#i fucking love drawing these thingd

[medicalunprofessional]

ohhh hell yes

#psychonauts #g-men #trainofthought #pls ignore the hand i know its kind of ass i dont care 🏃🏃🏃🏃 #i drew this like 2 days ago but i just had to post it on a friday or it would be wrong #sometimes i draw shoes really good and this is one of these times for some reasob #i fucking love drawing these thingd #wait like do the g-men actually get the weekend off or.:.?????? #i dojt care. i think they shpuld be allowed a day off (they will discuss their theories and like. play board games. but really boring ones)

[princess-of-the-corner]

Winx Club Episodes 23, 24, and 25 (Might as well have these all together).

Yes! Season finale time!!!

Episode 23:

This is the Calm before the Storm. Everyone is setting up defenses and making plans. People are having those "god we might die" conversations.

There's some fighing over Darcy being with the Cloud Tower Witches who came, given that she was in on it. Griffin assures them that Darcy has defected from the others.

Darcy's like "don't misunderstand. I'm still a power hungry bitch. But anything Icy and Stormy do right now is blood on my hands. So I'm at least helping put a stop to this."

Obvs Riven on board with this becsuse like. Yeah he knows she's a powerhungry bitch but he likes her that way. Though he does suggest a show of faith to the others to show she's really on their side.

Darcy agrees, and chooses to reverse the spell on Mirta, turning her back to normal. Mirta is tackled by everyone but especially Lucy.

There's more talking on a lot of things, and Bloom decdies that there's no harm in asking Darcy if she knows how to get Bloom's power back, since she was in on taking it in the first place.

Darcy admits that other than using the same Magic, a forbidden spell that would probably take too long for Bloom to learn, she doesn't have any ideas.

However. Even when being wielded by others, it is still Bloom's Magic. Icy and Stormy might be drawing on it's energy, but it's just a source to them. Bloom might be able to wrestle control of it back from them, as it's a part of her.

Despite that, Bloom doesn't want to bank on "maybe". So she thinks about other things.

Eventually she remembers that in her dreams, Daphne appeared in the lake. It's a longshot, but it might work.

Everyone volunteers to go with her, but they need everyone here because the battle is coming any minute now. She chooses to take Sky with her because they can at lesst get around fast on his hoverbike thing.

Everyone reminds her how much they love her. With or without Magic, even if she fails, they love her.

Episode 24:

As the battle begins at Alfea, Bloom and Sky head to the lake.

Instead of Bloom just... Walking in without worrying about how to breathe, Sky pulls out one of the many emergency supplies stored in the hoverbike. A helmet used for short-term underwater missions. Because of course Specialists are prepared for this shit.

Bloom swims down into the lake and finds Daphne there. There's a little bit of exposition on how Daphne's Spirit can haunt a few places, namely either Domino or Magix. She tends to stay in the lake because being around people who can't see her is depressing.

Bloom asks on how to recover her powers. If there wasn't something on Domino, then where is it?

Daphne tells her that the power of the Dragon Flame can never fully be taken from her.

The Dragon Flame is the spark of Life, the power of Love and Friendship and all that. You can not steal Love from someone. And even if it's drained out of her, she can create more.

Bloom can feel it now. The warmth in her chest every time her friends and family stuck by her, risked themselves for her. Reaching out and grabbing it, she's able to call on her power once again!

She bursts out of the lake to find that Sky has been attacked by monsters and ran into town. Quickly following, they get some cute battle couple moments taking down the creatures before they head back to Alfea.

Episode 25:

Icy and Stormy vs. Darcy round 2!

Darcy tries to talk some sense into the other two, while Icy and Stormy try to convince her to come back. Darcy refuses, firmly placing herself on the side of "good", even if she's still a kind of powerhungry asshole. She's going to do this her own way with her morality intact.

I haven't quite talked on this but like. Witches have their own versions of the Transformations that the Faeries do. And as thrid years, the Trix were on Gloomix, working toward Disenchantix.

This whole determination and firmly deciding where she stands is enough for Darcy to earn Disenchantix. And for Icy and Stormy to know that bringing her back to them is a lost cause.

