#i was having such a good day too

[chrollohearttags]

I’m sick of everybody trying me like I’m not a fucking headcase

#i was having such a good day too #and here comes this stupid bitch at the drive thru catching an attitude with me #then my sorry no good worthless piece of shit brother tried me #bc all of my cats have been sick and my mom asked me to help with my oldest one bc I’m literally on fucking crutches #and bc he’s good for nothing but sitting on his fat ass and playing video games and somebody asked him to do something #cherry chats 🍒 #my patience is fucking thin #gone actually #everybody can go to hell idk #like I’m not even no angry or mean person like that but I’m tired

[oikasugayama]

Someone followed me home today as I was leaving work bc I didn't let them merge in front of me. They only stopped following me when they noticed I was about to lead them in a loop. They blasted their horn at me and sped off.

Anyone else noticing people getting far more unhinged and unnecessarily angry lately? I shouldn't fear for my safety on my drive home. I shouldn't be afraid to park my car outside of my house.

#i really hate people sometimes #i was having such a good day too

[snixx]

it's been two days and my 24 year old roommate is already patronizing me about having no friends and how I'm so young and should go out more fml

#vagueposting the shit out of tumblr dot com #why why whyyyyyy #i was having such a good day too #I DO FOR THE RECORD HAVE FRIENDS I AM JUST SICK OF HAVING TO BEG EVERYONE TO LOVE ME

[rosybetta]

Tumblr updated despite the fact I turned off automatic updates for this shitty app, and now everything is just slightly worse. Why the fuck is the image viewer so ugly. Why is there a tiktok-esque scrolling feature when I view an image or video, and it DOESN'T EVEN SHOW ME THE NEXT CONTENT ON MY DASHBOARD, IT JUST SHOWS RANDOM ALGORITHM-SELECTED POSTS FROM PEOPLE I DON'T FOLLOW. What the fuck. Who decided this was a good idea. Why does every single app seem to just randomly make things worse. I haven't seen a positive update on literally any application in YEARS.

#Tumblr update #I am PISSED #I get so pissed off every time an app updates because the update is never ever ever actually an improvement #it is worse Every Single Time. Without Fail #my autistic ass is FURIOUS #I was having such a good day too #my whole day ruined by sudden rage at an app updating #staff fix your shit

[bratshaws]

I didn’t want to write this but I just gotta vent a bit I guess??? Like I know…my fic is long and that it’s an oc fic but I…really if you don’t like it you don’t

Have to read it. I think that messaging me, telling me my fic is “trash” and that no one cares about it anymore isn’t really fun. And like i hate to say it doesn’t get to me cause it does.

That’s all ill write. I’m already kinda drained because of that message so :( yeah

#I was having such a good day too

[gloriesunsung]

Why the fuck am I seeing transphobic posts suggested as “posts I may like”? Holy shit, tumblr, no, I do not fucking like.

I don’t know if I’ve interacted with something dodge, and please tell me if you think I have! But let me be perfectly clear - I don’t tolerate transphobia in any form, I see and love my trans friends, and TERFs can kindly go suck on dynamite. GTFO with these abhorrent, fuckstupid takes.

#queer #trans #transgender pride #i was having such a good day too

[interstate40]

ah fuck i'm in a "BURN IT ALL DOWN BURN IT ALL DOWN LASH OUT AND SNAP AT SOMEONE" mood from out of nowhere.

I want to not be in this mood. I want to talk to my friends and That Guy and my dad without wanting to go the absolute fuck OFF but I think I probably need to just hole up and put my phone on do not disturb for the rest of the day

#i was having such a good day too #after lunch the bitch inside came out from nowhere

[girlscience]

I hate what christianity did to me and how it made my parents and how it still makes them and i hate what it did to the environment I was raised in and I hate how it still affects me I hate it I hate it I Hate It

#i was watching a very very interesting and well made three part series on youtube discussing the gender critical movement/terfs #and i had to stop watching because they were discussing a book that was essentially describing how to do conversion therapy on your kids #and i think it was triggering me and now i want to go lay down and cry and hide in a small space #i was having SUCH a good day too

[successionsunday]

Sometimes I have such a good positive timespan that I forget that I really do have depression and anxiety :) until it all hits at once :)))

#I was having such a good day too #why does time have to pass so quickly? #I’ve been enjoying my summer so much I genuinely don’t think I’ve ever been so happy in my life

[boomerang109]

i love when calls with my parents leave me in fight or flight

#like. he’s asking for help which is good #but he’s expecting waaaay too much from me which is not cool #literally me being like ‘I was thinking I was gonna have a job?’ and him being like ‘uhhhh’ #BESTIE YOU EXPECT ME TO BE HOME ALL THE TIME WITH YOU???? #LIKE I UNDERSTAND YOU WANT SOMEONE TO HELP YOU BUT DO YOU UNDERSTAND YOU CANT EXPECT ME TO JUST COME HOME AND CARE FOR YOU 24/7??? #am I gonna say any of that to him?? probably not dhdjsjsj #boom’s bad days #i was having such a good day too

[howtodisassembleyourdeviant]

I’ve made myself sad again so I’m going to take that as my que to stop before I make all my posts and replies depressing. 

#( ooc ) #Stupid fucking brain #I was having such a good day too

[starbuck]

i say i like tragedies and everyone’s all like ‘why do you like sad stories? are you depressed?’ and never ‘how was the catharsis? was the catharsis fun?’

