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skinnytuna · 9 months

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to me there are two emotions at each extreme of experience, and they are mostly the same.

at the bottom pole…

a dull boredom.. listless.. anxieties weaving in and out. unmotivated. a vague directionless sense of Desire but no will to choose or pursue. quickly giving way to worse and more inward versions of itself.

this is wrong, im wrong, everything ive ever done is wrong, the future is wrong and worst of all i haven’t a damned thing to do about any of it. dead. unmoving. pessimistic almost by default.

at the pinnacle…

a rapturous, sublime melancholy. a quiet joy with the distinct awareness of its own ignorance, its own temporeity. nostalgic but for the presence. a yearning fondness for what is not yet past but soon will be.

a deep consideration of the future and past value of this moment. that this is what you lived to see, and what you will live to achingly remember.

but they both ache.

two days ago i was on a mountain under the hot sky. i was listening to a song i’ve listened to thousands of times in thousands of places since i found it on bandcamp ten years ago. two chords, alternating, no cadences. the wind was gently pushing my clothes around. my calves were killing me earlier in the trek but the pain lessened the more i warmed up.

my friends and loved ones were scattered around the rock face in various levels of awe at the horizon.

i felt that sublime melancholy. i remembered the memory i was in. i remembered feeling that feeling with those same people before. i thought about how many times i’ll get to feel that feeling before i die. i thought about how many of these people i will still get to feel like this with in 5 or 20 years, and how many will have gone their separate way by then.

a lot of people fear a life unwell-lived. a life with regrets. to be honest it’s not something i think about much. my long term and short term memory, generally speaking, are catastrophically bad for someone with a mostly-healthy brain.

i know this because a lot of times i will react to something i had already reacted to once before in the same way i did it the first time, and i won’t remember, but someone else will, and we laugh about it.

but it makes the nostalgia thing funny. because i will probably forget that evening on the mountain. and i’ll need someone to remind me how it went.

but i never forget the feeling.

#the song is lately by exist strategy #my trip to georgia was nice #i love my wife very much

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minxinq · 2 months

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ure engaged????

yes!! well, not “officially” in the legal sense, but we’re both in full agreement that we’re absolutely getting married, so yeah!!

#i love my wife #i love my wife very much #txt

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horse-hero · 4 months

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My boobs have gone up a cup size who want me? Trick question! I already know and iiiits my wife

and yes its transgender

POST!

#i love my wife very much #i like it when xe holds my hand :)#prog posting

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iovetecchou · 1 year

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YOU GUYS ARE TOOO CUTE🙁

please you’re so sweet, thank you! <3

#q is scheming #winwin my beloved <3 #i love my wife very much

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bittersweetyrn · 4 months

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big fan of essek thelyss, not the fanon interpretation, which is either "smol bean, tiny fragile elf who's a sweetheart and basically a child" or people mistakenly calling betrayal of one's home country a "war crime" and then proceeding to be flippant about it anyway, but the real Essek

pretentious motherfucker that committed treason bc he though he was smarter than everyone else

learned to float literally just to impress other rich people

canonically neutral evil

basically head spymaster of his country and master of lies but sucks shit lying to his friends

stayed bitchy even after his redemption arc

"there is nothing I would love more than to not be around you all for the remainder of this day"

a space wizard that crushed someone with telekenesis just to show off (the person was already dying)

sexy feet, nice ass, overall hottie

fell in love with a traumatized wizard of his enemy country and it was mutual despite all the betrayal

faggot

gave away state secrets to enemy wizard bc he though he was sexy

discovered time travel with his boyfriend

proceeded to say they shouldn't use time travel (bc now he's a good boy) but was willing to sacrifice everything and help if his bf wanted to use it

once confessed he had such a bad fight with his dad that his dad ran into the demon caves and never returned (essek doesn't feel bad about this at all)

young for an elf but still 120 years old, he called his bf "young man" and flexed on him about how much more evil he is

#anytime I imagine him stealing the beacons its set to the music from Sinbad where eris steals the book of peace #the way people say “he's basically a teenager!” to excuse his actual evil acts #characters are evil and its cool #very much “my guy didn't do that! he did a bunch of other shit tho”#he is all these cool things yet unfortunately the dice were never on his side 😔#I only have the most correct opinions on essek #I literally don't even critrole anymore but he is my bitch ass wife #critical role #essek thelyss #essik theylas #ask me abt my fic series “I sensed we loved each other without knowing”

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salsasolutions · 3 months

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First art of 2024! He is still at large

Based off this image:

#jrwi #jrwi riptide #jrwi chip #jrwi fanart #chip jrwi #chip james #chibo #god this is so cursed #I never wanna draw bebo accurate Chip again #anyway shoutout to my wife for encouraging me to draw this I love you very much :3

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somecunttookmyurl · 10 months

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if you want actual like on god for real actually exist you can see the papyri/tablets very incredibly cute egyptian letters absolutely go read translations of the amarna letters between king amenhotep III and his absolute bestest best friend in the whole wide world king tushratta of mitanni

#an fyi before you do: egyptians said 'i love you' and were very dramatic about it VERY freely #this isnt a 'haha they were SUUUHC GOOD FRIEEEEEEEENDS' moment egyptians were just like that #amenhotep was INCREDIBLY drunk on loving his wife juice to the extent his secondary wives were merely ceremonial positions #by all accounts he was monogamous and incredibly cute about his (commoner) wife #but he and tushratta referred to eachother as brothers and tush was DEVESTATED when amenhotep died #and wrote to queen tiye saying that he would love his son (amenhotep IV aka akhenaten) as if he were amenhotep III #because his best friend lived on in his son #and was basically like 'my son now i love him so much btw'#and then akhenaten completely fucked it by leaving him on read forever which is so sad and also biggest dick move #akhenaten apologists dont interact

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fumifooms · 4 months

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Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.

