#i really hate this work schedule

[imagionary]

Here I am being insane drawing and coloring two whole refs for Top Dog in one day

My hand is dyinggg

#He was built with a slimmer more athletic build like Graham but Saul got him addicted to the taste of toon ink and meats #it's taken a tole on his waistline obviously #he's the hungry hungry big bad wolf amongst his toon associates in Sales #He really enjoys working with the toons! he likes making office games to inventivize them to do their work #he hates these cravings of his; he hates feeling like he's going to go numb and snap to having eaten another toon #the chew toy is a gift to The Mingler from Glittermuffin for Top Dog; they told her that they'd do her one favor and she asked for #something that could help Top Dog with his toon cravings so voila! special chew toy for Top Dog to gnaw on if he's starting to crave toonink #Top Dog's weight will most likely fluxuate in my art of him which is why I put he can either be drawn fit or fat #he's a mess and needs to get his schedule and diet back under control #The Mingler is a good friend #toontown corporate clash #ttcc #toontown: corporate clash #imagionary rambles #ttcc au #ttcc oc #top dog #Top Dog is an experiment from the Office Basement from Brian; a clone fusion between Graham and Zak's blueprints

[soldier-poet-king]

Didn't eat enough today and now I have hanxiety (as opposed to being hangry) 🫠

#my own fault!!! i just!!! wanst hungry!!! #but NOW??? the world is ending errands are cancelled meal prep cancelled i am laying on the floor waiitnf for frozen pizza before i DIE #of PANIC #idk WHY. like im making progress on the scary work tasks!!! #the duality of fran #anyway. kids. do as i say not as i do #dangers of working from home some days means meal schedule is fucked up #i really do be a lab rate creature both hating and needing strict scheduled routine #UNFORTUNATELY. TRUE ABOUT ME

[torra-and-the-toons]

I'm so honored that y'all love the stuff I make for KND, it's been fun exploring this style! And I'm loving all the requests I've gotten since I started this KND endeavor!!

I have quite a few lined up now, along with ideas of my own I'd like to draw, but my work schedule is all funky this week, so free time and energy will probably be unpredictable.

But I do want to draw them, they're all so fun!! there's some that might take longer because I haven't gotten to the characters requested in my rewatch journey but I will draw them in time! I usually try to answer requests in order, but I like to get a feel for the characters' personalities before I draw them too.

I appreciate y'all's support, and your patience!

#torra rambles #request info #I've not really taken requests before so this is fun #I used to be scared bc my schedule and creativity can be funky and I was afraid I wouldn't be able to do it #and leave people disappointed #but I've been surprised with myself with what I've accomplished so far #so thank y'all!!! #I open at work like 3 days in a row and I hate it #opening zaps my energy like a sponge

[devilsskettle]

i hate that this website has location based ads now like it's one thing to promote the local grocery store chain to me but i am seeing ads for my workplace now :/

#stop it...... #i don't want to go back but this is the last sick day i can reasonably take #i probably should've gone back today but i told them when i was still feeling worse that i wasn't coming in....... #ohhhh i dread going in tomorrow so much. i don't even dislike this job i just hate being somewhere everyday #each day feeling its meaninglessness...... my meaninglessness in the space.......... the repetition and redundancy #selling people who don't need to be there things that they don't need #standing all day long just fucking bored #hoping that enough has happened since i've been gone that people can fill me in #ugggh because it's soooo boring but stressful to have to generate conversation with the same people every day #when nothing new ever happens #and i get sick of everybody even the people that i like and i don't really think anybody likes me that much either #i guess i felt this when i worked there part time but because i only had to be there part time it wasn't this constant gnawing feeling #and they didn't have me in the shop all the time....... this schedule is fucking killing me #i walk there i stand all day and i walk home #that's one of the reasons i haven't come back in yet - i was so dizzy and nauseous that the idea of standing all day was like. #i obviously can't fucking do that even if i would otherwise feel well enough to come in #if i had a sitting job then it wouldn't matter if i was a little dizzy #but getting back and forth to work and then standing for 8 hours. even when i'm feeling well it's kind of a lot #idk i guess i'm pretty unhappy with this job and where i am in life etc but i can't quit rn because what else would i do #there's literally job of this type that is going to pay as well and have good benefits #and i'm not qualified yet for the type of work i hope to do in the future #so i just gotta wait it out but it feels like. endless. #sigh anyway i'm just lazy lol #all this is to say. stop putting ads for my workplace on my dash lol i don't need to see all that

[worm-in-a-trenchcoat]

Trying to “justify” why you’re having a meltdown over something “small” should be an Olympic sport.