Desipte this, Icy and Stormy are still drawing on the Dragon Flame's power and can easily outmatch her.

This is when Bloom and Sky come back, joining the fight. With Bloom going straight for Icy and Stormy.

Now, at this point, the Witches' hold on the Dragon Flame begins to become unstable for two reasons.

The first is that Darcy was right. The Dragon Flame belongs to Bloom. Now that she's actively working to stop them, the Magic doesn't want to cooperate.

The second reason is that the form of Dragon Flame they took from Bloom is it's Light Magic form. They use Dark Magic. They can only draw on it's energy so much before the Light and Dark begin to pull against each other.

The fight goes on and they're eventually defeated! Without their power, the Army of Decay begins to, well, decay. The day is saved! And thankfully no casualties because everyone is that badass and also I killer enough people with Domino.

Icy and Stormy are arrested. Darcy is... Basically on probation. She did turn against the other two, help everyone else, and earn her Disenchantix in the process. So it's kinda like. She's being watched and if she does some actual evil shit or uses any Forbidden Magic then they'll arrest her properly but for now she's just on thin fucking ice.

Other than that, it's time for a "holy shit we didn't die" celebration! With everyone just kinda exhusedly hugging each other and laughing.

Mirta and Lucy! During the battle, Mirta tapped into her Light Magic and her Faerie Form, wielding it much better than her Witch Form. She and Lucy talk for a while, and Mirta decides to transfer to Alfea.

Sky and Diaspro talk too. The whole situation, both coming to terms with Sky turning down the engagement, realizing she doesn't know what to do otherwise, and having... Felt something 'right' while helping in the battle, she decides something too. She's giving up on trying to win Sky over, and is applying to go to Alfea next year.

Bloom admits to her friends that, despite knowing that this is her family now and they love her, she does feel a little lost with how her birth family is all dead and her planet is gone. And they're staying dead. Mostly.

Because like. Daphne isn't exactly "dead", so maybe there's a way to help her.

I still need to work on Season 2 and idk if I'll have a proper episode-by-episode like I did with season 1. Season 3 and on definitly won't because the story goes sideways, but S2 mostly follows the same thingd.

#winx club reboot project

[crystu-cii]

OF COURSE!!!! I'd say you're hella close to it!!! Definitely closer than I am XDD 💖💞💝💕💝❤️💕💕❤️ A G R EED /hj XDD

Yeah ;w; oohh that sounds super interesting!! I can understand not pursuing a story tho, stories are d i f f icult-- XD fun, but difficult, and you need an attention span for them! (Why do you think I only write one page stories??)

OMS yessss that's so accurate tho-- like I haven't changed much if I'm being honest (I spend a LOT of time inside.. XD) awww-- I can understand that- in japan we didn't have a backyard, so I stopped going outside much at all-- occasionally I biked to convenience stores or walked to vending machines, that was cool, but no backyard :/ having no backyard sUCks, like where am I supposed to scream into the void?? INSIDE?? /j

OMS-- CRYS XDD what a Mood™ tho- "oh I'm gonna continue this thing!!" *does something else entirely*

XDD It was done Against My Will™ (get Against My Will on the album I Haven't Awoken Well Rested Since I Was A Child by the band The Bags Under My Eyes Aren't Makeup! XD) MOOD-- I spent the quarantine summer doing nothing but staying up until the sun rose and sleeping until it was at its peak- where did the time goooo

I AGREE HOW DARE HE- LIKE EXCUSE?? YOU TINY HEATHEN??? anyways now I'm trying to go back to squirting him with a squirt bottle to startle him(even tho he's a fan of water, the harsh spray startles him) but anyways thank you crysss I'm never getting a cat in my life now bc of this rude child (dogs are superior anyways /hj)

(and now time to reply to the OTHER ask cause I'm efficient and not going to send two separate asks to respond to things that can be responded to at the same time.. ....why did I even ramble about that wtf henry(huh I never refer to myself by name that felt weird))