His grey hairs are so earned

#Chilchuck tims #dungeon meshi #analysis #HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY #You know what yeah understandable have a good day #Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose #Spoilers #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm #Anyways I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s #How he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺#I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many #Compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol #He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!!#I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers #He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help #Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’#Is nice in his opinion #This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost…#OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level.#‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc #Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡

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kitamars · 5 months

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rebranding to become a tenko lovebot now sorry guys

#i just realised i draw tiny tenkos a lot where she’s just stood there. its cute #I LOOOOOOOOOOVE HER SO MUCHHHHHHHH #my beloved wife #she deserves so much more love #gintama #she is so perfect #also . timeskip yuri is a very interesting thought to me wehehehe #they are sooooo insane for my brain im busy getting my ass kicked by finals and my brain is still occupied by them #sakata gintoki #sakata ginko #hijikata toushirou #hijikata tenko #wtf is their ship name #ginhiji #hijigin #gintoki x hijikata #hijikata x gintoki #ok bye

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blubblubisdead2me · 2 months

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CANT SLEEP DREW MARISA INSTEAD

#touhou #touhou project #touhou fanart #東方project #marisa kirisame #far too much confidence to post this #but honestly whats the fun in having a blog all to yourself and not posting spontaneous sketches #i do more embarrassing things every day #im so very tired but maybe what i need is actually tokyo active neets blasting in my eardrums #anyways lesbians #i love my wife

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cerise-on-top · 3 months

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hi! how would Valeria and Kate react if their wife’s got hurt because of their work, both of them working highly jobs and it ended up catching up to their s/o. hoe you are doing well and drink plenty of water! thank you!

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Hello! Both of them would be absolutely distraught, but would go about it in different ways!

Valeria’s and Laswell’s Wife Gets Hurt Because of their Job

Valeria: Whoever hurt you will wind up tortured and eventually, once she thinks they’ve had enough of their miserable life, will wind up dead. Naturally, the first thing she does is check up on you, see if you’re alright and well, that’s her priority. You’re the love of her life, there’s no one else in this world she wants to see do well. You’ll be admitted to the best hospital nearby and will only get the finest treatment. Once you’re stabilized, that’s when the hunt begins. Whoever hurt you won’t get too far since that bastard’s life will be on the line. Regardless of where they might be hiding, Valeria will find them and show them that death is actually a kind of mercy. She has pretty much everything at her disposal, everything money can buy, this sucker won’t know what hit them. If it’s revenge they want, then revenge they’ll get. Valeria promises you that their head will be on a silver plate. She’s not very good with words when it comes to comforting someone, but she will have that person killed in the most cruel ways she can imagine. In fact, she’ll take the pleasure of torturing them upon herself. Once she’s done, she’ll take some days off, which is surprising since she usually can’t afford that at all. You’ll be under her direct care for those days. Anything you want you’ll get. Afterwards there will be a slight shift in her demeanor, Valeria becomes more protective over you. Sometimes she might even assign some trusted people of hers to watch over you since she can’t afford something like that happening again. While she can’t always take some days off, she’ll try to be closer to you anyway. Always texting you, finding excuses to come home for a day maybe. She just really needs to make sure you’re okay, she wouldn’t know what to do with herself if you died.

Laswell: Laswell will try to be a bit more diplomatic about it at first, trying to coax whoever hurt you out of hiding. This person will be held accountable for their crimes against her world. Naturally, she rescues you first, gets you to the nearest hospital and won’t leave your side until you’re stable again. If it takes you a while to wake up again, she’ll leave to find the fucker and make sure they swim with the fishes. She has a pretty large, efficient network and will find out who it was fairly easily. Once she knows who they are, she won’t hesitate to find out all their past crimes as well, if they hurt you then they must have done some other awful things as well. Once that phase is over, she’ll go to their home herself and have them arrested, put in the worst prison imaginable where the inmates are treated especially badly. She won’t kill them, but she wouldn’t be surprised if they wind up dead anyway. Laswell usually isn’t an evil person, but she does hope that person dies during their time. Their sentence will be as long as possible so there’s no chance of them ever seeing the sunlight again either. Once all of this is over, she, too, would take some days off to spend with you. You’re a priority above all else, so Laswell will want to be there for you, no matter the cost. While she usually isn’t, depending on how severely you got hurt she might become a bit overbearing, a bit overprotective. That overprotectiveness will last for a few months, afterwards she’ll try to give you some space again. However, she’ll always be keeping a closer eye on you, always texting or calling you every once in a while to make sure you’re okay. If she needs to, she’ll put you under her protection officially, but the situation needs to be dire for that to happen. Either way, she’ll be keeping you safe.