#currently flipping my shit over this weeks work schedule #because I had plans this Friday that I didn’t think I would need to take off for #because I’ve been opening a lot lately #and closing times have been early so I figured even if I opened I’d be fine to make my plans #but I was wrong and I close this Friday and closing times are later this weekend so I’m not going to be able to make it to my event #and there’s no one available to take my closing shift so I’m stuck with it #I was having a shot day until I remembered the event was coming up and I was so excited and then I got the new schedule and #I really hate this feeling #and I’m all hormonal and shit so it’s just worse and I want to cry and scream at the same time #idk if I want to hit myself or the wall #autistic meltdown #meltdown trigger warning #sorry for the tag rant #personal

[pepprs]

acnl is a superior game to acnh in almost every way except the graphics. it’s actually making me mad

#purrs #working at the roost… mr shrunk… main street … multiple shop upgrades… megaphone (and microphone AND CAMERA on the ds)… villagers have #distinctive personalities and spread rumors and ask to schedule a time to come to your house… pattern grass… kappn island minigames… bananas #and mangos and durians and perfect fruit… the town tree and all the history in it… like idk. i love acnh too but it’s just so hollow and i #wasn’t even around for acnl in its glory days. like i STILL haven’t unlocked all the shops or shop upgrades on acnl or even met Gracie yet #or whatever and on acnh the only thing i need to do is get like 2 more reactions and then ive completed the game. and it just feels #pointless logging on and whatever (ik im saying things that have already been said a million times) bc the villagers are just dolls who say #the same 3 things over and over again. meanwhile eunice and benjamin are two of my og acnl villagers and they’re still there 5 years later #and i log on and talk to them and it’s so rewarding to bc they feel like actual.. people! who i love and who love me. whereas my acnh #villagers who i also love will just carry on exactly as they were no matter how long ive been gone. idk. i just don’t understand why they #decided to downgrade so much for acnh and let go of all these features and characters. i really hope they’ll make another game and that jtll #have everything new leaf had and more. and i mean the new horizons features can stay too (except for diy. i HATE diy) #ac #exterior building customization beyond just houses… sitting on rocks and tree strumps (and tree stumps having patterns)…. 😭💔 #the basket where you could put stuff from kappn islands in there so it wouldn’t fill up your inventory….

[hotdrinks]

manager called me at work today and said "today u have to drain the washing machine btw it's going to be disgusting and smell really bad" nobody told me this would happen today because they knew if they did they would have never seen me again

#adding a new muck and slime element to my job i see #one thing about me is i hate muck and slime #on my hands #i work at a spa there should be zero muck and zero slime that i have to touch with my hands #all i want is a simple little life and yet muck follows me everywhere im fed up with this worl #job listinf never said 'you will be surprised with a slime task 9 months into your job here'!!!!!!! #she really went on about how disgusting it would be too like she talked about it so much i asked if i was being pranked #next job i will make them sign a contract that swears they will not ambush me with a goop task i shan't stand for this #theyre making me do it after my scheduled shift too!!!! #u know i will remain clocked in #this guy doesn't get enmired in sludge for free!!!! #😤😤😤😤😤😤 #furious on this day #drinks talk tag

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

btw if you have noticed I’ve disappeared off the internet the last couple days I have been ~~anxious (but I’m fine!!!)

#yanno being in your 20s etc #work / the new year / publishing etc lol #will schedule the lonan bday stream for Friday tho hehehe #I hate when a physical symptom of anxiety is nausea like it really doesn’t need to do that 👍👍 #anyway it’s a new week!!!!!