Okay!! No worries dude, you can always take your time with replies, I just don't trust tumblr XD 💞❤️💕💝💝💖💕❤️💖 of course!!! Thank you!!! 💖💕💕💖💞💕

Oooh!!! That sounds super fun!!! Man I miss hanging out with my friends-- but my closest friend(lives in my neighborhood) has a parent who works in other people's houses, so high risk, and the rest live several hours away :)) but anyways yeah that sounds hella!!!! I love that y'all were just like "okay well. we're gonna hang out anyways." XDD

Aww-- I'm glad you are!! My brother and his bf were supposed to come but I think we have to postpone that cause someone in his workplace tested positive for covid :( YESS FOODDDD-- oooh cheesecake?? I've never heard of having it on Thanksgiving!! Usually we have pumpkin, cherry, apple, and pecan pies!! (We're having pumpkin and cherry ones this yeah!! Two pumpkin pies, a cherry pie, and a cherry cobbler--) I... Have never heard of pineapple pie in my life! Sounds like it would make pineapple-on-pizza haters burst into tears tho--

YOURE WHAT-- CRYS YOU HEATHEN IT IS NOVEMBER!!!!! /j I can't stand Christmas music, being a choir student made me not be a huge fan of it-- too much Christmas music.. ugh. (Straight no chaser is tolerable at least. And Pentatonix. And covers by artists I like. But if I have to hear Jingle Bells ONE MORE TIME--) YESSS BESTOW UPON ME THOU'S PRESENCE AND PRESENTS... Ooh nice!! Pfft XDD Yess- I have multiple on my wishlist-- mostly for the switch-- OMS I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T ASK FOR THSC-- MAYBE IM THE HEATHEN--

Okay, it's January 5th! Literally not even two weeks after Christmas-- Feel free to scream happy birthday at me :3 XDD now I'm curious, what's yours?

awhhh thank you ;w;; 💕💞💕💞💞💕💞

and legiT- and omg- also what i do a lot is thinking i have a story all in control but then i realise that i only focused on the main parts and nOT the transitions and all that shit and then i end up last minute thinking them- XDD and ngl one page stories sound SOO much better- imo- not just for writing- but for reading as well- whenever i go to see a fanfic I always read the ones that has one chapter- dunno how to fully explain it- possibly cause its satisfying to see a story actually have its end other than a long lasting series that will never end- XDD oneshots are my FUEL

buT WoW omg this topic has now made me realise how i barely go outside- XDD i wish there would be other thingd around my neighborhood other than a "park" that has DEAD GRASS and the sprinklers go off like every hour for some reason- duNNo what the builders were thinking but i guess i dont mind- i stay in my house a whOLELE lot xD

and YESS IT GETS ME EVERYTIME- "hey lets draw-" *-WRITES-* XDD AND ABHAHAHAHA (NOW ON YOUR LOCAL MUSIC STORES- XDDDD) and omG MEEE- the times i would usually sleep would be around 3 am to 6 am- ironically my mom has a more screwed up schedule than i do- and SHE STILL HAS- last night she told me that she hasnt slept in 48 HOURSSS- MaMAAA PLEASE SLEEP

GO AWAY CAT HEATHEN- XD and omG a squirt bottle of water yes XDD and awh i definitely understand now how youll not get a cat- sounds like a hecka pain ;0;; i never even had a pet before (or not that i would recall- oh wait i think i had fish but i have an embarrassing story that made my mom ban fish from the household- OH MAN the shame)

and yeahh oh man- i hope you are okay with all these topics XDD and thank you!! 💕💞💕💞💕💞💕💞

awwhh i see- i wish you can hang out with your friends without it being too risky! that reminds me of that one time where my friend said "hey so uh you guys can hang out at my house since at my parent's workplace someone was positive for covid" and then immeadiately after they were like "SO WE NEED TO GO TO ONE OF YOUR GUYS' HOUSE" and Im LIKE- UH- NOO??? nOt AfTEr you just say THAT- nuh uh- thankfully we didnt hang out that day- better safe than sorry xD