#i don’t know how to explain this to normal people 😭😭 #for the record my coworkers didn’t directly question me on this #but i think i have vastly overestimated the amount of the population who is aware of like. Films. #NOT claiming that i have seen a lot - but i’ve mentioned three *REALLY* well-known films in the past four days #and got blank stares each time #the one of them was a REALLY good reference too… someday my top-notch association skills will be recognized #my first act as Mansion Acquaintance of the [redacted] Director will be to force everyone to watch a 40s romcom i didn’t even like #i’m getting off the point #the POINT is that It’s About The Catharsis

[alphadogmp3]

the cat that hangs out around our art studio can't put any weight on one of his hind legs :( if anything happens to him i will fully lose it he means so much to me :((((

#got in touch w our uni's animal society to see if we can take him to the vet #no response yet :( #i don't have the means to pay for even a basic vet visit so i can't take him until the animal ppl give me the ok #fuck everything man #i was having such a good day too #i hope its sth simple but his ankle looks swollen #best case scenario bee sting worst case scenario he broke his fucking leg that fat fuck #can i have 1 (ONE) GOOD DAY PLEASE.

[inkskinned]

you're in the habit of denying yourself things.

if someone asked you directly, you would say that you love a little treat. you like iced coffee and getting the cookie. you drink juice out of a fancy cup sometimes, and often do use your candles until they gutter out helplessly.

but you hesitate about buying the 20 dollar hand mixer because, like. you could just use your arms. you weren't raised rich. you don't get to just spend the 20 dollars (remember when that could cover lunch?), at least - you don't spend that without agonizing over it first, trying to figure out the cost-benefits like you are defending yourself in front of a jury. yes, this rice cooker could seriously help you. but you do know how to make stovetop rice and it really isn't that hard. how many pies or brownies would you actually make, in order to make that hand mixer worthwhile?

what's wild is that if the money was for a friend, it would already be spent. you'd fork over 40 without blinking an eye, just to make them happy. the difference is that it's for you, so you need to justify it.

and it sneaks in. you ration yourself without meaning to - you don't finish the pint of ice cream, even though you want to. the next time you go to the store, you say ah, i really shouldn't, and then you walk away. you save little bits of your precious things - just in case. sometimes you even go so far as putting that one thing in your shopping cart. and then just leaving it there, because maybe-one-day, but not right now, there's other stuff going on.

you do self-care, of course. but you don't do it more than like, 3 days in a row. after that it just feels a little bit over-the-edge. like. you can't live in decadence, the economy is so bad right now, kid.

so you don't buy the rice cooker. you can-and-will spend the time over the stove. you can withstand the little sorrows. denial and discipline are practically synonyms. and you're not spoiled.

it's just - it's not always a rice cooker. sometimes it is a person or a job or a hug. sometimes it is asking for help. sometimes it is the summer and your college degree. sometimes it is looking down at scabbed knees and feeling a strange kind of falling, like you can't even recognize the girl you used to be. sometimes it is your handprint looking unsteady.

sometimes it is tuesday, and you didn't get fired, and you want to celebrate. but what is it you like, even? you search around your little heart and come up empty. you're so used to denying that all your desires draw a blank.

oh fuck. see, this is the perfect opportunity. if you had a mixer, you'd make a cake.

#warm up #this isn't good #writeblr #this is complicated by the fact i can't stand up too long or i fuckken pass out and <3 hit my damn head <3 #but i did take a deep breath and buy myself the stupid rice cooker #and!!! a very cheap sushi kit!!! i have been wanting to try making sushi for literally YEARS #the kit was only like 15 dollars!!!! and i haven't purchased it bc?!!??!?!?!?!!? #..... i didn't get the mixer tho that felt. like a lot. like too much. #on my list is a kitchenaid. one day when i get a check and i have paid off my student debt #and medical debt #i will put that first little bit of cash #into a kitchenaid 5qt stand mixer (with attachments) #i really do just go into their refurbished section and stare lustily at each option #but yeah i feel guilty about the rice cooker even tho i know for a fact this damn thing is gonna be a lifesaver #oh shit also fuck i forgot to mention . poached eggs

[pumpkinsplicelatte]

If I had to pick between playing Getting Over It for two hours or Overwatch 2 for one hour but every match has an enemy Sombra I'd pick Getting Over It in a heartbeat that's how miserable she makes the game fucking get rid of her.

#i was having such a good day too #i will not take criticism #fuck sombra #overwatch 2 #getting over it

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

#good omens #´hello friends!! how are you!! #I hope you're doing well! ( ´ ▽ ` ) #I have a big cough but otherwise I am good! It's nothign bad I am just very slimey #usually I am not a cough person I am not sure where this is coming from #most of the time I just get a stuffy nose #has my nose gotten stronger #but there are good news too I have already found a VERY good chestnut to put into my pocket this autumn!! its very small! (❁´▽`❁) #it's been a very warm autumn in Germany so far so it has not really felt like fall yet #but yesterday it was all rainy and stormy and I had two new books and it was the best day possible to have a slimey cough (: #and now I feel SO much autumn I am close to buying a set of window colors #I do not know what I would to with the window colors I just have this strong urge in me to buy a window color set #the last time I did a window color was at the birtday of a class mate I think she turned 9 and I made a deer #but for some reason we did this craft 5 minutes before we all had to leave so we had to carry our window color deer home wet #unfortunatly for the deer and me I fell down the stairs of her house and smeared the deer all over me and i screamed the entire drive home #which wasn't very long but it probably felt very long for the mother who had a screaming child covered in window color deer inside her car