat is hurt and in pain and we cant even get her to eat even though she hasnt eaten in days #but i dont know what to do about it when she refuses to eat #and weve spent over $600 on her medical care so far and we already dont have lots of money to waste #and its all our fault snd its all MY fault for letting her leave the house #but i cant DO anything about it because even now my mom leaves the doors and windows wide open for the cats to go out snd get themselves #killed because she just doesnt fucking care and i cant DO anything about it i cant keep them safe on my own #i dont even know if shes going yo survive this or if shes gonna have long lasting effects forever #and now my computer keeps bluescreening repeatedly and im not good enough with computers to know how to fix it #and im too fucking stupid to follow instructions and i dont know what to DO #and im scared my computer is gonna die for real and then whats gonna be of me #im spending so much money more money than i even have to pay for this computer #and its one of the only good things i have in my stupid fucking life right now and i cant do anything as i watch it bluescreen #im fucking scared and stressed and anxious and i cant fucking do this #whatever sorry. rant over i just needed to talk

[esoraluco]

ddl. Blue is wearing merman leggings

#o #dltr #bright colors #on this screen at least; on my computer it was fine but lol i guess #lots of stuff is happening for me irl so not much energy or motivation... and having issues with time doesn't help #like it feels so long since i drew them both. While it's been... idk not even a week? right? i dont know anymore either way missed them </3 #bc they're in the light world and not friends/lovers/anything.They're together bc both are lost and scared of this new world #usually the ^.^ is either a garded expression or genuine happinness of being in each other's presence but. yeah here it's the former #But Blue likes the ocean (as much as he fears it and its SALT) and. spamt's presence but it's a secret #also drew this bc im still in gender euphoria and will be able to be shirtless on the beach like most guys are- #and at this point- despite all his flaws and actions. I kinda look up to Blue in a transman way; the same way i look up to mtt and spamt too #anyway FUN CHALLENGE go thru my art tag and take a drink each time i draw spam without a mouth!!!! *sonic underwater countdown music* #(because you drank so much you are underwater now)(this makes complete sense) #spamton #spamton g spamton #blue addison #ua sseleman

[twentythousandvolts]

wtf am i supposed to do without a computer like genuinely i feel like im fucking dying right now

#i genuinely get less screentime overall when i have a working computer because im normally Not too depressed to even stand up if i like. #you know. have a pc. #i think im dying right now like ive been in bed for like 17 hours #23 if you dont count getting up to make ramen once #meanwhile when i have an actual fucking working computer i spend as much time as possible Outside #not even On a computer i just need it.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#hhhh my body is tired. i couldnt sleep and then my day was upside down and i spent 4hrs transfering algae #i still have 1 work day until i go home. which is to say i will do 2 days of computer work and 1 day of manual labor in the field before i #go home. bc i have to get these fucking manuscripts done #but i guess it was an ok day. it wasnt yesterday where i left the lab by 12 for fear of bursting into tears. sometimes i just cant stand to #work sitting down. its really annoying #but i did have to say goodbye to our visiting phd student today bc she goes back to spain in the new year #which is sad bc shes really cool but she liked to do snail mail so im excited to be pen pals with her #bc ive never done the snail mail thing. shes like 5 to 10 years older than me? like old enough to have fully formed memories of the 90s #hhhh i still have to order Christmas presents. i just. i wish i could stop the present exchange. no body buy me anything so i dont have to #buy u anything. im so tired. #and i still have to make Christmas presents for my parents and sisters. with what time? #ill have to burn away my vacation time for that. hhhh i shoulf just sleep now #but i wont. ill pack bc i might as well while im being unproductive and i wont make time for it later so ya kno #i just wanna be home not doing anything but also i have many things to do and lots of things to prepare before i can do school visits #assuming i get more than one. and oh fuck thats right i still have that last application. tomorrow morning thsts what ill do. god dammit #the 4 hrs of algae transfering was my break and me being unfocused now #just 3 more days and 2 full day of traveling then i can whine at my parents abt how sad i am lol nah ill do that thing where u go #haha yea im in a lot of pain lmao so no one fully takes u seriously even tho ur saying something fucked up #that my mo bc i cant take my pain seriously. part of my brain detaches itself and thinks its all v funny #bleh. brain is goo #unrelated

[kristhekrispy]

PLASE TELL ME ABT YOUR OWN OCS !!!!!!!!! plis :> if u want to

HEHE

okay little disclaimer I have no art of them that im proud of and the characters make no sense because they're from when I was 9-12. anyways

MAIN CHARACTER Piper! So, in the story, there's magic that some people have. you can teach yourself, but some people are already naturally skilled. piper isn't either of these. she wasn't skilled and when she tried teaching herself, she failed. really bad. she didn't even care about magic, she just wanted people to be proud of her......shes my little sopping wet cat.

Aruna! Aruna is one friend of Piper. She specialized in more dark magic. people would think that she was smart and mysterious, but she was just sorta quiet. kind of person that keeps to herself and then is really open when you're close :]

Sól! another friend of Piper. acts happy and stuff, optimistic to a fault at times. he specialized in light magic and healing. he's seen as the dumbest in the group and it gets to him.

all three of them are somewhere in their mid to late 20s...I think i'd say around 26 or 27. all knew each other as kids and grew up together.

and I think I brought up mischief, malice, and mayhem? anyways, they're side characters. just these three kids, pulling pranks and stuff. probably stuck to each other like piper, sól, and aruna did at their age. they're treated like problem kids, but no one does anything to help them for a while, making them act out even more. a lot of stuff still isn't clear for me yet, but I think maybe piper would be reminded of herself and her friends, and she'd try treating them right....the kids stay chaotic, but they'd at least be treated right. I really need to do more with them.....

#TY FOR ASKING!! #first actual post dedicated to my ocs I think..... #I rushed this out so a lot of stuff is probably poorly written #and my computer's about to die haha.. #not that that matters #there were a lot of other characters #but this would become such a long post if I went into all of them #um #if you have anymore questions abt them I'd love to try answering them! if I dont have an answer it gives me an opportunity to think them ou #and im always happy to think my ocs #okay my computer is at 1% im posting this now just in case. dont wanna lose everything ive typed and I dont trust drafts #long post #imperium chordata #<- story's name. its a WIP okay. #better than the old name #old name was “The Chimera's Right and the Manticore's Law” #which was a mouthful and didn't even fit the story. at all #Sól #Aruna #Piper #Malice #Mischief #Mayhem