and omggg those pies sound AWWESOMEEEE- i always wanted to try pumpkin pie before but when i asked my mom that she was like "nO iTS diSGusTing" and im like "*visible confusion*" and lOwKEY SAME- pineapple pie just sounds a bit off but my mom was really hyped to make it xD i'd actually say its not that bad! but im still not a fan of pineapple so uhhh xD (aNd YEAH IT DOES feel like it would make those haters cry-- XDD)

and PFHAOHFA IM A LIVING HEATHEN- XDD omg at this time of year- it gets CRAZYY for me- first off- Tree is a true filipino- right when it was the first day october- youd hear them say "FUCK HALLOWEEN"(and id just whine to them like "BUT HALLOWENENENEN") and then their family set up a whole christmas tree and over-the-top decorations- and omg- if you hate christmas music- you would despise the philippines sO MUCH- when the FIRST day of SEPTEMBER hits- CHRISTMAS MUSIC ON ALLLLL THE STORES- it will drive you WILDDD ( yeah its actually a normal filipino thing- not that i ever went to the philippines myself at tHAT time of year- but my friends and family tell me all about it- filipinos are the true christmas maniacs XDDD)

and awhhh choir must be a pain ;0;;; that would remind me how on one concert- the beginners class of choir screamed on purpose even though they werent supposed to- the teacher got so pissed XDDD and YESSS PRESENTSSSS- and awh man- i actually dont own ANY consoles at all- so the only things i can ask for is steam games- last year for christmas i got just shapes and beats- which was WORTHHH

and oo YAY- now i shall mark that on my calander- XD and mine is february 7!

#the rambles of crystu

[toomanyskeletons]

magic in spectraverse - infodump

so iv e been meaning to make a post abt this for a while so why not now, when im not even sure how my words are right and if i can think of the right things to say

in spectraverse - well, kind of, there are several spectraverse timelines and none have particular names so i cant really specify which one, we’ll just call it 2 - there are several different kinda of magic, along with subtypes

There are three different casters a being - typically a human, it is unusual for any nonhuman to call themselves a caster - can be, ‘caster’ being the name for the way someone casts a spell. Its a shit name, i’ll pick a better one some other time. Anyway. So, you can cast spells. Some make their own spells, others use books or loose paper or they remember it or whatever. Think of it like baking. You can stick it all in together, and it will always make something. Whether that thing is edible, that varies. Casting is like that, you can put in four whatever the fucks and three bees and you might get a puff of smoke or you might blow up your house. You might have been trying to dye your hair magically. Anyway.

A witch is a caster who draw the power of their spells from the environment - heat, light, feelings. A caster can do basically any spell depending on whatever the fuck they are but often, they are spells that give back. So. If you draw power from say, the sun’s heat, it might be a spell to replenish some part of the environment. I really havent thought this through but i just want to talk soo Witches can cast any spell, but drawing power from the environment can be time consuming and troublesome, so their spells tend to be weaker and- i dont know how to say this properly. I have this nice image all ready but i dont know what its words are. I’d say witches spells tend to be longer lasting? Yeah. Like. You cant draw energy from the environment quickly, but a long term spell being very constantly, slowly replenshed is the sort of things witches excel at. Like, making a plant grow faster, or a love spell, or a happiness spell, or maybe something to increase income - i dont know. Witches arent particularly important at the moment in my story so i havent given them much thought.

At this stage i should probably point out that these are all considered gender neutral. U dont have to be a lady to be a witch, and u dont have to be a dude to be a wizard, and you dont have to be nonbinary to be a mage.

So next up is wizards, who use their own energy. This is the thing that is good for fast acting spells, or things that work in bursts. Setting fires, i cant think of anything else, teleportation, yeah i really have not thought much about this either. Wizards replenish their energy just as any human generally does, sleeping, eating, spending an absurdly long amount of time gambling away your money in Pokemon - okay maybe thats just me but you get the idea.

Wizards are more useful in battle than witches, though armor, cloaks, staffs, etc. Can all have a boost in power by a witch.

Mages are people either born with the natural ability for elemental manipulation, OR people who perform a combination of both witchery and wizardry. Maybe just the latter. I’ll have to think of a name for the former.