[garbagequeer]

the thing about beautiful riverdale is that there are a couple of people in my life who seem to have learned the trick to see me turn into the happiest person on earth with the biggest smile under any circumstances which is asking me about riverdale

#the other day having dinner one last time with my friend before she moved to germany #which i could comfortably fit into my schedule because i was on a depression leave from work that lasted almost 2 full months #talking about life: (us both) well it's been going bad hasnt it. what with no money and crazy families and tragedy striking a ho etc etc #her bf asks me about what books im reading: well im reading this book about this guy who lives such a meaningless life what with capitalism #that you think yeah the only way out is to kill yourself here but the guy has become such a non-person that he cant even #kill himself in any way that matters. also he hates women so it's a really upsetting book #me to the bf: so do you already know when it's a good time to visit her in germany #the bf: well actually there used to be cheap flights but not anymore so idk if we can visit because it's so expensive now :( #my friend (genius): so i heard riverdale ended what happened on riverdale season 7 #and for 10 minutes it was a great time thank you riverdale forever #personal

[arionawrites]

1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!

2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr

3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!

overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!

#aritalks #i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use #not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before #and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk #but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day! #the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow #also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years #(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years #and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk) #was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!! #i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight #so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday #my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work #my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all #over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins) #but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered #(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting #when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so #just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my #mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19) #so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her #and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too #i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure #out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still #dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not #the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one #if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it #but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help #and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks #just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️

[arashi-no-saxlphone]

Fighting Sol on this patch is so funny cause it's either like "Coulda kept pressing there. Coulda DP'd that. Why are you just blocking you're playing Sol go a little crazier" or "This motherfucker is unconditionable, he won't hold anything, he won't hold a meaty, he's just DP ing everything this is so dumb this character's stupid" with no in-between and truthfully that is the pinnacle and essence of Guilty Gear.

#sairambles #guilty gear #ggst #sol badguy #wasn't really feeling it today but that's ok cause frankly it's good to take a break LOL #If it wasn't obvious I play way too much Strive #I have other hobbies of course but it really is a solid chunk of what I'm doing these days #plus it's Monday #no one is playing Strive on a monday morning LOL #Ugh I hate my new schedule #it's nice to have Monday off and all but no one else is around during these times cause they all work NORMAL jobs haha #as opposed to me the humble graveyard shifter #ough I gotta do something else

[kohakhearts]

cons of going to a “good schoolTM”: insane workload, unbearable classmates, next to no support when you have any kind of extenuating circumstances Including literal hospitalization, etc

pros of going to a “good schoolTM”: the 9-5 lifestyle is genuinely a major improvement

#taylor.txt #the extenuating circumstances point was not me btw. i know someone who had his degree delayed an entire year because of two weeks in psych #we’re in a co-op program or else maybe it wouldve just been one semester but. lol #i hate it here…i hate it #but hey…at least i have the world’s shittiest health insurance! #some of my classmates say they dont feel like working full-time is easier than going to school full-time but it so is #for me. anyway. even when i fumbled my time management bad on the field and make no mistake i was incredibly busy plus i chose a field #notorious for Unpaid Overtime and Taking Your Work Home. even then. it was still easier than this #i would never do undergrad again. i loved everything i learned. i took interesting and awesome classes #but i would never ever do it again. miserable overworked spent most of it friendless until i got on the field #i have a friend who keeps being like idk how you did 4 physics classes this sem and im like girl we are education students…thats an average #semester for a physics major. how must THEY feel #also i have to say just you know. generally. ive worked full-time while living with my parents #AND while living alone. and 50 hours a week was incredibly manageable in the former arrangement. i even wrote and edited an entire novel #in the beginning stages of a pandemic while working 50 hours a week of retail and fast food hell. 40 hours full-time with weekends off #while living alone though? thats hard. i still managed to go to the gym almost every day #currently? i cant get out of bed in the morning. i am putting in 12 hour days and then goinng to bed unable to sleep because im so stressed #i have dreams about school. tangentially theres a really good marxist poem i read last year about this phenomenon in workers #ANYWAY. i have just 8 more days 4 exams 1 research paper and video project #i think i can pass and then thats it. my next semester is hell but just because scheduling the actual classes will be easy #and then i get to go back on the field and actually want to wake up every day. lol #and 8 days from now i will have my christmas shopping done and my apartment will be clean and i will be a fanfic writing machine #also my friends and i booked a demolition room so im sure that will be beneficial kfldjfldndks

[ruffgem]

I go through a quarter-life (actually probably mid-life considering climate change) crisis like every day of my life and it really kills my vibe i cannot lie