There are eight major elements, and beyond those are several subtypes/skills that can only be learnt with particular elements. I havent thought of many of these but i’ll work them out.

So- Water Air Earth Fire Lightning Steel/Metal (i wanted to call it metal but my pokemon loving ass kept calling it steel) Light Dark/ness

Everyone has an element 'assigned’ to them in their genetics, but most people dont have the natural ability to manipulate it. Instead, they may have a few personality traits associated with the element, they might excel in a field of study related to that element, they could just really like that element OR nothing in particular. Like. It affects them in no way whatsoever, which is probably the most common. Also people can kinda teach themselves manipulation but it is Hard.

When you’re a 'natural’ (pretty sure i stole that term from somewhere else but w/e) you will have had the ability to control the element from birth. Natural elemental manipulators tend to have good visualisation skills and decent motor skills, though sometimes they have neither of these things and it ends really fucking badly, because if you cant picture something right you cant control it, and if you cant point your hand where u need to point it, thats bad. Elemental manipulation is largely controlled with visualisation, picturing what you want to do in your mind, but it also has to do with how good you are at controlling your energy. Most people wont be able to say, evaporate all the water from a pool in an instant, actually thats a terrible example for reasons i have not yet explained, give me a moment- Most people wont be able to cause an earthquake the moment they start using magic consciously, and that is because they havent learnt how to control their energy. Some people MIGHT be able to do it, but its more of an “accidental spontaneous energy release’ thing than a 'five year old good at controlli their energy’ thing.

So then you have subtypes. I havent thought of many of these yet, actually im P sure i only have one but lets talk about it anyway.

Temperature manipulation is a subskill of the metal and water elements, largely linked to the control of emotions. Actually, any of the elements that have the states of matter which i am forgetting, will be able to learn this subtype. It means, you guessed it, you cn control temperature. So a water user would then get a sort of sub element of ice, and they can also boil water. Metal users would be able to melt and solidify the metal. It takes time to learn, and oh shit mind blank. Uh.oh right. Speed. So like you might be able to boil water with the ability but u wont be able to do it really fast unless youve practised a lot. Poor emotional regulation + temperature manipulatio can mean Bad because it would lead to the accidental alteration of environemtnt. That was too fancy. Basically u might get road rage and then ur whole fucken car would melt.

Uh also healing? Pretty self explanatory, i havent though abt it much yet, much like everything else in this post.

Humans can also learn magic through objects. Some help to channel energy, some boost it, you can get orbs to give you an extra element, etc.

So then NONHUMANS are so much luckier because magic is like. Their first language. Most nonhumans, or even half humans with ANY nonhuman in them, will find it MUCH easier to learn a second element. Nonhumans have a body built for magic, so like their body can channel energy into multiple elements simulaneously, which is a thing humans find difficult, as they are not particularly made for magic. They still do it though. Nonhumans tend to be manipulators rather than casters, and like i said before, if they are they dont typically use the term caster.

Also, here are some things i forgot to mention/magic which i couldnt work out where to fit in:

- TELEKINESIS: good ole telekinesis. magical story woukdnt be complete without it. Pretty easy for most magical (nonhuman) beings to learn, at a basic level (closing doors, picking up the tv remote bc youre too lazy). You can go further into it and learn how to fuckin slam a dude against a wall like in supernatural. Harder for humans to learn (look i know humans get all this shit but theyre the majority).

-SUMMONING: SUMMON SATAN OR SOME SHIT. first of all, if you summon satan, you will get one of five people who will all tell you that satan is the incorrect term.also, summoning satan isnt particularly powerful summoning magic, it doesnt rely on the user’ s power much, but you gotta give a little blood. Anyway. Summoning is usually assisted by tokens of some sort that depict what you are summonging. Sometimes. To be a summoner u have to make friendship with thingd that CAN be summoned, like angels demons nine tailed fox etc. if it cant talk and make friends then u can generally find their tokens in shops, particualrly when there are a lot of the species existing and they dont exist lhysically outside of the void or something. But sentient beings like demons u goota find, befirend, and then they giv e you their token like some sorta business card. They also can turn down a summon, because they are sentient and if youre sentient it is possible you may be busy.

-TIME POWERS: HAVENT thogubt about this at all but worth a mention. Involves freezing time, travelling time and I FORGOT ABOUT DIMENSIONAL TRAVEL

-dimensional travel: you can travel dimensions, kinda. Ther e is one character who can do this currrently, she uses an unnamed object to help her draw her own power and she can juml timelines and travel different world s without the use of gates, which are often used otherwise.

Anyway thats all i can think of but i am definitely forgetting something

Questions? Comments? Have i made a spelling error? (If thats the case suck it ul u pansy) (there are five hundrrdd spelings here fcukc you) suggestions for another infodump? Want me to stop infodumping? Want to send me hate? I have an ask box and an anonymous button, they are there so you can use them

#also u can tell me improvemtnts if you want but i will b going to bed soon #lmao this was fun to write i hope someone likes it #my writing tag #my writing #i'll add some more tags to this if i remember #ask to tag #hply shit this was way longer than i intended #lmao #gnite #ok to rb #long post

[jadedanddisillusioned]

I hate my family and what they've done to me

Why should I care about people who does not care about me? Such as my family. They disregard the things that I want and my freedom and overstep their boundaries. I will not sacrifice my happiness for people who does not care about mine. I will do the things that I want (within reason and law) while I'm still alive. I want so much to die. I hate my life. I hate my family. I hate where I am. I hate being in this situation. I hate myself for being so powerless and for consenting to be in this type of situation. Suicide is such a comforting thought sometimes. It's nice to know that I can actually control something despite being unable to control this life. But suicide can also lead me to hell, to eternal suffering. And that's pretty much the reason why I haven't committed it. I really hope that I'll die in my sleep. I want to be reincarnated and be able to start a new life because there is no hope in this one. My father's an alcoholic with a weak psyche. If my mother dies before him, he will be such an aimless wreck. My mother does not consider other's feelings and wants as long as she thinks that she's right. She is always right. She cannot accept mistakes and always blames people for every bad things that happen to her. She always blames me when I "overreact" whenever my sister steals something from me. My sister is a manipulative thief. She can twist facts to her advantage. She doesn't have a conscience. She knows my weakness. I'm forgetful and I tend to leave my money and things around. She uses these information to get what she wants which is to steal my things and money. She's prettu much a psychopath in a sheep'a clothing. She may only cares about her status and appearance. I've never attained justice in this house. This is not home. My boarding house feels more like home than this hell. I need to be more financially independent to be able to get out of this hell. If you are true God and if you're listening right now. Could you please help me? I promise not to commit suicide if you do. You know how tired I am since childhood. I've never fit in. I don't have close friendhips. The reason is mostly due to my coldness and introversion. But that's due to the bullying(from my mother, my classmates, and my sister) and bad experiences that I've had. It was hard to trust people. Solitude is the only way to feel peace in my life. Life is slowly dying. That's just it. I cannot understand why people have ti suffer if You really love them. Why? I'm just so tired. I'm so lost. Why give me intelligence, drawing and singing skills if I won't be able to enjoy and use them. Why put me in this family and situation where I can't explore my full potential. Why do I have to appear as the "bad" one when I'm not the one who's a thief. Why do you have to give me to people who makes me feel bad about myself rather than push myself to be better. I still remember how my mother told my sister those bad things about me. I still remember how my mother told me that I don't have to save money for now, just to save money once I am earning more. I still remember how my sister try to manipulate me so I won't remember how much she borrowed from me. I can still remember how my father guilt tripped me into paying for his own fare. I can still remember how my mother always sides with my sistet whenever we argue about her thieving. I could still remember hearing my parents argue when my father is drunk. Tell me why should I help and obey these kind of people. I always thought the problem is with me. I was made to think that I'm just thinking too much. That these things happen to normal family. But all these thingd fucked me up and made me cold and asocial on the outside but hurting on the inside. No one will hear my whole story. I just need someone to acknowledge my pain and not to tell me that I'm overthinking. I hate my family. I need to study hard so I can get away from them as soon as I can!