#I have to work a really long event today and idk if I can even do it but I need money so I have toooooo #at least I finally did my dishes this morning after I walked into my room and I realized it smelled like a fucking landfill LMAO #FUCK idk how I will make it another semester of this evil place #this place is seriously bad it feels like my soul is rotting not to be dramatic #actually since I’ve set foot here in 2019 my mental health took a steep decline #but ummm idk I guess I didn’t have any guts to drop cuz I thought I was just being a baby #ACTUALLY ITS FIIINEE #I am NO LONGER above crying on the bus (joke)(not joke) #I wanted to go home this weekend but today was the only day they’ve scheduled me in forever and so I have to stay and work so I can like #buy food #I hate u…….

[junk-culture]

"do i want to do art as a career or a hobby" life's most difficult question that plagues me every second of every day to be Honest

#i feel like part of the reason i went oh ill keep it as a hobby is because i didn't feel like i was Good enough to do it professionally. but #i will only become Good enough if i actually put the time and energy into learning anatomy and everything else and treating it as a full #time programme of study. #which is difficult alongside my accounting degree that i don't fully care about.ohwell #to be honest i will literally have the whole summer to draw so i guess it's fine tbh #i might get really serious and try to follow a vague plan/schedule of devoting x hours a week to anatomy and stuff #i just hate how limited i am right now like i know my art isnt bad but im so lacking in so many areas #well who give a shit...i got plany of time. #i think i will stick out this degree and then consider where to go from there... #i think i do feel too unready for a “career” of any kind so even if i COULD enjoy doing art as a job e.g. comics or children's books i thin #it would probably be better all round to slowly work my way towards it in many years time

[rival-the-rose]

i'm finally doing my taxes and holy shit.

i made $4500 in emergency fees and on call last year. $600 in overtime.

and i only worked there for 6 months last year

#get unionized #depressingly i only made like a quarter that much in massage #although again. i was only doing paid massage work for 6 months last year. #but i also haven't built my business up at all since coming back. to be completely honest er fees are a big reason why #when i can make an extra $250 by showing up whenever they call me versus the amount of work required to schedule a single massage appt. #i do love massage i am just really bad at putting myself out there to get clients and i hate the homework involved #even though again i do love talking thru issues w/ my clients and making exercise plans and all that i just. hate emails. #and i work so much already its hard to get motivated to answer different work emails on my lunch break u know

[clippy]

Hey so sorry to ebeg but I have to get $75 as soon as possible (ideally by end of day today, Aug 29) to reinstate my car insurance -- my job's start date got delayed by 20 days (I was supposed to start on August 20 but it got pushed to September 10) so I haven't had stable income since moving in July... 🙃

I'm technically behind on every single bill I have (and would need... well over $800 to get caught up) but rent is due on September 1st and that's a bigger priority, and I only have enough money to pay that

so $75 is the immediate goal but anything over that is like, extremely important as I likely won't get my first paycheck until September 17. and i still need to like. afford my other bills. and get groceries.

before anyone asks: i was gonna do doordash but i NEED my insurance to be active and to have an additional cushion for gas so I can do a couple days of delivery in case there's hiccups getting deposits

so if u have any c*sh to spare and want to help a gay trans guy, please check out the link above -- there are also sketch c0mmissions available that start at $10 if you want something in return (you have to purchase one in order for me to do one, though!)

(note: once $75 is hit, I am going to bump the goal up to $300 as that will give me cushion for gas, food, and let me get caught up on my phone bill)

$0 / $75

#for those wondering as well: this is gonna replace the moving GFM pinned post... #that didnt get 100% funded and while i am EXTREMELY grateful for every donation #i did have to sacrifice *a lot* more out of pocket than i would have liked #which is... another reason why i am really struggling right now #like. i will literally have $20 to my name after paying rent on the 1st #and that WILL NOT last me until September 17th especially when every single bill is overdue #my credit score is gonna get fucked up 😜 #and i dont qualify for any unemployment assistance! #like once im working i know i'll be ... on track again. but uh. #right now is an extremely tight spot. i really hate to even ask but im kinda out of options at this point #esp since doordash isnt even a guarantee since i just signed up and the schedule ahead slots book fast...